So Good. I Looked The Humor, And Silver Fox Yoongi Is Just
So good. I looked the humor, and silver fox yoongi is justđ„”
Between the Titles
Pairing: Min Yoongi x fem!reader
Genre: fluff, smut (mature/18+)
warnings: egregious caffeine consumption, yoongi smokes cigarettes, reader is about the same height as yoongi (its me hello im almost the same height as him), gay taehyung, volunteer jungkook, silver fox yoongi (he just has some gray hair bc hot) smut warnings: making out, grinding, fingering, oral (f. receiving), semi-public sexual acts, bathroom sex, protected sex, praise kink
Length: ~9.5k
Note: no thoughts, just big brain yoongi in a sweater smoking cigarettes and drinking coffee. btw almost all the books in this are real but i haven't read them so if you have lmk if they're worth the read lmao. thank u to my dearest @gyuswhore and @idyllic-ghost for beta-ing this
Summary: Five days a week in the library means you're very familiar with the senior research librarian. It also means he has no qualms about making his own book recommendations either.
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The sweet aroma of old books and strong coffee infiltrates your nose as the heavy doors into the library swing open, offering reprieve from the storm raging on outside. Itâs far too early for anyone to be here beyond staff and a few other morning birds. You glide right to the circulation desk as if fatigue doesnât pulse through your veins, barely quelled by the second cup of coffee you sip from.
As always, the same familiar head of dark hair with sparse silver streaks waits at the circulation desk. Heâs the only person working this early despite being the senior research librarian but you never hear any complaints louder than muttered annoyance under his breath when he thinks no one is around to hear. Bent over his laptop, Yoongi doesnât even bother to look up as he slides a heavy stack of books to the edge of the counter.Â
Eleven total, ten heavy volumes on ancient fertility cults across the globe, and one book you know heâs mixed in for his own amusement.Â
Itâs become something of a game between you two. At first you thought he was mixing your materials with someone elseâs, but every time you brought the additional copy back to his desk, Yoongi insisted he had no idea what you were talking about and questioned your reading choices. Each time the titles got more ridiculous: Castration: The Advantages and the Disadvantages, How to Enjoy Your Weeds, Amish Vampires in Space, the list goes on and on. But after he slipped Why Fish Donât Exist into your stack a few weeks ago, you decided to start responding.Â
You left the stack at his desk like usual, ears perked for his reaction to Fishes I Have Known. An amused snort rang out just as you opened the doors to leave for the afternoon. The sound was so unlike the stoic man youâd become accustomed to over months working on your thesis; not that you heard him talk much to begin with.
Since then youâve made a point to match every book he leaves for you. Yesterday, Yoongi chose I Could Pee on This: and Other Poems by Cats. At the end of the day, you spent thirty minutes searching shelf after shelf for an appropriate response, every book failing to meet your expectations. It wasnât fair he knew the expansive collection like the back of his hand but nevertheless you found something up to par.
Yoongi rolled his eyes when you passed your books over the counter, a copy of Staying Dry: A Practical Guide to Bladder Control, like a shining star on top. A brief pink of his tongue flashed across his lips, a feeble attempt to muffle an amused smile. It was the most obvious reaction since the first time you responded.
Smiling like the cat who ate the canary, you left on clouds last night.
But this morning you have notes to write.
Snagging the collection, you make your way deeper into the building. Your unassigned-assigned desk tucked away on the fifth floor, far enough away from any noise so you can fully immerse in work without the threat of distraction. An uninterrupted view of the courtyard below is an added bonus.
The wooden table top is covered in a neat collection of pens and sticky notes in minutes; your laptop and the foot tall collection of references you devour over the next eight hours taking up the other half.
A few titles you request over and over sit on top, too valuable to be checked out for long term use so you settle for keeping them in constant rotation since no one else bothers to read the dusty yellowing tombs. For now, you focus on the new pieces you hope hold the information you need.
Earth rites: fertility practices in pre-industrial Britain, Archaeology and Fertility Cults in the Ancient Mediterranean, Metamorphosis of Baubo: myths of woman's sexual energyâÂ
Iâm in Love with MothmanâŠ
Well there it is.
You thumb across the glossy cartoon cover, failing to bite back a smile. Yoongi has a penchant for tossing in the most outlandish romance books he can find. Maybe because he knows you spend just as much if not more time than he does between the stacks. The suggestion box at the desk was full of cards stained with your penmanship asking for longer hours; several of which youâve seen Yoongi rip in half as he pointedly met your gaze.
Tossing it aside, you pull forward one of the more musty books and start reading.
When you finally manage to resurface from laborious tales on several cults of Aphrodite, the rain is long gone. Even the darkest corners of the old building seem to glow gold in the evening sunset filtering through the glass doors. They're the only thing standing between you and freedom in the form curling up on your couch with a glass of wine and a new episode of your favorite reality dating show. But first, Yoongi needs his books back.Â
His desk chair is abandoned and the return cart is gone as well which means he could be anywhere in the building. Disappointment leaches into your spine at the fact you wonât be able to witness his reaction to the twelfth book in your pile; the one you spent an extra fifteen minutes looking for in the corner of the third floor.Â
A thick piece of library paper lists the materials youâll need for the next day lays atop the neon green cover of Pest Management Solutions: How to Manage Your Moth Problem. They decorate the corner of the desk until Yoongi returns to find them. Hopefully he appreciates your humor.
Yoongi isnât at his desk the next morning when you come in either. Instead, a doe eyed man with a lip piercing occupies the chair, clearly playing some game on his laptop.Â
Approaching the counter, you begin to ask, âWhereâs Yoonââ
âStaff meeting,â he interjects like heâs already answered the question a million times despite the library opening only five minutes ago. The white of his teeth threaten to blind you. âBut I can help you!â
His name tag isnât the same engraved golden metal Yoongiâs is, itâs a plastic sleeve with a paper insert with barely legible handwriting you decipher as âJungkookâ and below âVolunteer.â Youâve seen him before from a distance. Usually trudging through the shelves with the book return cart in tow, occasionally taking a quick read inside before putting them in their rightful place.Â
âI need to pick up some books. I gave Yoongi the list yesterday.â
âSure.â Jungkook jumps up, approaching the shelf lined with piles for other patrons. âWhatâs your last name?â
He combs through the list after you answer, finding your stack easily enough.Â
âAlright so Yoongi left a note that the encyclopedias you wanted are on the usual desk you have upstairs. But other than that Iâve got: Historical Studies of Changing Fertility, Sacred Mushroom and The Cross, Archaeology and Fertility Cults in The Ancient MediterraneanâŠâ Jungkook lists off the titles, checking to make sure they're all in order. âAnd, um, this one isnât on the list.â
It must be Yoongiâs choice for the day.
âWhat is it?â
Jungkook looks like heâs trying to hide his own amusement as he slides it over for you to read.
If I Were a Bird, You'd be The First Person I'd Shit On.
âHuh,â you blush. âWonder how that got in there.â
âHe must have left it by mistake. I can put it baââ
âNo, Iâll take it.â You toss it on top of the other, less embarrassing books in your stack and gather it into your arms before Jungkook can get in another word. âThanks for your help!â
Scurrying towards the hallway housing the elevators, you attempt to juggle the pile of books, your stuffed bag, and coffee without taking a spill. Itâs one thing to have your silent battle with Yoongi, but having someone else witness it makes you feel downright silly. And for the first one witnessed by others to be such an absurd and downright passive aggressive selection sends embarrassment through your veins.
As promised, three encyclopedias sit neatly on your desk; the volumes so thick they protrude from the table top like a small mountain. No wonder he left them there instead of making you carry them up in individual trips. But Yoongiâs goodwill clearly ended there. A sticky note on top of the stack pens his discontent at your selection.
I had to spend 3 hours in the basement to find these. If you need them again, donât.
Even though he hadnât signed it, you know itâs from him. The tight script fits his personality; thin lines of annoyance bleeding through the ink, not just his words. A waft of musty old paper and dust breezes through your nose as you open the first copy. They must have been housed in a forgotten storage area. At least his bird book makes more sense now.Â
You donât dig into the heap until after the sun is halfway through the sky but when you do it only proves to unravel your wits. Reading on, the wrinkle in your eyebrows deepens further. Page after page of conflicting knowledge passes by, each sentence more confusing than the last; minutes negating months of research. The thick pages hardly provide a soft landing for your head as you allow it to thump forward in exasperation.
The scrap of chair legs alerts to a new presence watching your meltdown in real time.
âSomething wrong?â Yoongi asks.
With a heavy sigh, you respond.âI want to die.â
âGet in line.â
Shifting in your seat, you peer in his direction. A different day but the same wardrobe: dark button up, glasses, same unapproachable facade. But what Yoongi is doing sitting next to you is new.
Yoongi makes himself comfortable, picking at his nails as he waits patiently for an explanation.Â
âEverything in my thesis is either wrong or the world authority on fertility in Europe is full of it.â
âBummer.â
âYour sincerity is overwhelming.â You snap.
Yoongi rolls his eyes. Boredom seeps across his face but he doesnât move to leave, just sinks deeper into the chair. âYouâve read almost half the collection since you started coming here, why are some old dusty books such a big deal?â
âBecause all of those books cite these books which means those books are wrong and all my work is in the toilet.â
âThose books are from the seventies, the information is probably out of date.â
Slamming the copy serving as a pillow shut, you take a second glance at the title: Encyclopedia of Women and World Religion, Volume 7.
âYoongi,â you sing.
Yoongiâs gaze flashes to yours, a trickle of confusion flashing across his eyes.âWhat?â
You stack up the books and push them across the desk with some effort. Just to savor the satisfaction of besting Yoongi, you indulge a long sip of now cold coffee before speaking again. No one else is around to witness your victory but that wonât dampen the high.
âLooks like youâll be back in the basement because you brought me the wrong editions.â
He opens his mouth to argue, snatching one of the books to investigate but you beat him to the punch.
âI asked for the twenty-fifth edition, not the seventh.â You smirk. âI think you're losing your touch.â
He watches you over the rim of the cover. A fleeting glance in your direction but it makes your heart squeeze with need.
âWell, I guess youâre right,â Yoongi sighs, standing. âDo you still need them for anything or can I go ahead and take them?â
With your approval, he heaves the heavy tombs on to his cart. The strain of his forearms, bare from rolled up sleeves, catches your attention. Veins raised under creamy skin, lean muscles leading down to hands youâve noticed since the first day you started visiting the library.
If you keep staring, youâre likely to start drooling. So you dive back into one of the useful books littering your desk and pretend to read until heâs disappearing down the hall.
On your way out, leaving much earlier than a typical day due to Yoongiâs mistake, you drop the remaining books off at the circulation desk. Along with a copy of Avian Hunting Techniques. Heâs absent again but it doesn't matter.
You continue out the doors and down the sidewalk only to spot him leaning against the brick exterior further down the street. Even from a distance you can make out the natural scowl heâs constantly sporting. Except this time his lips pout around a cigarette.Â
Of course he smokes.
The quasi-mysterious librarian who flirts with you through book titles, smokes cigarettes and looks hot doing it.Â
âYou know those things will kill you, right?âÂ
âThatâs what the box says but they arenât holding up their end of the deal,â Yoongi responds, flicking the ash before looking at his watch. âWow, out before six. Iâll alert the press.â
âWell, if someone gave me the right books then maybe Iâd stay longer. But Iâm not about to wait around while you get the ones I need.â
Yoongi takes another drag of his cigarette before responding, âAre you trying to say I forced you to take a break?â
The realization dawns on you. Yoongi is the senior research librarian. Heâs never given you the wrong books, even when you request the rare copies needed to be loaned from a different part of the country. The few times youâve offered understanding if he couldnât get them were met with a challenge in his gaze and smug satisfaction when handing them over a week later.
âYou brought me the wrong copies on purpose!â
âI have no idea what youâre talking about.â Heâs lying. You know it. Yoongi definitely knows you know by the way he smirks. But heâs already crushing the filter under his shoe and moving back towards the library by the time your brain catches up to your mouth. âHave a good night, Y/N.â
With a scoff of indignation, you stalk towards your car.
The next morning, you march straight through the class doors to where Yoongi sits, fueled by snowballed annoyance from the previous day. Waking up on the wrong side of the bed is an understatement. If there are any gods, Yoongi should pick one and pray.
Your free afternoon of yesterday was spent dealing with the chaos your apartment has become over the past few weeks. Unfolded laundry, stacks of random papers, out of place books, and errant dust bunnies all became new victims to energy usually reserved for a full day of research. Taehyung practically shit himself when he woke up before dinner and found you scrubbing the bathroom sink.
âWhat are you doing here?â he asked, hand to his chest like a flustered old woman.
Bleach curled in your nostrils. âI live here.âÂ
âNot between the hours of eight and seven.â
But after the mess was dealt with, aggravation set in. How dare Yoongi purposefully meddle in your work. Well meaning or not you were an adult and could decide when enough was enough. The purposeful mishap hadnât set you back far, one afternoon but a drop in the bucket in comparison to the months youâve already spent chasing new leads. But the principle of the matter is that itâs none of his business what you do and when you do it.
Yoongi slides a slimmer stack over when you stop in front of him.
âEncyclopedias are on your desk,â he announces through a sip of coffee. He continues to type away, feigning disinterest as you sort through your stack with measured annoyance.
âAre they the right copies this time?â
âDouble checked them myself.â
You open your mouth to verbalize your doubts but Yoongiâs pick of the day catches your eye.
Surviving Your Stupid Stupid Decision to Go to Grad School.
Scoffing, you flip the book around and shoot daggers into his face with your eyes. âDo you think youâre funny?â
The corner of his mouth twitches then becomes a full blown smile. Leaning over the desk, he drops his voice, âI think Iâm hilarious.â
Remembering you are, in fact, in a library, you manage to muffle a frustrated groan. You dump the supplementary reading back on the counter for Yoongi to deal with and head upstairs.Â
Unlike the usual days where you put off finding a response to Yoongiâs extra copy until the waning hours of the afternoon, you drop your bags and head straight for the shelves. The fifth floor houses a collection of textbooks and other reference material. Itâs why it's always deserted unless some poor fool stumbles on it by accident; the perfect place to work uninterrupted for hours.
You head down stairs, circling the fourth and then third floor like a shark in a feeding frenzy. A few covers spark interest but nothing captures what bubbles in your veins: annoyance, anger, confusion. A brief flutter of interest as to why Yoongi decided to mess with you but those feelings are more dangerous than the acidic ones.
Row after proves unfruitful in your quest for passive aggressive revenge. None have the same bite as his book, or seem to curb the homicidal thoughts raging in your head.
Until a little white book peeps back at you from the end of the aisle.
Yoongi jumps when you slam Bitter Is the New Black: Confessions of a Condescending, Egomaniacal, Self-Centered Smartass in front of him. A feat in and of itself to sneak up on him given the loan desk has a perfect view of the entire first floor but whatever heâd been clicking away at on the computer was distraction enough.
âWhat's this?â
âThought you might like some new reading.â You flash your teeth.
His chin jerks towards the glossy cover. âI already gave this two stars on Goodreads.â
Of course he has.
Face prickling in embarrassment, you turn back the way you came without a word.
Hours later, when half the day has ticked by and the ache for more caffeine burns your eyes, Yoongi stops by your desk. He doesnât speak, doesnât try and gain the attention you pointedly withhold. He sets a paper coffee cup on the corner of the tabletop and leaves.
You snatch up the cup after he rounds the corner out of sight. The lack of sugar leaves much to be desired but free coffee is free coffee, especially to a PhD student with limited means.Â
It isnât much of an apology but guilt blooms down your spine anyway. He meant well. You arenât known for giving yourself breaks; unable to quit while youâre ahead. A voluntary day off is less likely than winning the lottery. Youâre a busy body and the constant work keeps you from dissolving into chaos.
You donât see Yoongi again until every book at your desk is exhausted, begging for a break from your manhandling. Double and triple checking notes and citations are the poor excuse you implement to delay the inevitable. At some point youâll have to go downstairs to face the music.Â
Heâs waiting like always, scanning the mountain of returns littering the counter from a long day. Each step closer withers something in your stomach.Â
The copies in your hand shift onto the wooden surface, joining the stack for him to work through. Yoongi flashes a polite grimace when you catch his eye before immediately diving back into his work. Hopefully he understands why you chose Thank You for Smoking. And why you covered the second half of the title with a sticky note.
Jungkookâs smiling face greets you bright and early. His name tag has been upgraded from flimsy paper to a plastic one and a printed label with his name.Â
Handing over your library card, he quickly scans it and grabs the books meant for todayâs dissection.Â
âYoongi wanted me to tell you that if you want more coffee while youâre working, you can go to the staff lounge on the second floor.â
âOh.â
Jungkook continues sifting through your requests, making sure each is correct. âBetween you and me, the coffee down the street is better. But donât tell him I said that.â
âWhy?â
âBecause heâs a coffee snob and thinks his shitâsorryâstuff is the best.â
âOkay,â you say, grabbing your pile. âThanks.â
You set up your station like always, sorting through each book and devising a mental to do list. The desk resembles a feast but instead of food itâs encyclopedias, printed articles, and dusty manuscripts Yoongi wrangled from who knows where. On the outer board of your work station rests the feature of the day: How to Beg for Cigarettes.
A few hours pass between the pages. Your previous research is confirmed by the significantly less dusty encyclopedias this time, corroborating the basis of your thesis. A new work you havenât seen is cited in the back, piquing your interest for more evidence.Â
Instead of bothering one of the staff, you use the library website and find it in their catalog. Itâs somewhere on the second floor where Yoongi offers free coffee. Two birds, one stone; a new book and a new cup of coffee.
The layout resembles all the other floors. A collection of study tables in the center crowded by bookshelves on all sides. One person, an undergrad by the look of pure dread on their features, occupies a table but that's it. Glancing at the note with the call number, you start towards the stacks on the left.
You find the correct area, eyes scanning up and down the different shelves to no avail. Hundreds of books, different sizes in an array of colors, flash by but none are the one you need. Youâre about to call it quits when you spot it on the top shelf, just out of reach.
Call it a moment of stupidity, a brief blight of recklessness, but the book sits only a few inches beyond your fingers. You look around to make sure no one is around to witness the brilliantly flawed idea crest in your brain. With the coast clear, you hoist yourself up the shelf.
A deadpan voice nearly makes you fall.
âLooking for something?âÂ
Yoongi stands a few feet away, head cocked to the side. Of course heâd find you in such a ridiculous position. Even through the blur of your peripheral vision, the harsh lines of his usual uniform clashes against the back drop of books. Dark jeans fitted over his thighs, dark button down rolled up his arms, and a pair of glasses that make him look hot. But youâre in no position to dwell when the risk of falling on your ass is so high.
âNope, just getting in some exerciseâ you grunt, moving your foot to the shallow hold of the next shelf.
Yoongi moseys up behind you before continuing. âAnd climbing a decades old bookshelf is how you stretch your legs?â
âYou smoke cigarettes, I climb old furniture. We all have our vices.â
Your foot slips from its perch, making you squeak before catching your balance.Â
âAlright spider-monkey, that's enough.â His hands slide across your hip, fingers curved around the softest part of your waist as he helps you down.Â
Distracted by the weight of him still on your hip, the heat of his chest a scorching across your back, you donât even think to disparage him for the cheap Twilight reference. The few inches Yoongi has on you allows him to reach overhead to snag the copy you need with ease. But as you watch his hands close around the spine everything beyond fades to black; like the universe pinholes where you two stand.
âThis one?â You feel the vibration of his words up and down your spine, warm breath tracing across the shell of your ear.
Body on autopilot, you turn to face Yoongi. His mouth moves, eyes scanning the book cover but every word deafens in a muddy haze. He doesnât seem to realize his hand is still on your waist, or how he crowds you into the shelves; chest to chest, stomachs barely an inch apart.
âHuh?â you ask, tearing your eyes away from his mouth.
âI said, if you asked for this book earlier I could have gotten it for you.â
âOh.â
âYou okay?â he asks, stepping further into you. âYou look a little flushed.â
The bastard smiles. A Godâs honest smile like his thigh isnât between your own, or he isnât waiting for a reply while his fingers dig in beneath your ribs.
Just when you open your mouth to say something, Yoongi silences you with a firm squeeze of his hand. His head lowers until his breath ghosts along your chin.Â
Then youâre kissing; lips sliding together easily like he anticipated it. The world shatters all around from just a few passes of his mouth across your own, the weight of his body flattening you against the bookshelf.Â
The first hint of his tongue against the seam of your lips makes you gasp and Yoongi takes the opportunity to taste you. You melt under his attention. Head tipping back, shoulders bowing to take more, your senses flood with the remnants of coffee and something else; something so quintessential Yoongi your head spins. It lights a new flame in your veins, one burning with pure want.
A handful of his shirt pulls him closer. Yoongi follows easily but gets more than asked for when one of your hands tangles in the back of his hair, tugging until heâs tilting his chin the way you want. Itâs a bad habit other dates have subtly complained about but a noise bubbles in his throat at the dig of your nails; responding with his own palm squeezing roughly across your ass until your hips meet his.Â
The crash of the book near your feet is like a bucket of ice water.
âOh my god,â you gasp. Jumping back proves futile as the shelf digs further into your spine. âIââ
Puffy lips and lowered eyes stare back at you, clear evidence that you havenât hallucinated what just happened. Yoongi dips down to kiss you again but you slither out of his grip.
Forgetting the book on the tiled floor, you mumble an apology and flee back upstairs, beelining to the vacant restroom.
To your own mortification, your features mirror Yoongiâs; lips swollen, eyes glazed. Your sweater twisted around your torso clearly betraying your rendezvous in the stacks. Beads of sweat cling to your forehead and neck.
A few splashes of cold water help clear the fog in your brain but as it dissipates embarrassment sets in. Making out with a handsome man is one thing. Making out with the librarian assisting in the most important work of your life is an entirely different ordeal; one that can only spell trouble.
Pacing back and forth, the cool paper towel on the back of your neck helps calm your racing heart enough to leave the safety of the ladies room.
Try as you might to drown under piles of books, itâs useless. You pretend to read the same passages over and over but none of the words register. The kiss replays over and over and over again. You kissed Yoongi. Yoongi kissed you back. He tried to kiss you again when you pulled away.
The end of the day inevitably comes which means you have to face him whether you want to or not. But you wonât allow a single lapse of judgment to affect your work; a moment of weakness propelled by months of abstinence that just so happened to coincide with a surly librarianâs entrance into your life. You just needed to get it out of your system. If it hadnât been Yoongi it would have been someone else.Â
At least thatâs what you tell yourself.
A glance at your watch informs you that today is the second day youâll leave the library early. Rather than give into the stubborn instinct to stay, you decide putting as much distance between yourself and Yoongi is far better for your mental health. With squared shoulders and a raised chin, you head downstairs.Â
Yoongiâs waiting behind the counter. He isnât typing on his computer or scanning books. He watches every step you take, arms crossed in front as he leans forward like heâs eager for a confrontation.Â
âYoongi,â you say.
âY/N.â
You use every fiber of will to maintain eye contact as you pass your stack over the counter. âIâll need these same ones tomorrow.â
âOkay.â He nods. âAnd the kiss?â
âWhat kiss?â you croak.
Yoongiâs eyes blaze like youâre a new puzzle to be solved, like he wants to take you apart and find exactly what makes you tick. You feel naked. âThe one where youââ
âMust have been someone else. Sorry. Have a good night!â You rush for the door before he can say another word.
Another morning is another day in the library, but this time your roommate begs to tag along.Â
âLook, Iâm not getting anything done on my thesis so maybe youâll rub off on me,â Taehyung says.
Rolling your eyes, you step through the door he holds open. âI think youâve had plenty of people rub off on you.â
Gasping with fake indignation, he catches up easily. âAre you calling me a slut?âÂ
âYes.â
âGood, I wanted to make sure we were on the same page. Is that him?â
Yoongi and Jungkook are talking behind the counter. Jungkookâs hands wave wildly as he recounts whatever information to his boss while Yoongi listens with fake interest. Or that's what someone else might think. The subtle signs he cares are hidden in the details; the miniscule lift of shoulders, a cock of his head, and when Jungkook pouts in a way too ridiculous for a man his size, Yoongi hides a smile in the shake of his head.
âYes.â
âAnd Iâm the slut?â Taehyung scowls as you pinch his shoulder. âWhat? Heâs a nerdâs walking wet dream.âÂ
âAnd he can hear you, so shut up.â
âMorning!â Jungkook calls on his way past with a cart full of books.Â
He grins like he knows exactly what happened on the second floor yesterday but that canât be true. Yoongi doesnât seem like the type to kiss and tell. Only the type to kiss and tease you relentlessly for it when no one else is around to hear.
Taehyungâs attention immediately locks on him. You love your roommate, always have and, unfortunately, always will; but he is a slut and Jungkook is definitely his type. However, heâs on your turf and knows better than to fuck where you have to eat for the next few months.Â
âY/N, Y/Nâs friend,â Yoongi says when you approach his desk.Â
âTaehyung.âÂ
âRight,â Yoongi drawls, blinking lazily before sliding your books over and turning around to sort something on the opposite counter.
Taehyung, ever the gentleman, grabs the pile for you and follows upstairs.Â
âWell he seems like a cup of sunshine,â Taehyung whispers.Â
âJust because he isnât fawning over you doesnât mean heâs an asshole.â
âIâm very fawn-able, ask anyone,â your roommate argues as you approach the fifth floor. âWait, what's this⊠How to Defeat Your Own Clone and Other Tips for Surviving the Biotech Revolution. This is the type of shit heâs giving you? Youâre easier than I am.â
âGive me that.â You snatch the paperback out of his grip. âStop being nosy.â
Taehyung lets you work in peace after that, disappearing to gather more of his own materials. Even in undergrad heâd never been one to sit still for long. But he still managed to get a spot doing an engineering thesis despite the constant changes in his attention.
After several hours of mind numbing typing you need a break, and another cup of coffee on someone elseâs dime sounds perfect.
âIâm getting coffee.â
âBring me some,â Taehyung says without looking up from his screen.
The staff lounge is nothing fancy. A couple small tables with plastic chairs tucked around, a cork board covered with fliers, and a white board stuck to the fridge scrawled upon with black dry erase marker. The coffee pot sits full in the machine, still hot to the touch.Â
You pour two cups. Taehyungâs gets loaded with creamer cups until itâs closer to white than black while yours is sweetened to sickening perfection. When you try to take a sip, the liquid immediately burns your tongue. Too hot coffee is better than cold coffee but an ice cube would help make it more palatable.
Moving back to the fridge, you go to open the freeze but stop when the white board catches your attention again.
Most notes are chores or friendly reminders about time cards but almost half the board is dedicated to a back and forth.
âUnofficial Employee of the Month: JungkookâÂ
A note in Yoongiâs tight script: âYou donât work here.â
âThatâs why it's unofficial!â in what must be Jungkookâs messy handwriting.
âYouâre my official employee of the month. - Namjoonâ
At the bottom is a crude drawing of stick figures, two tall smiling ones holding hands under a rainbow labeled âJKâ and âJoonâ and a comically shorter one with evil eyebrows surrounded by storm clouds and âyoongi :(â overhead.
âSnooping for secrets?â
âJesus Christ,â you jump, turning to face Yoongi. âHas anyone ever told you itâs rude to sneak up on people?â
âYouâre in the staff lounge, thereâs gonna be staff here.â Yoongi crosses to the coffee pot on the counter and pours himself a cup. He doesnât add cream or sugar or anything else to lessen the bitterness. Cliche. âSo, was bringing your boyfriend here your subtle way of letting me down?â
âYou think Taehyung is my boyfriend?â You whirl around in shock. Yoongi raises a brow, prompting you to continue. âJungkook is more his type than I am.â
Yoongi releases a pleased hum, eyes shining. âSo no boyfriend then?â
âNope.â
Youâre shaking but donât look away from his hungry gaze. Yoongi takes a step closer, and another and one more until you're pinned to the countertop and his mouth is on yours.Â
This time, you're more aware of everything. The smell of his cologne, the tickle of his bangs along your forehead, all the tiny details that were muffled before. Yoongiâs lips are firm against your own, a little chapped but it only makes you hotter with each pass.
His mouth is everywhere; your chin, your jaw, peppering down your throat until he pushes aside the hem of your shirt and sets to work on the jut of your collarbone like heâll never get a chance again.Â
âYoongi,â you hum on the first rake of teeth.Â
He takes it as an invitation to dig in harder, sucking the skin until your spine threatens to break and you say his name again. Desperate for some kind of anchor, you knot your fingers back in his hair and pull.Â
A throaty noise responds and the need to hear more rears its head. Yoongi who always watches with measured fascination undone by some light petting. The power is addictive.Â
Legs spread, he presses in flat. The heat of his cock, rigid beneath the fabric of his jeans, teases across the seam of your own. You're technically still in public but the consequences concern you less than the knowledge that youâll go mad if you donât feel him. His arms circle your back, pulling you firmer against him, right to the edge of the linoleum counter.
Wedging a hand between your bodies, you manage to get his zipper undone while your tongue traces along his jaw. Yoongi angles his hips to help, curling into your palm when you cup him over the fabric of his boxers. Every press has him swelling harder.Â
His hands reach under your shirt. Skin on skin, the rough calluses of his fingers trace your ribs, thumbs following the cup of your bra in a tease. Itâs a simple touch but your own hands falter when he brushes a nipple. You melt into each other.
âHey, Yoongi, do you know whereâHOLY SHIT!â
Jungkook stops at the door, eyes wide, mouth wider.Â
âGet out!â Yoongi barks. Heâs trying his best to keep your body covered from the younger manâs view but even if Jungkook isnât getting a full frontal he isnât dumb enough not to realize whatâs going on.
Yoongi shudders a few breaths. Head hung low, he tucks himself back into his pants without moving away. Youâre already slipping down from your perch when he looks back up.
âIâm just gonnaâŠgo,â you mumble, scurrying out the door.
Jungkook waits outside, eyes still bugging out of his head but at least has the decency to pretend he didnât catch you in the act.
Tugging your shirt down, you avoid his gaze. How far would you have let Yoongi go if Jungkook hadnât interrupted?Â
âCoffee?â Taehyung asks as you approach the table.
You know what you look like without a mirror. The same as yesterday with glassy eyes and bruised lips, clothes wrinkled. Thankfully, Taehyung is more interested in his modeling software than where youâve been.Â
âThey were out.âÂ
With a sigh like he is personally victimized by the lack of caffeine, Taehyung collapses on the table and plays dead. But he perks up at the sound of footsteps approaching behind you.
âYou left this in the break room,â Yoongi says, dropping a cup of coffee by your side before disappearing.Â
You turn to follow his retreating for until heâs hidden back between the shelves. The back of his hair is still messy despite his attempt to fix it, same with the wrinkles in his shirt from your hands.
âI thought they were out?â Taehyung eyes you suspiciously when you look back at him.
Cradling the still hot cup in your hands, you avoid his gaze. âShut up.â
âSo you do have to sleep with someone to get a cup of coffee.âÂ
âIâm not sleeping with him,â you spit in a harsh whisper.
âWhy not?â
âBecauseâŠâ
Because what exactly? There isnât a good reason other than the fact Jungkook was the king of cockblocks. You would have let Yoongi do just about anything he wanted and he seemed to be in agreement. But youâd rather die than admit that out loud.
âYou are so smart and so incredibly stupid.â Taehyung rolls his eyes, rising to pack his things. âI need to pee.â
You point him in the direction of the bathrooms and get back to work.
When Taehyung returns minutes later he starts shoving his things in his bag. âIâm leaving.â
âWhy?â
âThis is like the epicenter of hot smart men and I refuse to suffer any longer.â
âYou got Jungkookâs number,â you deadpan.
Taehyung canât hide his own shit eating grin. âYoongi gave it to me.â
âIf youâre leaving, so am I.â
âWhy?â your roommate whines.Â
âBecause I got you a hot date and that means you owe me dinner.â
âTechnically it was Yoongi but Iâll concede.â Taehyung heaves his bag up. âCome now my dearest, we can still get happy hour if we hurry.âÂ
You reach in your own bag and toss him your keys. âGo wait in the car. Iâve gotta go grab another book real quick.â
âWhatever,â Taehyung says, mumbling something like ânerdsâ under his breath as he heads downstairs.
You find Yoongi while on your way to his desk, already toting around the cart piled high with returns from the day. Several of the covers are Taehyungâs picks and somehow the knowledge theyâve spoken almost knocks you off kilter. Taehyung is a good wingman and thatâs what worries you most.
âHi,â he says, kneeling to put a book on a low shelf.
It shouldnât have the effect it does but something about the way Yoongi looks up at you, on his knees, head tipped back, has your mind running wild with the image of him in the same position with both of you wearing far less clothing. Maybe if you werenât interrupted in the staff lounge youâd have seen it in real life.
âHi. Mind if I add these to the pile?âÂ
âGo ahead.â
The Stocking was Hung sits on top. You donât wait around to see his reaction.
The temperature had steadily been increasing over the past weeks but this morning is the worst of all. That inescapable warmth fully seeded overnight and promised the comforting days of sweaters and pants are long gone.
Heat makes you lazy and fitful. In the early hours, long before you actually need to be awake, you stare up at the ceiling of your room. Not even a frigid shower helped the stickiness of your skin or laying still in your bed in nothing but one of Taehyungâs shirts and ratty shorts. It followed you everywhere until you left for the same brick building you spend more time at than at home.
Without thought, you throw on the first seasonally appropriate outfit in your closet; a thin dress that covers enough for the public but promises to keep you cool.
Yoongi seems to be taking the change in weather as well as you are. His usual attire is absent, nothing but a white shirt clinging to his torso. The pale skin of his forearms briefly catches your attention but you focus anywhere else to stop from rounding the desk and finishing what started upstairs.
You steel yourself and approach the desk, determined to act normal.
Familiar dark eyes flash up to greet you but Yoongiâs mouth doesnât form any words. He just stares at you. You can feel the weight of his gaze on your shoulders, your neck, and then he pointedly keeps them trained on your eyes. Like he's willing to pretend yesterday didnât happen.Â
He doesnât speak when he passes over the same pile of books as yesterday but you can feel him burn a hole in your back. Even after you climb up the stairs and out of sight, the prickling sensation youâre being watched follows.
You donât get anything done. The words on the page might as well be another language as your mind races.
Yoongi didnât give you an extra book today.
An endless list of potential explanations race through your mind. Maybe youâd been too forward with your choice. Maybe heâs gotten it out of his system, a quick tryst in the employee lounge enough to satiate his curiosity. Maybe because itâs the second time youâve brushed him off. Even if it wasnât your fault Jungkook stumbled in before anything worthwhile could happen.Â
But he isnât speaking to you and he isnât giving you the random book youâve come to look forward to every morning.Â
Channeling the restless energy of overthinking, you take a lap around the floor. You pause to flip through random books as you zigzag through the stacks. Anything to take your mind off the unshakable tension sticking in the air like syrup.
Your laptop is in sleep mode by the time you reluctantly come back. Everything is as you left except a book youâve never seen before sits on top of the open one youâd been reading.
Thereâs a Boy in the Girlsâ Bathroom.Â
A sticky note sticks up from the inside of the cover. A bolt of excitement shoots down your spine. When you flip it open a familiar handwriting stares back: âon the seventh floorâ.
You hadnât been gone too long but the fear of making him wait has you rushing up the stairs. Each step brings you closer to where he waits until youâre opening the bathroom door.
âYoongi?âÂ
A hand wraps around your upper arm, yanking you in. Another hand silences a surprised shout before you realize itâs Yoongi and not a murderer pinning you to the interior of the door you just came through.
âJesus, you scared me.âÂ
âSorry,â he breathes. âItâs just not a good look for me to be up here.â
âOh, really?â You smile. âAnd why is that?â
âThis is my job.â
âDidnât seem to stop you before.â
âWho says itâs stopping me now?â
He thumbs the strap of your dress, hooking under the thin material and dragging it down your arm. The heat and weight of Yoongi against you, touching you so simply, makes you vibrate. Yoongi moves into your neck, panting with a grind against your thigh. âI swear I donât usually do this.â
You want to argue that you have two accounts that he does do this often, at least with you. But for someone who says they donât, Yoongi is surprisingly natural. The tease prickling the end of your tongue fizzles out under his teeth across the curve of your shoulder, goosebumps blossoming along your back.Â
A whimper unbecoming of an adult woman breaks the lullaby of summer air conditioner singing through the vents. Youâre sweating under the cling of your dress, skin hot to the touch thanks to Yoongiâs attention; long fingers curved around your waist, thumbs skimming just under your breast.
âCould have fooled me.â
âThis is a very nice dress.â His mouth bites down your neck, taking advantage of the new strips of skin the neckline unveils.
âThatâs all it takes?â you pant from the wet of his tongue. âA pretty dress?â
âIf you think,â he whispers into your ear. âIâm doing this because of your dress then you really havenât been paying attention.â
The dark locks of his hair are too alluring to resist, tempting one of your own hands to scratch against the tip of his spine when Yoongi rolls against you again. A firm tug brings him to your mouth, lips molding to one another in a searing kiss. You can taste the coffee from the lounge and the faintest hint of cigarette smoke, like he thought to hide it before asking you to follow him.
âHow long? How long have you wanted this?â
Yoongi hooks one of your thighs higher, savoring the heat of your core against the crotch of his pants with a slow thrust. âSince you came in and busted my balls over not having that archived manuscript when the website said we did.â
You remember that day. Patience thin from Taehyungâs loud overnight guest, you stormed into the library looking to take it out on a photocopy of the manuscript only for the only copy to be AWOL. Yoongi became the surrogate for your rage, his eyes burning into your skull as questioned how he could let it happen.
The next day was when he started adding books to your stack.
âThat was months ago.â
âIâm a patient guy.â
You want him naked; ache to catalog what heâs hidden underneath bulky sweaters and loose button ups over the past few months. But that idea has to wait for somewhere less risky. You settle for dipping your hand under his shirt, tracing your fingers over the elastic of his boxers peeking from the waistband of his pants.
Attempting to hide the effect he has, you loop your fingers in his belt loops and pull him even closer so your face is hidden in the crook of his neck. âThereâs a Boy in the Girlsâ Bathroom? A little on the nose, donât you think?â
âLike The Stocking was Hung is any better?â Yoongi sighs as your mouth ghosts over the rising vein webbing the side of his throat.
âHey!â you object, rising to face him. âI thought youâd appreciate it after that mothman book.â
âI appreciate you complimenting my dick plenty.â
Yoongi doesnât let you go, hands palming at the swell of your ass the entire way from the door to the counter. Heâs got one hand curved along your jaw, thumb hooked around your chin and his teeth bruising your lower lip. The edge of granite digs in your spine but not for long as he lifts you and settles on his knees to dive under your skirt.Â
He kisses up your calf, tongue snaking across the knob of your knee then the plush of your thigh. Just when you feel a puff of breath against the damp crotch of your panties, Yoongi falls to repeat the same path against your other leg.Â
You donât suffer for long. Pooling the excess fabric around your waist, Yoongi blinks up from between your thighs. The pink of his tongue follows the edge of your panties, wetting the fabric more until it clings obscenely.Â
He pushes his glasses up to rest on the top of his head, keeping the mess of gray and black hair out of his eyes before diving back down.
His tongue lathers over your covered slit with a groan. âTaste better than I imagined.â
âYou thought about this?â
âCouldnât stop thinking about it. On my desk, yours, against that fucking bookshelf.â Yoongi punctures each word with more wet kisses against your core. âIn my car, my bed. Everywhere.â
A cool breath has your thighs squeezing around his head thanks to the erotic combination of his spit and your own fluids drenching your panties. âIs this all you think about?â
âI had to come up here and jerk off yesterday because I couldnât stop thinking about your hands.â
Your panties are pulled to the side before you can indulge in the new visual blooming on the edge of consciousness. âYoongi.â
Eyes closed, his mouth circles your clit, tongue gently stroking you to life. Every pass against the sensitive bundle of nerves has your thighs squeezing around his head.Â
The first prod of fingers makes Yoongiâs hold on the crook of your knee tighten. He stretches you back open, eyes following the way you suck him inside; coating his spindly digits with more arousal each time.
âA-ah,â you shake. âPlease.â
Yoongi chances a glance up at your face, the needy sheen in your eyes, the way your mouth gapes, and decides to take mercy.Â
He latches back onto your clit. Yoongi groans as you tug his hair, knocking his glasses to the ground. The pace he works your remains lethargic, savoring the kick of your hips until you grind against his mouth.Â
Throaty groans vibrate against your cunt, tightening the muscles along the inside of your thighs. Neither of you are doing a good job muffling yourselves but if itâs between getting caught and having him stop then youâll deal with the consequences when they come.
âOh, Yoongi.â Your chest pulls tight; spurred on by the sounds of Yoongi bullying your insides, his mouth smacking against your folds. âIâmâ oh, oh, oh!â
The rough crook of his fingers sends you flying. Only the pressure of his shoulders keep you from slipping off the counter as you explode against his mouth. Euphoria rushes your veins, licks of pleasure overwhelming. Every muscle quivers as Yoongi works you through until you use his hair to pull him away.
Heâs quick on his feet. Youâre still recovering as Yoongi pushes your bra down and draws one of your nipples into his mouth, licking and sucking until you pull his hair again. Eyes cinched tight, face wet, you force his pants open then his underwear until Yoongi is almost as exposed as you are; pretty in your palm, sticky and hot to the touch.
But itâs not enough to feel him in your hand, you need to feel him inside. To fill you up where you sit hollow and aching without his fingers to provide a sliver of relief. âFuck me.â
Yoongi doesnât tease, has no quip about how needy you are. He keeps his mouth on your chest and uses his hands to grab something out of his pocket. It happens so fast you donât even realize the condom is on until he nudges between your legs.
Your nails dig into his back, breathing through the initial stretch is the only way you stay quiet. Yoongi hides himself back in your neck, strained noises clawing out of his throat.
Yoongi isnât gentle. Not caution or waiting. Months of push and pull destroy any desire for him to treat you as something fragile. He rushes into desperately, forcing your palm flat against the mirror behind you for some semblance of stability.
âGod,â he grunts. âYouâre incredible.â
You whimper a quiet acknowledgement, too fucked out to blush under his praise; pulling Yoongi closer until heâs scooping his hands underneath your ass, thrusting into you over and over. His mouth finds yours. Greedy. Hungry.Â
Itâs Yoongi who struggles to stay quiet. Even through the kiss he moans loud enough you feel it in your throat. You listen to them all, twisting the hand knotted in his hair to hear the whine youâve quickly become obsessed with.
âShould have done this sooner,â your back arches and Yoongiâs mouth slips back down.Â
âI tried. But you kept ignoring me.â
âI wasnâtâfuckâignoring you.â Yoongi is everywhere. His taste on your mouth, cologne burned in your nose. The feel of him all over your body. âShit.â
He fucks you harder to prove a point, hand slipping down to rub your clit. Your second orgasm glows on the edges. If Yoongi keeps playing with you, stretching you in half on his cock and biting a mark into your breast, you know youâll come.
You focus on breathing. Letting it come to you instead of chasing it, overthinking it to the point it evades you. Itâs easier than usual. Yoongi doesn't leave room for anything else beyond feeling good.Â
âOh my god,â you whisper as the cord tightens.Â
Everything turns white hot, pleasure tearing through your muscles and ripping them to shreds. You convulse in Yoongiâs hold, only pinned down by his hips fucking you brutally. Nerves shot, Yoongi babbles praise in your ear but it's indecipherable from the headrush.
Yoongi follows you over the edge a few strokes later, twitching inside you until he stills. His hips give a few arrhythmic bucks as he fills the condom with his load.Â
There's something nastier about clothed sex. The way sweat makes your clothes cling tighter, the rush of needing each other so badly you canât be bothered to do more than pull things to the side.Â
You feel dirty but in a good way. Yoongi kisses across the apples of your cheeks, your chin, your forehead, even your brows, but never returns to your lips. Each leaves you more frustrated than the last, muscles twitching beneath and head turning at the last second to try and meet his mouth.Â
Tricking you with a brief connection, he laughs when you chase his lips as he dodgers back. But a pout and whine bring him back into your orbit.
He cleans you up with paper towels, wiping away the mess between your thighs with something akin to disappointment. But he doesnât complain as he fixes your clothes and then his own. Muscles like jelly, you fall into his side when he helps you down from the counter.Â
With a kiss to your temple, âLet's get out of here.â
âMorning, Yoongi.â You smile as you walk up to his desk.
A set of dark eyes rise to greet you, taking the cup of coffee you so graciously offer before smiling as well. âGood morning.â
Jungkook gawks like heâs never seen you two speak before. Round eyes bounce between you and Yoongi as if itâs a tennis match instead of a normal conversation. Probably because Yoongi was less than subtle when he pulled you out of the building yesterday, telling him to call Namjoon if anything came up.
Or maybe because youâre wearing one of Yoongiâs shirts.
You discovered much about the mysterious librarian overnight. Heâd taken you back to his apartment; a perfect extension of himself decorated with dark furniture and more books than anyone could possibly read. Yoongi owned a collection of vinyl records that rivaled his book collection, he was a great cook, and he was studying to take the entrance exam for law school.Â
After you were wined and dined, Yoongi dedicated hours between your legs. On his couch, against the massive bookcase in his living room, between the sheets of his bed.Â
He also had a kink for eating you out while you explained your thesis in precise detail.
Youâd only been allowed to leave when Yoongi was getting ready for work, not that you'd put up much argument.Â
You make a scene of sorting through the stack he slides over. Itâs not that you donât trust Yoongi. But now that youâve had a taste, youâre addicted to his presence. But he unfortunately canât follow you upstairs so you savor the time now.Â
âOne of my books is missing,â you say.
âOh, right.â
Yoongi passes over an unfamiliar copy.
Maybe He Just Likes You
And the blue sticky note attached, with his handwriting. âDinner when you're done?â
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This is soo good. It would be a great series. I love it
Bust | KTH | (m)
⟠Pairing: Heistman!Taehyung x f. Reader
⟠Summary: Seeing a beautiful man in the middle of a bank robbery is unusual. Seeing him again afterward is even more unlikely⊠and yet not unlucky.Â
⟠Word Count: 2,211
⟠Genre: Criminal, Smut, PWP
⟠Rating: 18+ Minors are strictly prohibited from engaging and reading this content. It contains explicit content and any minors discovered reading or engaging with this work will be blocked immediately.Â
⟠Warnings: Bank robbery, light depiction of fear/anxiety, mentions of poor financial situations and money-related stress, recreational drinking, âgood girlâ petname, explicit language, sexually explicit content including oral (f. receiving), biting, spanking, implied body worship kind of, a hint of overstim, bodily fluids and cum-eating.Â
⟠Published: Monday, January 15, 2024
⟠A/N: This is an idea I randomly spoke about forever ago in a TikTok DM with @gimmethatagustd and this is strictly written to ruin their entire life tonight. I hope it works idk osifodigjoijg.Â
⟠A/N 2: Tonight is number four for my 100 Drabble Challenge and I rolled number 24 for criminals! I hope you enjoy my depraved thoughts of Taehyung in that GOD DAMN SQUID GAME OUTFIT AT PTD. MY MASK KINK DOESNâT MAKE AN APPEARANCE BUT BE FUCKING SURE IT WILL ONE DAY. HE MADE ME INSANE.Â
⟠Disclaimer: All members of BTS are faces and name claims for this story. This is entirely a work of fiction and by no means is meant to be a projection, judgment or representation of real-life people. Any scenarios or representations of the people and places mentioned in works are not representative of real-life scenarios.
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Sweat beads down your back, the trickle of it slower than the clock ticking above your head. Time seems to slow as you sit on a carpet that hasnât been steam cleaned since the 80s and push yourself against the wall, eyes glued to the open vault.Â
It had happened so fast and yet now, itâs like it canât be over fast enough. Each second that ticks by feels like it takes a year. You cannot hear the chatter of the men inside the vault, but their harsh whispers raise goosebumps on your skin.
At least they havenât noticed you. Not that you would do much, anyway. You have no intention of going over to push the alarm by the door, too afraid to alert the armed man who stands just outside the vault room on the other side, and far too underpaid to risk your life for a financial institution.Â
For a moment, you wish it were you robbing the damned bank. Maybe you could pay off the student loans on your degree youâre not using and run the heating in your apartment during the winter instead of bundling up in several layers.Â
Your momentary lapse of delusion passes as the men rush out of the vault, duffles in hand. Theyâre all dressed in red, black masks covering their faces with shapes on them. Youâre vaguely aware that the costume belongs to some sort of show you saw online, but you canât place them.
Perhaps youâll watch it now.
âHurry up,â one of the men barks toward the vault. There had been three inside, but only two came out. âGrab the last and letâs go. Two minutes left.â
Theyâre gone in an instant. Your eyes dart back to the vault where you can hear the last person inside. Glancing at the clock, you watch the seconds tick by.Â
Ten seconds. Fifteen. Thirty. A minute.Â
A man dressed in a red suit, hood pulled over his head comes out of the vault. As he slugs it shut with one arm, the bag on his shoulder droops, spilling the contents inside out onto the floor. Bands of cash fall out, thudding around his feet. He swears loudly and bends over, back slipping more to drop cash on the ground.
In his frustration, he crouches and tips the mask up a fraction, shielding his face from the camera above but not from you, huddled on the floor a few feet away.
Your heart skips. The thief is beautiful. Dark eyes focused on his task, a wide nose that fits perfectly on a symmetrical face with high cheekbones, a sharp jawline, and a pursed mouth. Thereâs a flush in his face from the heat, the tip of his nose an endearing shade of rose.
As if sensing your gaze, his head snaps up. You cower against the wall, realizing now that youâve seen his face, youâve doomed yourself. He stalls completely, gloved hand hovering over the cash, eyes boring into you. He arches a brow as if to ask you a question and you respond by shaking your head.Â
The thief gives you a cocky grin, nodding before he finishes picking up the money and tossing it into the bag. He looks at you again, a smirk on full display before he winks and pulls the mask back down. âGood girl,â he purrs. âI like that.âÂ
Despite the situation, your stomach flips. He stands and rushes out, lingering by the door for a second longer to stare at you through the black mask. You canât see his face, but you know youâll never forget it, pretty as an angel, dangerous as a devil.Â
When the group is gone, you wait in silence, only the pumping of your heart to keep you company. When the cops come and ply you with questions all you can do is shake your head repeatedly.Â
I was too scared. I canât remember.Â
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I was too scared. I canât remember.Â
It is the same thing you tell investigators for nearly two months. Just when you think they wonât keep asking what the man looked like, they finally drop it, handing over the robbery details to the FBI. They were at least a little less callous, caring a little less about how many questions you answered.Â
If you had to guess, your unimpressive financial situation even after the robbery was significant enough that you werenât involved with the robbery.Â
Itâs hard not to wish you had been. The straw in your mouth belongs to a drink that is far too expensive for you to not wince and it barely tastes like anything. At this rate, you know you wonât get a buzz. Youâd love alcohol to take the edge off of the loud club music or loosen you up a bit, but youâre resigned to being sober for the rest of your friend's birthday.Â
Around you is a gaggle of men and women, both people you know and new faces trying to pick up your friends. Anyone trying to hit on you has already decided youâre far too grumpy to waste time on, most of their backs facing you as people shout over the music about working in finance.
You wonder if they also rob banks in their spare time. It makes you grin, thinking fondly about the thief once again. You do that a lot. Â
Sipping the drink, you glance at your phone. Itâs been an hour since you arrived, but youâre wondering if enough time has reasonably passed to excuse yourself. Tomorrow is one of your few days off and you intend to spend it lounging on the couch watching TV instead of nursing a headache.
Someone slides into the space at the bar next to you. You donât glance up at them, spinning your skinny cocktail straw absently as you stare at the melted ice of your Long Island iced tea. You hoped that once it melted it would turn into a second drink, but it hasnât. Cold, bitter water it is, then.Â
âWhy the long face?â You frown at the vaguely familiar voice and glance up, freezing.Â
Mr. Bank Robber looks down at you, cocking his head to the side with a wolfish grin. Your mouth pops open in surprise, leaning back a little as you drink him in. This close, he is far more beautiful than you remember, the edges and shadows of his face like a carefully painted fresco. Michelangelo could hardly be talented enough to capture this.Â
âYou,â you whisper, his grin spreading further.Â
âHave we met?â he leans on the bar, dressed in all black. You eye the three-piece suit and the glinting diamonds in the cuff links. His clothes are far finer than anything anyone else is wearing and when you breathe in sharply, you smell a hint of woody cologne. His dark hair is slicked back and you catch the dainty hoop earrings in his lobes. You like the juxtaposition.Â
âYou know we have.â He tongues the inside of his cheek, turning his head to order with the bartender. His eyes stray to you, raising a brow. You supply him with your answer, âA long island.â
The bartender nods, momentarily stupefied by the heistmanâs beauty before walking over to the POS, tapping the screen with the speed and aggression unique to bartenders.Â
âKind of a shitty club,â he mentions, looking around over the top of your head. Sweat clings to your lower back, your mouth growing dry as you watch colors splash on his face. âYour face is too pretty for a place like this.â
âIs that so?âÂ
âMhmm.â The bartender puts the drinks on the counter and the man gives him cash, signaling to keep the change. The bartender raises a brow but says nothing, taking the money as he goes. âWhatâs your name?â
âYou probably already know it.â He cocks his head to the side. âIâm sure you looked me up to see if I was a threat or watched me to see what Iâd do.â
âYou watch too many heist movies.â
âMaybe I watch just enough.â
He laughs at that and your lips twitch. Itâs rich, making his face intimidating as he gives you a wide smile and shakes his head. âAlright, maybe youâre right.â
âCan I know your name?â
âFor the right price.â
âMy silence was a pretty petty, no?â
He bites his bottom lip, eyes dipping down and back up. You sip your drink, feeling a flush of warmth unfurl in your body, most notably between your legs. âI like you.â
âYou have to like me. I know your secret.âÂ
Leaning forward, he ducks down so that heâs murmuring into your ear, hot breath ghosting your skin and making you tremble. âWant to hear more?â Your eyelids flutter as he waits, skin buzzing at his sudden proximity. You nod, feeling lightheaded. âMy name is Taehyung. Want to get out of here?â
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âFuck,â Taehyung growls, hands skimming your bare sides. You canât keep still under his gaze, hips squirming and fingers twisting in the sheets. His mouth is swollen and covered in your spit, his eyes blown as a large hand scrapes down to your thigh where he gives you a good slap. âI knew you were a good girl.â
A moan trips out of your mouth. Your thigh stings where he slapped you but he soothes it with the easy back-and-forth motion of his hand, his fingers digging into your flesh. Taehyung is a man starved, having littered your body with harsh kisses and bites, nearly breaking the skin.
You donât care. Youâre feverish for him, room spinning as you sprawl on his soft sheets in a hotel room that is far nicer than anything youâve ever been in. You burn up like a star, core raging as Taehyung leans back down, pressing your naked thighs open for him as he sucks the skin of your chest between his teeth.
Everything aches. You want him so bad that you feel a cry come out of your mouth, lips wobbling as he laughs against your skin, sinking lower and lower, mouth loud as he sucks at your skin, tongue brushing over the sting of his teeth.Â
âDoes my good girl need her pussy eaten?â Taehyung rasps, looking up at you where he kneels between your legs. âIs that why youâre crying, hmm?â
Taehyung looks like something out of a thriller. His eyes are dark and hungry, his shadowed face becoming some sort of demon of lust. Heâs what you would imagine a dark god. A bacchanal devil, a creature made for sin.Â
All you can do is nod in response, feeling Taehyungâs vicious grip on your thighs as he presses you further, your muscles stretching. The strain feels good, as does the slow drip of your cunt down the curve of your ass mixed with his breath.
âSo messy,â he murmurs, leaning forward and blowing cool air on your sticky folds. You squirm, the sensation sending you into overdrive as you twist your head to the side, eyes squeezed shut. Heâs barely done a thing and youâre worked up more than you can ever recall. âPretty.â
The slow, soft press of Taehyungâs tongue through your pussy makes you sag. Itâs the relief that you so desperately needed, eyes rolling back as he circles your clit and drags his tongue back down. Taehyung is slow as he eats you out, tongue savoring every drop you can give him.
He taps your thigh, drawing your attention to him. He smirks as his tongue dips into your entrance, dragging back up to swirl around your throbbing bud a few times.
Itâs impossible to tear your eyes away once youâre watching. Taehyung keeps his razor-sharp gaze on you, bringing his mouth fully to your cunt as he sucks eagerly. There is a rhythm to the curl of his tongue and the sharp suck of his lips, the wet smack of his ministrations driving you crazy.
âMmm,â he hums, pressing his face in further. Heâs messy with it, his jaw and nose covered in shiny slick. He laughs throatily when your back comes off the bed, thighs shaking. âSuch a good pussy, just like I knew it would be.â
It feels too hot in the room. Your breaths are coming in too fast and thereâs nothing you can do to catch it, Taehyung working you up to a frenzied, frenetic orgasm. You can feel your heartbeat in your ears, pumping so hard that you think you might need to stop.
And then you break.
Your body seizes as you come, a scream ripping through your mouth as Taehyung slurps hungrily at your mess, spurred by your release. You canât stop shaking as he dives in, unwilling to stop until youâre babbling, nearly lifeless as the orgasm teeters into overstimulation.Â
Only then does Taehyung pull his mouth away, trailing wet, cum-spit kisses on your inner thigh, nipping your thigh here and there.Â
âThink you can take more?â he asks, slurring his words against your thigh. âThink you can take my cock.âÂ
You nod eagerly, hand letting go of the sheets and reaching toward him. âYes.â
âMmm good. Iâm about to bust.â He bites your knee. âAnd I donât mean a bank, this time.âÂ
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At this point, attempting to deny that you have feelings for Taehyung is laughable. Even his subscribers can sense the chemistry between the two of you.
â Pairing: Dom!Taehyung x Sub!Reader
â Rating: Explicit/18+
â Genre: Frenemies to lovers, sex work, fluff (?), smut
â Word Count: 4,846
â Warnings: Sex work (cam), MC uses they/them pronouns, Tae refers to MC as bunny and bun - aka rope bunny which is the term for the person being tied up in a shibari scene, bdsm, bondage, impact play, spanking, use of degrading language - that isn't actually meant to be mean, voyeurism, exhibition kink, Tae makes MC call him daddy so they won't dox him lmfao but it's not a kink - he's doing it as a joke to tease MC, blow job, vaginal fingering, sex toys, crying during sex, subspace/dropping, unprotected vaginal sex, forced orgasms, overstimulation, squirting, implied aftercare
â Notes: HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY, BESTIES đ«Š I hope you enjoy the final installment of The Wannabe-Photographer Chronicles! Photographer Tae will be missed đ I definitely did not proofread this, so abandon all hope, ye who enter! My brain is literally broken.
â Post Date: February 14, 2024
â Masterlist | AO3 Crosspost
â What was Jai listening to? One Of The Girls (Sped Up) - The Weeknd, JENNIE, Lily-Rose Depp
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âToo tight?â Taehyung murmurs against the curve of your ear, his breath tickling your neck.Â
Itâs embarrassing how your body reacts to the sound of his low, velvety voice. You'd snorted when Taehyung first told you that people on the internet paid money to listen to his dirty talk and watch him jerk off. There was no fucking way; he had to be lying. Youâd been sure of it.Â
But nowâŠÂ
Taehyung reaches around your body and tugs on the rope heâs just tied your wrists with. It looks rough, black, and twisted but smooth as it rubs against your skin when you move.Â
You shiver and shake your head, forgetting what youâd discussed earlier in the day until itâs too late. The smack to your ass stings, and you bite your bottom lip to keep from making any sound.Â
âWhat did I tell you, bun?â Taehyung asks softly, running his palm across the skin he just smacked. He squeezes your asscheek and jiggles it before removing his hand.Â
âI have to use my words,â you speak up like he told you to, even though your voice is hoarse with desire and nervousness. Because, fuck, are you nervous.Â
âMhmmâŠâ Taehyung hums in agreement, though he sounds distracted.Â
You canât see him from where you kneel on the floor in his bedroom, but you can feel it when he gets up. If you wanted to, you could twist around to face him. It would be difficult, though, with how much of your body is tied up.Â
Taehyung spent at least twenty minutes carefully weaving intricate patterns against your naked skin, crossing the rope in what almost looks like a star formation across your back that wraps around to the front of your body, keeping your arms tied to your sides and your hands bound in front of you. The rope cages your chest like a harness and extends down to wrap around your legs, forcing you into a kneeling position and making you unable to straighten your legs.Â
It took you three weeks of practicing before Taehyung could fully tie you up without you going into a panic attack.Â
âItâs not too tight,â you announce after clearing your throat.Â
You watch as Taehyung circles your body until he stands in front of you. He reaches out to flick his middle finger against the underside of your chin, prompting you to tilt your head back to look up at him.Â
âMy little rope bunny looks so pretty, all tied up for me,â Taehyung says with a sparkling grin that makes your whole body flush with heat.Â
âI want to tell you off so badly right now,â you hiss through gritted teeth. Your frustration only makes Taehyungâs grin widen.Â
âI bet you do. Itâs a shame you canât, but rules are rules.â Taehyung shrugs, not at all nonchalant in his mocking tone.Â
You close your eyes as he trails his finger down your throat and past your collarbones until he reaches one of your nipples. Usually, it would take more than a gentle brush of a fingertip against your nipple for you to feel aroused, but thereâs something about being tied up that has heightened your senses. Every minor touch has your nerves sparking and fraying at the ends. Taehyung isnât even doing anything, and youâre already wet and aching.Â
âTaehyung,â you do your best to sound steady and fail.Â
âLet me fix the cameras and figure out what Iâm gonna wear, okay? Iâll be quick; I promise.âÂ
Taehyung rearranged all the furniture in his bedroom to leave an open spot in the corner of the room where he set up cameras and photography lighting. His laptop rests on an end table nearby, the screen showing a mirrored image of you kneeling on the floor on a pale pink silk sheet, fluffy pillows surrounding you in a half-circle. Itâs all very Y2K, softcore aesthetic â not what youâd expect from Taehyung. His followers are mostly young women, though, and he says he likes to play up his soft side for them.Â
It sounds ridiculous, but thereâs something about being tied up in such a gentle environment thatâs making your pussy throb.Â
Taehyung is quick, as he promised. He returns, shirtless and wearing a pair of black joggers to match the black rope wrapped around your body. You drag your eyes over his torso, admiring the flat plane of his abdomen and the swell of his pecs. Smooth â itâs the best word to describe Taehyung. His voice, body, and charisma when he murmurs sweet seductions in your ear are always so smooth.Â
When he catches you staring, Taehyung winks at you. It makes you flustered despite your desire to remain neutral, and you quickly look down to find something else to focus your attention on. In Taehyungâs hands is a long, rectangular purple box. He sets it down next to you on the floor and opens the lid.Â
You gasp when you see whatâs inside.Â
âTaehyungâŠâÂ
âItâs for later. Donât worry about it,â Taehyung says softly, pressing his index finger against your parted lips to quiet you.Â
On instinct, you close your lips around Taehyungâs finger and suck it gently, swirling your tongue around it. Taehyungâs eyes flutter closed for a few seconds until he pulls his hand away.Â
âYouâre such a slut.â
âFuck you.âÂ
You canât help but grin when Taehyung sticks his tongue out at you. Heâs an idiot, but you love it. You love him, maybe. To be determined.Â
Or never. Never is also fine.Â
âSo⊠what the fuck is gonna happen now? Iâm starting to cramp,â you complain as Taehyung messes around with his laptop.Â
âWhat?â Taehyung spins around quickly, nearly sending one of his floor lamps crashing when his elbow collides with the stand. âYouâre in pain? Where? Let me loosenââÂ
âOh my god, Taehyung, Iâm fine. I just donât feel like kneeling naked on the fucking floor while you dick around!âÂ
With a snort, Taehyung turns his back on you.Â
âIâm just trying to take care of my little movie star, alright?âÂ
The nickname, if thatâs what you can even call it, makes your stomach flutter. It doesnât matter that youâre trying your best to stay unaffected by Taehyungâs bullshit; Taehyung has you under his spell like he always does.Â
âI know what to sayâŠâ you insist with a pout, flexing your fingers. âRed for stop, yellow for slow down, green for goodâŠâÂ
Itâs elementary, but all the prep Taehyung made you do leading up to this moment showed you how important having a system is, be it a random safe word or the colors. What you donât want to tell Taehyung is how comforting the rope is. You donât want him to have the satisfaction of knowing that you like being restrained. Itâs like a tight embrace, and the rope causes goosebumps to spread across your body when its silkiness rubs against your skin every time you shift positions.Â
Watching you over his shoulder, Taehyung calls you softly, âIâm going to start the session if thatâs okay?â
You nod, adrenaline buzzing through your veins as you hear the little pings from Taehyungâs laptop, indicating that people are paying to join the livestream. Itâs still shocking that Taehyung has such a large following. However, it makes sense now that he has been so interested in erotic photography and film for his projects as a university student studying art. Funny how your roommate, Hoseok, never bothered to tell you that his friend does amateur porn â though Taehyung was quick to make it clear that he has never had anyone else on his stream before you.Â
Youâre special.
You wonder who might be sitting on the other end, paying to watch Taehyung pleasure himself every Wednesday night.Â
âItâs hump day,â Taehyung had said with an exasperated sigh when youâd asked why he chose Wednesdays, as if you were the stupidest person on the planet for asking such a question.
The worst part is wondering if someone watching Taehyungâs stream will recognize you. Taehyung doesnât shy away from showing his face, but heâd offered you a mask or only to use camera angles that wouldnât expose your identity. Youâd turned down both offers, though you canât remember why. You canât remember much of anything, your mind going blank the moment Taehyung addresses the anonymous subscribers waiting for porn.Â
âHey everyone, itâs nice to see you all again this week,â Taehyung greets his followers with a deeper and richer voice than youâve ever heard him use. It makes your body tingle. âFor those of you following me on my socials or who joined last week, youâll know I promised to do something special for Valentineâs Day, right?âÂ
You canât see the laptop screen; Taehyung is standing in front of it. Heâs also blocking the camera, so the people logged into the session canât see you yet.Â
âI have a special guest,â Taehyung shifts to the side so youâre in view, âThis is Bunny, and itâs their first time on camera like this, so please be kind.âÂ
Unsure of what to do, you wave your fingers in a greeting, unable to do much else since youâre all tied up. It must be enough because Taehyung smiles when he looks at you, and you feel your face heat up from the gentle gesture.Â
Luckily, Taehyungâs attention quickly returns to the livestream chat. Apparently, Jimin is hanging out in his bedroom, moderating the chat to ensure no one posts anything inappropriate. Knowing Jimin will be watching excites you a little bit.Â
âAh, no, weâre not dating,â Taehyung chuckles, and itâs strange to be able to say that you know Taehyung well enough to know that this laughter isnât genuine. âDonât get any ideas, though. Trust me. Our little bun might look harmless, but itâs a ruse.â
You canât help but snort. Youâd think Taehyung is stalling, but youâve learned that his subscribers expect a sort of parasocial relationship with him. He usually warms up by feeding into that. As weirdly cute as it is, your nerves are making you impatient.Â
âEven though itâs my bunâs first time, I donât think we need to take it easy on them,â Taehyung smirks into the camera, and more pings ring through the bedroom.Â
Each ping indicates that the livestream viewers are leaving messages in the chat and sending Taehyung money to request specific actions â actions he refuses to tell you about because that would ruin all the fun.Â
âHmmâŠâ Taehyung murmurs, eyes dragging from the streaming platformâs chat feature to you, wrapped up like a pretty present for him. The look is weighty and dark, which Taehyung has never had while looking at you.Â
Suddenly embarrassed, you drop your gaze as Taehyung approaches where you kneel.Â
âAre you ready, bun?â Taehyungâs question is softer than the look he gives you.Â
You nod in return and hope your nerves arenât visible to Taehyungâs loyal fans. It would suck to fuck this up for him, as much as he annoys you. Admittedly, ever since that impromptu threesome with Jimin, Taehyung has been acting different around you. Heâs been almostâŠÂ sweet.Â
Taehyung takes out a black, wide-end riding crop from the purple box. He hits the palm of his hand with it a few times as though testing it out. He looks good, the muscles in his biceps shifting and bulging every time he winds up to flick the crop. Your entire body shudders when his dark eyes flit down to meet yours.Â
âHow many times do I have to tell you to speak up, hm?âÂ
Taehyung falls into character quicker than you expect. It gives you whiplash watching him push back his hair, now a light minty color that looks pretty against the pink surrounding you, his gaze an oppressive force crushing you harder than the rope ever could. Your attention briefly falls on the laptop when a few pings ring out.Â
What if people donât like you? What if you donât do well? Youâd agreed to do this because Taehyung wanted to expand his portfolio, just like every other time you agreed to spend time with him. You both know that isnât why youâre here, even if neither of you want to say it out loud.Â
âBun.â Using the flat end of the crop, Taehyung lifts your chin to look at him instead of the laptop. âDonât think about them. Just focus on me, okay?âÂ
âOkay,â you breathe, suddenly feeling lightheaded.Â
Taehyung drags the crop down your chest, tapping lightly at your tits to watch them bounce against the black rope. Goosebumps rush across your skin like waves in the wake of the cropâs path down your body.Â
âHow many should I give you?âÂ
You blink a few times, eyes suddenly bleary as you watch Taehyung walk around to stand behind you. The camera captures your side profile, allowing viewers to see you and Taehyung clearly. Despite Taehyungâs reassuring words, itâs hard not to think about the anonymous people watching Taehyung caress your body.Â
âHow many what?â Your breath hitches when Taehyungâs hand replaces the crop to run up the length of your spine until he reaches the back of your neck.Â
âFor your punishment, bun. How many hits do you deserve?â Taehyung asks, his voice with a deep timbre. âLean forward.âÂ
Taehyung squeezes the back of your neck and pushes, forcing your upper body down a bit further while you stay kneeling. Lifting the crop, he smacks your ass three times in quick succession, each hit a sharp sting that makes your body jolt.Â
âOh, fuck,â you gasp as you struggle to keep your balance. âIs that really necessary?âÂ
Taehyung clicks his tongue, and even though you canât see him, youâre sure he has an infuriatingly smug look on his face.Â
âCount them,â he murmurs loud enough for the stream to pick up.Â
Itâs strange how pliant you become with each hit. Something about the pain zaps something in your brain, sending your nervous system haywire until the stings turn into pleasure. Taehyung focuses each hit on the same spot until your skin becomes tender, but he doesnât stop until your entire body shakes.Â
âT-twenty,â you count with a shudder, tears lining your eyelashes and fingers squeezing the ropes on your chest to give you something to hold onto, though it does nothing to ground.Â
âVery good.â Itâs a simple statement, but Taehyungâs praise does something to you. Either that or itâs the feeling of the crop being dragged over your sore asscheek to dip inward.Â
You gasp when Taehyung pushes the crop through your pussy, spreading your lips open and running the crop along your folds. Youâre soaking wet and on edge from him spanking you, so the glide is easy for Taehyung as he begins rubbing your clit. The crop is warm from your body heat, and though the shape is sharp and angular, any amount of stimulation feels good.Â
âPlease,â you beg, bending forward further to expose more of your pussy.Â
The ropes around your legs keep your thighs spread, putting you on display for easy access. Even though you canât see it, youâre sure your arousal glistens in the bright lighting, and you can feel your juices leak down your folds.Â
Taehyung runs his thumb through your pussy lips, swishing your arousal around, dragging up and down your clit before he eventually sinks his index and middle fingers into your pussy.Â
His name almost slips out when your thighs begin to shake. You want to call out his name and beg him to fuck you, even though everything in you doesnât want to give him that satisfaction. Itâs just too good, and you havenât fucked since that time with Jimin. Taehyung said it would be better that way to help with your nerves, but now youâre feeling desperate, and you hate the feeling of needing to be filled.Â
âFuck, look at you. You like being tied up like this, donât you?â Taehyung smirks when he tosses the crop to the side and uses his other hand to stimulate your clit while he continues fucking you with his fingers.Â
You moan loudly, completely forgetting about the people watching Taehyung getting on his knees to finger you, twisting each time he pulls out, just to plunge back in and press downward to stimulate your front wall.Â
Remembering the rules, you swallow your pride and do what Taehyung wants.Â
âYes, daddy.âÂ
Itâs humiliating to call Taehyung that. You hate it, but you canât say his real name on air, and this was what heâd told you to call him â or else youâd be punished. He wonât let you cum if you donât behave. Though you canât deny how good Taehyung sounds when he groans at the name, nor how good it feels when he speeds up his fingers.Â
âSay it again,â Taehyung murmurs, leaning forward to press his bare chest to your back so he can reach your ear. âBaby, say it again.âÂ
âYes, daddy.âÂ
âFuck.âÂ
Grabbing your hips, Taehyung yanks you back so he can switch places with you, now kneeling in front of you. Being on this side gives him a better view of the livestream chat. Whatever he finds there makes him smile, something lopsided and suspicious.Â
âThey do have a pretty pussy, donât they?â Taehyung grins into the camera, reaching forward to cup your pussy. He crowds your space, forcing your face against his crotch when he leans in.Â
Despite how embarrassing the action is, you mouth at the bulge in his joggers.
âHurry up,â you whine, knowing Taehyung might scold you but uncaring. âFuck me already.âÂ
A slap to your tender ass makes you cry out in pain.Â
âOur friends think I need to do something about your bratty mouth, bun,â Taehyung points out with his arms crossed against his firm chest. âTheyâre right, of course. Youâve always been so bratty with me.âÂ
âFuck you,â you hiss quietly, both hoping no one hears you and also that they will.
âYouâre cute when youâre acting like a slutty little bitch.âÂ
Taehyung tongues the inside of his cheek and turns to the box that had held the riding crop. The insults scratch some itch in the back of your brain, and your pussy betrays you by pulsing with need.Â
From the box, Taehyung pulls out a pink cordless wand vibrator. The head is smooth and fat, the rest of the wand sleek like Taehyungâs fingers as they grip around the handle. Anticipation burns in the pit of your stomach while you wait for Taehyung to turn the wand on and press it against your swollen, neglected clit.Â
Instead, once the wand is on, Taehyung presses against the bulge in his joggers.
âOh my god,â you moan as Taehyung drags the wand up his cock until he reaches the head. He circles it slowly, hips subtly thrust forward.Â
It makes sense that people pay to watch Taehyung masturbate. Heâs pretty when he does it, staring directly into your eyes as he whimpers, breathy and sweet.
Each of his little moans makes you wetter, and your body continues to tremble with need. Itâs so unbelievably hot how he tilts his head back, exposing the V of his jaw and his Adamâs apple, bobbing each time he swallows.Â
âDo you think Iâm pretty, bun?â Taehyung smirks, pulling his bottom lip between his teeth as he finally removes the wand from his clothed cock. Itâs hard to see the wet patch in his clothes from how dark the material is, but you know itâs there.Â
âYes, daddy,â you whisper as Taehyung grabs a hold of your jaw and gives you a quick but firm squeeze that pushes your cheeks inward. Â
âI know you do.âÂ
Letting go of your face, Taehyung hooks his thumbs in his joggers and pulls down far enough to take out his cock. It bobs and hangs heavy in front of your face, close enough that the tip brushes your cheek and smears precum across your face.Â
âBe a good bun and suck my cock, yeah?âÂ
Not needing to be told twice, you lean forward to lap at the precum dribbling from Taehyungâs slit, making him groan. His body trembles slightly as you suck him into your mouth, and it feels good to know youâre not the only one affected.
Reaching for the wand again, Taehyung runs the tip along his shaft as you suckle the head of his cock. You can feel the vibrations in your mouth, and the sensation seems to travel down the rest of your body as your pussy pulses.Â
âFuck,â Taehyung moans, throwing his head back as you take more of his cock down your throat. âDonât go any faster. Keep it nice and slow.âÂ
He only lets you suck him off for a bit longer, just enough to get his cock nice and wet from gagging around him. Then he tugs on your ropes, pulling you off of his cock as you gasp for air.Â
âYou okay?â Taehyung brushes his thumb against your bottom lip, wiping away spit and precum, youâre sure. Itâs disgusting, but heâs so gentle when he does it that your face grows hot.
âIâm fine.âÂ
âYou look pretty like this,â he murmurs. âI canât wait to fuck you, baby. Been thinking about it for weeks.âÂ
It isnât until Taehyung cradles the side of your face and slots his lips with yours that you realize you havenât even kissed. You usually donât, too caught up in the carnal need to consume each other in other ways.
But kissing Taehyung feels good.
He holds you gently as your lips glide together, Taehyung tasting himself on your tongue and moaning into your mouth when he does. You pant against each other in between kisses, Taehyung using the opportunity to bite and suck on your bottom lip until youâre pushing yourself against him, seeking more. You just want to be close, closer.Â
âTurn around,â he breathes against your spit-slicked lips. It isnât easy, but he helps you move until youâre facing away from him.Â
Without being told, you begin to lower your upper body onto the floor, but Taehyung stops you with an arm around your chest.Â
âWait.â Itâs spoken against your ear, his breath hot like your core as it pulses when you realize what Taehyung is doing.Â
He turns on the wand to the lowest vibration setting and carefully slips it through the rope wrapped around your hips. Placement presses the head of the wand directly to your clit.Â
âI canât,â you squeak, hunching over as the subtle vibrations ripple through you. Normally, the setting would be too low to get you off quickly, but Taehyung has been edging you this whole time.Â
âItâs okay if you cum, baby. I wanna see how many times I can make you cum.âÂ
Taehyung bites the curve of your ear before shoving the middle of your back until your upper body rests on the floor and your ass is in the air. Heâs gentle when he presses his cock against your entrance, the glide easy from how sloppy wet you are. You can hear him bottom out, the sound of your arousal gushing around his cock with each wet slap of his thighs against yours as he thrusts in and out of you.Â
It only takes three deep strokes before you cum, pussy fluttering around Taehyungâs cock and your body shaking underneath him. The ropes prevent you from wriggling and writhing, and the vibrator on your clit prolongs your orgasm. You feel like it never ends, just wave after wave of pleasure, making your body lock up.Â
âOh fuck, fuck, Tae-â Youâre cut off by Taehyungâs hand slapped across your mouth.Â
âBehave, bun,â he growls, never letting up his pace despite how violently your body reacts to the prolonged orgasm.Â
Grabbing the rope tied around your back, Taehyung pulls on it, forcing you to rock back and forth on his cock at the pace he wants. Youâre so wet that he slips in and out of you with wet squelches loud enough to be heard by all his subscribers.Â
âOh my god,â you moan as your body rocks against the pretty sheets and fluffy pink pillows. It helps stop you from chafing against the floor, but you donât care. All you can focus on is how good Taehyung feels, his cock filling you up and his hands tightening the hold the ropes have on the most sensitive parts of your body.Â
âGod, youâre always so fucking creamy,â Taehyung groans, slapping your ass to watch it jiggle on his cock.Â
You feel another orgasm ripple through you, having barely recovered from the other one. Taehyung fucks you through it still and then fucks you through the next one.Â
By the time youâve cum for the fourth time, tears stream down your face.Â
âPlease,â you sob, the buzz of the vibrator and Taehyungâs moans flooding your brain until thereâs nothing left.Â
âOne more, bun,â Taehyung grunts as he reaches over to pull the wand out of the ropes. He tosses it to the side and replaces it with his fingers, rubbing quick circles over your clit. âCome on, give me one more so we can finish together.âÂ
The remaining pressure inside of you bursts the moment Taehyung starts playing with your clit. You feel your pussy gush around his cock as you cum even more than before, so much that you can feel it leak down your thighs and soak the bed sheet below you.Â
A flurry of pings reminds you that youâre on camera. You can barely think straight long enough to understand what that means when Taehyung lets out a broken moan behind you.Â
âOh fuck, you just squirted, fuck baby, why are you so hot.â Taehyungâs grip on your hips hurts when he finally cums, still thrusting even when youâve both been pushed beyond overstimulation.Â
When he finally pulls out, you sag to the floor. Your entire body aches from being tied up and pounded into, not to mention how sore your ass and clit are from the constant stimulation.Â
âYouâre trying to kill me,â you accuse weakly as Taehyung takes a deep breath, head thrown back, chest sweaty. Heâs still wearing his joggers, and his soft cock hangs over the waistband, shiny with cum.Â
âFuck,â Taehyung groans, running a hand over his face, âAlright, thatâs, thatâs all for today.â He crawls over to the laptop and gives the camera a salute. âSee you all next week, assuming Iâve recovered.âÂ
The final pings ring out from the laptop before Taehyung snaps it shut and falls back on his butt. He finally tucks his cock back in his pants and turns to where you lie, weak on the floor.Â
âShit, let me get you out of this.âÂ
Youâre in a haze, something floaty and free, like a cloud, and Taehyung caresses your wispy body as he unwraps you. Your head lulls to the side, and you let Taehyung lift your limbs and shift your body until heâs finished with all the ropes.Â
âHow are you feeling?â Taehyung asks, gently pressing a kiss to your forehead.Â
Content. Satiated. Happy. In love.
âTired,â you mumble as you stare up at Taehyung. His eyes are bright, and his cheeks are a soft pink, youthful, and pretty.Â
âWe can take a bath and then go to bed. Youâll stay over?â His voice is a hopeful lilt when he asks, and your stomach flutters.Â
âYes, daddy.âÂ
Taehyungâs mouth morphs into that lopsided grin you pretend to hate so much.Â
âI love it when you call me that.âÂ
âI hate you,â you spit out, but Taehyung kisses you before you can pout more.
Itâs a slow kiss, far too gentle for what youâve all just finished doing. Taehyung sighs into the kiss, tilting his head to deepen it, though his lips glide languidly rather than rushed with need like they had before.Â
You slip your arms around his broad shoulders and appreciate the stretch of being free from your restraints.Â
âYou did so well, seriously. Iâm really proud of you. You were so sexy and, fuck. IâmâŠâ Taehyung trails off as he helps you stand up, keeping you cradled against his body when you start to sway. âThank you for doing this with me.âÂ
You nuzzle your face into the crook of his neck and find no bratty comeback, only a flood of happiness that nearly chokes you.Â
âMaybe we can do it again if you wanna,â you offer with your lips against his neck. His skin is salty with sweat, but you flick your tongue against him anyway, just to make him squirm.Â
Taehyung pulls back slightly to stare at you. âFor real?âÂ
âIf you keep asking, I might change my mind!âÂ
You try to wiggle out of Taehyungâs arms, but he keeps you close. Itâs fine; you donât really want to be anywhere else but here, pressed against Taehyungâs broad frame, blanketed by his gentle attention.
Even if he is annoying.Â
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Burden
Min Yoongi x Reader
Summary: You care for Yoongi after surgery Genre: fluff Notes:Â Banner by the lovely @missgenialityâ. Part of the Long Term Couples series. Read more here.
âRemind me to get more bandages,â you mumbled, pulling the last few out of the box. You felt Yoongi sigh against you, his wet hair dampening your t-shirt from where his head rested against your torso. He was sitting on the toilet in his joggers, his left arm tucked carefully into his side. You stood over him, his knees between your legs. âYou want me to get Pororo, Line Friends, or Pikachu this time?â
âYou can just buy the normal ones. Donât spend the extra money to get the characters on them.â You patted his shoulder gently with his towel, making sure the area was completely dry.
You hummed, peeling off the backing of the first bandage and delicately placing it over the first suture. Hello Kitty waved up at you. âYou know I canât do that. You heal faster when itâs a cute character on the bandage. A five-year-old told me that once, and Iâm inclined to believe him.â You stuck the second bandage on with a flourish.
With his good hand, Yoongi squeezed the back of your thigh. âYou can buy the plain ones in bulk. Weâre probably going to be doing this for a while. The kidsâ ones are going to start getting expensive.â
When the third bandage was in place, you kissed the top of his head before forcing him to lean back to look at you. âNothing is too expensive for my man.â You pinched his cheek quickly before reaching over and grabbing his shirt from where it sat folded on the vanity. It was one of your favorites on himâwhite, plain, with a v-shaped neckline, and it made him look so comfy when he wore it with his black joggers.
Gingerly, you helped Yoongi pull the sleeve on his arm and then the whole thing over his head, frowning as he winced with each slight movement. It had only been a few days since his surgery, and the doctor hadnât been kidding when he said the pain medication he had prescribed was only to make the pain more tolerable. You helped him slip his sling on and adjust the immobilizer, strapping the velcro into place so it was snug, but not too tight.
âIce pack?â You stepped away from him to throw out the empty box and the wrappings of the three Hello Kitty bandages now covering his sutures.
âProbably should.â You hovered in the bathroom doorway just long enough to see him stand up on his own before making your way into the living room to get his cold therapy machine ready. âYou know you donât have to do all this,â he called from the bedroom. He mustâve made a detour to grab something. âIâm 27. I can care for myself.â
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That's hot damn
basic needs | jjk, myg
title: basic needs
pairing: jungkook x f!reader, yoongi x f!reader
rating/genre: m, smut, roommates au
summary: missing sex while being stuck in your apartment with your two roommates during quarantine is being the worst nightmare you could've imagined. fortunately, you're not the only one who's touch starved.
warnings: sexual tension, getting caught during sex, voyeurism, edging, dirty talk, protected and unprotected sex (pls be safe y'all), creampie, oral (f receiving), multiple orgasms (f receiving), cum eating, finger sucking, hair pulling, praising, begging, reader gets called a whore once, a little yoongi x jungkook đ.
wordcount: 6k
note: okay... i don't know where this came from like i didn't even know i had all of this in me đ§đ»ââïž i kept gasping at my own writing, i think i got too carried away haha i just hope you like it. also pls keep in mind english is noth my first language !! let's go !
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yoongi has been in his room all afternoon, something about working on a new track, and jungkook is currently taking a shower so you have the living room for yourself, some old sitcom playing on the background but you're paying more attention to your phone. that's until you hear footsteps coming into the living room from the corridor.
"hey, loser." jungkook greets you as he ruffles his damp hair from the shower with his hands.
you hate yourself for pausing to look at his toned body, the fucker walked out of the bathroom shirtless. you blame it on your lack of sex.
"what are you watching?" he doesn't seem to notice or care about you looking at his abs, his eyes narrowed towards the tv while he puts on the shirt he was grabbing.
"i'm not really watching anything... you can play whatever you want." you try to act unbothered when he decides to grab both of your legs and raise them a little to sit on the couch to then let them fall on his lap, letting you stay lying down. his warm hands on your bare legs make you get goosebumps and you pray he doesn't notice.
what the hell is happening to you? get it together, it's just jungkook.
"wanna watch a movie?" jungkook looks at you and starts to run his fingertips through your legs in a soothing way. you're gonna go crazy over how nice it feels after being touch starved for so long.
"sure." you shrug, trying to focus on your twitter timeline and not on his hands caressing your legs.
one of his hands moves away from your legs to grab the remote on the armrest of the couch and soon after he's opening the netflix app on the tv. you turn your head to look at him when you feel his free hand starting to caress your skin again while he looks through the movies catalog. he's not looking at you so you take the opportunity to really look at his hand.
the inked hand looks strangely nice against your pale skin. his hands are actually really nice, they're big too, you wonder how they would feelâ
"anything in mind?" his voice thanfully brings you back to reality and you panic, quickly looking up at his face. he's still not looking at you.
it's impossible he knows you were staring at him, right?
"what?" you mutter with wide eyes and he finally throws you a quick glance before looking back at the tv.
"any movie you'd like to watch?"
oh.
"uh... i don't really have any in mind, you can play what you want."
"sure there's not any cheesy romantic movie you want to watch?" he's teasing you now. it's not the first time he's complained about you always watching romantic movies.
"shut up, i know you like them too," and he does. you've caught him tearing up that time you watched the notebook together. "just play something already."
"i don't know what to play, though." he keeps scrolling through all of the movies.
"okay. keep scrolling and close your eyes, stop whenever you want to and open your eyes. we'll watch that." you propose and he narrows his eyes as if he's thinking about it but ends up nodding. "close your eyes then."
you see him closing his eyes and hear the sound of the scrolling on the tv so you keep staring at him in case he cheats.
"that one." jungkook stops and opens his eyes just at the same time you turn to the tv.
"i don't know that one." you mutter after reading the title.
"a romantic one, you won." he teases again while he silently reads the synopsis and you sigh, rolling your eyes back.
"c'mon, play it."
you're pleased when the movie turns out to be kinda good. it's just another really cliché romantic story but you love movies like that. jungkook is enjoying it too even though he tries to act it out. you smile each time he makes a comment about the movie, he can never shut up when watching something.
"stuff like that doesn't happen in real life." he says and you let out a chuckle.
"it's a movie, kook." tou reply and try not to think about his hands still caressing your legs. it's been like that during all the movie, maybe he hasn't even noticed he's still doing it.
it's nothing new that jungkook is a really touchy person, he's always been touchy with you and even with yoongi, he likes to cuddle, likes to touch your hair. but this time it feels so different because of the lack of touch you've been having. it is so embarrassing to admit how nice his hands feel on you.
never in two years living with him would you have imagined jungkook could be quiet during a movie until a sex scene comes up. he suddenly goes quiet. his hand stops moving.
it's awkward. it's always awkward to watch a sex scene with someone else. if you were watching the movie with your best friend it would be totally different, but this is jungkook, your roommate, your roommate you don't have any type of relationship outside this apartment.
you feel tense, your whole body feels tense, and you pray that he doesn't notice. but you flinch when his hand squeezes your thigh a little too hard.
"oh shit, sorry." he apologizes quickly with a chuckle that seems way too forced.
good, you're both tense and awkward.
"don't worry." you reply just as quickly and he nods before turning back to the tv. he looks so focused on the movie, like he's holding his breath. you only realize you've been staring when he looks back at you.
"you okay?" jungkook is looking at you with a soft smile but also with something in his eyes you've never really seen on him.
"y-yeah," you wanna punch yourself in the face for stuttering but manage to move your legs off his lap to stand up from the couch. "i need something to drink, you keep watching the movie." your bare feet are already guiding you to the kitchen when you hear him humming.
maybe you end up spending too much time in the kitchen. you chug down a glass of water as soon as you get there but when you're finished you leave the glass on the sink and then you lean back on the isle, taking a deep breath and trying to calm down.
you hate how you can still feel jungkook's touch on your legs, how he looked so immersed in the movie, how you can't stop thinking about him squeezing a little too hard when the girl in the movie let out a loud moan, how his gaze was so dark when he looked at you, how you needed to feel his hands on you again.
god, you really need to have sex.
the door creaking open makes you snap out of your thoughts and look up. you quickly straighten up and clear your throat. jungkook is right there by the door looking at you.
"hey," he says nonchalantly and walks to the fridge. "you okay?" his voice is quiet as he grabs the bottle of orange juice.
"yeah! perfectly fine." you nod while he takes a sip of the juice.
he hums and closes the bottle. "you were taking too long, you're gonna miss the rest of the movie."
"yeah, i-"
"i'm not dumb, y/n. you can say you were uncomfortable because of the movie." he chuckles and you feel so stupid.
"no! i wasn't uncomfortable.. it's just- i-" you struggle to find the words and just feel even more stupid
"what is it?" he arches an eyebrow and walks to stand next to you, leaning back against the kitchen isle too.
"i just... fuck, i need to have sex." you snap and run your hands through your hair in frustration. "i'm gonna go crazy if i have to stay inside this house one more fucking day. i haven't had sex in three months."
"we've been quarantined for a month." jungkook points out looking at you with narrowed eyes like he's about to say something else.
"i know, shut up." you stop him before he dares to tease you for it.
"i get it." he says after a few seconds in silence and now you're the one frowning and looking at him.
"huh?"
"i need to have sex too."
oh.
"i get your frustration, sometimes i feel like i'm gonna go crazy too." he looks forward, avoiding your stare.
"oh yeah, i'm sure you're not used to not having a girl bouncing on your dick every single night." the comment was meant to tease him but you just end up feeling your heart start beating too fast at the thought of bouncing on a dick too.
you place your hands on the isle right behind your back and jump a little to sit on top of it, hissing a little because of the cold surface on your exposed thighs.
"hey, it wasn't like that before quarantine!" jungkook whines and pouts like a child and it causes a chuckle to escape your lips. "i wish, though."
"you're gross."
"as if you didn't want to bounce on a dick every single night." he looks at you with an arched eyebrow and a little smirk.
a weird feeling between your legs makes you close them instantly and you swear you can see jungkook looking down really quick before turning and walking back to the fridge to leave the juice bottle back in. when he turns around again you have to fight back a gasp at the sight of the tent he has on his sweatpants. jungkook is hard.
it's embarrasing how bad you need some dick now, it really is, but you look down and close your legs even tighter.
"i should... go to sleep, it's kinda late." you mutter and as soon as you're gonna hop off the counter there's a hand right next to your thigh on the counter.
"wait." jungkook says and you have to look up, he's standing right in front of you.
"yeah?" your voice is just as quiet as before.
"did you get worked up watching the movie?" he asks with a little knowing smile and you want to die from embarrassment.
"no!" you lie, pushing him back a little. "i didn't." you shake your head but he only chuckles, your head is lowering down again.
"it's okay, y/n." his hand brushes against your exposed thigh from where it's placed on the counter and you shiver.
"i didn't." you insist even though you know you're being so fucking obvious.
"open your legs."
a whine escapes your lips at the simple words and you're so embarrassed you wanna die, your face feels so hot.
"jungkook..." you don't want to look up at him but he just moves even closer.
"i know," he coos like he's sorry for you. and it is hot. "it's been so long since someone has talked to you like this, right?"
you just hum in response and shiver again when he pushes one of your strands of hair behind your ear.
"you need someone to take care of you, right?" he purrs, his lips softly brushing against your ear.
"fuck." you sigh and finally look up. "jungkook."
"you need it just as much as me." he says looking right into your eyes. "if you let me..."
"please."
you can't even think straight anymore.
"please, what?"
you don't answer, just spread your legs. he closes his eyes and exhales through his nose.
"y/n."
"please, touch me." you don't think you've ever heard your voice come out so whiny but jungkook seems to like it because he's immediately taking the last step forward he can take and gets between your thighs, placing his hands on your thighs.
"say that again." he says, looking down at your lips.
"touch me." you don't even think about it, because that would probably fuck everything up. it's better this way.
jungkook looks down between your bodies and one of his hands goes up your thigh until it reaches the fabric of your shorts, then it goes up to the elastic waistband. you keep your eyes on his face while he slips his hand under your shorts and finds the wet patch in your panties with his fingers. the groan that leaves his lips when he gets to feel how wet you are is louder than the moan you let out at the same time.
"holy fuck, you're so wet." his fingers start moving slowly against your clothed folds.
"fuck, kook." you sigh and move your hips even closer to him, trying to chase the feeling of his fingers on you.
"mhh... i know," jungkook coos again and you know you're gonna go crazy if he keeps taking to you like that. "feels good, right?" he hums and you're about to respond when he pushes your panties to the side and really touches you.
"fuck." you throw your head back as he runs his fingers through your wet folds.
"god, you're dripping. making a mess down here." jungkook groans and looks up at you. you must be a blushing mess already, your cheeks are burning and you literally feel lightheaded even if you haven't even done anything yet. "please, let me kiss you." he almost begs and you suddenly feel like you're gonna melt right on that counter.
before he can ask again you're throwing your arms around his neck and pulling him into a desperate kiss. you don't know if you're really fucking turned on or if he's just a really good kisser but you melt into the kiss. jungkook swallows the moans that escape your lips when he slips a finger inside so easily and starts fucking you with it.
"kook..." you moan against his lips. it feels so good to be touched again that your legs are already shaking.
"pretty." jungkook says and starts moving down, leaving a couple kisses on your jaw before kissing and sucking on your neck.
"jungkook- fuck." you sigh, tugging at his hair desperately. "seriously, it's been... it's been so long."
"i know." jungkook hums against your neck and sucks a mark on it as he adds another finger inside you.
"feels so good." you moan and a little squeak slips out of your mouth when he curls his fingers inside of you and finds that sweet spot. "it's so... fuck, it's so soon but i'm gonna cum, kook." you don't even have the mind to be embarrassed about it. it feels too good.
but jungkook suddenly stops kissing your neck and pulls back completely, his hand moving away from inside your pants. the complain about to slip out of your mouth dies in your throat when you see him sucking on his fingers and groaning.
"fuck, so sweet."
you're gonna go crazy.
"your feet on the ground, and turn around." he orders and you're so desperate you obey right away, jumping from the counter and turning around to give him your back. "you need to tell me if you really want this because it's gonna be easier to just stop now." one of his hands finds your waist and he pulls you against his body, you moan at the feeling of his clothed hard dick against your ass.
"yes, fuck, yes please." you breathe out and feel his hands on the waistband of your shorts, pulling them down immediately along with your panties. "wait, wait."
"mh?"
"yoongi, he's home." you mentally applaud your brain for being rational enough to remember you're not alone in the house.
"he doesn't leave his room for hours, don't worry about." he shrugs and you can see him pulling his sweatpants down.
"but- ah!" you whine when he pushes one of your feet further to the side so your legs spread a little more. "jungkook..." you want to insist on the fact that you're not alone but his fingers find your pussy again.
"you're fucking dripping." he sighs and easily slips two fingers inside, making you put your hand on your mouth not to be loud. "fuck, so tight."
you can't help but bend down on the counter, pushing your ass towards him to chase his fingers. jungkook straight up moans at the sight.
"please, need you inside." you whimper when he adds a third finger and starts fucking you with them at a pace that drives you crazy.
"what was that?" he asks and moves even faster. the fucker is teasing you.
"kook, need you to fuck me."
he doesn't seem to think about it twice before he reaches for one of the kitchen drawers where a box of condoms is hidden and takes one out. you can notice he's trying to hold himself back and take his time with you but he's just as eager as you, so he can't slow down now.
"you sure about this, right?" he asks. you're looking at him over your shoulder as he rolls the condom down his cock.
"i'm fucking dripping, kook. of course i'm sure." you're starting to get anxious, you wiggle your ass just to let him know you're ready for him.
a little sigh leaves your mouth when jungkook rubs his tip against your folds, just when you think he's about to slip inside he just rubs it again.
"fucking tease." you mutter with your cheek pressed against the cold surface of the counter. "just fuck m- oh!" you can't help the moan that leaves your mouth when he slips inside all the way.
"shit, so tight." jungkook hisses behind you and you whine, your walls clenching so hard around him. his hands grip on your hips so hard you're sure it's gonna leave a mark.
"it's been.. too long- fuck." you remind him as he pulls back a little just to thrust inside again.
"yeah, me too, i'm not gonna last." He warns and you almost giggle because at least you're both equally desperate.
"i don't care, just make me cum." you beg through a moan when he thrusts inside again.
"come here." one of his arms wraps around your waist and straightens you up so your back is arched against his chest, keeping you in place. you're both still wearing your shirts and your pants and underwear are just pooling by your ankles, so horny you didn't even waste time to get undressed.
"holy fuck!" you gasp when his thrusts hit a different way in the new angle and soon after, jungkook's hand is over your mouth.
"want every fucking neighbor to hear you?" he whispers against your ear and you feel your walls clenching around him again. "fuck, y/n, keep doing that and i'll cum in two seconds." his hand drops from your mouth to your neck, wrapping his fingers around it but not adding any pressure, just keeping you in place.
"so big." you whimper helplessly, your hands still flat on the counter because you feel like your legs could betray you right now. "you feel so fucking good."
you feel his hand closing a little around your neck and your eyes roll back at the feeling, he starts fucking you even faster. there are drops of sweat rolling down your forehead already but you don't care, not when you're finally having a cock inside of you. and god, he's fucking you good, so good that you don't feel embarrassed at how close you feel already.
"feels good?" jungkook hums and you can only whine in response. "fuck, your pussy is swallowing my cock, y/n, doesn't want me to leave." he groans and his thrusts are so hard that you're starting to see white dots. "you're so good, y/n."
"f-fuck... please, need... need to cum." you must sound pathetic right now but you can't bring yourself to care. "touch me, kook, make me cum."
his free hand is moving quickly, finding your clit again and rubbing fast circles that almost make you start crying.
"gonna cum, baby?" you feel his lips brushing against your ear as he whispers. the pet name makes you clench even harder around him. "wanna cum on my cock?" he sounds so gone too, you know he's close too. if you knew he was gonna fuck you this good you would've actually taken your time with him, but you let it pass for now because you're both needy and just need to get off.
"yeah." you unconsciously let out the most pornographic moan you've ever heard from yourself and jungkook start giving sloppy thrusts, you're both so close. "kook, i'm gonna cum." you manage to let out and right after your mouth can't even make sounds anymore.
"fuck, y/n."
you're so close. you're gonne cum. so fucking close.
but the door creaks open and you both freeze, not being able to contain your moans at the feeling of jungkook bottoming out once again.
"yoongi!" you scream at the boy standing by the door at the same time as jungkook screams 'hyung!'. you try your best to cover yourself by pulling your shirt down. jungkook's hand drops from your neck to rest on your waist.
"oh, don't stop." yoongi shrugs as if he's just caught you chopping vegetables.
"huh?" jungkook mutters behind you and you can feel it about to move away but you reach for his thigh with your hand to keep him there.
"kook, please." you don't know what got into you. you're so desperate to cum you don't even mind yoongi being there in front of you.
"see? she wants you to keep going." yoongi's voice is so calm as he slowly walks towards you, leaning back against the counter, just right next to where you both are.
you look down as your cheeks start burning and you clench around jungkook. why the hell are you getting turned on by being watched by your roommate while getting fucked by your other roommate?
"fuck, y/n." you know jungkook is hissing because you got impossibly tight around him and you can hear Yoongi's little chuckle. "you're just gonna stand there?" the younger asks his friend.
"i don't think she minds." yoongi replies and you can almost see the smug smile on his face even if you're staring at the counter.
"y/n?" jungkook mutters behind you but you don't answer. you're so close, so embarrassed and so turned on that you're scared your voice will come out in a pathetic whine.
"y/n," yoongi's deeper voice calls for you too but you don't reply either. "look at me, y/n," he speaks again and you bite your lip not to let out another moan because you're sure you're currently creaming jungkook's cock. "pull her hair so she looks at me, jungkook."
your breath hitches then the youngest does just as yoongi says and a moan finally escapes your throat as he tugs at your hair and brings your head up, turning it a little to the side so you can face the boy beside you. he's handling you as if you were a doll. and the second you lock eyes with yoongi you feel numb. his eyes are so dark, you've never really seen him looking at you like that. a little smirk grows on his face as he looks all over your face. you probably look a mess.
"do you want me to stay?" he asks with an unusual soft voice that makes your legs shake.
"hyung." jungkook says with a warning tone, his cock throbbing inside you. he needs to cum too.
"shut up," yoongi gives jungkook a quick look and turns to you again. "y/n?" the words don't even leave your mouth, you can't speak. "what? jungkookie was fucking you so good you can't even talk?" he speaks with a condescending tone, like he's sorry for you. you close your eyes as you clench around jungkook again.
"fuck, y/n." jungkook's free hand squeezes the flesh on your hip.
"keep fucking her, kook," yoongi finally says. "let's see if you can make her talk again."
jungkook doesn't need to be told twice because he lets go of your hair and starts moving again without even questioning him. your head stays in place for yoongi to see you but your eyes are still closed. you must be going crazy because you don't think you've ever felt this good during sex and it is just a quick fuck in the kitchen with your roommate while your other roommate looks at you.
after a specific thrust that hits just where you need it you arch your back until your head falls on jungkook's shoulder, you throw one of your arms behind you so you can reach jungkook's hair and keep him close. your fingers tangle with the soft locks while he fucks you at a brutal pace.
"right there, kook..." you moan.
"like that?" he whines, fucking whines, against your ear as he keeps thrusting against that sweet spot inside you and you nod frantically. one of his hands stays on the counter right next to yours and the other sneaks under your shirt and finally cups over one of your boobs, a groan hits your ear.
"s-sensitive.." you warn him but he squeezes your boob anyway. you cry out. you're so close again, so fucking close.
"stop." yoongi says and jungkook halts his movements immediately as if he was under his spell.
"fuck, yoongi." you choke on a moan. when you open your eyes you can see yoongi looking down at where your bodies meet, then he looks at jungkook.
"jungkook," yoongi says and jungkook hums in response. "you got tested when i did, you're clean." he tells him and then he looks at you. "are you clean? and on the pill?"
"yeah," you nod. "yes to both." you suddenly feel shy again. they both sigh at your answer and you gulp, watching yoongi turning to jungkook with an arched eyebrow.
"then why are you wearing a condom?" yoongi asks. and he's not wrong. you usually didn't risk it, you always use to have protected sex, but now that you see it like this you wonder why you didn't ask jungkook if he was clean from the start.
"hyung... i don't know if she-" jungkook mutters like he's not sure but you can clearly feel his cock twitching inside you.
"do you want him to wear the condom?" yoongi asks you, his voice still calm and his look unbothered.
"y/n, you don't have t-"
"take it off." you cut Jungkook off and yoongi smiles. you feel so nice after seeing his reaction that you wonder if you're doing this just to make him feel proud. it feels good.
"pull out, kookie," yoongi says and walks towards him, you turn your head to look back at them. jungkook obeys quickly, your walls squeezing him like you want to keep him inside. "good," yours and jungkook's breaths hitch when yoongi himself takes the condom off of his cock and goes to throw it on the trash. "you leaked a lot, damn." he say through a breathy chuckle when he comes back and decides to stand right behind jungkook.
"hyung."
"she must feel good, right?" yoongi is suddenly resting his chin on his shoulder and looking down. your eyes follow yoongi's and then roll back when you see yoongi's hand wrapping around jungkook's cock and slowly stroking him to spread the precum on his tip all over his length.
"fuck, hyung." the boy moans and your pussy throbs.
god, this is so fucking hot you could cum if they kept that going for a little longer. but yoongi drops his sticky hand and looks at you tilting his head and lightly raising his eyebrows.
"open your mouth." he says and you don't question him, just open your mouth and welcome two of his fingers inside.
you moan around them as you suck and swallow jungkook's taste off them while yoongi stares at your lips, his tongue licking the corner of his lips.
"clean my hand." his fingers drop from your mouth and you stick your tongue out, one of your hands wrapping around his wrist while you run your tongue all over his palm and fingers, cleaning jungkook off of him.
they're both looking at you like they want to eat you up and you feel so powerful yet you can feel your arousal dripping down your thighs by this point. yoongi drops his hand when you've cleaned it completely and then looks at jungkook.
"c'mon, kookie, fuck her now." he says really close to jungkook's ear and the younger obeys instantly, slipping inside you and groaning at the feeling. "good boy." yoongi chuckles as jungkook bottoms out.
"so good." you moan, already feeling the clear difference in having him inside with nothing in between. a whimper is forced out of your mouth when jungkook starts thrusting into you again.
"that feels good, right?" yoongi asks and moves to stand beside you again, to watch it all happen.
"mhm..." you moan. "please... jungkook- please."
"so pretty when you beg." yoongi puts his fingers under your chin to make you look at him. "such a pretty whore."
"oh my god!" your eyes roll back. you feel yourself just a second away from coming. "gonna cum... fuck..."
"yeah, i can fucking feel you." jungkook breathes out. "fuck." his thrusts become sloppy real fast. he's close too.
"jungkook..." you completely bend over the counter again because your arms can't support your weight anymore, your cheek gets smushed against the cold surface. "i'm- shit... i'm coming." you whimper.
"then cum." yoongi's voice is all you need to get there. a shocking wave of pleasure runs through your whole body while you clench hard around him.
"shit, so tight." jungkook mutters behind you and one of your weak arms reaches behind to grab at his thigh. "so close, y/n."
"please." your whole body is shaking with oversensitivity.
"want me to pull out?" jungkook asks.
"no... please," you beg. "come inside, baby." you cry out.
"c'mon jungkook, cum." yoongi says and that seems like enough for jungkook too, because you feel his throbbing cock releasing inside of you.
"fuck," jungkook mumbles. "y/n, come here." his hands are on your waist again.
"i can't." you let out a weak chuckle but jungkook is suddenly wrapping his arms around you and pulling you up.
"need to kiss you." he says and you immediately turn your head to find his lips. you kiss him slow, nothing like the kisses you shared before, and it feels good to kiss jungkook like that.
he's the one that breaks the kiss and when you try to chase his lips again he just chuckles and gives your hip a soft slap.
"kiss yoongi too." he whispers just at the same time as you feel a hand wrapping around your neck.
yoongi's lips are on yours as soon as you turn around. you hum through the kiss and bring one of your hands up to his cheek, tilting his head a little to deepen the kiss. he swallows your moan when jungkook's cock finally slips out of you and you feel his cum spilling out. yoongi breaks the kiss when jungkook mumbles something you can't really hear.
"shit..." you close your legs when you feel jungkook's cum spilling out and dripping down your thigh. "it's so messy."
"not for long," yoongi suddenly grabs you and brings you to the fridge, making you lean back against it as he drops to his knees in front of you. you stop breathing for a second. "i'm gonna clean you up."
"hyung," jungkook calls him as he puts on his sweatpants again. "you're gonna-"
"do you think this is my first time tasting cum?" yoongi throws him a quick glance and you swear you see jungkook blushing for a moment.
yoongi turns to you again and grabs one of your thighs, throwing it over his shoulder and diving in with no warning.
"yoongi, fuck!" you throw your head back as one of your hands goes to his hair. he hums against your pussy and laps at your entrance, from where jungkook's cum keeps spilling out.
"that's so fucking hot." jungkook sighs but you can't open your eyes to look at him, you keep them closed.
"yoongi, you're gonna- gonna make me cum again." you mumble, your only leg supporting you starting to shake but yoongi keeps you steady with one hand on your waist and the other on your thigh over his shoulder. and the warning that you're gonna cum only makes yoongi push you further to the edge, sucking on your clit and basically burying his face on your pussy like he's starving for you. "yoongi, oh my- fuck, oh my god!"
you don't know what to do with your hands anymore, one of them stays on his hair while the other ends on your mouth to try and stop the pathetic noises from coming out. though one hand is suddenly grabbing that arm and pulling it down.
it's yoongi. he detaches his mouth from you to say, "i wanna hear you." and suddenly slips two fingers inside you.
"sensitive..." you mumble, your legs shaking again and threatening to close even if yoongi's head is between them.
"gotta clean you well," yoongi says. "jungkookie had a big load for you, huh?" he chuckles again.
you've never heard something so hot in your entire life. jungkook must think the same because he groans somewhere in the kitchen, you don't see him because you're too busy holding yoongi's eye contact.
"you like me cleaning jungkookie off your pussy?" yoongi asks you and gives your clit another little lick as he fucks the cum out of you with his fingers. "dirty girl."
"please, yoongi."
"love hearing you say that." he smirks as he pulls his fingers out of you and brings them to his mouth, cleaning them with his tongue.
"hyung, jesus fucking christ." jungkook sighs while yoongi goes back to eating you out like he's wanted it for months.
"i'm gonna cum, yoongi- ah!" you throw your head back against the fridge again when yoongi sucks on your clit and starts fucking you with his fingers again. "oh, right there!" his fingers keep brushing against that sweet spot and you're sure you're gonna cum soon.
it doesn't take long for you to cum on his mouth and fingers, yoongi gives your pussy one last kiss before placing another one on your thigh still on his shoulder and finally puts it down.
"you're okay?" yoongi asks you as he stands up and cups your face with his hands to check on you.
"yeah," you nod. "just a little dizzy."
"i'm sure you're tired." he brushes his thumbs on your cheeks affectionately and your eyes close on their own. "i'll go prepare a bath for you, okay?" he says and kisses your forehead.
and holy fuck, you never thought that thing people said about feeling butterflies in your stomach was real but now you can feel them because as soon as yoongi pulls away, you feel another kiss on your cheek from jungkook.
"you were amazing." he tells you and you have half a mind to smile.
"wait," you turn to the door where yoongi is already making his way to the bathroom. "yoongi!" you call out for him and he quickly turns around.
"yeah?" he asks and your eyes go down to his crotch. he's hard. of course he is.
"do you... want help with that?" you ask shyly but he just waves a hand dismissively.
"don't worry about it, you're completely spent, you should rest now." yoongi replies sincerely but then looks to jungkook. "unless you're ready for another round." he cocks an eyebrow.
you look at jungkook and a giggle slips out of your mouth when you see him shocked, his cheeks tomato red. yoongi chuckles too.
"i'm just teasing you," the older says. "i'll go prepare a bath." and he leaves the kitchen.
then you're alone with jungkook again. you grab your clothes from the floor even if you're not really gonna put them on now.
"what was all of that about?" you dare to ask and you know jungkook understands what you mean but you still push further. "yoongi and you...?"
"it was nothing." he quickly replies. you're not dumb, he's getting defensive.
"okay..." you mutter. "calm down, i wasn't judging."
"i know," jungkook says and oh he looks troubled. "it was just nothing."
"okay," you nod and give him a reassuring smile because he looks more tense now than before. "just... if you've got some thoughts you need to let out... i'm here, or whatever..." you try not to make things real serious but you just don't want to see jungkook like this.
"i'm okay." he replies.
"mh, good." you end up putting just your shorts on again because it might be a little weird to have this conversation while being half naked.
"by the way, that was short but it was amazing." jungkook says out of nowhere and you giggle, slapping his arm.
"yeah, you were not bad either." you say and squeeze his bicep twice before walking out of the kitchen.
and when you're left alone in the corridor everything you just did hits you like a truck.
what the hell have you done?
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A/N: hope you enjoyed it !! i'm not 100% satisfied with this one, i know i could've done a lot better but yeah :) thank u for reading ! have a nice day <3
Illicit Favors | MYG | Oneshot
Pair: Min Yoongi x f!readerÂ
Summary: When your editor tells you to re-write the chapters of your book because the sex scenes are weak, suggesting you write them from experience, what do you do when you lack any kind of sexual experiences in general? You go to your friend and ask him for help with it.
Genre: ONESHOT. Fluff, tiny angst, smut, non idol au. Friends to Lovers.Â
Warnings: Producer Yoongi, virgin and inexperienced reader, teaching-sex au. From Yoongiâs POV. Yoongi is relatable and slightly overthinks and is a little socially awkward, but heâs whipped for her and cute as fuck. Thereâs lots of smut in this. Long hair Yoongi. Side pairing Jikook. Some text messages edited, but not a smau.Â
A/N: Happy birthday to our favorite cat boy! The love of our lives, the man who gets proposals on the daily!Â
WC: 29k.
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SEPTEMBER 18TH | 19:35
Ever since Yoongi met you at a coffee shop four years ago, when you simply asked him to look after your computer while you used the bathroom, coming back with an orange muffin for him as a âthank youâ, visiting him in the studio wasnât a rare feature in itself for you. But Yoongi knew those eyes.Â
Even in emoji form, the pleading, puppy-kitty eyes told him you wanted something from him. And, chances were, youâd get it. No matter what it was. From picking you up in the middle of the night because you were craving convenience store corn dogs, to going to the bulk supermarket with you once a month because the prices were better and he could reach things you simply could not.Â
It didnât help that he had a spring in his step as he got up from his rolling chair and walked to the door of his production studio, quickly typing out the code that unlocked it. And there you were, standing in the slightly dark hallway, heavy backpack thrown precariously over a shoulder âeven if he always told you to put on both straps, lest your back get crookedâ, a pout on your lips and the perfect copy of the aforementioned pleading eye emoji.Â
You were already stepping out of your shoes, knowing Yoongi didnât like them inside his space, and throwing your arms around his middle as you hid your face on his chest. Now that wasnât a common occurrence at all. Yoongi didnât like people in his personal space, a fact you very much knew and respected. Then again, you werenât just people.Â
âWhat happened?â he asked, arms wrapping around your smaller frame almost instantly, resisting the urge to sniff the top of your head.
âKibhamun.â was your muffled reply, making him chuckle.Â
âWhat was that?â
âKim Namjoon.â you corrected, pulling away from him to step into the studio properly, placing your bag on the floor as you dropped to his couch.Â
Ah, yes, Kim Namjoon.Â
Yoongiâs best friend, the chairman of a family run publishing company.Â
Call it nepotism, but Yoongi had introduced the two of you and put in a good word for you, so that his dongsaeng would read your manuscript; the one you had been working on on that fateful day at the coffee shop. To this day, Yoongi still insisted you got a publishing contract âand now had three books out in bookstores of South Koreaâ all on your own.Â
Namjoon took every opportunity to tease Yoongi about his obvious crush on you, which was a small price to pay for not only the friendship that blossomed between you and Joon, but for the fact you were able to kickstart your career as a writer.Â
âI'm trashing my book.â you said with the jutting out of your bottom lip, folding your arms on your chest and your legs under you.Â
âWhatâwhy? You were so excited to hand in the new chapters last week.â Yoongi sat down on the couch beside you, with one seat cushion still between you. His brows were knitted together as he wondered just how wrong your meeting with your editor had gone down this afternoon.Â
âYes, but your best friend changed that.â you grumbled with a tiny shrug of your shoulders, leaning sideways against the couch to lay your head on the backrest.Â
With a sigh and the tilting of his head to mimic yours, Yoongi asked: âWhat did he do now?â
âHe said my new chapters are shit.â
âHe did not say that.â Yoongi reasoned.Â
He was the blunt one of the two, thereâs no way Namjoon would ever say something of that nature to you. If your chapters were bad, heâd give you pointers and ways of making them better. But you were resolute.Â
âNot with so many words, but the sentiment was there!â you complained with a pretty pout that made Yoongiâs gaze flit to your plump lips.Â
âWhat happened, doll?â he asked, a little softer, knowing how to work you into telling him what really happened.Â
You sighed dramatically, back straightening as you looked down to your hands on your lap. Yoongi followed the movement, watching how you fiddled with the ring on your middle finger of your left hand; it had belonged to your grandma once, he knew, and you always wore it when you needed that little extra pick-me-up.Â
âApparently I can't write smut.â you told him so quietly he barely heard you.Â
Your new book, the one youâve been working on for the past three months, had adult scenes in it. Not necessary essential to the plot but not gratuitous fucking either. Just something to spice it up, to open up to a different market. You were never scared of trying something new and Yoongi admired that.Â
Yoongi himself was the kind of person that never even changed his coffee order, sticking to it forever when he found the one he liked. You were brave and adventurous, while Yoongi liked his routine and comfort zone.  Â
âWhat makes you say that?â he asked you once you didnât elaborate.Â
âJoon said I got many things wrong. I believe his exact words were 'it doesn't happen like that, that's not how it tastes, or how it feelsâââ you said with a roll of your eyes, which made Yoongi bite back a chuckle. But then your fire was aimed at him: âYou've read the chapters! Why didn't you tell me it was shit?!â
âIt wasn't shitââ
How could he tell you the reason he didn't notice some things were off was because when reading your smut, all he could do was picture you? And him. In the various situations you wrote in rich descriptions. Like a fucking creep, he got off to his friend's writing.
âYeah, well, I'm a fraud.âÂ
âYou're not a fraud, doll.â the pet name he had for you came out a lot more natural now than the first few times he blurted them out on slips of the tongue, but it still made his neck flush.Â
âNo, no, Joon is right. I know he wasn't trying to hurt me, and I don't want to publish something bad either.â you insisted, quieting the fidgeting of your hands after turning the ring on your finger a few times. âJust... he said I should write from experience.â
âOh. Yeah, that usually helps when writing lyrics, too.â
Yoongi felt cold sweat clinging to his back as he wouldnât want to read about your sex adventures, if you started writing about them in your new book. Some of the things you wrote about were pretty wild, Yoongi could only imagine what you were up to in your private life. You never really told him about it, but he guessed it was something you shared with your girlfriends. Or Jimin. Not with him.
âThatâs the problem.â again, you spoke too quietly. âI don't have them.â
âDonât have what?â he asked with the nervous nibbling on the inside of his bottom lip.Â
âThe experiences to write about.â you supplied with a small grit of your teeth, as if you were pretending you werenât the one saying those words.Â
âSure you do. I'm sure you can change a few things to make it fit the plotââ
âNo, Yoon.â you interrupted, crestfallen, rubbing your hands on your thighs in what should be a self soothing manner. âI haven't... Done anything.â
The weight of those news was shocking to him, but Yoongi tried not to let it show in his face. He watched you for a while, too, trying to decide if you were joking or trying to pull one on him, but your pink cheeks of embarrassment were too real and you werenât that good of an actress.Â
It just didnât really make sense to him. You were a few years younger than him, but not by much, and you were so pretty and clearly attractive. Whenever he agreed to go to a night out with your group âmost likely being dragged out by a lying Hoseok that told him it would be chillâ guys hit on you all the time, much to his own chagrin.
âEver?â Yoongi hushed with a frown. This whole conversation had his forehead hurting from how confused he was.Â
âEver.â you shook your head, a stray piece of hair moving out of place and Yoongiâs fingers flexed in want to fix it. âI'm not ashamed of it, okay? I'm also not saving myself for marriage or anything. I just never had a boyfriend and I didn't want to just hook up with a stranger for a night.â
âYeah, no, that's... dangerous.â he agreed with a single nod of his own.Â
âMhm! I mean, I thought that would happen with Jungkook the night we met. He was nice enough and just my type.â you said, not meaning much by it, but damn if it didnât feel like a punch in the gut. Ouch. âBut he turned out to be gay and only chatted with me to get to Jimin.â
âYeah, I remember that.â Yoongi was there the night Jungkook showed up in their lives and would later become part of their small group and subsequently Jiminâs boyfriend.Â
âI don't know what to do, Yoon. I had so many hopes and plans for this book!â you cried, a hand running through your hair in frustration.
âI know, maybe... maybe you should read more smut? To be able to write it better?â he tried, but it only made you huff.Â
âIf you look at my search history you'll think Iâm a sex addict that should get an intervention.â you shook your head. âIâve read it all.âÂ
âDidn't Joon give you some advice? Isn't that his job as your editor?â
Yoongi might need to have a chat with his bestie, as his job was to help you out, not leave you feeling lost and defeated. Yoongi knew first hand how happy you were with your latest project, all of the twists and turns you had planned for it. And here you were, sulking on his couch, questioning whether or not you should throw it out.Â
âHe did, and I'm starting to think he's right.â you said, and it gave Yoongi a glimmer of hope, giving up on scolding Namjoon. At least for now.Â
âThere we go, what did he say?â
âHe said that if I don't have any experiences to write about, then I should create some.â you avoided Yoongi's eyes as you said it, which didnât help his choking on air.Â
âHe said whatââ
âIt makes sense.â you insisted, gathering your courage to finally look at him.Â
âIt does notâ you can't possibly think that going out to find someone random to be your first is a good idea!â Yoongi couldnât help how worked up he was getting over this. The mere hypothesis of you getting out there to find someone to lose your virginity to just for the sake of experiences was making his blood boil. âIt's dangerous, and borderline traumatizing, and you can't expect to write well after thatââ
âNo, that's not what he said at all!â you waved a hand in the air, reaching for his arm with the other. Your touch was firm, but gentle at the same time. As you wanted to make sure he understood. âJoon didnât mean I should find someone random.â
There Yoongi went, with the choking again. Because your eyes⊠Those eyes that were the front door to your soul. They told him so much. And Yoongi was slightly scared to read what they were trying to tell him at that moment.Â
âHe said I should consider talking to a friend.â you continued after Yoongi didnât say anything, but your hand stayed in his arm. âSomeone I trust, someone I know won't use me, and that won't let things get awkward after.â
Okay, Yoongi would have to have that chat with Namjoon afterall. He could just about imagine his best friend sitting in his suburban house right now, with a drink in his hand, chuckling to himself, thinking he was a mastermind.Â
Of course he planned all of this. Namjoon knew of Yoongiâs feelings for you, and he knew that heâd be the one youâd come to with this. He just hadnât decided if Namjoon was trying to play cupid or pull a prank on him.Â
âYou're considering it?â Yoongi asked, not wanting to believe what was happening right now.Â
âI've decided. I'm either doing that or throwing the whole book away and starting something else.â you sounded so sure of yourself that Yoongi really started to worry. âWhich would just be stressful, because I'm already way into the deadlines. So what's it gonna be?â
âWha-why are you asking me?â Yoongiâs heart was going a mile a minute inside his chest, and it most definitely wasnât the caffeine heâd been drinking all day.Â
âAre you going to make me say it?â you pleaded, squeezing his bicep just once.
âYes, because I donât know what you want from me.â he wheezed.Â
âI trust you.â
âNo, you're not serious. You want me toââÂ
âTeach me, yeah.â you assured him, tugging on the sleeve of the cardigan he was wearing. âOr at least have those experiences with me so that I know how things work.âÂ
Yoongi was about to start hyperventilating. Maybe he had drunk so much coffee all his adult life that it didnât work on him anymore and he fell asleep on his desk and this was all a dream. Because thereâs no way in hell that the girl he had a crush on for the past four years âyet wasnât brave enough to do something about itâ was asking him toâ
âAre you even attracted to me?!â his voice came out more high pitched than he wanted, making him cough behind his fist. Â
With a deadpan, you stated: âI have eyes, Yoongi.âÂ
âAnd also a nose and a mouth, what does that have to do with anything?â
âI think you're hot!â you specified with a giggle and Yoongi went back to the dream axiom. âEspecially ever since you decided to let your hair grow long. And I like your face.â
âThanks.â it should have come out as sarcasm, but his face was too red and the word sounded too breathy.Â
âAnd youâre... strong and tall.â you continued, eyes obviously settling on the width of his chest.Â
âHoseok is taller, why didn't you ask him?â Yoongi didnât mean to ask that, not one bit, not for a second. It was just one of those things that came out of his mouth when he was nervous.Â
âI can. I'll go to him after I leave here, if you really say no.â you were clearly taken aback, hand finally dropping from his arm as you pulled back just a little further away from him. You blinked a few times before offering him an awkward smile. âWhich you're already doing. Yeah, sorry, no, I just assumed that you'd be up for it because, after Jimin, you're my closest friend. But I guess being close to someone doesn't mean you're attracted to them? God, this is awkward, I don't know why I just assumed that.â
You were getting up and Yoongi was panicking. Because he didnât want you to think that he wasnât attracted to you, and he didnât want to offend you. But, above all, he didnât want you to bring this to Hoseok.Â
Because Hoseok might say yes.Â
Honestly, not many people he knows would ever say no to you.Â
âWait, that's not what I meant.â Yoongi insisted as you were already standing and on the way of going after your backpack.Â
âNo, Yoon, it's fine!â you waved him off, as if trying to take the burden you had dropped on him off. âMight be better to do it with someone I'm not that close to, anyway. I'll try Hobi.â
âDoll, stop, hang on.â Yoongi reached for your wrist as you walked in front of him and you stopped your stride. âLet me consider this.â
âYou don't have to.â you repeated, but didn't take your wrist from his grasp and didnât walk away.Â
âWhat is it you want, exactly? And please be honest with me, so we both know what we're getting ourselves into here and so there's no misunderstandings.â if he was even entertaining the idea of saying yes to this crazy plan, then he needed you to be as straightforward as possible.Â
âI haven't thought this far? But I guess we could do stuff.â
âI said to be specific.â Yoongi pressed.Â
You huffed and, dare he say, squirmed, as you sat down on the couch again, this time closer to him. âI mean, would you fuck me? You know, so I know how it works? And, uhm. Stuff?â
âStuff?â
âYeah, we should probably start with, like... Kissing. Handjobs? I'd like to suck you off if you're okay with that?âÂ
Nevermind his dreaming theory, Yoongi might have died and this was his personal version of heaven. Or maybe hell, depending how long it would take for you to start laughing in his face, saying that Namjoon was right and he would fall for it. But that wasnât like you at all, too sweet and nice for your own good, and âdespite his little hours of sleep and caffeine intakeâ Yoongi was pretty healthy to have died all of a sudden.Â
âYou can't be serious.â Yoongi was still incredulous.Â
âI am! And I can ask Hobi, you don't have to feel pressured.â you told him as the wrist he was still holding on to finally slipped from his grasp, but just so you could hold his hand instead. âEven though this is all Namjoonâs fault and you're the one who introduced me to him and so this is also your fault, and I think you should fix it.â
There it was, the arguments, the innocent guilt trip, your special little way of getting Yoongi to do what you wanted, while not actually forcing him to do anything he didnât want. And this? You? This was something he wanted. For a really long time. This might not be the way he ever thought he would get to be with you, but if anything, Yoongi was an opportunist.Â
And he wasnât about to let you walk into the studio next door to ask Hoseok to do this favor for you. Heâd never forgive himself if he let you walk away now, if he handed you over to one of his closest friends. You might fall in love with each other, get married, and make Yoongi give a speech during the ceremony. You might even name your first born after Yoongi.Â
âSo.â you squeezed his hand, looking at the difference in size of your palms. âWhat do you say?â
âYou're crazy. But if you're gonna do this anyway.â his shrug was supposed to be nonchalant.Â
âYes! Yoon, thank you! Okay, so what do we do? I promise I'll pay attention!â your excitement made him chuckle, despite the weight of reality slowly sinking in, and untamed butterflies going haywire in his stomach.Â
âCalm down, we're not starting right now.â
He needed time to let this new reality settle and tame his anxiety and the voices in his head that were screaming at him. Besides making a list of everything that could go wrong by having agreed with this.Â
âRight, I should probably shave down there.â you said with a side pout, as if you were thinking hard about what you had to do to prepare.Â
âYouâ that's not a problem.â Yoongi wanted to make sure you understood you were perfect, just as natural as you wanted to be, but he couldnât just say that. âJust do what you feel comfortable with, this is not about me. You shouldn't have to worry about things like that, unless you want to.â
âOkay. I should still get on the pill, right?â you asked him, too innocently for the type of conversation you were having.Â
âI mean... maybe? You should talk to your doctor about it?â he had no idea really, as that question made Yoongi wonder just how much you needed help with. âThere are side effects and long term commitments with that kind of stuff, that you shouldn't put yourself through just for a few experiences? And I'll get tested too, just so you're sure I'm clean.â
âI trust you, Yoon, I don't want you to go through that trouble.â
âIt's no trouble, really, I've been meaning to do it anyways, just to be safe.â not that his own sex life was a particularly crazy one at that, and he always wore a condom.Â
âThis is exciting. Nerve-wracking but exciting.â you giggled, looking at him as your fingers gently traced his knuckles.Â
This was the longest you had ever touched each other, even if it was just a simple hand holding. And his insides were already churning and he felt like he could pass out at any given moment, blood wasnât reaching all the way to his brain apparently. He couldnât even comprehend what it would be like to be intimate with you.Â
âI'm glad you think so.â he said with a low chuckle.Â
âNow we just... set up a time and place?âÂ
âMhmm.â he nodded, as there wasnât much else he could do with how mentally frozen he was.Â
âOkay, but I really want to start fixing these chapters, so can you give me something today?â you asked sheepishly, fingers tightening around his.Â
âWhat?âÂ
âCan you show me how to kiss?â was your request, and Yoongiâs eyes fell to your mouth on command.
âYou've kissed before.â it wasnât a question, but an affirmation. In fact, Yoongi had seen you kiss someone before.Â
It was years ago, during a stupid game of truth or dare âwhich was Jiminâs ideaâ during one of Taehyungâs house parties. Namjoon had thought it would be a good idea to make the two of you play, no doubt another ploy to get something to happen between the two of you. But luck was never on Yoongiâs side and you were dared to kiss another guy; some dude named Seo-joon that Tae knew from acting class.Â
âYeah, but it was never satisfactory and I lack skills.â you told him, bringing him back to the present. âBesides, it might be good to break the ice. Make sure things donât get awkward between us after I leave.â
âWhy would things get awkwardââ
âAre you saying youâre not going to overthink everything that just happened as soon as I walk out of this studio?â you challenged with a little grin and Yoongi rolled his eyes. âThatâs what I thought.âÂ
âAlright, Iâll kiss you.â he agreed, and thereâs no way he ever thought heâd be saying those words to you.Â
âGee, Yoon, thanks.â you were giggling as you got up from the couch to stand in the middle of the studio. âTry to pretend to be into it, at least.âÂ
If you only knew.Â
Yoongi got up on wobbly legs, but pretended to stretch his back to get his body work properly. Walking the two steps it took to reach you was the most nerve wrecking course he ever had to take. But at least you looked as nervous as he felt, even if you were doing your best to mask it.Â
You stood in front of each other, awkwardly staring at one another, hands on your sides. And Yoongi knew he had to move. He had to take the lead, he was the one meant to be showing you how things worked, of course you wouldnât take the first step. And unless he wanted you to change your mind and actually go to Hoseok instead, he had to act fast.Â
âDo you need a step by step guide?â he asked in a low voice, as if sharing a secret.Â
âI know how it works, Iâm not that inexperienced.â you giggled, hitting his chest playfully.Â
Yoongi took your wrist as your hand landed on his chest in your pillowy light attempt of provoking him, bringing your hand up to rest it on the back of his neck. He didnât miss the way your breath hitched, or your giggles replaced a soft gasp as his other arm circled your waist to bring your body flush against his, or even how your fingers softly threaded through the long hairs at his nape.Â
A lot was on the line when it came to this kiss, Yoongi realized wearily. It would be your first kiss together, something he only ever daydreamed about before. And it would set the tone for your future interactions. You could just as well change your mind after it, and it would not only be a blow to his self-esteem, but also his pride.Â
âItâs just me.â you said in a meek voice that did nothing to calm his nerves.Â
âI know.âÂ
Thatâs the problem, he wanted to say.Â
Yoongiâs free hand touched the side of your face to tilt it up towards him, his thumb brushing against your cheekbone. With a teeny sigh, your eyes fluttered closed and Yoongi took that chance to study your face, as he had never seen you so up close like this before. Even if you changed your mind later, he still committed your every trace, every little detail about you that he possibly could.Â
From your dark, long lashes that kissed the apples of your cheeks, to the outline of your cupidâs bow and your plump bottom lip. As you were about to open your eyes again, Yoongi pressed his lips to yours and you pulled back. Not enough for your mouths to part, but with a little surprised reaction. Thankfully, and before Yoongiâs anxieties could settle in, you moved closer to him again, pulling him towards you by the back of his neck.Â
Yoongiâs lips started moving against yours, hesitantly, but his second guessing went out the non-existing windows of his studio as you followed his lead and moved yours along with his.Â
Your mouths moved together slowly, his tongue sliding between his lips to lick between yours and you crooned; a small sound that Yoongi didnât want to focus on, unless he wanted all of his blood to run south.Â
âRelax your jaw for me.â Yoongi mumbled, not wanting to go too far.Â
Your hand tensed on his neck as your breath grew a little heavier and you did just as he requested, lips parting wider so his tongue could finally slip into your mouth. Yoongi cradled your face by your jaw, feeling it move as your tongues brushed together.Â
He could taste your peach flavored lip balm and right then he decided it was his favorite flavor in the world. Your other hand was resting on his chest and Yoongi wondered if you could feel just how fast his heart was beating as you tipped your head sideways so he could deepen the kiss.Â
It made his own hand slip to the back of your neck, hold turning firm as he kept you in place to lick around your mouth, exploring it as if he wanted to map it out.Â
You pulled away first, having a hard time breathing, which did wonders for Yoongiâs swelling pride, but he wasn't ready to let you go just yet, acting on instinct and taking your bottom lip between his teeth.Â
It was worth it as your surprised gasp turned into a moan, making the man smirk. It eventually made him let go of your lip and he watched as your eyes opened; as blown out as his probably were.Â
âThat was⊠Good, right?â you asked in a breathy tone that Yoongi wanted to hear more of.Â
âReally good, yeah.â he nodded, so close to your face, hands still holding you close. âIf the rest of it is anything like this, you donât have anything to worry about.âÂ
SEPTEMBER 23RD | 17:41
Yoongiâs apartment wasnât the biggest one, but his producer salary allowed him to have enough room to fit all of his friends comfortably whenever they decided to use his place as a hang out spot. Is not that he hated to have friends over, if anything Yoongi really enjoyed hosting and cooking for everybody. But the bunch could get rowdy, and Yoongi was left cleaning up the aftermath alone most of the time.Â
The group-chat had decided that their Saturday plans should include movie night at Yoongiâs place, just because of his soundproof walls and surround sound system that matched his big flat screen TV. Yoongi enjoyed few things in life, not really one to flaunt his status as one of the most sought out Korean producers of present times, but he was proud of his entertainment set up.Â
A light rain was falling outside, the pitter patter of the drops of the early autumn falls being drawn out by the music video playing on the television as he and his so-called-best-friend organized the living room before the rest of the group arrived.Â
âI don't know why you're mad at me.â Namjoon was saying as he pulled out the seat cushions of Yoongiâs dark gray couch to make it just a little longer and more comfortable to be laid on for the duration of the movie.Â
âReally.â Yoongi deadpanned from the kitchen as he rummaged through his food cupboard in search of the kind of microwavable popcorn you liked. âYou have nooo idea?â
âI mean, yeah, sure, I might have acted with mischief, but I meant what I saidââ
âIn what world did you think that telling her to find someone to have sex with was a good idea?â Yoongi finally snapped, letting the popcorn packets drop to the kitchen island with a smack. âWhat if she went after some rando at a club?âÂ
âI see your point, hyung, but she didn't!â Namjoon tried to apologize by doing a better job of fluffing the cushions. âShe went after you!â
âThank fuck for that.â
Namjoon stepped away from the couch to look at his OCD-friendly set up, making sure the decorative cushions were symmetrically parted from each other and the wool blankets Yoongi always had laying around were folded in perfect squares. Yoongi liked his apartment to be a little on the colder side, and he wasnât ready to let go of summer just yet, but he also got cold easily.Â
âShouldn't you be thankful that you got to kiss the girl of your dreams?â Namjoon turned to his older friend, walking to the kitchen to inspect the snacks that were already littering the dark marble island. âAnd you'll be doing a lot more than thatââ
âI donât know if I am.â Yoongi confessed with a sigh, which picked Namjoonâs curiosity.Â
âWhy not?â
âSheâ Itâs been a week and nothing else happened.â Yoongi shrugged, as if trying to downplay it and mask his disappointment.Â
âHavenât you seen each other again since that day at your studio?â Namjoon leaned over the island to read the label on the honey and mustard chips, but his attentive eyes always went back to him.Â
âWe have. We were never alone, though, because Jimin and Jungkook were there when we had takeout, and then everyone was at Jin's on game night.â Yoongi recalled all of the times he managed to see you during this past week.Â
âTrue, but you did look closer during game night.â Namjoon offered, but Yoongi scoffed. âI'm serious! She was always touching your arm, sitting closer to you... hugging you when you scored a point.â
âShe's always like that with everyone, I'm not reading into it.â Yoongi refused to see things where there werenât, because he knew that he would be the one broken hearted at the end of whatever this was.Â
âYeah, but she wasn't like that with you.â Namjoon pointed out.Â
âBecause she knows I'm not clingy like the rest of you.â Yoongi rebutted.Â
âShe picked you to be on her team, and you're a bad player!âÂ
âHey!â
âAm I wrong?â Namjoon arched an eyebrow, dropping the bag of chips back onto the counter, which made Yoongi flinch, thinking about the broken snacks. âDidnât think so. She usually goes for Kook because that kid is good at everything.â
âOf course, just something else I come second in.â
Yoongi didnât mean to sound so bitter. He didnât even intend on speaking out loud in the first place. But he did, and Namjoon raised an eyebrow at him.Â
âWhatâs that supposed to mean?â his friend prodded, and Yoongi had no choice but to turn his back and pretend to be searching for something as he replied:
âShe said Jungkook is her type.â
âReally? So... gay af, pouts like a baby, dresses like a hobo most of the time?â Namjoon chuckled fondly of the maknae of their weird friend group.Â
âI think it's more like muscles, piercings and tattoos.â he couldnât sound more dejected if he tried.Â
âIs that why you're wearing your hoops again?â Namjoonâs laughter grew louder, pointing at his own pierced ears as he looked at Yoongiâs. âAnd why are you going to the gym again?â
âNoâ how do you know I went to the gym?â
âHobi told me he ran into you. It's cool though. Iâm not here to judge.âÂ
Namjoon better not judge him, as he was the one to get Yoongi in this mess in the first place. Yeah, he had unrequited feelings for you, and yeah, he imagined plenty of what if scenarios where he grew the balls to ask you out, or make a move on you. But was this the way his friend had to help him out? By planting ideas in your head and making you offer him something like this?Â
Yoongiâs heated thought process was interrupted as his phone started to buzz inside his pants pocket and his heart skipped a beat when he read the name on the notifications.
âOof, that friendzone gotta hurt.â Namjoon said, over Yoongiâs shoulder. His height gave him an advantage that was almost as annoying as his nosy tendencies.Â
âI swear to fucking godââ Yoongi rasped, shutting his phone and shoving it in his pocket.Â
âHey, at least you might get a handy today, huh?â the younger man wiggled his eyebrows suggestively, running away before Yoongi could throw a bag of chips on his head. âAnd clearly your kiss can't have been that bad, if she's coming to you for help again.â
âNot helping, Joonah.âÂ
Your text did light him up a little bit, and Namjoon wasnât all that wrong. If you were asking him for help with whatever it was you needed, you didnât change your mind about this, and you didnât go to someone else for it; friend or foe.Â
You didnât specify just what you needed help with, but Yoongi took a longer shower just in case, scrubbing his body from top to bottom, brushing his teeth just a little harder, blow drying his hair just a little fluffier. Just in case.Â
You might just ask him questions and not actually want to do anything, but on the off chance that you did, Yoongi wanted to be ready for you.Â
He wasnât proud to say that he spent just a little longer inside his decent sized closet deciding on what to wear. Yoongi didnât want to try too hard, as it would make things too obvious, but he also didnât think sweats and a white t-shirt were good enough either. But then again, if Jeon Jungkook was your ideal type, maybe he could grab oversized black clothes and call it a night.Â
âEveryone is already here, hyung.â Namjoon said from the outside of his door, and thatâs when Yoongi started to rush.Â
He ended up picking a pair of jeans with holes on the knees, but that was nicely fitted on his hips, and a soft blue sweater with some green at the end of the sleeves. Hoping he didnât go too hard on his favorite cologne, Yoongi left his bedroom to find the seven of you already taking over his living room and kitchen space.Â
Jimin and Taehyung were being disgusting on his couch, giggling as they looked over something on the formerâs phone. Jungkook and Seokjin were sitting on the floor, looking up at the TV as they clearly searched for something to watch tonight. Hoseok and Namjoon were in the kitchen, helping you make popcorn.Â
Microwave popcorn shouldnât be so hard that it took three people to make it, but you had a routine. You hated it when you took it out too early, meaning half the corn didnât have time to pop, but it was even worse to leave it in the machine for too long so that it burned. So it took one of you sniffing for any hint of burnt popcorn, another one to pilot the STOP and ON buttons, and a third one listening in for the popping sounds.Â
And, of course, it took giving you a good look over to almost stop Yoongiâs heart altogether.Â
Just because you had no business looking so damn pretty all the time.Â
Today you were wearing one of Yoongiâs favorite styles on you; a lilac suede overall dress that made you look like a cute gardener with a long sleeved shirt under it. Your hair was falling in soft waves, as if you had taken the time to style them before coming, which made Yoongi wonder if you had the same thought process as he had.Â
âHyung! There you are!â Hoseok announced his presence for everyone to hear, in that chirpy way of his, and Yoongiâs ears burned a little as the attention of the room landed on him. âThe popcorn is almostâ wait, wait, stop!âÂ
âStopping!â you announced, clicking on the button to pause the microwave. âThat was a close one, commander.âÂ
Yoongi couldnât help the little chuckle he let out while watching you and his two best friendâs dramatics, shoulders shaking a little, gums probably out for the others to see.Â
âHave you gotten from here, Joon?â you turned to the taller man, who nodded while taking the last popcorn packet from the microwave.Â
You turned towards Yoongi again, who seemed frozen in place until that very moment. You grabbed the three tubs of popcorn that were already ready and took them with you to the couch, nodding your head for Yoongi to follow you. And he was a little socially awkward by nature, but he didnât think he made a fool out of himself as the others knew he was more on the quiet side most of the time.Â
âAlright, who let the maknaes choose the movie?â you were saying as you stepped on the soft black rug that took over half of the living room.Â
âWho are you calling a maknaeââ Seokjin threw a glare over his shoulder, one you answered with a scrunch of your nose.Â
âWhatâs wrong with our movie taste, noona?â Jungkook asked you, about to pout.Â
You handed Jungkook and Seokjin a tub of popcorn, and another one to Taehyung and Jimin, keeping the last one for yourself as you sat down in the middle of the couch, having to scoot a little awkwardly as if your overall-dress made it hard for you to move.Â
âThe problem is not your taste in movies, but you never agree on anything.â Yoongi supplied, making you nod in agreement. âJungkook-ah is going to either pick a superhero movie that weâve all seen before, or a horror movie, and hyung will be too scared to watch anything with serial killers or ghosts and shit.âÂ
âThatâs because I live alone and have an old man's bladder and donât like having to run from demons on the way back from the bathroom, in the middle of the night, thank you very much!â Seokjin complained in that rushed way of his, making you giggle.Â
Namjoon and Hoseok joined the rest of you in the living room, with the last tub of popcorn. The packs of chips and other snacks were already on the center table, alongside glasses of soda.Â
Yes, Yoongi was still standing, but thatâs because he always had to be the last one to sit down. Everyone always complained that they didnât know how to work the lighting system of his smart home, and Yoongi had to be the one to dim the lights low enough so the television was the focus point, but not dark enough that they couldnât see anything else.Â
When Yoongi finally made his way to the couch, everyone was already paired up and laying down with their snacks of choice.Â
Jimin had exchanged his best friend for his boyfriend and was now sitting between Jungkookâs legs, resting against his chest. Tae was still sitting beside them, never minding the third willing. You were right in the middle of the couch, where it was your preferred spot. Hoseok was right next to you, followed by Namjoon and Seokjin.Â
Before Yoongi could walk to the edge of the couch, to join the hyung, you spoke:Â
âHobi, can you scoot over a little?â you asked the man with little taps to his thigh. âCome sit next to me, Yoon.âÂ
The living room was silent as everyone stared at Yoongi once again, just another proof that the only person oblivious to his feelings toward you was, well, you. But at least Yoongi wasnât completely awkward when it came to you; there was no stumbling, no hesitating, no fumbling around as space was opened on the sofa so he could sit between you and Hoseok.Â
You handed him the popcorn you were about to share as you unfolded one of the wool blankets and threw it over your legs, more concerned about covering your legs and getting comfortable than actually escaping the cold. While the younger boys bickered over the final movie choice and which sound configuration was best for the settled genre, the three other guys started a heated discussion over something political they heard on the news.
When Yoongi looked at you, you were already looking at him.Â
âI like your ripped pants.â you said with an easy smile, reaching to slip two fingers inside the wide holes on his knees. âDidnât know you had things like this.âÂ
âThatâs because hyungâs fashion sense only includes either a blazer and white shirt or dress pants and a hoodie.â Jimin teased from the other side.Â
âIâm sorry Iâm not into Chelsea boots and skinny jeans.â Yoongi scoffed, which wasnât really a jab at Jiminâs fashion sense. Even Yoongi could admit the blonde man knew how to dress better than most.Â
âYouâre forgiven.â Jimin was grinning, which was noticeable even in the dimmed atmosphere of the room.Â
Your fingers were still tracing random patterns on his knee as you said: âDonât listen to Jiminie, I like your style.âÂ
âThanks. I like yours too.â he said, which somehow made you giggle.Â
âYou donât think I look like a little girl?â you asked in what must have been a moment of self doubt.Â
âNah, just cute.âÂ
You smiled appreciatively at him, throwing half of the blanket over Yoongiâs legs so you could share. He handed you the tub with popcorn and the movie finally started; the thumping of the bass from the intro not the only thing making his heart accelerate.Â
The group ended up deciding on a new movie with a few known actors, like IU âthe only woman Jungkook would ever turn straight forâ, no demons to scare Seokjin, and no blood to make Taehyung queasy.Â
The drama wasnât Yoongiâs particular cup of tea, but he wouldnât be paying attention to it anyways. Not when you felt so warm sitting so close to him, smelling so good. And not when his brain was filled with the possibilities of what was coming next, after everyone had left.Â
You and Yoongi shared the popcorn, hands brushing every now and then as if you were in a teen movie. You didnât seem to notice it, however, engrossed in the movie. You had tears in your eyes during some of the more emotionally heavy scenes, but held them in pretty well.Â
While you could.Â
Thirty minutes into the movie and the popcorn was over, the tub resting somewhere on the floor, and you were aggressively wiping tears from your eyes with your sleeves.Â
âJust let her keep her baby.â you said under your breath, moving your arm under Yoongiâs so you could hug it like a safety blanket, cheek pressed hard against his shoulder. âThey will be okay, right?âÂ
âMhm, yeah. Everything is going to be fine.âÂ
Yoongi had no way of knowing that, especially when it came to this kind of movie. But heâd be damned if he didnât try to soothe you. You nodded softly in response, snuggling into his arm a little harder, pressing your body to his completely. You were exactly like this, Yoongi told himself. Youâd be clinging to whoever was sitting next to you, and it just so happened to be him.Â
That was okay, he told himself as he quietly sniffed your hair, because, at least right now, it was him you were clinging to.Â
SEPTEMBER 23RD | 22:15
It wasnât surprising the way Yoongi was a lot more relaxed by the end of the movie, but it was a little shameful that he grew more and more at ease as his friends started to take their leave. Yoongi dealt better with smaller groups of people at a time, even if he loved every one of his friends; yes, even Jungkook and all his piercings and tattoos. It wasnât the maknaeâs fault that you were apparently so attracted to him when you first met.Â
Hell, even Yoongi caught himself gawking at Jungkook whenever he put a little more effort into looking good; like when he combed his hair off his forehead, or wore the black jeans that may or may not belong to Jimin.Â
âYou guys can leave it, Iâll do it.â Yoongi insisted as you and Hoseok continued to clean up the living room.Â
âItâs alright, hyung, I donât mind.â Hoseok told him as he knelt on the rug to pick up stray pieces of popcorn and chips that eventually made it to the floor. âWeâll just finish it up and go. Iâll drive you home when weâre done.âÂ
âMe?â you blinked, as Hoseok clearly meant you, eyes moving to Yoongi as you silently asked for help. âThankâs, but Iâm not going home yet.âÂ
âOh.â Hoseok nodded. Then stopped. His eyes widened for a fraction of a second and his neck almost snapped with how fast he turned to Yoongiâs direction, sending him a sly grin. âOhh.âÂ
Yoongi was shaking his head at Hoseok, with wide eyes and behind your back, telling his friend to cut it out as you picked up the empty boxes of pizza. Hobi winked in slow motion and sent Yoongi a thumbs up, which made him sigh.Â
The job of tying it up the living room and kitchen was a lot easier now that he had more help, and fifteen minutes later, the dishes were washed, the couch was clear of any mess, and Yoongi was walking Hoseok out of his apartment.Â
âSo.â Hoseok spoke quietly, which Yoongi appreciated, but it still made him cringe a little on the inside as his friend teased: âYou two, huh?âÂ
âItâs not what youâre thinking.â Yoongi stated, holding the front door open while the younger man put his shoes on.Â
âYou donât know what Iâm thinking.â Hoseok squinted his eyes, but his knowing smile was enough to make Yoongiâs ears burn.Â
âI can assure you.â Yoongi chuckled, as there was no way his friend would ever be able to guess why you were staying longer tonight. âNight, Hobah.âÂ
Hoseok waited as the elevator dinged and walked in after the automatic doors opened for him, singing: âGoodnight, hyung. Donât do anything I wouldnât do!âÂ
And, just like that, he was gone and Yoongi could breathe a little easier. And, just like that, you were alone together after what felt like ages.Â
Yoongi found you sitting on the couch, looking a little tired, eyes still a little red from when you cried at the end of the movie. He mustnât look so hot either, social battery on its lowest setting. At least he never felt like he needed to try hard with you, surprisingly. There was never a need to be entertaining, to talk more than he wanted to, to constantly search for something to do.Â
He could just sit next to you and do nothing, and it didnât feel awkward, you were never bothered by his quieter moments. You also had a way of bringing out his other sides, too; the joker, the one with the weird noises and funky dances, and also the deep one that could talk about music for hours and had random facts to spill.Â
âMovie nights are fun, but you always look a little dead after.â you giggled, and it wasnât even an insult. Yoongi felt a little dead as he sat down next to you, relaxing into his couch cushion.Â
âI know Iâm not that much older than them, but sometimes I feel like I can't keep up.â he chuckled with closed eyes, basking on the quietude that was only ever broken by your giggles.
âOkay, grandpa. Do you want me to leave?â you offered, which made Yoongi open his eyes and look at you.Â
By now, the mood lights in the living room had been put into a brighter setting than during the movie, but not uncomfortably so. Yoongi could still see the blush on your cheeks, the hesitation in your eyes and the way your fingers fiddled with each other.Â
Yoongi didnât want you to leave, however. No matter how tired or drained he felt, this was the first time he had a chance to be alone with you all week. And when the last memory he had of a moment like this came along with the feeling of your lips on him, he really wanted you to stay.Â
âNot really.â he replied, and maybe it was wishful thinking, but he thought he saw you breathe a little easier. âYou, uh, needed help, right?â
âYeah, but I can just come back another time, I don't mind.â you assured him, always one to worry about his boundaries and need for the occasional alone time. It warmed his heart, in more ways than one.Â
âI promise I'm fine, doll. You said something about your book?â Yoongi wasnât trying to push, in case you changed your mind, but your eager nod as he mentioned it made him sit up a little straighter on the sofa.Â
âOkay, so, I was reading chapter eleven again and I really agreed with Joon's notes on it.â you said as you turned a little more to the side, so you were facing him.Â
âWhich were?â
âIt wasn't realistic, the, uh, sexy scene.â you explained with a nibble on your bottom lip, the blush was dusted on your cheeks again. âJust because there are things that I don't exactly know how they happen.â
âOkay. You wanna ask me about it?â
âSure. But I was hoping that showing me might work better?â there it was, the hesitation again. Your words were already causing something to stir in Yoongiâs lower belly, but he kept his cool. âMaybe. If you're okay with that.â
âYou need to tell me what it is first, doll, or I can't tell you that.â he chuckled, hoping it would help you relax a little more around him.Â
Not that Yoongi wasnât having a little moment of nervous anxiety himself, this was you, he didnât think heâd ever be completely cool about any of this. But he wanted to help you, and he wanted to be good for you. Even if the only chance he ever got to do that was purely platonic.Â
âRight, right, just... I feel kinda bad now that we're here.â you said with a frown, reaching out on instinct to thread your pinky through his.Â
âDid you change your mind? Because thatâs okay, too, we can just forget about it.â Yoongi had to swallow a lump in his throat, but he meant every word.Â
âNo, not at all... I just feel like I'm using you in a way.â you said, eyes downcast as you looked at your linked fingers. You let out a small laugh, but it was a bitter one. âThis is ridiculous, right? I'm sitting here, about to ask you to show me how you get hard. And what do you get in return?â
Yoongiâs breath intake was a little harsh as he held back a groan, fingers flexing of their own accord. In what should be a joke to lighten the mood, but that immediately made him fluster, he said: âAn orgasm, maybe?â
âBe serious.â you rolled your pretty eyes, but an even prettier smile broke on your face.Â
âI am! Unless you want to see how it goes down naturally as well?â Yoongi really hoped you said no.Â
âNo, that's not part of it. There's something else I want, butââ
âOh?â
ââweâll cross that bridge when we get to it.âÂ
The possibilities were making Yoongiâs mind go a little hazy, butterflies that felt more like bats in the cave of his stomach, and his dick was already twitching in his pants. So much so that he feared he might get hard before you even had the chance to actually see it happen.Â
âKay. How do you wanna do this?â
âUh, I really didn't think this far.â you admitted sheepishly.Â
âDo you wanna help?â Yoongi asked, wondering if you wanted him to pull it out and touch himself into full hardness, or if you wanted in on it. âI can guide you.â
âThat might be better, yes.â you nodded, too cute for what was about to happen, and scooted even closer to him so your knees were pressed against his thigh.
Was he really about to do this? Was Yoongi actually going to drop his pants, show you his cock, and let you study him like a guinea pig? God, donât let this get awkward, he was reasoning to whoever was out there listening. He didnât want to scare you with it either, as it wouldnât be good for your kinky-field-search, and even worse for his own pride, so he asked:Â
âYou don't want to start the chapter with the guy just pulling it out, right?â bringing it back to your book might be easier to set the scene for the two of you, too. âYou wanna tease the reader as much as you wanna tease your character.âÂ
âYes, yes, of course.â
âYou might wanna start with some light making out?â he offered, words taking a turn and missing his brain filter altogether.Â
Your eyes widened just a little, instantly dropping to his lips. âShould we?â
âWe don't have to. I'm just telling you what might work well on a scene.â he lied.Â
âWhat if I want to?â
Yoongi thought he might be dreaming again as you moved first, leaning closer to him to press your lips together just once, just a peck. Nervous eyes stared up at him as you pulled back but didnât go all too far.Â
âIs this okay?â you asked in a whisper.
âMm. Shouldn't I be asking that?â Yoongi spoke as quietly as you, his hand reaching out to push your hair behind your ear.Â
âI'm not sure.â you looked at his lips again, with a small nervous laugh as your hand rested on his thigh.Â
âIâm okay with it.â he told you, holding back from lunging for your lips again.Â
âMe too. Definitely.â
That was all Yoongi needed to slip his hand to the back of your neck and drag you into another kiss. This time it was longer, a little harder than the soft peck. He moved his mouth first and you followed suit, slightly parting your lips for his tongue to slip into yours. Your little breathy sounds, paired with the tightening of your hand on his thigh, were making Yoongi a little dizzy.Â
You were melting into his kiss, following every lick and every flick of his tongue, allowing him to dictate the pace, deepen the kiss when he wanted. It wasnât missed on Yoongi how much trust you actually put on him to have these experiences with, and he would make sure you never regretted it.Â
Even if nothing ever came of this, he wouldnât burden you with his broken heart, but continue to support you and be there for you regardless.Â
As your hand started moving on his thigh, hiking up, Yoongi groaned against your lips and you swallowed the noise, replying to it with a tiny moan. Yoongi took your bottom lip into his mouth and sucked on it gently, which made your hand squeeze at his thigh and he parted his legs for you in an invitation.Â
You didnât move it to where Yoongi wanted and when he let go of your lip and studied your face, he understood why. He could see how reluctant and shy you looked, eyes pleading with him to help you just a little more.Â
âItâs okay.â he assured you, voice coming out raspy. âGive me your hand.âÂ
You put your palm in his and when Yoongi gently tugged it closer to his ever growing bulge, there was no pulling back, no halting. Just the fear of not knowing what to do. You let out a little gasp as Yoongi placed your hand over the outline of his cock, molding your fingers around it so you could feel all of him.Â
âOh my god.â you breathed out with a little laugh.Â
âToo much?â he checked, loosening the hold on your hand in case you wished to pull back.Â
But now that you were let go of, you didnât retreat, but started touching him, over his pants, at your own accord. You squeezed a little, testing the pressure, tracing the length, and Yoongiâs head fell against the back of the couch, eyes hooded and stuck on you, reading your every reaction.Â
Small sighs and groans left his lips each time you did something he really liked, which made you ask:
âDoes it feel nice?â your whole hand was palming at his crotch and he had to suppress the need to push his hips into your hand, only managing to nod. âYou look so good like this.âÂ
The praise was too much, and he didnât want to cum inside his pants, just from this, so he chose to stare into the ceiling instead. It did little to quell his worries of not lasting long as you took it as an invitation to kiss his neck. Your lips felt as soft as they did against his and the way you let your tongue lick at his heated skin made him bite back a moan.Â
âCan I see you?â you asked in a whiny tone, delivered to his ear, making his cock jump. He wondered if you could feel it.Â
âYeah.â Yoongi nodded and you moved your hand back to his thigh, leaving his neck with one last kiss under his jaw. It was his turn to become a little embarrassed as he said: âUh, you should know, dicks are pretty different from one another, so.â
âI know, Iâve seen dicks before.â you giggled. âIâve watched porn, Yoon.âÂ
Right.Â
Yoongi cursed at himself, because of course you knew what a dick was supposed to look like. You might be inexperienced when it came to having practice, but you werenât sheltered, you werenât naive, and you clearly werenât innocent; not with the type of stuff you wrote about. At least your giggle calmed him down a little, and his own embarrassment made his impending release recede.Â
He pushed his sleeves all the way up to his elbows and pulled the hem of the sweater from the inside of his pants, revealing a small strip of skin of his lower stomach for you. Yoongi didnât know what your little gasp meant, but he chose to believe it was positive. You adjusted yourself on the couch as his fingers reached his pantsâ button and fly, squeezing your thighs together as he pulled them down.Â
Not trying to drag this out or make a mystery of it, Yoongi lifted his hips to push his pants and underwear to the middle of his thighs; a quick pull off of a bandaid, so to speak. His cock jumped free, resting against his lower belly. Hard, leaking pre-cum, the tip a familiar shade of darker pink.Â
He really regretted not masturbating in the shower before everyone arrived, because at least the edge would be off and Yoongi wouldnât need to fear getting off the moment you touched him for the first time.Â
You didnât do much at first, and Yoongi was almost afraid to look at you and find disappointment in your eyes. Your eyes were a little glossy as your tongue poked between your pouty lips. When you noticed his gaze was on you, the spell broke and you reacted.Â
âYouâ Uhm. Thatâs a big one, right?â you asked with a flushed face and neck. âI know I said Iâve seen them, and I know what itâs supposed to be like, but. I didnât expect it to be so long? And fat.âÂ
Your choice of words made Yoongi laugh, an actual belly laugh, shaking shoulders and everything. It made your eyes widen as you blinked cutely, clearly embarrassed.Â
âThanks, doll.â he grinned as his laughter subsided. âAnd yeah, Iâm a little above average.âÂ
âA little?â your eyebrow arched in suspicion as your eyes followed the movement of his hand as he held his cock, squeezing a little to alleviate some of the ache. âSince when are you modest?âÂ
âAlright, I have a big dick.â he agreed with a shrug as he took a leap of faith and kissed your cheek with a hot smack.Â
âThatâs more like the Yoongi I know and love.â you giggled, clearly oblivious to the way your words affected him.Â
Yoongi knew you meant in a friendly kind of love, he felt the same way towards you. But his feelings went a little beyond that, which caused his heart to clench and expand in his chest as he basked in your love, however innocent and platonic it was.Â
âCan I touch you?â you asked and Yoongi really wanted to say you could do anything at all to him.Â
âGo ahead.âÂ
This is the part Yoongi thought would be weird. In his mind, maybe he pictured you poking him in the dick, giggling like a schoolgirl, maybe frowning or looking a little disgusted. God knows that he didnât really know what to do when he saw a pussy for the first time.Â
But you were gentle with the way your fingertips touched him, following the vein on the underside of it, using your thumb to spread the leaking pre-cum around his velvety tip. You were paying attention, yes, and studying him. But it didnât make him feel under a microscope. If anything, it made Yoongi feel appreciated.Â
Your small hand wrapped around his cock and Yoongi sighed, his free hand was resting next to you on the sofa and he had to hold back the urge of touching you. Your thigh was so close to his hand that he could feel the warmth emanating from you, but you hadnât talked about it yet and he feared you might not like that.Â
For now he had to appreciate the feeling of your hand on him, which was more than he ever thought heâd get.Â
When you let go of him, Yoongi feared that might be it, all you needed from him tonight, that youâd tell him you gathered all the information you needed for the chapter. He missed your touch already and having to touch himself after you left would not only be sad, but a little pathetic.Â
You were full of surprises, however, as you brought your hand to your lips and sucked on your tongue, letting your spit fall on your palm. You did know what you were doing after all, as he didnât need to instruct you when your hand got back to his cock and you spread your spit all over him.Â
There were things you were trying, Yoongi noticed as he let go of his shaft in order to allow you to take over. The more you touched him, the more confident you grew, tugging him a little harder, jerking him a little faster. When you fisted at his tip, your small hand wrapping around it and squeezing as your wrist flicked, Yoongiâs moan was too loud.Â
âOh, you like that.â it wasnât a question, but an affirmation as you repeated it one more time before dropping your hand in a tight âoâ all the way down to his base.Â
âYeah, itâs uhmâsensitive.âÂ
Yoongi was breathing heavily as you tugged and stroked his cock. You were a little messy, a bit awkward at times, not really following a steady rhythm, but Yoongi found out that he liked that.Â
âI can feel you pulsing.â you commented in awe, letting out small whines that were half the cause for that very throbbing you were feeling against your palm. âDoes that mean youâre close?âÂ
âNot always.â he shook his head, not sure if he rather look at his cock disappearing and poking out from your fist, or your pretty face as you were obviously getting hot and bothered by this. âBut I am.âÂ
That last information seemed to light a whole new fire within you, making your movements a little more firm and determined. You teased his slit with your thumb as the rest of your hand worked on the underside of his head, making him let out raspy moans, sweat starting to cling at his skin.Â
It took him completely by surprise as your free hand dipped into his hair and you stared at his lips until Yoongi took the hint and leaned in the rest of the way to capture your lips with his. He couldnât really kiss you properly, not in the way that he wanted to, and it basically meant that he was moaning against your lips and licking around your mouth more than actually kissing, but it was tearing whines from you either way, and your movements never stopped.Â
âGonna cum, babyââÂ
The term of endearment was a slip, one that Yoongi would justify by being in the throes of the moment if you ever asked him about it, and not because he dreamed about calling you baby for years now. You didnât complain, however, as you flicked your wrist in an upstroke, in that way you already knew he liked, and you squeezed at his hair just as he couldnât hold back anymore.Â
Yoongi felt his lower stomach tense, his cock throb as it felt impossibly hard and borderline painful. He let go of what was holding him back and allowed himself to enjoy the pleasure the girl of his dreams was giving him; thick ribbons of white shooting out of his tip as he groaned what sounded a lot like your name.Â
You pulled away from his lips to look as the last strings leaked out, movements slowing down, but not completely stopping.Â
âThat was beautiful.â you said in that breathy tone that let Yoongi know you were affected. âYouâre so beautiful, Yoongi.âÂ
âStop that.â he chuckled, cheeks flustered as he watched you milk his cock of the last drops. âIâm the one who had an orgasm, youâre not supposed to be the delirious one.â
âI mean it.â you assured him, not an ounce of doubt in your words. âYouâre incredible.âÂ
"You're the one who did all the work, doll."Â
You giggled softly because you agreed, letting his softening cock go as you rested it against his stomach. Clearly you didn't know what to do next, and Yoongi intended on getting up to clean himself up, grab some tissues to clean your hand, he just needed a couple of minutes to catch his breath.Â
Yoongi watched as you brought your dirty hand to your face to sniff his release and then swipe your tongue, licking at his cum. It made him groan and intake a breath, wanting to laugh at your childish curiosity. Your nose scrunched a little, obviously surprised, but you weren't gaging, which was a good thing.Â
"That's stronger than I thought." was your conclusion. "Not horrible, though."
Yoongi wanted to tell you that the taste and the way cum looked changed a little, depending on how many times and how often people with dicks had sex or masturbated, but that would include telling you that his sex life was practically nonexistent and even his solo time was cut short by his long studio hours.Â
"Can I wash my hands on your sink?" you asked already up from the couch and walking a little funny as you tried to play it cool.Â
"Sure."
Yoongi could only imagine why you were walking like that, wondering if your panties were so wet with your arousal that you were a little uncomfortable. Of course that would mean that you actually enjoyed yourself while jerking him off, that it wasn't purely for your research.Â
And then again, didn't he already know that? He saw the way you looked at him, he heard your little mewls and moans and you didn't have to kiss him like that but you still did.Â
When you got back to the couch, your hand was clean and you were offering him a paper towel so he could clean himself too, realizing then that he was just sitting there, pants still around his thighs and cock out. He felt a little silly, but took the paper and wiped himself as best as he could before tucking himself back into his underwear and buttoning his pants in place.Â
"I had fun tonight." you told him, in what should be a way of saying goodbye, but it didn't match the way you settled on his couch once more, folding your legs under you Â
"Yeah? You seemed to enjoy the movie." Yoongi turned toward you after bunching the paper towel in a sticky ball and throwing it at his center table.Â
"I mean with you." you half whispered, tapping your bottom lip as an irrational movement, which inevitably dragged Yoongiâs eyes to them. "I'm glad I came to you with this."
"So you haven't changed your mind?"Â
You shook your head, lighting up with a smile as you said: "I'm excited to try more."Â
"Like what?" Yoongi had suggestions of his own, but this was about you so he didn't want to project his own wishes and wants on you.Â
And, thankfully, you were pretty good at telling him what you wanted, despite how shy you got while at it.Â
"Maybe you could do something to me next time?" you offered, Yoongi nodded. "Like⊠whatever you feel like."
"Want me to eat you out?"Â
"Are you offering or asking me?" you replied, eyes a little wide, breath a little dragged.Â
"Same thing, doll."Â
"Okay."Â
You agreed softly and it was all Yoongi needed to pull his legs up and crawl to you. Your eyes only grew as you watched him approach, hands resting on his chest as he began laying you down on his couch, gazes stuck to each other.Â
âYâyou mean nânow?â you stuttered and even that sounded cute to Yoongi.Â
âIs that okay?â he paused, nose an inch away from yours.Â
âYeah.â you sighed, letting your back fall against the couch, head resting on the arm of the sofa.Â
âStop me anytime you want.â Yoongi told you, leaning forward to peck your lips. âOr tell me to keep going when you like something.âÂ
âIâm convinced Iâll like everything coming from you.â you admitted with a shy chuckle, hands on each side of Yoongiâs neck as you kept him there to kiss his lips a little longer.Â
âI sure hope so.â his laugh was easy, as was everything when it came to you. No matter how complicated his feelings were.Â
Yoongi dragged his lips against your skin, from your jaw and down to your throat. Your legs parted for him to fit in between them and as your hands got lost in his long hair, making him grunt appreciatively each time you pulled, it felt like an invitation for him to touch you, to feel you. He trusted that you would stop him if you didnât want any of it, and you never did.Â
This didnât feel like an agreement, didnât feel like he was doing you a favor by showing you how things worked, making you feel things for the sake of gathering experience for your book. So it was easy to forget thatâs all it was, and even easier to feel like you were lovers.Â
Yoongiâs hands were roaming your body, touching your sides until he reached your thigh. His mouth was opening and closing against your neck, tongue licking at your skin as you squirmed under him, letting out the prettiest moans. More than anything, he wanted to bite you, leave a pretty bruise on your skin, mark you as his.Â
But you werenât. So he couldnât.Â
âYoon, please.â you pleaded, so sweetly that it made his cock stir inside his pants.Â
Yoongi could never deny you, he wasnât about to start now. Pulling back from you to kneel between your legs, he was slow with the way he raised the skirt of your overalls, just enough to let him see your bottom half, the softness of your lower stomach and your cute belly button. He didn't want to seem too greedy and raise it up too much.Â
Even though he was.Â
You were wearing black panties, a little sheer, delicate fabric, with tiny lace frills around the elastic band and an even tinier bow at the front. It wasnât the kind of underwear one wore if no one was about to see them. It made him wonder if you picked those for him.Â
Did you wear them just in case? Did you worry about him liking it?Â
The way you were staring at him expectantly let him know that you did.Â
âI like these.â he told you and you smiled with pink cheeks. âWere you thinking of me when you chose to wear them?âÂ
âI bought them for you.â you admitted with a squirm, threatening to close your legs, but his body was on the way. âI didnât really have any reasons to own lingerie before.âÂ
Does the top match? He wanted to ask, but refrained from it. All in due time.Â
Yoongi touched your knees, thighs, feeling your smooth skin under his fingertips, all the way up your hips to hook his fingers on the elastic bands. âIs it okay if I take them off?âÂ
âUhââ you hesitated, which made Yoongi worry. He started to retrieve his hands when you held onto his wrists to keep them there. âYeah, itâs fine, justâ What if you think I look weird?âÂ
âYou could never look weird, doll.â he marveled.Â
You huffed in a âhow would you knowâ way and chided: âI hope you know youâll be the first to see me like this.â as if he didnât know. As if he wasnât fucking proud of that. âWell, you and the brazilian lady from the waxing place yesterday, but I donât think she counts.âÂ
âI can live with that.âÂ
He could also live here. With you under him. On his couch. Sharing his space. Your laughs filling the silence of his home, your touches filling the empty spots of his heart.Â
When you let go of his wrists and lifted your hips, Yoongi pulled your underwear down your legs, trying not to stare, but unable to look away as you were revealed for him. You were perfect, but he knew you would be. Soft lips, looking a little puffy as your arousal clinged to you, making you all shiny and delicious.Â
You spread your legs a little wider, opening yourself to him, inviting him in. You were the most beautiful woman he had ever seen in his life, there was no question about it. Yoongi had never been rendered speechless like this before, hands resting on your legs as he just⊠Breathed.Â
Hard.Â
Heavy.Â
You reached out for his wrist, squeezing it, thumb caressing his skin in a way that was soothing, as if he was the one that needed reassurance. It was enough to make him snap out of whatever trance he was under and lean down to lay on the couch, between your legs, and start to kiss the inside of your thigh.Â
âOh, fuck.âÂ
He had never heard you curse like that before, and it made him greedy to hear more of that. Yoongi trailed kisses on your skin, moving closer and closer to your pussy until he reached it. Yoongi didnât want to overwhelm you, but he couldnât really go slow, not when he was dying to taste you.Â
His tongue slipped out of his mouth and dipped between your folds, licking a stripe all the way up. Your moan was worth it, your taste was better than he could have expected.Â
âHowâs that?â Yoongi checked in with you, peppering kisses all over your lips before moving his tongue up and down your soaking cunt.Â
âThatâshit, Iâ my god, Yoongi!âÂ
âThat good, huh?â he chuckled close to your pussy so you would feel the vibrations and it made you arch your back.Â
âCan you justâ keep going?âÂ
Yoongi looked at you from between your legs, noticing the lip worried between your teeth, your half lidded gaze, the hands resting on your lower stomach as you squeezed the suede fabric of your dress.Â
His hands slipped under your thighs and he pulled you down with strong arms, making you squeal and cry out as his mouth latched onto your pussy and he ate you like a man starved. Yoongi was good at it, if he said so himself, and he was about to prove it to you.Â
His tongue was quick and purposeful as he explored your pussy, teasing your hole with little circles, only to drag all the way up to your clit. He was drinking from you, swallowing hard, using his lips and tongue to make you feel good. You werenât able to stay quiet, it seemed, hips starting to rock at their own accord.Â
âYou taste so fucking good.â he told you, and it was true.Â
âYou feel really good, too.â you admitted with a long, dragged moan.Â
His lips formed a pout around your clit and Yoongi held it there, sucking softly with rhythmic movements of his tongue around it. Thatâs when your hand grabbed onto his hair and you held on for dear life, keeping him there. Not that he would dare move as your moans and the clenching of your cunt under him were telling him you were close.Â
It was more than a little exciting, to know he was the first to taste you, the first to make you unravel like this, the first person to make you cum. In a way, even if nothing serious came out of this, Yoongi would still forever be your first. He hoped youâd always remember him like this, with his face shoved between your legs. A more selfish part of him hoped no one would ever be this good to you, no one would make you moan and cry so loud that the neighbors might hear.Â
Yoongi could worry about those implications later, for now he would focus on making you cum on his tongue.Â
âOh fuck, Iâm so close, please donât stop, pleaseââÂ
Your pleas and moans were desperate, making Yoongi almost start to hump his own couch just to find relief for his bulge that was already swollen and begging for attention. The sting on his scalp was painful, but he loved it, especially because it meant you were enjoying yourself.Â
Yoongiâs sole focus was on your clit, drawing quick circles with the flat of his tongue, until a cry of his name made his ears buzz and his eyes roll to the back of his head as you started trembling underneath him, your orgasm washing over you. Your thighs closed around his head, keeping him there, and he continued to lick you through your climax, a little gentler this time, so that you could enjoy that feeling for as long as possible.Â
Only when your hand dropped from his hair and your legs fell open, did he stop.Â
You were both breathless when Yoongi pulled away to lay down next to you. He was so drunk on you and your taste on his lips that he didnât let his overthinking get the best of him. Yoongi simply pulled you into his chest, and you willingly clung to him, laying on your side, as you tried to regulate your breathing.Â
âIf thatâs how it always feels, Iâm really fucking mad at myself for not doing this before.â you giggled, but it was muffled by his chest.Â
âThatâs how it always feels with me.â Yoongi pointed out, letting himself brag. âUnfortunately, most guys out there donât know where anything is.â
âOh.â you looked up at him with somewhat wet eyes and red bitten lips. âWell. I might just keep coming back to you, then.âÂ
âThatâs fine with me, doll.âÂ
OCTOBER 11TH | 16:05
If one wanted to find Min Yoongi, chances were, heâd be in his studio. His workspace, located in a tall building in Yeongsan, was where he spent most of his days, including weekends. The studio, affectionately named Genius Lab, had everything Yoongi needed; his desk filled with the best equipment for recording and producing, a couch where he could nap whenever he was too tired to function properly, a mini fridge where he kept a few drinks and quick snacks, and dark decor and lighting that made the space entertaining and homey enough.Â
On a good day, heâd be in the zone. So focused on whatever he was working on that day that the world could be falling to pieces outside of his soundproof walls, there could be a zombie outbreak, and Yoongi wouldnât even notice it.Â
But then there were days like today.Â
Yoongi had been going over the same verse for what felt like the thousandth time and he simply did not like how it sounded, his metaphors werenât good enough, the flow was weak. And the producer, lyricist and rapper wasnât the kind to just easily move on to the next project, come back to this later with a clearer mind. No, Yoongi would obsess over something and only actually move forward once he fixed what needed fixing.Â
His back was killing him from being hunched over his keyboard for the last however many minutes, his neck felt stiff, and he was stressed. Grabbing for his phone on his desk, Yoongi noticed two things.Â
Firstly, it was the middle of the afternoon already, when he thought it was just after lunch, so maybe he was stuck on this one song for longer than he hoped.Â
And, secondly, Yoongi missed you.Â
Now, he didnât have it that bad for you that simply looking at the time reminded him of you, no. But your face was the image that greeted him when he awoke his sleeping phone, staring back at him, right on his screen background. Again, he was that obsessed to have made you his wallpaper, you had done it yourself, just five days ago, in what he was sure was supposed to be a joke, a lesson to not leave his phone unattended next to you.Â
Yoongi just didnât have the time to change it back to the picture of his family dog just yet.Â
Things between the two of you had been going steady for the past few weeks now, almost a whole month ever since you walked into this very room and asked him to help you learn things for your book. You saw each other a few times every week, either with your friends or just you and him, but something always happened.Â
Either hidden kisses and stolen moments behind the boysâ backs, or youâd go to his apartment over the weekend and stay the night. Your sessions usually involved a lot of making out, some heavy groping, handjobs, fingering or heâd eat you out. You always had lots of questions for him, which he did his best to answer with examples and practicing time.Â
Yoongi wondered if you were as affected by it as he was. Sometimes he asked himself if your yearning eyes, long lasting touches and sweet kisses even after you were done meant something to you as much as they meant to him. He didnât think you were a cruel person to pretend not to notice how infatuated he was with you, but there were only so many times one could call another person baby or fall asleep holding each other, before one starts to wonder if thereâs something more there.Â
As Yoongiâs phone turned dark again, he wondered if you were busy. You lived fairly close to his work, everyone in the building pretty much already knew you, so he wouldnât get in trouble if you came over. He could use a distraction, maybe you could have something to drink at the coffee shop downstairs, itâs been a while since you met there for an afternoon snack.Â
To say that escalated would be an understatement. Yoongi didnât message you with those intentions in mind, but after reading the text conversation again, he could understand how he sounded. The man was slightly awkward when it came to texting, much preferring calls or talking in person. You were always full of emojis and funny ways of communicating, which he thought was cute.Â
But then again, Yoongi thought everything you did was cute.Â
And he had exactly twenty minutes to get his shit together and stop acting like such a simp, as that was the time that it took for you to walk from your apartment to his studio. A little more than that if you were in your pajamas and had to change before leaving the house.Â
At the knock on his door, Yoongi got up to unlock his studio and let you in, but before he could even say hello, you were throwing your arms around his neck and pressing your lips against his. Just a smack of your lips, but still enough to surprise Yoongi.Â
âHi.â you whispered with a little smile. You had never greeted him like this before, especially not in the middle of the hallway, where anyone could see.Â
âHeyââ Yoongi finally snapped out of it as you slipped your shoes off and walked into the room, going straight to the couch. âI swear this isnât a booty call.âÂ
He didnât really know why he felt the need to reiterate his pure intentions, lest you think thatâs the only reason he had to want you over.Â
âI know, I was just messing with you.â you giggled as you folded your legs under yourself and Yoongi took a breath of relief. âI just guessed you either wanted to show me something new or a distraction from your genius creations.âÂ
Yoongi scoffed lightly as he walked back to his chair, dropping down onto it with a squeak. âGot nothing genius to share today, Iâm afraid.âÂ
âNew project giving you a hard time?â you asked, leaning forward and tilting your head as you watched him.Â
âYou could say that.â Yoongi nodded, bringing a thumb to his mouth to bite and pull at the little piece of skin that had been bothering him for the past hour.Â
âIs it for the important meeting you have next week?â you asked as you pulled his hand away from his mouth and brought it to your own lips to kiss at the corner of his finger as you noticed how red it looked.Â
And this shit right here, this is exactly what he meant. Thereâs no way you didnât feel something for him, when you did things like these, right? Wishful thinking or not, it made Yoongiâs heart swoon and his cheeks feel hot.Â
âNot at all, so I guess I have two reasons to be worried.â his laugh was void of amusement and filled with self-deprecation.Â
âOh, no.â you scrunched your nose, only now letting go of his hand. âHonestly, Yoon, you have no reason to worry at all. Not about the meeting, not about whatever project is being annoying. Youâre great. Youâre more than great, youâre the best producer I know.â
âDo you know many producers?â Yoongi challenged you with a cocked eyebrow, and this time his laugh was a little more real.Â
âAt least two.â you pointed out in a matter of factly way. âAnd donât tell Hobi, but youâre my favorite one.â
âHow can I be sure you donât tell him the same thing?â
âI guess youâll never know.â you grinned, white teeth behind a dark lipstick smile. Now that autumn was in full swing, your wardrobe and seasonal makeup were changing, it seemed. âIs that for Agust D or someone else?â
You were nodding at his computer screen behind him, which was still opened in the latest mixing program he used to add his vocals to the melody he already had. Â
âThatâs mine, yeah.â
âWhatâs the problem with it?â you got up from the couch, walking to the desk and leaning over it with your hands flat on the wood top. Yoongi turned his chair to face you, smiling at the lines on your forehead as you tried to figure out what all of the lines, splits and soundwaves meant.Â
âNot sure I like it.â he told you with a long, dragged out sigh.Â
âCan I hear what you have so far?â you asked as you turned to him instead of the monitor.Â
And, the thing was, Yoongi never let anybody hear his songs before he was 100% happy with it. Not Hoseok. Not Pdogg. Not even Bang PD and that was his boss. But you were looking at him so expectantly, and you were always so excited to be one of the firsts to hear his music that he couldnât say no to you. Ever.Â
Yoongi nodded and your sweet smile was already enough to calm his nerves and ill intended feelings towards his music.Â
Yoongi rolled his chair a little closer to you, so he could reach for his mouse and move the song back to the start so he could play it for you, but you took it as an invitation to sit on his lap. Not that he wouldnât actually invite you if he thought it was an option. Which he didnât. But he was glad that it was.Â
The producer was also glad for the way that you so naturally fit there, sitting on his leg, one arm naturally circling his shoulders as his wrapped around your waist to make sure you were balanced.Â
âWhat is it called?â you were asking, looking at him from so close that he could see the little freckle on your eye.Â
âPeople.âÂ
Yoongi pressed the right button with the mouse and adjusted the volume of the song so you could hear everything as one and not be deafened by the bass that he was working on previously. The song sounded a little different from what he was used to putting out, like âAgust Dâ, âGive it to meâ or âThe lastâ, which was probably the reason he was feeling so weird about it in the first place.Â
Itâs not that he didnât like the song itself, but he was worried that it was not what people expected of him.Â
You were nodding your head as you both listened to it playing, trying to school your features in an attempt to not let it show how you felt about it. But when it got to the chorus, you couldnât hold back the smile that was pushed onto your lips as you heard him sing.Â
Yoongi avoided looking at you after that, as his own smile was difficult to contain.Â
When the song came to an end, you turned to him with the biggest grin, and Yoongiâs cheeks were puffed as she smiled at your reactions; internally rolling his eyes at himself and his inability of keeping a straight face when it came to you and his music.Â
âSo, whatâs wrong with it?â you asked as the hand that was around his shoulders touched the back of his neck, nails scratching at his nape.Â
âIââ Yoongi sighed, almost purred, relaxing into your touch, forehead resting on your cheek as he couldnât help himself. âDonât remember.âÂ
âThat sounds more like it.â you giggled, wrapping the other arm around him as he did the same to your middle. âAll you needed was to get out of your head a little, huh?âÂ
âI guess.âÂ
And you. He definitely needed you. To wordlessly assure him his song was good, to enjoy listening to it, making him laugh and breathe and stop overthinking. You barely did anything at all and yet it felt like so much.Â
âGlad I could help.â you were smiling. Yoongi could feel it even if he couldnât see it.Â
âYou always do.âÂ
âI can⊠You know?â you started softly, almost hesitantly, and Yoongi pulled back enough to look at you. Explaining, you said: âHelp you.âÂ
âYou just did.â he insisted, but Yoongi could read it in your eyes that there was something more.Â
âNo, I mean⊠This arrangement doesnât have to be just for me.â your eyes dropped to his lips and Yoongi licked at his bottom lip on instinct, something inside him stirring into life. âIâm here if you need me. For whatever.âÂ
âDoll.âÂ
It was a warning, but Yoongi wasnât sure of what. Was he warning you that he might say yes? That he might be falling for you? At this point it felt like it was too late to warn you about that last one.Â
âWould you let me?â you asked, a little more steadily, hand touching the side of his face, thumb running across his cheek. âLet me take care of you.âÂ
âOkay.âÂ
âCan I kiss you?âÂ
Yoongi nodded, even if you didnât even have to ask. This was dangerous, at least for the man, as kissing you was easily becoming one of his favorite things to do. He hugged you a little tighter as you started placing tiny kisses against his lips, just because. And then your mouth pressed against his, properly this time, and it stayed there for a while longer.Â
You were dictating the pace and the intensity of the kiss, and Yoongi let you. He wanted to see how far you would take this, how you intended on taking care of him, so he followed your lead, moving his lips against yours only when you did so. Your tongue slipped past your lips to lick at his and Yoongi parted his mouth and chased yours.
Only for you to pull back with a teasing little smile and playful eyes.Â
âWhat a greedy boy.â you whispered, the hand on his nape slipping into his hair.Â
âBaby, please.â Yoongi heard himself saying, avoiding your eyes.Â
âHm. I like that.â with a stronger hold of his hair, you made his neck bend backwards.Â
Yoongi gasped in surprise and asked: âWhen I say please?âÂ
âWhen you call me baby.âÂ
You were smiling against his neck as you kissed just under his jaw, teeth nipping at his skin and Yoongi wanted you to claim him just as much as he wished he could claim you.Â
Yoongiâs hands were around you, squeezing you, pressing his fingertips as he tried to feel more of you. Your sweet smile was the last thing he saw when his eyes fluttered closed and you kissed his lips. Really kissed, squeezing his long hair between your fingers once more, slipping your tongue past his lips to lick at his.Â
Your lips moved in sync, dragging over each otherâs, with so much more familiarity than the first time you kissed, but the bat-like butterflies were still there. Yoongi knew the taste of your lips, and he knew you liked it when he sucked on your bottom lip or pushed his tongue deeper into your mouth to take control back.
Your little, breathy moan was swallowed by Yoongi as his hand dropped to your ass and he squeezed.Â
âIâm supposed to be taking care of you, babe.â you said with a little whine and Yoongiâs body twitched with the new pet name.Â
âHow are you planning on doing that?â he challenged, staring at your swollen bottom lip, taking it into his mouth before you had the chance to reply.Â
With a new moan, eyes closing shut, your hand slid down Yoongiâs body, between his legs, to palm his growing bulge. Yoongi hissed and let go of your lip, spreading his legs wider and shamelessly so youâd have more space to work with.Â
âLet me show you.âÂ
With one last press of your mouths, you left his lap and sunk down to the floor, sitting on your feet between his legs, thighs pressed together as your small hands rested atop his. Yoongiâs breath got caught up in his throat as this was a sight he longed to see for longer than heâd ever openly admit.Â
Up until this point in your arrangement, you hadnât yet done what you were so clearly hinting at. You hadnât reached that part of your book just yet, but it was just another proof that today wasnât about your book, but about Yoongi. As long as you wanted it too, so he checked:
âYou know you donât have to, right?â his hand landed softly on top of yours as he caressed your smooth skin.Â
âI want you, Yoongi.âÂ
The way you said those words made Yoongi believe in much more than what you were about to do right now. It gave him hope that, maybe, one day they would be true the way he wanted them to be.Â
You scooted just a little closer to his legs, cheek rubbing on the inside of his thigh as you laid your head there, staring up at him with uncertain eyes that told him you werenât quite sure what to do. But Yoongi didnât hurry you, more than okay with following your pace, letting you explore and experiment.Â
Just as long as he could keep looking at you like this.Â
A gentle hand touched your face, tracing the curve of your nose, down to the shape of your cupid's bow, pulling gently on your bottom lip to see it part. You closed your eyes as you basked in his caresses, mouth opening to lick at the pad of Yoongiâs thumb making not only his breath grow heavy, but his dick twitch in his pants.Â
âMy pretty girl.â Yoongiâs words left him without much thought.Â
âYeah?â you sighed, eyes fluttering as your face pulled away from his legs and your hands reached for the waistband of his pants. âAre you claiming me?âÂ
Yoongi felt hot all over, in his cheeks, in his chest, toes curling inside his studio slippers. You had no idea just how badly he wanted to claim you, in every sense of the word.Â
He lifted his hips higher as you pulled his trousers down his legs; not sure if this was the best day to not wear anything else under his soft cotton pants. It made your job easier and it cut back on the teasing, but when his cock sprung free, already hard and ready, your eyes widened slightly with overwhelming.Â
You tried not to let it show, or maybe you were just a little more eager to see him bare, letting the pants fall around his ankles as he spread his legs just a little wider. Yoongi was past the point of feeling self conscious about showing himself to you like this, letting your curious eyes roam all of him, but this was a new angle for you, and he wondered what you were thinking.Â
You held his cock from the base, raising a little on your knees to reach his tip. Your hand wrapping around him was familiar, he knew your grip, the feel of your smooth fingers. But the feeling of your lips dragging up his shaft was brand new, as was the wetness of your tongue as you licked at the tip.Â
Yoongi pushed the backrest of his chair a little further back to recline it, hands holding tightly onto the arm rests on each side of him. Suddenly his shirt felt too hot as it started clinging to his chest, but removing it felt like too much for right now, even for him.Â
You teased the slit of his cock with the tip of your tongue, swirling it around the crown, hand moving up and down slowly, as if you had done this a million times before, as if you knew what Yoongi liked. The slide of your hand was a little dry, so you pulled away from him to spit on your palm and make it better.Â
Yoongiâs breath hitched and came out as a slow moan as you wrapped your lips around his tip once you returned to what you were doing, looking up at him as if asking if it was okay.Â
âYouâre doing so well, baby.â he told you in a raspy voice that made your eyes flutter. âKeep going.âÂ
You nodded, seemingly forgetting you had a cock in your mouth, which made it slide just a little deeper into your mouth. It made Yoongi moan a little louder as he felt more of the warmth of your mouth, and you liked that, sinking down just a little further until you both felt the moment he hit the back of your throat.Â
You sputtered with surprise, pulling off of him as you held back a cough with a hand over your lips.Â
âEasy, baby. Donât want to hurt you.â he assured you with a fond smile. âYouâll learn to deepthroat with time.âÂ
âWanna make you feel good, Yoon.â you pouted, bringing your lips to his cock again.Â
âYou are.â he nodded through half lidded eyes, fingers twitching on the arm rests as he controlled the urge to hold you by the hair or back of your head. âJust put it in your mouth. Suck a little.âÂ
You did exactly that, wrapping pouty lips around the tip, moving your tongue around it inside your mouth, hollowing your cheeks as you gave it experimental sucks. You hummed as his pre-cum dribbled out of him and onto your tongue, and Yoongiâs eyes rolled as he heard you audibly swallow.Â
âFuck, thatâs it.â he cursed low and heavy.Â
A little more confident, your lips dragged down his cock, pushing a little more of him inside, sliding on the flat of your tongue. Whatever you couldnât fit inside âwhich was a lotâ, you worked with your hand in tugs and strokes. You looked so perfect like this, spit coming out of the corners of your mouth, tears brimming your eyes, jaw probably aching to accommodate his girth.Â
When you pulled out again it was in search of air, breathing as hard as he was. Your hand stroked Yoongiâs cock in that way you already knew he liked, closing a fist around the head as you twisted your wrist and pumped up and down. You were mouthing on his shaft, licking and sucking on his skin, tracing the engorged vein.Â
Instead of making it up to the top again, your lips dragged down and down and Yoongiâs heart was in his throat. Your mouth was hot and wet as you took one of his heavy balls into your mouth, eyes on his face as if to ask if that was okay.Â
âShit, thatâs niceââ he made sure to tell you, no longer able to control his hands on his sides.Â
He held you by the back of your neck with a firm hold, squeezing your nape to encourage you to suck a little harder, which he instantly regretted as it made his lower stomach tense. Yoongi tugged gently on your hair to pull you off his sac and it should be illegal how innocent and wide eyes you looked during such an act.Â
âSorry, did I hurt you?â you asked with a scratchy voice, which made you frown and Yoongi chuckle.Â
âNo, doll, that was too good.â he sighed a breathy gasp.Â
âOh.â you smiled, a little shy, hand never stopping the long tugs of his cock. With a giggle, you admitted: âI think I like sucking you off.âÂ
âYeah?â Yoongiâs smile was still fond, despite the tension on his limbs and the sweat covering his body. âThink you can make me cum like this, hm?â
You nodded with vigor, not an ounce of doubt in your stance. Yoongi chuckled, but it would hardly be a challenge when you were getting him so close to his end already.Â
A jolt of hot, white pleasure coursed through him as you mouth was on him again, fingers tightening on your hair as you covered your teeth with your lips as you sunk down and sucked harder as you pulled off. You started bobbing on his cock, pumping his shaft, fist connected to your lips to give Yoongi the feeling of being buried deep into your wet mouth.Â
You started sinking lower and lower, not taking him all the way, but Yoongi felt your throat open and contract around him as you tried and tried to push him as deep as you could. Yoongi was a mindless mess, nothing else existed outside of his studio, nothing else mattered but the pure bliss you were inflicting on him.Â
With droopy eyes, Yoongi watched you make a mess out of him, spit leaking from your mouth and covering your fingers and his cock. His cock was throbbing, painfully hard, twitching in time with his untamed moans that only made you keep going.Â
Your free hand cradled his balls gently, squeezing as they felt heavier, drawing up as his lower stomach tensed. He wanted to hold your pretty face in place and fuck his cook deep down your throat, but it was much too soon for that. Instead, he just sat there, about to go insane with how good you were making him feel.Â
Yoongi had no warning words for you, but you didnât need them as you read the familiar signs of when he was about to cum; the pulsing of the fat vein on the underside, the twitches of his muscles, the groans and rough moans he wasnât trying to contain anymore.Â
Your lips stayed around his crown, tongue swirling and twirling around it with little sucks of your mouth as your fist twisted just under the tip. That and the harder squeeze of his balls was too much for him to hold back from. Yoongi felt his whole body flush, jolting with pure ecstasy that pushed him a little deeper, just as his orgasm hit him like a truck.Â
He spilled inside your mouth with thick ribbons of white and you closed your eyes as you let him use your mouth. You were humming, he thought he heard it through his ringing ears, as you swallowed his load like a good girl.Â
Some of it escaped from the corner of your mouth and you licked it clean after you pulled off of him once you milked the last drop of his release. Yoongi was breathing hard, with a stupidly proud grin on his face as you gave his softening cock little kisses.Â
âWas that acceptable?â you asked with those innocent eyes again.Â
âIt was great, doll.â he nodded with a gummy smile, eyes closed as his hand dropped from the back of your head. âMore than great. It was perfect.â
You were giggling as you stood up on wobbly legs, pulling Yoongiâs pants along. âIâll believe you once you're not drunk on your orgasm.âÂ
âAsk me again in ten minutes then.â he laughed, settling his pants around his hips and reaching for you.Â
âDoes that mean I get to stay a little more?â you beamed, sitting on his lap, resting your red cheek against his shoulder.Â
âYou can stay all day if you want.â You could stay forever.
OCTOBER 19TH | 17:26
Yoongi avoided leaving his studio in the middle of his workday. Not only did he have deadlines he had to match, but it was his safe space. A place that more often than not felt like his home more than his own apartment. But he didnât mind leaving Genius Lab if it meant he got to see you for an hour, share a cup of coffee in the place that meant so much for the two of you.Â
The coffee shop across the street from the music company he worked for was the very place the two of you had met all those years ago. In an afternoon much like this one, where the autumn leaves were stuck to the wet pavement, a light rain was falling over central Seoul and the weather made you dress a little warmer.Â
That day you had been searching for a change of scenery as you wrote what would soon become your first published book, and Yoongi was looking for a different background after staring at his computer screen all day.Â
As he crossed the street, hands deep in his military-green jacket, hair partially hidden by a black beanie, Yoongi could already see you sitting at your preferred spot, by the big glass wall. Yoongi much rather sit deep into the shop, as the busy passers-by always posed a distraction to him whenever he tried to write lyrics outside of his usual set up.Â
You, however, always said that you liked to watch people walking by, often getting lost in watching the life outside the cafĂ©. You were both writers, he supposed. But while he wrote songs to sing or rap, you built worlds for people to get lost in.Â
Yoongi could never do what you did.Â
He was about to knock on the glass, wave at you to show he arrived and was coming in, but as a guy approached you and took your attention completely, Yoongi froze. He knew who the guy was, having been served by the man many times during his visits to the coffee shop. And he also knew that Kai had a not so secret and very obvious crush on you.Â
Yoongi couldnât blame the guy, he was in the same boat afterall, and you seemed oblivious to both of their infatuations with you. But it always rubbed Yoongi the wrong way, especially now. Even if he knew that this agreement you had going on gave him absolutely no claim over you whatsoever.Â
In fact, it made Yoongiâs throat feel a little dry as he realized that he wasnât just teaching you things you could use in your book, but you could also use in real life. With other guys. With guys like Kai.Â
Not that hooking up with him âif he could even really call it thatâ would mean any great changes in your life. You were naturally flirty, but not obnoxiously so. And you were already confident, never afraid of speaking your mind, a social butterfly that made friends with anyone, anywhere.Â
All Yoongi was doing was taking the pressure off.Â
By sharing these experiences with you, all he did was make sure that your âfirstsâ were with someone you trusted, someone you wouldnât regret down the line. Even if virginity was just a concept created by society to control and overpower women over the centuries and dictate their values, it was still kind of a big deal.Â
But once you were done with that unnecessary pressure, youâd be free to have all of the one night stands and adventures that your heart desired. You said so yourself, you never had them before because thatâs not how you envisioned your first time.Â
Yoongi didnât think thatâs what you had in mind when you asked for his help, and he was positive you were focused on writing your book and that was it. But it didnât mean that you wouldnât realize this once you were done with the novel. Once you were done with him.Â
âHey!â the knocking on the glass, coming from the inside, made Yoongi jump. You were looking at him expectantly with that sweet smile of yours, a little wave as you called him in. "Aren't you coming?"
"Yeah, yeah."Â
By the time Yoongi walked into the neutral colored coffee shop, Kai was already gone and you were closing the lid of your laptop, waiting for him to walk to you.Â
The smell of coffee and fresh pastries attacked Yoongiâs stomach, reminding him he had skipped lunch; a fact youâd definitely scold him for if you found out. Heâd order something to eat in a bit, Kai never spent too long without an excuse to go back to your table anyway, at least he could do some work while blatantly flirting with you.Â
âWhat were you doing out there?â you asked him with an amused smile, looking cute in your mustard-yellow knitted sweater.Â
âThought I forgot my phone for a sec.â he lied, patting the device on his pocket just to make sure he hadnât actually.Â
âI highly doubt you would, thatâs like an appendage to you at this point.â you joked, pushing the plate with an orange muffin towards Yoongi. âHere. Eat.â
âHowââ
âHow did I know you didnât eat? Call it an educated guess.â you jutted out your chin, resting back against your chair and taking a sip of your drink. You were having a hot chocolate today, which wasn't surprising as it was your drink of choice whenever the weather started to turn cold. âI like to think I know you pretty well, Yoon.âÂ
âIf you really knew me, youâd have coffee waiting too.â Yoongi grumbled, using it to cover the fact that the knowledge you had of him and his habits made him a little giddy.Â
âNope, not until you eat. I donât want you developing stomach problems with the amount of caffeine you already drink.â
You shook your head, blowing on your hot chocolate before taking another sip. Yoongi listened to you, as he always did, and plucked pieces of the muffin to take into his mouth. This was his favorite baked good from this coffee shop, something he had never tried before you showed up in his life.Â
Now it was his usual order, his guilty pleasure to indulge in whenever he had a craving for something sweet. It didnât have anything to do with you, he always tried to convince himself, it was just another one of his habits.Â
âWere you writing?â Yoongi asked as you seemed distracted watching a woman walk a small dog outside. The dog was wearing even smaller rain boots, which was no doubt the reason for your delighted smile.Â
âMhm, Iâm making progress, thankfully.â you nodded, attention moving back to him. âThanks to you.â
âYouâre the writer, Iâm not doing anything.â he shrugged noncommittally, swallowing the last piece of his muffin. Â
âWe both know thatâs not true.â after noticing he was done eating, you looked at the counter of the shop, lifting your hand in a thumbs up that made Kai nod in the distance. âYouâre helping me in an unconventional way, but you are.â
âAs long as itâs really helping.âÂ
Not even a minute later, Kai was back at your table, greeting Yoongi with an âafternoon, hyungâ and placing a coffee in front of him. One Yoongi hadnât ordered or paid for. You had a proud little smile pulling on your berry-lipstick-lips, raising an eyebrow as if challenging Yoongi to say you didnât know him again.Â
âI think I managed to fix most scenes.â you got back on the subject, leaning forward on the table with your elbows, holding the hot chocolate mug between your hands.Â
âAlready?â Yoongi was surprised to say the least, but he knew what it was like to be under pressure to make through deadlines.Â
âYes, but the first chapters are pretty tame, so.â you justified. âNothing I really need to delete and start over.â
âGood.âÂ
Yoongi got a little lost on the way you brought your drink to your lips, watching as your lipstick left a stain on the rim of the mug. He wondered how good that color would look staining his skin instead; his lips, his neck, his chest.Â
âWhat about you? How did that meeting go yesterday?â you asked him earnestly, reaching out to hold his hand on top of the table and Yoongi felt little shocks where your hands met.Â
âAh, it went well, yeah. Pretty well, actually.â a tight lipped smile turned into a gummy one as he said: âIâm going to be working with Jae-sang sunbaenim.â
Your scoff was pained as you frowned: âIâm sorry, am I so out of the loop that I donât know who that is?â
âYou know him as PSY.â
The squeal that escaped your lips was high pitched enough to catch the attention of the table next to yours, but you never minded that and this time Yoongi didnât mind the looks from strangers either.Â
âWhat?!â you hissed, a lot more contained this time. âNo way!â
âIâm pretty excited about it, actually.â Yoongi let out a small sound of his own; one that sounded like a squeak as he wanted to get up and do a little dance. But he didnât.Â
âYou should be! Thatâs huge!â your hold on his hand was a little firmer, smile a little brighter.Â
Yoongi had worked with famous musicians many times before. The main part of his job was writing and producing for other artists, but that didnât mean he didnât have his own mixtapes, and his own collaborations with stars that be admired; like IU âmuch for Jungkookâs delight and Jiminâs panicâ, Suran, MAX and Lee Sora. But none of those had the potential of really making it internationally as this collab with PSY had.Â
âHe wants me to feature on it, too.â he told you, and your jaw dropped.Â
âYoongi! Thatâs amazing!â your other hand reached for his and you held it between yours. âYou deserve it so much. Iâm so proud of you, I hope you know that.â
âThanks, doll.â
âWe should do something to celebrate.â you stated before he had the chance to deflect.Â
With a shrug, and the desire to hold onto your hands for the next three hours, he said: âWeâre having coffee at our spot, thatâs good enough.â
âNot for a collab with PSY itâs not.â you sounded almost offended. âIâd say we should go to Serendipity, but you hate clubs.âÂ
âPlease donât make me go there again.â his laugh was one of suffering and despair, which made you giggle.Â
âOh! I know!â you chirped, letting go of his hands in order to clap excitedly, just once. âIâm going to cook for you!â
âI thought you wanted to do something niceââ
âHajimaaaa!â you complained with another laugh, one so contagious Yoongi found himself mimicking. âMaybe Iâll order something from Jinâs restaurant then, and put it in pans and dishes, so you think I cooked.â
âSounds good, doll.â Yoongi agreed, which was the easiest thing to do.Â
âPerfect! Itâs a date then.â
OCTOBER 21ST | 18:03
By the time Yoongi made it to his car, he had already opened and buttoned up his shirt all of five times. He did trust Jimin when it came to fashion choices, but not when it came to mischief. And that group chat screamed âdongsaengs up to no goodâ. But the two boys did make Yoongi feel good about his choice of clothing, how he did his hair and the little bit of makeup he added to his lids just to make them pop.Â
He could only hope you didnât think he was trying too hard.Â
Even though he was.Â
Even if this wasnât a date.Â
Yoongiâs routine each time he sat in his car was always the same: Sit down, make sure the mirrors were all in the right position, start the car, connect his phone to the bluetooth sound system, pick a playlist he was in the mood for, seatbelt, drive. But this afternoon as he drove out of the parking lot of his not-so-modest-building in Hannam, the soundtrack for Yoongiâs drive was the beep of a connecting call.Â
âHyung!â Namjoonâs voice was the one fill his car as the call was connected. âYou know youâre the only person who even makes calls these days, right? A text would have been fine.âÂ
âIâm driving, canât text.â Yoongi provided as he leaned a little further front to see that his road was free and he could go.Â
âOh. Ohhh, are you going to see our favorite writer for your celebratory date?â Namjoonâs all knowing tone made a tiny smudge of heat taint his cheeks, but at least he wasnât there to see it and tease him about it.Â
More to himself than to his best friend, Yoongi felt the need to clarify: âNot a date, but yeah, Iâm on my way.â
âAnd you called me to get tips on her latest chapters?â on the other line of the call, Yoongi could hear Namjoonâs voice turning a little clearer, as if heâd closed the door of his office. âI just read the edited ones and damn, hyung! Who knew you had that dirty mouthââ
âThatâs notâ She doesnât write what we do word by word.â Yoongi panicked for a second, thinking about not only Namjoon, but the rest of the world reading what the two of you had been doing. With a whisper, he hissed: âRight?â
âDonât worry, Iâm just messing with you.â Namjoon laughed and Yoongi shook his head, fingers relaxing on the steering wheel. âBut sheâs been doing well, I donât have any new pointers for the chapters. Sheâs a lot happier too, it seems, and I donât think the book is the only reason why.â
âYou know, that right there is the reason Iâm calling you.â Yoongi scoffed for no one to see as he drove out of his neighborhood and into the busy roads of Seoul. So much for avoiding rush hour when the capital was hustling 24/7.Â
âWhat did I do this time?â Namjoon sighed on the other side.Â
âNot this time, still the same thing.â he said. âWhy did you put this crazy idea into her head?â
âHyung. It's been weeks.â his best friend sounded tired, as if they went over this time and time again. And they had.Â
âOver a month and I already regret thisââ
âDo you regret accepting it? Or do you wish she never asked you?â Namjoon had a way of using hard phrases and poetic analogies sometimes, the perks of being an editor and a published poet, no doubt.Â
âWhat's the difference?â
âWell, in one scenario you realize you work better as friends, and in the other it means you got it bad.â
âI got it so fucking bad is not even funny.â
Admitting that to his best friend was easier over the phone. Even if Yoongi knew Namjoon and all of their other friends also knew about it. It was a miracle that you didnât, at this point. Unless you did, but had been ignoring it in order to not make things awkward.Â
If that was the case, Yoongi wasnât sure if he should be thankful or worried.
âAhh, I see. So your feelings are growing impossibly fast and you're starting to feel bad because you don't think this means the same for her as it means for you?â Namjoon summed it up as Yoongi stopped his car at a red light.Â
The trees were in full autumn colors, all shades of red, yellow and orange. If Yoongi rolled his windows down, he was sure he could smell the pumpkin spice and cinnamon in the air, which always brought him a nice, warm feeling inside. Â
âWas this part of a master plan to get back at me for senior year?â Yoongi asked after a lightbulb moment.
âWhat?â
âYou know, Jiheun?â
Jiheun was a girl Namjoon had a massive crush on, back when they were both in High School. And Yoongi might have read the signs wrong and told his best friend that the girl liked him back. Only for poor, string bean, bowl cut, awkward Namjoon to ask her out and get rejected in the middle of the school cafeteria.Â
âWha- hyung! Of course not, it's been years Iâm not that petty.â
âOkay, okay.â not that Yoongi thought Namjoon would do something like this as they were both adults now, but his anxiety-filled-brain still asked stupid stuff sometimes.Â
âBesides, I have a simple solution to your problem.â Namjoon stated.
âDo tell, because I'm almost at her place.â not completely true, he still had one more stop on the way to your apartment.Â
âHave you thought about confessing?â
Yoongiâs answer was the love child between a wheeze and a snicker.Â
âIf you're not happy about this agreement, but you still wanna help her, and be with her for real,â Namjoon continued, seeing as Yoongi was too gobsmacked to reply. âThen tell her how you're feeling.â
âWhat part of that solution is simple?â Yoongi asked with a glare directed to the panel of his car, hoping Namjoon could feel its heat.Â
âItâs simple because itâs telling the truth.â
âThe truth that could ruin everything. Her book, our friendshipââ Yoongi argued, being interrupted by his best friend:
âAre you so afraid of rejection that you would rather keep hurting yourself? You know this arrangement won't last forever.â
âI know.â
âAnd maybe she feels the same way.â
Yoongiâs fingers tightened against the steering wheel just a little harder as he said: âThatâs a big fucking maybe.â
âDidnât you say sheâs been calling you babe and shit? And you like⊠cuddle now?âÂ
âMhm.âÂ
âThose are good signs, hyung!â
He knew that, itâs been plaguing his mind for the past couple of weeks. But to hear someone else say it, someone as rational as he was, made him feel like maybe it wasnât just wishful thinking on his part.Â
As if the universe was on his side for once in his life, Yoongi found a parking spot right in front of Maybell Bakery. You had promised to cook for Yoongi tonight, but he said heâd bring dessert. And you really liked the double layered, pumpkin pie that was only sold during the month of october and was extremely overpriced, so he placed an order and paid a little extra for it to be done by the time he was able to pick it up.Â
âAlright, Iâm here. Gotta go.âÂ
âOkay. Call me if something happens, Iâm invested in this.â Namjoon said and Yoongi could picture his little grin that would most likely poke a dimple in his cheeks.Â
âYou better be, youâre the one who threw me into this mess.â Yoongi took his seatbelt off, but didnât move, waiting for his friend to hang up.Â
âYou fail to remember that sheâs the one who asked you, I didnât tell her to go after you.â Namjoon pointed out in that know-it-all tone that fit him so well. âIf Iâm being honest, I thought sheâd go for Hoseok hyung and not you.â
âWhat?!â Yoongi frowned at that new piece of information, hand freezing on the way to his key to turn off the car.Â
âHeâs more⊠Dom, you know? That seems to be more like her type.â
âGreatââ
Yoongi did take control with you, and he had his moments in bed before, where he had girls and guys begging for him to let them cum, but he wouldnât define himself as a Dom. Not the way Hoseok was, Namjoon was right about that.Â
âBut she still went after you, hyung! That counts for a lot.â Namjoon tried to backtrack but the damage was done.Â
âI know, okay.â Yoongi took a deep, calming breath that didnât do much to quell his nerves; of seeing you, of considering the ideas Namjoon was planting in his mind. âNice going on telling the kids about this, by the way. Jiminie and Jungkook were teasing me about this date.â
âFirst of all, stop stalling and get out of your car already.â Namjoon laughed on the other side and Yoongi nodded to himself. âAnd second of all, I didnât tell anybody.â
âThen how did they knowââ
âWell, hyung. Have you ever thought that maybe she told them? And sheâs thinking of this as a date?â
Yoongi had not, in fact, thought about that possibility. Not only were you a lot closer to the three younglings âwho were closer to you in ageâ than Namjoon, you usually told each other everything, seeing as Jimin had been your best friend since way before he even met you.Â
So to say it gave Yoongi all kinds of butterflies, the simple chance of you telling your best friend and his boyfriend that you were having a date tonight, officially, would be an understatement.Â
âGo get your girl.âÂ
Namjoonâs encouragement was the last thing he heard before leaving his car to pick up your pie in the bakery.Â
On the drive to your place, Yoongiâs nose was being attacked by the fresh baked goods resting on the passengerâs seat of his car, as his mind was plagued with the thoughts of you and him.Â
You, who had walked into his life by mere chance, and stayed in it from your own insistence, as Yoongi hardly made new friends. You, who had the most expressive eyes Yoongi had ever seen. You, who owned his heart in a tight grip and you didnât even know.Â
You, who were already waiting for him at the front door of your apartment as the elevator dropped him off on your floor.Â
âYou donât have to call me to buzz you in everytime, Yoon, you know the code to the gate.â was the first thing out of your pretty mouth as you walked him into your apartment.Â
âSo, what, am I supposed to just let myself in?â Yoongiâs smile was easy as he slipped out of his shoes. âWhy donât you give me the key to your apartment while youâre at it?âÂ
You giggled as you said: âBecause then you might come in and steal all of my tangerines.â
Yoongi was rolling his eyes at your words, pink cheeks as you called him out on his small addiction to the fruit. You reached for him after you locked the door of your apartment, raising on your toes to kiss his lips in that way that made Yoongi feel like you were something more.Â
âYou look so handsome tonight.â you told him so, a hand smoothing the black silk shirt he was wearing.
âThanks. Youâre always looking pretty.â Yoongi told you in an unbribed moment of boldness, making you smile sweetly, hand still on his chest.Â
You were wearing a black sundress with a tiny red cherries pattern that was too light for the weather outside, but perfect for the toasty ambiance you kept your apartment in.Â
âThank you.â you beamed, walking deeper into your apartment and leading him inside. âWhatâs that you got there?â
âCanât you take a guess?â
Yoongi saw you eyeing the cardboard box with the pretty fall themed design when he walked in, and there was no way you couldnât smell the festive pie. But you were still playing coy, as you usually did whenever anyone gave you gifts or did something nice for you; never one who liked to assume.Â
You and him were pretty alike in that sense.Â
âI know what I want it to be, but that would be impossible, because Iâve been calling Maybell and they keep telling me they are booked for the double layer pumpkin pie until next year.â you told him with a pretty pout. Yoongi had just felt your lips, but he wanted more.Â
Focusing on the matter at hand, he placed the box on top of your small kitchen counter and pushed it closer to you as he said: âWhy donât you open it, then?â
You did so, pulling apart the dark orange bow to open the box, letting out a high pitched squeal as you saw the pie. Yoongiâs mouth watered at the sight, he could only imagine your excitement.Â
âYoongi!â you gushed with a small jump. âHow the hell did you do this?!â
âThereâs nothing I wouldnât do for you.â he said, not really calculating his words and offering you a tight lipped smile as he realized how he sounded.Â
âCheesy.â you giggled, but reached out to squeeze his arm. âThank you.â
âWhat smells so good?â Yoongi deflected.Â
âThat would be the bulgogi!â you chirped, pointing to the pan in the oven. âWe can eat in a bit, and I hope it tastes as good as it smells.âÂ
âWell, youâre making it, so Iâm sure it probably wonâtââ
âThanâhey!â you laughed at his joke, huffing as you pretended to be mad, which made Yoongi laugh along.Â
You shook your head and walked to the fridge, opening it to grab a wine bottle that Yoongi could recognize the label of. It was the brand and kind that he used to have at home, alongside his many bottles of whiskey.Â
âShould we open this? Itâs supposed to go well with the food, according to Naver.â you offered, and your eyes were pleading.Â
âIâm driving, doll. If you had told me you wanted to drink, I would have taken a lift.â it hurt him to say that, and Yoongi didnât like the way it made you bite your lip, uncertain.Â
âYou can spend the night.â you told him, avoiding his eyes as you placed the bottle on the counter. Not moving to open it, but not putting it away either. âOr you can leave your car here and Iâll drive it back to you tomorrow.âÂ
You didnât like driving in Seoul, Yoongi knew that. You did have a license, and you drove whenever you absolutely had to, but it wasnât something youâd offer lightly. Not only wouldnât he put you through that, but the option of sleeping over at your place tonight was an inviting one.Â
You had spent the night at his place before, shared a bed, so it wasnât the end of the world and wouldnât make Yoongi spiral. But this was the first time that youâd share your bed. And somehow that felt like a new step you were taking in whatever this was.Â
Yoongi moved around you to take the bottle opener resting on the counter behind you and you smiled at his acceptance grabbing the two wine glasses you had already left out.Â
Once the drink was poured into the glasses, you made the move to sit on the small couch of your modest apartment and Yoongi followed you closely.Â
Your apartment was a small one bedroom unit, with a tiny kitchen and small living room. Enough for a single woman living alone in Seoul. It was filled with creams, whites and a few pops of color here and there. Yoongi could already notice the pumpkin shaped candle holder on top of your center table, and the cookie jar that looked like a ghost on your kitchen counter.Â
âI see youâre getting ready for halloween.â Yoongi pointed out.
âOh, those have been out since October first.â you smiled, following his line of vision. You pulled a maple leaf printed cushion and rested it over your legs to sit comfortably. âYou have to see my room, itâs really cute.â
Yoongi chuckled, because he could imagine the sheets that must be in autumn colors, maybe some bunting and pumpkin shaped fairy lights.Â
âIâm thinking I want to do Halloween differently this year.â you started again, softly swirling the wine in your glass.
âYeah?â
âMhm. Jiminie wants to go to Serendipity for costume night.â you were nodding as you told Yoongi of the plans.Â
âOf course he does.â he mused. âWhat are you thinking about dressing as? Sexy Anne Rice again?â
âOh my god, that wasnât supposed to be sexy!â you giggled with a cute blush on your cheeks, hiding your eyes behind a hand.Â
âThe fang marks on your neck made it sexy.â Yoongi hadnât seen you dressed in the costume that was supposed to represent your favorite writer, that would mean he actually went to the halloween party last year, but he got many selcas and pictures of the night.Â
âWell, it was an homage to her Interview With a Vampire world.â you explained and he smiled, because that was just so you.Â
âWhat are you thinking of changing this year?â he asked and you moved a little on your seat.Â
âIâm thinking about a couple's costume.â you said, not looking at him, and Yoongiâs blood ran cold. âMaybe Iâll dress up as Agatha Christie. Now I just need to find my Poirot.â
âThatâs, uhmââ Yoongi nodded, gaining time to drink a few long sips of his wine.Â
How was he supposed to answer that? You were thinking of going to a club with someone else? Wearing a coupleâs costume? You knew Yoongi didnât go to clubs or parties, so you obviously didnât mean you thought you and him should go together. It was easy to wonder if you were talking to someone on the side.Â
On the side of what? Yoongi asked himself bitterly. Itâs not like you two were dating in the first place. It was easy for him to forget about it, but you clearly didnât.Â
âAre you thinking of doing anything?â you pushed as the silence grew too thick.Â
âNah. My building might have trick or treaters again, so Iâll just give out candy.â he shrugged, bringing the glass to his lips.Â
âI can help you with that!âÂ
âIâm sure youâll find your Poirot by then and will be too busy for your friends.âÂ
That was a jab at himself, a way for him to get it through his head that thatâs what the two of you were. You were just offering him help to be nice, because you were really nice. So nice youâd have anyone wishing to go to a club with you as your date.Â
Yoongi included. If you asked him.Â
âYeah, weâll see.â you sounded a little disappointed as you sipped quietly on your wine, but that could have been his own projecting. âSo howâs the collab with PSY coming along?â
As you both sipped on your wine, Yoongi told you all of what he knew so far about That That. Heâd have a meeting with the artist again this following week, to talk about their expectations and schedules, but he was staying positive.Â
You were so excited for him, hanging off to his every word, asking questions and being so supportive of him and everything he did that his hunched shoulders turned a little straighter and his breathing got a little easier.Â
There was no need to be worried right now, Yoongi decided, the more wine he drank, the further away the lump in his throat got. No matter what happened tomorrow, he still had tonight.Â
âI really hope he makes you dance.â you were saying as you brought the dinner to the small table, making Yoongi scoff.Â
âThereâs no fucking way Iâm dancing.â he told you with a squint, following you with the last of the banchans.Â
âOh, come on, youâd be so good at it!â you told him without an ounce of doubt, giggling as you turned to face him. âIâm sure you can move those hips!âÂ
Yoongi had a bowl of kimchi in one hand and another of fresh cabbage slaw in the other, so he had no way of protecting himself when you held him by the hips, making him turn this way and that as if you were proving he could dance.Â
âHajimaaaa.â he warned you with closed eyes and a laugh on his lips.Â
âAdmit it, youâd be great at shaking that ass!â you continued to sway him, both of your laughs mixing together as he was just trying to put the food down.Â
âI will do no such thing.âÂ
With each step forward Yoongi took, you took one backwards, until you both reached the table and he could place the banchans down. His hands were now free, so he could take yours away from his hips and pin them to his chest.Â
âHajima.â he repeated, a little lower this time, as he could smell the wine on your breath from close to each other you were.Â
âOr what?â you challenged with a pretty, innocent smile.Â
âOr Iâll have to stop you myself.âÂ
âI think Min Yoongi is the greatest dancer this country has everââ
Yoongi felt your smile against his as his lips pressed against yours, softly, but determined. He let go of your hands in order to hold both sides of your face as his lips moved against yours, tongue licking between your lips for you to part them for him. You were holding onto his shirt, little gasps leaving you as his tongue swiped at yours.Â
Yeah. At least he had tonight.Â
OCTOBER 21ST | 21:17
As it turns out, Yoongi did not have tonight.Â
Towards the end of the dinner âwhich was delicious, by the wayâ, you started to grow a little restless. Too stuck in your mind at times, not really answering Yoongiâs questions as if there was something worrying you. And Yoongi knew not to push you, youâd tell him whatever was bothering you whenever you felt comfortable to do so.Â
He knew something was really wrong when he got up to take the empty dishes to the sink and you didnât try to stop him, nor did you move to help. You stayed in your spot, looking at the top of the table as if you were reading something really important there.Â
And then it came, the three words that made Yoongiâs stomach drop: âCan we talk?âÂ
Yoongi left the dishes where they were, too nervous and hands too trembling for him to attempt to wash any of them. When he turned to you, you werenât sitting at the table anymore, but standing in the living room, looking over at the city lights outside your window, arms around yourself as if you were trying to self soothe.Â
âWhatâs up?â he asked you, voice wavering.Â
âIâm not sure how I feel about this agreement anymore.â you were blunt and straight to the point. The dinner and the wine were trying to make a comeback, but Yoongi held himself together.Â
âOh.â
âI mean, I did learn a lotâI am learning a lot. Each time we⊠do something, itâs fun and nice and I really enjoy myself.â this is when you turned around to face him and it wasnât fucking fair that you looked this good while you were about to break his heart.Â
âOkay.âÂ
âMaybe you were expecting to have sex tonightââ
Hearing this made Yoongi take a couple steps to close the distance between you, but stopped short of touching you. âNo, doll. Stop, you donât have to do this. You donât have to explain yourself to me, you know Iâd never push you.â
âI know.â you nodded softly, avoiding his eyes, twirling the ring on your finger.Â
âWe can just drop everything, I told you from the start.â he assured you once more, having to stick his hands into his pocket to stop himself from reaching out to touch you. Heâd never get to touch you again. Pretending this wasnât hurting him, that his hands wouldnât shake if they were out of his pockets, that the lump in his throat wasnât back. âThereâs no pressure. Youâre free to walk away whenever you want.â
âYeah, okay.â you sniffed, as if you were about to cry. Yoongiâs heart broke for a whole different reason. âIâm sorry.â
âItâs alright.â he shrugged, even if he was positive nothing would ever be right again.Â
âItâs not. I really didnât mean for this to happen⊠God, Iâm so silly.â you chuckled, but it was a heavy one. You took a step back, both hands on your waist as you shook your head.Â
âYouâre not silly, you wanted to make your book better.â Yoongi supplied.Â
He wondered if he should just count his losses and leave, walk away with the little bit of dignity he still had left, make this easier for you as well. And he couldnât even drive home, not with how much wine he had. He could take a cab and ask one of his friends to come back for his car tomorrow; what annoyed him was that he couldnât even have Namjoon do that as payback when the man didnât drive.Â
âYeah, and what do I do?â you asked, obviously a rhetorical question as you laughed at yourself. âI ask the guy I have a crush on to help me.â
âWhatââ
âAs if that crush wouldnât turn into feelings!â you continued, waving a hand in the air.Â
Yoongiâs mind was a mess as he tried to make sense of your words. His voice came out as a high pitched sound as he asked: âFeelings?â
âI know I made this awkward. Iâll understand if you need me to step away for a little while.â you said, still not looking at him, still talking to yourself as you started walking from one side to the other, hands and arms making random gestures. âYou know what, if anything, Namjoon made this awkward.â
âDoll.â
âHe knows how Iâve always felt about you, and you know what he told me just this afternoon?â you looked at him then, but it was fleeting. âThat I should just confess! As if that was so damn easy.â
Yoongiâs lips split into a grin and suddenly the weight was lifted. His stomach stopped turning, but the butterflies were still there. His cold sweat wasnât of anxiety anymore and the trembling in his body was from excitement, not dread.Â
âDoll.â
âWell, this is the last time Iâm ever listening to that giant foolââ
âBaby.â
At the term of endearment your mouth closed and you looked at Yoongi with wide, sparkling eyes. He walked to you then, hesitance flying out the window. When his hand touched your face, you didnât flinch or pull away from him, leaning into his touch.Â
âWhy are you doing this?â you asked softly, eyes closing, bottom lip pushing out. âShouldnât you be running?âÂ
âI should be doing exactly this.â Yoongi pressed his lips to your forehead and you let out a shuddering breath.Â
âYoon, it will only hurt more when you leave.â you pouted, and the producer guessed it was a good time to let you in on a little detail you seemed to still be missing.Â
âWhat if I donât leave, hm?â he lifted your face when you avoided looking at him. âWhat if I have feelings for you too?âÂ
âWell, that would be great, butââ you were about to start spinning again when you gasped. âDo you?âÂ
âThought it was obvious.â he chuckled, gums out and everything.Â
âNuh-uh!âÂ
Your jaw dropped and you blinked slowly, kinda like a cat, letting his words sink in, the small brushing of his thumb on your cheek that dragged down to touch your bottom lip. Then your lips kissed the pad of Yoongiâs digit, he looked at your eyes to find nothing but joy.Â
âWill you take me out on a date, then?â you asked, hands circling his torso in a hug.Â
âI think we just had our first date.â Yoongi looked over his shoulder to the table where your dinner had been perfectly pleasant until the moment you got in your head.Â
But Yoongi understood now why you were so restless, why you sunk in on yourself and barely touched your food towards the end of the dinner. He could imagine exactly all that had been plaguing your mind, as the same thing was running through his.Â
âBut Iâll take you on a second one.â he said, kissing your cheek. âAnd on a third one. And fourth one.âÂ
You were giggling and squeezing him as he kissed all over your face, just to hear more of your sweet noises. âDoes that mean youâre my boyfriend now?âÂ
âIf you want me to be.â Yoongi nodded, pulling his face away from yours so he could look into your eyes as he asked: âDo you want to be mine?âÂ
âIâve been yours, babe.â your arms unwrapped from his middle so you could hug his shoulders. âYou have no idea for how long.âÂ
âLetâs keep it that way, okay?âÂ
âOkay.âÂ
You were smiling as Yoongi held your face a little firmer, pressed his lips to yours a little harder. It was just supposed to be a celebratory kiss, really, one that marked the end of your arrangement and the start of your relationship. Until he swiped his tongue between your lips and you parted them with a moan. Your hands slipped into his hair, his dropped to your waist.Â
The wet sounds of your mouths sliding together were turning Yoongiâs happiness and elation into pure desire, greed and desperation. You were his now. Properly. Truly. You were with him because you had feelings for each other, not because of a silly book.
With the way you were pressing yourself to him, as if trying to melt and mold the two of you into one being, he could guess you were feeling the same way. When you pulled your lips from his, they were red and slightly swollen, and your eyes were like a kaleidoscope, pulling him in, making him dizzy with all of your colors and shapes.Â
âYou wanna see my room?â you invited, making Yoongiâs stomach do a flip.Â
âI do wanna see your Halloween decor.â he nodded with a grin.Â
You smiled and took his hand with yours, palms and fingers slotting together as if they belonged just like that. You dragged him out of the living room, through the short hallway and into your bedroom, turning the lights on to let him see the space.Â
Your bedroom followed the same color patterns as the rest of the apartment, lots of whites and creams, but the apricot orange bed sheets complimented the halloween decorations sprinkled here and there. Your double bed was pressed against the furthest wall, right under a high window. Your dresser was cluttered with makeup, an opened jewelry box, a few papers and your laptop. On the headboard of your bed, a string light with little white ghosts was hanging, which you turned on as soon as you walked into the room.Â
Next to your bed, on top of the white nightstand, was a book, a case of wireless earbuds Yoongi had gifted you on your last birthday, and a printed picture of you and him. It had been taken months ago, by Hoseok and one of his many disposable cameras, but Yoongi didnât know you had kept it.Â
âAh.â you said with a small laugh, wrapping your arms around Yoongiâs middle as you noticed what he was looking at. âI was hoping you might see that and realize Iâm in love with you.âÂ
âYou could have my face as a blanket and I still wouldnât have realized that.â Yoongi chuckled, pulling you to his front and bending down to pick you up. âItâs nice to hear it, though.âÂ
You squealed as he lifted you with strong arms, biceps bulging in his tight shirt as you wrapped your legs around his waist and held on. Your gasp made him feel really good about himself.Â
âBed?â you offered with a smile and an eyebrow wiggle.Â
âBed.âÂ
Yoongi was nodding as he took the two steps to reach your bed, holding you with a tight grip until he sat down against your headboard. The little plastic ghosts clinked and poked him in the back of the neck as he settled with you on his lap, making you giggle.Â
âCome here.â Yoongi urged and you complied.Â
Your small hands were on his chest, sliding on the silk fabric until your fingers came in contact with the triangle of skin created by the three buttons he left open âper Jiminâs adviceâ. Each of your legs were on one side of Yoongiâs hips, straddling him as you sat right on top of him.Â
âDid I tell you that you look pretty tonight?â you asked him as you dragged your nails on his skin, nose touching his, lips brushing together.Â
âDid I tell you that you look pretty every night?â he countered, eyes closing as he took your bottom lip between his teeth.Â
You mewled softly, chasing Yoongiâs mouth once he let go of your lip. Your kiss was heated, deep, full of tongue and little moans that grew louder and louder as you started to rock your hips back and forward, dragging your core on Yoongiâs erection, making it feel harder and harder with every slow sway of your hips.Â
Yoongiâs hands were moving up and down your legs, slipping under your dress and growing bolder as you pushed into his hands when they settled on your ass. He squeezed the flesh, fingertips dragging on the tiny material that felt like lace under his touch.Â
His hips flexed up at the same time that you pressed down and the pressure on your core must have felt good, for you to throw your head back with closed eyes and parted lips. Yoongi took that as an invitation to kiss down your jaw, covering your throat in kisses, choosing a spot at the side of your neck to latch on.Â
âYes, babeââ you breathed out, a hand slipping into his hair as if you were trying to keep him there.Â
âMine.â he growled against your skin.Â
Yoongi licked your neck, as if preparing the skin to take his mark, sucking on the soft patch once he deemed it warm enough. Yoongi suckled hard enough to hurt, but you were lighting up with the sting, skin blooming with a red and purple bruise.Â
âAll yours.â you nodded breathlessly, moaning as your hips never settled.Â
With one arm around your waist, Yoongi trailed kisses on the length of your shoulder, knocking the tiny strap of your sundress down. Your movement made Yoongi pull back a little to watch you push the other strap of your dress down, looking at him with an inviting bite on your bottom lip.Â
He was looking at you, gaze boring into yours, as his hands moved from under your dress to climb up your ribs to touch your breasts. They felt so full and soft and perfect as he squeezed both on each palm, your lips falling open with a sigh as he pulled the top of your dress down.Â
Your breasts spilled free and Yoongi groaned, looking at your pretty, perky and pebbled nipples, shade a little darker than your own skin.Â
âMy eyes are up here.â you giggled, but you werenât able to mask your nervousness.Â
âMhm, and I love them too.â Yoongi nodded, but his gaze stayed where they were, watching the mounds of your breasts move as he cupped them both, rolling your nipples with his thumbs. You gasped and whined, which prompted the question: âSensitive?âÂ
âGuess so.â you nodded shyly, nails scraping at his scalp. âMy own hands never really did much, but guess your fingersâooh.âÂ
You gasped, closing your eyes as Yoongi watched your face contort in pleasure as he pinched your nipples between his pointer fingers and thumbs.Â
âMy fingers?â he probed, just to hear more of your shaky tone.Â
âI love them.â you mewled. âYou have really sexy hands, did you know?âÂ
Yoongi chuckled, not thinking much as he said: âYeah, Iâve been told.â
Your grasp on his hair tightened as you stared at him right in the eye, lines between your eyebrows as you frowned.Â
âOnly I can have them now.â you stated with a hint of possessiveness that made Yoongi shiver. âJust so you know.âÂ
âI know, doll.â he told you so with a little chuckle that didnât last long as his mouth met the heated skin of your collar bones.Â
âYeah?â you whined, squeezing his hair between your fingers.Â
âMhm, Iâm all yours.â he told you in hopes of quelling your worries, even though your jealousy was hot. âAnd youâre all mine.âÂ
You whispered a tiny âokayâ that turned into a moan as Yoongi kissed his way to your breasts, choosing a nipple to latch on. His lips wrapped around the bud and he sucked it into his mouth, dragging his tongue around it to hear you make more of those delicious sounds, just for him.Â
Pushing your chest harder against his face, you resumed the rocking of your hips, making him groan around your nipple, pulling off of it with a pop. As Yoongi switched to repeat the same treatment with your other nipple, you started to unbutton his shirt, button by button, getting a little worked up when your trembling fingers took longer to pop one open.Â
âCan you lay down for me?â Yoongi asked as his kisses changed direction and his hands squeezed your hips.Â
âAre we really doing this?â you asked with a nibble on your bottom lip, which made Yoongi pause.Â
âWe donât have to, if you donât want to.âÂ
âNo, no, I do, just⊠Donât want you to think I asked to be your girlfriend so I could get in your pants.â you reasoned, making him laugh.Â
âShouldnât I be telling you that?â he mused. âYouâve been in my pants, baby.â
âAhh, yeah, okay.â you giggled sweetly, moving off of his lap to keel on your bed.Â
âCute.âÂ
Yoongi was smiling like a fool in love as he moved to give you space to lay on your pillows, in the middle of your bed. While he pushed his shirt off his arms and let it fall on the floor, you pulled your sundress off the rest of the way. Yoongiâs breath got caught as he looked at you like that, for the first time, only a flimsy pair of panties on, which you removed even before you laid down for him.Â
He wanted to tell you that you were absolutely perfect, gorgeous all over, but the way you spread your legs for him, as your hands rested on your lower stomach, lip worried between your teeth, Yoongi didnât know any words anymore.Â
Except maybe âwantâ and ânowâ.Â
Yoongi was lowering himself between your legs, laying on his stomach as he kissed your inner thighs, sucking on the signs of your arousal that he found there. You smelled so good and looked so wet that he couldnât resist bringing two of his fingers to your pussy, spreading your lips so he could see all of you.Â
You mewled as your back arched off the mattress, spreading your legs even wider for him.Â
âYouâre so tight, baby.â he teased as the tips of his fingers circled your little entrance, watching as it clenched at his words. âHow am I ever going to fit here, hm?âÂ
âBeen wondering the same thing, if Iâm honestââ you chuckled breathlessly, hands falling to grab onto the comforter under you.Â
âIâll be gentle.â Yoongi told you as his middle finger pushed deeper inside you, just the tip, pulling it out to bring it to your clit. âStretch you nice and slow at first.âÂ
âYoongiââ you moaned as he flicked your bundle of nerves.Â
âGonna have to fuck you over and over again, so your body understands youâre mine.â he told you so, fingers touching you all over as his lips met your lower ones. âThat okay with you, doll?âÂ
âMhmm, so okay.âÂ
Yoongiâs fingers dragged down to your clenching hole again and stayed there, teasing your entrance, collecting more of your wetness, pushing in slowly but retrieving whenever your moaning became pained. Yoongi didnât want to hurt you, he wanted you to feel nothing but pleasure and love.Â
The flat of his tongue met your clit, lapping slowly and repetitively, until your moans became those of enjoyment. Once he was sure you were relaxed and content, Yoongi pushed the fingers into you again. He could feel your walls stretch to accommodate the digits, cock complaining inside his pants for being so constricted as all he wanted was to be buried inside you.Â
The more he sucked on your clit, the more you moaned and moved your hips in little circles, pushing his fingers deeper and deeper inside you. You were growing wetter and wetter and Yoongi was swallowing every sweet drop you gave him.Â
âHow do you feel?â he asked quietly, between rubs of your clit with the tip of his tongue.Â
âDoesnât hurt as much anymore⊠Better than I thought.â you told him with a little whine. âWant more, babe.âÂ
âYeah? Think youâre ready for me?â
âBorn ready!â you chirped with a little drunk giggle and the nodding of your head. âPlease fuck me.âÂ
Yoongi hummed and left one last kiss against your clit, which made you squirm and squeal. He pulled his fingers out of you slowly, scissoring them apart for good measure, to stretch you around them so you could take his cock.Â
You moved up a little on your pillows, from where you had slipped down with all your squirming, attentive eyes watching all of him, making him grow a little shy. Yoongi could read the desire in your eyes, you wanted him as bad as he wanted you and it was making him fluster a little, neck and chest feeling a little hot.Â
As he pulled his wallet from his back pocket you asked: âAre you buying anything right now?âÂ
âIâm getting a condom, doll.â Yoongi laughed at your wide eyes as you understood.Â
âWe donât need one.â you told him while sitting up to touch his stomach and chest, kissing his lower belly as your hands got to work on his belt and button. âIâve been on the pill since we started this.âÂ
âAâare you sure?â his stammering was what made you giggle no doubt.Â
With your little nod, Yoongi let his wallet drop to the floor where his shirt lay discarded and helped you push his pants and underwear off in one go, baring himself to you just as you were to him. You smiled sweetly and playfully licked at his tip, sending a rocking shiver all over his body.Â
âJesusââ he hissed, taking a finger under your chin to make you look at him. âLay down.âÂ
âBe gentle.â you begged with a pout, which Yoongi kissed. âGo slow.â another kiss, one that became a dragged moan as your hand wrapped around his shaft. âAnd make me cum all over your big cockââ
âOkay, lay down, now.âÂ
Your giggle was high pitched as Yoongi pinched your sides and had you squirming away from him to lay down on the bed. The man pushed your knees apart so he could lay on top of you, between your legs, heavy, painfully hard cock resting between your warm and slippery folds, making you both moan.Â
Your arms wrapped around his neck, nails and fingertips dragging up and down his back as he pulled you into a kiss. Yoongi kissed you slowly, deeply, full of passion and want and need. Your lips moved together as your tongues clashed with one another, breaths fanning each otherâs faces.Â
When you started to move your hips back and forth, rubbing yourself on his cock, Yoongi moaned into your lips and you took his bottom one into your mouth to suck on and drag between your teeth.Â
His hand ventured between your bodies to stroke his cock a few times, teasing himself, pumping him to make him drip beads of pre-cum on your lips. He brushed the tip between your folds to open you up to him, leading his cock to your entrance. You started breathing harshly, so Yoongi kissed your cheek and jaw to relax you, whispering praises that made you calm down.Â
âI promise it wonât hurt as much as you expect it to.â he told you and you hit him with a snort that screamed âhow would you know?â which made him bite back a little smile. âIâll be careful. Youâll be begging me to fuck you harder in no time.âÂ
âFuck, okay, I like that.â you writhed under him as he pressed his thumb to your clit to distract you from the sting as he pushed his cock into you, just the tip, breaching you for the very first time. âShit, thatâsâ a lot.âÂ
âJust breathe, youâre doing so wellâŠâ
Yoongi was holding himself up with an arm, chest pressed against yours, your body so small in comparison to his. Your small hands were on each side of his neck, your lips pressed against the side of his face as you let out the prettiest little sounds.Â
He was gentle with you, just as he promised, allowing you to get used to him, while holding back from taking you as he wanted. You felt so warm and so fucking tight, wet as slippery as he pushed in little by little, listening to your moans and stopping whenever you showed any signs of discomfort.Â
Yoongi could feel you clenching around him as his cock throbbed inside you and he made the mistake to look down, where your bodies met, and he saw the way your cunt was swallowing him, swollen clit and puffy lips.Â
âYouâre amazing.â he told you as an afterthought.Â
âPretty sure youâre doing all the workââ you managed to croak out.Â
âIâm sorry it hurts, baby.â he leaned down to kiss the frown between your brows, the pout on your lips.Â
âIt feels good.â you whispered against his lips as they found yours. âJust feel so full, but itâs nice.âÂ
âYeah? Can I move a little?âÂ
âMhmm, you can.âÂ
With desperation, you parted your mouth to take Yoongiâs lips and he kissed you back, the hand between the two of you easily finding your clit to rub it in small circles as his hips pulled out and then fucked him back in, making you cry out. The more you moaned, the more he rolled your clit to distract you and little by little you opened up to him, making the slide in and out a little easier.Â
Soon he couldnât see any traces of pain in your pretty face, and thatâs when he started to let go of his own restraints, starting to fuck you in a quicker pace that would catapult him into a different dimension with how hard you were squeezing him and how deep your nails were sinking in on his skin.Â
Your body was rocking with each fuller thrust and harsher pace, little cries of yes, yes, yes! letting him know that it was okay and you could take it.Â
âYou feel so good, babyââ his voice was broken as his hips snapped back and forward. âI didnât think anything could be better than your mouth, butââÂ
âGood to know you liked my blowjob so much.â you bantered, a dopey smile on your lips. âI can suck you off anytime youâfuck, Yoongi!âÂ
Instead of fucking in and out of you, Yoongi tentatively rolled his hips, pressing deeper and harder, and you seemed to like that, wrapping your legs around him to keep him close to you.Â
âLike this?â he gruffed next to your ear.Â
âYeah, right thereâoh my god, the fuck is thatââÂ
Yoongi couldnât help but laugh as his cock started to repetitively hit your g-spot with each new shallow thrust that was still enough to make you bounce under him, some so strong that it made the little ghosts on the headboard shake.Â
âIâm gonna cum, babe, pleaseâ!âÂ
You warned but he already knew it. Could feel you squeeze him impossibly tight, walls milking him for his own release, but he wouldnât get there before you did. His thumb rolled your clit in quick figure eight movements, despite the tight fit for his arm between the two of you, as his hips pulled almost all the way out, only to snap back in and roll against yours.Â
The noises of the creaking bed under your combined weights and the skin slapping against skin only lost to your loud yelp as you let go and your orgasm washed over you. Yoongiâs mouth latched onto your nipple to suck and you trembled all over, twitching with the aftershocks as your climax lasted and lasted.Â
Your cunt was clamping so tight, sucking him in so strongly that Yoongi couldnât even pull out of you, he just stayed there, letting your pussy milk his orgasm out of him. You both moaned together, bodies sticking with sweat, hugging each other for dear life as Yoongi filled you up.Â
As your breathing calmed down, Yoongi stayed close to you, peppering kisses all over your face.Â
âI love you.â he finally told you, hearing your tiny chuckle of bliss.Â
âI know.âÂ
âDo you, now?â he laughed, pulling out of you slowly to fall onto the bed next to you, trying not to crush you with his weight.Â
âMhm. You wouldnât fuck me this good if you didnât.â you grinned, trying to mask a wince as you were empty again, legs closing shut to keep his mess inside.
âYouâd be surprised.â Yoongi joked, which earned him a slap to the chest.Â
âStop making me jealous!â you whined, but couldnât hold onto your pout as you laughed.Â
âI didnât know you were so jealous, doll.âÂ
Yoongi got up from your bed, not bothering to put his clothes back on as he left your room to walk into your bathroom. There he found more makeup bits, perfumes he knew well, and a vampire soap dispenser that made him laugh.Â
âYou have no idea how many times I had to tell Kai you were straight.â you were saying as Yoongi looked through your cabinet to grab a clean towel, almost hitting his head on the marble top as he heard you.Â
âWait, what?âÂ
Once the small tower was wet, and his dick was properly clean, he made it back to your room to find your abashed little smile.Â
âYou know Kai, the guy from our coffee shop?â you said as if it should be obvious. âHe keeps hitting on you, but youâre always clueless. So he keeps asking me whatâs your deal and I always tell him you donât like boys.âÂ
âYouâre kinda right, I just like you.âÂ
Yoongi couldnât help but be amused about this new development, but as long as Kai was into him, Yoongi wouldnât have to worry he might be into you. And it offered many opportunities for him to make you a little jealous, maybe a little more possessive over him.Â
Not that you ever had anything to worry about, as far as Yoongi was concerned, heâd belong to you for as long as you wanted him.Â
He got back to the bed and helped you pry your legs open, just so he could clean the mess the two of you had made together, both choosing to stay naked as you pulled him back to lay down next to you.Â
You were laying on his chest as you said:
âThat was so good, Yoon.âÂ
âYeah?â he squeezed you a little tighter against his chest, lips pressing to the crown of your head. âBetter than the pie?âÂ
âThe pie!â
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