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Okay I know we talk a lot about the significance of Jinshi giving his hairpin to Maomao and how it is a romantic gesture and how the garden party's kind of a turning point in their relationship, but can we also talk about how Lady Lihua walked up to Maomao, saw she was already holding two seperate hairpins, said "No, you should have more" and then took one of the nicest pins she had out of her hair and handed it to Maomao in front of her entire entourage and all of Lady Gyokuyou's other ladies in waiting? Walks up to her, basically goes "I dont care if it could get you in trouble with your boss, you're too pretty to only have 2 of these" and then also gives her a token of affection with like, 20 witnesses.

Are, are we seriously not going to unpack any of that?

"but, isn't it a blessing to have someone care about you?" your voice was soft but your words weighed heavy on bakugou's heart.

it was nearly ten o'clock. due to your rampant text messages you sent to bakugou ten minutes ago, he stayed up past his normal bedtime in order to figure out what exactly was your issue tonight.

you were rested on the bench that was outside of u.a while bakugou was reclined on the bench, his legs sprawled out in front of him. there was a mere sprinkle that surrounded the area around them, a slight breeze also forcing you two to sit closer together to bask in each other's warmth.

bakugou was unsure what to reply with. where did your random outburst even come from. what did you really want him to say?

bakugou didn't particularly understand love and he damn sure didn't know how to express it. maybe that's why he was okay with it at first— you deserved to be with someone that could make you happy. he knew that he wouldn't be able to live up to your standards. he lacked all the aspects for a healthy relationship.

but when you got together with that stupid guy you met at a coffee shop eight months ago, he felt like an idiot for not pursing you. he noticed all of your tired eyes, insecure smiles, and passive behavior. it was only then when bakugou realized he could’ve done so much better than he thought.

you took his silence as an opportunity to continue. "someone who worries about your happiness and wants to always be by your side?"

yes. bakugou wanted to scream. yes, you fucking idiot. were the words that burned his throat. why couldn't it come out when he so desperately wanted it to?

did you decide to be blind of his feelings towards you? bakugou had thought he'd shown you that he'd go to hell and back for you, but still, you couldn't discern the fact that he was so infatuated with you? he was so in love with you that he would wait for you at the bottom no matter how long it took.

he hated this feeling. why did it have to be you that caught his eye? the only girl he was drawn to, no matter how many times he tried to escape your aura, the path always lead back to you.

he doesn't know why he would sit with you while you ranted about your relationship problems. maybe it was because he didn't want it to be anyone else other than him or because he cared about your well-being most of all. maybe it was both.

either way, he fucked hated it. why couldn't it be the other way around? why couldn't he be the one on the receiving end of your love? bakugou knew for sure he wouldn't do half of the shitty things that your lover would do. he hated that you stayed with worthless dick-face of a man you call your boyfriend. did you not know that with your personality and beauty that you could find someone that was worth millions?

"you know... i like to think someone cares for me that way." bakugou didn't have to look at you to tell there were tears prickling your eyes. water threatening to spill out. it was a usual thing whenever you'd ask him to lend a ear to your venting sessions. he wanted nothing more than to grab your face and kiss your tears away.

bakugou didn't understand love. not in the slightest. but bakugou understood regret. and his biggest regret came in the form of you. if only bakugou had enough courage to tell he that he loved you years ago when you two first met, then he would be the person on the receiving end. he would be the guy who would always be by your side. to be the guy who truly cares about you.

for however long you stayed with that asshole of a boyfriend, bakugou was aware his chance with you was as close to zero.

and he was fine with that.

because even though it pained him to hear you talk about another guy, bakugou would rather have some of you than none of you. he didn’t mind having to swallow his feelings that tugged at his heart if it meant you were happy.

he dryly laughed. "there is," his eyes suddenly finding comfort in the wet cement below them. "just someone who fuckin' sucks at showing it."

bakugou didn’t just not understand love. he hated it. he despised love because it always fell into the hands of the wrong person.

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yes the quote is from fruits basket, i couldnt help it.

DO U HAVE ANY BLUESHIPPING FIC REC?????PLEASENIMSTARVINGKSKSKKS

anon kskkasak ITS FINE ILL SAVE YOU OK? here goes:

Scenes from a Kaiba Marriage and Temptation by my blueshipping queen @kisara-kaiba as the opening. the peak of modern life blueshipping fluff, very lovesick, when im reading them its heart full, head empty. youre gonna be lucky to start them now cuz ill be rereading and drawing scenes from them this week👀. itll be like premium fanfic reading.

Enjambment -> this fic might be the single best written blueshipping fic by the virtue of MIRRORING their encounter in ancient Egypt beat by beat, including BOTH of their character arcs and the netflix show vibe of suspense and the sharp, cold and bleak setting is chefs kiss. changed my brain chemistry. still one of my favorite portrayals of Kisara.

Maiden with Eyes of Blue -> Sometimes time needs to slow down and a single scene should be a character study/ hashing out of things you needed acknowledged by canon, the situation is ESPECIALLY dire for Seto Kaiba as ive made my feelings on his writing known many times. This is it. Kisara isnt reincarnated in this one though, but her love for him can be felt in the air. Ngl you could just incorporate this into post canon and it would be fine. canon compliant+ canon enriching.

Shades of Water, Ice, and Sky -> I'm skimming through each fic to see what they were about and i just gotta say: why so heart-wrenching if so short?? theyre in love your honor.

Their Promise: Book I -> ok gonna be honest w you i havent finished this one and the main reason is that i cant go past the SPECTACULAR first chapter. ive started and failed to draw it in its entirety. i open it, i chew on the first chapter like a rabid dog, i close it more often than not. the second reason is it has a lot more angst and heartbreak than most blueship fics do and im weak to that sort of thing. still, if we follow their ancient egypt encounter beat by beat, which is a fantastic way of following and enriching the canon, their first meeting needs to be as kids with him saving her from a cage. chefs kiss.

who are you? -> JUST the right amount of Seto Kaiba immediate fixation obsession on Kisara (which means insanely obsessed)

You Will Crave Your Ancient Roots -> this is so good and so heartbreaking man. Seto and Atem are shot back into ancient Egypt and Seto is only able to slightly alter the events around Kisara. hes fated to fall for that woman every single time and *starts sobbing*

Ancient Rules -> all i gotta say is this Seto Kaiba gives me brainworms. hes chuck full of Passion and Cockiness and Insanity. blueshippers sometimes take out his insanity. he is very unsettling here i love it. Kisara is truly at his mercy..

never forget your first dream -> fem!Set and Kisara in ancient Egypt, this story twists more than just Seto's gender. im a yuri seto truther so its great to have written proof of it. jokes aside, very well characterized Set and Kisara, rich writing.

One in Forty -> pretty short but this one fundamentally changed how i viewed Kisara's canon influence over BEWD cards and her constant and unbendable favor around Seto. canon compliant + canon enriching.

ok so these are the cream of the crop for ME personally, might have forgotten some in my other folders, i might have missed reading some, its probably not all encompassing. but frankly ive liked and saved fics for a single resounding line, single funny joke, one interesting implication about the story or the characters the author wrote up so in my heart theyre all worth checking out, always. fanfic writers are carrying this ship on their backs and theyre all 9 ft tall and im just walking around them, clearing the path, giving them a sip of water and snacks etc. so THANK YOU BLUESHIPPING AUTHORS I LOVE YOUUUUUU

hi! do you know a fic that talks about robin's addition to the monsters and her relationship with them? tysm for your recs 🙏

From Nora’s extra content (here and here), Robin Cross joins the foxes as a freshman post canon on Andrew’s recommendation, becoming a goalie and part of Andrew’s tight-knit monsters. She is generally headcanoned to be particularly close with Neil and Andrew.

If you’re interested in a deep dive into Robin’s traumatic past of being kidnapped and held captive as a child, check out the true crime podcast au ‘Red Rabbits: Season 2’ here (now complete; accompanying art by @bloodydamnit here and here). -A

Also see

‘The Cartographer and the World’ here

‘Black as is the Raven, He’ll Get a Partner’ here

‘Red-Breasted Fox’ here

‘when i'm falling (i'm at peace)’ here

‘Skin Comes Apart (Angel in Lothian)’ here

‘Watchful Eyes’ and ‘transience’ here

‘don't wanna be lonely (just wanna be yours)’ here

‘the memory of burning’ here

‘cheers to the dead mothers club’ here

‘Runaway Train’ here

‘All I'm sayin' is if you don't love me no more, then lie’ here

‘Sliding Doors’ here

‘Worth the Trouble’ here

‘the name of the game’ here 

Teaching a caged bird to fly series by Charcoalll [Rated T/M, Collection with 5 complete works, Updated Dec 2021]

Part 1: Sunrise over Home [M, 7870 Words]

Robin Cross is regretting ever signing with the Foxes more and more every day. But when a disastrous day at court leads to emotions culminating, she has a much needed talk with her coach. Turns out her recrutation wasn't as random as she thought, but why would Andrew Minyard off all people have an interest in her?

No matter what, it all ends on that cursed roof at midnight.

tw: violence, tw: negative self talk, tw: bullying, tw: panic attacks, tw: implied/referenced csa

Part 2: Guilt, Fault and Blame [T, 9093 Words]

Robin begins driving with the monsters from practice and suddenly everything changes.

tw: anxiety, tw: recreational drug use, tw: alcohol, tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced kidnapping, tw: implied/referenced murder of a child

Part 3: Never felt Safer [T, 3465 Words]

Robin finally earned Andrew's attention. Now she's standing in front of the biggest changes her life has seen, but as it seems it's only for the better.

tw: violence

Part 4: Secret Privacy [M, 15790 Words]

5 times Robin saw the emotions others seemed blind to, and 1 time it was painfully obvious.

Or Andrew and Neil through Robin's eyes.

tw: alcohol, tw: blood, tw: panic attacks, tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: homophobia

Part 5: You've found your people, haven't you? [G, 5335 Words]

Robin takes Neil and Andrew home to her parent's for Thanksgiving

tw: anxiety

Afterthoughts by wesawbears [Rated T, Collection, Complete, 2017] 

Chapter 37: Andrew and Wymack- Robin [488 Words]

Chapter 57: Robin- First Season [244 Words]

Soulmarks Bind Ravens And Foxes Alike series by sam_sational [Rated T/M, Collection with 2 complete works, Updated March 2023]

Part 1: Fate Is A Meddling Bitch [T, 39848 Words, Complete, 2023] 

Neil doesn't swing, so he has no soulmark.

Andrew doesn't touch people, so he doesn't have to worry about his aversion to the concept either.

Unfortunately fate is a meddling bitch.

tw: homophobia, tw: implied/referenced murder, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: heavily referenced self harm, tw: references to suicide, tw: flashbacks, tw: violence, tw: implied/referenced kidnapping, tw: implied/referenced captivity

Part 2: Speak Up, Little Fox [M, 14071 Words, Complete, 2023]

Five times Robin defended Andrew. One time Andrew spoke up.

tw: homophobia, tw: implied/referenced murder, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced kidnapping, tw: implied/referenced captivity, tw: anxiety, tw: negative self talk

Show me the places where the others gave you scars by wangxian_234 [Rated T, 3369 Words, Complete, 2021]

Andrew has a past just as fucked up as Robin's, but he seems happy with Neil. Robin has questions. 

or: a slightly ooc discussion of how sex is effected by trauma

tw: implied/referenced csa, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: implied/referenced kidnapping, tw: implied/referenced captivity

Grains by Preludeno3 [Rated G, 993 Words, Complete, 2022]

Don’t say stupid things” Andrew growls back. His arm crawls with the contact and proximity, he’ll have move soon or he’ll have his own meltdown on his hands. “It gets better”

tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon

pick up all the pieces (and what’s left of my pride) by poika [Rated T, 4637 Words, Complete, 2020]

robin cross is interesting. and andrew doesn’t think that often.

an exploration into andrew and robin's relationship, featuring andrew's scathing running commentary, emotional growth and making a friend along the way

tw: implied/referenced kidnapping, tw: implied/referenced captivity, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon

my one, my dear by Mercey [Rated T, 18478 Words, Complete, AFTG Mixtape Exchange 2023]

Five years after graduating from Palmetto State University, Kevin's pro team decides to sign freshly-graduated Robin Cross. According to their friends it simply makes sense for the two ex-foxes to move in together, and while Kevin's intensity and Robin's unflappable nature pair well initially, what will happen when their darker things come to light?

tw: implied/referenced kidnapping, tw: implied/referenced captivity, tw: implied/referenced alcoholism, tw: implied/referenced murder

Neil Fights the Foxes by This_Witch_Writes [Rated T, 24142 Words, Complete, 2022]

Times that Neil got into fights and arguments on Andrew's behalf.

tw: homophobia, tw: transphobia, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: mania, tw: suicidal thoughts, tw: violence, tw: blood, tw: car accident

Stay With Me by Lostintheuniverseslies [Rated E, 21072 Words, Incomplete, Updated April 2023]

Part 3 of Healing, find part 1 here

They spent the first year after everything healing. Now they have to learn how to navigate being away from each other while Andrew is off playing in the pros and Neil is still at Palmetto finishing his fifth year. Things aren't easy. They never seem to be for them but they're fighters. And they always come out on top.

tw: explicit sexual content, tw: homophobia, tw: negative body image

From Dungeons by JuiceGremlin [Rated E, 8561 Words, Incomplete, Updated May 2022]

“I haven’t played Exy in years.”

“Brush up. Prove to me that you can be trusted. Miss Malcom will fill The Butcher’s position until a decision can be made about you.”

tw: graphic depictions of violence, tw: implied/referenced rape/noncon, tw: murder, tw: blood/gore, tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: gun violence, tw: implied/referenced animal abuse, tw: vomit, tw: implied/referenced self harm, tw: implied/referenced child abuse, tw: implied/referenced kidnapping, tw: implied/referenced captivity

didn’t know I was lonely (‘til I saw your face) by outofbookshelves [Rated M, 6671 Words, Complete, 2022]

Neil hadn’t expected Andrew’s first year in the pros to be easy. But he’d be fine for the next few months, until he saw Andrew again on Thanksgiving.

He turned out to be wrong, though – it wasn’t fine.

5 times Neil missed Andrew (and didn't realize it) and 1 time he didn't have to anymore.

tw: graphic nightmares, tw: implied/referenced torture

Five Years to the Day by emmy (emmy7) [Rated T, 5045 Words, Complete, 2021]

Neil's final game as a Fox with some big feelings, sappy thoughts, and a whole lot of hugging.

it's rotten work (not to me; not if it's you) by Awesomenessatrandom [Rated G, 8868 Words, Complete, 2021]

Part 1 of when is a monster not a monster? (when you love it)

three times Neil couldn't take care of himself and one where Andrew lets himself get taken care of

It begins the summer directly after King's Men and progresses chronologically.

tw: implied/referenced torture, tw: violence, tw: anxiety

thumbs up by tropicalblend [Rated G, 5268 Words, Complete, 2021]

Robin's on her period and her cramps are tearing apart her insides. She thinks she can push through practice and knock out in her dorm, but her body said, no lets black out during practice.

Kevin, Andrew, and Neil try to help in little ways.

tw: menstruation

All We Ever Knew by OrdinaryVegan [Rated G, 1317 Words, Complete, 2017]

Robin comes to Neil for life advice, and he is surprisingly helpful.

A Quick Stop Before Breakfast by AnniGrace [Rated G, 1163 Words, Complete, 2017]

Blah blah blah Nora says they never get married but...

Some Tumblr Bits

…then you remember baby Robin Cross exists meta by @jostenjorts [Tumblr, 2022]

Neil and Robin on the cover of vogue; a spiel by @chronic-optimistt [Tumblr, 2022]

Robin is Andrew and Niel adopted daughter for me this is a fact hc and  Niel teaching Robin / Niel teaching any of the other foxes fandom fun post by @chacha462 [Tumblr, 2021]

Robin Cross headcanons by @yolkylemon [Tumblr, 2021]

Art

Her fist day at the locker room after her Eden’s Twilight trip comic by @crows-and-crumbs

my new Robin Cross obsession comic by @two-wizards-in-a-trench-coat

When Robin meets Renee and Allison, agents of chaos, and ur hand in marriage pls ma’am art by @yolkylemon

I’ve never smoked before and neil and robin are besties art by @poikas

Robin Cross art by @redskiesandsailboats

Robin brain rot hours and More Robin Cross hours art by rei_ko__ on instagram; also here, @rei-ka-ko

Lil Robin Cross moment art by @truthforatruth

✝️Robin Cross✝️ art by drewthesapphic on instagram, also here on twitter

meet Robin, Foxes’ goalkeeper by shtormlen on instagram

do you have any chosoyuki fic recs? i’m starving

I’ve made a couple of ficrec posts before:

https://www.tumblr.com/arinavah/703740634612236288/hi-hope-youre-well-i-really-love-your-art-in?source=share

https://www.tumblr.com/arinavah/732203576632508416/hi-im-a-huge-fan-of-your-work-your-art-is?source=share

https://www.tumblr.com/arinavah/668056412159639552/chosoyuki-fics-recs?source=share

Plus my new favourites!

It takes time (but I’m taking it) by remainsimple

low life by ureklas

11.12.2018 | my submission for the death note zine, alumina, from earlier this year.

{after the funeral ⚰️}

Gamers Against Weed

Links to stories under the "keep reading" cut.

Stories: Different Kinds of Nihilism What Passes as Normal in the Digital Age Gamers Against Weed Dossier Sometimes It's Not Funny You Ain't No Family The Physical World

Jude's Bizarre Adventure Phantom Blunt Bong Rip Tendency Kiefdust Crusaders

Cool and Awesome Ways to Say No to Weed The Assassination of Beleaguered Normalcy by the Coward Gamers Against Weed Shocking Ignorance Regarding Anything Resembling a Structured Set of Rules to be Applied Fairly The Reason Ulysses Doesn't Start With WARNING: IT'S GOT A BLOWJOB IN IT

Ladies & Gentlemen, We Are Floating in Space The Ending of Dramamine Dwindle, Dwindle

The Eternal MxTape "Smile! You Are Being Watched!" Start the Music The Not-Too-Distant Future Salt and Pepper (Extra Salty)

any fic recs of Andreil where they're parents (from ao3) thanks!!!!

Hi!

If you haven't seen it previously then you might find something you like in this post, look for the "Andrew and Neil with kids" section

And here are some new parents andreil fic recs!

Call the doctor ( I may need help) [ 23k ] and its series

what now? [ 9k ]

The Manny [ 57k ] and its sequel

Forming a Family; Forging a Future [ 16k ]

Arlo Minyard-Josten Series

Eighteen Wheels And Three Beating Hearts [ 82k ] and its sequel

Andreil's Adventures in Parenthood series

Say You'll Stay [ 4,6k ]

A House Of Rainbows [ 29,9k ]

Noah Minyard-Josten [ 51k, incomplete ]

We’ll Both Be Fine [ 117k, incomplete ]

masterlist:

𝐇𝐀𝐈𝐊𝐘𝐔𝐔!

☺︎ akaashi works ☺︎ aone works ☺︎ azumane works ☺︎ bokuto works

☺︎ daichi works ☺︎ daishō works ☺︎ futakuchi works ☺︎ hinata works

☺︎ hoshiumi works ☺︎ iwaizumi works ☺︎ kageyama works

☺︎ kita works ☺︎ koganegawa works ☺︎ komori works

☺︎ kozume works ☺︎ kurō works ☺︎ kyōtani works

☺︎ matsukawa works ☺︎ meian works ☺︎ m. atsumu works

☺︎ m. osamu works ☺︎ nishinoya works ☺︎ oikawa works

☺︎ ojiro works ☺︎ sakusa works ☺︎ sugawara works ☺︎ suna works

☺︎ tanaka works ☺︎ tendō works ☺︎ tsukishima works ☺︎ ukai works

☺︎ ushijima works ☺︎ yamaguchi works ☺︎ yaku works

𝐉𝐔𝐉𝐔𝐓𝐒𝐔 𝐊𝐀𝐈𝐒𝐄𝐍

☺︎ nanami works ☺︎ toji works ☺︎ gojo works

𝐆𝐄𝐍𝐒𝐇𝐈𝐍 𝐈𝐌𝐏𝐀𝐂𝐓

☺︎ wriothesley works ☺︎ xiao works

— if you mass like you will be blocked. AT LEAST REBLOG A COUPLE WORKS.

— DO NOT REPOST MY WORKS ANYWHERE.

— kinktober 2021

“apologize”

the word rang through your dizzy and blurry head- trying to breathe while your cheek pressed down onto pillows with every swing of nanami’s hips. you hadn’t seen his face for the better part of half an hour now.

having used every shaky word you were allowed to use in his presence with slip ups like these.

too needy, begging and vying for his attention so badly it slipped you into an uneasy and frankly snappy attitude. directing it to everyone except for him… until he stood directly in front of you with inquisitive questions as to why a pout was painted on your lips. arms crossed and straining against the pressed shirt that had absolutely no give.

heart sinking down to your tummy when your answer was uncharacteristically sour and borderline mean. accusing your sweet, overworking man of prioritizing work over you- lips snapped shut when he stepped forward and promptly pressed his fingers on either side of your cheeks and squeezing tight enough that there was a panic crawling up the base of your skull. hand immediately coming to try and pry his hand off before you thought better.

settling for the way he tugged you away and brought you to the point you were currently at- screaming and crying into the pillow saturated with tears and drool he had mercilessly fucked out of you.

messy cock bullying your poor cunt now after he deemed your mouth raw enough; ensuing you’d think twice about speaking to him like that.

he was good to you, patient- understanding when you got into your head over the silliest things and speaking before thinking. he could dismiss that; but he had been strung too tight, already missing you like you were him and being received in a manner where your kindness wasn’t there struck a cord within him that he preferred to swallow back.

but it was fine, he’d be here to straighten out any attitude you’d catch with him.

smiling when he saw you try and look back at him, knowing your lips were still sore and swollen from his thick cock previously. eyes barely able to meet his, rolling back every time he stopped and pressed his hips into the fat of your ass down so hard he knew it hurt.

stomach clenching with the painted look of hurt painted your pretty face.

“apologize for making me treat you like this.”

nanami spoke, reaching down to grab one swell of fat- spreading you open to see for himself the spattered wetness of orgasms ruined circling the base of his cock.

trying to keep the shiver that had him audibly groan down when your whole being spasmed at the words he directed towards your barely lucid self.

letting you suck in tufts of air before your lips trembled trying to form every syllable.

“‘m sorry.” it was warbled, every letter shaky and pitchy. a pathetic attempt in the midst of his hips pistoning in and out of you, swallowing after every word with the feeling that his cock itself was in your throat.

“nanami- ‘m sorry.” you whimpered, shame and embarrassment curling so tight in your stomach you could mistake it for a hot orgasm, ripped away when he finally ceased.

finally curled his body down to feel your heated skin, hand kept at the base of your neck but this time moving your head to bring your lips to his own. kissing you like he intended the first time he came back to you.

sweet and warm, silently apologizing in his own right for how he’d handled it- not regretting a single thing, but apologizing for the act itself.

“it’s okay, sweetheart- i’m here.” he whispered.

“good now, yeah?” nanami wondered, waiting for the nod of your head before finally lifting off you- eager himself to give you everything you wanted. knowing it was his fault for indulging you, especially like this.

waiting with a salivating mouth for the sight and feel of every messy orgasm he’d fuck out of you yet.

Wymack's Peptalks

An older Andrew talking with Wymack about life and whats the point in trying. Scene is from @stillmadaboutpetra's fic Does the Dog Die in the End. It's probably my favourite writing of older Andrew, charaterization is great and the writing is incredible. This mini comic is basically a thank you back to the writer, they did amazing. Definitely go have a read.

It's supposed to be Ion before he became the Grand Karcist, breaking the veil of reality and coming face to face with Yaldabaoth.

Sarkicism Hub by Metaphysician: http://scp-wiki.net/sarkicism-hub

Patreon | Author Page | Art Hub | Twitter | DeviantArt

After all these years I finally solved the meaning of Kaiba's last line in Dsod. Watch now for answers on his line

quick lil masterlist just so i don’t lose track of my writing let’s goo :3

✩ = personal fave!!

you are somebody that i want to keep ; satoru gojo ✩ (6.7k)

you aren't sure what you have with satoru gojo, but you know that it’s good.

call my name and i’ll come running ; satoru gojo (8.7k)

satoru can be irritating, at times. outright obnoxious, even — to the point where even you can’t handle it. but even if you push him away, he’ll always, always be there for you when you need him.

i’ll relearn love at our kitchen table ; satoru gojo ✩ (4.9k)

satoru still doesn’t really know what love is supposed to feel like. but if it means coming home to you, and getting to bask in the warmth of your embrace, then maybe it’s fine if it’s a curse.

the things you do for love ; satoru gojo (7.0k)

satoru begs you to wear the frilly maid dress he bought. against your better judgement, you indulge him.

i can’t close my eyes alone ; satoru gojo (4.2k)

arguing with satoru is always exhausting. bitter and spiteful, you leave him in the bedroom and go find another place to sleep; your couch would be the obvious choice, but where’s the fun in that?

how deep is your devotion? ; satoru gojo (6.6k)

you’re his knight, and he’s your prince. if only it were that simple.

oh my destiny, how far you have sprung now ; satoru gojo (not an x reader) (jjk spoilers!!) (5.3k)

satoru gojo goes north.

drabble; satoru gojo ✩ (2.4k)

where you lead me, i’ll follow ; suguru geto ✩ (10.0k)

the future worries you. it worries suguru, too. under the comfort of a starry sky, opening up comes easy; just another heart-to-heart with your one and only childhood friend, who you aren’t sure you could live without.

i've always loved the way you eat ; suguru geto ✩ (4.9k)

suguru is a morning person. he likes the serenity of it all, the quiet of the early hours, the expensive feel of his coffee pot; more than anything, he likes bringing you breakfast in bed.

there was no place in nature we could meet ; suguru geto (3.3k)

it’s never fun to run into an ex, especially when the ex in question is your unfairly handsome high school sweetheart — and also just so happens to be a wanted mass murderer.

if i fell through the floor i would keep falling ; suguru geto (7.5k)

geto knocks at your front door one morning ten years after leaving everything he knew behind, fully expecting to be met with a middle finger or a hand to the throat. when you invite him in, instead, he can’t help but feel somewhat perplexed.

i love you, i love you (kill me in the morning) ; suguru geto (10.0k)

everyone has a weakness. some are harder to get rid of. (or, alternatively; suguru geto befriends a non-sorcerer as a child.)

drabble ; suguru geto (1.8k)

you drink your coffee black and we are afraid of each other ; shoko ieiri (4.2k)

shoko makes you a morning cup of coffee; turns out she’s not very good at that, but it’s the thought that counts.

in the dream i don’t tell anyone, you put your head in my lap ; shoko ieiri (jjk spoilers!!) (4.5k)

ever since the battle in shinjuku came to its conclusion, nothing’s been the same as it used to. no one is dealing with the loss particularly well — but you don’t think anyone is doing quite as badly as shoko. 

the green in your eyes (makes me feel warm inside) ; megumi fushiguro (4.6k)

in the comfort of a familiar bookstore, you find a boy. a pretty boy, who’s always reading, who doesn’t speak unless he has to. you’d like to get to know him — and maybe you will.

go for it! ; yuuta okkotsu (7.4k)

yuuta’s been crushing on you ever since the first group project you had together, but he’s too nervous to confess. luckily, he has some over-eager friends willing to help! step 1: ask for your number!

i’ll go see you again tomorrow (spring is coming to an end) ; sashisu

the gradual blossoming of a youth shared with three strange classmates, at the weird, isolated boarding school you all attend. as the seasons of your first year together pass, the relationship between you changes into something you don’t need to put into words to understand.

part 0 - first meeting ; sashisu (1.6k)

part i - spring ; satoru gojo (5.9k)

oops. my hand slipped

I WANT FOR AO3 TO HAVE A FILTER TO TAKE OUT ALL THE FICS I'VE ALREADY READ CUS MAN I'VE READ A LOT

Masterlist

Most works are NSFW and contain smut. 18+ only

*make sure you turn off your mature content toggles if you want to see any of my works

Din Djarin Masterlist

Moon Knight Masterlist

Thor Odinson Masterlist

Frankie Morales Masterlist

Charlie Hunnam Character Masterlist

to be this close, to feel the same

Benny and Reader have a “friends with benefits” situation after you dump your shitty ex. Of course - it’s a mess. 

Tell me, lover, are you lonely?

You’re at a party you wish you weren’t. Benny takes care of you in the bathroom.

at dawn

“You know that I would save you,” he confesses under his breath. “You know that I would always come after you.”

winds on forever

Geralt rescues a girl twice.

Loki Laufeyson Masterlist

Rick Flag Masterlist

More:

Joel Miller Masterlist

Simon ‘Ghost’ Riley Masterlist

House of the Dragon Masterlist

Predator Masterlist

The Gray Man Masterlist

The Boys Masterlist

Chris Evans Character Masterlist

TF Boys x F!Reader Masterlist

Porn Star Din Djarin Masterlist

Drabbles/Requests

A drawing of some leaders of some Groups of Interest from the SCP universe.

"this is cool but not scary at all"

A comic version of one scene from a (long) SCP Tales series I wrote in December 2021 on SCP-FR, Minuit Moins Cinq (Five Minutes to Midnight on -INT). I couldn't find anyone to beta read the English version I posted on -INT but thankfully a friend helped me fix the English version of this comic at least

Anyway enjoy two of my idiots trying to find one of their friends who keeps running away from his problems and has decided to hide somewhere in the Library

Never posted anything worthwhile in Tumblr, but today is the day post this map of the SCP Multiverse I did a couple of months ago.

It burned me out pretty heavily, but it turned out as confusing as I expected.

[An die Freude]

Summary: An incident from Isis' childhood comes back to her in an unexpected way. Word count: 12,000 | Rating: T

“Do you know what I wanted at fourteen?” Isis returned the smile, with an unsettled sigh, oddly relieved. Here was the balance of pain: he’d rather talk about this than that. “Tell me.” “I spent a lot of time thinking about beating my stepfather to death with his nine iron.” “A nine iron?” “A golf club. The heaviest one, with the greatest slope. For hitting the ball with maximum loft.” Isis considered that cynical, canny little smile. “You wanted him to die.” “He’s the subject. I wanted to be the agent. I wanted to do it. However: that old bastard beat me to it. Or, to put it in your terms, destiny got to him before I did.” A thousand possible replies flared through her mind. Do you really want to live with your father’s blood on your hands? Don’t we want to be better than them? Malik did what you wanted and it almost destroyed us. It was not your destiny to kill him. It was your destiny to survive him. “That’s what you wanted,” she said. “But it’s not what you needed.”

A/N: (AGED UP) trustshipping, but it's really about isis and her childhood and post-canon struggles and kaiba is just there to be annoying <3 rishid and malik are also here. read for romance and fluff and ancient egyptian mythology and my love for berlin, one of my favorite cities i've ever visited. enjoy, kind comments and kudos are always welcome!

video essays about horror, fear and dread

Films That Feel Like Bad Dreams

The Nightmare Artist

Fear of Big Things Underwater

Control, Anatomy, and the Legacy of the Haunted House

House of Leaves: The Horror Of Fiction

Monsters in the Closet: A History of LGBT Representation in Horror Cinema

The History of Insane Asylums and Horror Movies

The Saddest Horror Movie You’ve Never Seen

Fear of Forgetting

Slender Man: Misunderstanding Ten Years Of The Internet

The Real Reason The Thing (1982) is Better than The Thing (2011)

The Bizarre Clown Painting No One Fully Understands

The Little Book of Cosmic Horrors

The Disturbing Art of A.I.

Fear of Depths

Goya’s Witches

David Lynch: The Treachery of Language

The True History That Created Folk Horror

The Existential Horror of David Cronenberg’s Camera

Seguir leyendo

a list of Kaiba fic recs, in honor of his birthday

I thought I'd have a fic ready for the 25th, but alas, it was not to be. So instead, I pulled together a fic rec list of some of my favorites I've read in the last few months, sorted by ship. I'm sure there's plenty more that I haven't been able to find the links to.

Happy reading! This got way too long so I put the list under the cut.

Flareshipping

it takes two to duel by ImagineYourself

Gen fics

Cozy, Distance by rainstormcolors

If Your Heart Were A House I’d Be Breaking In And Taking Photos Of Your Hair While You Sleep by rowanthestrange

The Inexperienced Spy by DrMiniPie

the last taiyaki by surrenderer (self-rec)

Mokuba Kaiba and the Very Pointed Prank by duelmepharaoh (captain_indigo)

Opinions Shared with The World by Winxhelina

The Past by EriksChampion

“What Common Mistakes Are You Making Over And Over Again?” (Number 3 will SHOCK you) by rowanthestrange

Prideshipping

Allargando by Slaycinder

Apep Swallows the Moon by bobtailsquid

by night by mimsical

The Haunted RV by Winxhelina

Hm n(y)w mri by bobtailsquid

Just Another Duel? by dragonwrangler

Inclement Weather by bobtailsquid

Our Fairly Modest Just A Few Close Friends Ancient Egyptian Wedding by rowanthestrange

Pharaoh's First Con by DrMiniPie

The Poetry of Logic by RookSacrifice

potential/kinetic by peachpal

Save Point by bobtailsquid

Stalemate by duelmepharaoh (captain_indigo), mooguriklaine

Studies and Sales by Winxhelina

sweeter when it's finally found by surrenderer (self-rec)

there's so much left unspoken between the two of us (it's so much more exciting to look when you can't touch) by JigsawLesbian

Unavoidable by DrMiniPie

Puppyshipping

In bed with the mob by Alecto

Menagerie by shadow_of_egypt (Shachaai)

Old Friends by Alecto

Rivalshipping

Doublebooked at 3:30 PM by grevola

Ticket to Ride by Desidera

Unrespectable Society by bobtailsquid

Trustshipping

Catching Z's by DrMiniPie

I Trust This Finds You Well by Sparklefists

Mess and All by DrMiniPie

Scenes From a Journey by JustAWritingAmateur

Self Destruction by MyMisguidedFairytale

when it’s you and me, it’s never too late by scorpionGrass

Does scandalshipping count? well, consider it a bonus, I guess...

A Royal Excursion by TelepathJeneral

The Beast Of My Daydreams by Not Kujaku (WaterTreeProductions)

The High Priest by hakaibunshi

Hushed Scandal by Sparklefists

see me as a secret mission by surrenderer (self-rec)

Serpens Caput, Serpens Cauda by RookSacrifice

The Sound of Drums by shadow_of_egypt (Shachaai)

Throne Room Rendezvous by Slaycinder