I Hate Those Moments In The Breaking Of A Friendship Because You Can Feel Your Friend Pulling Back, Giving

I hate those moments in the breaking of a friendship because you can feel your friend pulling back, giving shorter answers, they seem more annoyed with everything you do. And you try, you try so hard to stop it, bring out all the things you two once laughed about, try to be less, but nothing seems to work. And right now I'm just thinking about what's gonna happen once these short painful conversations stop altogether. There’s going to be nothing. I’m going to lose my friend. And have more painful words ever been written?

“For a long moment, I can feel him lying there besides me. If I turn my head to look, I’d see him with his arms tucked behind his head, wearing his plaid shirt, his eyes opened wide at the sky, his beautiful dark hair, that handsome smile on his face. But I don’t dare to look, because I’m scared no one will be there. So I just stare straight up at the stars, and allow myself to keep pretending.”

— Dustin Thao, You’ve Reached Sam

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did i come off mean or condescending or something? right, sorry, it’s just you seem annoyed. you don’t know me very well, i don’t really have a filter, or a strong grasp of social cues.

it's so weird sitting in a room with your mother and grandmother it's like you were all me, exactly the same but also completely different, only one of us has a chance anymore and I would give anything for it to be you

exams coming and i feel this all too well

Yes. Just Yes.

“You’re one of the best things to ever happen to me. And when I think about my life, I think of you in it. You are my entire world, Julie. And one day, maybe I’ll only be a small piece of yours. I hope you keep that piece.”

There are tears streaming down my face from these lines y’all. Literally.

You’ve Reached Sam is an incredible, heart-wrenching book and I am so, so fucking happy I grabbed it off the shelf today. I think it’s one of those books that will stay with me for a very long time. I’ll keep this small piece