First Kiss- Connie Springer

First Kiss- Connie Springer

WC: 1,854 (?)

TW: [Y/N] gets injured

"[Y/N]! [Y/N]! Wake up please! [Y/N] can you hear me?!" You hear a muffled shout. What's going on? Where am I? Why am I so cold? Hello...is anyone there?

GASP

Suddenly you shoot up from the cold hard floor. What's going on? You look down to see a large gash on your side, the red blood oozes out. You nearly pass out at the sight. What happened?

You look around to see several people crowding around you. They're all yelling different questions, overwhelming you further.

"Guys give them some space!" You finally hear someone shout through the crowd.

"W-What's going on?" You stutter out still gaping at the gash on your side.

"You don't remember?" You hear Connie mumble, a look of shame evident on his face. You try to steady your breathing and think back, retracing your steps.

You and the scouts were on an exploration mission when you were suddenly swarmed by a group of titans. Everyone fought well but of course there were casualties.

It takes a moment before it all finally comes back to you. You, Connie, Sasha, and Jean were all on one squad taking down three titans. The four of you dealt with them swiftly and then let your guards down.

Flashback————————————————

"Easy peasy! Taking down titans, no problem for us!" Jean shouts, jumping up and down. The rest of you just laugh at him.

"Alright let's not get too confident. You know what they say, confidence is a flimsy shield." You say in a ‘matter of factly’ tone. You turn around to wipe some titan blood off of your ODM gear when you see something out of the corner of your eye.

It was a titan standing right behind Connie, a mere centimeter from grabbing him. You don't think your legs just move. You swiftly push him out of the way, being grabbed instead.

Present Time———————————————

"I...remember..." You say holding your hand to your head. Your head it's pounding and your side is burning, you can barely string together sentences.

"Don't worry [Y/N] help is on the way!" Jean says trying to reassure you. You just nod, not really hearing his words. You feel your consciousness begin to slip away and it all goes black.

When you finally come to you're in a room you instantly recognize. It's one of the rooms used for recovering patients. You try to lean up to further search your surroundings but an excruciating pain in your side stops you.

"Ah fuck, what the hell!" You yell out in pain, a figure huddled over in the corner of the room quickly sits up and rushes to your side.

"[Y/N] are you okay?!" It was Connie Springer. The two of you have known each other for a long time, training together for five years and then becoming scouts together.

The memories from the day before all come rushing back to you in a haze. The panic you felt only a day ago shoots right back through you and you sit up, ignoring the pain blood curdling pain.

"Are you okay?!" You practically yell, searching his entire body for injuries. Grabbing his arms to investigate. He turns red at your worry but makes no move to take his arm away from your gentle hold.

"Yeah I'm okay, thanks to you." You feel a wave of relief wash over you and you fall back down onto the plush mattress.

"Oh thank god." You say with a sigh. The two of you sit in silence for a long moment before he speaks.

"Hey [Y/N]...I-I'm really sorry." He mumbles just barely loud enough for you to hear. You glance over at him and reach for his hand, squeezing it gently.

"Why? We're both here and we're alive, I don't regret a thing." You say with a soft smile. He stares at you in slight shock and a tear slowly runs down his cheek.

"H-HUH? W-WHY'RE YOU CRYING?!" You shout, feeling a sharp pain shoot through your side. “AGH!”

"I-I'm not, and stop floundering around you’re gonna reopen your wound!" He says turning his face away to wipe his tears, you just smile at his concern.

For the next few days you don't do much. Well more like you can't do much. You spend your days sleeping and eating, trying to get your body to heal as fast as possible.

Soon enough you're healed enough to stand up. Standing up turns to working out, and working out turns into training with ODM gear. Before you know it you're ready to go on missions again.

You wake up to a message pinned outside the dorms from Captain Levi. "All Scouts meet at the conference hall at 14:00 for information on the next expedition." You sigh at the thought but get ready regardless.

You show up slightly early and find a table with familiar faces. When Jean and Sasha see you they immediately stand up and run towards you. Trapping you in a tight hug.

"We're so happy you're okay [Y/N]!" Sasha says with tears in her eyes.

"Yeah you really scared us this time you idiot." Jean says and you swear you see a light gloss over his eyes.

"I haven't gotten a hot boyfriend yet, there's no way I'll let myself die single." You say with a laugh, the others join in and you all sit back down. Sharing light conversation before the others arrive and Captain Levi begins.

He explains how on the next expedition only a few soldiers will attend. Only the best of the best hand picked by Levi himself, because of the smaller numbers the mission will be even riskier.

"Now I will list the scouts who will be attending.

Mikasa Ackerman

Eren Yeager

Jean Kirstein

Sasha Braus

Armin Arlet

Connie Springer

and...

[Y/N] [L/N]."

"What?! No! [Y/N] can't go...t-they're still recovering! It isn't safe." Connie shouts without thinking. You look at him slightly shocked, both you and Connie knew you were perfectly capable, more so than him.

Levi looks over at him with a clear look of annoyance. He turns to you before he speaks.

"[Y/N] do you have any problems with attending the next expedition? Do you believe you are unfit?" He asks, practically staring into your soul.

"I have no issue Sir, I believe I am more than capable." You say with a stiff salut.

"Very well then, that will be all, more information will be given tomorrow morning, see you then." He says before leaving the conference hall.

Everyone stays silent, making sure the captain has truly left before everyone continues their previous conversations. You slowly turn to Connie, horrified.

"What the hell was that? That was so embarrassing! Do you think I'm weak or something?" You ask staring at him in disbelief.

You watch as he turns bright red, stuttering and trying to put words together. When he fails to do so he clumsily stands up, tripping on his chair before running out of the room.

"What just happened?" You ask more to yourself than to anyone else, but of course Jean includes his two cents.

"He's just worried, we all are. After that stunt you pulled we're all a little on edge, it was scary almost losing you like that. Connie seems to be taking it hard." Jean says and Sasha nods.

"I'm sorry guys. I didn't mean to worry any of you. My body it just moved on its own, you know?" You say, sheepishly scratching the back of your neck.

"Well it doesn't matter now! All that matters is that you're here and you're alive!" Sasha says with a comforting smile and a tight squeeze. You and Jean just nod before the three of you go your separate ways, heading back to your dorms.

The sun had set and you were sitting on your bed reading with only a small flame to light up the faded pages. You hear a soft knock against your door that snaps you out of the fictional world you were reading about.

Slowly you slide out of your covers, making sure you place a book mark in your book. You walk over and open your door to see a nervous looking  Connie pacing in front of your door.

"Connie? Isn't it a bit late? Did something happen?" You ask snapping him out of his daze. His face immediately shoots up, staring into your eyes with determination.

"Sorry for showing up so late, do you mind if I come inside?" He says with his nervousness returning.

"Yeah sure." You say before opening your door wider, inviting him inside. He walks in and you close the door behind him, making your way to your bed and sitting down as he awkwardly begins to pace back and forth.

"So I was wondering if on tomorrow's expedition, if you really do insist on going, if it would be okay if I stayed by your side." He says, avoiding eye contact with you.

"Well Connie you know Captain Levi is going to break us up based on skill, especially since there are less of us. So it really isn't up to me." You say watching him carefully.

"I just...please just if he tries to separate us please help me to convince him." Connie says in a quieter tone.

"Where's this even coming from? We should just trust Captain Levi." You say in a soft tone, trying to ease Connie's very apparent nerves.

"No [Y/N] you-you don't understand." He practically whispers. You stare at him confused before slowly standing up, reaching for his hand and holding it gently.

"Then explain to me, make me understand." You say while trying to meet his eyes. He finally makes eye contact with you, a bright blush on his face.

"[Y/N] after...after what happened I realized something. I realized that if you go I wanna go with you, no matter where I wanna be there too. If-If...If you die I want to die with you." His words shock you and you just stare at him unsure of what to say.

"Connie don't say stuff like that. Neither of us are gonna die anytime soon, and if I die the last thing I'd want is for you to die along side me!" You say slowly pulling him in for a hug. He wraps his arms around your waist, holding onto you like it's the last time the two of you will be together.

"I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm so sorry." He mumbles into your shoulder. You feel his tears soak into your shirt, cold against your warm skin. Gently you rub his back, squeezing him.

"Don't apologize it wasn't your fault. I would do it again in a heartbeat." You whisper to him, he just holds you tighter.

Eventually his tears slow and he gently pulls away. Staring into your eyes with his tear stained ones. Without thinking your hand slowly comes up and wipes the tears from his face. Gently he reaches up, holding onto your wrist, keeping your hands on his face.

"[Y/N] I love you." He whispers before slowly leaning in, capturing your lips in his. When the two of you pull away you realize that tears had started falling from your eyes as well.

"I love you too."

thinking about virgin!katsuki…

virgin!katsuki that is overly embarrassed to tell you he’s a virgin when you two first get together. he’s a blushing, sweating mess who can’t keep eye contact.

virgin!katsuki who lets off little sparks on accident when holding your hips underneath him. he would mumble out little apologies for it every time you two part from your kiss for breaths of air.

virgin!katsuki that has an internal battle of wether or not he should ask to go further. he would start to panic, letting more sparks off and having to move his hands away from your skin as to not burn you, grabbing onto the sheets and headboard instead.

virgin!katsuki that thanks the gods when you ask to go further, nodding his head and mumbling a soft yes.

virgin!katsuki that gasps and has to look at inanimate objects in the room to keep from cumming just from you whispering praises in his ears while leaving a trial of hickeys down his neck and chest.

virgin!katsuki that watches intently as you start to unzip his pants and pull them down, him doing the same to you trying to shield himself from the embarrassment of just watching you do it.

virgin!katsuki that feels like his heart is going to jump out of his chest when he finally starts to push into you, your arms shooting for his shoulders, holding onto him.

virgin!katsuki who goes slow at first but can’t help himself but to start chasing his high as fast as he can. he would moan into your neck as quiet as he can, not wanting you to hear the embarrassing noises leaving his lips.

virgin!katsuki who leaves charred handprints on your white sheets and pillow cases when he cums. soft groans and whimpers leaving his lips as he finally reaches his high.

NOTvirgin!katsuki who is in a state of pure bliss when he grabs your body and pulls you into him, wiping the tears off your face with his thumb and leaving passionate kisses all over your face, little ‘i love you’s leaving his perfect lips.

I hate when yall write the same kind of personality for self insert fics.

I don’t want to keep seeing the same easily flustered, no backbone, cries a lot Y/N. Here are some versions that I think would work better for each character.

Sweetheart Y/N: Caretaker, blushy, scolds character for not taking care of themselves. Best for slice of life AU’s or as a quirkless character. [Midoriya, Hawks, Dabi, Toshinori, Aizawa]

Goofball Y/N: Silly, playfully sarcastic, best friend type, takes nothing seriously. [Bakugou, Shigaraki, Todoroki, Aizawa]

Bitchy/Bratty Y/N: Tackless, competitive, well meaning, emotionally constipated. [Kirishima, Iida, Midoriya, Bakugou, Sero]

Bestie/Sacrificial Y/N: Fun, overly understanding, forgiving, compassionate, competitive. Best for angst and/or character development. [Dabi, Shigaraki, Bakugou, Aizawa, Hawks.]

More variety please & thank you 🩵 also please make it long

Edit: The way people are bitching about this post is crazy. I legitimately do not care how you write, it’s YOUR writing. But you have options, that is the point. This post was not a personal attack to ANYONE. Just have fun writing and push yourself.

Obsessed with the idea that people forget you have Captain Levi’s heart until they see him do little things for you. Like at breakfast, before his morning meeting with Erwin, he’ll pass by your table and casually hand you a loaded plate. “They didn’t have those croissants you usually like but I found those weird ass pastries you can’t stop talking about.” And then he’ll just walk away without saying anything else. Or like, while you’re all suiting up for a mission, he’ll randomly walk up to you and adjust the thigh straps of your odm gear to make sure they’re properly secured and you’re just like “!!!” inside. Or like for every group meeting he arrives early and saves you the seat next to him and when you arrive, he’ll pull out your chair, waiting till you sit so he can briefly place his hand on your thigh as a greeting 🥰🥰🥰🥰

Do you have any goth/vampire theme dividers ?

Or cute brown/ beige ones with cats preferably

Thank you in advance ure adorable🩷

auaww thank you ,, sure ,, heres some stuff i have ! ૮꒰ ' ꒳ ' ꒱♪

Arcade- (Highschool) Satoru Gojo

WC: 1.1k (?)

TW: none! fluff :p, not proof read sorry

"Aweeeee come on [Y/N], please give me one chance?" Gojo whined while giving you his self proclaimed ‘irresistible’ puppy eyes.

You were about to start a mission with your fellow first years, Nanami Kento, and Yu Haibara when the three of you were ambushed by your upperclassman, Suguru Geto, Shoko Ieiri, and of course the infamous Satoru Gojo.

"Will you get off the poor girls back already Satoru?" said Geto, trying to save your poor soul.

Chuckling you began, "You know Satoru you shouldn't be dragging your classmates around with you, I'm sure you guys could be doing something much more interesting with your time than harassing your lower-classman."

"HARASSING? What ever do you mean? I'm truly hurt by these allegations [Y/N]. Also 'Satoru'? I didn't know we were already on a first name basis [Y/N]." He says with a wink that you could barely make out.

Slightly annoyed you responded "You always call me by my given name so I thought I could do the same. Would you prefer me calling you Gojo?" To really try and pull on his heart strings you added a small pout.

After seeing your cute expression a small blush crept over his cheeks. Suddenly embarrassed he quickly responded "You can call me whatever you want! I don't mind!" 

"Hmm... well we'll be on our way then Satoru~"

The way his name rolled off your tongue stunned him. He was unable to move, he felt his heart swell rapidly. "Adorable" he thought to himself.

[Later that week]

The mission had been a success! You along with your fellow first years decided to take a well deserved break. You and Haibara decided on hanging out at a local arcade, dragging Nanami with you guys...(perhaps by force.)

Arriving at the arcade you all gawked at the wide variety of games available. You and Haibara decided to have a competition on who could obtain the most tickets. Despite being annoyed Nanami decided to go along with the immature antics of his two classmates.

Walking over to the first game that caught your eye something (or someone?) grabbed your wrist and yanked you into a photo booth. Your confusion quickly dissipated when you realized it was Gojo.

"Huh, Satoru? When did you get here? Did you follow us?" You asked surprised to see him.

Frustrated Gojo put his hand to your mouth, shushing you. "Tooooo manyyy questionssss" He replied with his usual sassy attitude.

You smiled softly at his sass. For a moment Gojo thought cupid had just shot right through his heart. Just your smile was enough to get him flustered.

"You could at least answer some of my questions Satoru." You say pulling his hand away from your mouth.

PANG

An arrow of love was shot through his heart, you were just to cute to handle. Your little "please" almost pushed him over the edge. "So cute" he thought to himself with a slight blush.

"Well I finished up my mission early and wanted to come see you, so I asked the manager where you had wandered off to." (Basically whoever held Ijichi's job back then) He stated confidently.

"Ohhhh, did you miss me that much?" You smiled cheekily, leaning in close to his face.

"Ah, [Y/N] don't tease me" Gojo said clutching his heart, faking a 'pained' expression.

Laughing you quickly responded "Help me win lots of tickets, then maybe I'll consider this a date."

Gojos eyes lit up and he almost pounced out of his seat before remembering where you two were. "Let's take a picture first though, for memories?" He asked sheepishly, you nodded and grabbed some coins out of your pocket to insert.

You two posed in different positions for each picture.

[1. Peace signs]

[2. Heart hands]

[3. You kissing his cheek]

[4. Gojo covering his blushing face with his hands and you just smiling at the camera]

After many hours of hard ticket earning you and Gojo far surpassed both Nanami and Haibara. Of course Haibara kept insisting that you didn't 'win' because you clearly 'cheated.' The two of you denied these allegations.

After collecting your prizes you decided that it was time to head home and knock out.

Of course Gojo insisted on walking you to the dorms while the other two first years were still trying to decide on prizes. (He more like begged to walk you home...)

On the walk home you two shared simple conversation and a few laughs. All of a sudden Gojo jumped up, grabbed your hand, and began sprinting. "Hey wait up, what's gotten into you??" You said, barely being able to keep up with his long legs.

Quickly he fell back onto the grass and yanked you down with him pointing at the sky. The millions of stars shown through the dark night sky. You looked up, hypnotized by the beauty. Until suddenly you began laughing.

"Huh?? Why're you laughing, have you lost your mind?" Gojo asked looking at you confused.

"No, no, it's just...ah never mind." You wave your hand in a dismissive way.

"Hey! Tell me." He insisted with an adorable pout.

"The sky, well more specifically the stars, they kinda look like your eyes." You said pointing at the sky, barely holding back a laugh.

The sentence wasn't much but it caught him off guard and he quickly sat up covering his face. "[Y/N] you say the most embarrassing things." You just smiled at his blushing face.

You stood up and offered him your hand, he of course took it happily. Staring at his eyes you slowly cupped his cheek. Gojo felt his heart begin to race, all he could do was hang onto your arms and let you continue with your actions, he was completely at your mercy. You both leaned in, slowly closing your eyes.

"Just kidding!" You said pulling back with a cheeky smile, removing your hands and stepping away.

Gojo gawked at you, completely shocked by your actions. "You're so cruel [Y/N]."

"It's gonna take more than that to win my heart Satoru, are you willing to go the extra mile?" You asked him sincerely.

"Anything for you [Y/N]." Gojo smiled softly.

"Okay then, I look forward to it! Let's go back to the dorms before they lock us out." You say smiling cheekily and skipping away.

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[Little Bonus]

Rolling out of bed Gojo looked over at your sleeping figure and smiled softly. He was completely entranced by your beauty. He was so lucky to have you in his life.

Stretching he slowly stood up walking towards the bathroom. Suddenly he stopped short looking down at your desk. Pinned to the the hanging bulletin board was the photo booth photos the two of you had taken so long ago. Gojo chuckled thinking back to how you heartlessly swerved him.

"How different things are now..." He smiled warmly while looking back at your sleeping figure.