Honestly I Hate To Say It But I Would Not Get Along With Seonghwa. I Love Him So Much But Idk Hes So

Honestly i hate to say it but i would not get along with seonghwa. I love him so much but idk he’s so clean and respectful and im just a messy gigantic child. I am honestly a more chaotic version of wooyoung😂 he would honestly just be like

San, would either love me or hate me honestly because of my huge obsession with Wooyoung. He would either be like ‘yes finally someone who understands my obsession with this perfect human’ or he would be like ‘bitch, tf, that is MY WOO! Back off’😂

This one hurts to type but i think Hongjoong, my baby Hongjoong🥺 wouldn’t like me😭 like i don’t know why, probably because of how chaotic i am, he would just get so sick of me😂 i would try to make him like me and his exact response would be...

Based on the personality they portray, which idol, if you knew them in real life, would you most definitely not get along with?

‘You’re perfect’

Pairing: BangchanXfem!reader

Genre: Smut/fluff

Word count: 1.6k

Warnings: Breast worship. Self hate. Body negativity. Insecurities. Soft Dom Chan🥺 [hopefully i covered everything]

Requested: @coffeechangbeanie

A/N: Ahhh my first piece of writing that I’m publishing in over a year👀 I had to make sure this was as perfect as I could get it. Thank you so much for the request🖤 I hope this is okay!

Chan softly opened the door to your apartment after you had texted him to come over and help you with something. He had been with the boys but dropped everything the second you asked. He had been your best friend for 8 years and unknown to you, was insanely in love with you. You should’ve noticed the way his eyes never left you, the way he dropped everything for you, the way he got jealous any time you mentioned another man, but you never did. As he walked into your apartment he heard mumbling coming from your bedroom.

“Y/N?” He shouted for you as he approached the door. “Yah, in here.” chan immediately heard how stressed you were and panic set in as he opened your bedroom door to be welcomed by your entire wardrobe of clothes on your floor and you on your hands and knees in amongst it all.

“Y/N what happened? Did a bomb go off in your closet?” He let out a chuckle but quickly stopped once your tired eyes reached his. “Not funny chan” you stood up and threw yourself onto your bed, huffing as you did so. Chan slowly approached the bed and sat softly next to you.

“I can’t help, if you don’t tell me what’s going on” he gently rubbed your shoulder as you sat up and faced him. “I was invited to a party tonight” you sighed looking down at your watch, realising you had less than 2 hours to get ready and meet your friends who had begged you to go.

“Okay... so what’s so bad about that?” Chan was confused by the whole situation as you sucked in a harsh breath. “Because, I was going to wear a new dress I got but it just doesn’t....look....right” you mumbled the last part as you looked down and played with your hands. “What do you mean?” You looked up and let out a sigh at your very oblivious best friend.

“None of my clothes fit right. They all sit funny, every girl in our year at school has the perfect figure and then there’s me. They all have hourglass bodies and I look like a pre-pubescent boy, I can’t even wear a dress without looking like a boy trying on his mums clothes” chan watched as tears littered your cheeks. Before you could wipe them away chan’s hand was on your cheek softly caressing your skin.

“Okay first of all, half the girls ‘hourglass bodies’ aren’t even real, we all know they stuff their bras, and secondly, you are perfect the way you are. Now how bout you go put the dress on and I’ll tell you my honest opinion okay?” You smiled and him and nodded. Chan always had a good eye for fashion so you trusted his opinion.

After a couple of minutes you slowly emerged out of the bathroom in the black dress that pulled in all the right places and stopped just above the knees. Chan watched as you walked to the mirror and examined yourself, he could see the way your hands ran up your sides but he also didn’t miss the grimace on your face when you turned to the side, your eyes immediately landing on your breasts, or lack thereof.

Chan’s eyes widened as he finally realised what you meant by it didn’t ‘look right.’ You thought that because your breasts were on the smaller side, that the dress didn’t look good on you. Well in chan’s eyes, you couldn’t be more wrong. He watched in awe as you turned towards him but his smile dropped when he noticed the tears threatening to spill onto your cheeks.

He stood up and slowly walked over to you. He placed his finger under your chin forcing you to look into his eyes. “The dress, looks perfect on you” your cheeks immediately reddened at the sudden compliment.

“You don’t think it looks...weird?” You smoothed out the dress with your hands . “Weird in what way? Why do you think it looks weird? Tell me everything that’s going through that pretty head of yours right now.” You turned back to the mirror and chan stood next to you as you picked apart your body.

“It isn’t supposed to be this long, it’s supposed to be sexy but...” your fingers played with the hem on your chest as you hid from chan’s gaze. “Dresses like this are made for girls with bigger erm....” your voice became almost a whisper as embarrassment set in. You and chan were close and had seen each other at your highest and lowest but this was different.

“Bigger boobs?” Chan questioned as his eyes met yours. You nodded as your cheeks glowed red.

Chan took your hands in his. “Listen to me Y/N, you are perfect the way you are. This dress looks absolutely incredible on you and anyone who thinks different is obviously blind. Your figure alone is enough to make a man weak in the knees. The way your hair falls so nicely on your shoulders, the way the dress makes your legs look so long and elegant. The way it pulls in at your perfect little waist. You look perfect.” Chan stopped himself when he saw the look of shock on your face.

Nobody had ever spoken about you in this way, not even ex boyfriends. Your mind was going a million miles a minute and then it hit you. You didn’t care what anyone else thought. Only chan. Chan looked at you waiting for a response but none came to mind. The only thing on your mind right now was how close chan was to you, his grip on your wrists, the smell of his cologne and the way his lips slightly parted, ready to be kissed.

So that’s what you did, within a heartbeat your lips were on his. At first chan’s body stiffened but he quickly leant into the kiss, pulling you closer to him as though you would disappear if he didn’t. When you both pulled away you were breathless. “You really mean all of that?” You questioned. Chan looked up at you with dark eyes.

“Y/N, from the minute you walked out in that dress, all I could see was beauty. All I could think about was how good you looked in the dress and how I didn’t want you to go to the party because I wanted to be the only one to see how good you look right now.” He placed his hand on your waist gently almost asking for permission.

You pulled him in to kiss you again, his hands immediately went to your chest, massaging gently. You were both walking back till your legs hit the bed and you fell backwards with chan falling on top of you. You both chuckled into the kiss before pulling away.

“Let me show you how beautiful I think you are?” Chan asked as he kissed down your neck. You let out short staggered breaths and a hum in response to his question. As chan reached the hem of your dress you instinctively held your breath. Chan noticed and pulled his head up, making eye contact with you.

“If you’re not comfortable with anything just tap me twice okay, we’ll stop I promise” you nodded as he placed your hands in his hair. “For now, just lay back beautiful and let me make you feel good okay?” You nodded and chan returned his lips to their previous place as he gently pulled the dress down to reveal your bra.

He hummed as he placed gentle kisses around the edges of the material. He placed his hands at your side before gently pulling your body into his and reaching to undo your bra. He kissed down your arms as he pulled the bra off you. His eyes landing on yours in a silent confirmation that you were still okay with what was happening. As you both smiled he placed his lips against the skin of your chest slowly leaving marks against your skin.

His lips grazed against your left nipple and he heard you suck in a sharp breath and your grip on his hair tightened. “So beautiful baby” he murmured against your skin. His hand constantly massaging at the skin his mouth wasn’t currently paying attention to.

He left marks everywhere his lips landed and the quiet murmurs coming from your mouth every couple of seconds told him everything he needed to know. He sat up grinning and admiring his work as he noticed your eyes drift down to the marks littered all over your chest. Your lips burst into a smile and your eyes lit up.

As he leaned in to kiss you his hands once again found home on your chest, gently squeezing at the skin.

“God you drive me crazy. You really have no idea how perfect every inch of you is, do you?” His words caused a giggle to erupt from your throat.

He let his hands fall to your legs. “I love your legs...”

His hands drifted up and fell against your hipbones “Your hips...”

His hand came to rest in the place it has been the most. “Your boobs...”

Finally his hand came up to rest against your cheek. “Your face...I guess what I’m trying to say is...I love you...all of you.”

He sheepishly bit his lip, waiting for your reaction. You grinned and pulled his lips against yours once more. “I love you to Chan.” He peppered your face in excited little kisses before leaning back to look at you.

“You know if we’re being honest right now. I think your boobs are my favourite part of your body. They’re just so..” he hummed as he played with your chest. “So perfect.” His fingers traced invisible patterns against your chest as his eyes confirmed everything he just said.

Just from looking at him you could tell he loved you and when his eyes drifted over your breasts causing his eyes to darken and lips to part slightly, you knew he wasn’t lying when he said he loved your boobs the most.

not to be horny on main, but I wanna give bang chan a hug and tell him how much he means to me

Somebody please tell me why in my dream Jongho was screaming this in my ear right as i woke up.

I literally woke up to him screaming ‘we a party tonight. Okay’ 😂

Everyone go read this series rn! I promise, you will be crying, smiling, screaming and laughing the whole way through. This is honestly an incredible piece of work. Please show it the love it deserves 🖤

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badboy!seonghwa

you expected to spend summer the way you always did: holed up in your aunts beach house hosting friday night bingo and sunday afternoon barbecues. instead, you find yourself pulled into a summer romance with the first boy to make your heart flutter despite the darkness and mystery that surrounds him.

you expected to start at a new school that upcoming fall on a clean slate, your head still swarming with the boy who left you with a kiss on the lips and a promise to see you soon. but apparently, sooner meant in homeroom, your eyes meeting and the familiarity flashing in them immediately.

you expected his smile to be as bright as yours so why was he looking at you like he never wanted to see you again?

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