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NATHAN BOUTS PLAYING A CHARACTER NAMED LUCAS ON A NEW SERIES WRITTEN BY THE WTFOCK WRITERS???? I HATE
NATHAN BOUTS PLAYING A CHARACTER NAMED LUCAS ON A NEW SERIES WRITTEN BY THE WTFOCK WRITERS???? I HATE IT HERE!
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i used to bust out fics in five days and now it’s almost the end of the month and i barely even have two chapters of this new fic 😵💫😵💫😵💫
where were you and what were you doing when the queen died. i was just sitting here
okay y’know what you can HAVE THIS:
“Maybe right now you don’t feel what you want to for Jana, but you can’t be sure you never will. There is love between you. Maybe if you let it, it would feel like enough.”
Jens looked at him, because Lucas wasn’t looking back, and he thought, maybe if I let it, this would feel like enough.
But it wasn’t. It never would be.
@vdsweek
vds week day seven: alternate universe
in another universe, this was released.
here’s to me still hoping it happens in this one.
you were my crown
chapter 10
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Jens hadn’t been able to stop thinking about Lucas.
This was not exactly anything new, but the shift in the manner of his thoughts was what brought him concern. Wanting to take care of Lucas was nothing new. Even wanting to do so in the privacy of Jens’s room, to lock him away somewhere he’d be comfortable and protected, was not an unfamiliar feeling.
Wanting to hold on to Lucas, to keep him safe in the crook of his arms and the hollows of his heart, was a frighteningly new sensation.
Jens, as the prince, was used to being somewhat lonely. The royal family had subjects, comrades, allies. They didn’t have many friends. Jens had gotten lucky that Senne and he genuinely got along well. It was convenient that Moyo and Aaron were his and Robbe’s age and the children of nobles his mother trusted. Robbe himself was a borderline miracle, and he’d eventually brought Jens Sander, too. Jens was lucky, and he would never claim otherwise. He knew the gift he’d been handed in each of these relationships and he would fight tooth and nail to keep them all.
He clung onto all the people in his life with a tight grasp, but none of them compared to how desperately he desired to keep Lucas.
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