Hiding In Assassins Creed Is Like Breathing.

Hiding in assassins creed is like breathing.

After a time you don't even notice you are doing it. And if you can't you panic. And it is one of the reasons you are still alive.

i dont play assassins creed, but is this like the entire plotline or something??

Tomorrow and it's shitness

It's strange to me. So so strange.

There is a certain fear, that is always constant. That only naive people or children don't have. And even then, some exceptions exist.

The fear of the tomorrow, of the future.

It doesn't hurt, because it can't. Not to me, at least.

I always thought that I had a lot of responsibilities.

I didn't.

I don't.

I dont fell fear from the tomorrow, because I don't need to. Not now.

I trust blindly that tomorrow is going to be normal. Maybe okay, maybe not okay.

But... normal.

It's strange to me. So so strange.

That after all this time, I only noticed now. And that surprise me, because I felt that fear once.

Even if it was weak, blurred. I felt. And even if it was weak or blurred. It was big, and overwhelming.

And this time, and only this time.

I am glad i forgot what it fell like.

I guess, it's worth a try.

Humans and it's f*ck up emotions, that I hold dearly.

I am anxious, oh yes, I am.

New school, you know.

New people, new things that I, need, should know.

Don't mistake me, I am not a very nervous person ( I am, but that is what are masks for, right? Show them a lie they like, so they don't know the true.) Or so I told myself.

I don't even know why I am like this! Am I afraid of the rejection? That if I do something wrong I am out? That maybe I am going to be incapable of follow theier level? And nothing can change that? Am I afraid that... I won't be enough??

I think I already the answer. Oh yes. Yes, I do.

I should have guessed already, shoudnt I?

I really am human, huh? Oh well I had some hope. But even then, it only makes sense, doesn't it?

You can't escape from what you are.

I am just happy that I'm not a clown fish, I don't make good jokes.

You know when I said I wasn't afraid of tomorrow? Screw that.

I am terrified.

You know when they say that the heart and the brain don't work together?

They don't.

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That gun give a whole new felling to the tale "heart as hard as steel"

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I just know that whoever did that gun. Believed in the power of love. And that they were a heartbreaker.