Its Too Early In The Morning For This

it’s too early in the morning for this ❤️‍🩹

— Rainer Maria Rilke, Were You Not Always Distracted

I AM SOBBING WHAT THE HELL

"Do you ever dream of land?" The whale asks the tuna.

"No." Says the tuna, "Do you?"

"I have never seen it." Says the whale, "but deep in my body, I remember it."

"Why do you care," says the tuna, "if you will never see it."

"There are bones in my body built to walk through the forests and the mountains." Says the whale.

"They will disappear." Says the tuna, "one day, your body will forget the forests and the mountains."

"Maybe I don't want to forget," Says the whale, "The forests were once my home."

"I have seen the forests." Whispers the salmon, almost to itself.

"Tell me what you have seen," says the whale.

"The forests spawned me." Says the salmon. "They sent me to the ocean to grow. When I am fat with the bounty of the ocean, I will bring it home."

"Why would the forests seek the bounty of the oceans?" Asks the whale. "They have bounty of their own."

"You forget," says the salmon, "That the oceans were once their home."

i was at work today and this morning the second customer i served very nervously told me ‘I’m sorry but I just have to tell you that you are really beautiful’ and I was honestly so shocked and then her friend was like ‘yes you are! literally when we came in and she saw you she said you looked like Bellatrix but prettier!’ LIKE MA’AM WHAT HELLO HI DO YOU WANT ME TO FALL IN LOVE ??! people are so sweet and this interaction genuinely made my day. anyways they are both very beautiful too and moments like these really just make me smile, like they didn’t have to tell me that or anythin but they did! and I just find that very wholesome, anyways I really hope they had a fookin wonderful day!

also had a sweet old Irish man call me love so that was very wholesome n he was very appreciative of my help :)

hope y’all are doin well & that your day is filled with happy little interactions!🌛 sending goodness out to y’all always <3

p.s: i will be back on my usual hannibal/poetry/tomfoolery shitposting soon!

the noise I made during this scene was not human

what rage you must feel as you choke on your sorrow the first time i laid eyes on you your beautiful face i saw that sorrow i did not know how it got there or why it was so voluminous i can take away that sorrow louis i can give you that death you begged your feeble blind degenerate nonexistent god for but i can do it joyfully i can swap this life of shame swap it out for a dark gift and a power you can't begin to imagine you just have to ask me for it you just have to nod your beautiful head and say yes i love you louis you are loved i send my love to you and you send it back round to me and this circle this home we've barely had a glimpse of know it frightens me as much as it does you be my companion louis be all the beautiful things you are and be them without apology for all eternity

funny phrases to use when something goes wrong instead of jokingly saying "i'm going to kms":

i'm going to kill god

i'm going to delete my blog

i'm going to explode

i'm going to blow up this entire website

i'm going to become the joker

this is going to be my villain origin story

feel free to add on

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Love is the last fridge magnet left. Right. How do you mean? Well, I mean that love is… it’s like 28 different things, and they all get lumped in together in this one sack, and there’s a lot of… things in that sack, it needs to get emptied out. There’s fear and jealousy and revenge, control, and… they all get wrapped up in really nice fucking wrapping paper, and it just looks really lovely and nice, but when you open it up…