Have Been There. Completely Understand.

Have been there. Completely understand.

Kinda the opposite for me tho. Most of the time I feel cis, but sometimes…

A lot of the time I don’t even notice when mine switches, I just start acting slightly differently and eventually I or someone else notices.

I used to notice every time though, and it was frustrating. When I switch and feel like something other than my agab I feel so confident in my identity, and then when I switch back I feel like a dirty liar, like I don’t deserve to call myself trans because I don’t feel like something other than my agab for a lot of the time. Sometimes, I have a couple weeks worth stretch where I don’t change at all, and then I feel like I’m deluding myself about what’s going on in my own brain. It’s a lot to deal with.

Sometimes I question if I'm actually just trans and not genderfluid, but at the same time sometimes I still feel like a girl so then I think maybe I'm bigender and then I start just thinking about what if I'm actually a just a girl and I'm tricking myself. That can't be true though because I do feel like a boy or just something else sometimes. At the same time though, sometimes I just don't know what I am at that moment. This is honestly kind of annoying to experience and usually I try to just stop thinking about it or do something to distract me because it drives me crazy.

happy pride to bisexuals with a preference for women who make jokes abt being gay/lesbian and confuse their friends (it’s me. Literally just me.)

I am Irefy, god of course

I am Arran, god of the most important thing

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Why did I decide to try to write several fics at the same time as the timeline? Why? Why do I do this to myselfffffff

i've shared amal's gofundme (@amalashuor) several times, but i just received messages from her that broke my heart

amal is a 26 year old mother from gaza. she is an incredibly dedicated and loving mother to her year old daughter, maryam. before the war, she was studying to receive her masters degree in french language. on her instagram (@/amal_sufian97_) she shared beautiful photos of her life and family in the years before the war.

now amal, her husband, and maryam have been displaced several times and have nowhere to turn to. amal wishes to finish her degree, and both she and her husband want nothing more than a better life for their young daughter. every time i receive a message from amal, my heart is full knowing she is still alive, but it breaks for her suffering. i implore you, please donate any amount you're able to help amal and her family escape gaza. they deserve nothing less than safety, warmth, love, laughter, security, and life. as of july 6th, €1,025 / €30,000 has been raised. her campaign is also included on el-shab-hussein and nabulsi's spreadsheet of verified fundraiser (#175). if you're unable to donate, please share. i want nothing more than to give amal hope that she can provide a better life for her daughter.

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