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perfect representation of what it’s like to be bed bound because of chronic illness /disability.

me: I'm done grieving, I already accepted my illness and all it brings with it, it's totally ok

also me on a random tuesday: my life is never going back to what it was, I'm never going to be able to do the things I loved the most the same, it's over and I gotta learn to live with that but it's kinda impossible because I'm so young and I had so many dreams and so many things I wanted to do that I can't anymore, at least not without all this pain and suffering

like how exercise really helps depression, im happier than ive ever been but god damn if one more person were to give me that advice i was going to stab someone

unfortunately a lot of the corny self help advice turns out to be true but the thing is you have to come to those conclusions yourself otherwise it just sounds dismissive and dumb

Disabilities are crazy because prior to 2022 I was chilling, I mean I was asthmatic and I had neurodivergenies I was unaware of but like it was chill

and then two years later boom💥 cane boom💥 knee brace boom💥 drugs boom💥 AHHHHHHH

Things like depression, anxiety, and a whole host of other things can really mess with a person's memory.

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