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Swooning, Crying, Kicking My Feet

Swooning, crying, kicking my feet

Swooning, Crying, Kicking My Feet

So much progress in this chapteeeeeer. I wish I was more articulate so I could write a proper review but oh well.

Every time mc makes just the littlest bit of progress I feel like those football moms cheering and screaming my lungs out, blowing my soul into a trumpet, I'm so prooouuuud of baby mc🥺😭😭😭😭

Before I Leave you (Part 22)

(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)

Summary: After finding you in such a compromising position, the pack has their questions (and a few confessions)

Tags: self-esteem issues, self-hatred, self-disgust, mentions of sex and sexual dynamics, BDSM mention, dom/sub undertones, discussions of consent, panic-attacks, PTSD, hurt/comfort, copious amounts of cuddling, fluff, Confessions, First kisses, hickeys, 

W/c: 11.9k

A/n:  I think updates every two weeks are as much as I can handle right now. i’ve been feeling burnt out with my life recently, luckily i have the next few chapters (mostly) written- so i’ll try to keep it to two updates every month! this chapter was really hard to write~ but i hope you’re as excited as i am when you read this!

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You’re not proud of what happens next.

You’re not proud of the way you shoot to your feet but it’s a purely primal thing, the sudden burst of adrenaline at being caught in such a compromising position. You stand up too quickly, the dizziness making you teeter, blood rushing to your head. The fear and adrenaline pumping through your body are both misplaced, but it’s too hard to sort through what’s really happening. You are at once a victim of your instincts and a conduit for them. Little more than fear living with a pulse.

And below that, a single thought- a horrifying realization; You have forgotten what it feels like to be afraid.

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More Posts from J-hobiposts

2 years ago

You cannot believe the way I love you for writing this particular part, for not letting the "how did this relationship get to where it is" be chalked up to "they're mates now ofc it's the bond, it's the trauma, it's everything in between". Acknowledging that you can't forget and heal from trauma even if you got closure (kinda). Every time I read this I love this aspect of the story, that you touch all relationships even if fic-present is way past their point of starting.

Before I Leave You (Pt. 24)

(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)

Summary: if Yoongi could comment “first” on your pussy’s yelp review, he would. (he’d also rate it 10/5 starts, because whatever he expected- it’s twice as good.)

Tags:  flashback chapter, touch starved characters, self-esteem issues, implied sexual abuse, hurt/comfort, implied anorexia/ed, first times, oral (f- receiving), oral fixations, body worship, overstimulation, feral sex, implied/referenced pain kink, penetrative sex, unprotected sex, slick kink, referenced addictive slick, brief gendered talk referencing clits being ‘the same’ as small dicks, brief gore warning, blood.

W/c: 13k

A/n: think of this as a little valentines day present to all of you guys~ there are some parts of this that i like and some parts that i don’t. it starts out angsty and ends in smut- im not very confident in my smut writing abilities so please give me encouragment! 

Previous Chapter - Masterlist

*This chapter is recommended for mature audiences only, by reading the tags you have verified that you are aware of its content* (content moderation policy)

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(Two months post-mating mark, two months before Jimin)

Things haven’t been exactly…advancing with you and Yoongi since you moved into the house.

After the chaos of bouncing around from temporary apartment units to hotels, to buying the house and trying to fill it with possessions that you don’t have there have been their fair share of distractions. You left so much of your lives across the country, and you don’t want any memory of your other life here.

small arguments are so much more when you have something you won’t say just below the surface.“Just get whatever you want I don’t care” your quiet voice doesn’t satisfy Yoongi.

“You live here too, I can’t make all the decisions." 

But do you live here? Is this house really your home or just the building that you haunt, and unwilling ghost haunting both here…and haunting Yoongi too.

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2 years ago

Oh the heartbreak 😭😭😭😭😭😭

I need to get read fasteeeer I need Minie to know🥺🥺🥺

Before I Leave You (Pt. 15)

(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)

Summary: it’s kind of funny how Kim Taehyung’s life as a man sets the stage for the real story; the story of Her- Tae the woman, Tae the lovely alpha girl who loves makeup and loves romance books and maybe loves a certain cute omega who loves baking and matching pajama sets. 

Pairing: Beta! Yoongi, Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin,

Tags: Trans! Tae content, dysphoria, depictions of unintended outings, self miss-gendering, self-deprication, changing pronouns, jealousy, over-romanticizing queer things, ptsd, trauma, dissociation, bad days, referenced anorexia, referenced bad-eating habits, shame, self-esteem issues, self de-humanization, self-hate, dom/sub undertones, hurt/comfort, Fluff, nesting and cuddling

W/c: 11.2k

A/n: I decided to split this chapter into two parts because I want to explore the exposition more!  the next one will have the title ‘babygirl pink” this part gets a little back into the pacing of the story that the first few chapters had. hopefully the next chapter will be out in a week!

Previous Part — Masterlist

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Moving into the house is one thing, but getting settled is another. 

feeling settled Takes several weeks of carefully respecting boundaries and getting used to each other. It takes compromises and learning to let things go. Your kitchen no longer belongs to you, the house is no longer quiet at night but full of laughter and noise that can grate on you if you let it. Hoseok plays rap music so loudly in the shower that you can feel the base when you press your palm to the wall.

The days that you and Yoongi are left entirely alone are the worst, but most of the time it’s not just the two of you left at the house all day, Jungkook has the most flexible schedule of them all, Jimin spends days off and on- and more often than not Hobi has Monday’s off. Tae, Namjoon, and Jin are the only ones who work consistent 9-5.

Jin snaps at the pups more than once over the first few weeks for not unpacking on their days off, when he comes home from work and finds little more disturbed than when he left. A task that they usually abandon in favor of bonding with you and Yoongi. 

At the end of the day, their preference for helping Yoongi (and probably stealing a kiss or sweet nuzzle from the beta) over doing chores is a charming reminder that they’re all still twenty somethings, can take a second to learn to be an adult when it matters and balance the responsibility of being a part of a team.

A team that you are slowly starting to become a part of. Making sure dinner is at least partially ready and the others can jump into help as they come home, Tae sets the table, Jungkook likes making the salad and together you all bitch at Namjoon to stop helping until he goes to take a shower and destress from his day as he easily has the most demanding job of all. His body dead tired from lifting bodies and standing in the same position over an operating table all day. 

He doesn’t talk about it often, but sometimes he comes home and you can just tell his carrying the weight of not only his life on his shoulders, but whatever sorrow he might have seen at the hospital. 

 Sometimes, you catch him when he comes home, folding himself over Jin’s shoulders and laying his weight on the other omega. Jin is the only one that rivals Namjoon in terms of size (though Tae is a close second) and now you see the utility in that; Jin is the only one who can hold Namjoon up. 

Their system makes sense, the more you spend time with it and muse on it. You only hope that you can fit into their easy scheme of love and loving. 

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2 years ago

AYO WHO'S OUT HERE HAVING 41+ BLOGS?????

AYO WHO'S OUT HERE HAVING 41+ BLOGS?????
2 years ago

Omg jk🥺🥺 baby bunny🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺🥺

And flustered Tae and then pre rut Tae (how fucking hard is it for vmin to talk tho ffs like ik when you love people you shut up but...the cracks are getting bigger)

Before I Leave You (Pt.17)

(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)

Summary: Things are often clearer the day after but if anything Taehyung only feels more confused about where she stands with you.

Pairing: Beta! Yoongi, Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin,

Tags: fluff, hurt/comfort, nesting, scent marking, omegaspace, heavily implied little space, a tiny bit of sexual content but not much, mentions of heat/rut cycles, seizure mention, medical conditions, possessive characters, trans! taehyung.

W/c: 10.0k

A/n: Things in my life have been kind of hard recently, I’m sorry the gaps are getting so large between chapters, Next chapter will be the sexual content. I know I keep saying that but it’s a promise this time! this chapter kinda feels not ready to post but I didn’t want to wait for another week!

Previous Part - Masterlist

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Jungkook has another seizure the day after you and Tae stay up. Whether it happened in the middle of the night while he was sleeping or maybe when he woke up sometime through the morning no one’s quite sure. 

They’re particularly tricky to catch when they happen that way- when the fever blur of Jungkook’s subconscious gives way to a different kind of sensation, dream to seizure and seizure to dream and back again- all without waking.

Taehyung is a little thankful honestly and maybe that makes her a selfish asshole that she has this to contend with when she blinks awake, rather than thinking about what happened last night or the secret that lingers known by the two of you now.

An oppressive heavyweight that somehow- doesn’t suffocate, like a blanket or a hug and not like a cage. A secret known by two people isn’t much of a secret at all. 

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2 years ago

aaaaaaaa the start of understanding tae, this just makes me wanna go and read the newer chapters right now

I have so many feeling with this chapter I can't even write them all, the way they all want to hate mc and they can't, once again yoongi, you're a fucking coward and the mc hissing???? Like she's so scared herself but for yoongi🥺🥺

And "SHE wanted that so bad it burned HIM" at the end??????????????????????? Tear my fucking heart out with a pair of scissors will you?

Before I Leave You (Pt.5)

(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)

Summary: Someone always has to leave first; They just didn’t expect Yoongi to come back with a new omega (who’s clearly been through some shit).

Pairing: Beta! Yoongi, Omega! Reader, Omega! Jungkook, Omega! Seokjin, Alpha! Namjoon, Alpha! Hoseok, Alpha! Taehyung, Alpha! Jimin,

Tags: Mute main character, brief violence and blood, themes of jealousy and betrayal, fluff, cuddling, reuniting, stimming, internalized transphobia, Trans! Tae, internalized misgendering, negative self-talk, abandonment issues,

W/c: 9.5k

A/n: some of this chapter will be hard to get through if you’re trans or at all questioning your gender. I wrote Tae’s character as a reflection of my own difficulties coming to terms with my gender, which wasn’t pure or perfect by any standard. There are moments where I switch pronoun usage for Tae as a part of Tae’s internal monologue, and it’s important for me to tell you that I’m never purposefully misgendering Tae- that’s just her own internal monologue talking. but we are working our way towards mommy Tae!

Previous part — Masterlist

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Part 5: An Unlikely Enemy

Jimin barely manages to school his face into a blank slate. A pregnant second passing before Yoongi helps him up, pulling himself up and out of the floor. he’d only fallen just through, past the first 8 or so inches until he hit the baseboards. Yoongi blushes and apologizes furiously. His hand remains on Jim’s upper arm lingering long after it should, and it makes his skin sting dully with the memory of countless other touches. 

“It’s okay- I get it, your house is shitty and old.” Yoongi huffs, equally delighted as he is miffed.

Jimin is stunned still looking at you but desperately trying not to stare, especially when you hide your mouth with your hand, maybe hiding a smile or a giggle. It’s hard to see anything under the layer of the blue blanket, which guards your body from him like a shroud. 

Jimin is keenly aware of Yoongi’s presence, watching Jimin as he watches you, all variety of the words ‘fuck’ and ‘shit’ hitting him like a fucking battering ram. 

Jimin is generally good during a crisis, but this is god damn apocalyptic. 

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