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Sometimes I can't believe how wild my taste is. I literally go from a book about mafia , stickball and trauma and one about ruthless thieves, gamblers, spies and more trauma to the softest cartoons about pink super happy jaguar girls or gay princesses with big swords

Then people have the audacity to ask me what I like.

"the education system traumatizes students it deems stupid" and "the education system traumatizes students it deems gifted" are two concepts that can and should coexist.

Swooning, crying, kicking my feet

So much progress in this chapteeeeeer. I wish I was more articulate so I could write a proper review but oh well.

Every time mc makes just the littlest bit of progress I feel like those football moms cheering and screaming my lungs out, blowing my soul into a trumpet, I'm so prooouuuud of baby mc🥺😭😭😭😭

Before I Leave you (Part 22)

(Omegaverse au, Mafia au, Bts x Reader)

Summary: After finding you in such a compromising position, the pack has their questions (and a few confessions)

Tags: self-esteem issues, self-hatred, self-disgust, mentions of sex and sexual dynamics, BDSM mention, dom/sub undertones, discussions of consent, panic-attacks, PTSD, hurt/comfort, copious amounts of cuddling, fluff, Confessions, First kisses, hickeys, 

W/c: 11.9k

A/n:  I think updates every two weeks are as much as I can handle right now. i’ve been feeling burnt out with my life recently, luckily i have the next few chapters (mostly) written- so i’ll try to keep it to two updates every month! this chapter was really hard to write~ but i hope you’re as excited as i am when you read this!

You’re not proud of what happens next.

You’re not proud of the way you shoot to your feet but it’s a purely primal thing, the sudden burst of adrenaline at being caught in such a compromising position. You stand up too quickly, the dizziness making you teeter, blood rushing to your head. The fear and adrenaline pumping through your body are both misplaced, but it’s too hard to sort through what’s really happening. You are at once a victim of your instincts and a conduit for them. Little more than fear living with a pulse.

And below that, a single thought- a horrifying realization; You have forgotten what it feels like to be afraid.

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turning in my head the scenario where odysseus talks to the crew about scylla beforehand and explains what needs to be done, and asks for volunteers. after the initial wave af denial is over, a couple men step forward.

guys i think eurylochus would be one of them.

love having a hypersensitive nose. what do you mean my mom can't smell this thing, but I can immediately clock that this is the smell of hospital? it's the smell of ultrasound gel, and rough calloused hands of an old doctor, and rough paper towels in a dark exam room with a box of goodies to give kids because no kid likes going to doctors and not getting a little treat, and taking school off but not knowing the full extent of why

Bullet-point trivia/facts about Lala:

Lala was born into a clan of (tiger) warriors who strongly valued and adhered to the idea of "The weak are meat; the strong eat.”, with her being basically their “princess” due to her parents being, essentially, the “rulers” of the clan.

She was actually really sickly when she was a child; so sick that even she couldn’t even walk on her own without quickly falling to the ground in just 3 seconds.

Or even coughing up blood every so often. Even opening her eyes proved too much too hard due to the pain of her entire body and being too weak to move.

Thus she always had to rely on her older brother, [Shir-Kani], who was always by her side and would protect her from anything.

He vowed to always stay by her side no matter what even if the others had already long given up on her due to her condition. It even got to the point that even their mother, as was typical of all the women in their clan, who was extremely loving and protective, sadly resigned to her daughter’s fate of an early demise (whilst blaming herself for birthing Lala a weak body).

Her condition has actually existed since long ago within their clan’s history, though it was extremely rare and as a result, no one really knew what the cure for her illness was or how to combat it.

Also, due to her condition, she’s the only one who has albinism in her entire clan after the last one who existed a few couple centuries ago, while the rest have the normal (bengal) tiger fur/hair color. (EDIT: Ok, so, mod suffered a brain fart and slightly forgot she drew what if!Lala still with albinism skdljakdjasd) 

EDIT: Albinism in her clan is a trait not exactly tied together with the condition Lala is currently suffering from, so it doesn’t always mean that that Tigris is inflicted with the illness and it could just be from the recessive genetics.

When Lala turned 5, and Shir turned 9, however, Lala was able to stand up on her own and beat the ever-loving shit out of a group of kids (they were all around 11 to 12 yrs old) who had been picking on her older brother for quite some time now due to Lala’s condition. 

Having had enough, Lala lashed out and ended up sending the kids near death with the sheer brutality of her attack, with even their resident doctor stating that the kids will bear literal scars all over their bodies for the rest of their lives and that it was a miracle even that they managed to survive.

Conveniently, it was also due to this event and a recent discovery regarding Lala’s condition that, while her physical growth WILL be drastically slowed down, in exchange her body and muscles amplifies itself greatly to the point that she could just as easily have killed the kids with only a couple of (good) blows to their faces or chest area (specifically, where their lungs are at). [note: currently, she’s strong enough to easily carry Malleus, with little to no effort, and is practically a one-woman army).

Double conveniently, her weak physique stopped after she turned eight and she proceeded to get stronger from then on. (Though not long after, she left the clan all on her own without telling anyone...)

(Aaaaaand I’m going to stop there before this goes out of hand and becomes WAAAY too long lol. If any of you want the full backstory, then I might just finish it sooner or later; that is, IF any of you actually want it....)

(What she looks like  VS  What she COULD have looked like)

ofc the first OiSuga fic I decide to read is 234k and INCOMPLETE and most likely never going to be updated and the worst part is...they never even got to the mthrfckn confession I crie

This is what happens when you're bored.

I NEEDED THIS

i'm telling you this because i'm struggling with it, too.

stop second guessing and doubting yourself. stop getting imposter syndrome while writing. stop comparing.

i know it's hard to stop, and this is a process i always struggle with. but it's awful when you get tunnel vision, seeing all the plot holes and every little grammatical error made. i open my wip's sometimes, and get such bad anxiety that i can't even write, because i'm so scared. it literally doesn't make sense, but it happens.

but learn to love what you write. grow attached to your characters, and write whatever you want. write for yourself first. and no matter what, whether it's one word or sentence that you wrote that day, be proud of yourself.

self validation and self care comes before a completed novel or mesmerizing characters.

<3

Okay but about an AU where Kale and Roxanne kind of switch places

Like Roxanne started out with good intentions but the succses of the company got to her head and became greedy, creating SPECTRA in the process

And Kale who was a co-leader to the company by that point confranted her about how immoral it is and how it would take away humanity as a whole

But Roxanne obvious disagrement on the matter ultimetly lead to seeing Kale as an obsticle in her plans and made Kale into her "prototype" so to speak

Yes this would also probably mean that Kale and Peppermint has a better relastionship in this au

Jim Kirk definitely wears a nightgown

on that note,

this is bartylus.

letty and dom are bartylus.

a bartylus fast and furious au would be fun. 🥹

Now that Rhaenys is dead the braincell TB shares passed down to Jace

rhaenyra was so genuinely irresponsible leaving for the sept. jace probably felt like his mom left him in the check out line to grab a different brand of bread and the cashier was just staring at him— the cashier being rhaenyra’s entire fucking council!!!!

jace gotta be the only person on team black rn with some fucking braincells and some balls </3 they got gorgeous gorgeous boy so fucked up rn

since the writers love changing the plot let’s skip all the bloodshed and have jace be king atp. i don’t give a fuck who his daddy is that mfker is genuinely the only damn hope for the future

My brain in a normal day, (yes I'm two idiots and an idiot in process) I will not elaborate further...

THE throuple dynamic.

i will defend to the grave that literary analysis IS enjoyable and a valid hobby but it's amazing how a hyperfixation on The Character will have you writing essays for fun

Roland at the end of chapter one tbh. 

Based on a post by @incorrect-guilty-gear

Behold, ✨Her✨

I wanted to draw Etain and make my own little fun design for her.