A Truly God Awful Selection (all Of The Songs From All Of These Albums Have Been Listened To At A Minimum

a truly god awful selection (all of the songs from all of these albums have been listened to at a minimum of 3 times over)

9 albums I've been listening to lately tagged by @lesbianjudasiscariot 😻

Tagging @haledraws @hondayota @littlelesbianlegend @grieving4theliving @hauntedcamaro @the-gayest-tree-you-ever-did-see

did i follow you?

mod is a little stupid and made this his main. my actual main:

@scozthewoz

when i was a young teen and extremely mentally ill, i made weird abstract pieces since it helped get my jumbled thoughts and worries out onto paper in a visual style. i had done this once for a sketchbook cover and my mom (with my permission) posted it on some art subreddit because she was so proud of it. i checked back on the post and it got a surprising amount of attention, i was thrilled seeing the hundreds of upvotes on my work. then i looked at the comments. all of the top ones and most of them in general were people making these shitty jokes, some not even joking about it and trying to actually convince my mom i was doing mushrooms and had to be talked to. i was so fucking pissed. the fact people needed to be told "i'm not a druggie, this is just how my brain works" felt so insulting. thats not even mentioning how countless people genuinely trying to tell my mother i was definitely doing drugs and couldn't have made that art any other way would have been so, so dangerous for me if i didn't live in the lax household i did.

"what is beauty when it is born in part of evil?"

"no less beautiful."

a blue jay taking a bath 🛁 | source

"I want someone to love me the way I yearn to love myself."