Constellations

constellations

Summary: Everything about Park Jimin was broken and abused.. He saw the world as an evil place where kindness couldn’t be found... Then he met you, and everything got a little brighter. For what felt like an eternity, he finally found something to live for, and he just couldn’t let you go.

(Warnings: yandere behavior, mentions of cutting, sexual thoughts, domestic abuse, incorrect grammer)

Author’s note: hey y’all first fic, with my love jiminie of course. don’t really know what i’m doing but enjoy :))))))) this is also more of jiminies pov than yours.

   The first moment he laid eyes on you, he didn’t feel pain anymore. Pain from other students at school who loved to taught his weak mind. Pain from his father’s fists that meet his skin repeatedly. Pain from his mother disappearing from his life without a second thought of what she was leaving behind. It felt like the world stopped spinning on it’s axis when he made eye contact with you. A budding infatuation sprouting deep within his broken mind.

Park Jimin was the product of tight-fisted father and a selfish mother. Growing up into a handsome young man, who tries his hardest to hide the insanity lying behind his eyes. Comes high school, nobody cared for his breath taking beauty, they only saw a shy, easy to pick apart boy who became another person’s outlet for their anger.

  Y/N the girl everybody had a positive opinion about. Your kindness and empathy spilling out everywhere, leading you to be probably the only person to show kindness to the gentle eyed boy. He was taken back by your beauty, the way your eyes sparkled reminded him of galaxies upon galaxies that he could get lost in for centuries. He felt warmth in his heart that he’s only heard described in songs. He thought the feelings those cheesy love songs sang about was utter bullshit. He believed he could never see someone other than a body full of selfishness and greed, for he didn’t have any faith in the world anymore.

You had only helped him back on his feet when he slipped in the hallway. People who saw tried to contain their laughter, the thought of lending a hand didn’t even occur to their insolent minds...You. You were different. You didn’t find it funny, you felt pain for him and wanted to soothe his embarrassment. Your intentions were only to get him out of peoples view and ask if he was hurt. But you did so much more, the pain he’s repressed for years inside himself that only comes out late late at night, when sharp metal piercing his thighs leaving red angry lines. It’s as if you had cast a spell over him, making him forget everything except you and the constellations that shine brightly within your eyes.

From that day forward he only dreamed of seeing you moaning beneath him, as you look at him with love when he thrusts into you. He dreams of a wedding day as you walk down the aisle in beautiful white gown with your affection filled eyes on him. Only on him. It will only ever be him from now on. He will make sure of it.

Yandere chimmie? In his pov? Always a win, loved it ^^

your the sweetest 🥺💞

morning love

Summary: You and your boyfriend of 4 years Jungkook felt soft this morning. Lots and lots of cuddles, fluff ensues.

(Warnings: fluff overload, incorrect grammer)

Authors Note: i had trouble writing this. and sis? it shows. 

   As the dim morning sunlight comes peeking through your windows, you are whisked away from dreamland, slowly stirring awake. Today was the first day in what felt like centuries you and your boyfriend could spend all day together. Wrapped in your boyfriends arms, feeling the warmth against your bare skin, you are in a totally serene state of mind. You slowly open your eyes basking in the tranquility of your bedroom. You hear slow rumbles of cars driving by, the wind giving the house gentle creaks, soft snores leaving the sleeping man beside you. You and Jungkook adored the mornings you could lay there,  enjoying each others presence. 

   Is this what normal couples did? Get to spend the morning in each others arms? Sometimes it made you sad, sad that your relationship with Jungkook will never be considered “normal”. As he’s dancing away, swooning the hearts of teenage girls all over the world. You wait for him at home till the late hours of night to early morning. As difficult as it was being away from the love of your life, moments like these are what made it worth it. The overwhelming amount of love you both had each other.

   Finding another person that felt like your other half, someone that you see yourself marrying and growing old together. Oh Jungkook, once I look at you for a moment, I can’t speak. Words fill my head but they can’t come out, I’m breathless around you. Your touch, your smile, your presence and soul. They mesmerize and entangle me completely.

   At some point through my words of affirmation, the once sleeping boy awoke. Gazing fondly at me spacing out, he holds me tighter. So tightly like I might disappear. In a way he does feel that way, he knows he isn’t here to give you the constant affection you deserve. Through my haze of enchantment, I break out of thought. I turn around, focusing on the boy who holds my heart. Leaning towards him, I push my head into the crook of his neck, brushing my soft legs against his toned ones. Feeling content I let out a happy sigh, melting into him further.

   There was mutual agreement of staying silent. Holding each other was more than any words expressed could beat. His loving embrace and soft pecks against my forehead were cherished. He really gives the best morning love.