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hellooo! i hope you had a nice day🥰 i was wondering when are you gonna update taming the beast? love your writing btw💙💙
YES BABE I AM! It's actually done, I had to write it practically in one night.
So it's a shorter chapter but there's a lot in there!
Taming the Beast - Part II

(Thank you to Amelia @knjsnoona for the beautiful banner I love it!)
Pairing: Kim Taehyung (V) X Reader
Genre: Romance, Prince!AU, Angst, Fluff, (Future Smut)
Rating: 18+
Warnings: Violence, Gender inequality, Slight descriptions of drowning (if I forgot anything please let me know)
Words: 6.8k (Please bear with me and the shorter chapters until I can get more comfortable in the writing schedule - Thank you!)
Summary: You were the next in line to be the head of your village, when your mother gave you to the enemy to save your people from merciless slaughter. What happens when they try to Tame a Beast?
Your first appearance after being shipped to this inland hellscape was coming up closer than you thought possible.
There was some kind of knighting ceremony happening in the quad near the water. You were dressed in a lighter gown, something to keep the heat off of you. However, the men in uniform weren’t so lucky.
Coats of bright violet decorated their skin along with blazing white trousers running down their legs. Taehyung was standing next to you, looking on at the proceedings with a blank expression. He’d been avoiding you, yet again.
This seemed to be his normal with you however, so you tried not to let it affect you too much. Even if you were growing lonelier by the day. Your days were spent, either locked away in your room with tutors or roaming the grounds in search of someone, anyone to talk to.
This sense of isolation wasn’t normal for you. You’d grown up in a community, not shut off and left to rot in a glamorous cage that was far too suffocating for all it’s beauty. Perhaps that’s what they wanted though, for you to suffocate and finally give in to their demands. The offer was tempting, you couldn’t deny that. But what would become of your people if you stepped down? Walked away and let this tyrant of a King rule them in your stead?
Your decision was clear in your mind at least.
The knighting ceremony drolled on and on. The King’s voice echoed across several rows of men awaiting their chance to be recognized by the illusionist they called a royal. But out of the corner of your eye you noticed Taehyung swaying slightly. You turned your head to face him head on and he seemed to snap out of whatever daze he was in and kept his head forward.
Following suit you continued to drown out his majesty’s voice. You looked out across the water and sighed, trying to let the familiar scent of water fall over you. It did little to help you, however, only leaving a familiar ache in your chest as the smell of home etched itself into your nostrils.
Your feet were beginning to hurt, from standing for so long. The heat was also starting to get to you as well. Sweat was pouring down your spine and pooling into the fabric of your dress. Even if Elaine had selected something a little lighter for today’s proceedings you were just as warm as you would be in those other stuffy gowns.
That’s when you saw Taehyung swaying again. This time your eyes shot to him, instead of your whole head. He was incredibly pale, sweating profusely as he was dressed like all the other men today. But unlike how the other’s got some reprieve in the shade, Taehyung was stuck in the sunlight.
“Are you alright?” you whispered.
“Don’t speak,” he warned, keeping his head up.
“But-”
“Don’t.”
You shut your mouth.
You’d like to argue with him but the king’s shoulders were tensing at the sound of the two of you speaking, so you left it as it was. Him swaying and looking particularly rough in the light of the sun.
Soon, the ceremony finally came to an end. But there was a necessary gathering in the quad as the newly made knights mingled with their king and prince. But, instead of joining his father, Taehyung moved towards the back of the ground, leaning against the stone wall that kept the quad separated from the water.
You watched as he took his hat off, fanning himself with it desperately.
Why didn’t he just take off his jacket? Wouldn’t that be the simplest option here?
Moving towards him you watched in horror as he started to sway again. But, now he was up on the steps. You wanted to shout for him to get down, that he was going to fall that way but yelling, as you had been told on multiple occasions, was improper for a lady. So you tried your best to walk towards him without looking too frantic.
But, you were being stopped.
“My lady, it is best to leave him be for right now,” Xavier’s voice came through your ears.
“And let him fall into the water? Sounds like a great plan,” you growled. He tensed at your tone, but stood firm regardless of his slight fear of you.
“If you’re truly that worried then I’ll send someone to check on him in a moment,” he said, beginning to pull you back from the prince.
“Why can’t I just go do it now? At least let me get him away from the edge, look at him swaying like that!”
Xavier frowned and paid little attention to the ill prince on the stairs.
“He doesn’t need to be babied my lady, he’s a grown man and he will handle it himself,” he said.
Oh.
You understood now.
He didn’t want you fussing over him and making him look weak compared to you. He didn’t want these men here to think that you had any kind of power over the prince. He wanted it to be the exact opposite. Xavier wanted these men to see you bow to the royal advisor’s wishes and be a complacent bride to be.
To hell with that.
You ripped your hand away from Xavier’s surprisingly tight grip before heading off towards Taehyung.
“My lady!” Xavier almost yelled, but kept himself quiet for the sake of his guise... He must be patient... For now.
You stalked towards the stairs, little care for what anyone else thought as you watched Taehyung sway in an alarming fashion.
Just as you were about to reach for him, Taehyung’s body all but crumpled, falling over the edge of the wall and into the unforgiving waters below. You didn’t know it, but you screamed, looking down at the water as it bubbled, taking Taehyung deep into its depths.
Several people came rushing over and looked down.
“What happened?”
“Where is the Prince?”
“Oh God did he fall?”
Elaine moved forwards from the back, pale in the face as she looked down at the water beneath. You looked at her for a moment before she met your eyes.
“H-He can’t swim,” she croaked.
“He what?” you asked, gripping her shoulders. She balked at you for a few moments before righting herself in your grasp.
“The prince, he can’t swim,” she confirmed.
“Oh for the love of the Goddess,” you growled, ripping your hat off and pushing it towards her.
“My lady, what are you doing?” she asked.
“Saving that insolent pup,” you said, before flinging your shoes off and letting your hair down.
“Buy my lady! The current will suck you out further into the water!” Elaine said.
“That’s just a possibility, if I don’t go in there then he’ll certainly drown,” you said, rolling your shoulders before diving off the wall.
You pierced the water delicately, like an arrow shooting through the wind. You dove down, farther and farther until you saw Taehyung. Floating in the deep like a doll, body limp and unmoving.
Diving deeper than before you reached your hand out, grasping Taehyung’s wrist and hauling him forwards. You saw the docks under the water, and they weren’t that far from where you were now. If you could pull him up onto the docks, you’d be golden.
The water caressed your body, but your dress was redistricting your movements. Finding the sash under the water you pulled it open, pushing it off with one hand. You watched as the beautiful fabric sank towards the bottom, giving you more leverage to pull Taehyung towards the top.
Carefully, you swam towards the surface. When you were almost there you pushed Taehyung up ahead of you, so he broke through the surface first. You joined him at the top, gasping in greedy lungfuls of air. But you didn’t hear Taehyung breathing.
With a strength only a member of your tribe could possess, you swam towards the dock, dragging Taehyung along by the collar of his jacket. Finally, with a huff of effort, you managed to get yourself up onto the dock, only in your undergarments. But you didn’t really care about your state of undress when your supposed fiance wasn’t breathing.
Hooking your arms underneath his armpits you heaved with all your might to bring him up onto the dock. Somehow, by the grace of the Goddess herself, you managed. He wasn’t as light as he was in the water. And now with his thick clothing being water logged you had an even harder time getting him out of the frigid abyss.
Taehyung fell against the wooden dock like a soaked towel, limp and lifeless as you assessed the situation. You weren’t unfamiliar with people going unconscious in the water, and needing to help them regain their breath after.
Holding your hand over his face you confirmed he wasn’t breathing. So you did what you knew worked best. Tugging his coat off of his body you listened for a heartbeat, and felt your own stammer at his lack of one. Looking up at his grey face, you put your hands over the middle of his chest and started to push, hard.
His whole body lurched as you continued the compressions, counting in your head and keeping a rhythm. You heard the shouting from down the way, but you kept going, trying to keep up the pace.
“Come on, come on,” you said, while everyone surrounded you.
“My lady! You simply cannot present yourself in such a manner-”
“Shut up! You’re going to throw off my rhythm and then he’ll die,” you growled, forcing your entire upper body down on Taehyung’s chest. Xavier quieted at your feral tone, but you could tell you’d be in for a lecture on mannerisms and everything like that later.
That’s when you heard it.
A little sputter.
You stopped your compressions and watched in relief as Taehyung coughed up the rest of the water. Finally, you let yourself relax as you watched a few men come around and haul Taehyung into a sitting position. Seokjin and Jimin patted him on the back and checked him over for a moment.
Taehyung’s eyes focused on you and noticed your state of undress.
“G-Get her a jacket,” he croaked, still coughing harshly as he rid himself of the water in his lungs.
Soon you felt the warm fabric gracing your shoulders, but you kept your gaze fixed on him as he waved off several attempts of people trying to help him up. You watched as he stood on shaky legs, almost collapsing to the ground again. But, he finally stood and stayed on his feet. You did the same, wrapping the jacket around your chilling frame tighter.
“My lady!” Elaine’s voice came rushing down the dock, looking at you with worry written across her features.
“I’m fine Elaine,” you said, giving her a weak smile.
“Why would you do that!? Why on Earth would you save the prince? Was it your intention to humiliate him in front of the entire court?” she almost growled.
“H-Humiliate him?”
Seokjin and Jimin were already escorting Taehyung back towards the Palace.
“My lady, why didn’t you let one of the knights do it? He’s going to seem like a pathetic whelp in front of the court!” she stated, tightening the jacket around you as she began to push you back towards your cage all over again.
“I don’t understand, was I just supposed to let him drown?”
“You were supposed to let someone else do it,” she said, sighing as you two walked.
“Of course,” you sighed. “I saved his life and somehow I get in trouble for doing so. Not even a thank you?”
Elaine seemed exasperated, but kept her mouth shut. She knew if she said anything more about manners or etiquette you’d most certainly explode. But her silence was just as infuriating, if not more so.
“You are all so prideful that you can’t accept it when you need help. Needing help isn’t a sign of weakness, it’s a sign of strength. Knowing when you can’t accomplish something on your own. Being aware of your limits is one of the best assets out there.”
--
Of course, you’d received a lecture from Xavier on how you were not to act savagely in public. You were to be poised and elegant, someone deserving of the young prince. As much as you wanted to disagree, that you didn’t need to be some cookie cutter version of a princess to be worthy of someone, you couldn’t find it in yourself to argue.
And a few short days later, you’d fallen ill.
Honestly, you should’ve been more careful. You didn’t take a warm bath after the freezing waters graced your skin and you also had overexerted yourself.
The fever set in shortly after, and you were miserable.
Elaine came in every once in a while to change the cloth on your head, but other than that it was a lonely few days so far. You were cold, even under the mass of blankets they’d piled on you. You shook and your teeth rattled with a vengeance.
You’d asked about Taehyung, wanting to know if he was suffering any repercussions from his little stint in the water, but no one really gave you any kind of answer other than he was performing his duties as usual.
The tutors cut your lessons short, seeing that you weren’t in a state to remember or provide decent feedback to their questions. So, your days were filled mainly with silence, save for the sound of birds chirping outside your barred windows in the morning.
That was, until a knock came to your door one afternoon.
Your fever still hadn’t broken, and you were really feeling drained this particular day.
But what sent your mind swirling more than the fever was the fact that Prince Taehyung was standing in your doorway, looking like a nervous child as he stared at his feet. You raised a brow, looking at him in confusion.
“They said you aren’t getting any better,” he said, voice soft in the large room. “I wanted to come check on you.”
“I see,” you said, leaning back against the pillows.
“May I come closer?” he asked, shutting the door behind him.
“If you don’t fear my fever,” you said, shrugging.
“There are few things I fear more than a fever,” he said, swallowing hard.
You understood what he meant immediately, and shut your mouth. But, you patted your bed with a gentle hand, urging him to come forward. He did just that, and sat towards your feet. You looked at him, noticing he wasn’t pale or suffering any after effects of almost drowning like you were.
At least he managed to get away practically unscathed.
“How are you feeling?” you asked, trying not to let your weakened voice crack as you asked your question.
“I think I’m supposed to ask you that,” he said, a soft smile brushing his lips before disappearing all together.
“It’s a fever, I’ve gotten them before. I’m sure I’ll be fine,” you said, clearing your throat.
“But what if you don’t?” he asked, lifting his gaze to yours.
“Then I don’t,” you said, as if it was the simplest thing in the world.
“Do you really not fear death?” he asked.
“I don’t fear it for myself, no. I fear it for those around me, my mother and friends back home that would miss me if I were to die. But for myself? I am not afraid,” you said, tilting your head. “Why?”
“You act as though nothing frightens you, I wonder what a life without fear is like,” he sighs, shoulders slumping forwards.
“It’s not that I don’t fear anything at all. I do. But I don’t let that fear control me, rather, I let it fuel me. Instead of constricting me I let it give me purpose and direction,” you explained.
“I wish I could do that,” he marveled, leaning forward on his knees, placing his head in his hands.
“You can, but it takes practice,” you said, voice wavering as a fit of coughs hit you hard. Taehyung looked at you in concern, watching as you reached for a glass of water on your nightstand with a shaky hand. Without much more thought he was on his feet and handing you the glass, waiting patiently until you were done to place it back on the nightstand for you.
Swallowing hard, you watched as Taehyung sat up by your hips this time.
“People have been telling me I should come in here and discipline you. For making a spectacle out of me, in front of the court and several newly knighted men. As well as my father. He is-he is the one wanting me to assert myself over you. But, the only words I wish to say are thank you,” he said, looking at you with an odd look swimming in his eyes.
“Forgive me for sensing duplicity,” you said, raising a brow at him.
Taehyung sighed before nodding. “I can’t ask you to believe me when I tell you those words, but, they are genuine. I mean it. Thank you for saving me. You didn’t have to, and yet you risked your life to save mine. I won’t forget that.”
“And what about looking weak in front of the court, hmm? Have they shamed you yet?” you asked.
“A few have asked about my constitution. If I am faring well after falling in the frigid water,” he said.
“It could be worse,” you reasoned.
“Certainly, but your situation is worrying me more,” he said.
“You have left me to my own devices for weeks. I apologize for prying into your business, but it seems that you only want to speak to me when you’ve done something wrong. To appease your guilty conscience? I’m afraid you won’t get any pity from me. Because you’ve been cold and distant on your own. And you’re worried about me? Funny how you haven’t been worried until the interaction directly correlates with you,” you said.
Taehyung frowned and looked at his lap. You knew that he wasn’t aware of your struggles. But he also hadn’t ever asked. You were like a pretty accessory that had been locked away for safekeeping. But, you weren’t pretty in their eyes, you were a tool to be used when necessary. You were a means to an end.
“I’ve been uprooted from everything I know. Everyone I’ve ever taken comfort in. I’ve been isolated, humiliated and treated like an animal. Do you know how that fares on someone’s mind?” you asked, raising a brow at him.
Taehyung remained silent.
“You barred these windows like I’m some kind of prisoner. But, where do I have to go? My family has already accepted our terms, I have no place among them anymore. My people will listen to me, but I’m being told they will be regurgitated orders from the king here. I am to sit like a doll and be obedient. I try to do well by you, I try to help you, but apparently that’s not allowed either. So tell me Taehyung, when you say thank you to me-exactly what sacrifice are you thanking me for?”
The prince sat there with a pained expression.
“I didn’t want you to come here,” he whispered. “I didn’t know what it would do.”
“Perhaps not, but you listen to your father blindly because you’ve been taught that blind devotion is more powerful than genuine leadership. Leaders should be strong, yes. And leaders should be just, but most importantly leaders should know when enough is enough. When it is time to show mercy, because sometimes... we as people don’t know when to stop.”
Taehyung stood up quickly, back turned towards you. Your eyes felt heavy, you’d exerted a lot of yourself in this argument.
“I’m not the one to blame here. I’ve done nothing wrong. But perhaps you don’t understand, considering your background. Your people probably solved arguments with their fists instead of their minds,” he sighed.
You felt the anger come over you in a wave. It fueled every beat of your heart, every inch of your being was scorching hot in fury. How dare he? How dare he assume that you were lesser. You didn’t grow up with pedigree, your people didn’t see the point. You worked for what you wanted. Since when was using your two hands to get what you wanted, a bad thing?
Seeing red, you flung the bedding off your legs and stood up, hauling off and forcing him to spin around to face you. Taehyung’s eyes were wide with shock.
“You will listen to me,” you growled. “I am not incapable of rational thought. Nor are my people. You will not insult my tribe nor will you insult me. Just because I don’t fit into the standards your people have cultivated, doesn’t mean that I am unworthy. I am sick of people saying that I am undeserving of you. Who gets to decide that?”
Taehyung was wide eyed. Never before had a woman spoken so openly to him, challenged him. He wasn’t sure how to react, so you kept going.
“I am a person. I have a heartbeat, just like you,” you said, tugging one of his hands onto your chest. Taehyung almost gasped, but he feared his outburst would only aggravate you further. “I’m alive. I’m not some object for you to toss around when it’s convenient. I am Y/N of the Nightcrawler tribe, your future wife. Treat me as such.”
Your chest was heaving. Your heart was pounding, blood rushing through your ears. Taehyung could do little but look down at you with shock. You had spoken out against him, put your hands on him and defied him. Like a tally of things the future queen would never do, you did in the span of five minutes.
“Y/N,” Taehyung started, his voice soft.
“I’m vulnerable too. I have weak spots, so please, don’t push them,” you whispered.
Taehyung looked at you. Properly.
Your body was ravaged by this fever. Your face was sunk in and your hair was limp against your head. He didn’t come here to pick a fight with you, although he never expects to and you wind up here anyways. But, everything you say is always different from what he thinks. And it’s frustrating for him.
Although, he hasn’t tried to see this from your perspective either.
You were about to further your point when Taehyung’s face started to go out of focus. You swallowed hard, blinking slowly to try and level your vision.
Taehyung noticed you started to lean back, making him frown.
“What’s wrong?” he asked, watching as you started to sway lightly.
“I-I’m... my head,” you whispered, body succumbing to your exhaustion and falling backwards.
“Y/N!” Taehyung yelped, reaching out and grabbing you before you could hit the floor. The prince sunk to his knees, you cradled in his arms. Your eyes were closed, breaths coming in short and erratic. “Guards! Call the palace physician! Now!” Taehyung yelled.
“Yes your highness!” one responded. The sound of metal armor accompanied them down the hallway as Taehyung tried to get you to look at him.
“Y/N, open your eyes. Look at me,” he said, squishing your cheeks between his fingers.
“Mama,” you whimpered, clutching his fingers tight. Your small hands held onto him with a strength he was impressed with considering your state.
“It’s alright, I’ve got you,” Taehyung said, curling his fingers around yours.
“What happened?” a woman’s voice echoed through the room.
“She fainted,” Taehyung said, not turning his back.
“She’s sick, why was she out of bed in the first place?”
Taehyung turned and frowned.
“Elaine,” he warned.
“My apologies,” she sighed, looking down.
“She was yelling at me, I think she just tired herself out,” he said, brushing your hair away from your face. Elaine didn’t miss the tender action, swallowing hard.
“She yelled at you?” she asked.
“Yeah, I came here to thank her for saving me,” he explained. “But it turned into an argument.”
“There’s no reasoning with people like her,” Elaine said, shrugging.
“People like her?” Taehyung asked.
“Savages,” she answered, looking at you with a muted interest.
“She will be your future queen, don’t forget that,” he reminded.
Elaine was deathly quiet.
“You don’t have to keep telling me Tae, I know,” she whispered.
“I don’t like it either, but you have to respect her. She will be your ruler and my wife,” he said.
“Taehyung, we've had this conversation several times. What she doesn’t know, won’t hurt her! Several kings take mistresses,” she exclaimed.
“My father didn’t, nor did my grandfather before him. Regreyan men are loyal, once we are married we will no longer be able to see each other,” Taehyung said.
“Tae,” she said, reaching out for him. Taehyung took her hand before it made contact with his shoulder.
“That’s final, Elaine. I will not disrespect my queen by being with you,” he answered. Elaine ripped her hand from his grasp.
“I’ve given you everything. All of me, every ounce of me is yours. I-I can never marry,” she tried, a pleading tone taking over.
“Elaine, I asked before we went further. I asked if you were sure, if you were aware of the consequences. You said you didn’t want to marry if it wasn’t me,” Taehyung said, eyes shining with tears.
“I don’t! But, Taehyung. Listen to yourself, you barely know this woman. We’ve loved each other for years, why can’t it be me? Huh? If you’re willing to marry this creature then surely a servant wouldn’t be an issue,” Elaine said, gripping her skirts.
“You don’t have any form of title, Elaine. You never have. She may not have a Regreyan title, but she is a princess in her own right,” Taehyung said, looking down at you.
“You aren’t listening to me,” she whispered.
“We need to stop this, Elaine. Before we both wind up hurting more than we need too,” he said.
“Fifteen years of loving you and you want me to just stop?” she asked, heart shattering with every word.
“You think this is easy for me? You think I want to shut you out and throw you to the wind? I love you so much, but we can’t do this anymore. It’s wrong,” Taehyung whispered.
Elaine kneeled down, taking his face in her hands. Taehyung leaned into the familiar warmth. She rubbed his cheeks with her thumbs, soothing his fears with the touch.
“I love you too. So much, we can figure this out,” she encouraged. Quickly, Taehyung pulled away yet again.
“No, Elaine. You are the one not listening. I’m saying no, this can’t happen anymore. Don’t make me say it again, please. Quit giving me hope when I know there isn’t any,” Taehyung croaked.
You groaned in his arms, hand lifting to your forehead. Taehyung cradled your head, pulling you into his arms more comfortably for you.
“It’s alright, I’ve got you,” Taehyung whispered,
“Where is she?” The palace physician’s voice echoed through the hall.
“Here! Elaine, go take the evening off, I’ll watch over her,” Taehyung said, picking you up in his arms and carrying you to bed.
“Yes, your highness,” Elaine said stiffly, turning and walking out of the room.
“Now, what seems to be the problem?”
“She fainted, I think she just over exerted herself,” Taehyung answered.
Elaine felt her heart hammering against her chest as she flew down the hall. She had to let him know. Their plan was failing. Taehyung was going to marry you and everything was going to go up in smoke if they didn’t do something.
Now.
Rushing down the hallway she stumbled into the eerily familiar room. Elaine was panting, chest heaving as her fears and anxieties culminated into an ugly monster that roared within her.
Taehyung was hers...
He always had been.
T-There was no way some beastly woman from the Nightcrawler tribe was going to take him from her.
“What seems to be the matter,” the dark voice of her counterpart asked.
“T-The prince, he won’t listen to me anymore. H-He says we must stop meeting, he doesn’t want to be with me anymore. You-You said that she wouldn’t come between us! You promised me that in the end I would wed Taehyung!” she cried.
“Silence you insolent brat!” his voice practically turned her blood to ice. Elaine remained silent as her partner looked across the books in the room with muted interest. “What did he say?”
“He said we can’t be together anymore. That he won’t disrespect her by being with me as well,” she whimpered. “Please fix this. Tell me you can fix this.”
“My dear, I can fix several problems. But, I can’t stop him from losing interest in you,” the voice warned.
“H-He’s not losing interest! It’s his sense of duty,” she said, frowning at her skirts.
“Sense of duty you said,” her partner murmured. “Perhaps we need to give him a different person to be faithful too.”
“What do you mean?” Elaine questioned.
“When was the last time you and Taehyung were intimate?”
Elaine choked.
“We-well... Um, perhaps a little over a month ago? Perhaps longer? We haven’t been intimate since before he left for the Nightcrawler tribe,” Elaine mumbled.
“A good time frame, you wouldn’t be showing yet,” their voice murmured.
“Showing what?”
“Do you take the tonics regularly?”
Elaine blushed yet again.
“Y-yes I do,” she answered.
“Does he see you take them?” they asked.
“No, usually he’s gone before then,” she said, face pulling down in sadness.
“So even though you’ve taken it, he wouldn’t know for sure. Say the apothecary gave you a poor tonic. Say you believe to be with child,” the cruel voice urged.
“I-I can’t lie to him,” Elaine refused. Suddenly, a hand was gripping her throat. Elaine struggled, gripping the hands with desperation.
“You want him to be yours, right? You want to send that Nightcrawler filth back where she belongs? Then you’ll do whatever I say, and I will ensure that Taehyung and you are together,” they promised, slowly letting the pressure of their grip go.
Elaine rubbed her tender throat, swallowing harshly.
“Y-Yes, I’ll do as you ask,” she said, placing her hands on her stomach.
“Good, tell him soon.”
“I will.”
--
The next week you had been feeling better. You were still a little shaky when it came to walking for long distances and your head still felt a little dizzy when you stood up, but, for the most part you’d made a full recovery.
Taehyung had been oddly attentive the past few days.
He would check on you after your studies, making sure you weren’t feeling ill or too exhausted. He even told the tutors to take it easy on you for the time being, until you were one hundred percent better.
Being babied isn’t something you were used to, coming from where you did. In the Nightcrawler tribe, you took care of yourself unless it was life or death. And if you were sick? You’d work until you couldn’t feel the pain anymore. Or you collapsed. Whichever came first.
Now, it may sound cruel to teach people not to listen to their bodies. Making you push your limits and then some, but it was all for a purpose. To be the best you could. If you pushed yourself when you were weak, then you’d be stronger. Push through the pain to get to the other side where you could rest.
But, it was also about learning your limits. Knowing what you can and can’t take is important.
Today you had lunch scheduled with Taehyung and a few others. Xavier mentioned it wouldn’t require much on your end, just some pleasantries. Sometimes those were the worst things. Exchanging meaningless words with people you didn’t care about. Why did anyone care about saving face when these people made their own assumptions about you beforehand?
It was all so exhausting.
Elaine came in, deathly silent.
She’d been like this for a while.
Only speak when spoken to. You weren’t necessarily close with her, but you didn’t like the silence. It was unnerving.
“Elaine,” you said when she walked over holding your dress in her hands.
“Yes, my lady,” she responded, monotone.
“Are you alright?” you asked, watching as she came closer.
“I’m fine,” she answered, curt and short.
“What’s happened?” you pressed. Whatever she was hiding must be a large burden to carry on her own. Perhaps, you could make a friend in this hell after all.
“It’s nothing to concern yourself with, my lady. Please, don’t put more unnecessary stress on yourself because of a servant’s problems,” she said, turning and gathering your shoes.
“Problems are still problems, no matter who they belong to,” you shrugged. “You don’t have to tell me. But you can if you want to.”
“My lady, it is very kind of you to offer, but please... Please stop asking,” she said, voice cracking at the end.
“Very well,” you nodded, turning and looking at the window.
It was a nice day outside today. You would be having lunch in the gardens according to Xavier, with several elite members of the court (he liked to stress this part in hopes of getting you to behave but it rarely ever worked).
Elaine dressed you, pulling your corset tight against your body. Was it just you, or was it tighter today? She fastened everything and pulled the fabric over your head. You felt it pool around your arms and feet, gently caressing you.
The color was a soft pink, like a flower that grew right by the lake back home. The thought of home made a twinge of pain shoot through your heart, it was likely you’d never seen it again. Especially with the way things were going now...
Elaine finished gathering your skirts and helped you get your shoes on. She didn’t spend too long on your hair, just placing a small pin in before letting the rest fall naturally.
A knock came to the door.
Elaine walked over, opening in and bowing low to the individual on the other side.
“Your highness,” she said.
Taehyung walked in, dressed nicely. You assessed him. He looked okay, if anything he appeared to be tired. Although, that was a common theme for him anyways. The prince approached you, giving an appropriate nod before offering you his arm.
“What is that for?” you asked, raising a brow.
“I thought they were training you on etiquette,” he said, still holding his elbow out to you. “I’m escorting you down to lunch.”
Your brows raised in recognition. “I see,” you said, taking his arm gently. Taehyung nodded to Elaine and took you down the stairs.
You were quiet for the majority of the walk to the gardens. Taehyung kept pace with you easily, guiding you down the halls of the palace with practiced ease. You followed behind, keeping your face level. Guards lined the walls as you got closer to the outside.
Soon, you were walking into the large gardens. There was a table set up, people were sitting around already enjoying some tea and finger foods. Taehyung walked over and the individuals were on their feet fast.
You and Taehyung both nodded in their direction. Taehyung pulled a chair out for you, helping you sit down and pushing your seat in when you were comfortable. He found his spot next to you, and shortly thereafter food was being served.
Small plates came out and the idle chatter started. No one really addressed you, keeping their conversation mainly between themselves and sometimes including Taehyung.
Until, one woman from the back spoke up.
“Lady Y/N, this is your first time dining with the court, is it not?” she asked, leaning her head on her hand.
“Yes, it is,” you agreed, bringing your food to your mouth gingerly.
Your stomach was still fitful at the best of times and you weren’t looking to vomit in front of several people. Even if it didn’t bother you, you would certainly get a lecture about a bodily function you had no control over.
“I’m surprised you speak so well,” another woman announced.
“Did you think otherwise?” you asked. Taehyung could see where this was going a mile away. Quickly, under the table, he grabbed your leg. You almost jumped at the contact, but you kept yourself still.
“Do your people know how to read and write? Or was it only for the leader’s children?” the same woman asked.
“It’s not common for my people to read and write, we don’t particularly have a use for it in the masses. So, we select a few who don’t appear to be natural warriors and train them in it instead. We play to people’s strengths,” you said, trying not to sound too proud.
“Funny. We thought you just killed the weak,” someone said towards the back. Your head snapped to the side, finding the person who spoke. Your eyes narrowed.
“That’s a waste of precious human life. Why would we kill our own people simply because they aren’t meant for one path. No one is meant for the exact same path as another. Being a warrior isn’t for everyone,” you reasoned, trying desperately to keep calm.
“Being a queen isn’t for everyone either,” someone mumbled.
You slammed your hands on the table, tea sets rocking and plates clattering. Taehyung looked like he was going to explode, but you were already boiling.
“You think me to be so simple? You think that I am a mere animal in your eyes. That I know nothing of discipline. Nothing of control. Well, you must think I have some form of control, because you know what Nightcrawlers can do, and you’re still speaking to me like a child. How brave of you. So you know what I’m capable of, but you’re still pushing my buttons. You want to see how tight of a leash they put me on, is that it? Because I can assure you, no amount of collars or restraints will tame me. I am unbreakable,” you growled. “And you are nothing in the wake of me.”
“You’re nothing but a beast! You wouldn’t know cordial if it hit you in the face!”
“We expect some kind of heathen to be our queen? You’re laughable, that's what you are,” someone bellowed from their seat.
“Everyone please, settle down-”
“This is what I think of you and your people!” a woman screeched, tossing a glass of water right on you. You felt the rush of cold water soaking into your dress and you felt the anger double. The guards quickly surrounded the woman who soaked you, making you raise a brow.
Then a knowing smile took over your features.
“I see...”
“Y/N, sit down!” Taehyung barked, your head dropped, looking at the ground with that same smirk on your face.
“Your guards are protecting a member of the court before they’re protecting me. She threw water at me and they’re defending her. This shows me how you view me. What you all think of me. I am just a monster to you, aren’t I?” you said weakly.
“Y/N, please,” Taehyung started.
“I hoped that I would find another home here,” you breathed. “But all I found was a prison.”
Taehyung’s heart stammered in his chest at your tone. You wiped the water off your face, turned towards Taehyung.
“I’m not feeling well, I’m going to my room to rest. I hope you all enjoy your lunch,” you said, walking towards the palace. Elaine was there at the door, wrapping you in a towel and ushering you inside.
Taehyung wanted to bolt after you, make sure that you would take a bath and not further damage your health. But there was a mess to clean up here.
“What a rude woman,” a lord to Taehyung’s left said, wiping his pants off. Some of the water that hit you had also gotten him as well.
“I’m so sorry your highness,” a woman lamented. “She seems horrid.”
“No. She is not to blame for this, you all pushed her. You knew what would happen and you wanted to make sport of her,” Taehyung glowered at his court. “If this were any other woman. You’d all be bowing to her.”
Taehyung started to leave the table in search of you, he was done with the mindless people with nothing but money and greed filling their hearts.
“We’d never bow to the likes of her!” someone shouted.
Taehyung chuckled.
“You will.”
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hii can you add me to the taglist for baby talk please? tysm 😀
Absolutely love! I’ll add you right now 💕
Oh my God the second chapter of taming the beast was nothing short of incredible. Like I never saw a lot of things coming. I'm glad that taehyung finally understood that she is as vulnerable and human as him but still try to hold on and do her best for her people overcoming whatever situation was thrown at her. I understand Like this story is set in the past and sexism was pretty much prevalent then but still mu blood boiled and felt indignation when the oc saved taehyung and the response she got from others was that she was purposefully trying to humiliate him. Like do they not have brains at all? Why would someone risk their own life just to humiliate another person like it makes absolutely no sense whatsoever. My heart also goes out for teahyung who is forced to pretend he is not weak even when he almost died and i truly agree with what you said there, it is really a strength to acknowledge when you need help and to let others help you then, it shows maturity and humbleness. And the secret plotting against taehyung? That was somehow something I expected and never expected simultaneously does that even make sense? And I have a sneaking suspicion it is either Xavier or seokjin but that's just my gut feeling tho. And I really hope Elaine wouldn't go as far as to fake a baby, because as far as I can understand where she is coming from, she is going to really loose taehyung once he finds out it was not true (which he will if after 3 months she still doesn't start showing and I hope Elaine and the plotter won't plan another things to rectify that) and I'm happy to see taehyung actually being fond of her and taking care of her feelings. And I am absolutely in love with the oc in this story she is just so amazing.This is just a really beautiful story and I'm very excited to see what more you have in store for us. Sending lots of love your way 💗
This is the longest ask I’ve ever received and I’m so soft 🥺🥺🥺🥺
I’m so glad you’re enjoying the story and this kind of comment just makes me melt tbh.
And I love thinking through the story and what is in store for the future! You have some interesting observations and things you picked up on 👀 but thank you so much for reading, it truly means the world to me ❤️
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