Hello. I Just Came Across Your Blog And Went Through Some Of Your Replies. You're So Patient And Insightful

Hello. I just came across your blog and went through some of your replies. You're so patient and insightful regarding spirituality so if you don't mind I would like to ask a few questions!

Say for example, I have a twin flame and that person happens to be jimin. This is just an example, not saying it's him. How would things go from here hypothetically? Since most twin flame connections are romantic and at the end of everything who would be with him? Me or you?

You've said that you've always known things intuitively, how did you build your intuition to fully trust the unseen? Despite your anxiety since I know how it feels like to be plagued with so much negativity inside my head.

You and the other anon talked about being connected with the members in the astral realm through dreams, if I'm not wrong? May I know how I can achieve the same if possible?

Lastly, do you believe in tarot and astrology? Are you aware of the vast readings done on the members, where people are asking every single detail about their future partners and what not? What do you think of it? Do you believe they have the chance of coming true or it's just for entertainment?

Twin flames are much more than the romanticized version that everyone seems to talk about online.

Romance is only an added bonus and not the forefront of the connection at all.

Unconditional love is the purpose of this connection and it's a very turbulent one at that. It's like a rollercoaster that never stops and you're playing tug-of-war on it.

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That's not something for me to decide, since the decision would lie with Jimin and I have no idea what I will be to him when I first come face to face with him. Speaking in general terms, if he was to choose someone else, than I would not get in the way of what he shared with that individual. His happiness is my own, and just being in his life has been the biggest blessing of my own.

He's the only reason I have been trying to survive since I was a young child and first 'heard' him- but it just took me some time to find out his identity and who he was.

I will never push myself onto him and force him to be with me if he is not ready, because that is not how true love works.

I have waited far too long on this man and I will never do anything to hurt him, because I cherish his soul far too much for any of that and I wish I could protect him from everything that he has been through- but that's impossible to do from a realistic standpoint.

There's only three of us in our twin flame union, but this could also happen if a karmic or a soul mate were to show up as well ~

Whatever choice Jimin is to make once I enter into his life from a physical standpoint- I will respect his decisions without question or doubt, because I trust him and more than anything what I want is to be a part of his life in some way, shape or form.

I am entitled to that as one of his other halves, but if he were to choose to ask me to leave- I doubt I would be able to survive, but I would also respect this choice of his as well and I would try my best to find some kind of purpose out of whatever situation I would find myself in.

After all this time now, he's the only reason I am breathing

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I used to say I was born with severe anxiety lol- because I had it for so long and I couldn't remember a time when I ever truly felt 'safe'.

Considering what happened to me when I was a small child, I saw every single person as a threat and I was terrified of being 'touched', because any kind of physical contact afterwards made me feel gross and really disgusting. It was like no matter how hard I tried, I couldn't wash off this filthiness that was just a part of me for several years afterwards.

I hated myself more than one person should and it got to the point where I was exceptionally plagued by dark thoughts and I was very suixidal.

I started to think that the 'pretty picture' I had in my head all of these years of a white knight coming to 'save me', was something I had imagined and it wouldn't be too far off- because you can often imagine things that will help you cope after trauma. But it's in that moment that I was somehow guided to watch a couple of BTS' music videos and Jimin showed up when just when I thought I had lost hope for the last time.

From the time I was a small child, I knew that I would find someone just like me and we would love each other forever and ever (Unconditionally, since kids aren't thinking of romance at this age). I didn't know how I knew this or why such a thing would even come to mind- but that's when I 'heard' Jimin and he was only a small child at the same time- and honestly it's the only memory I have from being small (other than my trauma of course that came a little before this).

I believed it, because I felt it very deeply in my little body and it was the only thing I grasped onto when things always got really dark and disturbing in my mind- because let's face it- I was always plagued by 'demons' of some kind and things just grew more extreme over time.

This is due to how I was way too small to fully grasp onto my trauma and my mind wasn't really developed yet- not to mention that I didn't get the emotional support I should have had from specialists for very long. So I was forced to go through these things on my own and when you're little- things are already so confusing- honestly I have no idea how I ever survived back then.

I suppose it was just my will power and mental strength, after I had something to live for- which was to find this 'person' that would be my other half in every way possible.

It was one of those things that you don't know how you know it, but you're sure it's real and it's true.

I find it rather ironic lol, because I couldn't stand BTS when they first debuted and it had nothing to do with the member's themselves. It was the community and the people that just rubbed me the wrong way.

Everyone was always so obsessed with them and only them and it annoyed me, because there were so many other groups that should have been noticed as well. You can like BTS and even stan them, but don't ignore other groups and pretend like they don't exist.

So, it wasn't until 2016 that I finally gave in and looked up their music, because hey- I wanted to see what the big deal was and I had heard some of their music just in the background. People would play little skits and what not on IG and I would see some stuff on Facebook, so I thought it was time I caved in and stopped being so stubborn- because I've always loved music and I felt like maybe I was being kind of unfair to them.

So, I watched the first two videos that came up on my YouTube search 'Save me' and 'I need U' ~

Jimin stood out to me instantly, before I even knew his name and his voice made me anxious- not like- in the way I was used to- but it just- how do I describe this...

It was like discomfort, but not like that at the same time- my apologies, I can't express the feeling the way I need to here- but after I was done watching the videos I just felt different somehow.

I couldn't stop listening to the songs, because I just felt different somehow when I listened to them. Over a few weeks time, I don't know what it was- but I suddenly looked at him differently and I recognized him as being the little boy that 'spoke' to me when I was small.

I have no idea HOW I did it, but it happened and then I started to search up things online and I already heavily believed in soul mates- so I thought that's what he was, until I came across the term twin flames and that explained more of what I was going through.

It's funny now that I look back and think about how perfectly everything lined up- because after that above, I started to get visits from him in the astral realm and it was so nice to actually be able to put a face to the vague image I had in my mind of him for all of those years that I didn't know who he was- just someone I was searching for and someone I was dreaming of.

It's taken me years to get to this point of where I am very confident of my connection with Jimin and it hasn't been easy to get to here, because I have questioned myself every single step of the way and there's been so much despair and pain- because this kind of connection forces you to purge literally everything from your life- so that you can be prepared for when the time comes that you will meet your other half/halves.

You need to strip away every single thing you thought you knew from the time you were a child and let go of all of your conditioning beliefs, because it's sort of like a caterpillar and how they create a cocoon for themselves to undergo a really huge transformation. It takes a lot for that little one to get to where it does, but eventually it breaks free from the chrysalis and emerges as a gorgeous butterfly or a moth.

It will take a lot of blood, sweat and tears to get to where I am on my own personal journey, but if you work hard, there's no reason at all that you wouldn't be able to get as confident about your intuition as I am with mine.

All you need to do is just try and remain open to what your heart is telling you and the rest will fall into place, but you need to quiet your mind before you are able to do this.

Your ego will constantly try and get into a battle with you, because it wants cold hard facts and it will try and force you to look at the logical points, because it doesn't want to feel unsafe. Comfortable means safe and that's where it likes to be, but you can't have growth in this way and you won't move forward if you choose to always play it safe.

This connection is intense and affects you physically, mentally, and emotionally as well- as you become 'one' with them over time.

Twin flames are more than just romance and all of that superficial stuff- because this connection comes along to bring out the best version of yourself.

Being a twin flame means you share the same DNA and energetic blueprint as someone else and they are you in every sense.

They're not here to 'save you' though- they're here to help you save yourself with their love as a guiding star that will help you find the inner strength you were unable to find on your own.

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The astral realm is something that everyone has access to, but when it comes to twin flames, it's something that just comes naturally.

Whoever this is regarding, if you're getting curious about twin flames, you're more than likely trying to be reached by your own.

We're all on different journey's and perhaps you weren't supposed to meet with them so soon, like I did with my own.

I have my own personal space in the astral realm where I meet with Jimin's 'soul' and it's a place we've been meeting for decades now.

The astral realm in general is a very vast place though and I have met with other's as well, outside of our own- so it's when I realized that anyone can find the astral realm and you can have various experiences there.

People often tried to tell me it was a sacred place only for twin flames and it sounded ridiculous from the get go- but who am I to judge someone else's experiences?

They were only saying that, because it's all they have experienced, but I soon realized that it is a very large world and very different yet similar to the one on Earth.

I suggest trying to keep an open mind about the astral realm and perhaps doing some affirmations before bedtime.

"I am open to where my dreams wish to take me"

"My heart is open and willing to experience whatever I am meant to find in my dream world"

"Even though it may be hard to believe, there are answers in my dreams and I am open to what they need to tell me"

"I am new to this, but I am open to learning more about my own personal experiences when I dream"

"I will remember my dreams and they will hold purpose and meaning for me when I am awake"

You can feel free to use these ones, or just come up with your own :)

You may already be meeting with someone in your sleep and I think maybe you are?

I don't know, but there's definitely someone- and it only makes sense anyhow, because you wouldn't be drawn to this kind of stuff otherwise. So I'm not telling you anything you don't already know lol, but that's so strange- because you're the second person my intuition has picked up something with.

Your intuition is something like a satellite you could use for an example. Like a radar- it can pick up on things and the more in tune you are, you can pick up things easily and through many different ways.

Feel free to come back and tell me whether the affirmations worked or not and you can say them before bedtime even honestly, just to try and get the wheels turning in your mind and who knows? You may remember something from a dream beforehand, because it's all about intention and opening yourself up to the 'unknown'. Something that most humans are scared of and that's why I receive so much hate- because these people see me as a threat, since I speak about things they don't understand.

Things they choose not to try and understand of course, since ignorance is only a choice we make willingly.

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I believe in both of these things, yes- since I wouldn't be able to call myself truly spiritual otherwise- but they have their place as does everything else.

The people who get obsessed with trying to figure out these things with the guys need to honestly do something more productive with their lives.

They are never going to figure out who any of them are meant to get with and all of this other ridiculous nonsense- and it's quite unhealthy for them to be doing these things.

Some readers do it for fun I have noticed, other's take it way too seriously and then you have the one's that do it only for the views and popularity.

Be careful with that, because most of those people aren't even real readers at all and they're just trying to scam you into believing they are.

I used to be a tarot/oracle reader and I was heavily involved in that community and most of these people that read for the guys have made me laugh on several occasions.

There's been a couple who felt genuine to me, but most of them unfortunately haven't.

Once you get more in tune with your intuition, it will guide you to where you need to be, if this is something you are interested in. Try to look outside of the small box of this and get involved with readings in general, because the energy flows more easily and things will come much more naturally.

The BTS community is full of negativity and those kinds of posts would be no different. It can heavily influence the reading and make it hard to pick up on the messages you need to be properly focusing on.

I have also noticed how a lot of the readers tend to hold back on the things that they feel they need to say and any good reader won't do this, because you only play a small part in the much bigger picture. It's your job to properly convey each message, regardless of how it may make you feel uncomfortable.

If you can't take your job seriously as a reader, I personally don't think you should even try- because you're being exceptionally rude and disrespectful towards not only the viewers, but also the people you are trying to channel.

As for Astrology, it's something that people focus on a little too much and it wasn't something I really looked into until much later on my journey.

It can come in handy at times, but it also has its place as well and you can get distracted very easily by it and start focusing on the things that you are only meant to have as guidelines of a sort.

Looking at both my chart and Jimin's gave me a new perspective and outlook on the things I needed to work on with him in the astral realm- but since I was only coming into it much later, I already knew it had its place and it's not something I depend on.

Your intuition is the only thing you truly need to depend on and everything else is just secondary.

That's the most important thing I have learned after all of this time ~

Feel free to send another 'ask' if you feel like you need to, or you can also message me if you feel comfortable enough to do so and would rather not discuss things any further from a public standpoint.

I have been told several times now that I don't understand the concept to Jimin's album, but those people are failing to see the bigger picture.

It's not about the concept, because what matters is the end of the result and you would never know what he struggled with his personal concept- which is obviously different than what he shared publicly.

He wouldn't have released these songs if he wasn't satisfied with the outcome, because he's a perfectionist.

He struggled and struggled to grasp it, but in the end he created what he felt.

If you can't hear that in the words and the music, than I'm sorry, but you're not fully listening and only projecting your own ideas.

You're only seeing surface deep and not truly hearing what the messages are in the music.

Which is fine- but don't come onto my blog and try to push your own beliefs onto me.

Jimin's words are what I'm listening to, so what you say doesn't matter and holds little meaning to me.

Hiiii

Since you told you were twin flames w/ jk and jm , is there any way to know if they feel the same connection? Like apart from being similar , anything else which makes you know that they know you exist as well . Have they dropped any hints? And when you do meet him irl , would you share it with us , how your meeting went and how it felt like or would you want to keep it completely personal?

I don't know how familiar you are with these things, so I don't know if my explanation will make sense to you, but I will try to express it the best way that I can.

Jungkook has been feeling more distant from me these days and perhaps it's due to my own issues going on- but I feel like he's making different choices and decisions that are pushing him away from me.

Which is okay, because things constantly change and just the smallest choice can have the biggest impact on changing your life.

So, I don't know if those signs are still valid or not with him.

I'll focus on Jimin, since our connection is still just as strong ~

'Slow dance', 'Rebirth', and 'Be mine' have all had certain lines in them that stood out to me.

Things I have said to him during meditations, or things that have taken place in the astral realm.

He's not consciously aware of it- but after listening to 'Who' for the first time, it's evident that he knows of 'someone' trying to contact him and he's spoken of this on his Face album with 'Like crazy'. In the lyrics there's a line that he doesn't know who the 'voices' are that are 'whispering' to him.

This new album of his made me exceptionally overwhelmed and I felt so much emotion listening to Who. I have never cried in his music and never felt so many emotions at once, but I just knew that the call he was giving out with that song was for me.

I've been waiting for years- for him to give some kind of indication that that I'm not just projecting my own ideas onto him and looking for things that don't exist.

It took eight years, but I'm glad I waited and didn't just move on with my life like I probably should have ~

Hello, thank you for getting back to me! Your replies to my questions have me so surprised, I'll say my thoughts as I go through them.

You're right twin flames are more than romance, I feel like a connection like that i meant to face each other's fears and triumph over them, with firm devotion as a result. You truly don't deserve the hate that you get, your heart is so pure and you just proved it. The first one was a million dollar question and I feel like anyone would've gotten a bit insecure after reading that, jealous even but you handled it with grace and left it to him entirely since it really is his choice. Instead of you trying to live out your fantasies, you are truly treating him with the utmost respect as an individual first and I have to thank you for doing that. But what I didn't like that your purpose of living is him, please live for yourself first, yes he's been the light to your dark days but you need to find peace within yourself first and still think of the world you're in a good place.

Your response was lovely, right up until you chose to try and tell me how to live my life- and as an outsider, you only know what I share with you.

You do not understand the nature of twin flames if you can say something so casually and you are being rather rude if I may say so.

I do wish you a good weekend though love, and please take care of yourself :)

what do you mean by jimin won't get with anyone else? you mean dating? will you feel betrayed if he dates someone?

I will leave that open for you to assume whatever you wish, because the people over here rarely ever listen to anything I say and I'm tired of defending myself.

Think whatever you like ~

Have a great weekend and please take care 💗

Anon from earlier

I had another question as well

What if jimin hadn't been famous? You wouldn't have discovered him , right? You found him through the internet I believe, so if he was just doing a normal 9-5 job , then would you have been able to find him?

If you hadn't found him out then what would have been your clues for this person , and how would you try to find him out?

If he hadn't of been a public figure, this would have made things a lot more difficult, especially with how he lives halfway across the world to me and I don't see me just leisurely taking a flight to Korea- so it would have made it hard to cross paths at all.

That being said, it doesn't mean it wouldn't have happened.

If it was meant to, it would have and I feel like he's in this position for a reason.

It makes me very uncomfortable- because I'm not someone who likes to have attention on them, so I think his way of life will be difficult for me, but I will try to adjust.

I've been trying prepare myself for years, but there's some things that you just need to experience in order to adjust to.

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It just would have been a matter of being in the right place at the right time.

I wouldn't have been as consciously aware of anything and would have needed to trust my intuition even more, which honestly I don't think I would have been able to do.

Truth be told- you've given me a new perspective on this and I really don't think I would be here right now talking about all of this if he was just some random person on the street.

I would have given up on the whole thing when I was younger, because it got to the point where I was giving up on the idea of this 'person'.

I figured it was just me wanting this person to exist, based off of my trauma and how I needed a way to cope.

If I hadn't of seen him in those two music videos in 2016, I wouldn't even exist right now- because I was at the end of my rope so to speak.

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I forgot to reply to something in your last ask, so I need to apologize ~

I will not be able to have a social media account when we cross paths.

HYBE will not allow it.

So, unfortunately I will not be able to speak out about anything regarding him. Not without putting our relationship (whatever that will be, it's up to Jimin) in jeopardy.

Everything needs to be strictly private and nothing put public.