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FAKE LOVE is good but I won’t compare it to BLOOD SWEAT & TEARS. Yes! Both songs have dark themes but also have completely different concepts. FAKE LOVE is beautiful but nothing like BST and vice versa. There’s no comparison. Both are good in their own places...

I’m ready to write some fluffy vmin X3

[Bucket List Project]

(n.) a number of experiences or achievements that a person hopes to have or accomplish during their lifetime

Everyone has those wishes which we desire to make true one day, even if it takes years. We tend to have this habit of creating a list, a list which we can only accomplish a half of or just simply create feeble excuses for why we didn’t even begin. So here we are, presenting you with our very own bucket list of scenarios, quotes, and prompts. Now let’s see who is brave enough to complete this bucket list without creating excuses!

Go treasure hunting

Go on a scary theme park ride

Go ice skating

Learn a new instrument

Get a new hobby

Initiate a friendship with someone you didn’t expect to be friends with

Go to an Olympic game

Start A Movement On a Cause You Believe In

Personally Know Someone Famous

Take a road trip

“Wanna get to the other side of the earth holding your hand” - Spring Day

“Wanna put an end to this winter” - Spring Day

“I want to have the sea” - Sea Hidden Track

“I want to hold you once more before you disappear” - Crystal Snow

“I hope tomorrow will be different from today, I’m just wishing” - Tomorow

“Don’t be trapped in someone else’s dream” - N.O

“My mind is posssessed by the word success” - So 4 more

“I want to remain, I want to dream more” - Awake

“While you were all teasing the keyboard, I fulfilled my dreams” - Born Singer

“I may fall down and get hurt, but I still run endlessly towards my dream” - Young Forever

“Why do I have to do a tattoo with you? It’s your bucket list!”

“We see each other every day. Why isn’t ‘meet the love of my life’ ticked on your bucket list?”

“If you want to travel to (choose a place), then let’s go!”

“No matter what it is, we’ll do it together.”

“I’ve never made a list, I just do what I want whenever I want. You should do the same.”

“Can’t we just imagine that and scratch it off the list?”

“I wish I could rewind and do it all over again.”

“What if you could only choose one of these? What would you do?”

“My only wish is to spend one more day with you. No crying, no arguing. Just one last day together.”

“Bungee jump? I thought you were afraid of heights.”

Rules

You must be a member of this network to participate in this project

Kim Taehyung and/or Park Jimin must be present in the content created (as this is a BTS 95 line project). 

Tag your creation with #95line.net along with #95LineBucketList within the first 5 tags in order for it to be reblogged onto the net

Reblog this post so we are able to see who is participating in this project

Most importantly, remember to have fun!

Note

The point of this project is to provide a new challenge for the new year. How these challenge works are for content creators to use their imagination and create content (eg. fanfics, gifs, gfx, moodboard, videos, edits) in relation to the scenarios, quotes and prompt provided. 

Example 1 (Scenario): Go on a scary theme park ride  Create a moodboard of a cute date to a theme park with one of the 95 line members. To spice it up, maybe add some gifs.

Example 2 (Quote): “I want to have the sea” Create an innovative gfx using the overall notion of this quote

Example 3 (Prompt): “If you want to travel to (choose a place), then let’s go!” Write a fanfic of 95 line members and others going on an adventure. Get as fluffy, angsty or smutty as you want! 

Now let’s get that creative mind of yours working and let the innovative ideas flow! 

If any further questions, feel free to message admins, Jana (@pocketofjeonbunny) and Deby (@deboracorrea25), or the network! 

Hewwo :3 Can I request a sad imagine where Tae's girlfriend's father has died recently and she secludes herself completly from him or any direct communication from others? Being the type of girl who always suppress her feelings and keep her emotions accumulated, she finally break down in his embrace during a panic attack. Stay hydrated and always remember that your beautiful sweetheart 💖 THANK YOU 😘😘

A/N: Thank you for your kind words ♥

It’s not exactly what you had requested but I still hope you enjoy reading this..:3

Title:Share the Pain

Pairing:Taehyung X Reader

Summary:After your father’s unexpected death, you isolate yourself from the world dueto your sorrow but you fail to notice that by doing this, you are hurting yourboyfriend too.

Genre:K+

Words: 1.8k

You walk into the bathroom, rubbing at thewetness in your eyes with your already tear-moist palms. As you look up to havea glimpse at your reflection in the mirror, you yourself feel shocked, unableto recognize the person staring back at you. Well..with these lifeless,bloodshot eyes, running nose and chapped lips resting over an equally paleface, no one is going to be able to recognize you. And you blame it on the God.Of all the people in this whole wide world, why are only you chosen to suffer?Why has only your father been taken away from you? It’s utterly unfair. You arestill too young to lose him.

You open the water tap at the basin andsplash cold water over your dead face. You have loved both your parents equallybut it’s obvious that you have always been your daddy’s lil princess. Soofcourse, it’s extremely hard for you to accept the fact that he is actually gonefrom your life forever.

Walking back to your bedroom as you wipeyour face dry, your eyes fall upon the small, vibrating object in one corner ofthe room— your cellphone. It has been three days since the funeral..three dayssince you contacted anyone. You still remember how you had run back to yoursmall apartment after the ceremony was over and thrown your phone in that exactsame spot where it is lying right now. You watch it buzz for the sixteenth timetoday, a caller id on display and finally head towards the abandoned object.

The call disconnects just as you pick upyour cellphone from the floor. You unlock the phone and stare at the incredibleamount of missed calls that you’ve received in these past three days from amixture of your family, friends and boyfriend. There are a total of 249 calls, morethan hundred of them being from your boyfriend alone. It’s not that he is obsessiveor anything, he is simply concerned about you. And why wouldn’t he be? You’venot spoken a word to even a single soul ever since your father’s death.Usuallyyou would’ve smiled at him worrying, smiled because of his cuteness but nottoday. Silence and solitude are your preferred companions in such grievoustimes.Your father’s departure has created a void in your heart..an emptiness thatyou are unable to fill or cope with. You feel so lost that even your lover’sconcern doesn’t move you.

A moment passes with you staring at these missedcalls and your boyfriend’s name over each one of them. Instead of pressing thecall icon, you scroll along to check the latest caller. To your surprise, it’snot from your beloved boyfriend but his best friend. It’s weird because herarely calls you. With bare interest, you continue to scroll around finding acouple of voicemails, the latest one also being from your man’s best friend.You tap to play the message and it begins in a hushed tone.

“Hey!Y/N..it’s me, Park Jimin. I know you know that it’s weird because I hardly evercall you but this..this is serious. Y/N..it’s-it’s about Taetae. He’s noteating. He’s not sleeping. He’s been like this ever since your father-well youget it. He’s not even speaking to us. And I’m worried sick!”

The mail ends. Taking in a long breath, youplay the next one.

“Y/Nwhere are you? Tae said you aren’t taking his calls. God! Please respond tohim. Please! He acts all strong in front of me but I know just how scared he isright now..Look I don’t believe in many things, especially not things like truelove. But what I do believe in is..Taehyungie and You. Damn you guys! You areso perfect for each other that it makes me want to puke. But at the sametime..I admire it. I admire what you two share. And I’d hate it if you two losethis. So please..for my sake, for the sake of my beliefs, talk to him. Talk andtell him that you still cherish him because I can’t stay another day like this,watching him slumped in one corner, pining over you..”

The message ends with a desperate sigh fromJimin’s end and you find ten more unread voicemails from him. Yet instead ofdoing what the guy has requested you to, you toss the phone on your bed,yourself plopping down into the plush mattresses and closing your eyes.

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You open your eyes at the sensation of yourcellphone buzzing near your face. Blinking your eyes a few times to adjust tothe dimness of your room, you sit up on the bed and look out the window. Thesun is already descending below the horizon. A sense of numbness courses throughyour whole being, a horrid tightness clutching at your throat. The sorrow hasnow turned into this feeling of nothingness where you are unable to experienceany emotion. The whole room looks like it has doubled in size, intimidating you,making you cower in paranoia.

A loud, banging noise rouses you out fromyour frightful state and you realize that someone is desperately knocking atyour door. Your eyes flicker at the glowing screen of your cellphone but beforeyou can even check the name of the caller, the banging gets harsher.

“Jagi-ah, please open the door!”

It’s the deep voice that belongs to noneother than your boyfriend of one year— Kim Taehyung. Your eyes widen slightlyand you look at your cellphone to find that he is the one calling you andknocking simultaneously.Fragments of Jimin’s voicemails begin ringing in yourears.

“Y/N..”

“PleaseY/N..”

“Idon’t believe in true love..”

“Heis acting strong but I know he is scared!”

“Pleaserespond to him!”

“Ibelieve in Taehyungie and You.”

“Y/N..”

“Y/N..”

“Y/N..”

You crouch onto the floor, holding yourhead between your palms as the whole room..no your vision begins spinning anddizzying. A strong ache arises in your forehead, the image of your father’slast breath flashing before your eyes along with Jimin’s words echoing in yourmind. Engulfed by fear and hopelessness, you move your fingers into your hair,pulling at the ends to ease some tension. A pained screech leaves yourshuddering lips as fresh tears brim your tightly-shut eyes.

“Y/N! Jagi!” You hear someone calling andit takes you a few moments to distinguish it from the voices in your head.Taehyung. It’s him! It’s your boyfriend.

Your eyes flutter open and you gatherenough strength to walk out of your bedroom. At this point, you are goingcrazy. The numbness is choking you and you want an outlet..a normalcy of somekind. You approach the knob to the main door but just as your fingers curlaround it, you feel afraid. You feel so afraid of him. Afraid about how mad hewill be at you for blocking him out of your life for three long days. Afraidthat he isn’t here to talk but to end this relationship once and for all.Afraid that he is too disgusted to ever see you again.

Your fingers recede from the knob in defeatbut his words stir some hope in your heart “I really love you, I swear!” Heconfesses in a broken sort of tone, “Just please..let me in…”

And this is all it takes for you to run tothe door and ram it open. Immediately your eyes meet his and you notice howdisheveled he looks—his usually fluffy hair is tousled, eyes surrounded bythick, dark circles, lips trembling and whole form slouched. He too takes inyour messed state, takes in how pale you’ve turned, how thin you have becomewithin a short span of just three days. All his emotions unleash and he tacklesyou in a hug, his large form enveloping your smaller one as the two of youtumble to the floor. You feel the numbness fade out of your being, completely pushedout by his warmth.

“I know you are hurting.” He says, breakingthe silence after a few moments, “But you should know that we’re in thistogether. If you are happy, I’m even more. And when you are in pain, I want tofeel it too. So please, from now on let’s always share our pains, okay?” Heasks as softly as he can and you nod your head vigorously. Even after how youtreated him in these days, he is being so kind to you. You don’t deserve this.You don’t deserve his generosity. You don’t deserve him and yet you still wanthim.

He pulls back, tears starting to well both youreyes. Seeing him in such a vulnerable state crumbles you. All your walls comeundone and you begin sobbing hysterically in his arms, shoulders shaking,breath hitching. “Tae” You mumble from your quivering lips, “Tae, I’m so sorry!Please don’t leave me. Please Tae, don’t leave me!-”

He hushes you to a stop, his lips brushingagainst yours in a chaste kiss. “I won’t leave you.” He says and continues inassurance, “I really love you, Y/N. I will never be mad at you or judge you foryour actions. Just make sure you return my feelings.”

You nod your head frantically, “I’m sosorry, Tae. I love you too. I’m so stupid I behaved this way. It’s just..I’m unableto express myself.”

He smiles, wiping your face clean with hispalms and then wipes his own tears away. In this very moment, you come tounderstand exactly how much serious Jimin had been when he had said that Tae wasworried about you. You realize that this man right here will never leave youfor something like this. But this means that you need to try and change yourselffor him as well.

You wipe your reddening nose and look intohis eyes sincerely, “Taehyung-ah, I promise I will try to be more open about myfeelings from now on.”

His lips motion to form his signaturebox-smile and he pulls you into another hug, stroking your back to relax you. “Thankyou, Jagi-ah.”

You encircle your arms around him, buryingyour face in his chest, your teary face wetting his shirt.The comfortablesilence is broken by the synchronized grumbling of your stomachs. He chucklesat this and you smile sheepishly.

“Guess we both need to eat something andthen..if you want to..we can talk about your father, okay?” He suggests sweetlyand you hum in agreement, pecking his lips as you both get up from the floor.

“Um..Tae?” You speak-up, “Make sure youtalk to Jimin as well.”

It merely takes him a second to understandthat his cute, best-friend must’ve called you. “Ah, I will.”

For some unknown reason, you halt at thekitchen and jump back into his arms to which he responds equally eagerly,kissing you all over your face.

“I love you.” You whisper.

“I love you too.” He whispers back.

A/N: Too Angsty? Too Cheesy? Well, I tried.

I hope you liked it. And I hope you’ll request more fics in the future..:3

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Yeah..lying here in bed, thinking about my life decisions..

anyone else fucking LOVE BEING IN BED???

180520 👥🖤🌒