MY LOVE UR BACK YAY ITS SO GOOD TO HEAR FROM U OMG IM SO GLAD UR DOING WELL I WAS ACC WORRIED AF BC IT

MY LOVE UR BACK YAY ITS SO GOOD TO HEAR FROM U OMG IM SO GLAD UR DOING WELL 😭😭😭 I WAS ACC WORRIED AF BC IT HAD BEEN 4 MONTHS BUT I DIDNT WANNA SPAM UR INBOX TOO MUCH HDJSJDNSB

remember ur well being matters most and to always prioritise urself<3333 im vvv excited to see u back 😼😼😼

AHHHH THANK YOU FOR ALWAYS CHECKING IN ON ME!!! IM SO HAPPY TO BE BACK 🥹🥹 I haven’t been properly posting for sooooo much longer than that and I missed posting sm 😭🫶 ily 💖

idk the canada concert dates but i was going to say have funn at the svt concert!!!! ( iirc you are going?!! sorry if you aren't,,, im sucha clownnn lmaoo )

and the younghoon bday textsss ahhhhh as usual love it sm ‼️‼️‼️💞💞💞

ALL THE SIKPPANG IN THE WORLD FOR BBANGHOON BB ☹️☹️‼️‼️💘💘💘 🥖🍞🥖🍞🥖🍞

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HIII!!!!! i’m slowly getting better! and yes! the svt concert is in two days time and your girl is super stoked for it!

younghoon is the bestest boy <3

i also saw your other ask and omg!!!! that link you sent was absolutely insane. i don’t think people realize how much skill and technique it takes to pull that off. thank you for sharing with me :)

um also thank you so much for being so fucking wonderful. you’re always coming on here and talking to me and honestly it makes me feel so touched! you’ve reached out so many times on my hiatus and girl i just have so much ❤️ for you !!! i understand if you want to take a break from tumblr tbh!! my friend always tells me it’s just an app and not to beat myself up for feeling bad about certain things 😭!!!!

hope you’re doing well! send so much love to you honeybun :)

(hi, i’m the person from before ! )

no problem at all!!! i’m such a believer that numbers ≠ quality and no offence to anyone ofc but there are so many ppl who post every other day and get soooo many likes and reposts but they don’t get nearly as detailed as yours do. and you capture svt so well imo (it’s actually crazy how accurate you are - or i guess we’ll never know how accurate lol but if you ask me it’s pretty accurate) your svt love languages alone was SO WELL thought out and so fun to read!!!! it probably took you AGES but it’s so worth the wait :) ! 💕💕💕💕

i really hope the numbers don’t discourage you from writing, if it helps i’ll always look forward to your posts!!!!

AHHH oh my god thank you sooooo much 😭😭 it means so much to me that you loved my post so much wtfffff 😭💖💖 it did take forever but it’s okay, I’m super proud of how it turned out!

I don’t think it’s necessarily the numbers that discourage me, I couldn’t care less about that. It’s the lack of feedback that writers on Tumblr are getting (which caused a lot of my hiatuses). if someone posts something and no one really comments on it, it makes the writer feel like they’re writing to virtually no one and that isn’t really encouraging 😭 which is why we appreciate feedback so much! 600 notes and you’re one of the first people who came on my page to tell me you enjoyed my post.

Of course, I’m not expecting EVERYONE to suddenly get up and send a bunch of love for my writing, and I also do know there are also a lot of silent readers out there which again, there’s nothing wrong with! I’m just kinda voicing my thoughts that I’ve noticed a lot of Tumblr writers share. I don’t intend to hurt anyone’s feelings with this post, I just don’t like feeling like a machine who spits out posts all the time, because that’s not how it is.

Anyway yeah sorry that took a turn 😭😭 I’m so grateful for you and I hope you enjoy my future posts! If you’re into tbz, ill be posting some text posts very soon :)

happy younghoon day :)

+ bonus texts because i’m an asshole for going on another hiatus

23:11 with xu minghao

"how are you feeling today?" he's peering at you from the other side of the room, having just finished his nightly routine.

you're fidgeting while you stand in the middle of your kitchen, waiting for the water to boil. it's always so hard to keep up a façade when your boyfriend is so attentive. part of you wants to tell him, but the other part of you just wishes to crawl in a hole and disappear. maybe it's easier that way.

"do i have to answer?" you chuckle, wanting to make light of the gloomy mood you had set between the both of you.

he hums with a slight shake of his head. and just like that, he has the answer he needs. "of course not, love" he ventures to your side, watching as you pour the now boiling water into two mugs.

somethings definitely on your mind. minghaos gaze follows you as you swiftly open the cupboard behind you, choosing your choice of tea for the night.

chamomile. ah, one to help aid in sleep and to ease anxiety.

"you know you can tell me anything, only whenever you're ready though," he adds, inching closer to your side as you stir your cup. "i'll be here no matter what" he reaches over you to grab the same choice of tea, hoping it brings you some sort of comfort that he too wants nothing more than to have you free of anxiety.

you're both quiet. no words need to be exchanged while he pulls you in a small hug. his arms make you feel at ease, and you're grateful in this moment that he doesn't press on the matter.

he sways the both of you, letting out a small giggle as you attempt to hide a smile in his chest. he can tell your mood is starting to lift ever so slightly, so you’re letting out a small sound as he lifts you up, ditching your tea and heads to your shared bedroom.

“you need to rest,” he softly bids, pulling at the sheets to allow you to lay down, “i’ll be here when you wake,”

“you probably need rest more than i do,” you’re shifting a bit to make room, patting the spot next to you. “i’m not the only one who’s tired. let’s sleep together,” you say, tone not suggestive in the slightest. “come here,”

he joins you with a nod, crawling beside you with a comfortable space between the two of you once he’s settled. he’s admiring you, watching as a small blush washes over your cheeks. that usually tends to happen whenever you catch him looking at you and he absolutely adores it. taking your hand in his, he lifts it to his lips to press it against your skin. whenever you’re ready, he’s happy to lend you his shoulder to cry on. but for now, he’s more than content with just the knowledge that you know that he’s there for you no matter what.

i never deal with people who have narcissistic personality yet but damn it must be hard for you. sending loves to you ❤️❤️❤️

thank you so much my darling :) definitely not a fun time for sure, it drains you. i hope you never encounter anyone like that 😭