Sometimes Im Having A Good Day Then I Remember What Happened To Neil In The Nest.

sometimes im having a good day then i remember what happened to neil in the nest.

y'all will never understand adam parrish the way i do until ur stuck in a prison of your own making in an expensive private school surrounded by people who are richer and more well-adjusted than you and you're trying desperately to fit in and be like them and study hard and be the best so you can graduate at the top of the class and make it far far away from your shitty town and your shitty family and make money and a life that's better than the one you have now and all your friends are better off than you and they don't really understand you but you love them anyway but you are alone you will always be alone.

guys. i finished die free or die a failure. what the FUCK.

one thing about me is that i will NEVER shit on nora's writing. like everyone bitching and moaning abt aftg having bad writing shut the fuck upppp take ur hater agenda elsewhere bc all i had to do was read everything post ch 11 of trk and that's what really cemented it for me. aftg's writing style may be unconventional (and i do fully believe this is bc of neil's narration NOT nora's writing go read the ec and tsc) but everything post ch 11 of trk is written SO well like the emotions are all so raw and real and it's such a good portrayal of grief and guilt and anger all from the pov of a slightly emotionally unavailable traumatised kid (neil IS still a kid he's fucking eighteen years old) who doesn't know how to process what he's just seen and been involved in. like the conversation between andrew and neil in ch 12 hurt me on so many levels. the "i told you once before didn't i? i don't feel anything." "anymore" was my last straw. anyway STOP dragging nora's writing just because it isn't "conventional" just read tsc she writes emotions and different characters with so much depth and if u don't like neil's narration just read jean's it is NOT the writing style. i DIGRESS.

i think adam parrish should get to be even more of a cunt. as a treat.

bro some of the aftg police gotta calm down and just let the characters (neil josten) be cunts.