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Joonzseoulmate - Issa

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3 years ago

“Pitter patter”

Jimin x reader

(Oneshot)

genre: fluff

word count: i have absolutely no idea because I didn’t write it in docs.

Just enjoy lol

Pitter Patter

He made your nightmares disappear, because everything about him was a dream.

Pitter patter...

Your heart danced in the same rhythm as the the beats of raindrops against the concrete floor. Dark skies, glowing smiles, Shared between you and him. His hand was joined with yours and his melodic laugh echoed the streets as he ran with you in the rain, footsteps following one another and the joy you were feeling as the both of you shared this night not caring about anything else or anyone else.

Running away, together. From any fears, problems. Escaping the reality to live the fantasy he created with you.

Making your way past the many people whose lives felt as if they were on pause, because it seemed like the world only stopped for the two of you.

Trafficked streets and the Reflection of flashing lights glittering on the millions puddles you splashed. The pair of you weaved in and out of the beeping cars as you let the rain drench you from every inch. Except you didn't feel cold. The fluttering warmth vibrating through you only made you want this to last forever. An addiction.

The time flew like lightning and he was now beside you gazing at the view of the nighlit city as he was catching his breath from the running.

It was peaceful, in the district of the chaos and noise. The thunders of the rain, and the movement of cars on the sphere of the globe the both of you stood on. From the height of the bridge you were at, the scenery was breathtaking. The trails of lights spinning past the streets and the flickers of every lightbulb in that city being switched. Distant Chatters of people together, laughs and cries. Even the simple sound of two things making contact. Glass hitting the ground, Leaves blowing in the wind, Doors slamming, Bed sheets rustling.

In the centre of millions of other events, he was here, with you. Anywhere on the planet, any other life, day, age, but it brought you back to being in each others presence.

He took in a deep breath and ran his hand through his damp hair. Rain dripping down your faces, it didn't even matter at this point.

"Now this is not something you experience every day."

You broke the silence as you remained your eyes on the view before you. You felt his eyes shift to where you were but his head remained still.

"But you'll remember it for an eternity." He whispered.

You smiled to yourself gently and you focused on the feeling of the rain seep through the fabrics of your clothes.

Until the side of his hand gently brushed against yours. The small sensation and tickles of the goosebumps all over you as the breeze waved its way through the ever so small gap between your hands.

Slowly you felt his fingers slip through yours and his soft skin made contact with the palm of your wet hand. Even though this had not been the first time you had held hands, this felt different. His hand was shivering from the cold and he held onto you tighter receiving the heat coming off your hands. Your fingertips pressed into the back of his hand as you turned to him to see him staring deeply at you.

"I want this to last forever." He said directly at you, his expression filled with sincere, genuine, meaning.

You squeezed his hand and went on the tip of your toes as your lips were softly pressed against his in a lingering kiss.

The moon witnessing the two of you cling onto this night like it was your last day on earth. The droplets of water pouring down the two of you as you shared this magical moment.

Your fingers drawing patterns on the back of his neck as he pulled you back already craving the feeling of your lips against his. His lips brushing yours and you felt the heat of his breaths against you, waiting for you to make your move.

"We're going to get sick if we stay any longer out here Jimin." You whispered with a grin in your face.

You swear you heard a low annoyed hum vibrate from the back of his throat and just as you thought he was going to give in and let go of you he only pulled your waist closer making your chest press against his as he said lowly,

"If it means being stuck with you, I'm all for it." He whispered, feeling his lips move against you as the words left his mouth.

From there, there was no turning back as the gap between the two of you vanished before you could even breathe in.

Pitter Patter...


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3 years ago

Proving a point to my boyfriend.

PLEASE REBLOG if you (male or female) believe it is perfectly okay and natural for a guy of any age to cry

1 year ago
Day 45/547 Until Joon Returns
Day 45/547 Until Joon Returns
Day 45/547 Until Joon Returns

day 45/547 until joon returns

3 years ago
I Cant Stop Thinking About This Moment
I Cant Stop Thinking About This Moment

i can’t stop thinking about this moment 

3 years ago

Namjoon oneshot

Pairing: namjoon x reader

Summary: the contraception didn’t work……

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The subtle smell of lavender hits my nostrils as soon as I walk inside the apartment.

The sweet smell that i am so used to by now which reminds me of home.

I took off my shoes, kept them inside the small cabinet we have by our doorstep and hung my coat on the stand.

I walked in the kitchen, "Where is she" i slowly said to myself after putting the porridge on the countertop. I got it for her.

You see, she might be good at keeping things to herself but I'm also really good at noticing and observing things. She has been lying about being okay but she's not, she's sick and i know she has been for a few days.

She turns on the shower so I wouldn't hear her throwing up almost every morning.

I will never understand why she never let's people help her or see her vulnerable but I understand it's who she is and I accept everything that comes with her.

Then i went to our room to take out a plain black crew neck and a matching sweat. This is my favourite set. She got it for me last year on my birthday.

I'm whipped for her and i am aware of it.

When i walked in the bathroom I almost had a heart attack seeing what was infront of me.

There she was, sitting on the bathroom floor with her head showed in-between her arms and knees to her chest.

I can hear her whimpers, what the fuck happened?

I walked over to her, "hey, what happened?"

She didn't respond so I lightly hugged her and told her that she can trust me and talk to me about anything.

That's when she looked at me for thr first time in the past hour.

She looked so miserable and fragile. Her eyes look puffy and red, i can tell she has been crying for hours.

My heart broke to see her like this, in this state, and I would do anything to take my girl's sadness away.

"Namjoon" she slowly whispered my name and started crying on my shoulder.

I hate seeing her like this.

"Hey hey hey, what's wrong love?"

"I don't know what went wrong" she finally spoke" "We took all precautions, how did i let this happen"

"Kid, I'm sorry but you're gonna hate to be more specific than that. I can't help you if I don't know what's going on"

She sat there in silence for what felt like an hour but wasn't more than a minute or two and then took out 2 rectangular plastic pieces.

It took me a few seconds to process what they were and the second I realised, i swear to god my jaw dropped to the fucking ground.

I looked at her, with my mouth wide open. "I'm so sorry namjoon, I should've gone on birth control when you suggested. It's all my fau-"

"No, we're not doing that" I finally spoke

"Do what joon?"

"This is not your fault, We are not going to play the blame game, Condoms break sometimes, we know that don't we love?"

"What am I going to do joon? What are WE going to do?"

"Hey shhh it's alright. I'm here and i will support you no matter what you decide. If you want to have an abortion, I'll be with you and if you want to keep the baby, I'll still be here with you raising the kid together. I would never back out."

"Do you really mean that"

"Of course i do love, i mean every single word"

"I hope you know that i really fucking love you joon"

"I know darling, I love you too."

"Now get up, let's go to the kitchen. I got you some abalone porridge.”

"Thankyou namjoon, for the porridge, for being by my side and everything you do"


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