For Those Of You Who Liked The Previous Chapter, I've Deleted It Because There Were A Lot Of Grammar

For those of you who liked the previous chapter, I've deleted it because there were a lot of grammar errors and I couldn't edit it like I said I would. However, I will be writing about it again in later chapters so you will see it. Thanks for the support and sorry about the problems.

Love sick assassination

CHAPTER 1:IT BEGINS WITH PAIN,IT ENDS WITH PAIN.

WARNINGS:abuse,manipulation,description of death.

'I'm going to die.' That's what you always thought. Every single time. Papa loathed you because you were born. Mama and Papa were happy. you could hear them. But, during that time mama got sick and when you were born she only held you for about a minute or two before she died. It wasn't your fault. Was it? If it's not your fault why does papa do what he does?

You hear footsteps and you ran from the spot on the floor that you had just occupied to the boiler room; you pray that it's just a thief or neighbour or anyone really but not him. Papa rarely came Into the basement, unless it was mama's or your birthday. On both days he would hurt you, but other than that it was rare; you don't remember being fed by him once. The only reason you were alive was because of Nio. Mama's Tibetan mastiff.

You remember when Papa put you outside in the winter and Nio followed you out, suffocating you with her weight and black and tan fluffy coat as she lay on you. Nio was a Mama she had nine puppies. So when it came to food Nio had it covered odd as it may sound, however, if you had any intellect at age four you would know dog milk and human milk aren't the same.

Did mama love you? Doesn't matter. Papa somehow threw Nio into the furnace after she bit him after selling a few of her puppies and injuring you, a girl who she considered her puppy. After that, you had to eat everything in the basement; spiders, mice, cockroaches, and occasionally snakes. Mama loved Nio, Papa did too.

What does he do to something he hates?

You didn't want to find out, so you tucked yourself into the tiniest ball you could be and held your breath. There was no point in breathing around him, there was no point in holding his breath as the air from his lungs where caught in his throat refusing to become a casualty of Papa.

How long has it been since you were down here? Was it mama's birthday or yours? You could never tell but all you know is that this has happened 8 times, and 4 of those times were your birthday. You've never hidden before, you always were just clutching your knees against your chest in a corner, sobbing away, when he came down.

"Y/N!Your piece of shit! Hiding away when you know what you did!"Those words are what you heard.' I am going to die aren't I?'

"Come on come out and your Mama can finally rest in peace! Do you not love Mama?!" You do love mama, but you're not coming out when he's trudging something around. Metal across concrete a sound you start shrieking to. At first, it was a metal pipe in his hands, one he almost killed you with, then a stoker, which he also almost murdered you with.

But, as he turned the corner and looked at you. There was no pipe.

There was no stoker.

It was a hammer

Your legs ran and you knocked him to his feet as your blistered feet sprinted up the stairs."You fucking bitch! I'm going to kill you!"Papa means it. Your eyes blur and you begin to silently bawl as you make your way upstairs, down the corridor, into the bedroom and lie low under the bed. You scratched at your jaws to stop your whining as papa hunted after you.

To you, Papa was a very miserable man and despite everything, you still loved him.

You are not so sure anymore.

Your eyes are dilated, swollen and red within seconds as you claw at the rag Papa threw at you because he didn't want you to be naked while he beat you.

You jump as the door is slammed open and in the doorway is papa. He closes the door behind him and begins to search.

The closet.

The curtain.

Under the sheets.

But he can't find you, despite how close he is. You hear him scream profanity as in a blind rage he shoves over the closet, rips the curtains apart, and hurls mama's picture to the other side of the room, whacking the bed with his hammer.

His hammer didn't break through the mattress, but it was still felt. A tear runs down your red cheeks as he stops and looks under the bed."Found you little shit..."He snarls like a predator seconds before their prey realise they're already dead. As he snatches a fist full of your hair hauling you from your hiding place, back up the corridor, before heaving you down the stairs.

"Papa!"

"Shut the fuck up"

The minute he came down the stairs his foot drummed on your side. A fresh trail of blood fell from your busted lip and your shattered nose.

" Papa," were the words you weakly uttered before his hammer, the hooked end of it, came on the joint, where your forearm and arm met. The agony was all you felt, as the hammer was now being jerked on after it went through your elbow. His foot smashed your jaw as he stood on your mouth.

"Can't have a blindly screaming out bloody murder can we? " with that, he now shoves his fingers in your mouth, latches them into the roof of your mouth and begins to ragdoll you to the basement. He kicks you down as you beg, still hoping that he'll listen and you won't have to resort to praying. As you tumble down the stairs, you hit your head about the fourth step down; Your whole body felt like it was in hell.

You start to choke on your sobs as begins to make his way through the door of the basement. He stops and tumbles down after you. You were startled that he would land on you and yet he didn't; when he reached the bottom of the stairs, a pin was engraved in his cranium.

Now taking his place at the top of the stairs was a boy older than you but still a boy. He had short dark hair, fair skin and soulless eyes. He would be frightening at first sight because of his eerie appearance but you saw nothing of it.

"Did he kill Papa?I didnt even know that was possible..."You thought.

He didn't seem to notice you, or at least not as a person alive, but it doesn't change the fact that he was the reason Papa's head was bleeding from where the pin was thrown, he was the one who just saved your life, whether or not he knew it.

"Kikyo, did he do it?"A voice asked, but you couldn't pinpoint where."Yes he did, "this time the voice coming from a woman, to which the boy turned."Come illumi," the voice commanded to which the boy obediently listened."Illumi," you mumbled to yourself. A siren of the half dozen or so oncoming police cars or ambulance was so faint to you. You felt cold, but you were used to it. All you saw as relevant was that name "Illumi," you chanted as if trying to summon him. Your sight began to subside as police crashed down the door, but you still chanted, even if at a slower pace. The police yelled to the medics as they reached the bottom of the stairs to carry you to the ambulance and called the stretcher for your Papa; as if it would help. But all you did was whisper the name of your mystery boy.

Illumi

I forgot to post the meme I made tbh the series emitted this energy

Kurapika headcannons:

Kurapika with an S/O that looks like they're dancing when they're actually fighting and is bat shit 💥crazy💥NSFW included

He is extremely cautious around you when you two first meet. He knows your need for fighting is at the level where it beyond the point of Hisoka.

You meet in an alleyway.He was taking a shortcut, you were about to off a man.

Kurapika being the person he is tried to help him and you beat him badly.

Yes he did just get his ass beat but he is oddly fascinated on how you fight(think of ruby roundhouse).

You were fascinated because any normal person would have ran.

You asked him if he would like to get lunch with you and he is flabbergasted.

One second you beat him then your asking him on a date basically!

The man who you were about to off he is as confused as kurapika but then he starts calling you names and you finish the job.

After that he does get lunch to find out what the hell was going only to find out you an acquaintance to the phantom troupe and not on good terms.

You help him track down the scarlet eyes as well as help find them through underground ties.

He grows attached to you the longer your together because he realise your actually a sweet person driven mad by trauma like him.

Also doesn't want to in fear of losing you but your a badass so he give into the fact he might like you more that friends.

And he is devastated when he sees you in a state proving to be fatal.

He is begging and crying for you not to leave him and that when he confesses.

He used to unconsciously see you as an invincible being from heaven, now he realises your human and is overly protective.

He still thinks your a badass though.

His protection protocol is literally turning into your ungrateful asshole of a cat with a self destruct nuke for anyone who is within arms length of you.

However he knows not to mess with your food or whole planet is doomed.

Dates are often because a date to you both is movie night, walk in the park or the classic restaurant cafe.

NSFW:

Boobs,ass or thighs he's all of them.

Wearing a deep cut shirt while watching movies on the couch he will suck on your tits like a baby.Depending on how horny he is he might continue he might not(the latter isn't the most likely. 😏

I stand by this till my grave he will call you mommy whether or not he's the one in control or you are.

If your the dom suck his nips and he will be flustered you don't even need to tell him to beg he's already the face of the ahego searches .

He prefers it if you use yourself in him rather that an strap because he has a breeding kink .

However he will go crazy if you ride his cock while having a vibrator in him pull his hair while your at it.

He likes being manhandled because that's one of the things that remind him of when you first met.

If you were lingere he is in love again, put him in it and you will fuck yourself stupid on him and even then you will fuck like rabbits until you pass out.

Dom kurapika is gentle because he doesn't want to hurt you...

UNTIL HE GETS IN THE MOMENT

You are wearing makeup,hair gel or anything that you think will make you beautiful he will fuck you so hard infront of the mirror that if it wasn't there you would of thought he was a horse.

He will tell you how beautiful you are while your crying and your hair is all over the place.

praise he adores it.

Your walking around in the kitchen making him dinner because he's had a rough day.

And he gets a boner from the sight of you in one of his shirts strutting around with those cute panties of yours that cling so deliciously to your ass.

The house almost burned down because he decided to lie you down on the counter and make you scream with out the s.

Tight Jeans and your ass will be smacked.

His ass though...

You admitted to him the first thought that came to you when you became a couple was ' is he peggable'.

He is.

At times when he feels down and feels like hes going to waste away,you overstimulate him.

Peg him with a vibrating cock ring on his dick while pulling his hair and making him suck on your fingers.

Moans like a god who am I kidding this man will get you horny be anything he does but when he moans especially as the sub you cum evertime he moans and fuck him till he has problems walking the next day.

You both love leaving hickeys on each others thighs.

Suffocate him he will bite you and moan while eating you out or giving you head.

Hair pulling yet again.

You look at him only to find him staring back at you, tears in his eyes, makeup ruined,lingere ripped in diffeent places with his cock peeking out the top of the waistband.

When you give him head he acts as if you just fucked him with a strap the size of an elephants.

He's that sensitive.

He isn't pulling your hair because he's busy trying to keep quiet in the bath room stall of the cafe.

Kurapika will make you gag when he's pissed.Eventhough he doesn't intend to take it out on you,he does and you love it.

I mean I imagine he has a pretty red head with quite a thick shaft but in length it's average.

His cum is more sweet than bitter and your starting to wonder if it's because it's sticky and slightly thick like honey

Dabi when he was 13: dies

Dabi when he was 24: syke bitches I'm alive but ya gonna think twice before you think I'm d-

Everybody seeing if dabi is dead: I am coming back to whoop all your asses👁👄👁

I saw Touya used something new in a recent chapter did he invent that move? Or is it one of Endeavour's moves he copied but I don't remember Endeavour using such a move.

I assume you're talking about this, right?

If so, you're right, it's not one of Endvr's moves. It's called Phosphor and it's the new final move Shouto came up with to defeat his brother. As you can see, it didn't quite work. Dabi copied that, too

So straight up anybody who still actually knows I exist thanks .I will be making fanfiction now. Planning on doing an illumi zoldyck x reader so simps or fanfiction people in general get ready to absolutely roast me because it will probably suck.or not I dont now.P.s there will be smut eventually so yeah if your just here for that.