I'm Also In Pain, And Yet I Always Forgive You.

I'm also in pain, and yet I always forgive you.

I just wish i didn´t feel like such a failure any time i needed help, i wish i could help myself more and wouldn´t need to ask for help, i wish i didn´t need help in the first place.

all those motivating and uplifting posts are great but sometimes I feel like they are belittling the effort it takes. It’s not easy to start anew. You can’t just go to another country and start working. New clothes cost a lot. Changing Careers is hard and frightening. Breaking with toxic people takes a lot out of you and any new start goes with a lot of planning, anxiety, existential angst and courage. Any of those things, no matter how small, feels like a battle and I am proud of all that choose to fight it.

People who wound us get no say in how we clean up the blood.

Harriet Selina

"Mr. Anderson thinks that everything inside of him is worthless and embarrassing. Isn’t that right, Todd? And that’s your worse fear."