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"I have not the pleasure of understanding you."

"The worst kind of pain is when you're smiling just to stop the tears from falling."

Tw. Ed

"You've gained 3kg?! What will you do now? Just not eat for a whole week"

He said it once, and it has repeated in my head ever since..

I'm also in pain, and yet I always forgive you.

There comes a moment in life when you stop missing people and start missing yourself.

anyone else ever wish they could lie down harder? Like, I'm already horizontal, but I need more horizontal. I need to be absorbed by the floor. I think that would fix me

"do it scared" ok but I would like to do something some other way occasionally. Like at least once. For a change.

Quiet: the importance of introverts in a society that won't stop talking.

Solitaire

If you see this you’re legally obligated to reblog and tag with the book you’re currently reading

— Nicole Lyons

"Fallen through the cracks of the night sky

A light goes out on the other side.."

Ren

all those motivating and uplifting posts are great but sometimes I feel like they are belittling the effort it takes. It’s not easy to start anew. You can’t just go to another country and start working. New clothes cost a lot. Changing Careers is hard and frightening. Breaking with toxic people takes a lot out of you and any new start goes with a lot of planning, anxiety, existential angst and courage. Any of those things, no matter how small, feels like a battle and I am proud of all that choose to fight it.

Don't make the mistake of being so understanding and forgiving that you overlook the fact that you're being disrespected.

'What if I am not worthy enough?'

'Oh but my darling, what if your words saved someone?'

Moonqueen

Isnt it unfair how you can grow up with the luck of having a working body, getting used to everything working the way it should, being happy, being healhty, just for it all to be ripped away as you get older. Having to get used to the idea of never doing the things you loved again, and people expecting you to be okay throughout it all.

“I’m just broken. But in a way that makes me … me. My drugs don’t define me. I’m not psychotic. I’m not dangerous. The drugs I take are just a pinch of salt. A little seasoning in life, if you will.”

"Mr. Anderson thinks that everything inside of him is worthless and embarrassing. Isn’t that right, Todd? And that’s your worse fear."

I just wish i didn´t feel like such a failure any time i needed help, i wish i could help myself more and wouldn´t need to ask for help, i wish i didn´t need help in the first place.

People who wound us get no say in how we clean up the blood.

Harriet Selina

You think attention is love and that’s why you suffer so deeply.

I will remove anyone from my life to protect the peace that I've worked so hard for. Nobody took me out of the dark. I did it on my own.

Unknown

Somehow i just wish someone would ask, ask anything, even just ask what im reading, but then i would'nt even be able to answer as i can barely get myself to answer the most basic things from my friends. I just wish i could tell someone about it but even if i had the chance to i would'nt use it. I know I am the issue but i just wish someone could care enough to move past that point.