Beginning Of The End





Beginning of the End
pairing: Suna Rintarou x F!Reader
angst to fluff
WC: 3.1k
synopsis: when Suna begins to spend more time with his close friends, including his new sickeningly sweet manager, you start to wonder if youâre not as important to him as you thought.
content/warnings: neglect, mentions of beating up (no one gets beat up), jealousy, insecurity, no use of y/n, lmk if i missed anything!

you make your way towards the gymnasium with a giddy smile as you hum the lyrics to Apple Cider. itâs a boring Thursday afternoon, and while you had the option of going home immediately, you figured youâd stop by Rintarouâs volleyball practice. after all, youâd baked some brownies and thought it would be a fun surprise for the boys.
you peek your head through the door to ensure no volleyballs are going to attack you, before slipping in and running towards the benches. you notice Suna spot you with his intense stare, and you give him a smile paired with a wave in response. he waves back before focusing on the rest of his practice.
you manage to get some work done throughout the hour, not disturbing the team as you know how serious the sport is to them. by the time youâve finished your homework, theyâve begun to pack up and head to the locker room.
Atsumu, however, wipes his sweat with a towel before walking towards you.
âHey, [Name], how are ya doin'?â he asks you with a crooked grin.
you finish zipping up your backpack before looking up, âIâm doing okay! Just waiting for Rin.â
he nods understandingly as the rest of the boys walk out, dressed in fresh clothes and looking much less⊠stinky. Rintarou eyes you and Atsumu as he lazily stalks over, draping an arm over you and pulling you close.
he bends down and kisses your temple, âHey, baby. Whatâre you doing here?â
you pause, looking up at him unsure as you are aware of the presence of his team members. âI was waiting for you. I was thinking we could go back home together and watch a movie?â
he lifts his arm to rub the back of his neck. âSorry, today the team is going out for dinner. Maybe tomorrow?â
you ignore the pinch in your heart at the lack of an invitation, but you justify it as it is a team dinner. and make no mistake, no matter how close you were, you were not part of his team.
âOh, okay.â you murmur with an awkward smile. you look towards Osamu who stands off to the side, âHey, âSamu, I made my brownies again since you all loved them so much. Here.â
you reach out to give them to him as he rips open the lid and stares at it with heart-eyes. he looks back to you, âThank ya so much [Name], ya sure ya donât wanna dump Sunarin for me? I could eat these for the rest of ma life.â
Suna immediately wraps an arm around your waist, tugging you into his chest as he glowers at Osamu. you giggle as Osamu merely raises his hands in mock surrender. the rest of the team digs in, including Atsumu who you notice still hasnât changed. but that was none of your business.
what was your business, was the pouty messy haired boy in front of you who looked like a sad puppy.
âHey. Whereâs mine?â
you smile fondly, before unzipping your backpack and pulling out a neatly wrapped bag of brownies. they were decorated with caramel drizzle and mini sprinkle hearts.
Suna lights up at the sight, gently grabbing it from your hand and kissing the side of your face. âThanks.â he whispers, causing you to shiver at the low tone.
âShould you all be eating brownies when nationals is just around the corner? I thought youâd be more strict about this, Kita-san.â a gentle voice comes from behind. you look over and find their manager, Akira, as she frowns at the team.
Kita looks thoroughly scolded as he stares at the brownie in his hand, his cheeks puffed out as he stops chewing.
your brows furrow as you notice everyone stop eating. you force a smile, âI thought it would be fine since itâs been months since I gave it to them.â
Atsumu nods as he finishes chewing, licking his fingers once heâs done. âYeah, donât worry about it Akira, yer new so ya donât know this, but [Name] always bakes for us. It doesnât hurt to have somethinâ sweet once in a while.â
she sighs, a dimpled smile coming onto her face, âI suppose youâre right, Atsumu. Well, when are we leaving?â
your face drops at the we. who is we, you begin to wonder. the team? her? everyone here but you? you clench your fist as you inhale quietly. you turn to Suna with a smile.
âIâm gonna head home before it gets darker, have fun at your dinner.â you kiss his cheek before placing your bag over your shoulder and leaving, uncaring of the fact that your exit was not the nicest.
perhaps this was the beginning of the end of your and Sunaâs relationship. looking back, you shouldâve noticed something was wrong. but what were you to do, other than ride the catastrophic wave as a rookie surfer.
âŸ
things began to go downhill from there. slowly, but surely, you were losing Rintarou. it went from team dinners, to team hangouts, to spending lunch breaks with the team. it was the team, team, team, and team. and a quick glance at Atsumuâs Instagram let you know that Akira was included in every team plan.
that didnât mean you didnât try. because if thereâs anything you ever did, it was try your best.
âHey, Rin! Letâs get dinner on Saturday?â
he looks at you with a guilty smile, kissing your lips gently. you part, dazed, but he lets you down with his next words. âSorry, team dinner again. Maybe next week?â
-
âRinnie, was thinking of seeing the new Barbie movie with you. Wanna go on Friday?â you ask with hopeful eyes. the Barbie movie was gaining so much popularity lately, it was hard to go about your days without seeing spoilers.
he pauses, before running a hand through his messy dark hair, âSorry, babe. The team already asked me to go with them. I can rewatch it with you some other time though?â
âNo need,â you shake your head with a wry smile.
âHave fun, Rin.â
you end up going to the theatres alone and shoving popcorn in your mouth every time the couples next to you giggle.
the last straw was when he flaked on your usual Thursday lunch break meetup. the two of you would sit on the rooftop together and enjoy picking at each others food. it would often end in you being cuddled into his chest, enjoying the soft kisses down your neck.
the past few weeks, he hadnât been present at all. he was physically there, but his mind was somewhere else. heâd be on his phone texting the team group chat you were obviously not in, and it was getting ridiculous. so when he fails to show up this week, you begin to wonder how much more of this youâll put up with.

he doesnât text you back for the rest of the day, and while you wish you could say you were angry, you were more so disappointed. was expecting him to prioritize you asking for too much? was it unreasonable to want to be chosen first? was love meant to hurt this much?
you make your way to the gymnasium once again after class. your face that once held a happy smile is replaced with a blank look, as you are unable to force yourself to look something you do not feel.
you walk in without a care of the volleyballs being thrown across the room, but you stop when you spot Akira, dimpled brown-haired Akira, who is in your Rintarouâs sweater. the sleeves fall below her hands, and the sweater paws look horrifically adorable. she smiles as she talks with the team, handing their water bottles to them. you wonder if you are imagining the glint in her eyes as she hands Rintarou his, their fingers brushing lightly as she gives it to him.
â[Name]!â a loud voice calls. it snaps you out of your daze, but you wish it hadnât. tears begin to build in your eyes, so you turn around and walk out. you quickly wipe them away, thankful that your eyes donât get red easily as you continue walking.
but then you hear footsteps. someoneâs running towards you. you know itâs Rintarou, but you canât face him right now. you speed up your steps, but he catches up with you in no time and softly grabs your wrist, pulling you into his chest.
you rip your arm out harshly, frowning up at him.
he exhales, out of breath from practice and running. âBaby, whatâs wrong? Why did you leave?â
he pauses, âWhy do you look so upset?â
he moves closer to grab your face in his hands, but you take a step back, needing the space.
âWhy⊠Why was she in your sweater, Rintarou?â
he frowns, eyes looking around as his mind scrambles to understand you. âWho? You mean Akira? She wasnât feeling well during lunch so I gave her my sweater.â
your heart drops. so while you were waiting for him alone at the rooftop he was with her? your face twists; you arenât sure what kind of expression youâre showing, but it must annoy Suna, as he scoffs quietly, sliding a hand over his face.
âYouâre not upset over that, are you? Because I donât remember you being so possessive like that.â
you bark out a sarcastic laugh, looking at him as you tilt your head, âPossessive? More like Iâm fucking normal, Rintarou. With the way youâve been neglecting me lately, this is just the cherry on top.â
you shake your head, ignoring his concerned eyes. âGo back to practice, Suna. Iâm going home.â
you turn around, fully expecting to be pulled back, but nothing happens. you continue to walk, letting out a shaky exhale as you place your headphones on. tears slip out of your eyes as your vision begins to blur. you blink harshly, wondering why every situation seemed to leave you utterly alone.
âŸ
âShe said something about Akira being in my sweater.â Suna dries his hair messily with the towel in his hands before leaving it draped on his neck.
Osamu shrugs, âWell, thatâs a valid reason to be uncomfortable in my opinion.â
Aran nods in agreement beside him. âYeah, you considered that maybe you pushed a boundary of hers?â
Suna frowns, trying to ignore the flashes in his head of your heartbroken face. his chest aches. he hates not being on good terms with you.
Atsumu comes out from the showers, stretching his arms as he yawns.
âHow was yer lunch with her today? Did she seem upset earlier?â
Suna pauses at Atsumuâs words.
Lunch?
Today wasâŠThursday.
he stands, scrambling as he rummages through his bag for his phone. he quickly opens your contact and looks at your texts. he sighs with a heavy heart at what he sees. why didnât he get your texts?
he checks to the settings, finding that he had your contact muted. he knows he could have never done that, so he traces his memory back to whoever had his phone. the only time he left his phone alone today was when he was with Akira in the nurses room.
putting the pieces together, he shuts off his phone and tosses it back into his bag.
âFuck.â
-
Suna looks for you on Friday, but you manage to slip away every time he got close. he sat in your usual seat in class, only for you to sit up at the front close to the door. when class was over, you quickly packed your bags and was out before he could blink.
when he looked for you at lunch, he found you surrounded by your friends. you mustâve told them something, because the moment they saw him they glared before huddling closer to you as if to protect you. he rolls his eyes at the thought but is happy you have such caring friends.
he waits by your locker after school, crossing his arms and leaning on the cool metal. he has practice, but he has priorities. and perhaps he neglected you for the past three weeks, but he knows he can fix this. he can be better.
but when you donât show up, he wonders what the point of being better is if youâre not there.
his eyes trace the lines in the concrete as he walks towards the gym. the rest of practice heâs off his game, with sloppy spikes and weak serves. sure, he gets told off by Kita but itâs not as bad as the pain of potentially losing you.
Akira walks up to him after practice. she taps his shoulder. âHey, Suna. I was wondering if you wanted to visit the Illusion Cafe with me this weekend? I know you love sweets and I heard lots of good things!â she smiles sweetly, but all Suna can focus on is the sweater she is wearing. itâs his.
more importantly, itâs yours.
he frowns, âNo. Iâm gonna spend that time with my girlfriend.â
Akiraâs expression drops into a slight scowl. his eyebrow twitches at the mere sight. why would she be angry that heâs spending time with his girlfriend?
âOhâŠOkay. Let me know if you change your mind.â she says with a tight lipped smile.
he looks back at the sweater before glancing at her face. âI wonât. Also, Iâd like my sweater back sometime soon, thanks.â
her face reddens at his comment. she nods, embarrassed, before scurrying away.
Suna sighs, walking to the locker room and wondering how he was gonna get you to talk to him.
-
the team walks out of the gym, with Suna tuning their mindless rambling out. he stretches, finding his eyes seem heavier than usual. he hadnât slept well last night, unused to you being angry with him that it left him so unsettled he couldnât sleep.
âOh, looks like the basketball team is also going home.â
itâs something insignificant. something Suna thought heâd look over at and forget the next second. but then he sees you.
you, with your arm wrapped around another guyâs arm. heâs tall, taller than Suna. muscular too, and his dark blue hair is captivating. Suna stops walking, causing the rest of the team to take a second glance at what he is looking at.
âHoly shit, is that [Name]? Whatâs she doinâ with those scrubs?â he distantly hears Atsumu say, but all is on his mind is he needs to get you away from that guy now. away from him and into his arms.
youâre laughing, happy for the first time in three weeks until you hear the rushed footsteps that are approaching you.
â[Name], letâs talk.â Suna demands. unfortunately for him, youâre not in the mood to talk anymore.
you unwrap your arm, looking at Suna directly. âNo thanks. Maybe next time.â you quote his favourite line heâd used on you countless times recently. it seems he realizes, as his face crumples.
âWhoâs this dolt?â the tall blue haired man asks, and Sunaâs eyebrow twitches in irritation. who does this guy think he is?
you sigh, âSorry, Aomine. This is myâŠboyfriend.â
Aomineâs brows raise. âAh, my bad. Didnât mean to get in the way.â
you shake your head, ignoring the other basketball members who surround you. âYouâre not in the way, letâs go home, please.â
Suna walks in front of you, stopping you from moving. you exhale, exhausted from the long three weeks and wanting nothing more than to be in your bed.
âYou want me to deal with him, [Name]?â Kagami asks from the side, sliding his sleeves up as Sunaâs eyes widen.
a new voice comes from behind Suna, âDeal with him? Yer gonna havta deal with us too then.â Atsumu stands in front of Suna, eyes blazing with confidence. even Kita stands off to the side, seemingly ready to physically intervene. you want to laugh at the scene.
you shake your head at the almost comedic situation in front of you, before clapping your hands loudly. âOkay! Thatâs enough. Volleyball kids, go on your way. Basketball kids, also go on your way. Suna and I will talk as he walks me home.â
Sunaâs eyes light up at your words, but you ignore his gaze. he wasnât forgiven quite yet.
the rest of them begin to make their way out of the school grounds, except for Suna and Aomine. Aomine looks down at you, bending to your height, âYou sure you donât need me to do anything?â
you smile at his overprotectiveness, âNo thanks, I got this. Thank you though, really.â he smiles and ruffles your hair, letting out a small âoofâ as you hug him tightly.
Suna stands off to the side, silently seething yet knowing he has no place to tell you what to do, especially not now.
Aomine leaves soon after, with a soft wave and a promise to beat Suna up if he tries anything funny. you glance at Suna who looks unsure and out of place.
âLetâs go?â you donât wait for an answer and begin walking. you hear soft shuffling as he walks beside you and takes small glances that he thinks are discreet.
you arrive at a park near your house. you take a seat on the swings, Suna carefully doing the same. you wait for him to speak, as youâre all out of love and words to give at the moment.
âSo⊠I think- No I know, I need to start this off by saying Iâm sorry.â he stands, moving to position himself in front of you. he bends down, crouching to meet your gaze.
âI was very neglectful these last few weeks. I have no excuse, and I know Iâve hurt you.â
he slowly moves to grab your hand; you allow him, as he brings your limp hand to kiss the back. âI want you to know I made it clear to Akira that youâre my number one. Youâre the one I always want, no matter what. I canât even believe my dumbass made you doubt that.â
he shakes your head, looking down before glancing up. you notice tears building in his lash-line, causing you to sit up in alarm.
âI am seriously so fucking sorry for missing our lunch dates, dinners, and for giving her my sweater.â
you grab his face gently, wiping your thumbs beneath his eyes.
âIâll burn the sweater, I swear.â
you roll your eyes, squishing his cheeks gently.
he grabs your arms, kissing your inner wrists softly as he looks up at you. âWill you give me a second chance? I promise I wonât fumble.â
the sweet moment is broken, then, as you scoff out a laugh. âYouâre not going to fumble me, Rintarou.â
he smiles, cat-like eyes with a lazy grin. âDamn right. Gotta treat you like the princess you are.â
you pout, âNot a queen?â
he laughs, a deep raspy sound. he stands up and tilts his head down to kiss your nose.
âPrincess, queen, anything. So long as youâre mine.â
EXTRA:
"So, who was that asshole earlier?"
you shove his shoulder gently, "He's not an asshole! He's my friend. Didn't you know I'm friends with the basketball team? I used to be their manager."
Rintarou scoffs, "Yeah, I knew that, just didn't know those guys were so close to my girl."
you look at him with a blank face.
"Right, and I was the one who was possessive. Sure."
he whines softly, low in his throat as he moves his face into your neck, "I said I was sorry!"

a/n: suna brainrotđ”âđ«
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summary. your boyfriend, kaiser, canât bring himself to be patient when it comes to you.
featuring. michael kaiser
cw. 500+ wc, gn!reader, suggestive, established relationship

You find yourself in a predicament.
The wall behind you is cold. The hard cement pressing onto your back almost gives you shivers. Then you think, is it really the wall? It might also be the suffocating space of the janitorâs closet, or how sweat trickles down your body due to the lack of air.
Though all your possibilities lead to one. The fact that Kaiser is pinning you to the wall. His tattooed hand at your nape, squeezing slightly to hold you while his other rests on your waist. His hold is firm yet intoxicating, itâs addicting. It makes you weak.
Your arms are around his neck, fingers threading through his hair as your lips slot against his. Itâs hot, you think, the atmosphere around the tight space of the closet thickens the tension between the two of you.
Kaiser traces his hands on your curves all while nibbling on your lower lip. You let out a soft sound, itâs quiet but it fuels his thoughts like wildfire.
âWâwait, Mâmihya..â You mutter against his lips, the German grins slightly at your state. How strong is his effect on you?
âHm? You want me to stop, angel?â He teases, trailing kisses down your jaw to your neck. He notes the way your grip on his hair tightens just a little bit. Youâre adorable, he thinks, your eyes hazy from his assault and torments.
Your breath hitches, âAâah, you.. still have practice, Mâmihya..â You stutter when he presses against a spot on your neck. Itâs true, Ness must have been going around to find him right now before Noa yells at his ear and threatens him to not lose his spot as an ace.
The German raises an eyebrow at that. He assumed that you forgot about the fact that he has practice right now given your state though it seems that you're stronger than he thinks. He makes it a challenge to himself to make you completely dizzy, your thoughts full of him and him only.
âAh, angel, youâre always keeping me on track.â Kaiser chuckles, nuzzling his face into the crook of your neck as he presses more kisses to your neck, his lips are like featherlight touches. They make you feel lightheaded. âWanna have your boyfriend as the number one striker in the world, hm?â He teases.
Your voice quivers, âNânoa is gonna kill youâŠâ You shut your eyes when he darts out his tongue to trace your neck. âStop, Mâmihya⊠weâre in public and might get too far..â You breathe out, your knees weakening, if it wasnât for strong grip, you might have slipped already.
Kaiser hums, his hands continuing to trail on your curves. âMm, youâre right, angel..â He says, voice dripping with honey.
âYet something is telling me that you donât care about that at all. Look at you, youâre a mess.â He chuckles and retreats to look at you in the eyes, his eyes dark with a hint of lust. Your hands scramble to tug at his collar and his fingers tip your chin as he leans closer to you.
âSay it, darling.â He flashes a smirk as he watches your bruised lips part slightly. Your heart beating rapidly.
âAre you sure you want me to stop?â


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à§à â Ë âč . 0.6k â oral . character receiving ă sloppy head so good it made him finally shut up ă short thirst from my notes that i do not remember writing :)

he was perfect. perfect like those ancient statues, with marble looking so soft and detailed, as if someone turned an actual human into a sculpture with a spell, not a chisel. tall and wide, toned muscles, unblemished skin, no hair on his body. except⊠sliding the pants down his hips, you see his girth still not fully hard, but already so big, so swollen.
unlike those ancient statues with barely anything to show.
you take it in your mouth. carefully. lick him, kiss the tip, and slowly roll back the foreskin until the head is glistening and ready for you to spit on it. just enough so it would make wet sounds while you swallow his length as much as you can, almost reaching your throat. you cannot fit him entirely, but you can feel heâs satisfied enough just to sense your warmth enveloping him from all sides.
as unusual as it is, heâs silent, quietly humming under his nose as his half-lidded eyes follow your movements, analysing and simply adoring whatever youâre doing right now. no harshly spewed comments? no instructions? not even praise? nothing. perhaps you took his ability to speak together with his cock, the gentle suck disarming him from his most powerful weapon â language.
for an unknown reason, this thought fills you up with pride, spurring you on to slide his shaft out of your mouth only to slurp around his base once more, playing with different levels of pressure applied by your lips. sucking at his sack too, fondling and feeling the heaviness hidden under velvety soft skin. then you rise higher and lap around the head again.
finally getting some response in the form of an eager twitch, throbbing as you flatten your tongue against it. a plenitude of precum dribbles out onto your palate, and you swallow without hesitation. sweet and salty taste of arousal, delicate enough for you to enjoy. it makes you hungry for more of that flavour, and soon his girth slides deeper into your throat while your hand gives attention to the rest of his dick, twisting it slightly whenever you need to change your angle.
soon, there is a heavy palm tangling in your hair, pushing and pulling however it feels. guiding you away when you almost hit his limit and back when you arenât applying enough force. so nice to be under the weight of his control, to the point your nails scrape teasingly insides of his parted thighs. enough for him to feel a sting whenever he rubs his legs together later on.
still, nothing coming from him except for breathy hums and satisfied exhales. should you wear a badge, you want to be called from now on the one who silenced the doctor veritas ratio himself, unable to counter the skill of your tongue. and no one needs to know what exactly it means.
one particular twist of your wrist has him letting go of your hair and placing both of his palms on the bed instead. itâs quite difficult to concentrate with you licking all around his girth like on a lollipop before, but now you can observe how his whole body shivers when you give a few sharp sucks on your way up his length.
so you do it again, a little stronger than before, earning yet another subtle shake.
you trace a finger along the vein from his base to his tip, covering him in your spit mixed with his precum, smearing the liquids all over the sensitive head and listening closely to any sound he could make. when none came, you added even more slickness, stroking him up and down. firm grip with a generous amount of friction from your lubed hand moving across his flesh.
now heâs leaking into your palm, skin slicked to skin, but you do not care. actually, this very thought encourages you to continue, to make such a wise and proper man feel this good heâs unable to utter a word.

âźThe magnificent bird and the golden cageâź

†Including â 18+ content
†Warnings â implied yandere's behaviour, protectiveness, mention of violence, implied manipulation, unhealthy relationship
†Summary â Who is the magnificent bird in the gold cage, and who keeps him locked there.

Part 1 â Alexis Ness, Michael Kaiser, Oliver Aiku & Julien Loki


âïž You are the magnificent golden pheasant, and he's the falconer.
â· Despite his angelic face, Alexis Ness is more twisted than you thought. He hates not being in control or being able to see what you're doing and with whom.
â· He needs to know everything, so he can protect you, even though he is aware that you can defend yourself fairly well. You are his treasure, the most beautiful bird, and he's convinced that you can't survive in the wild without him.
â· Alexis has the habit of keeping you close, whether it's having your hand in his, an arm around your waist, or simply holding your sleeve. To function properly, he needs to feel your presence near him.
â· It is also the same reason why he goes everywhere with you, to all his matches, even if it's in another country, he threatens the coach to not play if you aren't here. Whenever he gets out, you are by his side, and the paparazzi are always excited to take new pictures of you two. Â
â· The staff and his teammates are used to his behaviour, but they can't help but have chills going down their spines when Alexis glares at them just because they manage to catch your attention.
â· Don't get him wrong, though, he has been and always will be the sweetest and kindest with you. And he will never let you see his more twisted side of himself, you only see him as protective of you.
â· Alexis absolutely adores you.

âïž You locked yourselves together in a golden cage.
â· Michael Kaiser has always been greedy and arrogant, along with being crazily possessive.
â· It is what scared most of his past partners away, so he tried to keep it down when you got together. But one day, after someone tried to flirt with you in front of him, he snapped and did something unimaginable.
â· He knew it was over between you from that moment, when he showed his true colours. And yet, you only smiled sweetly, helping him hide his mistake and continued on with your life. To say he was confused, was an understatement.
â· Though, he understood why, not so long after. As he never imagined that you could be as bad, if not worse than him, especially when you almost bashed someone's head open publicly. Man did it gave him butterflies.
â· You complete each other, he is on the aggressive side and takes his time, savouring it, while you are more manipulative and tend to end things quickly. He may have jokingly said in one of his interviews âwe are a match made in hellâ, the journalists far from knowing how true it was.
â· Still, you keep a good appearance publicly, and many fans of his see you as the perfect couple. And Kaiser never misses an opportunity of showing you off, only making the fans love your dynamic even more.
â· Everything will be fine for you, as long as nobody comes snooping around your shared house.

âïž You are the wild bird who tamed his own falconer, and he ended up in the golden cage.
â· Oliver Aiku has always been a womanizer, and never really cared about his past relationship. Despite his tendencies to flirt left and right, he never cheated in his life and promised himself to never do. As long as it stays a flirt, for him, it was alright.
â· Until he starts to go out with you. Not only you had a strong personality, but you were such a good flirt that you managed to make him go out with you. Which, was an accomplishment for someone like him.
â· Unfortunately for Oliver, you were a bit spiteful sometimes. And after telling him multiple times that you hated seeing him flirt with people in front of you, you started doing the same.
â· The more he would do it, the less time you would spend with him and end up hanging out with other people. It didn't disturb him, or he never noticed, until he got out to buy something and saw you with another person, chuckling as they held your forearm, and boy, he lost his mind.
â· Suddenly, he was all over you, by your side all the time, never looking at anyone else but now. The more he pays attention to you, the more he would get rewarded with love and affection. You had him wrapped around your fingers.
â· And then, it became uncontrollable. He needed and desired with all his heart for you to be his one and only, going as far as taking care of the ones standing in his way. This calm and calculative man turned into a much more dangerous character. He would do anything if it means that you will be his, and no one else's.
â· He would purposely mix up your clothes, steal some of your accessories, send messages to you when he knew that you were with friends, and delete contacts on your phone or pictures from people he found too close to you. The only person you needed to be close to, was him.
â· He couldn't live without you anymore.

âïž You are the falconer, and he is the tamed eagle.
â· Julien Loki is the sweetest man you have ever met.
â· He is kind and caring, so soft and delicate with you, whatever he's doing. Despite being rather demanding with his teammates, he never shouted or ordered anything in your presence.
â· To say Julien Loki was a sweetheart is an understatement.
â· Everyone, teammates, staff, and fans were always admiring your relationship, seeming so perfect. Yet, it was far from the truth, on the common norms, standards, and expectations at least.
â· While Julien was considered perfect, you were the complete opposite. Aggressive, manipulative, perfectionist and intimidating, most traits that a person shouldn't have, or not to this extent, at least. And yet, Julien was head over heels for you.
â· He knew how you were when he started dating you, you have been honest about it, and told him that choosing you would be the worst decision of his life. But he never regretted it. For him, this relationship was his safe space, only filled with joy and bliss.
â· With you, he loved not being in charge, not being seen as a prodigy, he was just a normal human being. Leaving everything to you, he trusts you immensely and knows better than to disobey. He follows you around like a puppy, trusts you with his diet, and lets you take care of him whenever he is sick or injured.
â· Despite how unhealthy it is, as he knows that if you ever decide to, you could cut him off from the world completely. He relishes in this peace he found, and never would go back on his words, that you were the best decision of his life.
â· If one day, you do decide to hide him from the world, he won't complain. He only needs you.

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