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Discontinued Blog as of 06/11/21

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I’m sorry to all my readers. Everything listed here is finished. Not everything I’ve posted is here. I didn’t delete the unlisted stories, but I did make them harder to find due to how much I hate them.

Thank you to all of you who have followed me until this point. It’s always sad for things to come to an end, but it’s just time for me to move on. I love all of my readers, old and new ♥

Series

(The story that started it all) Emotionless (Doctor!Jin x Patient!OC) ♡✞ ✦ | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | Final | ✦ 21.6k Words | Ever since she was admitted to the hospital, she never spoke a word. The doctors were trying everything possible, but none of them could make her break. Just as they were about to give up, one doctor worked miracles as they saw a smile finally appear on her face. Writing style is very very outdated, but I’m still proud of this in a way. Beware- Cringy Korean words thrown about and probably censored swearing. Possibly dumb plot devises.

N/A

Oneshots

➳ High School Hierarchy (High School AU) ♡✞ 6.8k Words | Seoul High takes it’s social statuses seriously- to the point where unless you’re popular, you can’t speak to those who are. The only ones yet to challenge that narrative would be Minah and Hoseok, even if it wasn’t necessarily by choice. One of my favs

Oneshots

We Love you Namjoon! (OT7) ♡ 600+ Words | All the BTS members were getting really worried for their leader who was locked up in his room reading hate messages all day, so they decided to step in and try and help him. Inspired by real events in 2015; Ten Minute Word Vomit, but Still Decent :: Out of my Mind (Namjoon x OC) ✞♡ 2.5k Words | He hated to abuse her kindness like he was, but he couldn’t bring himself to change anything. It would hurt more people to change his ways than it would to keep them. Maybe. Inspired by another fic that I started and then never finished

Oneshots

Rings and Broken Antiques (Jimin x Reader) ♡ 1.9k Words | You’re a playboy who has an interest in me, and also you have a problem with breaking antiques you never pay for. First BTS oneshot I ever wrote and it shows. I’m only keeping this here because it was my first :: Shameless Flirt (Bestfriend!Jimin x Reader) ♡ 2.3k Words | It’s really hard to get over someone when you’re underneath them. Eh. It’s… fine

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His Motivation (Doctor!Taehyung x Reader) ♡ 2.8k Words | He wasn’t quite sure what motivated him to finish medical school until she snuck back into his mind. Incredibly Mediocre :: Knives (Taehyung x Reader feat Jungkook) ✞ 6.2k Words | It was never a good feeling to realize that someone has been cheating on you, but to find out that it was my sister that he was cheating with was crushing. Thank God for Taehyung, because I wasn’t sure how I would get through this without him. For those who like a good heart wrenching story

Series

➳ Didn’t Ask For This (Roommate!Jungkook x OC) ♡✞✗ ✦ | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | Finale | ✦ 103.5k Words |  “I didn’t know you hated me so much,” he spoke as he grabbed my wrist and once again turned me around to face him, “and quite honestly, I don’t think I’ve done anything horrible enough for you to hate me to the degree that you do.” “You say that like the hate isn’t mutual,” I remarked as he shook his head.  There was a bitter smile on his face as he took a deep breath, “I think you are quite honestly one of the worst human beings I’ve had to come in contact with.” Personal Favorite on this whole list (Also last story I finished before I quit the blog <3) :: Only 6 Months (CEO!Jungkook x Barista!OC) ♡✞ ✦ | 1 | 2 | 3 | 4 | 5 | 6 | 7 | 8 | 9 | 10 | 11 | 12 | 13 | 14 | 15 | 16 | 17 | 18 | 19 | Finale | ✦  80.5k Words | Who knew that pretending to be in love could create such chaos? Alternatively: They are both desperate to fool their friends, he’s filthy rich, and she could use the money. However, he is not very good at first impressions. The edited Version on Wattpad fixes the plot holes at the end. (Zelelee on Wattpad)

Oneshots

Who I Live For (Jungkook x Manager!Reader) ♡ 1.4k Words | I couldn’t stop thinking about Jungkook after seeing fans swarm him like crazy. What was he thinking?! Inspired by real events in 2019; Thirty Minute Word Vomit, but Still Good :: ➳ No Way (Tattoo AU) ♡ 7.3k Words |There was no way that Jungkook was going to convince me to get a tattoo. Classic :: ➳ Voicemail (Jungkook x Reader) ♡  6.4k Words | “Bye Jungkook…”I hesitated to end the call as I saw the timer continue along. I wanted to finish it already, but my mouth was dying to say something else.It was all over, anyway… so why not just leave it out in the open? “I love you,” I spoke with a slightly shaky voice. I didn’t give myself any time to think about what I had just said as I pressed the end button and left my phone in front of me. Classic #2 :: ➳ No Way (Tattoo AU) ♡ 7.3k Words |There was no way that Jungkook was going to convince me to get a tattoo. Classic :: “I Don’t Play FPS” (Jungkook x Reader) ♡ 1.3k Words | I’m too shy to admit to Jungkook that his new video game obsession looks somewhat interesting… Inspired slightly by my husband(boyfriend at the time) getting me into Overwatch

I’m sorry to come out of retirement to make this post, but I felt it was necessary. I’m thinking about either deleting this blog or cleaning out all the stories on it.

I don’t think I have any active followers anymore since this blog has been dead for nearly a year, but I figured I would post this just to warn those of you that are still left. I might change my mind, but at this current moment, I’m seriously considering it. All of these stories are so old and most of them are pretty terrible... I never thought I would consider deleting, but I just might. Maybe.

But thank you to all my followers who were on this journey with me. 💜

Indefinite Hiatus

I’ve been writing various stories and fan fictions for the past decade of my life, but getting into BTS back in 2014 was when I really started to fall in love with writing. BTS has been able to get me through a lot, and I love them so much for it. They are my inspiration; they are the reason that I’ve continued to do something that I love: write.

I’m sure all writers, especially the ones that post their stories online, know how motivating it is to get even one comment, one note, one like on something you’ve written. It’s something that was always exciting to me, to see my stories grow and be loved by more than just myself.

But while posting online is exciting in the beginning, the longer you post, the more you doubt yourself. If a story didn’t get as much love as another one, suddenly it feels like that lesser story was just never good to begin with. I’ll start to doubt my ability to tell a good story, I point out all the flaws that I was blind to before, and I inevitably take it down in shame. I’m almost embarrassed that anyone had to read it at all.

I’ve never fallen out of love with writing. It’s still something that I find enjoyable, something that I’ll never tire of as long as I have inspiration to carry me through the hard parts. This isn’t about me not wanting to write anymore, it’s about how much I weigh myself down.

I’ve always thought that I was inferior to others, that when you put my stories up against others, mine always pale in comparison. It’s taken me a long time to accept that it’s not that I’m necessarily bad, I just have a different writing style. Just because I like their style more than my own doesn’t make me bad.

This is not a confirmed goodbye, but it might become one if I feel it’s better for me. I’m sorry to all my followers who were holding out to the next part of any or all my unfinished stories, but I’m gonna have to take a rain check.

Thanks to all my followers who have stuck with me through it all, whether you’re a new follower or an old one. I really appreciate all of you, and I have not taken any of your love and praise for granted. I purple you!

-Zelee