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Well, you heard it here first, folks.
Little side comic for my SBCF24 debut, Sacred Bodies.
ba'it babies? important.


Day 10 - Bravery or Cowardice ă KLOKTOBER ă
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Kloktober 2024 Day 9
Use someone's parents
I was initially not going to do today's entry but I realized couldn't miss the chance to address Skwisgaar's issues with Servetta. Or, well, one of many I suppose.
Thank you Servetta for helping create this deeply traumatized guitarist that I love!

Skwisgaar walked into the classroom. He could notice the eyes on him, and it made him apprehensive, but he didnât want to show it. Instead, he just sat in his usual seat at the end of the left, right by the window.Â
A group of girls whispered nearby him, and clearly they werenât being quiet enough because he could still hear them.Â
âMy mom said his mom isâŠa disgusting person.â One of them said.
âYeah, my parents told me not to talk to him.â Another replied.
âI think she tried to sleep with one of the teachers!â A third girl said.Â
âNo way!â
âYeah, Ebba told me!â
âEw, then he shouldnât even be here!â
Skwisgaar glared at the girls and they stopped, pretending to look away. As soon as he laid his eyes off them they started whispering again, except this time he couldnât hear them anymore.
He watched the snowfall out of the window, wiping his eyes before the tears had a chance to drop. He didnât need to add âcrybabyâ to the rumors about him and his mother.Â
Not when so many of them were true, anyway.
â
A group of boys ran away when they saw Skwisgaar coming. Laughing and stealing glances at him, they disappeared into the crowd in the hallway. It didnât take a genius to figure out what had happened, so when Skwisgaar reached his locker, he wasnât exactly shocked.
There were scribbles all over it, insults to him, his mother, crass jokes, obscene drawings. Pretty much the usual stuff. He was a little surprised when a postcard came flying out when he opened his locker, though.
It was a picture of his mother from the 1956 Miss Sweden contest. Someone had drawn nipples and a bush over her bodysuit and written on the side: âI came to this picture 100 times last night. And you, Skwisgaar?â
âOh, my God, thatâs horrible!â A feminine voice said and Skwisgaar turned in her direction.Â
It was Hilda, the appointed nice girl of her class. She had shoulder-length black hair and big auburn eyes and was staring at his locker with horror. Or, wait, was her name Helga?
âEh, Iâm used to it.â Skwisgaar said, tossing the postcard into the nearest trash can.Â
âItâs still terrible.â Hilda or Helga replied with her arms crossed and a judgemental look. Skwisgaar noticed that there was a girl by her side. She was biting down her lip, like she wanted to say something.
Skwisgaar knew that look damn well.
âIs it true your mom slept with Erik from 9th grade?â
âKrista!â Her friend scolded her.
âWhat? You wanted to know too!â
âWhat are you-â
âProbably.â Skwisgaar closed his locker with a slam, startling the girls. âI donât really care.â He turned his backs on them and walked away.Â
It was always the same.
â
âDude, Skwisgaar.âÂ
âYeugh?â Skwisgaar raised his eyes from his guitar. He was tuning up by the ear.
âYou told me you didnât have a mom, dude.â Matthew said. He was the curly-haired vocalist of the American band Skwisgaar was currently part of and he was a constantly smoking weed.Â
âUh, ja.âÂ
âWell, I looked you up last night, dude. Since you said you were famous in SwedenâŠwhy didnât you tell me your mom was a total hottie? I wouldâve so banged her!â
âWhat? Show me the pics!â Rick, the drummer, yelled from the other side of the room.
âI wanna see too!â The bassist, whose name was something like Ryan, joined Matthew on the couch. âWoah, no way!â
âYeah, dudeâŠâ
âThatâs one hot slut!â Rick exclaimed, peeking at the phone from behind the other two.
As he watched his bandmates fawn over what were presumably pictures of his mother, Skwisgaar was reminded of a feeling he thought he had left behind just like his hometown.Â
That ugly, ugly discomfort when people spoke about his mother. Made him feel so powerless and vulnerable, even though it wasnât on him.
Even though none of it was on him.
â
âYeah, I heard of you.â One greasy manager told him, slinging an arm around Skwisgaarâs shoulder.Â
He was at the New Year party of a big label. He had been invited by one of his ex-bandmates because he briefly replaced the guitarist of one of the bands they represented and he would never turn down free alcohol and drugs.Â
The only downside was the annoying people that acted familiar with him. Like this jack off.
âSkwisgaar Skwigelf, right?â He said, with a drunk breath. He was a middle aged man, his gray hair slicked back and wearing a couple of sunglasses even though it was night. âYour reputation precedes you.â
âEugh, rightsâŠâ Skwisgaar said, already annoyed by the proximity of the man. He hated when people got on his face like that. Unless they were floozies, of course.
âI actually worked in Sweden some years ago.â The man continued. âYour mom was a total sensation back then.âÂ
âJa, she was a bits ofs a celekbritiesâŠâ Skwisgaar said with disinterest, mildly relieved the conversation was just boring, rather than uncomfortable.Â
The man leaned in to whisper into Skwisgaarâs ear. âThey say she slept her way to the topâŠâ He placed his hand on Skwisgaarâs waist. âWhat about you?â
Infuriated, Skwisgaar shoved him away and left, gripping the drink in his hand.
âHey!â He heard the man call him. âI was just joking, come back!â
There it was again.
That feeling he had worked so hard to abandon.
He hated it.
â
âWhat ams this?â Their latest addition, Toki, had been snooping around Skwisgaarâs stuff for a while. He was a bit like a child, excited over everything and constantly asking questions. He reminded Skwisgaar of an overstimulated dog.Â
âMmh?â Skwisgaar kept fretting mindlessly and Toki showed him a magazine with himself on the cover. âOh, dat ams and olds thingksâŠwhen I was just gettingks startsâŠâ
Toki paged through the magazine, searching for the Skwisgaar article. âFounds it! Buts I canâts reads anytâingsâŠâ He sounded dejected.
âDats woulds be because it ams in skwedish.â Skwisgaar said, still playing.Â
âWaits! It shouldnâts be thats hardâŠâ Toki squinted at the text. âEnâŠkommandeâŠgita-gitarr? Gittartala- Oh, it ams too hards!â He started looking at the pictures instead. âWowee! Why ams dat a pages rippeds of?â
Skwisgaar flinched unwillingly. âEughâŠit has somethingks I didnâts wanna seesâŠja.â
Toki tilted his head, awaiting more information and Skwisgaar swallowed heavily.
âIt, was, eugh, my moms.â He tried to say casually.
âOhâŠâ
The pace of Skwisgaarâs playing increased unconsciously. He closed his eyes, feeling his body tense up, his heart rate picking up.Â
âŠBut nothing happened.
Confused, he glanced at Toki, who kept inspecting the magazine with curiosity. âSo coolâŠâ He whispered in awe at some picture of teenager Skwisgaar posing with a guitar.
âYous not goignks to ask abouts dat?â
âWhys?â Toki turned the magazine upside down, confused. âI donts gets thisâŠâ There was a cryptic illustration on the page.Â
âBecause it ams my moms?!â Skwisgaar asked, in disbelief.Â
Tokiâs stupidly innocent eyes laid on Skwisgaar. âButs you donts wants to talks about it.â He said as if it were obvious.
âW-Well, ja, buts everyones always-â
âParents ams hard.â Toki said, and it was like the naivety had left his face suddenly. âAndâŠwe ams not thems.â His eyes were hard, as if he wasnât just talking to Skwisgaar anymore.
Come to think of it, Toki hadnât really talked about his parents either, had he?
And, instead of the discomfort Skwisgaar had grown used to over the years, he felt something different. Something he hadnât felt since he was a child, since his mother cradled him in her arms and sang lullabies for him.Â
He smiled, embracing the sentiment. âYou ams wise for a littol snot-nosed brats, heuh?â
âAms not a brats!â
Skwisgaar chuckled with fondness. âThanks you, Toki.â
Toki blinked, scatterbrained as ever. âWhats for?â
Without replying, Skwisgaar looked out of the window. The snowfall was inclement as ever.
But things weren't the same anymore.

Day 9 - Use someoneâs parents ă KLOKTOBER ă

Omg itâs time for my yearly Toki redraw!!
And I have included my first pic from 2021 below

Kloktober 2024 Day 7
Furryklok or Demonklok
Todayâs entry is a companion piece to @kaanagenâs fanart because I got inspired while we were talking about it. đ„
Set in an AU where Toki hasnât left his family yet!
Photo credit

Toki wiped his bloody nose, holding back the tears. It had been years since the last time his parents beat him this badly. The basement? Sure, that was like his second room by this point. But being so brutally assaulted, to the point of bloodâŠ
Just because he dared to talk about his one dream, about his aspirations to be a musicianâŠ
He choked back a sob, more disappointed in himself than anyone else for ever having thought that the people that raised him would react differently. They didnât even like having music played in the house. Of course wanting to be a guitarist would be blasphemous to hear for them. He was an idiot. A stupid, naive idiot.
But no more of that. That Toki was done for, soon to be buried.
Determined, he searched under the pile of straw and spotted it. The book about satanic spells and rituals that he had researched when he first acquired an interest in death metal. He knew his parents cleaned his room every now and then so the book would be safer here, amongst the litter and rubble that only Toki was in charge of cleaning.
He already knew what page to go to, he had already marked it. It was page 242, how to summon a devil.
Evidently, Toki thought it would be cool to summon your own guardian and thus protect himself from harm, while also enacting revenge on those who wronged him. The only reason he hesitated was, wellâŠthe possibility of hurting his parents.
Despite everything, Toki didnât want to hurt them. They were the only people Toki really knew, after all. What was he supposed to do without them?
Against his will, he felt his reluctance come back to him, and he was about to close the book when a drop of blood fell on the page. Abruptly reminded of what they had done to him, Toki made up his mind.
With his own blood, he painted a pentagram on the wooden floor and placed his battered guitar at the center. Then, he closed his eyes and began chanting, picturing a future where he was allowed to be who he wanted to be. To do anything he wanted to do. A future where he could be free.
Music would be his freedom and he was willing to pay with his soul for it.
Suddenly, there was a rumbling and a light pierced his eyelids. Alarmed, he opened his eyes and found the ground was splitting in two, red blaze coming from where it had cracked. Terrified, he fell on his knees and began to pray for forgiveness.
When he looked up, he saw scarlet smoke was now emanating from the cracks and invading the basement. And within the smoke, there was a dark figure, approaching him with inhuman movements. He screamed in horror, wanting nothing more but to escape yet his body was frozen from the sight. A noise that could only be defined as an electric guitar riff resonated in the air.
âNows, nowsâŠâ A deep voice spoke as the smoke slowly dissipated. âWho dares awakes me from mines slumber?â Blue eyes materialized, penetrating Toki with his gaze.
And yet, rather than be intimidated, the color eased him. It was a beautiful shade of blue, one of Tokiâs favorites in fact. The color of the sky, or, well, heaven.
HeavenâŠ
The silhouette stepped out of the smoke and Tokiâs eyes widened upon witnessing its appearance.
What appeared to be a slim, naked man with flowing golden hair, cascading way past his shoulders, presented itself before Toki. It was holding a guitar, like a warrior with an axe, and eyeing him with interest. It was so beautiful that Toki wouldâve thought he had summoned an angel instead, until he noticed the horns coming out of his forehead and the pointy ears emerging from his mane.
âSo it ams you.â The demon said, leaning down to hold Tokiâs chin between its fingers. âYou looks like a good meals.â
As tempting as it was to gaze at the demon up close, Toki removed himself from the demonâs grasp. He tried his best to remember the Latin lessons his father had forced upon him during childhood. âM-Mihi nomen estâŠâ
âNej, nej,â The demon waved its hand. âIs understand everies lanksgage.â Its eyes spotted Tokiâs guitar, now miraculously repaired, on the ground. âAms this yours?â
Toki nodded and the demon proceeded to ditch his own guitar, which disappeared into a scarlet cloud, and picked Tokiâs. Its long fingers began playing a monstrous solo on the guitar that, moments ago, was completely destroyed. It was sublime, it was godly, it was unlike anything Toki had ever seen.
âWhats yous name?â The demon asked, still fiddling with his guitar so freely that it almost felt obscene to watch.
âTâŠToki.â He answered with cheeks flushed.
âWells, Toke,â The demon hummed with a smirk. It was so tall, so tall that it was towering over him. âDoes you have anythingks for me?â
Completely hypnotized, Toki was unable to answer. Though something in his mind was exceedingly clear.
He had gotten his wish.

Day 7 - Furryklok or Demonklok ă KLOKTOBER ă

KLOKTOBER DAY 6: Road trip or Drug Trip
They're going to the beach!!!! :D And skwisgaar is (rightfully) pissed because he is sitting on the worst part of the car
Moments Later:


Day 6 - Road trip or drug trip ă KLOKTOBER ă
A/N : Based on my Klokllege AU :)

Day 6 - Road trip or drug trip ă KLOKTOBER ă
A/N : Based on my Klokllege AU :)
Kloktober 2024 Day 6
Road Trip or Drug Trip
I love thinking about how a lot of Toki's life experiences where with Dethklok because prior to that he was pretty much isolated from the world.
Today's entry is an example of that, featuring my holy trifecta: Toki, Skwisgaar and Pickles. Because, of course, Pickles can't be missing when it comes to recreational drugs ;)

When Toki saw Skwisgaar and Pickles hanging out in the living room of their apartment, he got curious.
Ever since he joined Dethklok, he had practically clung to Skwisgaar like a baby koala would to a mother. He was the one he felt closest to, in more than one way.
And, Pickles? Well, he was no Skwisgaar, though he was pretty approachable too so Toki walked up to them to ask them what they were up to.
In an almost solemn manner, Pickles tapped at the sofa he was sitting on, and Toki sat next to Skwisgaar, leaving very little space between them. Skwisgaar barely reacted.
âToki,â Pickles leaned in, like he was going to open his coat and show him the rarest candy in the world. âHave you ever tried acid?â
âAcids?â Toki repeated in confusion. âWhats lemons tastes like?â
Skwisgaar groaned and Pickles let out a belly laugh. âNuh, nuh, I meanâŠâ He stretched his hand in front of Toki and opened it. A single orange square with a green skull drawn on it laid on his palm. âThis.â
âWoweeâŠâ Toki inspected the tiny drawing. âWhat ams this?â
âWhaddya think?â Pickles grinned at him. When Toki didnât seem to understand, he stuck his tongue to reveal a white square on his tongue.Â
âOh!â
âJa, Tokes, we ams doingks drugs.â Skwisgaar said, resting his back on the couch. âKids hours ams overs.â He closed his eyes, seemingly relaxed.
Pickles gave Toki a mischievous look. âUnless you wanna join the adults.âÂ
âUhmâŠâ
âPickle, no,â Skwisgaar intervened, still with his eyes closed. âHe ams goingks to flips out and thens Iâll has to takes cares of him. Likes always.â He muttered the last two words.
Ignoring his bandmate, Pickles offered his palm to Toki. âSo?â
âMmhâŠâ Tokiâs gaze alternated between the drug and Skwisgaar. âMmhâŠâ He kept looking, undecided. âOkays!â He accepted, took the small tab and put it in his mouth before he swallowed.Â
âAtta boy!â Pickles patted him in the shoulder, chuckling.
âNow whats?â Toki asked.
âNowâŠâ Pickles laid down on the couch. âYou waitâŠâ
âOhâŠâ Toki frowned in disappointment.
He hated having to wait.
â
Bored off his mind, Toki fell asleep on the couch, only waking up when Murderface dropped beers in the kitchen and Nathan yelled at him in frustration.Â
The initial grogginess didnât wear off after a few seconds, and Toki felt slow and kind of stupid, but not in the way weed made you feel slow and stupid. Not in a happy, funny way, no. It was daunting and he felt weirdly empty and lost. Like there was something off with him. Like there was something really wrong with him. And what were those moving spots on the wall, were they always there? Wait, where did they go?
âHow is it goinâ, Toki?â Pickles asked with a sleazy smile, he was now smoking a blunt. âFeelinâ it yet?â
âUhmâŠâ Toki gazed at his surroundings, trying to find the spots again. âAmsâŠâ The patterned floor seemed to be moving now. âWhat ams happenings to mes?â
âYeâr trippinâ, dummy.â Pickles said. âDo ya like it?â
âUhm, n-nots realliesâŠâ Toki replied, feeling like a stranger in his own body, in his own home. âCans I stops?â
âDere we goesâŠâ Skwisgaar shook his head. âNow he ams goingks to cries and ruins my trips.â He clicked his tongue in frustration. âDis is fuckingks dildoesâŠâ
For some reason, rather than wishing to prove Skwisgaar wrong, Toki felt weirdly enabled by the commentary instead. âAhhh!â He cried, huddling to Skwisgaar for comfort. âDis ams scaries! Makes it stop, Pickle!â
âToki, gets off meâŠâ Skwisgaar grumbled, though he hardly did anything besides that.Â
âAhh!â Toki lifted his feet off the floor, convinced he had just seen a squared snake slithering around. âWhat the hecks?!â
âHaha, he said heckâŠâ Pickles giggled, amused by the sight.Â
âSkwisgaar!!!â Toki shook the guitaristâs arm. âI donâts likes this!!â
âAnd I donâts likes you clinginks to mine arms but whats cans I doesâŠâ Skwisgaar stared at the ceiling. âEugheugh, dere ams somes guitars floatingks deres.â
Pickles followed his gaze. âOh, yah, thatâs totally sick, dood.â He pointed at a spot on the ceiling. âThey have like, little stars all over and they are twinklinâ, twinklinâ...â
Toki raised his eyes and saw nothing but the white boring paint and the fluorescent light blinking, attracting moths. âWhy amsnt I sees the sames things yous see? Why amsnt I on de sames trips you has?! Whys?!â
âToki.âÂ
âWhats?â Toki looked down in despair.Â
Pickles was smirking at him. âJust let it flow, dood.â Then, he blew smoke into Tokiâs faceâŠ
âŠAnd it was like he was transported into a different world. He glanced around and he was floating on a big white guitar. More specifically, a Snowhorse Explorer. The sky was shifting colors in irregular shapes and lines, constantly everchanging, constantly moving. Unlike the sky, the guitar had a permanent form, moving forwards and carrying Toki with itself.Â
Curious, Toki peeked to see what was under and spotted rocky mountains, covered with polka dots of different colors. It made for quite the beautiful sight. However, when he looked closer he realized the dots were actually skulls. Hundreds, thousands of skulls all over the mountains. And some of them still had eyes, glaring at him with such hatred that he was instantly reminded of his parents.
âAhh!â He looked away, clutching onto the guitar for the lack of anything else to hold.
âToki.â A deep voice resonated and Toki tried to search for the owner to no avail. The guitar vibrated under him when the voice spoke again. âYou gotsa to calms down.â
âSkwisgaar?âÂ
âJa.â Skwisgaar said. âDis ams likes a guitars solos. Yous controls it.â
âI does?â
âYou have the power, Toki.â Another voice said, up in the sky and Toki looked up. There was a beer bottle amidst the chaos. âMake it yer thinâ.â
Before Toki could say anything, however, the sky abruptly turned into a whirlpool, pulling Toki inside. The guitar accelerated and Toki had to grab onto it so as not to fall. He wasnât scared anymore, though, just curious about where it all led. Well, he was maybe still a little scared, except the curiosity weighed more.
As they approached the inners of the swirl, the colors began vanishing, turning into blinding white instead. The buzzing in Tokiâs ears was deafening, so much that he couldnât hear himself screaming anymore. He couldnât feel his hands either, or the rest of his body. It was as if he was fading away, disappearing into the light, so he closed his eyesâŠ
And suddenly everything stopped.Â
Toki opened his eyes to a completely different sight.
It was still colorful, albeit slightly less chaotic. Purple blue skies and magenta clouds decorated by flowers. Pink sand with big gummy bears on one side, and fresh green grass with mushrooms on the other. Kitties floating on gigantic candy. And rainbows, so many rainbows. All over the place.
It was beautiful.Â
The Snowhorse descended to let him down on the ground, where Toki began happily exploring. He could even spot a castle in the distance and, somehow, he knew in his heart that it was his. That this was all his.
His heart swelled with happiness.
â
âUhhâŠhe hasnât moved in a while.â Pickles said, eyes reddened but slightly worried. âShould we call the ambulance?â
âEugh, no ways, weâds gets arresteds.â Skwisgaar replied. After a moment, he turned to Toki, whose eyes were closed, and he smiled. âHe ams enjoyingks it.â
âHe is?!â
âJa,â Skwisgaar leaned down and picked his Snowhorse. âSoes lets not ruins dats.â Unceremoniously, he began fretting on the guitar.Â
And it turned into the most beautiful music in Tokiâs world.

No kloktober today, just panties appreciation day ă METALOCALYPSE ă
Kloktober 2024 Day 4
Dressed to Kill
As a Skwistok shipper and fellow Skwisgaar objectifier there was no way I wasn't going to use this prompt for my own mischievous means.
The image below isn't really meant to give an idea on the vibe of this entry, but rather to illustrate of how I felt writing this. Or maybe it is both ;)

âEughâŠams you readies?â Skwisgaar asked.
âJa!â Toki was sitting on his knees, with his hands over his eyes, but he turned around towards Skwisgaarâs voice. âCans I see?â Tentatively, he began spreading his fingers over his face.
âWaits.â A soft, leather-y surface grazed against Tokiâs digits, stopping him at once.
âWhats?!â Toki bounced on his legs like an overstimulated rabbit. âWhats?!â
He heard an exhausted sigh. âFines. You can looks.â
Gasping excitedly, Toki lowered his hands and his jaw almost dropped over the sight.
Skwisgaar stood in front of him with his arms crossed and physically looking down at him. He was wearing a strapless black leather bodysuit with a lace up corset, perfectly cinched at the waist. Black fishnets and thigh high black boots heightened his slim legs. His arms were partially covered by long black leather gloves and his neck displayed a thick black choker with a metal adornment at the middle.
âWoweeâŠâ Toki let out, for a lack of a better word.
âI ordereds a cool leaders outfitsâŠbuts I didnts looks at de picktors on the websâŠâ Skwisgaar glanced at his own attire with dissatisfaction. âDis ams totallies for a ladiesâŠâ
âYou looks incrediblesâŠâ Toki was finally able to formulate words.
âPfft, more likes stupids.â Skwisgaar rolled his eyes.
âAms you kiddings?â Toki spotted the abandoned bondage whip on the ground and handed it to Skwisgaar. âDis ams amazings!â Admiringly, he dragged himself closer to touch Skwisgaarâs thigh. The combination between the hard nylon and tender skin delighted him. âWooâŠâ
Skwisgaar stared at Toki, still unconvinced. âYou really thinks dat?â
Because he was still on his knees, Toki quite literally had to look up to the blond which only made his appearance more enticing. âYou can looks at my pants if you donts believes me.â
Skwisgaar snorted. âBut you ams hornies abouts anytâinks I does.â
âOh, ams sorries!â Toki threw his arms in the air. âForgives me for beings supportives all the times and attracteds to yous!â
Suddenly, Skwisgaar seemed to be in deep thought. When he spoke, his tone had completely changed. âGets on de beds.â
Not needing to hear that twice, Toki ran to the spacious white bed and jumped on it before facing Skwisgaar again.
Skwisgaar smirked, satisfied by the quick obedience. âYou wants me to dominates you?â He agitated the whip in the air as he approached the bed.
Toki nodded vigorously.
âYous gonna do anytâinks I wants?â Skwisgaar said, sinking the heel of his right boot on the footboard.
Toki nodded again.
âAbsolutelies anytâinks?â Skwisgaar insisted, leaning toward Toki.
âJaâŠâ Toki whispered, instinctively spreading his legs as he watched the whip get closer to him. When it grazed his crotch, he swallowed in anticipation.
âNo questions, heugh?â Skwisgaar lifted the hem of Tokiâs shirt with the whip, exposing his bare abdomen. His eyes lascively wandered over Tokiâs abs, the accelerated rise and fall of his stomach. âGoods reactionsâŠâ
Skwisgaar always liked doing this, to bask in the power he had over Toki. And, while in their daily lives this annoyed Toki, inside the bedroom it was completely different. He held his breathing in anticipation.
âI needs you to does sometâinks for me, Toki.â
âYes!â Toki shouted, instantly embarrassed by his own reaction. âUm, I meansâŠyes?â
Skwisgaar smiled, resting his elbow on his leg. âYou wants to knows?â
When Toki nodded, Skwisgaar gestured at him to come closer. Already incredibly pent up, sat up so Skwisgaar could whisper in his ear.
His voice was low, his breath tickled Toki. âI wants you toâŠâ
âYeah?â Toki was impatient.
After a pause, Skwisgaar continued, pronouncing every word slowly. âI wantsâŠyouâŠto practiceâŠthe guitar.â
Hypnotized, Toki nodded. âJa, I wi- wait, whats?!â
Chuckling, Skwisgaar pulled away. âYou heards me.â
âWha- ams you serious?!â Toki was aghast by the sudden turn. âNows?â
Skwisgaar raised a judgemental eyebrow at him and he ironically looked the most in-character with his outfit so far. âAms deres a problemks?â
There was nothing Toki wanted more than to object, to recriminate him for ruining such a steamy moment, until the sight of Skwisgaar reminded him there was something he wanted even more than that. âAnd aftersâŠ?â
âShores.â Skwisgaar shrugged with indifference, and it was so fucking annoying but Toki unfortunately wanted him even more now.
âFines.â Toki got off the bed, annoyed but motivated at least. âAms gonna gets my guitars.â
âAlls be right heres.â Skwisgaar said and Toki turned to him to see him resting on his side, his head resting on one hand, looking infuriatingly complacent. So many thoughts passed through Tokiâs mind then and there, but none of them even remotely normal.
â...â
âWells, what ams you waitingks for?â Skwisgaar said, waving a hand at him. âGoes, goes gets the guitars.â
Toki growled before leaving the room. He really was infatuated with the most annoying person in the world, he thought before cracking a smile.
God, he was so going to wipe that stupid smirk off his face later.

Day 4 - Dressed to kill ă KLOKTOBER ă
Kloktober 2024 Day 3
Horror Movie Crossover
I love horror movies and I love Skwistok so I tried to tackle a very popular trope often seen in horror movies featuring, well, these guys.
I think it's pretty obvious movie which movie I'm referencing so I won't say it, haha.

Toki barely managed to close the door before Skwisgaar lunged at him. âStops!â He laughed, though he didnât really push him away.
âNo waysâŠâ Skwisgaar hummed, stealing kisses to Tokiâs neck. âWe ams finallies aloneâŠâ Slowly, he worked his way up to Tokiâs jaw. âDey was drivins me crazy, you knows?â
âJaâŠâ Toki half-assedly agreed, the attention too distracting. âDey wasâŠâ
âHmâŠâ Skwisgaar licked the outline of Tokiâs ear. âWhat you says weâŠâ One of his hands suggestively squeezed Tokiâs side.
âButsâŠâ Toki weakly protested, as Skwisgaarâs hand dove inside his shirt. âIt ams soes nice outsideâŠâ Everyone had gone to swim at the lake because it was so damn hot and Toki wanted to get changed to join them. Because it was summer and it wasâŠa vacation, right? Toki was pretty sure of it but Skwisgaarâs fingers were making him question reality.Â
âWe has timesâŠâ Skwisgaar said in a throaty voice, before his lips suckled the skin on Tokiâs neck. âWe has lotsa timesâŠâ
Any reluctance in Tokiâs mind faded away the moment Skwisgaarâs eyes laid on him, his own eyelids growing heavy. As their mouths met, Toki decided to put the swimming plans on hold.Â
It wasnât all that recent since they started messing around, though they still hadnât toldâŠanyone, really. Honesty, it just added to the thrill of it, to keep a secret that big from the rest of the band.Â
So, when Charles suggested they take a few days off recording at some random cabin well within american forests, the excitement was palpable. They would be free to disappear to get raunchy together, without having to justify their absence to the other three, which would sometimes happen back in Mordhaus.Â
âŠThey just didnât expect for the trip to be in a car, so they couldnât sneak in any incidental gropes or whisper dirty things in each otherâs ear like they wouldâve on a plane or bus. Of course the moment they freed themselves of his friends was meant to end like this.Â
Not to mention, Skwisgaar wanting him so badly was a turn on in itself.Â
The bed squeaked under the weight as they continued making out. Skwisgaar quickly got rid of his shirt, his lips returning to Tokiâs with urgency. Aroused, Toki reached for Skwisgaarâs belt and undid it in a matter of seconds. He had barely taken it off when he heard a creak outside their room.
âWaits.âÂ
âWhats?â Skwisgaarâs face was buried in Tokiâs neck.
âI heards sometâings.â Toki whispered, gesturing to the door when Skwisgaar lifted his head.
Frowning, Skwisgaar glared at the door. âWho ams there?â
No response. No noise either.
After a while, Skwisgaar shrugged. âMaybe it ams de winds.â
âJ-Ja.â Toki chuckled and they continued as if nothing had happened.Â
Toki took off his shirt and Skwisgaarâs lips began tracing a loving path down his abdomen. Toki closed his eyes and sighed, focusing on the sensation of skin against skin and the warmth of Skwisgaarâs touch. So, it was to his utmost surprise when Skwisgaar suddenly stopped.
âDa fucksâŠâ Toki heard him say and he opened his eyes.
Skwisgaar was staring at the door in disbelief. When he turned to look, he saw it was slowly opening, as if someone had pushed it. âWhaâŠâ
âAlrights.â Skwisgaar got off the bed, annoyed. âWho ams it? Dis amsnt funnies.â
âSkwisgaar!â Toki tried to hand his shirt back at him but Skwisgaar wasnât listening, grabbing his guitar resting against the wall instead.Â
âBetters not be any dildos fans!â He said, wielding the instrument as if it were a sword. In a way, it made sense that the one that would turn Skwisgaar violent was being interrupted from having action. âWells?â Upon meeting no answer, he disappeared into the darkness of the corridor.
âW-Waits!â Toki tried to follow him, but something was in the corner of his eye.Â
He turned and saw the silhouette of a big, tall man. He was wearing a hockey mask, strands of straight white hair coming out of the sides of his face. His skin was pale like a dead manâs and there was a red glow coming out of his eyes, piercing through Toki.
âSkwisgaars!â Toki yelled in horror, too frozen to move.
Hurried steps came back into the room and Skwisgaar appeared again. âWhats?â
âLâŠLooks!â Toki pointed at the window, only to see there was nothing now. âWhats?! I-I swearsâŠdere was amsâŠscaries mansâŠâ
Thankfully, Skwisgaar didnât doubt him, walking to his side instead. âDis places ams givinks de creeps.â
Toki nodded, looking out of the window in disbelief still.
Where the hell did they get themselves into?Â