Crying - Tumblr Posts

They broke up my babies

Bruins I now hate you more than the flames

and thats a lot!

hockey moments that make me insane: THAT double hug

Swayman needs to stop making me cry with his insta stories

Please I can’t handle it

I'm pretty when I cry - Lana Del Rey

I'm an outwardly neutral person most of the time. But when I'm at my wit's end like autistic burnout, or I'm withdrawing off prescription meds (like I am now), I can feel the flood barrier in my eyes degrading. The mask comes off for a millisecond. And it's for the most random, stupid shit, too. Something just has to be joyful to make my eyes well. Literally, I just read:

"In 1972, a crack commando unit was sent to prison by a military court for a crime they didn’t commit. These men promptly escaped from a maximum security stockade to the Los Angeles underground. Today, still wanted by the government, they survive as soldiers of fortune. If you have a problem, If no one else can help and if you can find them. Maybe you can hire, The A-Team."

And my eyes welled up and I was momentarily faced with an overwhelming sadness combined with happy/sad tears trying to escape. My mind goes,

"The A-Team brought so much joy every Saturday morning to children and adults all over. It was all so beautiful then, and nobody can have it anymore. We'll never have that world back. Nothing will ever be the same again. It's just so nostalgic. I want everyone to be happy and watch The A-Team."

The point here is that I'm not known to cry by anyone I know. But even the seemingly emotionally strongest of us are just really good at hiding it and throwing it away. Could be from masking, could be from conditioning. Either way, the A-Team intro message momentarily brought tears to my eyes, and that was funny enough to me to post on Tumblr.

It's okay to experience moments or days or weeks of hypersensitivity, empathy on overdrive, or just random bursts or overwhelming emotions brought on by random things. That can just mean we've been holding it all in for too long. We're at max capacity.

Let yourself feel. I certainly don't. I shut it down immediately out of some sick instinct. Don't be like me. Have a full Häagen-Dazs cry fest about outdated action shows.

Drunken Feelings

I can’t get you off my mind.

“I’m sorry.” 

You said.

“Are you okay?”

You asked.

Through a forced smile I say,

“I’m fine.”

But I’m not fine.

I feel like my whole world is collapsing.

I want you.

I need you.

Why can’t you see?

I’ve fallen in love with you.

I miss your arms around me.

I miss the feeling of your lips on my lips.

I miss feeling your body pressed up against mine.

I miss the deep conversations we would have at 2AM.

“We can still remain friends.”

You said.

I shouldn’t have agreed.

My heart hurts every time I see you.

All the feelings I try to keep bottle up come rushing back.

My heart aches when I see your name pop up on my phone.

I used alcohol to try and drown out your face.

It didn’t work.

It just makes me miss you even more.

It makes me feel my emotions tenfold.

It makes me cry out with frustration and anguish.

I miss you.

I need you.

Why did you make me fall in love with you?

7-8. Boarded-up and forgotten

I cant stop thinking about lil Murky being with her parents as they died

01:58 | Geto Suguru

“Can I tell you a secret?”

Suguru’s fingers trail the small of your back, trace a path along the familiar skin.

“Well if you insist,” he replies with a soft smile. Your fingers pinch teasingly at his side, giggles falling from your lips when he bites at your cheek in retaliation.

“I’m scared of the dark.”

His laughter subsides at this, glancing about the dark of his room. The only light breaking the expanse is the beams of the moon sneaking through his blinds.

“I sleep with a nightlight.”

Suguru almost laughs, pokes your side and teases you for your juvenile fear. He pauses at the seriousness in your eyes, the way you shyly look at him from where you lay beneath him.

“I’ve never seen one in your room,” he finally decides on, nose nudging into the crook of your neck as he relaxes against you.

“I hide it before you come over.”

“Why? Were you afraid I’d tease you?”

Your fingers run through the dark tresses of his hair, looping it through your fingers as you contemplate.

“No, I know you wouldn’t. I guess I’m a little less scared when you’re there.”

You feel Suguru’s grin against your skin at your words, though neither of you take note. He pulls you closer to him, presses a kiss to your neck.

“I’m scared of the ocean,” he whispers to you.

“But we were just at the beach last week, we—

Fingers trace a familiar path across your skin, his warm breath puffs against you.

“I guess I’m a little less scared when you’re there.”

sun tzu also once said: "you have to let your friends hit it from behind, for that is the best way to strengthen your warrior's bond"

My dad instilled in me from a young age that crying was bad and manipulative. He says I would cry as a child to get what I wanted, but of course I don't remember that.

I do remember being stoic, being "so grown up" from a young age. Not crying for years. Only allowing myself to cry when watching movies of listening to music. Crying in the shower, crying in secret.

Even now, after learning how to cry again, and my dad admitting crying is okay and encouraging it, I still feel guilty when I cry around someone.

Ex my bf and i got into a fight, our first real fight, and I started crying.

When we get inti little disagreements I often feel guilty for wanting to do something different from him, and we're both pretty hard headed so it takes convincing for one of us to concede. I usually end up crying and trying to hide it bc I don't want to manipulate him, but in the end I always feel guilty.

We work things out whether I cry or not, and I don't get my way every time, or even half the time, so I know logically he knows I'm not manipulating him, but I still feel guilty

???

Did anyone else cry during Infinity Wars?

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KNY fellas, especially KNY shippers: how do we feel about Masachika x Kanae? because I feel insane about them /pos and I'm NOT going to shut up about this bc I saw too few shippers and I want to change that🙏🏻

now I don't really want to rant [yet] about the specific reasons why I think MasaKana(e) is the superior Kanae ship, but! I'm going to rant about why it's growing on me ^^

since it's a rarepair, obviously my first criteria is their dynamic: naïve sunshine x naïve sunshine. hear me out. I genuinely fail to understand why it was never a well-known rarepair?? one is an overly sweet and optimistic girl, who goes that far to wish to befriend demons; the other is a silly little guy, overly optimistic and caring, who daydreams about getting married someday. their personalities match so well?? they seem like they'd have similar goals and vibes, plus Kanae *did* address him as "-kun" and knew that Masachika cared about Sanemi, which means they must've interacted off screen (Kanae must've interacted with lots of her patients including Sanemi and Masachika, but I feel like she had more meaningful conversations with Masachika rather than with Sanemi's grumpy/detached ass, which led her only to worry bc that's in her nature; either way, she sympathizes with Masachika for sure).

in brief, I feel like they would relate to each other better than anyone else, and they would get along really really well...I won't be yapping further for now, we never saw them interact directly so all I will be able to share from now on will probably be headcanons 🧚🏻‍♀️

on a side note, I have no idea which ship name shall be used😭😭 MasaKana, MasaKanae, MasachiNae, KanaChika as an alternative...idk

I'll never get over about how Klaus hallucinated Cami playing with his hair 💖

dominic thiem retires this month

New sleep paralysis demon unlocked

Peggy Carter’s 1951 interview, part of which is seen in the Smithsonian exhibit in The Winter Soldier

I just learned you don’t get notifications for anon asks

I learned this cause I checked someone who I did an ask for as an anon and they responded but I never got a notification.

Which means I now have to hunt down all the asks I’ve done recently for my otherkins and hope to gods they have been answered

nobody freak out but i fear im back in my mha phase (i shit on that show for 4 consecutive years after liking it why NOW.)