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well, better not whitesplain this to anyone

terfy?

when free packers at college are nessessary life saving gender afferming care, but free dildos and harnesses so a vagina owner can plow someone isn’t

for later, possibly

 a horizon walker is from pangean mythology, it looks like a triceratops with a long body and 8 legs, the mouth of a baracuda and a human growing out of the body. it has a tail covered in small spikes as if scales. it is a man eating monster that assumes this form when the sun is at it’s lowest in the sky, before daylight, before nightfall. during the day it looks like a normal human, at night it sleeps in human form.  the inhabitants of pangea had desaturated purple skin and a wide aray of haircolor and mostly indistinugasable from humans

razzledazzle starlasha believes to of been an extra trestial from the artifical planet called Zibbon, it is shaped like a Möbius Strip. Hug is lovegender, using hug/hugs/hugself, smoosh/smoosh/smooches/smooshself, kiss/kizr/kizsh/kissself. Starlasha looks like a parody of a dragqueen with 4 breasts

Dimmy has 9 dads, 4 of which are brothers, he thinks fictophiles exist to make fun of the pure shining love his 9 dads have for eachother.

smooch smooch

got to love it when the “say gay” crowd and “you can teach 3 year olds about gay and lesbian” crowd who don’t think teaching aromantic, asexual and amatanormitivty is an approperate conversation  for anyone under 12

why would you tell a little kid “some people don’t have those kinds of feelings for people”

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shelved

I should possibly put of “hunting” for a boyfriend made of meat seeing how I have ductal in situ with micro invasion breast cancer(march 16th I think) . I’m not too surpized. I had a feeling I’d wind up with cancer. not sure if I can blame x-rays, or neurofibromatosis, diet, lamictal. I don’t think I’m going to try anything from my giant list(which I need to update by 4 items, one being MDMA) but a lumpectomy, and lymphnode removal and 3 weeks of radiation(but isn’t that cancer cause?) should fix me up.  but maybe it’s better. then I won’t have anyone else hurt worrying. loads of other things can distract me, and I have support of family and friends.

. it just it would be nice to have the compainionship and someone who can love me back. being infatuated with fictional men is something I’ve been doing for maybe 25 years. but I’m not sure how to do all it, acting, feeling. I’m touch starved and touch avoidant. possbly anxious attachment. coitophobic and some convoluded type of asexual who dosen’t know what romantic attracton funcitons as. but I don’t really think I can see myself loviedovvie holding hands with all the smiles. maybe because I never did that. and I only think I want to touch the husbando