IN YOUR MIND : JJK

IN YOUR MIND : JJK

Pt 2

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pt 1: here

Summary: jungkook is the man who is constantly on and in your mind.

Warnings: toxic family, , mental health, jungkook can quickly switch moods.

A/n: I love the concept of this story. Feed back is always appreciated.

If you're going through anything in your life, speak to somebody you trust and if you don't have anybody, dm me :)

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"Urgh"  you slam yourself against the couch.

"What's wrong with you?"

"I'm so tired. Had such a long day with classes and stuff"

He chuckles "my baby works so hard doesn't she"

You nod.

"Want me to cook you something? I'm cooking ramen"

"ramen?"

"I mean it's better than nothing"

"Why dont we order instead" you sit up picking up your phone.

"Whatever you want babe" he then joins you on the couch and immediately cuddles you.

"Okay it's ordered" you say as you look at him.

He sits there just looking at you with his doe eyes.

"Why you looking at me" you ask him as you blush.

"You're so beautiful you know"

You blush as his hands rub your thighs comfortingly. You run your hands through his long dark hair. You loved his hair being like this. You rub the back of his head his locs in between your fingers and your fingertips on his scalp.

"Mmm" he hums "i love when you do that" you smile, you loved making him happy just as much as he loved making you happy.

"So what do you wanna do before the food gets here?" He asks you, his hand lost in your shirt. You giggle from the ticklish feeling coming from his fingertips on your skin.

"I don't know,  what do you have in mind?"

He smiles.

He leans his head close to yours and his lips meet yours. His lips feel cold but you love it, his hand goes to your neck as he pulls you closer to deepen the kiss.

You feel his tongue and you immediately melt, unlike his lips his tongue is warm and soothes any ache in your heart. Kissing him makes you forget all your thoughts. You have nothing in your mind when he touches you. Your hand goes up his shirt  your other hand is still in his hair. You tug at his hair immediately drawing a moan out of him.

He disconnects your lips and you already miss the feeling.

His mouth instead trails open mouth kisses on your neck. He pulls your body closer to his, you can feel the heat radiating off of his body.He pulls back his hands going to his shirt to pull it over but the sound of a doorbell interrupts the both of you.

"Argh" he groans

"you want me to go get it?" you ask him still out of breath.

"It's okay I'll get it. Stay here" he walks towards the door trying to hide his crotch.

You lay back as he walks away and opens the door. The sound of another doorbell makes you lift your head.

"Jungkook aren't you getting the-" You realise Jungkook isn't there and the doorbell rings again. You quickly get up and walk to the door.

You open the door "I'm sorry...oh"

"Hey...you're not happy to see me?"

It's one of your friends,faye. She wasn't supposed to be here until later.

"Oh no I just thought you were...um...i-uh ordered food, so I thought you were the delivery person" you stummer.

"Sorry to disappoint you I'm not your favourite meal" She jokes.

You laugh "come in"

"Oh my goodness Y/N what the...?" She yells and you're confused until you notice the smoke coming from your stove, soon the smoke alarm goes off. Faye quickly rushes to the stove. And you follow after her.

She grabs a table cloth and grabs the pot dumping it in the sink.she opens the tap and let's the water run on the pot cooling it. You on the other hand sill kinda confused turn off the stove and try to clear the smoke.

Faye inspects the pot noticing the burnt attempt to making ramen.

"Were you trying to make ramen" She asks looking at you.

"Uhh ye-yeah I guess" you say quickly.

She looks at you worried "didn't you notice that it was burning"

"I didn't I guess I got carried away... my bad" you laugh nervously.

"Are you alright Y/N?"

"I'm great just been tired with school you get" you give her a reassuring smile which she returns.

"How careless of you babe how could you forget" jungkook laughs in your ear.

"I guess we'll have to continue our makeout session later... when we're alone" he kisses your neck and chuckles and you giggle aswell.

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"And I told him 'you think I gonna stay in this bs with you'" faye says as you laugh reminiscing on both your exes. The delivery guy came soon after and now your both eating and chatting.

"He really thought I was gonna be the one to pat him on the head and give him a gold medal for his bs"

"How about you? How's your ex"

Faye wouldn't know much about your exes cause you only met in collage.You never had many exes cause you never cared for dating. But you did have one. You wouldn't say he was your first love because you never really loved him. It was more of a I'm dating cause everyone is dating and I don't wanna feel left out kind of scenario. For you atleast.

"Let's just say never really cared" you say unsurely.

"What do you mean?" She laughs

"I never really cared if he left or not" you explain "but eventually I got tired of being his girlfriend and dumped him"

"You dumped him just like that and he didn't do anything wrong" she questions you "was he that bad" she leans in whispering.

"no he wasn't but at all"

" Oh my you're insane" She playfully slaps your shoulder.

" so if he came back trying to rekindle things, would you?" She lifts her brows.

You pause thinking about your answer. While thinking you feel jungkook by your ear

"Mustn't be that hard to answer Y/N" he says sounding slightly mad.

"Uhh" you say trying to build a sentence. You shift in your seat

"Okay if I think about. maybe I would say yes" as you say that you hear jungkook scoff as he walks away unto your shared bedroom.

You know he's mad.

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It's night time. Faye left a while ago you ate your dinner and took a shower getting ready for bed. All this time you tried to talk to jungkook but he ignored you. He's being childish in your opinion.

You're now sat in bed on your phone while jungkook takes a shower.

Jungkook walks out of the bathroom. His wearing his sweats as he dries his skin with a towel.

"So you're just gonna keep ignoring me?" You ask "you're being childish" you scoff and he still doesn't speak.

You watch him grab his hoodie and jacket.

"I'm not sleeping here tonight" he says as he sits down on the bed to put on his socks.

You watch the back of his head, his hair is still damp, and wonder why all of a sudden he doesn't want to stay here tonight.

This would be the first since you guys have been together.

You get up from the bed and stand in front of him.

"What? What do you mean you aren't  sleeping here tonight" your voice in slight panic.

"What does it sound like Y/N" he mostly called you by your name when he's upset with you.

"You can't just leave. What did I do?" He stands and walks by you coldly and grabs his car keys.

You watch his every move starting to get frustrated by his lack of response.

" is it because of what I said earlier about my ex" he just stares at you. "come on babe don't be so childish."

He walks to you his body so close to you, but you don't feel any love from this closeness.

" do you even understand the meaningof whatyou said? " his getting upset.

"You're basically saying that if any guy came and ever gave you the time of day, you'd leave me for them" his voice is loud but you really aren't scared of him, just afraid to lose him.

"I mean what do you want me to do. Give up my whole love life  for you" your voice is loud aswell.

"Y/N what are you even saying" he sighs voice "are you crazy" he chuckles running a hand through his hair "I am your love life, i am your love, I am yours and you're mine." his voice  is still loud.

You hear the genuineness in his words, his voice.your mind is spiralling and there's an immense pressure on your chest, it feels  like you've been tied down and an anchor has been placed on your chest. You feel the tears fill your eyes.

"YOU'RE NOT REAL JUNGKOOK!!" you unintentionally yell at him, you can't explain the emotions you're feeling. The tears fall down your face.

"Im not real to you Y/N?, what we have isn't real to you Y/N? Huh?" His questions press deeply into your mind.

Each time he says your name it feels like the anchor is pressed deeper into your chest. You really can't tell what this is. You know he's not real, but everything he says and does feels so real.

Everytime he touched you, everytime he kissed you, everytime he held you, everytime you talked and everytime he told you he loved you and you told it back to him. It all felt so real. You didn't know what to think.

"Huh?, Y/N am I not real to you?" His voice is gentle but his words still press so deep into you.

You grip your hair "j-jungkook please" the tears fall and you plead.

"Am I not real?" he touches you and chills run all over your body.

This gesture makes you doubt reality even more.

"I-i-i I don't know" you sob and you can feel his body heat on you

"jungkook I really don't know" you cry.

Jungkook sighs "I also dont know Y/N" he says giving up. He walks towards the door.

You sob turning to the door "please don't go, don't leave me."

Your eyes are shut and when you open them he's not there no sign of the door being touched or anyone  being in the room with you

"They always leave. Why do they always leave."

"But can you blame him he was never there."

HARD THOUGHT INCOMING‼️

What if you called Chan in the middle of a livestream and it got heated. Of course, Chan being Chan, wouldn’t hang up.

You Hang up

You watch Chan as he reads the comments, “Ah! Hi! Hello! Hi!” He grins cheekily, waving to Stay. You can’t help but smile at your boyfriend as he interacts with his devoted fans.

As he plays music, he sets his phone and enjoys the tune. Making the cute little scratched up face when it pleases him. “WAH!” He gritted his teeth, grinning softly as the song ended. He briefly mentions the part he liked, scrubbing back through the video to the part.

You decide to call him, interrupting for a moment to ask what he wanted to do for dinner.

“Hello?” He answers almost immediately, but doesn’t put you on speaker for obvious reasons. You grin, “Hey babe, what do you want to do for dinner? I just got to thinking about it.” You admit giggling. He chuckles nervously, “Uh, I dunno.” He tries to keep it vague as he puts another song on for Stay, who is going wild in the comments. Asking who he’s talking to and making guesses as to who.

“I was thinking…” you trail off mischievously, “Something with meat… a lot of it. I’m really craving it… maybe Korean BBQ?” You watch as he reacts, poking his tongue against his cheek and grinning hard. “Yeah?” He can’t help but chuckle. “And uh… when- when did you wanna go?”

“Anytime.”

After the live ended, Chan burst into the living room where you were giggling like a maniac. “Korean BBQ?” He narrowed his eyes at you, pulling his shirt off over his head. “Korean,” he pounced on you, making you laugh as you wrapped around him, “BBQ?” You snicker as nibbles you neck. “Now that’s a new one.”

Y’all it has hard asf not to post the spooky week stuff yet. Y’all are not ready I promise you. I just got done writing the Hyunjin one whew 😮‍💨 anyway, if you want to be tagged in the spooky stuff plz lmk asap!!

You couldn't save me...

STOP YOUR CAR

You're on your way home from a girls night out, you had been drinking but not enough to get you drunk.

You're enjoying your ride back home listen to some music. There weren't many cars in the road and you really wanted to get home quickly so you decided to speed up past the speed limit (don't do this, practice safe driving guys).

Just minutes after you pass the speed limit you see the famous red and blue lights and the sirens. You sigh.

"Stop your car" you hear from the police car.

You turn your car and pull over by a stop near the road. You sit with you hands on your wheel waiting for the cop to pull up by your window.

As you're staring ahead you see a figure approach and stand by your window.

"Y/n?" You hear the cop say, you turn your head and blink taking in the officer standing in front of you. He has a bright light shining in your face.

"Chan?" You say Identifying him by his voice."the light" you say squinting and cover your eyes from the blinding lights.

"Sorry" he says turning it off and putting the light in his back pocket.

You blink and regain your vision. "Chan? Look who passed their test"

Chan was your ex boyfriend from like 2 years ago. You two broke up cause he really never spent time with you cause he was busy training at the academy and you couldn't handle the lack of quality time. And he always seemed to appreciate his work than you.

"Are you drunk?" He asks.

"I'm not" you say. You truly aren't drunk, to you're knowledge atleast.

"Where are you from late at night" he asks his questions to little more casual than he would with anyone else.

"Why do you care" you say sounding bitter. You're still a little hurt from the way your relationship ended.

When your relationship ended he never seemed to care but what he never told you was that you were all he could think about. He thought about you everyday.

"I can see that you're still reckless" he says cheekily.

"Chan why did you pull me over" you ask like you don't know, you were afraid to talk to him for long, cause if you ask anyone you really never got over chan.

"You were going over the speed limit, baby" You smile from the little name. The name always pulled at your heart strings.

"If you're gonna give me a ticket then please do" you say not looking at him and trying to be nonchalant. Chan could always read your emotions like a book and you hates it cause you couldn't hide your feelings from him.

"Y/n,I'm sorry" he says slowly melting your cold persona. He lowers his head in defeat to his emotions.

"I'm really sorry y/n" you can hear the pain in his voice. You didn't want to do this.

"Chan I have to get home"

"We need to talk y/n please"

"You waited for 2 years" you finally look at him and chuckle. You see the look on his face and I breaks you could see he meant it, but honestly you were afraid of being second to his passion so its better if he was only left with one.

"I've thought about you everyday y/n. Everyday" his breathing starts to get heavier.

You stay silent trying to think through your thoughts and make a decision.you really did miss him and understood hjm but it still hurt you.

"Why don't we talk this out" he pleads

"You have work chan"

"That doesn't matter I'm off in 30 minutes anyways" he says as he looks at his watch.

"Is that okay with you baby, can we talk?" His tone and voice is gentle as if walking on eggshells.

You simply nod, truly wanting to talk to him and work through this and maybe the ache that you've had in your heart for the past 2 years would subside.

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I remembered I had this in the drafts. I kind of rushed it tho, my bad :)

MANIA | JJK | 04

> your friend sets you up with a guy, he seems kind and lovely but once you realise how obsessed and possessive he is over you,you try to end the relationship, and you do. Little do you know he has his eyes on you all the time and that the once seemingly sweet and kind guy you thought he was is about to become your worst nightmare.

> a text story but also written in prose form when needed.

> warning: obsession, possessive jk, stalking, injuries(not to any of the main characters).

01 | 02 | 03

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You're having the time of your life, smiling and watching namjoon and jimin sing a song together. Even if they are always at each others throats it's nothing but laughs when they're together.

You're dancing and cheering them on when yoongi comes to you with a confused look.

"Did you invite jungkook?" He says pointing to the guy who just entered the karaoke room you had booked.

"No" You defend yourself "what the fu- is he doing here?" You ask while looking at jungkook who's looking at you with a sneaky grin.

You roll your eyes as you hear yoongi say he doesn't know.

"Should I go ask him-" You cut yoongi off. "It's okay I'll go" you say getting up and walking towards him.

At this point even jimin and namjoon stop and stare wondering what's going on, even looking at yoongi with a questioning look, but he just shrugs.

"What the he'll are you doing here?" You whisper-shout at jungkook.

"You missed my calls" he says casually like it's a good reason.

You turn to your friends who are still confused but trying to keep the happy environment.

"I'll be right back guys" you say pulling jungkook outside by his jacket sleeve. You drag him outside and he stands in front of his car.

"This is not how I wanted to meet your friends" he says like he couldn't care less about him just interrupting your hangout. He's leaning on his car with his hands in his pocket. You're angry with him but you can't deny how good he looks right now. He's in a black t-shirt, leather jacket and some black jeans that give you a show of his thighs. He runs his hands through his long dark wavy hair, which reminds you of what you're outside for.

"Why are you here?" You say folding your arms to assert some dominance.

"I came to see you" you almost blush with the way he says it, but you immediately catch yourself before you slip.

"But I told you I'm hanging out with my friends, jungkook" you whine.

"And I let you do that"

"Let me?" You scoff  "you dont need to let me do anything jungkook" you burst out.

He laughs at your little outburst.

"You're so cute when you're mad" he says putting his hands on your hips. "Why don't we get out of here, so you and me can hang out" he says licking his lips and pulling you close.

"Jungkook you're deflecting" he leans down to your ear and his hot breath makes you shiver.

"I'm not deflecting, I came here to pick you so we could hang out" he kisses your cheek "can't you see I care about you?"

"I know you do" he buries his face in your neck planting kisses. You try to push him away but his grip on you is strong and you eventually give in.

"Jungkook" you moan pleading with him.

"I love it when you say my name" he's still planting kisses.

"Why don't we get out of here,mmm, baby"

"But my friends" you can barely form a clear sentence.

"You can see them next time" he says moving away and pulling you to the car. You get in without arguing.

"Good girl"