
♪Now, I need somebody to know, somebody to heal Somebody to have just to know how it feels♪
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A.D.T.O.Y.(Junho-2PM)
A.D.T.O.Y.(Junho-2PM)

Requested by: SiaSuYee
Couldn't resist this picture..i mean have you seen how flipping adorable he is in it x'D Gaaahhh ma baby D'x
~(A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you. I can't do a thing all day because of you, it is like you took my heart away~
You sighed as you sat forward and stared at your television screen, where the group '2PM' were currently performing on a music show. You'd actually never even heard of the group before, in fact you never were one to watch music shows unless your bias group was on but something about this group had caught your attention. Whether it was the amazing vocals, cool rapping, or the very handsome man who was currently standing in the middle of them all you did not know.
Your attention was brought back when you heard the music and singing stop and the fans start to cheer. Upset that you had missed the last part of the song you frowned and brought your phone out, you were planning on looking them up and studying about them. Of course, there were a lot of stories that made you concerned on whether they were actually worth getting involved with. So shrugging, you decided that everyone has a past but you can always change your future and paparazzi sucks, you shut your phone off and decided to head into town.
Your friend had messaged you earlier and had wanted to hang out in a little bit so you decided to ask and see if she knew about 2PM. You were sure she had, especially since you had seen that they came from JYPE. Like you had said, you weren't really into groups that much excluding your bias groups and they weren't from JYPE or SM or even YG. You were more into stanning groups that weren't as popular but had a hell of a lot of talent.
~It is like you're here by my side, my head is enraptured in last night's memories. I cannot break free, it is all because of you, I am going out of my mind, I want you. Want to possess you, want to touch you. Sinking in Deeper and Deeper~
Finally arriving at the cafe your friend and you usually met up at you got out and headed inside, confused as to why exactly it was even more crowded than usual. Shrugging, you found your friend in the usual booth and started to make your way over to her. But of course knowing your horrendous bad luck, you bumped into someone and was about to fall when you felt a pair of arms surround your waist and hold you up. You thanked them, without looking at them and instead looking to the floor from embarrassment, and straightened yourself up.
"No problem," you heard him say. Of course, you'd realized how nice his voice sounded so you glimpsed at his face and almost passed out when you saw just how handsome he was.
Wait, you paused and studied his features, why does he look familiar? You smiled a little and bowed your head to him before hurrying off to where you friend sat waiting. The question repeated over and over in your mind until you reached your friend, who looked like she was about to blast right out of here with glee.
Raising an eyebrow at her behaviour you sat across from her and took a sip from the drink she had ordered for you. "Thank you," you told her when you set your cup down. "And what's got you so giddy?"
"Do you not realize who held you?! Who had his arms around your waist?!"
~ My body and mind are endlessly craving for you, like a child with a candy taken away. I am going out of my mind, I cannot concentrate. How can do a thing when my mind is somewhere else? What have you done to me? I'm not supposed to be like this~
"Uhm, no?"
Your eyes widened as she gasped and grabbed your shoulders tightly from over the table and started to shake them, well as well as she could anyways from sitting across from you.
"Are you crazy?! That was Lee Junho!" You sat in silence and raised an eyebrow at her, to which she rolled her eyes at. "You idiot. Junho! From 2PM?!"
Your eyes widened once again, this time from shock, as you quickly looked back to where Junho had caught you. You couldn't believe it! You knew he looked familiar! He was the one you thought was cute when they were performing. Looking back towards f/n you saw her smirking as she watched you looked for him, then she leaned forward and whispered.
"So, you finally found out about 2pm? It's about time," she giggled as she sat back in her booth and looked at you. "So, let me guess. By your reaction you saw them perform or saw their mv and thought Junho was cute?"
Shyly you nodded at her and looked down to your drink, not wanting her to see the slight blush you could feel forming on your cheeks. You looked up though when you heard her start choking and hitting her chest lightly. Looking to her confused, you saw her start to gesture slightly to look behind you. You turned your head slightly to the side and looked out the corner of your eye, but you didn't see anything so you turned back to her confused.
"Hey, you're the girl that I caught right?" A deep voice suddenly asked from directly behind you making your eyes widen.
~Your eyes upon me drive me crazy. With that mysterious smile you call my name and keep making eye contact, you call my name and make eye contact. Your soft touch leaves me breathless, you tie me up. Slipping from my hair down my neck. Slipping from my hair down my neck~
"Uh," the face you were making must've been laughable because you saw f/n cover her snicker behind her hand and a fake cough. After giving her a glare you turned your head to look back to Junho, who was smiling softly down to you. "Yeah, that would embarrassingly be me."
"Good," he surprised you even more when he sat down next to you in the booth and held out his hand. "I'm Lee Junho."
"Uh, uhm. I'm y/n." You wanted to slap yourself for stuttering and sounding like a complete idiot.
Junho however just smiled again and shook your outstretched hand. "Beautiful name for an even more beautiful girl."
You scoffed and your eyes widened as you just realized what exactly you had done. So turning you quickly faced him to apologize for being rude but stopped short as you heard him start laughing. His laugh is nice, you thought to yourself as you tried to stop yourself from watching him. Key word being tried.
"You're cute, y/n. Thank you for bumping into me and letting me catch you."
"Uhm, you're welcome? Thank you? I, uh, don't actually know what to say now." You looked down at your drink that was in front of you on the table like it was the most entertaining thing in the world.
Junho laughed some more and then leaned towards you a little bit more, bringing him even closer to where you sat. It wasn't like you minded though. "You know your friend's gone, right?"
~(A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you. All day I think about you. That's all I do. All night I think about you. That's all I do. All day I think about you. That's all I do. All night I think about you. I think about you~
With wide eyes you looked up and realized that he was in fact right, f/n had abandoned you and you would make sure she'd pay for this later. You let out a nervous laugh and rubbed the side of your arm, not really sure what to do or say. Junho let out a chuckle and you felt him pat your head making you look to him with wide and confused eyes.
"You're cute when you blush, you know that?"
Your eyes widened and you felt your cheeks heat up again. Clearing your throat you tapped your fingers on the table top and looked to Junho sideways, then quickly looked away again when you noticed he was looking at you already. You didn't notice the smile that crept onto his face, nor did you notice when he leaned even closer to you and took a strand of your hair, tucking it behind your ear.
"You know, I'd really like to see you again."
"You would?!" You quickly slapped a hand over your mouth when you noticed how loud you had asked the question.
Junho laughed and leaned his face into his palm, elbow leaning on the table top. "Yup, you wouldn't mind though would you?"
Shyly, you shook your head and smiled back at him. Well what do you know, today was a pretty good day after all. Maybe your bad luck was turning good.
~All day I think about you. That's all I do. All night I think about you. That's all I do. All day I think about you. That's all I do. All night I think about you. I think about you. (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you (A.D.) All day I (T.) think of (O.Y.) only you (O.Y.) only you~
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Heartbreaker(G-Dragon-BigBang)

Requested by: Emily
~I don't give in no matter what I'm still useful, I haven't died yet. Only you caused this damaged body, broken dreams, missing heart. If it's for you, this one body will fly for; it will run to where you are but still you say "goodbye, goodbye" to me~
"Jiyong-ah!!" You shouted up the stairs to your husband, you had to fight the urge to go up there and pull him down here yourself because you agitated since this was the fifth time you called him. "Kwon Jiyong!"
You heard footsteps hurrying down the stairs and glared at your husband as soon as he came in front of you. "What? Why do you look like your pissed?" He asked you, suddenly becoming nervous which made you glad.
Good, you thought. He should be nervous. "What is this?" You asked him as you showed him your phone, making sure to watch his face to see his reaction.
"Uhm," he looked between you and the phone not knowing what to say, "Me at a jewelry store?"
"Exactly. What were you doing a jewelry store?" You asked confused since he had never gotten you any jewelry, except for your wedding ring and engagement ring he had never even gone in a jewelry store.
He visibly gulped which confused you even more. "Uhm, I was getting something for a friend."
~You say you don't like me, what's the reason why? Your annoyed expression that gives everything away makes me sad. But even if I still like you and asked you for a chance, I don't like the cold look in your eyes when you turn away~
"A friend?" You said, not believing one word. You refrained from rolling your eyes even though you knew he was lying, you had a bad attitude when you were upset or mad and when it wasn't at him Jiyong loved him but when it was directed at him he hated it.
"Uhm, yes. A friend. That's okay, stop hounding me." He told you as he walked past you and into the kitchen.
You were taken back by his tone and rushed to follow him. "Excuse me?" Time to bring the attitude, you thought as you glared at his back. "I was not hounding you, I asked you one time and I was just trying to figure out why you were there. You've never gone in a jewelry store before so why now?"
"Just drop it, okay? Jeez get off my back," he turned and screamed at you.
You sighed, shook your head, then turned and started walking away. "Fine, I'll be in my room. Feel free to sleep on the couch," you muttered as you walked up the stairs and stalked to your bedroom slowly.
You were upset because Jiyong has never raised his voice at you before, of course the fights you two had were bad but never bad enough to where you screamed at one another. You guys always talked through it and never yelled, it was something both of your close friends envied of your relationship. You were also curious though, what the hell is it that made him so touchy on the subject?
~You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker. What did I do wrong? You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker. No way, no way. Even if you say you'll leave me, I won't be able to acknowledge it, let's see how well you live. Lovers and haters, this is-this is-tiresome, unsteady. You think lowly of my love? [No way]~
You awoke by someone shaking you lightly, making you sit up and rub your eyes. You didn't even remember falling asleep to be honest. Looking up you saw Jiyong standing by the bed and looking down at you with remorse in his eyes. Sighing, he sat beside you as you scooted over on the bed to make room for you and grabbed your hands.
"Jagi, I'm sorry I yelled. I had no right to do that, I know you weren't hounding me but I got really aggravated."
"Ji, what the hell is going on?" You asked flat out, you wanted to get to the bottom of all this crap. Figure out what exactly he was hiding from you.
"I'll tell you, but first forgive me?" He asked as he looked at you with his famous pout and puppy dog eyes. You sighed and ran a hand over your face, you had forgiven him the second after he yelled but you couldn't let him off so easily.
"Hmm~" You said, playfully pretending to consider it. "I don't know."
"Ja~gi~." He said with wide eyes, the pout gone and panic quickly taking over. "I'm sorry baby."
You couldn't hold back anymore so you let out a small chuckle, to which he responded by letting out a playful 'growl' and tackled you. He landed on top of you and started to tickle you since he knew that that was the thing you hated most.
"You little -" he was cut off by you hitting his face with a pillow and successfully stopping the tickling. "Yah!" He cried out as he grabbed the pillow and started to hit you with it. You laughed as you realized where this was headed and grabbed your own pillow for protection, than braced yourself as Jiyong started to hit and everything escalated very quickly to a pillow fight.
~Everyday the same question, you say that I have changed. Will you shut your hateful mouth? Speak after you know who you're talking to. I'm now out of control, continually all alone in that place is where it's "goodbye, goodbye"~
"How the hell are we still so childish when we've been married for 9 years?" You asked your husband as you looked up at the ceiling in astonishment and slightly out of breath. Both of you had ended the pillow fight but hitting each other in the face at the same time, then you both had collapsed onto the bed beside each other and just stared at the ceiling.
"Because that's just how we are," he said as he started to laugh.
You turned your head to the side and admired your husband, it still surprised you to this day that you were married to a man who could still make your heart skip a beat when he smiled. He was a very handsome man and to add to it he was an idol, known worldwide, and that surprised you as well. You never knew the true reason as to why he had asked you on a date that one day but you were still thankful for it, it led you two to have an amazing marriage.
"Creeper," he stated not even looking at you but he felt your gaze. You hit his arm and turned your gaze back to the ceiling, but it was cut off as Jiyong's smirking face came directly above yours. "I never said you had to stop," he murmured as he leaned down and kissed your cheek.
"Please, your ego is too big as of now and if I make it any bigger I'm worried it might make your head burst." You giggled as he put his hand, the one that wasn't holding him up, over his chest as if you had wounded him with your words.
"That is offensive, I think I have to teach my dear wife a lesson."
You narrowed your eyes in suspicion, "You tickle me, I will kick. Capiche?"
He smirked and rolled his eyes, "Relax I'm not going to tickle you."
Your eyes narrowed even more and you looked to him with confusion while he kept smirking. Eventually you rolled your eyes and pushed him off of you, no longer worrying about his threat to 'teach you a lesson' since you knew he wouldn't ever do anything that could harm you.
"Get dressed," he instructed as he got off the bed and walked towards you. "Oh and," he grabbed your hips and pulled you closer to him. Leaning down he whispered in your ear, "Wear something nice. I'm taking you out." You watched as he walked out the doorway whistling, he had just walked out the room before he turned and looked to you. "I'll give you 20 minutes, darling."
~You say you don't like me, what's the reason why? The anger in your voice that gives everything away makes me sad. But even if I still like you and asked you for a chance, I hate the cold smile you have when you turn away~
20 minutes?! You screamed in your head as panic slowly started to creep in. You were wearing comfy weekend clothes and the only thing you had done to your appearance was brush your hair and teeth and put deodorant on. You never usually took that long to get ready, sometimes you even finished before Jiyong which amused you, but he told you to dress nice! You couldn't just look like you were rushed, that butthole.
Twenty minutes later and you were standing downstairs as your husband helped you put your jacket on since it was chilly outside, and you didn't know how you did but you had managed to look put together and you had straightened your naturally wavy hair. You were actually more surprised at the fact that your hair actually cooperated with you since it always 'rebels'. Honestly, you were just praying that it wouldn't start to frizz or mess up.
Jiyong looked very handsome, as always, in his dress pants and nice white button up shirt. You admired his looks and smiled to yourself, watching as he put his nice jacket on over his outfit. He smiled and grabbed your hand before he led you out of the house, locking the door behind you. You two got in his car and he turned the radio on, a smile instantly lighting your face as a rookie group's, that you were currently obsessing over, song came through the speakers. Expressing your joy and making your husband laugh, you started to sing and dance along to the song.
He looked to you every couple of minutes and was thankful that you were his, that he could grow old with you. Eventually you successfully persuaded him to join in and he started to sing along with the song as well, making you laugh. You were having so much fun the whole car ride that you didn't even notice when Jiyong pulled over onto the side of the road, outside of a very nice and well known restaurant.
"J-Ji, why didn't you tell me we were going here?" You asked as you instantly started to straighten your outfit and look in the window's reflection to check your hair and makeup.
"Jagi," Jiyong said softly as he turned you around to face him and grabbed your face. "You look amazing, don't worry."
You sighed and nodded, not believing him but agreeing for now, then grabbed onto his hand as he led the both of you inside. Which was exactly what you would picture if you stood outside looking at the building, it was so nice and the only word you could think of that would describe it was fancy. Jiyong nodded to the hostess and told her the reservation name which made your eyebrows raise in surprise. How long has he had this night planned?
~You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker. What did I do wrong? You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker. No way, no way. Even if you say you'll leave me, I won't be able to acknowledge it, let's see how well you live. Lovers and haters, this is-this is-tiresome, unsteady. You think lowly of my love? [Talk to me, girl]~
Once the hostess had led the two of you to your table she smiled in adoration as Jiyong pulled out your chair and kissed your forehead. "You two are the cutest couple that I've seen come in here," she told the both of you as she handed you your menus and took your drink orders. You felt a blush form on your cheeks and cleared your throat, looking over your menu to see what you would like.
Feeling eyes on you, you looked up and caught Ji smiling softly at you which made you raise an eyebrow at him. His smile broadened and he laughed, then looked to his own menu and decided on what he would order. Your waitress brought your drinks and wrote your orders down then took off to the kitchen, leaving you two to stare at each other. You in sudden awkwardness and Jiyong with a smile of adoration on his face.
He leaned forward on the table and grabbed your hand, taking it between his own. "I love you, you know that right?"
"I love you, too. What's wrong Ji?" You could tell he had something important to say and by the look in his eyes it didn't look like the news was good.
"I got a phone call today from my manager," he paused and you nodded, suddenly becoming confused. "And he said that he scheduled some surprise fan meetings."
"Okay.." you said slowly since you still did not know why he was telling you like this.
"And one of the dates is our anniversary," he said suddenly which made your breath stop.
You normally wouldn't have made a big deal out of it, you understand since he is an idol, but this was different. Next week you guys would be celebrating your 10 year anniversary and it was special to you, he had also sworn that he wouldn't miss this one since the past four he'd been on different tours and at different concerts performing. You stayed silent and looked to the table, it hurt you that this happened sometimes but truly you did understand.
You sighed and looked to him, "That's why you planned all of this. Isn't it?" You weren't mad, you just asked him calmly. He nodded but didn't look up which made you even more sad, so you squeezed his hand to get his attention back to you. "Ji, I understand. It's fine. And I'm happy you did this tonight, because now we can just celebrate early."
~I'll still still be there [inside your turned-off cellphone] I'll still still be there [by the mailbox in front of your house] I'll still be like that [even if you say we're strangers] I will still be there. The words, "let's be together forever" were only a moment's sweetness. Why do you act as if nothing's wrong? Hey, when I'm hurting this much~
He smiled a bright and wide smile that instantly made you realize that you had made the right choice. He's always worried about you and the both of your relationship when he had to tour or go away to different places for trips. Of course you were always bummed that he left but all of that quickly went away when he came home and the two of you talked and cuddled. It was time that he realize that you didn't think of his career as a burden but rather something that made you happy. You were happy that he was able to do what he loved and show his fans his songs and talent.
"Are you sure?" He nervously asked. "I'm sure that I could skip one of the fanmeets and -"
"Don't you dare! Those fans love you, all of you, and if you were to not show up they'd be disappointed. They buy those tickets to see all of you not just four of you."
He smiled and squeezed my hand before his eyes widened in realization and he pulled back. "I have something for you!"
"Oh?" You said softly, watching in amusement as he fought with the object he was currently trying to get out of his jacket pocket. "Sweetie, don't rip your jacket." You called out before taking a sip of your drink.
"Close your eyes," he told you as he hid whatever surprise he had for you. You did as he said and closed your eyes, feeling his open your hand and lay something that was soft yet hard in your open palm. "Okay, open them."
Your eyes opened and widened as they fell onto the velvety rectangular box that lay in your hand. "J-Jiyong, what is this?" You asked him softly, still not really wanting to open it since you were so surprised.
"It's for you," he kissed your unoccupied hand and smiled to you. "Open it up." You did as he said once more and gasped when you saw the beautiful necklace laying inside, the necklace that you had seen in the store years ago and yearned for. Teary eyed you looked up at Jiyong as he smiled softly as said, "Happy 10 years jagi."
"Happy ten years," you said before standing and meeting him at the side of the table. You brought his face down and kissed him as tears of joy spilled from your eyes and down your cheeks. "Put it on?"
You turned and waited as he fastened the beautiful necklace around your neck that turned back and brought him into another loving kiss. "I can't believe you remembered."
"Of course I remembered." He slid a piece of hair behind your hair and cupped your face gently. "I love you."
"I love you, too."
~You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker. What did I do wrong? You're my heart heart heart heart heartbreaker. No way, no way. You're my heart heart heartbreaker. You're my heart heart heart breaker breaker. H[H].E[E].A[A].R[R].T[T]. breaker, no way~
You Are Special(Suwoong-Boys Republic)

Requested by: SiaSuYee
~I don't understand, please tell me, why him? (na na na na) He's only all talk, he's no good for you (na na na na) I felt the pain in your eyes (I'll run for you baby) You hid it with a laugh that sounds different from before (I won't be still)~
You let out a fake laugh and turned your head from the boys who were currently telling a story that you weren't really paying attention to, it had something to do with something Minsu and Sungjun had done the day before that they found hilarious. You knew it probably was considering it was that pair but you honestly couldn't find it in you to smile and laugh along with them. Suwoong, the one among the boys that you felt closer to, must have noticed that you weren't paying attention because the next thing you felt was a hand patting your own. You looked up and saw Suwoong smiling down at you.
"Come on," he said softly and motioned his head towards the door.
Thankful for the excuse to get away from everyone for a bit you followed him out the back door and over to the porch swing that was swinging softly in the wind. You sat beside Suwoong and looked out over the backyard, tucking your feet up under you as he pushed you two lightly. Neither of you said anything instead you both enjoyed the silence and it gave you time to think about everything that had happened recently, why you were acting so reserved and silent.
"Y/n," Suwoong said softly making you look over to him.
"Hmm?"
He reached over and grabbed your hand. "Talk to me," he said softly.
~I'll tell you exactly how it is, just listen, that guy is not right for you. This is who I am, I don't beat around the bush, you're special to me. I can't hold it in, I don't want to just watch anymore. I can't take it, be my girl. I'll say the words I've held in for all this time. If it's okay with you, be my girl~
You sighed and closed your eyes, squeezing his hand slightly thankful for his warmth and presence. "It's b/n," you said softly scared that you would start crying.
"What'd he do this time?" His grip had become tighter and you held on, worried about what he'd do if you let go.
"Just the same old crap really," you muttered.
Suwoong sighed and tightened his grip, almost painfully and you looked over to him out of the corner of your eye. His jaw was tight and you could tell he was pissed, it was written all over his face. Eventually he sighed and stood up making you look up at his tall figure with wide eyes.
"Su-ah?" You asked softly, staring at his back in confusion as he walked to the edge of the porch and stared out over the yard.
"Why don't you leave him?"
"What?"
"Why don't you leave him? You know that how he treats you is horrible, so why don't you break it off with him?" Suwoong was mad and you were starting to get more worried.
"Su-ah, I love him." Tears were starting to form in your eyes and you held them back, not wanting him to see you cry.
"This, the way he treats you, that is not love!" He turned and was facing you while shouting, he wasn't mad at you he was just upset that you stayed with the jerk you call a boyfriend.
~Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down. He pretends to be a hotshot, playing around and it's annoying (na na na na) So I don't like him being next to you (na na na na)~
"You don't know that! Suwoong, you don't understand!"
"What don't I understand, y/n? I don't understand the fact that he verbally abuses you just so you'll believe that you don't deserve better?! Y/n, you need to listen to me," he was know on his knees in front of you and he was holding your hands gently in his own. He swallowed nervously before continuing, "You deserve so much better than what that jerk gives you! He doesn't deserve you! I can give you what you deserve, I can be the one to pick you up not bring you down. I just want you to give me a chance."
Your eyes widened as you listened to him, he practically pouring his heart out in front of you and you were stuck. You had no clue what to say since you didn't even know he felt this way. "Su-ah, I-" you were cut off.
"Don't," he sighed, "I don't think I could actually bear listening to you reject me. I understand though, that you don't like me that way. But could you do me a favor? Just don't go back to him, okay?"
~I'll tell you exactly how it is, just listen, that guy is not right for you. This is who I am, I don't beat around the bush, you're special to me. I can't hold it in, I don't want to just watch anymore I can't take it, be my girl. I'll say the words I've held in for all this time. If it's okay with you, be my girl~
"Suwoong!" You said, cutting him off by placing your hand over his mouth. You smiled slightly at him and patted his head. "You've always spoken what you've thought, that's what I've always liked about you. But sometimes you speak your mind too much." You knocked softly on his head making him chuckle. "I thought I loved him, but maybe you're right. Actually I know your right but I just didn't want to admit it."
"Why not? Why would you put yourself through that?"
You sighed, "Because your right. He made me think that I didn't deserve better. I thought that I deserved everything he would say, he made me think I was lucky to have him."
"But you do deserve better!"
"Su-ah, shush and listen." He chuckled as you pushed your finger up against his mouth. "Look, Suwoong I am very happy that you confessed to me. But, I need time. I hve to break things off with b/f and help myself through all of this. Hopefully though after I'm feeling better about myself you'll be there?"
He smiled and grabbed your hand. "Always."
~All around you are players, players who targeted you. I will protect you like a dome, dome, dome. Higher higher goes my desire for you. Just come to me, game is done done done. I can't hold it in, I don't want to just watch anymore. I can't take it, be my girl. I'll say the words I've held in for all this time. If it's okay with you, be my girl ~
Fly(JB and Jackson)

Requested by: Emily
~Oh ohh I wanna fly baby fly with you. Aye, are you happy? I'm happy yeah every morning when I open my eyes, it feels like a dream. It feels like the dazzling sun is shining for me again today, without fail, my day starts with you~
"Yah~!"
You turned your head with wide eyes as you tried to figure out where the yell was coming from, well mostly who it was coming from. Your silent question was answered as you saw a sudden flash of blonde hair and then you were being squeezed to someone's chest and lifted into the air, and if that wasn't bad enough the person decided to spin around in circles. Groaning, you tried kicking out your feet hoping that you'd hit the person so you'd get set down but your efforts were in vain as the person just spun you around the other way. You had already figured out who it was and if he didn't put you down you were seriously thinking of biting him, not that he probably cared he'd most likely just bite you back.
"Yah! Jackson! Put her down," you looked over Jackson's shoulder to see Jaebum making his way over towards the two of you and shaking his head at the younger boy.
"But I haven't seen y/n in ages!" Jackson yelled out with a pout forming on his cheeks, he was still holding you off the ground which was utterly ridiculous in your eyes.
"Oppa, I saw both of you yesterday." You were now struggling, inching your way out of his arms while you muttered out unheard curses and hisses. You would have laughed at yourself had you had enough air, but seeing as how Jackson was currently squeezing you tighter to himself to keep you from getting away you were slowly losing your precious oxygen.
~Do you sleep well at night? Sometimes, I can't believe my reality so I wake up. You know what I mean? Sometimes I was afraid it was such a crazy journey but now I'm back in your arms. You're my comfort. Every day I'm praying. You're my comfort, up in the sky. I wanna fly above. Let me hear u say~
"Yah! Jackson, let go!"
Jackson immediately let go and you bent over slightly, trying to get your breath back that was squeezed out of you. You thanked Jaebum silently for bringing out his leader voice which Jackson couldn't ignore, well he could but he wouldn't. That's just how he was, no matter how much he complains about it he repects JB and loves him as if he were his own brother.
"So, what are you guys doing here anyways?" You raised an eyebrow at the suddenly nervous pair of boys in front of you as they started to look away from you, refusing to make eye contact.
"We had the day off so we just decided to come and hang out with you." Jaebum said, suddenly gaining some courage. "If you're not busy that is," he said becoming a nervous puppy in a second.
You laughed at their behaviour, yes it was normal for them to act odd but they've never acted like this before so it kind of made you nervous as well. "I wasn't planning on doing anything today. What did you guys have in mind?"
"Park!" Jackson suddenly yelled, which resulted in you looking to him with a mix of confusion and amusement and Jaebum looking at him with a mix of aggravation and nervousness.
Why the hell are they so nervous today? You didn't voice your confusion, instead choosing to wait it out and see if they explain the reason. "Let's go losers!" You called back to them playfully as you hurried past them, starting a race that you wouldn't win.
~We're gonna fly, fly~ I wanna hold you and fly. Will you go with me girl? We're gonna fly, fly~ Our dream is right here it's burning in my heart girl. Fly Fly~ our time is like a rain shower and the sun crossing over. Fly Fly~ when we come out of the tunnel I'll brightly shine on you~
Unsurprisingly, you didn't win but what did surprise you was that Jaebum was the one who had lost. You knew that he probably stayed behind a few feet to let you win this once, but it was odd since you were all competitive against each other. Still, you were grateful and smiled over at Jaebum with an all knowing smile and let him know that you knew what he did and you were thankful he did. Next time though, you told yourself, next time you'd beat them without his help.
The three of you ran around for a while before you decided to sit and swing for a bit, it amazed you how you three were still able to play around like children would but that's what made your friendship fun. Sighing, you stopped swinging and closed your eyes as the wind blew past you. It felt good to feel the cool breeze blow on your heated face from all of your running around.
"Want some help?" A sudden voice spoke from directly behind you, well more like above you, and turning you saw that it was JB with a small smile on his face.
"Oh, yeah. Get to it servent!" You ordered him playfully as he smirked and rolled his eyes, but nevertheless he pulled back on your swing's chains and let go as you softly swung forward. He then repeated the act for a few more time, not bringing it back to far so you wouldn't have to grab on.
You both watched Jackson run around with a dog, playing with it which made you wonder which one the actual dog was. Jackson literally acted like the puppy did, even went to fetch the stick if the dog wouldn't do it. It made you laugh to see him act that way and apparently it amused Jaebum as well. He let out a loud laugh which made you raise an eyebrow back at him playfully and started to laugh along with him.
~ Why are you so afraid of being loved? I'm right here next to you so what's there to be afraid of? Our love is ordinary but you can't measure its value. You hear me? It feels like we're flying but falling at the same time, but I wanna go higher I wanna fly straight up~
Jackson had joined you a little while after you and JB had calmed down, you three were now swinging lightly as you watched the sun start to set. It was peaceful, and you realized how much you have taken having the two of them around for granted. Honestly, it made you realize how lucky you were to have actually met them that one day a few years back.
"Hey guys," you said softly making them both look over to you. You were on the swing in between them both so it made it easier for them to focus on you. "Thank you guys for talking to me that day. I'm really glad I have you two in my life."
Jackson smiled widely and reached over, grabbing your hand and before you realized what had happened you realized that Jaebum had done the same. You felt your cheeks heat up and looked down at your lap to try to hide the blush that was rapidly forming on your face. You didn't want them to see that their actions had embarrassed you, and it wasn't that it fully embarrassed you but you honestly liked the feeling of your hands wrapped inside of theirs.
This is insane, you thought with wide eyes and you slowly and awkwardly pulled your hands from theirs. You stood and cleared your throat, "Come on. Walk me home?"
They nodded and instantly were beside you, walking so close to you that every time you moved your arms would brush against theirs. Honestly though, it's not like you were complaining it comforted you to know they were so close to you.
~You gotta get there to see the end so don't let go and hold on tight. I'll heat up your heart so that it's hot, I'll set everything on fire for you. Even among the countless stars you're in my arms. You're my comfort. Every day I'm praying. You're my comfort, up in the sky. I wanna fly above. Let me hear u say~
The three of you had reached your house, there wasn't much talking but the silence wasn't awkward instead it was nice. You stepped onto the second to last step, slightly pouting when you realized you still weren't as tall as the two. (Hehehe sorry em xp) Jackson saw your pout and started to smirk then leaned down and poked your cheek.
"Awe, is someone mad they're short?"
"Yah!" You narrowed your eyes at him and was proud of yourself when you didn't blush at his close proximity. "I'm not short!"
"That's right," Jaebum said as he slightly pushed Jackson away and pulled you closer to himself. "She's 'Just Right'!"
You wanted to facepalm yourself so bad right now, but resisted the urge since JB was trying to help you out. So, just because he helped you and you felt sorry for him you let out a little laugh which then turned to a full chuckled as you thought about how dorky it was for Jaebum to say that.
~We're gonna fly, fly~ I wanna hold you and fly. Will you go with me girl? We're gonna fly, fly~ Our dream is right here it's burning in my heart girl. oh oh oh oh oh I just wanna be I just wanna be with you. I just wanna be with you. oh oh oh oh oh I just wanna be I just wanna be with you. I just wanna be with you~
Jackson looked at you as if you were insane and JB honestly looked proud of himself, both of their reactions only made you laugh harder and before you knew it you were snorting. Quickly your laugh died and embarrassment came, causing you to quickly hide your face in your palms. They had never heard you snort before and the reason is that you didn't want them to, it was so embarrassing whenever you snorted.
You peeked from between your fingers when you heard the boys start laughing. You felt hurt thinking that they were making fun of you, so you turned and started towards your door. Only to stop when you felt two different hands grab an arm, stopping you from storming off.
"W-we weren't laughing at you y/n, we were laughing because it was cute!" Jackson stuttered out, still trying to catch his breath from his laughter.
"W-what?" You turned to face them and you were so thrown off when you realized that you felt nervous.
"Yeah, we're sorry if we hurt your feelings." Jaebum told you softly, pulling you towards where the both of them stood at the bottom of the steps.
"Yeah! We didn't mean too, but it was so hard to resist when you snorted then you turned so red I thought you would become a tomato."
Jaebum narrowed his eyes over at Jackson and you could tell that he was mentally strangling him for explaining it that way, because the last thing he wanted was for you to feel like they were making fun of you again. JB smiled though when he heard you start to let out a giggle which led to a full out laugh, which of course made you snort and as soon as you started to cover your face the boys stopped you.
~We're gonna fly, fly~ I wanna hold you and fly. Will you go with me girl? We're gonna fly, fly~ Our dream is right here it's burning in my heart girl. Fly Fly~ our time is like a rain shower and the sun crossing over. Fly Fly~ when we come out of the tunnel I'll brightly shine on you~
You looked to them confused as you calmed down, realizing that neither of them were joining you and instead were staring at you. And if you didn't know any better you'd say that they were looking at you with adoration but surely that couldn't be it. There wasn't any way they'd like you like that, is what you kept telling yourself but you suddenly realized how wrong you were when they both uttered out a sentence that made your heart jump into your throat.
At the exact same time they both confessed, "I like you, y/n," then continued staring at each other. Wait a minute, did they both know that they both liked me? You were confused and apparently they noticed it since they were quick to start explaining.
"We told each other a while back to be honest, but we didn't know how to tell you." Jaebum said softly, not wanting to scare you with the truth that was suddenly being told to you.
Jackson noticed his hesitation to continue so he helped him out. "Yeah, we didn't want to tell you because we didn't want you to feel burdened by knowing the truth. We didn't want you to hate yourself for choosing one or neither of us."
You looked down slightly, thinking over the possibilities of what could happen if you chose one. You did that with the both of them, trying to figure out which one you liked. You liked them both but you realized that only one of them could make your heart race, only one could make you so nervous you felt like butterflies were constantly flying around in your stomach, and that one was the one that you wanted to be with.
Smiling you looked to the boy, although you felt bad for the other knowing it was hard for the both of them, and started to confess. "I like you both too, but I'm sorry. I choose -"
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Babababaaaa~~ Soooo, who would you choose????


First Love(Sehun-EXO)

Requested by: kpop-panda55
~Oh oh oh oh(the secret diary of my first love)ah-yeah. Step by step, I follow you. Without you knowing, I match my footsteps with yours. Your scent passes by my clothes. Why am I so nervous? It's so sweet~
Fans, what does that word mean? To normal people fans are people that squeal and flip out over their favorite group. To other fans, some are like a family that bonds together over their favorite groups while others are seen as enemies. To that idol or group though, fans are precious. They are the reason the idol is able to do what they love, what they're passionate about. And to your boyfriend, Oh Sehun of EXO, well fans were basically a second family to him. He loved them, and you understood.
Even though you understood, you were hurt when no matter how much you tried to show them. Tried to explain that you actually really liked your boyfriend. None of them cared it seemed like, and you were getting so much hate in such little time that it honestly shocked you. Most of all though, you were hurt from the things you'd read. Some pointed out the fact that you were just 'using' Sehun and some pointed out all your flaws, what you were the most insecure about they would somehow find out and make fun of them.
Of course, you couldn't tell Sehun. How could you when he loves them so much, when they help him and his group continue their dream. You couldn't and it really hurt you to lie to him, but you couldn't think of a better solution. Honestly, you wanted to defend yourself but that would involve Sehun seeing it all and that would most definitely not work out.
~That small and pretty hand is almost about to touch almost about to touch, it tickles my heart. I'm holding onto this soft warmth. our innocent love story has only been told to me~
"Jagiya~"
You quickly locked your phone and put a smile on your face, turning to greet your boyfriend. "Hey, Hunnie~"
He chuckled and hopped onto the couch next to you, laying his head on your lap and closed his eyes when you started to run your fingers through your hair. "What's the plan for today?" He asked as he yawned and looked up to you lazily.
"Hmm~ I was just about to head to the store to get stuff to make for dinner. Want to come with?"
His eyes widened and he jumped off the couch, quickly heading into the foyer so he could get his shoes and wallet. You let out a laugh and got up after him, though at a slower pace than his. Then once you two were ready you set out and headed in the direction of the store, you ignoring the multiple pings coming from your phone and informed the curious Sehun that it was probably just notifications and you'd check later.
~My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) It feels like I'm floating above the clouds, it feels like I could fly, this gentle heart pounding. You came to me and bloomed(a pretty single stemmed rose)~
You two had arrived at the store and were wondering around, finding the things you would need for dinner. Sehun had used his aegyo on you multiple times to get you to buy stuff you really didn't want to, and it aggravated you that you still were a sucker for him doing that. You sighed as once again your boyfriend had just used his cuteness to spoil him and get him something else.
"Yah!" You shouted softly and pulled on his ear lightly, making sure to get his attention. "Go away~"
"Wah?!" He shouted back and looked at you with wide eyes. "Wae?"
"Because you keep using aegyo to get me to buy you a bunch of extra crap, you're going to make me go broke on this shopping trip alone!"
He smirked and got closer to you, making you almost giggle but you bit your lip to hold it in. "I can always repay you jagi, you know that."
You narrowed his eyes and poked at his chest, "I don't think so. Go!"
~You are my light (my light that shines in my heart) A secret that no one knows (a secret only we want to keep) The most dazzling picture (my picture, such a beautiful picture, love) Every day, I practiced all the sweet sweet words ~
He pouted and sighed before turning and walking to who knows where to wait as you got the rest of the items on your list. Once he was out of sight you smiled at his behavior and then pulled out your phone, your smile dropping as you saw the many notifications from twitter and instagram that most likely involved hate messages.
And of course, you were right. You scrolled through the many messages and felt tears starting to prick your eyes, but you quickly wiped them away. Sehun would notice, you told yourself as you sucked in a deep breath and went to put your phone away. You stopped though when your eyes caught a picture that was taken just a few minutes ago when Sehun had gotten close to you. The message underneath said, I just overheard them! He said he'd pay for her crap! She's totally just using him for his money! Ugh, she just needs to go away!! Seriously!
Your eyes widened and your heart stopped when you read the un-true words, wanting to defend yourself but you couldn't. You were frozen and tears were about to start falling down your cheeks, and unfortunately you didn't think you'd be able to stop them.
"Jagi, are you ready to check out?"
~But when you look at me and smile they all melt down, out of my memory. But nothing else is needed when it comes to a boy and girl's first love. With clear eyes, you whispered to me and in that reflection, I am smiling~
You quickly made sure your cheeks and eyes were dry then set your phone down, grabbing the last thing on your list then turning quickly towards your boyfriend. "Mhm," you smiled over at him.
"You okay?" He asked, always somehow being able to see right through your facade which surprised you each time.
"Of course," you said to keep up the act. "Just tired is all."
"Oh, well here. Let me push the cart okay?"
You smiled and stood aside as he grabbed onto the railing and started towards the check out aisles, you following quickly.
-short time skip-
You had paid and you were both now headed to your house, and Sehun kept pestering you about why your eyes were red and why you seemed upset. It surprised you since you thought that he'd drop the subject by now, but apparently he wasn't going to just ignore it this time. So you noticed something that would save you some time and you silently thanked God before turning and mentioning the forgotten bag to Sehun, who in turn offered to run back and get it but not before telling you to stay where you were.
So now here you were, leaning against the wall and waiting for your boyfriend to come back with what you are now going to call your personal life saver. Even though it was weird to call a bag of tomatoes that, you would since it ultimately saved you from having to keep lying to the one you loved.
"Well, would you look what we have here."
~My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) Everything looks different. Why am I wandering through dreams every day? Everyone has this dream at least once. Even your name makes my heart flutter, this dream called first love~
Your eyes widened and you looked up quickly, suddenly seeming a lot smaller than the group of girls that were now surrounding you. Gulping, you looked around the street just noticing how quiet it was to see that it was empty. Except for the small group of you guys there was no one out, and it scared you even more knowing no one would help you.
"What do you want?" You asked softly to the girls who honestly didn't look that much older than you, but they definitely looked like they knew a thing or two about how to hit someone.
"We want you to leave our man alone. Stop using him and just die." Die. That word somehow struck fear into you, and started repeating in your head. No one's ever told me to die, you thought with rising panic as the girls got even closer.
Your panic was well placed it seemed as the 'leader' of this group started to pull at your hair, talking about how you were too ugly for him. All the others started to join in too, and now you were partially bent over and gasping for air from the blow one of them just threw to your stomach. I'm too scared to move, you thought as you closed your eyes tightly and prayed for someone to help you.
~I'm falling deeper and deeper, like a child who has seen the world for the first time. The unknown mystery that is you, I want to get to know one by one. Teach me what love is, only you can teach me. Slowly draw it on a white piece of paper so only I can see. Every day, it's crazy, I will be with you, I dream baby. Love you baby baby. You came to me without a sound, carefully spreading more and more~
You wanted to cry out but you couldn't, you were still trying to catch your breath from that first punch. Distantly though, you honestly thought that you heard someone. Someone calling out for them to stop. For them to leave you alone. You thought you were imagining it though, not seeing who would be coming to help you now. But you noticed you weren't when you heard the voice louder this time, clearer, meaning the person was getting closer to you. And you just noticed who it was, even though it was hard to distinguish with the blood rushing in your ears it seemed.
"Yah, leave her alone!" Your lovely boyfriend screamed out as he pulled them off and stood protectively in front of me, as if using his body as my shield.
"S-sehun!" The 'leader' stuttered out, nervous now that her idol had seen them abusing his girlfriend. His love. The girl who meant everything to him.
"What the hell are you doing?!" He screamed out, angry and pissed beyond reason. You glanced up at him and noticed that his shoulders were rigid and shaking, meaning he was a kind of pissed you've never even seen before.
"W-we-"
"Don't even think about making up excuses!" He looked at all of them and then noticed the exo badges one girl had on her shoulder bag, pointing them out. "You're fans?"
~Everything I got to know through you is beautiful, I want to fall asleep forever in this dream. My heart (is white) my cheeks (are red) Our eyes are locked (black) my sky turns (yellow) The moment I stepped inside your world I was born again~
The girls all noded happily, thinking that this was their chance of redemption. Of getting Sehun to forget all of this. But they were wrong, wrong to think that even though they said they were fans that Sehun would just forget the fact that they made you bleed. Their looks of fear intensified when they saw Sehun smirk and heard him let out a low laugh, definitely not a laugh any of the girls there including you had heard before.
"How dare you." He said, calm all of a sudden which frightened even you. "How dare you call yourselves my fans, my group's fans, when you just beat the girl I love. And the hate, was that you as well?" The girls did nothing, just shook in fear and numbness. "Was it?!" Sehun suddenly shouted loudly, making everyone flinch.
"We started it yes," the leader of the girls said when she finally worked up enough nerves to speak. Which quickly disappeared when Sehun grabbed her phone from her hands and smashed it to the ground.
Your hand, which was holding onto your stomach, now moved to your mouth as you watched in surprise and honestly a little fear. Your boyfriend was breathing heavily and had his eyes closed, most likely to calm himself from doing anything other than breaking the girl's phone.
"If you ever," he started saying lowly, "and I mean ever, hurt her or try to lay a hand on her again I will not go easy on you. But I want your names and contacts, all of them, because I'm suing you. And I don't ever want you to call yourselves my fans again, because a true fan would not do this to someone I love. Someone the whole group loves."
You stayed on the ground waiting as the girls sniffled and apologized to you and Sehun, gave him their information, and then scurried off. Heartbroken. You watched your boyfriend with worry as he paced back and forth while on the phone with his manager, telling him the information and not taking no for an answer about suing them. He was royally pissed and you smiled slightly knowing that he did this for you, that your fear of him picking his fans over you instantly disappeared when you saw him fight for you. It made you fall in love with him all over again and you didn't notice the smile still on your face as Sehun crouched in front of you, examining you closely to see what all they had hurt.
"I'm taking you to the hospital," he said and the way he said it you knew it was an order, not a suggestion. So you just nodded and almost laughed when you saw him look at you with confusion. "Why are you smiling?" He asked you cautiously.
You grabbed his face and leaned forward, kissing him softly then wincing and pulling back quickly from the pain in your stomach. "Oh crap that backfired," you wheezed out before letting out a small chuckle. Then you saw Sehun looking you over, concern etched all over his face, so you grabbed his hand and gave it a squeeze. "I love you."
He sighed and cracked a smile, bringing your hand up and giving you a kiss on the back of your hand. "I love you too. Please, don't ever let something like this happen again. Tell me if you get anymore hate, because I honestly thought my heart was going to stop when I saw them hurting you."
"Okay," you paused all of a sudden though and looked at him with confusion. "Wait a minute, how'd you know I was getting hate?"
"Uh, you left your phone in the bag I had and it kept going off so I got curious and checked it. I don't like that you kept that from me though, jagi. I need to know those things."
"Okay, I'm sorry. I just thought you wouldn't believe me, and I didn't want to hurt you since your fans are precious to you."
He cut you off by leaning his forehead against your own. "Those weren't fans baby. If they don't accept you then they don't accept me, and that means they aren't true fans. Now come on," he said as he picked you up. "Let's get you to the hospital."
Then after placing you in his manager's car, which you had not noticed pulled up, the three of you headed off to the hospital. Where Sehun had spent the time doing whatever you asked and made sure you listened to the doctors orders, getting some rest, and cuddled you the rest of the night. It was nice.
She’s Just Right(BamBam-Got7)

Requested by: Ann
Jackson's POV
~Baby, you are just...Just right. Mirror, mirror please tell her. Scale, please tell her too. That she doesn't need to change anything, that she's pretty and perfect just as she is right now. Just be happy, don't worry. Don't look for your flaws. Instead of the mirror, just look into my eyes. Instead of the scale, just get on my back~
"Yah, Jackson get off of me!" Ann, my little sister, scream at me as I tightened my arms around her smaller frame. "Jackson, I can't breathe! Guys, a little help here please?!"
The guys laughed and pulled me of of her, then Mark wrapped his arm around my shoulder to make sure I wouldn't go back and hug her again. I stared at them as if they betrayed me, "How could you chose her over me?"
"Jackson, you were going to kill her if we didn't pull you off." JB hyung told me as he patted my shoulder.
"I wouldn't have killed her, she's my baby sister!"
They all ignored me and greeted Ann, making me look at them with disbelief. I can't believe they just ignored me, I mean I know she's adorable but seriously??
~No matter how much I take you apart and look and look at you, I can't find that part of yourself that you think isn't pretty. If you just stay the way you are now, I want nothing more so don't change anything~
"Are you guys here to dance though?" She asked us, looking at our gym clothes.
I pushed them all away and grabbed Ann, pulling her closer to me as I smiled down at her. "Of course! We've come to get my adorable little sister to teach us some moves!"
She pushed me away and slapped a hand over my mouth. "Shush! I do work here, and if you keep being loud like you always are I could get in trouble. So either you shush or I don't know you, got it?"
"No, I got7."
She hit her forehead and then shook her head, walking away to the reception desk. All the guys started messing around, me joining in, but I noticed that once person didn't speak the whole time we've been here. Turning to BamBam I noticed that he was staring at Ann, making me raise an eyebrow and walk over to him.
~Don't worry about anything because I like everything about you. Don't change anything about yourself. Just as you are (right now) oh (just as you are) Oh (just as you are right now) just stay as you are~
"You okay?"
He jumped and looked over to me with big eyes. "Ah, hyung. You scared me."
"Ah? You should talk to her. She misses you."
"Huh? Oh, a-ani. I'm okay."
Before I could ask him more questions, Ann had come back and was handing Jaebum-hyung a clipboard. "You guys have to sign yourselves in with your information. I have to go get the stuff set up, so when you're finished just hand it to the receptionist and then go to the 4th door on the right. Araseo?"
We all nodded and did as she said, signing in and then heading to the room. Ann-ah was a co-instructor here, she did zumba classes, and she said that she loved her job. She was going to school for ballet, but she injured herself and never went back. It was a shame though, she was an amazing dancer and she could tell stories through her dancing. The whole family was proud to have brought her into our lives, not regretting a single day we spent with her.
~Everything about you is just right. So relax, stop worrying you can believe what I'm saying 100%. So you can erase all of your worries 100%. No matter how much I take you apart and look and look at you, I can't find that part of yourself that you think isn't pretty~
~~
The class had gone well, we were all tired now though. I honestly didn't know how Ann did this every day. It was so tiring just doing one part of the dance, then we had to put it all together. I can honestly say that I think that was harder than having to learn our dances for comebacks. Anyways, now we were all at her house and waiting for Ann to comeback from getting the snacks. We all had decided to have a Disney movie marathon! Like, yes!!
Ann walked in, and set the food down on the coffee table followed by Mark with the drinks. After everyone was settled in, us purposely making BamBam sit next to Ann, we started the movies. The first one up just so happened to be Ann's favorite, The Little Mermaid, and she let out a little squeal of joy when she noticed.
Yes, you want herLook at her, you know you doIt's possible she wants you, tooThere is one way to ask herIt don't take a wordNot a single wordGo on and Sing with me nowSha-la-la-la-la-laMy, oh, myLook at the boy too shyHe ain't gonna Sha-la-la-la-la-laAin't that sadAin't it shame, too badYou gonna miss the girl
We all stopped singing and stared at Ann, amazed, as she continued singing her heart out along with the movie. She giggled when the song was over and then noticed us staring at her, her face turning into a look of confusion.
"What?"
As if our 'spells' were broken we all started cheering and complimenting her. "Ann-ah, that was amazing! You didn't tell me you could sing?!"
She blushed and looked away from all of us. "I can't. Just focus on the movie."
~If you just stay the way you are now, I want nothing more so don't change anything. Don't worry about anything because I like everything about you, don't change anything about yourself. Just as you are (right now) oh (just as you are) Oh (just as you are right now) just stay as you are~
I noticed though that BamBam was still staring at her, a look of admiration on his face. He cleared his throat and stood up then looked down at her. "Ann-ah, can we talk real quick?"
"Hm? Oh yeah sure."
She stood and followed after him, both walking away from the room and away from where I could hear them. So I did what any older brother would do and sneaked after them, putting my ear to the wall of the room they had walked into.
"Jackson, what are you doing?" Mark asked from his spot on the couch.
"Shush! I'm trying to hear."
"Hyung, I'm pretty sure that's spying." I heard Yugyeom tell me.
"Not when she's my little sister and BamBam's about to ask her out."
~I'd find a flaw if there was even a flaw that I could see. You dazzle, you have nothing missing. Do you know how pretty you are in my eyes? I want you. Just as you are, you're the only one. I'd find a flaw if there was even a flaw that I could see. You dazzle, you have nothing missing. Do you know how pretty you are in my eyes? I want you just as you are, you're the only one~
"What?!" All the members shouted as they forgot about the movie and ran over to the wall I was at.
I turned around and shook my head at them. "Really? That is spying."
"Oh shut up Jackson, you were the first one here!" Jaebum-hyung said as he brought his head from the wall.
"Shhh, I think I hear them saying something!"
With that, we all put our ears to the wall again and strained to hear something. We probably weren't even breathing from trying to keep quiet enough to hear.
"You're the one that stopped talking to me though!" Ann told BamBam, as her voice got really close to the wall we were at.
"I know, but I do have a reason. It wasn't like I just forgot about you."
"What reason is that?"
~If you just stay the way you are now, I want nothing more so don't change anything. Don't worry about anything because I like everything about you, don't change anything about yourself~
"Well, you know how busy we've been with the comebacks and everything. But that's not just it! I-I started to feel something I didn't think I was supposed to so I freaked."
"Huh? What exactly were you starting to feel?"
"I-it's not like it's easy for me to just come out and say!"
"Look, BamBam I accept your apology but I'm going to head out now."
We heard her walking towards the door and we started to panic, quickly running into each other to try to get away from the wall.
"I love you!"
We all stopped moving and looked towards the room with our mouths and eyes wide open. Then looking at each other, we all rushed back to the wall and put our ears up against it once more.
"You...what?"
"I love you, I didn't know what I was feeling before. But as soon as I saw you singing and then earlier when I saw you dancing, I knew what I was feeling." We heard him walk closer to where we'd last heard her and then we didn't hear anything for a couple minutes. "I've been in love with you ever since we were first introduced to each other, Ann. And I'm sorry for springing this on you, but I understand if you don't feel the same."
"BamBam, if I could pronounce your real name I would, but I love you too."
My eyes widened as I heard my little sister confess her own feelings. Then everything went silent, making me crawl towards the door to look under the door to make sure they weren't doing anything. She's still my little sister you little pimp, if you touch her your hands are gone. I thought to myself before I saw the door open and Ann and BamBam staring down at me.
"Hyung?"
"Jackson?"
They asked me at the same time, making me stand up and pull her towards me. "Listen here BamBam, if you hurt her I'll hurt you. Understand?"
He quickly nodded and I felt Ann punch my arm, "Quit it! You're scaring him!"
She grabbed his hand and pulled him from the room and into the living room to finish the movie marathon, the guys somehow making it back in there and looking like they had never moved. My mouth opened wide as I stared at them in disbelief, making them all laugh at me and then congratulate the two who were seated way too close on the love seat. So, I walked over and sat down in between them which made Ann sigh and BamBam laugh.
She's growing up too fast, I thought as I wrapped my arm around her shoulder and pulled her into my side.