You Are Special(Suwoong-Boys Republic)

You Are Special(Suwoong-Boys Republic)

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~I don't understand, please tell me, why him? (na na na na) He's only all talk, he's no good for you (na na na na) I felt the pain in your eyes (I'll run for you baby) You hid it with a laugh that sounds different from before (I won't be still)~

You let out a fake laugh and turned your head from the boys who were currently telling a story that you weren't really paying attention to, it had something to do with something Minsu and Sungjun had done the day before that they found hilarious. You knew it probably was considering it was that pair but you honestly couldn't find it in you to smile and laugh along with them. Suwoong, the one among the boys that you felt closer to, must have noticed that you weren't paying attention because the next thing you felt was a hand patting your own. You looked up and saw Suwoong smiling down at you.

"Come on," he said softly and motioned his head towards the door.

Thankful for the excuse to get away from everyone for a bit you followed him out the back door and over to the porch swing that was swinging softly in the wind. You sat beside Suwoong and looked out over the backyard, tucking your feet up under you as he pushed you two lightly. Neither of you said anything instead you both enjoyed the silence and it gave you time to think about everything that had happened recently, why you were acting so reserved and silent.

"Y/n," Suwoong said softly making you look over to him.

"Hmm?"

He reached over and grabbed your hand. "Talk to me," he said softly.

~I'll tell you exactly how it is, just listen, that guy is not right for you. This is who I am, I don't beat around the bush, you're special to me. I can't hold it in, I don't want to just watch anymore. I can't take it, be my girl. I'll say the words I've held in for all this time. If it's okay with you, be my girl~

You sighed and closed your eyes, squeezing his hand slightly thankful for his warmth and presence. "It's b/n," you said softly scared that you would start crying.

"What'd he do this time?" His grip had become tighter and you held on, worried about what he'd do if you let go.

"Just the same old crap really," you muttered.

Suwoong sighed and tightened his grip, almost painfully and you looked over to him out of the corner of your eye. His jaw was tight and you could tell he was pissed, it was written all over his face. Eventually he sighed and stood up making you look up at his tall figure with wide eyes.

"Su-ah?" You asked softly, staring at his back in confusion as he walked to the edge of the porch and stared out over the yard.

"Why don't you leave him?"

"What?"

"Why don't you leave him? You know that how he treats you is horrible, so why don't you break it off with him?" Suwoong was mad and you were starting to get more worried.

"Su-ah, I love him." Tears were starting to form in your eyes and you held them back, not wanting him to see you cry.

"This, the way he treats you, that is not love!" He turned and was facing you while shouting, he wasn't mad at you he was just upset that you stayed with the jerk you call a boyfriend.

~Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down Don't push the favor down. He pretends to be a hotshot, playing around and it's annoying (na na na na) So I don't like him being next to you (na na na na)~

"You don't know that! Suwoong, you don't understand!"

"What don't I understand, y/n? I don't understand the fact that he verbally abuses you just so you'll believe that you don't deserve better?! Y/n, you need to listen to me," he was know on his knees in front of you and he was holding your hands gently in his own. He swallowed nervously before continuing, "You deserve so much better than what that jerk gives you! He doesn't deserve you! I can give you what you deserve, I can be the one to pick you up not bring you down. I just want you to give me a chance."

Your eyes widened as you listened to him, he practically pouring his heart out in front of you and you were stuck. You had no clue what to say since you didn't even know he felt this way. "Su-ah, I-" you were cut off.

"Don't," he sighed, "I don't think I could actually bear listening to you reject me. I understand though, that you don't like me that way. But could you do me a favor? Just don't go back to him, okay?"

~I'll tell you exactly how it is, just listen, that guy is not right for you. This is who I am, I don't beat around the bush, you're special to me. I can't hold it in, I don't want to just watch anymore I can't take it, be my girl. I'll say the words I've held in for all this time. If it's okay with you, be my girl~

"Suwoong!" You said, cutting him off by placing your hand over his mouth. You smiled slightly at him and patted his head. "You've always spoken what you've thought, that's what I've always liked about you. But sometimes you speak your mind too much." You knocked softly on his head making him chuckle. "I thought I loved him, but maybe you're right. Actually I know your right but I just didn't want to admit it."

"Why not? Why would you put yourself through that?"

You sighed, "Because your right. He made me think that I didn't deserve better. I thought that I deserved everything he would say, he made me think I was lucky to have him."

"But you do deserve better!"

"Su-ah, shush and listen." He chuckled as you pushed your finger up against his mouth. "Look, Suwoong I am very happy that you confessed to me. But, I need time. I hve to break things off with b/f and help myself through all of this. Hopefully though after I'm feeling better about myself you'll be there?"

He smiled and grabbed your hand. "Always."

~All around you are players, players who targeted you. I will protect you like a dome, dome, dome. Higher higher goes my desire for you. Just come to me, game is done done done. I can't hold it in, I don't want to just watch anymore. I can't take it, be my girl. I'll say the words I've held in for all this time. If it's okay with you, be my girl ~

Killer(Daehyun-B.A.P)

Requested by: SiaSuYee

~She got the rhythm of my heart I can feel my heart race. Her style's like hit'em Oh My God. No one can swim out of her charm. Even if you just look the feeling comes, shut up Feel it. The picture itself is different, my instincts want it~

"Hey, y/n."

"Hm?" You looked towards your brother, Youngjae, and saw him standing in the doorway to the living room.

"You busy?" He asked slowly, making you confused since it seemed like he was almost hiding something.

"Uh, no?"

"Is that a question?" He asked you, raising an eyebrow.

"No?"

"Is that a question?" He started to laugh at you which in turn made you start laughing.

"Why?"

"Well, I may have brought some company over."

"Company?" You raised an eyebrow at him in suspicion.

"Y/n!" You covered your ears as five boys ran into the room and started screaming  at the top of their lungs.

~she makes me nervous,everyone is fallin'. aimed at my heart Oh. She got this heart, makes me go crazy. She got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"Yah! Yah! Be quiet!" You yelled out.

"Yah! Settle down!" You narrowed your eyes at Youngjae, who had not helped in getting the boys to quiet down. He chuckled and scratched the back of his neck nervously, before walking over to you and sitting beside you. "Sorry, the boys and I had nothing to do, so we were wondering if you wanted to hang out today?"

"Oh? What did you guys have in mind?"

"Hm? Oh, uh. We didn't really plan anything." He paused and looked over to the boys, who were still being loud and crazy. "Hey guys!" They all stopped and looked over to Youngjae who had a small smirk on his face, one I didn't notice. "What do you guys say we go to the arcade?"

The rest of the boys, with the exception of Daehyun, smirked back at Youngjae and all agreed. So, with the boys and their unspoken plan, we all headed out and to the cars that were parked outside the front of the house.  You were in the car with Youngjae and Daehyun while the other four went in the other car with Himchan driving. Youngjae was at the wheel and you were in the front seat, you had tried to convince Daehyun that he could sit in the front but he wouldn't listen to you.

The three of you were humming along to the radio and there was a nice quiet that had settled over the car. You were looking out the window enjoying the scenery, well at least what scenery was there that didn't include buildings.

"We're almost there!" Youngjae suddenly screamed out making you put a hand over your chest in shock and look to him.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul. There's no other way my heart in her hands, she got my heart. You hold me and let me go Girl, you're shaking me up crazily. It's as if my soul will explode the closer i get to you as if my breath will stop, my heart trumbles. I Need U Darlin' i only need you to be here. I love you -in chinese- i love you. Our two gazes meet as if they'll melt I Fell So Hot it's hot~

"Yah! Yoo Youngjae! Why the hell do you always feel the need to shout?! There's only me and Daehyun in here." You hit your brother, which just caused him to laugh and look to Daehyun in the rearview mirror.

"Yah, you don't mind me shouting?"

Daehyun narrowed his eyes slightly, "I never said I didn't."

You laughed as Youngjae's face turned to one of shock. "See," you teased as you poked his arm. "Loudmouth," you muttered as you shook your head.

"Yeah yeah, just get out of my car."

Both you and Dae laughed as you followed Youngjae out of the car and towards the front of the arcade where the others caught up with you guys. Youngjae, who was still pouting, walked inside ahead of all of you so you hurried to follow. Daehyun was chatting with Himchan and telling him why Youngjae was pouting, which made the rest of the boys chuckle and pat your shoulder.

Once you were all inside everyone decided to split off into smaller groups, to make it easier to do what everyone wanted to do. So Himchan and Yongguk split off to go see where Youngjae went and Zelo and Jongup hurried off to the first game they wanted to play. And you looked around nervously as you realized that that left you with Daehyun, who was always look down at his feet and would glance over to you.

~Even if you just look the feeling comes, shut up Feel it. The picture itself is different my instinct want it. She makes me nervous,everyone is fallin'. Aimed at my heart Oh. She got this heart, makes me go crazy, she got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"So, what do you want to do first?" Daehyun asked you softly as he fixed the jacket he had on.

"Uhm, I'm not sure. How about you choose first then if I see something we'll do that next?"

He nodded and smiled at you. "Okay, follow me."

He turned and you followed closely behind as he led you through the crowded room towards his destination. Which turned out to be DDR and honestly it surprised you as Daehyun hurriedly jumped on and put his coins in, then hopped on the arrows and preceded in picking out the song he wanted to dance to.

The music started and Daehyun followed, now he wasn't the best but he wasn't too bad. You held in your giggles and secretly took a video to show the boys, honestly though Daehyun looked like he was having fun so you cheered him on which made him smile over at you. And that one second glimpse made your eyes widen as you looked at the screen and saw the song speed up.

"Daehyun!"

With wide eyes he exclaimed his surprise and quickly tried to follow the arrow steps, but ended up missing. Your eyes widened in surprise and Daehyun suddenly tripped over his own foot and started falling towards you, so you not wanting him to hit the ground and hurt himself hurried over to try to catch him. Of course, since nothing ever turns out the way you want it to, when he hit you the force behind it ended up pushing the both of you down onto the ground. You closed your eyes from the impact and layed there on the ground for a couple seconds, before finally getting the courage to open your eyes.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul, There's no other way. My heart in her hands, she got my heart Ay rip my heart apart,into shreds. If it's you,if it's you it's ok, I'm only my own slave. In this brightned night,i'm having you. I want to comfortably close my eyes Eh-Oh Eh-Oh Wah~

When you opened your eyes you saw a pair of nice brown ones staring right back at you. You felt a blush start to form on your cheeks and quickly willed it away, not wanting him to see you blush. You looked back to Daehyun and was surprised to see a light blush dusting his cheeks. He cleared his throat though and hurriedly got off of you, then grabbed ahold of your hand and helped you up as well.

He cleared his throat and rubbed the back of his neck nervously before speaking. "Uhm, I didn't hurt you did I?" You silently shook your head and kept your gaze on the ground, too nervous to look up. "Good, I mean it's good that I didn't hurt you!"

You smiled slightly at the sight of Daehyun's sudden nervousness, which made him stop and stare at you with wide eyes. Your smile dropped and you hurriedly went to cover your face with panic. Did you have a mark or something on your face? Your thoughts were on full blown panic mode and you were having a hard time controlling them.

Daehyun must've seen your internal struggle because he quickly reached out and brought your hands down, reassuring you that there wasn't anything on your face nor did you have any marks from falling. You stopped your panicking only to forget everything as you looked up and realized how close Dae was. He was looking down at you with an almost gentle-like expression as he scanned your features.

It was a secret that you had a huge crush on the singer, the only person who knew your secret was your older brother. So, seeing Daehyun looking at you like this made your heart race and made you become even more nervous.

"Uh, Daehyun? Is everything alright?" You asked him softly seeing as he still hadn't let go of you, which it wasn't like you were complaining.

He shook his head and brought a hand up to cup your cheek. "Y/n, I need to tell you something."

~you take my breath and make it stop, even the sound of my breath becomes rough. So bright , my eyes burn. Me on the target. Although i have nothing to give , i end up giving more to you naturally, you make me do the impossible. What am i supposed to do? She got this heart, makes me go crazy, she got this heart. In my eyes i can only see you. You make me fall, you make me smile. Everyone calls you like this~

"Y/n, I've been keeping something to myself that I just can't contain anymore."

"What is it?" You were honestly confused now, what all did this singer have that was secret?

Instead of saying something, he grabbed your other cheek with his free hand and leaned forward. Your eyes shut automatically and you braced yourself for the kiss, instead you felt his soft lips touch your forehead gently and then opened your eyes when he layed his own forehead against yours.

"I like you, a lot." He paused as you looked up into his eyes. "And I have for a while, but I was too nervous to tell you anything. I understand also if you don't l-"

You brought your lips up to his cheek and smiled slightly as you answered his unspoken question. "I like you too, Daehyun."

His smile brightened and he quickly squeezed you to him, making you lose your breath but you didn't care. You just wrapped your own arms around his frame and squeezed back. For the first time in a while you were truly happy, and you didn't think anything could take that away.

"Hey, hey. Alright, hands off!"

A hand pulled you back away from Daehyun and you looked up in annoyance to see your brother standing in front of you. "Yah!" He quickly shushed you and faced Daehyun again.

"Listen here, you might be my best friend but if you hurt my little sister you're dead. Understood?"

Daehyun smiled and nodded, promising that he had no intentions of hurting you. All of you laughed when Youngjae suddenly screamed like a girl and wrapped Daehyun in a hug before quickly dragging him towards the exit of the arcade, talking about how they could actually end up being brothers.

You shook your head in embarrassment and hurried after the duo, the boys following closely behind. This is nice, you thought to yourself.

"Yah, y/n! Hurry up or I'll leave you!"

You narrowed your eyes at your older brother than smiled gently as you realized Daehyun was holding the car door open for you. Thanking him you hopped in and your smile broadened as he hopped in beside you, wrapping his arm around your shoulder and pulling you close to him. Yeah, this is really nice.

~Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah She's the killer Bang Bang Yeah she's the killer for my soul, there's no other way. My heart in her hands, she got my heart~

My Home(Yugyeom-Got7)

Requested by: koreabootrash

~When I go into my unlit room all lonely, I take my shoes off and the door rings. It sounds like you calling out to me, I'm automatically completely disarmed. It's like eating love like honey. Embrace me more cozily I want it. Baby What u know, I love you girl, you make me feel like home. Every time you do that do that, you make me feel it feel it. Other women are no, you are in my eyes. Yeah you know I like it. Every time you do that do that, you make me feel it feel it. My home is you you you you you~

Bzzt. Bzzt.

You quickly grabbed your vibrating phone from the coffee table and answered it. "Hello?"

"Hey, y/n!"

"Yugyeommie!!" You smiled widely as you heard his voice on the other end of the line, the voice you've been waiting to hear all morning. "I was waiting for your call~" You said, now pretending to be upset.

"Oh? Mian, JB hyung suddenly called a group meeting."

"Oh? Do you have something to do today suddenly?"

"Nope, I'm all yours for the day~"

"Jinja?!"

"Mhm," you heard him chuckle when he heard you squeal. "So, what did you want to do today?"

"Hmm? I thought we were just going to hang out today?"

"Yeah," his tone turned sad and you understood why. The both of you couldn't even go on a proper date since your relationship was still a secret from everyone, including the boys. They knew about you but they all thought you and Yugyeom were just friends. But as long as you got to spend time with Yugyeom, even if it wasn't a lot, you didn't mind.

~You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are just my home, You are my home girl. You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are my home, girl. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy~

After 20 minutes you heard your doorbell ring and hurried to open it, only to reveal not just your boyfriend but two of his group mates. Jackson and BamBam gave you a quick hug as they came in and you turned to Yugyeom, raising your eyebrow in confusion. He tilted his head and motioned for you to follow him then turned and called out to the boys that he needed to talk to you, after heading back into your room and shutting the door after you were in.

As soon as the door was shut you found yourself wrapped in his arms as he hugged you to him, laying his chin on your head and softly swaying back and forth. "I missed you," he said quietly to you making you smile and wrap your own arms around his waist.

"I missed you too, but I thought it was going to be an us day?"

"Yeah, but when I told the guys that I was coming over here those two begged to come. Even if I said no they'd end up following me anyways." You sighed, knowing he was right and that you wouldn't have him all to yourself today. "Hey, jagi I'm sorry. I really am. You know how much I wanted today to just be you and me."

"Yeah I know, and I understand. I just hate those two sometimes."

He laughed at you and kissed the top of your head before letting you go and grabbing onto your hand. "Come on, we better head back out there before they come in here."

~2:30AM in the morning on my way home. TGIF, everyone else is going out to party. My message alarm is blowing up, even the ringtone is making me tired. It's late but a lot of people are trying to contact me, a lot of people are asking me to come and liven it up. But I go straight to you under my favorites. I'll turn off all the applications that don't have to do with you. Every time you do that do that, you make me feel it feel it. Other women are no, you are in my eyes. Yeah you know I like it. Every time you do that do that, you make me feel it feel it. My home is you you you you you~

30 minutes later and you were sitting slouched down on your couch, rubbing your temple from the sudden headache that had appeared from they boys screaming at each other while playing their game. It was so bad that you had honestly thought about just kicking them all out of your house, yes including your boyfriend since he was screaming along with him. Currently it was Jackson against BamBam and Jackson was letting his anger towards BamBam winning known.

You felt the couch dip and felt yourself lean towards the person now sitting next to you, and after opening your eyes you found it to be Yugyeom smiling gently down at you. You raised an eyebrow at him then glanced towards the other boys, who were oblivious to how close Yugyeom was next to me. Yugyeom surprised you though by leaning over and placing a quick kiss on your cheek, making your eyes widen in panic and causing you to look over to the boys. Relief filled you though when you saw they were still focused on their game and weren't paying the least bit of attention to the pair of you sitting on the couch.

"Headache?" Yugyeom whispered as he wrapped his arm around the back of your shoulder, low enough so the boys wouldn't notice unless they looked over to you two.

You nodded in response and leaned slightly more towards him, glad for his comfort.

"One sec," he said before he got up and headed into the hallway. Then returned after a couple minutes with your migraine pill bottle in his hand. "How many do you take again?"

"Just one," you said smiling at him. Then thanking him you took the pill from his offered hand and swallowed it down with the water bottle he offered you.

He sat back down next to you and started to converse with BamBam who was now shouting out his victory, bragging in Jackson's face who was sitting slouched with defeat on the floor. Shaking your head at them you couldn't help but think about what their reactions would be when you and Yugyeom decide to actually tell them about your relationship. You glanced over to Yugyeom while he was laughing and admired his smile, his features, admired the fact that he had asked you out.

~You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are just my home, You are my home girl. You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are my home, girl. When I go home after a tiring day. You take the weight off my shoulders, when I see you. I put my legs on the sofa, kicked back relax. Hot hot bath time just lay back. You are the vitamin of my life, my girl!. I want to show you off to the whole world. You will always be by my side Baby you yeah you are just my home~

"Oooo~ y/n is staring at Yugyeom! What? Starting to crush on him?" Jackson asked playfully, making your eyes widen and your cheeks start to heaten.

"Shut up!" You said as you threw a pillow and hit him in the head with it, making everyone laugh.

You looked to Yugyeom out of the corner of your eye and saw him smiling down at you, actually it was more of a smirk now that you looked at it. That little- He was laughing at you! You narrowed your eyes and stood up, walking over to where BamBam was sitting and plopped down next to him. Let's show him, you thought to yourself as you put a small pout on your face and looked over to BamBam.

"Oppa~ They're being mean to me!" You called out as you pouted up at him, almost laughing when he smiled down at you. No one could resist the pout that much was known since it's helped you get out of many situations with the guys.

"Oh? Well, don't worry. Oppa will protect you!"

You let out a chuckle and then gladly accepted BamBam's hug, peeking over to where Yugyeom was sitting with a blank face. Since you knew him so well though you knew what he was doing, he was glaring at BamBam's arms. Anyone probably wouldn't notice it since it was subtle but you could tell that your plan was working. Of course said plan got even better when Jackson decided to pitch in and jump on top of the two of you, laying on top.

You groaned at the sudden extra weight and tried to push him off. "Ugh, Oppa~ Get off! I can't breathe!"

Jackson faked a gasp and layed his hand on his chest, "Are you saying I'm fat?"

You rolled your eyes and looked over to BamBam who was also struggling to get Jackson's body off of us. "BamBam," you whispered. Then you started to mouth a countdown and after reaching three you both used what strength you had and managed to push Jackson off onto the floor. Then letting out cries of victory you collapsed back on the couch and let out a sigh, pretending that you had used too much energy.

~You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are just my home, You are my home girl. You are atop my bed, together we are cozy. You are glamorous like the inside of my closet. You are just my home. You are my home, You are my home. You are my home, girl~

Jackson pouted up at you and rubbed his back, "Yah! I'm not fat or heavy!"

"No, you're not fat but you are heavy!" You complained as you pouted back at him.

"Hyung, she's right. You're not fat but you're heavy. Too much muscle," BamBam whispered over to me making me laugh.

You were so busy with the other two you never even noticed that Yugyeom had moved from his previous spot on the couch. "Hyung," he called out to Jackson, "JB hyung said he needs you and BamBam for something."

"No~" They both whined as Jackson grabbed a leg and BamBam grabbed onto my arm. Which neither helped Yugyeom's aggravation the least bit.

"Uhm, you guys should probably go though. You don't want JB to be angry."

At the thought of an angry leader the pair quickly got up and rushed to the front door, calling out goodbyes along the way, then they were out the door and headed back to their dorm leaving you with an aggravated boyfriend. You gave him a small smile as he stood above you, you still seated on the couch.

"Hi," you said trying to act cute to get him to calm down.

"I know what you were doing, don't pretend to be innocent."

"I don't kno-"

"Y/n," him calling out your name made you quickly stop your sentence and lose the smile on your face. You heard him sigh and sit beside you on the couch, then bring you closer to him and he wrapped his arms around you. "I've been thinking about telling them."

~You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy. You're my one and only home girl, I'll be your one and only home boy~

You looked up to him with big eyes, unsure of what you wanted to do. In the end if things went bad then Yugyeom could loose chances of being with the guys he loved like his own brothers and you didn't want to be the cause of that happening. "Yugye-"

"Shh," he said softly as he cupped your cheek and stared into your eyes. "I-I want to tell them. I want everyone to know that we're going out. I don't want to hide it anymore. I want to be able to take you out on proper dates, and I don't want to ever see you and the guys that close again."

You raised your eyebrows in surprise and looked over to him with uncertainty. "Are you sure?"

"Yes, I don't want to hide us anymore. I love you, y/n, and I want the world to know it."

You smiled and kissed his cheek, "When did you become such a man?"

"Maybe when BamBam had his arms wrapped around you and Jackson was laying on top of you?" He smirked over at you, "Just a guess though."

You laughed and layed your head on his shoulder, "If you're sure than I am too. But if anything goes wrong I don-"

"Nothing's going to go wrong, besides everyone already loves you."

So you spent the rest of day watching movies and snuggling, what you usually do when you have a 'date' but somehow it never got old or tiring. You loved being snuggled up next to him and just relaxing, to you that was the best date.

"You know, even if we announce our relationship I still want dates like this."

He laughed and gave you a quick kiss, "Yeah same. I don't get to relax much so we'll definitely be doing this more."

Confession(Moonbin-Astro)

~I won't talk for long but it's not him. Why do you get attracted to bad boys? Honestly, I'm frustrated, I like you but I still haven't confessed to you~

You sighed as you sat down on a bench outside the school, waiting while you calmed yourself. You had a fight with your boyfriend again, about the same thing. It was always the same, you caught him in bad situations several times so you would call him out of them and he'd accuse you of being 'too clingy'. Honestly, it was starting to piss you off and you were starting to realize why he never had been in a relationship as long as this.

"Y/n?"

You looked to the side and saw your best friend Moonbin walking towards you, him just arriving. You smiled and waved at him, choosing not to say anything about what happened knowing how he'd react. "Well look who's early," you teased him as he took a seat beside you.

"Oh, shut up." He told you as he lightly pushed you and you both laughed. "I had to talk with a teacher before classes about some questions on the homework."

~Hey baby, forget him. I can't just stand here and watch(Come into my arms) When tears come, lean on me and talk to me. It's not time yet but you're always trying to get farther from me~

"What? Am I not smart enough for you to ask me?"

He laughed. "Of course you're smart, but I hate always asking you to help me with my homework."

"That literally makes zero sense," you told him as you laughed. You always felt your mood lift when you talked to Moonbin, it made you realize how lucky you were to have him.

"So, what happened this time?" He asked you, suddenly losing the smile on his face and looking at you seriously.

"W-what are you talking about?" You cursed at yourself mentally for stuttering, you were the worst liar you knew.

He sighed and looked to you. "Seriously, y/n. Tell me what happened."

"Just the same old," you admitted as you looked down at your lap and fought back the sudden tears.

You felt Moonbin's arm wrap around your shoulder and pull you into him. "Hey, don't cry. I'm sorry I made you tell me, I'm just always worried about you. And I know how that jerk treats you."

~Out of the many people, why are you doing such a painful love? And why can't I see anyone else but you? So your heart won't hurt, so tears won't fall from your pretty eyes, I'll kiss you on your red cheeks. Wanna be mine starting from today?~

You didn't say anything, you knew he hated Minsoo and he has since the first time you introduced them to each other. Binnie always warned you about him, but you being you never listened to him and instead did what you wanted. Boy how you wish you could turn back time, back to when you thought you'd be the special girl that would change Minsoo.

"Y/n!" You and Moonbin turned your heads to see Minsoo staring towards the pair of you with an angry scowl on his face. Oh great, you thought as you gathered your things and stood from the bench.

"I'll see you later Binnie," you called back to him as you hurried towards Minsoo. You didn't want him to be anymore annoyed than he already was, you were scared of what would happen.

"So, you're going to accuse me of cheating when you're over there sucking faces with that loser?!" He asked you angrily as he stepped threateningly closer to you, making you take a nervous step back as you stood up for Moonbin.

"We were just talking, and don't call him that!"

~ I'll warm up your hand from this sudden cold. With all my heart, I'll blow hot air on them. Wanna be mine forever?~

Minsoo practically growled as he grabbed onto your arm painfully and started dragging you off. You started to panic and hit his arm hard to try to get his hold off of you, but your efforts turned out to be unsuccessful as he kept his grip. Suddenly though, you were ripped away from his painful grip and pushed behind Moonbin as he stood in front of you. You saw his shoulders were rigid and noticed just how pissed he was.

"Don't you dare touch her like that!" He screamed at Minsoo, his voice carrying out over the entire courtyard which made people gather closer. You know what they say, curiosity killed the cat.

"Oh? And what are you going to do about it? Huh?" Minsoo taunted as he stepped closer to Moonbin, now they were both practically nose to nose.

"Stop it," you told them firmly as you stepped between them and pushed against their chests to separate them. "Guys seriously, stop before you both get into trouble."

~R O C K Y. I'll give you a lot, all of my love. I can't live without you. My heart won't ever change, you already came into my eyes. That spot next to you is empty I just need to go and stand there. Look, you're mine~

Moonbin was the first to back off, but didn't drop his glare as he stared straight at Minsoo. He shot him one more glare as he grabbed my arm softly and looked at the spot where a bruise was sure to form, then grabbed my hand and started to lead me away. We stopped when we heard Minsoo shout out and Moonbin made the mistake of turning around, just as Minsoo was bringing his fist down.

Moonbin's head snapped to the side from the force of the impact, then brought his hand up to his jaw. Your eyes widened as you watched all of it in horror and disbelief. "Moonbin!" You called out as you hurriedly tried to turn his face towards yours so you could see the damage.

You heard Minsoo laugh and start taunting him again, but before Moonbin could turn to finish the fight you turned towards Minsoo and brought your foot up. It connected to the spot where you were aiming and you smirked in victory as he went down to the ground in pain. You heard Moonbin let out a breath of air, which oddly resembled a laugh and felt his arm wrap around your shoulders.

~Now answer me time is ticking tic tac toc (All the times we've met) Autumn is coming. You seem completely different. I'm looking at you, I'm watching over you, I hope you won't push me away anymore~

"We're through. I'm done with you controlling me, and I'm sure as hell done with you making fun of Moonbin. He's more of a man than you'll ever be!" You took of the promise ring that Minsoo had 'gotten' you on you guys' three month-iversary. "I never even want to hear your name again! Have a good life, butthole!"

And with that said, you turned and grabbed Moonbin's arm to help him to the nurse's office. He groaned and complained about you holding onto him and treating him as if he was glass, but you ignored him and continued on your path. You wouldn't lie, you felt extremely guilty that Moonbin was in pain. Of course, he wouldn't tell you he was but you could tell. Every time he'd go to talk he would wince, making it known just how hard Minsoo had punched him.

After we had finally made it to the nurse, he'd gotten checked immediately and was cleared but was given an ice pack to help lessen the pain. We were now sitting in the office after we were called, and now we were waiting for the principal to come out and speak to us. You were pissed, because you knew Minsoo had been the little jerk you've come to realize and 'tattled' on you for you kicking his sensitive area. You let a laugh slip out as a mental image of Minsoo's face clouding over from pain popped into your mind.

~Out of the many people, why are you doing such a painful love? This can't go on, I wanna confess to you now. As much as I waited, I'll care for you that much more. Up until yesterday, we were friends but from today, I'll be your man~

~time skip~

You and Moonbin were now sitting in a cafe, you headed here after school ended to hang out like you used to do often before you met Minsoo. The principal had believed you and Moonbin so instead of us getting in toruble, Minsoo was suspended and you couldn't have been happier. Moonbin though, hadn't said much all day and his behavior was starting to worry you.

"Binnie~" You called out to him softly as you noticed he was spacing out again. "Are you alright?"

"Hmm?" He said as he shook his head and looked to you. "Oh yeah, I'm alright. Just was quite a day is all."

You nodded in understanding, suddenly feeling even more guilty than you did before. "I'm so sorry, Moonbin."

"Why are you sorry?" He asked softly, smiling slightly but then grimaced from the pain it caused.

"Because it's my fault Minsoo hurt you. I know you're mad, but please know that I never knew that he would go that far!"

~I like you so much, I freeze when I see you. My heart doesn't know what to do, I tossed and turned all night. Every day was new, my heart fluttered because of you. What do you think? About us being lovers, not friends~

Moonbin stopped my rambling as he grabbed my hand from across the table and brought it up to his lips, silencing me as he placed a soft kiss on the back. He smiled down at my hand, intertwining our fingers before speaking. And what he said, well let's just say that if I weren't sitting I probably would've fallen flat on my butt.

"Have I ever told you how cute you are when you ramble?"

"You-I-huh?" You asked dumbly as you stared at him, still not comprehending what was happening.

He smirked and suddenly stood, then offered a hand out to me. "Come on," he said softly, "I'll walk you home."

Blushing slightly, you grabbed his outstretched hand and noticed that he never let go as he walked you two out of the cafe. You couldn't help but compare his soft and warm hold to Minsoo's. It made you smiled and unconsciously tighten your hold on his hand, not wanting him to ever let go. You knew you should be upset about doing this kind of this so recently after just breaking up with Minsoo, but honestly you were happy. Overjoyed to be precise.

~So your heart won't hurt, so tears won't fall from your pretty eyes I'll kiss you on your red cheeks. Wanna be mine starting from today? I'll warm up (I'll take courage and confess) Your hand from this sudden cold(Will you accept me?) With all my heart, I'll blow hot air on them. Wanna be mine forever? Because you believed in me, I'll promise you. I like you, can you hear my heart?~

The two of you had made it to your house, sharing stories and laughs along the way. Unfortunately you both had made it sooner than expected, which made you realize that time does go by fast when you're having fun. You smiled at the thought and didn't notice as Moonbin watched you, observing how beautiful you looked in his eyes.

You were brought out of your thoughts by the soft touch of Moonbin's lips against your cheek, as he kissed you goodbye. Then with a big smile and a promise to meet you here tomorrow morning he turned and headed off, leaving you lost in your own thoughts and touching your cheek. I don't regret a thing, you told yourself as you after what seemed like months finally let out a happy smile. I might even have to thank Minsoo for being a buttwipe.

Rainy Day(B-Joo-TOPP DOGG)

~Love is always like a monsoon that comes and goes, it stays for a while and leaves to someplace else. Sweet rain falls for a moment and stops~

You stared out the window, watching as the droplets of rain slid down the glass pane and fell onto the ground. Distantly you heard your phone ring but ignored it, not wanting to move from your spot and not wanting to talk to anyone. You continued to stare out the window and watch the rain fall, much like how yours tears were falling down your cheeks. Sighing, you wiped your cheeks dry yet again then groaned in frustration as more fell.

"I knew you wouldn't answer." You jumped and turned around to see your best friend, Shin Jiho standing in the doorway. Or, as he's also known as Xero. He smile fell when he saw your wet cheeks and puffy red eyes, kneeling in front of you and grabbing your hands.

You didn't pull away but you turned your head, not wanting him to see you crying and then tell the others. "What are you doing here?"

~The sun has gotten too long, I pray that rain falls on this dry city. The only way I can feel you is the rain that drenches me~

"Where else am I supposed to be when my best friend is crying?" He pulled me up then sat down where I was preciously, then he pulled me onto his lap and layed my head on his chest. "It's okay. I'm here now, you're not alone."

The tears started to fall faster as you let yourself feel the grief and pain, finally wanting to cry since you weren't alone. This is why you loved Jiho, ever since you guys had become close friends when you were kids he was always there for you no matter what.

After a little while, the tears finally seemed to stop and you felt like your chest was lighter. Like a burden was taken away from you, leaving you to feel more at peace. Of course, you didn't think you could ever truly feel better ever since you lost him. You didn't even want to think about that night, the night where everything that was so right went so wrong so quickly.

~Every day, every night, in my eyes rain still falls. I wish this rain was a light shower, but it feels like a long monsoon. Why is that?~

"The guys are worried about you," Xero muttered into your hair while rubbing your back. "You want to go see them?"

You kept looking down listening to his heartbeat that was steady, slowly calming down more and more until you were able to breathe regularly. "I don't think seeing them would be be-"

"You know they don't blame you, right? It wasn't your fault y/n, don't you see that?" He grabbed your chin and made you look up at him, his eyes showing honesty and hurt. "None of us blame you, it was an accident. And if he was here, he wouldn't blame you either so you shouldn't blame yourself."

"I was driving the car Jiho, I could have prevented that wreck! I should have died instead of Byungjoo!"

~It feels like you'll come from somewhere. Will you fall like a rain shower? That's just my hopes, it's too late~

Tears welled up in your eyes again and you stood up, angered. Jiho stood up right behind you and grabbed onto your shoulders, making you look into his eyes. "It wasn't your fault, y/n! Stop blaming yourself. Byungjoo wouldn't want you to be like this! If he saw you like this, wanting to be dead, how do you think he'd feel? Huh?"

"It doesn't matter does it?" You said as you stared at him blankly. "He isn't here anymore."

You knocked Jiho's arms off your shoulders and ran into your bathroom, making sure to lock the door behind you. You heard Jiho pounding on the door, trying to reason with you and get you out so you wouldn't be alone. Blocking everything out you slid down the wall and onto the floor, pulling your knees to your chest and silently crying. The banging had stopped and so had the shouting, making you pick up your head and place your chin on your arms.

It doesn't matter does it? He isn't here anymore, "And it's all my fault." You whispered to yourself as you closed your eyes.

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you~

flashback

"Yah, jagi! Come here, quickly!"

You rushed downstairs, worried that something had happened. "What is it Byungjoo?"

You saw him standing in the doorway with the door wide open as he pointed out to the sky. "It's raining!!"

Staring blankly at him you tried to understand what it was that he was so excited about. "Uh huh, shut the door and come in or you'll catch a cold."

You turned and started to walk back upstairs to finish your work when you felt a hand on your arm, stopping you and turning you around to face a smiling Byunjoo. "Come on." He said simply making you look at him with confusion.

"Huh?"

"Come on!" He said, starting to pull you out of the house and out into the rain.

~The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it~

"B-Joo! What are you doing?! We're getting soaked, and I'm not even wearing shoes."

"So?!" You could barely hear him over the sound of the rain falling hard onto the ground.

"We're going to get sick!"

"So? That's why we have each other right? To be there for one another? Come on baby, live a little! Have some fun," he told you as he jumped into a puddle and made sure to splash you.

You shrieked and jumped back then stared at him, "What the hell B-Joo?!"

He laughed and grabbed your hand, twirling you around and then pulling you towards him and starting to dance. You tried to hold your laughter in, not wanting him to win, but eventually you couldn't hold it in anymore and started to laugh as he spun you around. He pulled you to a stop, you pressed against his chest and looking up into his eyes.

"I love you, jagi." He said before he leaned down and kissed you, making this a night you would never forget.

~It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

~~

"Are you serious? I've been busting my butt working to help pay the frikin bills, and I'm tired. I told you I didn't want to go to that thing tonight!!" Byungjoo shouted at you as he stood in the middle of the room.

"You don't think I'm tired? I've been working too, Byungjoo! It's not just you trying to pay bills, and we promised my parents that we'd go tonight over three months ago! You're going to break your promise just because you're tired one night? Is that how little my family and I mean to you?!"

He shook his head and looked away from me, "I don't know why I ever married you." Your eyes widened and he turned, stomping into the bathroom to change.

You hurriedly wiped your eyes and headed downstairs to get your keys and bag in order. You glanced upstairs , listening as you heard him turn the shower on and then started to silently let the tears fall. Lately, your marriage hadn't been going so well due to the fact that you both always had insane work hours and when you finally were together you both were either too tired or didn't feel like doing anything. But to hear him say that, it really hurt you.

~Coming from a long way it was so hard for us to meet, but breaking up was so easy. Each of us had different ways of hurting, it was just the difference of weight. We're strangers now, it's over now~

The silence in the car was becoming unbearable as you drove to your parents house, Byungjoo sitting beside and glaring out the window at the rain. You sighed quietly as you focused your attention back on the road, not realizing that there were tears falling down your cheeks. Neither of you said anything, you too scared to break the tension more so than not wanting to speak. It had started to rain harder and between your eyes being blurry from your tears and the rain hitting the windshield, it was getting harder to see the road.

You felt the car hit a puddle and swerve slightly, making you shriek and grab tightly onto the wheel. "God, can't you even drive?!" Byungjoo stopped short when he saw how you looked. Your eyes were red now from the tears, your cheeks had tear streaks, and you were shaking. He felt his heart break, realizing it was his fault you were like this and wanting to take everything he said back.

He hadn't meant any of it, he loved you more than anything in the world but he was just too tired. He noticed that you had bags under your eyes from sleep deprivation, and felt even worse knowing that you had in fact been having a rough time as well. He reached over and tried to grab your hand, failing when you hit his hand away and grabbed the steering wheel tighter.

~Every day every night, it's useless. The weather said it'd be different today but it was wrong. Look at my head, drenched with your thoughts. Are you with someone else, somewhere?~

"Jagi," he said softly to try to calm you down. "Hey, jagi I'm sorry. Here, pull over and I'll drive okay?"

You ignored him and continued to keep your attention on the road, frustratingly wiping your tears as you tried to see better. Byungjoo grabbed your hand successfully this time and pulled it up to his face, kissing the back of your hand and gently squeezing it.

"I'm sorry, jagi."

"How could you say that?" You said through new tears, not looking at him.

He closed his eyes, his heart breaking even more when he heard your hoarse voice. "I didn't mean it baby. I was tired and aggravated. Not once have I wished that we weren't married, and not once have I regretted marrying you! That was the best decision I have ever made, and I'm so sorry that I've hurt you."

~It feels like you'll come from somewhere. Will you fall like a rain shower? That's just my hopes, it's too late~

You stayed quiet, wanting to forgive him but not really sure if he was telling the truth. You loved him, of course you did, but his words had really hurt you and you weren't sure if he was telling the truth or just saying this cause he felt guilty.

"Baby, please pull over so we can talk. I don't want you driving when you're upset."

You sighed and turned on your turning signal, checking you mirrors and over you shoulder more than once before pulling onto the shoulder. After the car was off Byungjoo unbuckled his seat belt and grabbed your face, pulling you into a kiss that showed you how sorry he was. He pulled back slightly, pushing a strand of hair back as he smiled at you and studied your face.

"God, you're so beautiful. I don't think I have ever seen anyone as beautiful as you." You blushed and hid your smile as you playfully pushed him away.

"Shut up, sweet words won't get you forgiven this time."

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you.The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it. It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

"No? Hmm," he smiled widely and layed his chin in his palm. "What if we go out in the rain and dance like we did three years ago."

Your eyes widened and you quickly looked over to him. "You still remember that?"

"Of course I remember that, we were sick for a week after that." He laughed loudly, making you chuckle and play with your hands. "That's not why I remember it though." You looked over at him confused and saw him staring at you, serious and smiling softly. "I remember that you looked so beautiful with that rain falling down around you. I remember how alive you looked as you twirled around, your hair hitting your face but you didn't care. You just kept smiling and laughing, you looked so beautiful that night, and it made me realize just how lucky I was to have you in my life."

He wiped the tears away that had fallen while you listened to him, falling in love with him all over again. "Okay," you mumbled, "Maybe sweet words will get you forgiven."

He chuckled and leaned over, kissing you once again as you smiled and forgave him. "Okay, okay." You chuckled as you pulled back, motioning for him to put his seat belt on. Once he did, you turned your turning signal on once again and made a quick u-turn once the road was clear.

~After the rain stops maybe you're sorry, maybe. It feels like you're going to come back. Always at that place, on this street we met for the first time, just come back to me~

He looked over to you confused when you did and asked, "Wait a second. Where are we going? I thought we had to get to your parents?"

You smirked over at him. "I'll just tell them you caught the flu."

His eyes widened as he watched you with shock, "You'd lie to your parents?"

You laughed and patted his hand, "Oh please. It's not like you wanted to go anyways."

"I would've gone for you, I'd go anywhere for you."

You looked over to him out of the corner of your eyes, not understanding how someone so amazing could exist. God, you loved him so much and you smiled and he grabbed your hand. The one second you looked over to him, you saw his eyes widen and he started to shout. "Y/n, watch out!"

You quickly turned your head back to the road and saw a truck in your lane, heading towards you. Turning the wheel you tried to get out of the way, not making it sadly as the truck slammed into the side of your car and made it flip. Byungjo reached out and grabbed your hand, squeezing tight as he screamed for you to hold on.

~When rain falls on my lips it feels like I can touch you, feels like I can catch you. The rain resembles you~

flashback ended

You wiped your eyes as you recalled the last time you saw him, panic on his face as he pointed out the truck that had been the cause of Byungjoo's death. You knew it wasn't your fault, it was an accident but you couldn't help but blame yourself. It had been almost half a year since that dreaded accident, but the scar was still fresh and every time someone brought it up it just got deeper and deeper.

You felt a blanket being wrapped around your frame, making you look up and see Jiho sitting on the floor beside you with his arm now around your shoulders pulling you towards him. He didn't say anything, just kept his arm around you as you two sat in the silence and thought about Byunjoo. All the good times you all have had played through your mind, making you faintly smile and lay your head on Jiho's shoulder.

"I'm sorry," you whispered into the air quietly to Byungjoo. Jiho said nothing, just tightened his grip on your shoulder. You both turned your heads towards the bathroom window when you heard everything go silent. Standing, you walked to the window and saw that the rain and clouds had disappeared letting the sunlight shine through the window and warm your figure.

"Lookie there," Jiho said over your shoulder as he too looked outside. "I told you he doesn't blame you."

You smiled and layed your palm flat on the now warming glass, closing your eyes and letting out a breath you hadn't realized you were holding. I love you, always.

~The sunlight has gotten wet, I hate the rain so much. I try to forget you but you keep falling, stop it. It's like this every day after you left. All day, rainy day. It's because it's raining~

Hard Carry(Mark-Got7)

Requested by: Ann

~Welcome to my world, let's do this. Call me an issue maker, I'm so ill. Wherever I go, the mood go higher. It's so loud outside the place, crazy energy~

You sighed and rubbed your eyes, still trying to catch your breath from the nightmare you just woke from. Every time you had it everything seemed to be real again, your mother standing over you as she screamed. Your cheek stinging from where she had just hit you, making you fall to the floor while holding your face and trying to stay strong. It was never easy, watching the past over and over again every single night and sometimes you were so scared of reliving it that you wouldn't sleep for days.

You heard your door creak as it was pushed open and you saw your younger brother Yugyeom step in, walking over to you to sit on the edge of the bed. He wasn't your real brother, in fact about six years ago you were put up for adoption when your mother was caught by the police one night. Turns out your neighbors had been home and called the cops, thank god for that because that night she had really lost it. You never really knew what you had done wrong, only knowing that she always would claim you weren't hers, even when you were little she'd say that.

~How I'm doing? Everybody knows it. But I'm not full yet, hungry. Whatever it is, I won't lose spirit. In other words, I have a fighting spirit~

That's when Yugyeom's parents, your new parents, adopted you and took you under their wing. You truly loved them though, they treated you as if you were their own flesh and blood and yugyeom looked up to you. It made you feel safe and protected, so when your nightmares had started to come back recently you didn't tell them because you didn't want them to worry.

"Was it the nightmare again?" Yugyeom asked you softly.

You nodded, but chose not to say anything since you didn't want to worry him either. You didn't even tell him about the nightmares, but one night you two were home alone and the nightmare had gotten so bad that you ended up screaming. Of course yugyeom was freaked out and wouldn't leave your side for the rest off the night, but you had somehow convinced him not to tell your parents. He still didn't know what the nightmares were about though, he also didn't know anything about how you come to be up for adoption.

~Once I appear, the game is over. I get everything I want. I know how to flow with the water. Again today, I do what I have to, hard carry~

"Yah, Ann-ah they're getting worse. I think we should tell mom and dad now."

You shook your head, quickly dismissing the idea. "It'll be fine, yuggie. Come on, do you want to stay in here?"

He nodded and crawled under the covers on the other side of the bed, reaching down and touching his hand to yours to show you that you weren't alone. And smiling you finally drifted off into a dreamless, and more importantly, a nightmare-less sleep.

~~

You woke up the next morning to the sunlight streaming in through the windows and the birds faintly chirping outside. You turned your head and saw Yugyeom still beside you, curled up into a ball under the covers which made you smile. After you covered him up you got out of bed and headed into the bathroom to get ready for the day.

~Let's fly again, fly again, fly again I got this right, don't worry about tomorrow. Today, I'll hard carry only for you~

You washed your face and stared at your reflection in the mirror, and seeing bruises and cuts around your face you gasped and quickly rubbed your eyes. When you opened them again the bruises and cuts were gone, leaving you with sad eyes staring at yourself. Just go away, you thought to yourself as you quickly fled the bathroom. You ended up downstairs, noticing that your parents weren't there which meant that they had gone to work already.

You fixed Yugyeom and yourself some breakfast, although you weren't going to be able to eat anything. You were used to the nightmares by now but you'd never had any hallucinations, and that scared you so much you didn't know what to do. Breakfast was finished by the time you heard rustling coming from upstairs, meaning Yugyeom was awake and headed down here. So by the time he had gotten downstairs, you had fixed his plate and had him sit down then kissed his head before walking to the front door and gathering your things.

"Ann-ah, you have work today?"

"Hm, oh ani. I'm just going to the store for some things, I'll be back soon though don't worry."

"Do you want me to come with you?" He asked as he looked down at you, that's right your younger brother was basically a good foot taller than you.

"Ah, aniyo. I'll be fine," you reassured him before grabbing your stuff and telling him to call you then heading out the door and off to your destination.

~Hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry~

It had been almost an hour since you left the house and you were now currently standing the cafe's bathroom, bent over the sink and hyperventilating. You didn't really know what had happened, one second you were completely fine but then you heard some lady start yelling and you just started like you were going to suffocate. People started touching you which didn't help you at all, just made you panic even more and you made a break for it and found sanctuary in the nearest bathroom.

"Uhm, are you alright?"

Your eyes widened as you realized that the voice was too deep to be a woman's, which most likely meant that you had ran into the men's bathroom. Perfect. You kept trying to get your breathe back when you felt a hand start rubbing your back. The man helped you calm down and walked off to the side, then after hearing the faucet running you felt a damp paper towel wiping your forehead to help cool you down.

~I've never lost a game before. I always see the end, overflowing with passion. We have slight foam but we don't lose when it comes to playing – A skilled gambler~

You felt the towel drop from you face and heard a noise of confusion. "Ann-ah?"

Your eyes darted quickly to see Mark, one of Yugyeom's close friends. "Mark?"

"Hey, are you alright? What are you doing in here?"

"Uhm, I-I'm fine. I, uh, just had a panic attack."

He raised an eyebrow at you, "You have panic attacks?"

"Well, no. This was the first one to be honest."

His eyes widened as he got his phone out, probably to call Yugyeom, and panicking you grabbed his phone from him. "What are you doing?"

"You can't tell Yugyeom."

~The password and ID to this atmosphere, save it. A lot of people call me out again today. After the performance is over, I'm on the plane again. No other comfortable pillow than a cloud~

"Ann-ah, this is serious! You can't be alone when you have a panic attack! This is serious, you could have passed out and no one would have known until someone saw you in here."

"I don't care," You handed his phone back to him. "He can't know. Please, Mark."

Mark sighed and set his phone back into his pocket, giving up for now. "Fine, but I'm walking you back home and you're explaining things to me."

He grabbed your arm and helped you stand up, before leading you by your hand out of the cafe. Eventually you guys reached a park and sat on a bench, you closing your eyes as you felt the wind blow your hair back. Here goes nothing, you thought to yourself as you got ready to tell your story to him.

"Uhm, did my parents ever tell you how I came to be adopted?"

He looked over to me confused, "Uhm, no they didn't."

"Good, that means they probably haven't told anyone." You took a deep breath to prepare yourself and looked down at your hands in your lap. "Uhm, the reason I was put up for adoption was because years ago I was abused by my mother."

~Once I appear, the game is over. I get everything I want. I know how to flow with the water. Again today, I do what I have to, hard carry. Let's fly again, fly again, fly again. I got this right, don't worry about tomorrow. Today, I'll hard carry only for you~

Mark stayed silent as he listened to you tell your life story, and you thanked him for that. Knowing that he wasn't going to pity you really made you feel more relief than you thought possible. After you were finished you were staring out over a small pond, watching as a mother duck and her ducklings swam around.

"Yugyeom doesn't know, does he?"

"No," you replied to his question simply.

"I won't tell him," he said softly which made you look over to him relieved.

"You won't?"

He shook his head and looked down at his hands. "It's not my story to tell, but can I share my opinion?" You nodded your head and watched him as he chose his words carefully. "I think you should tell him. I get why you didn't before, he was young and probably wouldn't know how to respond. But he's older now and he really loves you a lot. I think if you were to tell him, to talk to someone else about this it, it wouldn't just help him feel closer to you but it would also help you."

~Hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry. Let it flow, let it flow now. Shake you up, put you up and down, hard carry~

"How?"

He smiled a little before answering, rubbing the back of his neck. "Didn't telling me help you?"

You turned back around, facing the pond again, as you realized that you did indeed feel better. It wasn't like you had forgotten everything, but you felt as if your chest was lighter. Like a burden had been lifted from your shoulders. You turned to face Mark as he was watching you with a soft smile.

You felt heat rush to your cheeks as you turned away again, "It did. Thank you for listening to me Mark."

He reached his hand out, and instead of flinching away like you normally would, you felt calm as he pushed a strand of hair away from your eyes. "Come on," he said standing and reaching out a hand. "Let's get you home."

~If you wanna get this, do as you did. Without a care, just let it be. I wanna be light in the darkness. I just wanna blow your mind, I just wanna show my mind~

The rest of the walk home was spent with you two laughing and him telling ridiculous stories to lighten the mood. After you two reached home, Yugyeom opened the door and looked confused from you to Mark and back again. Both of you were smiling and patted Yugyeom on the head as you headed inside, him hitting Mark's hand away and pouting before pulling you into a tight hug. You immediately hugging back, feeling lucky to have an amazing new family and a new person who you could confide in. And as embarrassing as it was to admit it, you silently found yourself hoping that one day you and Mark could learn even more about each other and develop your friendship.