Oh No That's Okay, I Hope I Didn't Overwhelm U Or Seem Like I Was Guilt-tripping U To Come Back!! I Understand

oh no that's okay, i hope i didn't overwhelm u or seem like i was guilt-tripping u to come back!! i understand sometimes u get burnt out and/or just don't feel like doing something, been there sooo many times, esp w social medias lol

just wanted to express that i reread your works a lot and so i wanted to pop in and say hi :)

i don't see you interacting w other writers on moablr much (not that u are obligated to!!! ik ppl are all busy and have individual lives~) but i wasn't sure if that was voluntary or involuntary so i make sure to stop by occasionally so that maybe you'll feel less lonely hahah ^^;

take care of yourself<33 we'll still be here whenever ur ready! 🥹🩵

don’t worry! you didn’t overwhelm me, i’ve been checking up on my tumblr from time to time, to see if i gained some motivation (and to write but it didn’t work out sm) or if there were requests/messages, so i just happened to check today and find yours! and yes, it’s so easy to burn out lol.

i’m glad you like my work, and thank you! i’m always happy to say hi too.

yeah, i guess i don’t really interact much (or at all..) with other writers. i’m not sure it’s really voluntary but i’m aware that i don’t really initiate it. but i’ll see if i interact more with pages in the future!

and thank you! you’re so sweet anon, i appreciate it a lot. 🫶🏼

ty! will do, and you too.

hi! if ur not too busy do u think u could come up with something for size kink w soobin? pls & thank you ! 💛

SIZE KINK — c.soobin

genre: afab!reader, very suggestive, brothers bestfriend!soobin, bulge kink, size kink (duh), making out, dry humping, dirty talk? that's probably it. wc: 1.8k [requested]

a/n: might be a bit short. hope you enjoy anon!

just like any other saturday, soobin came over to visit your older brother beomgyu and spend the rest of it playing games in his room. it wasn't new to find soobin in the living room, sitting in the couch and scrolling through his phone mindlessly.

it was only natural, considering he almost lived there with you guys with how often he’d come by. so when you crossed his path, you didn't really mind it and conformed to uttering a soft 'hi soobin' before stepping into the kitchen.

"hi y/n" he looks up with a raise of his eyebrows in acknowledgment, shutting off his phone and standing up slightly to move towards the kitchen island. "how's today treating you?" he inquires with a playful smile as he leans over the counter with his elbows.

“it’s treating me fine, soobin. what about you?” you say between yawns while pouring yourself a glass of water.

you had just woken up a few minutes ago, whenever it was sunday you allowed yourself to sleep in as much as you’d like. which is why you were currently standing in the kitchen, wearing your small pajama shorts and a loose t-shirt you found in your brothers room, at noon.

“so far, so good. but i have to say, it’s even better now that you’re here.” he adds boldly, looking down at the marble and then back up at you.

you could see his eyes glimmer mischievously as he ended his sentence, the two orbs dropping lower and trailing down your exposed collarbones, your chest that was exposing just about enough cleavage to help his imagination, and finally, your hands. everything about you looked so dainty and small, soobin couldn’t help but think about how adorable and weirdly hot he found it.

hell, he knew it was wrong to think about his best friend's little sister under this lewd light but it was just so hard not to.

“you really have a way with words don’t you? save them for the girls on your campus.” you grin in response, emptying the glass of cold water in your mouth and feeling the new energy flowing through your body.

if you had to be honest, it’s not like you hadn’t thought about soobin like that before. you were aware of how attractive he was and especially how close to your ideal type he proved to be. soobin was tall, handsome and a literal giant in proportions but also adorable and cute at times.

nevertheless, you pushed those thoughts away quickly whenever you remembered who he was to you. he was your brother’s best friend, he was older than you, he had many other things he could care about other than you… so why bother?

sure, it wouldn't be awful to have some fun with him, especially after not having any form of sexual activity in the past months (not even a kiss), but you were sure it was all not going to happen anyway. so, you tried your best to stay unfazed by his comments and approaches, figuring he was just teasing you.

“i’m not sweet talking you y/n. i’m—“ before he could continue, beomgyu walked into the room with a loud “you can use the shower now!”, signaling that you could start your morning routine and that he could get back to hanging out with his best friend.

“what are you doing here? you could’ve waited in my room man.” he says with an awkward laugh as he taps his friend’s back.

“well, see you around.” you bid your goodbye and go off to continue with your day, not bothering to finish the earlier conversation.

-

why was getting up suddenly so hard? some sort of heavy weight was placed on top of you, not letting you move up or even around in the room of your mattress. this was not like any other sunday morning. were you still dreaming? after squirming in place for a little more you opened your eyes slowly and looked around despite the hazy vision of your only recent wake up call.

moving around (if you could even call it that) helped you figure out two things: 1. whatever it was that was stopping you was laying half on top of you and pressing your side 2. it was breathing. as soon as you realized the second, you started kicking your feet up and turning around in a hurry like crazy.

"woah—! what the—!" the lump under the other blanket started to blurt out in panic, until it moved up and revealed itself. that's when you were met with a confused soobin with the biggest case of bed hair you've seen.

before you could process it, he swiftly took your wrists into his hands and pushed them against the mattress effortlessly, shifting completely on top of you to keep your legs caged between both of his on your sides with ease. finally, if he got kicked once more he was sure he would get bruises.

"hey—!" you shout against his defense before his right palm comes up to cover your mouth clumsily. it was ridiculous how much of your face his hand covered then, all of your jaw and part of your neck being hidden behind it.

"shhh. don't you realize it's super early in the morning?" he whisper-shouts back, frowning and staring into your eyes, finally.

you relaxed and twisted your head around to take in the room, noticing that it was indeed still dark and that the sunset hadn't even happened yet. once you took it in, you took in the sight of soobin, at last. he was breathing loudly, his hair messy, his shirt hanging low on his chest and his eyes waving around as he looked into yours.

"why are you in my bed?" you murmur with a confused frown once he removed his hand, your breathing starting to speed up when you realize the position you're in right now. god, you hoped he was still sleepy enough to not notice the pink blooming in your cheeks.

"i— i don't know. i thought i went into beomgyu's room after i woke up to drink some water... but i guess not." he trails off, his eyes dipping lower from your eyes to your neck, your disheveled hair, your shirt that bunched up and exposed your waist, until he came back up to stare at your mouth for longer.

"i guess not..." you imitate quietly when your gaze also lays on his pouty lips and then back to his eyes.

"i'm sorry y/n" he states in a more deep voice, his tone sounding hushed as he leaned in closer to you, the hand holding your wrist pushing further up and the other dipping the mattress on your side.

"huh? for what?" you mutter out in surprisement at the sudden apology, your voice breaking softly once you feel him get closer.

"for not holding myself back." he whispers back, his hand interlacing with yours and pinning it deeper into the sheets as he catches your breath in a swift kiss. the action earned a small gasp from you, your form stiffening under his hold briefly, unsure of what was happening, until you sighed into his mouth and leaned in.

he softly groaned in satisfaction once he felt you relax and open your mouth more for him, granting him permission to kiss you deeper. "i'm such a shit best friend aren't i? i just couldn't hold it in anymore." he comments as he leaves your lips for a second, the loss of contact already making you disappointed.

but he doesn't stop. his free hand grazes your side softly and grasps your waist roughly, another gasp coming from you that's quickly swallowed by soobin's lips on yours. his kisses are desperate, hungry even. it's like he doesn't want to waste a single second when he's kissing you.

his tongue dips into your bottom lip and then brushes against yours, the wet sound of it starting to get more noticeable as his mouth melts with yours. you weren't sure you expected soobin to get messy like this, saliva mixing with yours, kisses sloppy and needy, you were loving it.

soobin was heavy on top of you, he was making sure he didn't lay his whole body weight, knowing for sure he would crush you, but he was letting himself press against you just enough for you to be trapped below him. if he wanted to, he could do anything he wanted to you, easily. he could make you his personal ragdoll, move you around however he wanted, take you however he wanted.

as his mouth detached from yours to dip lower and start biting and nipping at your neck, the hand on your waist trailed up and stopped right before your breast. "can i? please.." he says in a hushed voice as he licks a small stripe on the bites he left, his breathing ragged already. following your nod he takes your breast in his hand, his grasp being enough to cover it whole. once he gets permission his hands start roaming around your body more and more, grabbing whatever he can. his palms kneading your ass, then playing with your nipples, grasping your hip tightly as he groans into your mouth between kisses.

"you're so small— i could break you if i'm too rough, couldn't i?" he purrs into your ear, biting your earlobe gently and grinning. he didn't know what got into him but seeing you so weak and helpless in his hold was driving him crazy, he never knew he was so big until now.

"you're just— too big." the whiny tone in your voice as you replied was what did it for him. how could you say that to him and expect him not to go insane?

"fuck, don't do that to me." he blurts out as he lets his head fall on your chest, his hands tightening around your hips. "i won't be able to stop." he warns before his fingers dig into your sides and he pushes himself against you, his giant bulge rubbing on your underwear harshly.

"oh my god— soobin, you're huge" you moan out as the shocks of pleasure hit you, your hips instantly jolting forwards to meet his. at this, he starts thrusting his hips harder and faster against you, rocking the bed carelessly.

"yeah? bet that if i fucked you, you'd have a bulge right here. wouldn't you baby?" he questions while rubbing your tummy right above where his dick was pushing into you. "i'd fuck you so deep, you'd feel it in your stomach." he adds with a smirk, looking right into your eyes as if to taunt you. he never once stopped rocking his hips against you, the tip of his cock starting to leak through his boxers and onto your panties, hitting you right with each thrust.

"then do it." you plead in between whines, taking his cheek in your hand and staring into his eyes desperately. "fuck me until you break me."

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© kiztae, 2023

i love your new layout so much 🥹🥹🥹

if you're willing, i was wondering if you could either put your request count and/or list of wips in your pinned so we have an idea of your workload and what's alr been requested before requesting? you don't have to if u don't want to its just an idea!!

ty anon! that's sweet. <3 sure, i'll add it in a bit. i appreciate the thoughtful suggestion!

eeek im so excited sjjsjkd i was the anon from the first ask u posted asking ab pt.2 to this btw <3 anyways cue the live reaction (IM SORRY FOR THE LONG ASK) —

ohmygof he left?? >:( im going to cry if he said he regretted it 😭 the part in the ktichen HELLO?? 🫣 HEY NO WAIT why did yn have to say that atm dsskjsj beomie immediately apologizing hes so 🥺 his mind goes haywire as he remembers the words he said to you, the acts he did on you, and the things you said. his cheeks are soon stained with a bright pink shade... >< DFJKSDJSFKD needy sex >>> "so pretty. so so pretty y/n." goodbye T_T he hooked his finger on the elastic of your panties and hooked them to the side. "sorry, i'm—" you were swollen, plump and wet. you didn't think you were capable of getting so wet, so fast, but apparently you were. "beautiful." he wasn't really talking to you, more like he was thinking out loud. (S)CREAMINGG THE DIRTY TALK + BUILDUP BEFORE YN CUMS IS SO 😵‍💫 i love that you incorporated a bit of insecurity into the mix before they start to actually do it bc it's v reflective of their friendship him holding her to keep her steady >///< i also love how much the word 'warmth' is emphasized i love when stories circle back to the title THAT WAS ALL I WAS PLANNING TO SAY W STATEMENTS THAT START WITH "I LOVE HOW..." BUT,,, I LOVE HOW THEY STILL BANTER DURNG SEX FJSJFKSJF UR SO BIG BRAINED AAAA resenting you for ever keeping this from him... eheheh he connects and tangles his fingers with yours, holding your hands against the mattress as he pounds into you. PLS IM BLUSHING??? HIM ASKING IF YN LIKED IT N JUST THE ENDING AS A WHOLE HES SO CUTE AGHJFKSJ

let me give ur brain a smooch pls i loved both parts so so much<3 'dirty' is def my runner up. how can *everything* u write be good, thats not fair u should have at least one thing that's mid yet u don't??? /j /pos

srsly thank u so so much for indulging in our delusions<3 😵‍💫

hi anon! don't worry about the length, i appreciate every word. <3

thank you for your comments, i'm so happy you enjoyed this so much! and knowing what's good motivates me even more for my next works!!

i also love how much the word 'warmth' is emphasized i love when stories circle back to the title thank you! i try my best to do this, i'm also quite the fan of it lol.

love to know you also liked 'dirty'! you're adorable.

srsly thank u so so much for indulging in our delusions<3 😵‍💫 happy to do so. <3

i just found ur acc, may i ask if u will continue writing? (jaksj sorry 4 my eng, im still learning)

hey there! i honestly wasn't sure if i would post again, especially after leaving this account empty for a while. but i just did! so i guess i will! i hope you get to enjoy some of my future work.

thank you for this message, it was nice to hear!

(don't worry about your english, it's also not my main language, lol)

hi! kiztae here.

just a small update, i'm currently working on:

-> warmth pt.2 !! (sequel to this) POSTED

-> soobin x f.reader (smut and fluff!) POSTED

if you'd like to be tagged in any of the two, please lmk! (comment or send and ask!)