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𝐖𝐞𝐥𝐜𝐨𝐦𝐞 to my blog!! i accept any requests, so please don’t hesitate to send any my way!! ☕️

hello! i’m boki and i’ve been a kpop fan for almost 6 years now (it feels like it’s been a year😭😭). i mostly stan boy groups but i do like new jeans, ive, le sserafim, twice and (g) idle (obviously there are more but those are the groups i listen to the most). ive been a massive the boyz fan for years, along with enhypen, mcnd, treasure and now zerobaseone. i listen to a lot of boy groups other than them, some being boynextdoor, evnne and riize. i also love soloists, some being kang daniel, bibi and hwasa. i also am a big fan of f1 and will happily do request in a f1 setting 🏎️!! i would really like new friends who are into kpop as i live in a country that doesn’t really know about it!! please don’t be afraid to message me!! x🫶

𝐦𝐚𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐫𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭 (work in progress ⚠️)

𝐑𝐞𝐪𝐮𝐞𝐬𝐭𝐬 𝐑𝐮𝐥𝐞𝐬:

- any genre, my favourites being horror and romance💜(i don’t do smut, sorry)

-i accept any type of request (headcannon, one shot etc.)

-mostly doing my ult groups but i will do others! (stray kids, nct, twice etc.)

-i will do a lot of tropes, but i will decline ones that could make me uncomfortable🫶

-please be patient, im a student and i have a very busy school life (especially this year😭)

-i do boy groups requests but if requested i could do girl group request!!

-as i girl, i usually write with female pov but if specified, i could do gender neutral or male pov!! (though male pov might be a bit more difficult for me, i’ll try)

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( requested by → @ellabsprincess )

I actually really like the motifs on these ! it was initially inspired by The Last of Us (one of the greatest games of all time), but I think it works for other contexts too.

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lee heeseung -

right person, wrong timing (part 1)

genre/tw: angst, sad ending

ex/boyfriend heeseung and non specific gender reader!

word count: 0.8k

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opening the email, feeling my fingers shake as i scroll down.

i got in.

i felt the tears run down my face as heeseung embraced me, telling me how proud he was, how he knew i could do it. we both cried, holding each other.

in that moment, i felt overjoyed. i couldnt believe it. a few days later, heeseung was told his audition for hybe was accepted. we were both overjoyed at the fact we could both follow our dreams. but in the coming days, reality swept in.

while heeseung would be staying in korea, i would be moving to germany. the realisation that we couldnt be together so far apart, along with his trainee rules set in. we had only two months left together, so we spent every second together.

we went to all of our favourite places, always trying to forget these were going to be some of our final moments with each other. we also tried out new things, like different restaurants and we even took a pottery class together, where we created little bears for each other. 

the days went quick though, and i found myself having to rush pack in tears the night before i was supposed to leave. i found at least half of my suitcase was full of gifts and clothes heeseung gave me. that night, i didnt sleep at all. instead most of my night was spent crying with heeseung on the phone. 

walking into the airport hand in hand with him was hard. i could feel his grip on my hand tighten the further we walked in, and it broke my heart. as we made our way to the security gate, i turned to him. seeing his eyes full of tears caused me to burst out into tears too, pulling him into my arms. i grabbed his cheek and  kissed him softly, tasting our salty tears. after a few minutes of embracing, he pulled back and pointed at the clock.

“you only- you only have twenty minutes to check in, you should go” 

he couldnt look me in the eyes, while i couldnt take my eyes off of him. i felt so guilty. 

“im so sorry, heeseung. i wish you well in hybe and i know youll get far. please keep me updated.”

“im sorry too, i promise to keep you updated with how it goes”

 “also, just know, i love you, so, so much. ill always love you and ill always be supporting you. and please dont forget me when youre famous.” 

“i love you too, more than i could ever love anyone else. ill never forget you.”

i start walking towards security before turning again,

“goodbye heeseung”

“goodbye”

as i make my way through security, i feel almost as if my heart has been ripped out. waiting , i sit there, holding in tears. when my flight gets called out, i cant help but have tears spill out as i make my way on the plane. the flight goes so slow, so i decide to create a message to send to heeseung when i land. 

when the plane lands, i send the message, throw my phone in my bag, and make my way to the nearest train station.

“heeseung. you probably know this already, but ive loved you ever since you ran into me outside school. your flustered face when you helped me up and kept apologising was the funniest and cutest thing ever. i love your eyes, especially when you ask a question or when you look at something you like. they glow with curiosity and admiration, and its the most beautiful thing ive ever seen (other than your face ofc). i also love your hugs. you’re so incredibly cuddly and it hurts so much to think i wont be able to get hugs from you when im sad anymore. i love your laugh too, its so contagious. its awful i havent been able to see it the last few days. it hurts me to think i wont have you forever like we promised, but i hope you find someone who can love you as much if not more (if thats even possible) than i did, because you deserve it.

I love you, i love you, i love you heeseung, and i wish i could tell you for the rest of my life. ill always be here for you, and although i might not be there right beside you, ill always be right here, only a phone call away. love you xoxoxoxoxoxo”

after a few hours of meeting roomates and getting tours of campus and dorm rooms, i finally lie down, checking my phone.

“i need to hear your voice, ill call you later”

i stayed up, all night, waiting for that call. i never got anything. not then or ever again. i never blamed him though, i couldnt. we just werent meant to be.

soooo, i’ve actually never wrote angst as i’m a very emotional person and this made me cry a lot 😭😭 especially since this is a large fear of mine. i also hate sad endings so i was thinking of making a part two if anyone would like that, or would it be better to leave it like this? i’m indecisive so someone let me know plzzz 🫶 if anyone as tips or criticism i would love to hear it!! thank you for reading this far, i appreciate it!!🤍🤍

ALSO SORRY FOR ANY SPELLING MISTAKES (i hope there isn’t though because i checked this like 20 times. maybe i’m just dumb) 🫶

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PATTERN BANNERS | galaxy 04.

( requested by → Anon )

i will forever love pastel colours 🥹. these are slightly different from the pastels i've done before, so hopefully that's okey !

colours : 001 / 002 / 003 / 004 / 005 / 006 / 007 / 008 / 009

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en- café menu ☕️💫

enhypen as food 🪴

based on a journal spread i did forever ago ->

lee heeseung;

thick fluffy pancakes~

can be customised with maple syrup and butter or lemon and sugar, but will taste delicious either way. heeseung heavily reminds me of pancakes as he’s quite adorable and fluffy too

🥞

park jongseong;

chocolate-chip muffin~

i might get called basic for this, but i swear you can never ever go wrong with a chocolate-chip muffin, no matter what flavour. jay has always been one of my comfort idols just like chocolate chip muffins have always been a comfort food.

🧁

sim jaeyun;

dog-shaped chocolate-chip cookie~

chocolate chip cookies are amazing anyways, but i feel they taste better the cuter they look. also jake has the excitement of a puppy which is adorable

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park sunghoon;

caramel espresso~

caramel flavoured anything is amazing, you can’t convince me otherwise (salted caramel included). i’m also addicted to sunghoon like i am addicted to caffeine

☕️

kim sunoo;

heart shaped strawberry macarons~

if you haven’t tried strawberry macarons, i heavily advise you do as they are delicious. and again, the cuter the food the better the taste. whenever i think of adorable, sunoo is the first person i think of

🍓

yang jungwon;

cat-shaped bread bun~

you can put anything with bread or just eat it on its own, and it will taste amazing (i’m a bread enthusiast), and i feel like jungwon is quite like that too. put him with any member of enhypen (or any group) and he will get along with them. he also is just adorable hence why it’s cat shaped

🥯

nishimura riki;

peach tea boba~

peach has to be my favourite flavour of boba as it doesn’t need any sugar to make it sweeter, it’s so sweet on its own. niki is one of the sweetest people ever and he is perfect without limits

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let me know how you liked this, and whether i should do this with other groups or not! thank you for reading <33

the main song i listened to while making this;