FALLING Otis Milburn

FALLING ↝ otis milburn

summary ↝ based on the song ocean eyes and the song please notice. when your crush on otis starts to grow you can’t help but admire him and notice the little things about him. this causes you to continue falling for him, more and more each day.

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your crush on otis milburn started in middle school. you two knew eachother well, almost best friends but not quite. you had known him for about a year to the date, three days off. 

you and your best friend ever at the time, gwen, had gotten into a heated argument about her starting a rumor about you. that had ended your friendship permanently. your only option was to turn to otis to rant, he welcomed you with open arms and listened to you go on about how you felt. he helped you.

that’s right when you started to fall for him, you would only continue to fall from there. 

now that you were both in highschool you were always seen around together, eric had become a good friend of yours too. he was the first one who called you out on your crush on otis. 

“so when are you going to tell him?” eric whispered to you during class. the teacher had assigned the seats this semester and you were happy with your seating. same table as eric, the table next to you two was otis and some random boys table. 

you shook your head no and rolled your eyes. “no, you know my fear of rejection.” you whispered back. you had told him this more than ten times a week, it became a habit by now. 

you heard him sigh in defeat, giving up for the day. since the lesson was almost over and you didn’t feel like paying any attention to the teacher you looked over at otis. 

the boy next to him had been talking to him for a while, you say otis clench and unclench his jaw a few times with his eyes glued to the front of the classroom. he was clearly annoyed with the boy next to him.

suddenly, his eyes met yours. a smile tugged at his lips when he saw you were already looking at him. he mouthed to you a quick, ‘help me.’ referring to the chatter box next to him. 

you couldn’t help but laugh softly and shake your head. you looked up at the clock that was at the front of the room and pointed to it so otis would look, the bell was about to ring. 

he nodded and started packing up right as the bell rang, you packed up and looked over at eric who face palmed dramatically. he then stepped in front of you to walk with otis to the next class, handing you a note. 

‘he’d be lucky to have you. if he hurts you in any way if you tell him, you know i’ll take care of it.’ 

when you read the note you smiled, nodding at him as a thank you. otis took notice of this and questioned eric about it. eric only hushed him and changed the subject. 

thank god for eric. 

you snapped out of your little daydream and walked to your next class. after this the school day would be over and you’d get to ride home with otis and eric.

making it to the class room you sat down in your normal seat. this class was first aid and safety, to be honest it had to be one of your favorite classes that you had this year. you learned many things and had a lot of free days since you did the worksheets fairly fast.

this gave you time to write your feelings, adding small doodles to go with what you wrote. 

today you had wrote something you called ‘ocean eyes.’ of course it was based around otis. most of your writing and drawing was, he was your inspiration for everything.  

‘I've never fallen from quite this high

Falling into your ocean eyes

Those ocean eyes.’

below those neatly written words was otis with his chin in the palm of his hand, the only colored part was his eyes. the first thing you noticed every time you looked at him. 

you were sat in the back of the class so no one could look over your shoulder and see what you were working on, when anyone asked you simply said it was work for an art class. y’know, like a liar. 

but no one ever walked up to you and looked at what you were doing while standing next to you. until amiee came along.

“i knew you liked milburn! i thought you were only friends but when i saw the way you looked at him, that changed.” she laughed, leaning against your desk as you scrambled to hide your ‘work.’ 

your face was flushed red at this point. “you’re not going to tell him are you?” you asked timidly, looking up at the girl with begging eyes. 

she just laughed and crossed her arms over her chest, looking down at you. a smirk stayed on her lips before she spoke again.

“i won’t, i swear. i find these types of friendships fascinating, i wouldn’t want to ruin the fun!” she giggled, watching as your face twisted into confusion.

“these types of friendships? what are you on about?” you asked, tugging at your earlobe as you spoke.

“the type where there is clearly more that could happen but the two people are too nervous to do anything about it. and i know milburn won’t make the first move.” she explained as if it was nothing, she tended to do that often. 

“you..you’re saying i have a chance.. or something?” you asked in a hopeful tone, eyes practically lighting up at the thought. amiee only nodded and shrugged. 

“take it as you wish, but yes, thats what i’m saying.” she winked before making her way back to her seat.

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you were going to tell him, tonight. with the words or eric and amiee on your side you felt confident. 

you knocked on his front door since he wasn’t answering his texts, kind of odd but you didn’t think too much of it. 

his mother opened the door and seemed thankful to see you. “oh thank god, otis has been in his room all day and i can’t get him to talk to me. he trusts you, so please try.” she begged. all of this hit you way too fast, nonetheless you nodded and rushed upstairs before knocking on his door softly.

“mum, please leave..” he spoke, his voice cracked a bit. your heart hurt at the sound of that. 

“otis, it’s me. what’s going on?” you asked softly, standing by the door and waiting for a response. you heard shuffling before he unlocked the door and let you in, his head hung low. 

before stepping in you wrapped your arms around his body. he needed this, it was obvious. 

“otis, talk to me please, what’s on your mind?” you asked, you could see the sadness and thought all over his face. 

he took a moment before slowly answering. “i’ve been rejected by every person i have ever had a liking to.. and i’m scared to admit to you that i like you more than a best friend.”  

your arms hung loosely around him at this point, your eyes meeting the ones you adored so much. your eyes widened at his words and he stepped away from you. 

before he could say anything you did, “otis, thats why i fucking came here. because i have liked you more than a friend since middle school.” you confessed, finally being able to say what you have wanted to for so long now. 

“you.. you don’t have to say that y’know..” he trailed off, he felt unsure of himself. how could someone so amazing as you like someone as bland like him?

“are you kidding? otis, this- this crush that i’ve had on you for forever has gotten to the point where i know more about you than me! you fill my thoughts every day! i even dream about you for fucks sake, wondering of you have ever done the same! when you get sad or even slightly unhappy i tend to fall and feel bad knowing that i can’t help as much as i want to! otis, i would even go as far as to say i love you. because i do! i love you otis milburn, and i always have. always will..” you rambled until you came to a close with your rant on your true feelings for him. those words were out now, and they always will be. 

he couldn’t take his eyes off of you, he was in awe. he always was when he was ever around you. 

he stood and pulled you close, hugging you. 

he pulled away a bit only to let out a soft, “i love you too. more than anything. always have, always will.” and with that, he leaned in and his lips met yours. just as you’ve always dreamed of. 

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hey! hope you liked this. i have gotten so many song request things it’s crazy! i though mixing two would be cool so yeah. i’m running low on otis gif’s so i might just use some normal asa ones. i apologize for this being late and my work coming out slower than normal, i have been having some family troubles and school things. thank you again for your endless support! 

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Headcanons/ or imagine of the first time Wayne says I love you

*POINTS WILDLY TO THIS ANON* NOW YOU REALLY GET IT MY FRIEND

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The night was cold, and lonely. Clouds gathered outside, promising a storm by the time the sun rose, but for now, silence lingered. For Wayne though, there was a feeling of comfort inside on this particular night. A fortress of blankets and pillows to shield him from the lonely night just beyond the walls of his bedroom; and in his arms, lay (Y/N), sleeping soundly and snuggled close and away from the cold. 

As sleep continued to evade him, Wayne let his tired eyes glaze over his girl. Wayne’s girl. The thought made him smile a little- the fact that she too felt pride in being called his girl. He let his eyes linger on the face he adored, looking utterly at peace as she laid in his arms. Suddenly, and not for the first time by a long shot, he was overwhelmed by a wave of affection for her. For the girl who held him so highly and loved him so dearly. 

Moving carefully so as not to wake her, he shifted to hug her closer, setting his chin on her head and running a hand through her hair. Funny enough, though no danger threatened the little blanket space, he felt protected. She made him feel safe, in a strange way he didn’t quite know how to explain. 

“…I love you, (Y/N).” 

The words were quiet, barely scratching the surface of the silence filling the room, and punctuated with a soft kiss to her temple. To his surprise, she groggily shifted to burry her face into the crook of his neck, a sleepy smile weaving its way onto her beautiful face. 

“I love you too Wayne.” 

just got back from dinner what’s up lol

@ all anons, this is my friend in school, STOP ASKING FOR SMUT, they have stated MULTIPLE TIMES that the don't know how to do smut, calm your horny selves down, and find someone else who does that shit, honestly.

thank you, i love you pal! you’re doing amazing with your monitoring and defending on tumblr

hey pals. i’m having some family issues so my posts won’t be out as quick as i wanted. sorry guys

SNEAKING IN ↝  otis milburn

summary ↝ the reader convinces otis to sneak into the schools swimming pool after hours. what the reader doesn’t know is that almost every teasing thing they do turn otis on more and more.

warnings ↝ sexual content!! first time writing anything light smut wise, so don’t judge me too much, it takes a bit to get to the... sexual stuff..kinda?  + fem!reader

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you had this idea in your head for about four days now and it was finally getting put into motion. you wanted to show otis what an adventure was, one that he wouldn’t normally do.

eric had been busy with this adam bloke so you and otis had been walking with your bikes together to get back home.

“otis, i think it’s time you live a little. and you’re not allowed to say no, just go with it.” you spoke, breaking the comfortable silence. his head snapped towards you and his eyebrows furrowed in confusion.

“what are you on about? you.. you can’t just say i can’t say no to something i know nothing about..?” he trailed off when he looked down at you and saw your annoyed expression.

“alright, alright, i got it. can i ask what we’re doing?” he questioned, his hands shoving into the pockets of his signature jacket.

you held back a smile by chewing lightly on your bottom lip. “well, all i’m going to say is that you should pack a swim suit. ditch the goggles though. i’ll meet you at yours around six?” you hinted, a smile growing on your face as you got on your bike and rode off to get to your house.  

per usual, you left otis dumbfounded and in awe of you.

he shook his head and got on his own bike, riding to his house quickly. he could feel his mind going crazy thinking about what may happen soon with you.

you are the adventurous type, so he wouldn’t be surprised with anything.

he arrived at his house and put away his bike before walking into the house, a dumb grin plastered on his face.

“darling? what’s got you so happy?” his mother asked as he past her line of vision. he simply smiled and shrugged, his cheeks still a bit red.

“y/n and i are going somewhere soon. i think it’s a surprise.” he spoke, running a hand though his hair.

“oh that’s nice.. you two be careful, if anything was to happen please use protect—“ she started to go on a full blown lecture about protection and other aspects of first times before otis covered his ears and groaned.

“mum! nothings going to happen, we are simply friends!! childhood friends!” he huffed, hands still over his ears as he made his way to his room. he brought his hands down to lock his door and fall on the bed.

he needed a bathing suit.

he got up off of his bed and started going though his drawers and closet, it took him a few minutes but he finally found what he was looking for. a pair of yellow swimming trunks, thank god it wasn’t the ones with pink flamingos all over it.

it was only four so he had some time to himself before he was needed to go on an adventure with his lifelong friend, one he might have had a slight crush on since the first year he met her. eric says it’s pretty pathetic considering you met otis when you were both ten. 

this got otis to thinking, you both might be alone since you liked going on adventures with one person, mainly him, or by yourself. 

the words of his other best friend, eric, kept coming back to mind. every single ‘make a move on her you dwit!’ and ‘she’s not going to wait around for you forever mate!’ were on replay. 

the signs of you liking him at least a little bit more than a best friend were all there, you hung around him a lot, had sleepovers when ever you both could, sneaking off to places, telling each other deep dark secrets, and even the fact that you were each others first kiss when you were both 15. 

he should make a move tonight. 

but what kind of move? like kissing? asking you out? both? his mind was racing and he was pacing around his room. only otis could start digging himself deeper into a hole that wasn’t even there in the first place.

he almost didn’t notice how much time passed when the door bell was rung from downstairs. he glanced down at his watch and saw that it was 5:47 pm. you were early! 

his eyes grew wide and he moved quickly to grab the yellow swim trunks from his bed and practically run down the stairs, only to see that his mom answered the door for you.

“oh otis seemed just so delighted that you two were hanging out, even though the both of you are practically together all the time.. that does seem kind of odd though, are you two a thing yet?” she asked, holding the door as you stood in front of her with a sundress and purse on. your eyes met his and he could read your expression with ease. ‘please get us out of this situation.’    

he nodded and stepped in front of his mother, taking hold of your wrist. “alright, thanks mum. we’ll be on our way, see you later!” he rushed his words out while dragging you away to where your bikes laid. 

he heard the door shut and a laugh escape your lips while mounting your bike. “that was a close one, i wouldn’t like a sex talk right now.” you joked, riding around otis while waiting for him.

“try living with her when you leave, she loves you and our friendship.” he sighed, getting on his bike and following you as you lead the way. you only laughed in response, heading to the school. 

“y/n.. what are we doing?” otis asked, not missing the smirk on your face when he questioned you about your adventure plan.

“figure it out care-bear, we have our bathing suits, we are heading to the school, the school has a killer pool, and i happen to have the keys to get in.. put the pieces together yet?” you chuckled, using the nickname that you had originally come up with when you first met him.   

“you’re kidding! this is breaking and entering! we could get in trouble!” he started to ramble, per usual. suddenly you came to stop by the school, otis quickly stopping with you.

“look, do you want to come with me or not? it’ll be fun, i swear. and if we DO get caught, i’ll take the blame. alright?” you attempted to convince him like you always had to. 

eventually he nodded and got off of his bike, letting it fall onto the grass below the two of you. you smiled and dropped your own bike, grabbing his hand and leading the way to the back of the blue gym. 

with his hand still in yours you fished out the keys from your purse, unlocking the door. you failed to notice his red face though, you pretty much always did. 

“alright milburn, we’re in! hurry up and change while i test the waters.” you grinned, placing the keys back in your purse. you slipped off your sundress and set down the purse and dress on the edge of the pool. 

otis nodded and tore his eyes off of you, changing into the swim trunks and tossing his shirt to the side. you both trusted each other enough to respect the others privacy when needed. 

he looked over at where you were and saw you floating on your back with your eyes shut. a smirk found it’s way up to otis’s lips as he jumped into the pool, landing right next to you and sending a wave of water over your body. 

“oh you little shit!” you giggled, splashing him only for him to splash you back. this resulted in a full blown splash war that lasted a few minutes. you then jumped on him, bringing the both of you underwater. your legs wrapped around his waist as he stood up, his hands holding your thighs for support. you both were too busy laughing to notice the position you were in. 

once the laughs died down you saw how close you were to him. your chest was touching his with your legs wrapped around him, your hands holding his shoulders. your faces were a few inches apart. you felt your breath hitch when his eyes flickered down to your lips then back up to your eyes. 

you could feel yourself leaning in closer to him, your lips almost touching his. you could feel his breath on your skin before finally-

“HEY! What are you kids doing here?!” a voice yelled, both yours and otis’s head turned towards the sound. it was the campus security guard, you forgot about him. 

“shit! get up!” you yelled, making sure not to say his name incase the man remembered it, you quickly got out of the pool and managed to grab your purse and dress, slipping your shoes back on. otis managed to get out and grab his belongings, not falling on his ass. you grabbed his free hand and yanked his to the back exit, once you were by your bikes and out of sight you let out a relived sigh. 

you put your dress back on and fixed your shoes since you barley got them on in the first place, otis did the same with his shirt and shoes. 

“back home?” he asked, looking at you for confirmation. you simply nodded and got on your bike, leading the way per usual.  

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you had returned to otis’s home after a bike ride and now you were in his shower, washing the chlorine from your body.

once you got out you remembered that otis put your dress in the wash, that was the only article of clothing you brought with you other than your bathing suit. 

you stepped out of the bathroom and into otis’s room, a towel around your body and you hair still damp. “otis? can i borrow some of your clothes? i didn’t bring any extra with me..” you asked, biting the inside of your cheek while asking. he nodded and dug through his drawers.

he pulled out some gray sweatpants and an old tee he would wear to bed sometimes. it read, ‘i survived my trip to New York!’ on it from when he went a few months back. he put two and two together and came to the conclusion that you needed underwear. he blushed lightly and added a pair of his boxers to the clothes pile he handed to you. you thanked him and turned back to the bathroom to change into his clothes. 

his clothes.

when you put them on you looked in the mirror and smiled. it was cute on you, like when those girls would wear their boyfriends clothing all the time. 

you shook you head before stepping out to otis’ room. when he looked away from his book to start talking to you, he stopped. he just scanned you appearance, you could tell his mind was racing at this point.

“otis..?” you spoke, trying to break the silence. he placed his book on his lap and swallowed deeply, tearing his eyes off of you for a moment. you could tell that he wanted to say something but didn’t know how. 

you furrowed your eyebrows and started to move closer, glancing down at his lap and seeing his grip on his book tighten. then all at once, it hit you. he was a teenage boy after all. 

“otis. move the book.” you demanded, almost one hundred percent sure that your assumptions were right. 

he didn’t move besides when he looked at you, your eyes meeting. he was obviously panicking while you were calm about the whole thing. even.. excited. he clenched his jaw before removing the book and his face flushing a deeper shade of red. he had a fucking boner! quickly, his hands covered his crotch and looked away. 

“well, don’t look at it! i’m already embarrassed enough as it is! give me a bit to think about something to make it go away!” he rushed out, the last part sounding mumbled since he was so unsure that it would even go away.

now or never 

you grabbed his forearms and moved them so you could place yourself on his lap. you released his arms and held the left side of his face softly, making him look at you with his shocked eyes. “wh-” he started to say before you spoke over him.

“what caused this otis? be honest.” you asked, your face inching closer to his. his eyes flickered down to your lips and back up to your eyes, much like at the pool. 

“well- i, uh- remembered what happened at th-the pool. and seeing you in-in my, um, my clothes. it just happened.” he spoke shakily, his teeth grazing his bottom lip. 

you only nodded before leaning in fully. this confirmed that he liked you back, his body could hide it. when your lips touched his you could feel his breath hitch lightly before immediately kissing back. his hands were on your waist to support you sitting on his lap. your tongue grazed over his bottom lip to deepen the kiss further, your tongue exploring his mouth. it took him a few seconds before he responded, letting you take control. 

you pulled back so you both could take a breath, his cheeks were red and his blue eyes were wide. “you want this right? i mean i do, i want to make sure you do.” you asked in a breathy tone. your hand holding the back of his head lightly, you fingers playing with his hair softly. he nodded quickly. 

“of course, i’ve wanted this ever since the beginning of freshman year.” he breathed out, moving forward and connecting your lips again. this time you pushed down on him so he was laying down on the bed. 

“i want to do more than kissing otis.” you spoke, feeling a rush of confidence go through your veins as you removed your shirt, no undergarments. otis bit his bottom lip as his hands gripped the side of your torso. you grinned and held the bottom of his shirt, pulling it off of him so you both were naked from the waist up. 

you dipped down and placed kisses on his neck, sucking lightly until you found his sweet spot. he let out a soft groan when you started leaving a mark, a feeling of success filled you quickly when you heard that noise, the noise he made because of you. 

he suddenly stopped you, making the two of you switch positions so you were on your back and he was over you. without a word he started where you did, at your neck. kissing down your neck, to your chest, and down to your stomach. he stopped at the waistline of your, or his, pants. he looked up at you for a ‘go ahead.’ 

he nodded and started to slip down the sweatpants that hung around your waist, you could feel the nervousness fill your stomach. you dreamed about this countless times almost immediately after you found out what ‘sex’ really was.

suddenly, the door opened. “darling, did you- Oh my goodness!!” jean gasped, dropping the laundry in her hand when she saw what was going on in her sons bed. 

right away you grabbed the blanket and covered yourself, you face burning red with embarrassment. otis practically fell off of his bed in shock. 

“mum!” he screeched, watching his mother leave the room an shut the door. as if she wanted you two to continue. that wasn’t going to happen tonight now that she knew what you two were up to.

the room went silent until you spoke up from the bed. “next time, lets try at my place. i don’t want to keep getting interrupted.” you chuckled, laying back on the bed. otis only laughed and nodded in response, his body laying next to you and looking up at the ceiling. 

“i agree.”

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OKAY SO YOU GUYS MIGHT BE MAD I DIDN’T WRITE FULL BLOWN SMUT LIKE SAID I JUST GOT REALLY NERVOUS AND STUFF! in the future i might write smut, but now right now. i just don’t feel fully comfortable with it. but besides that, let me know if you enjoyed!  

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