So Apparently I Forgot How To Make A Portal (oh Shoot I Forgot To Try The Master Plan) But Basically

So apparently I forgot how to make a portal (oh shoot I forgot to try the master plan) but basically I was trying to put something there (I'm starting to think I'm a light sleeper or sum cause I kept like moving slowly or stopped moving when it felt like I was waking up) lol wait idek where I was lmaooo I think I was on some steps or sum also I got burned by 2 nuclear bombs that didn't kill me but killed everyone else apparently some country was dropping bombs and at first the other dropped somewhere further and like we were evacuating and stuff but then the other one dropped while I was crossing the street with my mom and like I ain't gone lie the faces of the people looking at it drop was kinda terrifying like this (😮just like watching it drop) but I didn't turn around because like ew bout it went off when I was laying on the ground yo ts hurted I was like damn ik ts finna be tragic so I got up (I was kinda scared cause like offed people) but I think I was the only one that got up so I got scared someone was gone find me and i was like oh shii but aside from that i almost made a shifting attempt so🤷🏾‍♀️

Idk if I'm tweakin but like sometimes when I do something or like think of something then when I'm watching a content it's the same thing like that's so cool like why am I gaslighting myself into thinking we're same lmaooo

And if you don't know now you know (real og's listen to this) (I got it from tiktok....)

Do you ever just be chillin and be like damn what they doing on Tumblr💀💀💀💀 like I would be scrolling on tiktok or sum shi and be like .....damn what they doing over there like lmaooo IM LIT ASF RN I just found out they have full odd squad eps on YouTube like damn I could've just watched ts on YouTube instead of just waiting till it comes on the TV like SAY LESS I was finna go snatch my mom's wig off for changing the channel like holon I'm tryna see what's coming on after this but shiii (I ain't gone lie soundcheck would've had to run my fade cause if I had a car and the tires disappeared maaaannn somebody gone have to catch these hands like fuck you mean the song took away my wheels also if there were four suns I think I would actually die from how hot it is I ain't gone lie)

So I was just gonna put it in dream log but I think it's kinda funny

So what happened was I was supposed to get married to this one guy (I think he was supposed to be a king or sum) ig and like I didn't want to get married so I was going to run away and like one of the ladies that work for him saw me and was kinda giving me a look like (don't run away) but like I was finna run anyway so like I ran and like I was gonna go upstairs (idk why) like I was just tryna go but then I heard him like yelling or sum and like this dude was coming after me (like bro can't you just marry someone else like it's really not that deep) but yeah I was gone....UNTIL bro actually started chasing me when i tell you my soul left entirely tell me why when I looked back bro was coming full speed in my direction I HAVE NEVER SCREAMED SO LOUD I ain't gone even lie I have never been chased like this ts is TERRIFYING idk bruh like I couldn't even run anymore like I was so mortified I just gave up and let bro catch me I just excepted my fate like bro I was crying so hard like wtf its not even about the marriage anymore it's about the speed he was going at like what? I have NEVER oh yeah so he did catch me but idk what he said he was just yelling at me ALSO it's the fact that when I was getting chased one of the ladies yelled 'STOP!!'........👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀FYM STOP THERE IS A GROWN MAN COMING IN MY DIRECTION bro I'm not even gone lie when he was chasing me I felt like I was dying like I literally have never been that scared I'm so serious like bro is the marriage THAT important bro ts was crazyyyyy (visual representation of what my face looked like when I saw him right behind me)

The master plan I'm thinking of trying (based on what worked when I was making shifting attempts)

Attempting to shift but saying the affirmations out loud??? (Since I got close with doing this before |in dreamland| I was just like maybe I should try it again) also I probably said it out loud because maybe I was thinking too much idk

I also did reality checks I think to call it (I would always like count my fingers) and like sometimes I would count it in dream (or just like using senses in general) and be like oh I can make a shifting attempt rn (since I usually would do sort of like a off-brand lucid dream method (or was it) well Ig I just like to do it in dream so I would just do it like that

I wonder what would happen if I combine it lol idk because like it kinda feels like I keep scaring myself that it might work like I'm tweakin