IM SICCKKKKK I Just Wanna Be With My Bf Man I Don't Want No Problems BruhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHH CRYING SCREAMING

IM SICCKKKKK I just wanna be with my bf man I don't want no problems bruhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHH CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP THROWN AGAINST THE WALL why I get like this Everytime I see him with someone else....like who do you think you are IM OVER HERE TWEAKIN AND SHII OH MY GOOOODDDDDD😤😤😤😤😤😤😡😡😡😡😡😡plzzzzz I don't want any problems like I just miss my man like....where my hug at bae

What do I do if I don't drink coffee or tea (I never had Starbucks so🤷🏾‍♀️) but like I feel like a lot of people like to drink these but for me it's usually soda and water like idk if I'm supposed to switch over like I think people do it at adult age and I am adult technically so like I think im supposed to drink coffee and tea like what's that like🤔

So I was just gonna put it in dream log but I think it's kinda funny

So what happened was I was supposed to get married to this one guy (I think he was supposed to be a king or sum) ig and like I didn't want to get married so I was going to run away and like one of the ladies that work for him saw me and was kinda giving me a look like (don't run away) but like I was finna run anyway so like I ran and like I was gonna go upstairs (idk why) like I was just tryna go but then I heard him like yelling or sum and like this dude was coming after me (like bro can't you just marry someone else like it's really not that deep) but yeah I was gone....UNTIL bro actually started chasing me when i tell you my soul left entirely tell me why when I looked back bro was coming full speed in my direction I HAVE NEVER SCREAMED SO LOUD I ain't gone even lie I have never been chased like this ts is TERRIFYING idk bruh like I couldn't even run anymore like I was so mortified I just gave up and let bro catch me I just excepted my fate like bro I was crying so hard like wtf its not even about the marriage anymore it's about the speed he was going at like what? I have NEVER oh yeah so he did catch me but idk what he said he was just yelling at me ALSO it's the fact that when I was getting chased one of the ladies yelled 'STOP!!'........👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀FYM STOP THERE IS A GROWN MAN COMING IN MY DIRECTION bro I'm not even gone lie when he was chasing me I felt like I was dying like I literally have never been that scared I'm so serious like bro is the marriage THAT important bro ts was crazyyyyy (visual representation of what my face looked like when I saw him right behind me)

The master plan I'm thinking of trying (based on what worked when I was making shifting attempts)

Attempting to shift but saying the affirmations out loud??? (Since I got close with doing this before |in dreamland| I was just like maybe I should try it again) also I probably said it out loud because maybe I was thinking too much idk

I also did reality checks I think to call it (I would always like count my fingers) and like sometimes I would count it in dream (or just like using senses in general) and be like oh I can make a shifting attempt rn (since I usually would do sort of like a off-brand lucid dream method (or was it) well Ig I just like to do it in dream so I would just do it like that

I wonder what would happen if I combine it lol idk because like it kinda feels like I keep scaring myself that it might work like I'm tweakin

So basically what happened was I woke up a few minutes ago ago but like I was in dreamland right and Idk what happened before but ig we couldn't talk to each other there or it was sum country idk and then I was like in some place idk where it was though but some lady was like you gone get arrested or sum and like I think I was saying it was my friend but she was like the people that work there can't talk to each other so I was like dang and she told me to sit on this thing (I didn't know how I was supposed to sit on it) idk I was tryna be respectful and shi but eventually I just sat down and a few minutes later the cop guy came to arrest me but he was tryna put something on my arm or sum and I was like wtf like 😒 so I was trying to wake myself up because I didn't wanna do that (I only noticed that he caught me tryna wake up after I 'woke up') but yeah I woke up and like my room was dark (led lights/regular light was off usually I just keep it on) so ig I was just tryna turn the lights back on and like I thought I was woke fr so I was like damn who tf turned the lights off or like how because the doors locked like are you just sliding under the door but then ig i went to turn the light back on and woke up again and my led lights was on so i was like oh shii i wasnt up i was still sleep but then i just went back ts again lol cause it was still early

This is so not amazing glitter sparkles.....I need a hug from my s/o rn either that or drinking some pink lemonade on the beach in my waiting room😮‍💨