So I Might Get Cancelled In My Idol Life In Five Minutes But Lemme Tell You Why Ok So When I Shift (I

So I might get cancelled in my idol life in five minutes but lemme tell you why ok so when I shift (I just arrived) yeah and then like I eventually have to do idol stuff but what if I run into a fan IK THEY GONE BE SICK OF ME like hi girl like wyd💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀LMAOOOO IMMA BE SOOO like bruh also I can show them my amazing dance skills like it's okkk here's my autograph💋 (💀💀💀💀💀💀👀)

(nothing just thoughts)

Idk if it's because I barely go outside but why is Everytime I gts (go to sleep) somebody tryna date me like I just had 2 guys arguing or me like idk why though like I'm not gonna lie but....bro I'm mid ASF well idk maybe I'm not but like I'm just finding inner peace but like I don't really fit into beauty standards that much ig so like idk like it feels weird why are these random guys here like what's going on or maybe it's because im also funny in my dreams like I'm honored but my bf is in the next reality over so I gotta go

Can't wait to go to my waiting room (can't wait to go to a waiting room???) so I can play the Sims and make cool Sims on their (I don't have a laptop in this reality) THIS ONE IS SO PRETTY I'll probably be playing it so much (my waiting room is cool shut up)

The master plan I'm thinking of trying (based on what worked when I was making shifting attempts)

Attempting to shift but saying the affirmations out loud??? (Since I got close with doing this before |in dreamland| I was just like maybe I should try it again) also I probably said it out loud because maybe I was thinking too much idk

I also did reality checks I think to call it (I would always like count my fingers) and like sometimes I would count it in dream (or just like using senses in general) and be like oh I can make a shifting attempt rn (since I usually would do sort of like a off-brand lucid dream method (or was it) well Ig I just like to do it in dream so I would just do it like that

I wonder what would happen if I combine it lol idk because like it kinda feels like I keep scaring myself that it might work like I'm tweakin

So I was just gonna put it in dream log but I think it's kinda funny

So what happened was I was supposed to get married to this one guy (I think he was supposed to be a king or sum) ig and like I didn't want to get married so I was going to run away and like one of the ladies that work for him saw me and was kinda giving me a look like (don't run away) but like I was finna run anyway so like I ran and like I was gonna go upstairs (idk why) like I was just tryna go but then I heard him like yelling or sum and like this dude was coming after me (like bro can't you just marry someone else like it's really not that deep) but yeah I was gone....UNTIL bro actually started chasing me when i tell you my soul left entirely tell me why when I looked back bro was coming full speed in my direction I HAVE NEVER SCREAMED SO LOUD I ain't gone even lie I have never been chased like this ts is TERRIFYING idk bruh like I couldn't even run anymore like I was so mortified I just gave up and let bro catch me I just excepted my fate like bro I was crying so hard like wtf its not even about the marriage anymore it's about the speed he was going at like what? I have NEVER oh yeah so he did catch me but idk what he said he was just yelling at me ALSO it's the fact that when I was getting chased one of the ladies yelled 'STOP!!'........👀👀👀👀👀👀👀👀FYM STOP THERE IS A GROWN MAN COMING IN MY DIRECTION bro I'm not even gone lie when he was chasing me I felt like I was dying like I literally have never been that scared I'm so serious like bro is the marriage THAT important bro ts was crazyyyyy (visual representation of what my face looked like when I saw him right behind me)

And if you don't know now you know (real og's listen to this) (I got it from tiktok....)