So I Might Get Cancelled In My Idol Life In Five Minutes But Lemme Tell You Why Ok So When I Shift (I

So I might get cancelled in my idol life in five minutes but lemme tell you why ok so when I shift (I just arrived) yeah and then like I eventually have to do idol stuff but what if I run into a fan IK THEY GONE BE SICK OF ME like hi girl like wyd💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀💀LMAOOOO IMMA BE SOOO like bruh also I can show them my amazing dance skills like it's okkk here's my autograph💋 (💀💀💀💀💀💀👀)

The master plan I'm thinking of trying (based on what worked when I was making shifting attempts)

Attempting to shift but saying the affirmations out loud??? (Since I got close with doing this before |in dreamland| I was just like maybe I should try it again) also I probably said it out loud because maybe I was thinking too much idk

I also did reality checks I think to call it (I would always like count my fingers) and like sometimes I would count it in dream (or just like using senses in general) and be like oh I can make a shifting attempt rn (since I usually would do sort of like a off-brand lucid dream method (or was it) well Ig I just like to do it in dream so I would just do it like that

I wonder what would happen if I combine it lol idk because like it kinda feels like I keep scaring myself that it might work like I'm tweakin

IM SICCKKKKK I just wanna be with my bf man I don't want no problems bruhhhhhhHHHHHHHHHHH CRYING SCREAMING THROWING UP THROWN AGAINST THE WALL why I get like this Everytime I see him with someone else....like who do you think you are IM OVER HERE TWEAKIN AND SHII OH MY GOOOODDDDDD😤😤😤😤😤😤😡😡😡😡😡😡plzzzzz I don't want any problems like I just miss my man like....where my hug at bae

What do I do if I don't drink coffee or tea (I never had Starbucks so🤷🏾‍♀️) but like I feel like a lot of people like to drink these but for me it's usually soda and water like idk if I'm supposed to switch over like I think people do it at adult age and I am adult technically so like I think im supposed to drink coffee and tea like what's that like🤔

Oooh plz let me shift before the red one comes plz let me shift before the red one comes plz let me shift before the red one comes plz let me shift before the red one comes plz let me shift before the red one comes plz let me shift before the red one comes plz let me shift before the red one comes🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾

Do you ever just be chillin and be like damn what they doing on Tumblr💀💀💀💀 like I would be scrolling on tiktok or sum shi and be like .....damn what they doing over there like lmaooo IM LIT ASF RN I just found out they have full odd squad eps on YouTube like damn I could've just watched ts on YouTube instead of just waiting till it comes on the TV like SAY LESS I was finna go snatch my mom's wig off for changing the channel like holon I'm tryna see what's coming on after this but shiii (I ain't gone lie soundcheck would've had to run my fade cause if I had a car and the tires disappeared maaaannn somebody gone have to catch these hands like fuck you mean the song took away my wheels also if there were four suns I think I would actually die from how hot it is I ain't gone lie)