I Know I Am So Queer, But Its Nice To Have Validation.

I know I am so queer, but it’s nice to have validation. 

“queer not as being about who you are having sex with, that can be a dimension of it, but queer as being about the self that is at odds with everything around it and has to invent and create and find a place to speak and to thrive and to live.”

-bell hooks

I hope it helps. 

reblog to diminish the horrors from the person you reblogged from

if i ever come off a little weird and you wonder if theres something wrong with me there is theres actually so many things wrong with me but im doing such a good job being normal. so you should actually be proud of me you should smile and be like wow youre doing such a good job and then be on your merry way

everyday i wake up and i go “god i’m so tired. i can’t do this anymore.” and then i get up and i continue to do it

“Oh, you have accomplished so much! Be proud, you true author!” “Well, yeah, but those books took less trouble and self-discipline than using my vacuum and cleaning the apartement Every Fucking Week 2 years in a row!!!”

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Ma ei tea päriselt mis nüüd saab. Kes ma olen, kui ei ole enam lootus, tibuke ega potentsiaal.

Kui mul on pidev väsimus ja saabus menopaus, pole enam tavamõistes nii ilus ega raasugi tüdruk, kui olla aus. Kes ma olen, kui ma ei ole küps, õnnelik,  tasakaalus ja soe, ent ka mitte lootus, tulevikulubadus ega pohhui, mitte miski ei loe.

Kellena ma elan, kes ma olen, mismoodi edasi minna? Kuidas kasvada, kui juba kahanen? Ehk ei peagi püsima pinnal, vaid vee all on oma elu? Aeg on saabunud õppida tundma täiesti uudseid alu?