Ramadan Mubarak To All Those Who Are Observing. May This Holy Month Sooth All Of The Aches Lingering

ramadan mubarak to all those who are observing. may this holy month sooth all of the aches lingering in your heart, wash away whatever burdens that may be weighing you down, reward you for all of the sacrifices that you have had to make in order to survive, shine light through whatever darkness that has made you doubt your place in this world, and grant you the inner peace, genuine happiness, and relief that you have been praying so patiently for.

everyday i wake up and i go “god i’m so tired. i can’t do this anymore.” and then i get up and i continue to do it

if i ever come off a little weird and you wonder if theres something wrong with me there is theres actually so many things wrong with me but im doing such a good job being normal. so you should actually be proud of me you should smile and be like wow youre doing such a good job and then be on your merry way

Krt, ma ei luba midagi. Pole tunnet. Aga postitust jagada (ehk enda juures kättesaadavaks teha) võib ikka. 

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“Oh, you have accomplished so much! Be proud, you true author!” “Well, yeah, but those books took less trouble and self-discipline than using my vacuum and cleaning the apartement Every Fucking Week 2 years in a row!!!”

Totally. Yes. YES! I mean - I personally did not know that I can be autistic, because I never have had any problem with playing with words, understanding jokes, sarcasm or poetry. I thought that if I have no problem with a phrases like: “I love you to the moon and back,” I can not even theoretically be autistic.

So my brand of autism comes with the "takes things literally" dlc but not in the way that I believe people when they say outlandish things but in the way that I believed my mother when she told me I can't draw at age 5 and then again when she told me I'm not an artist when I tried to apply for an art academy so I gave up on drawing around middle school because I took it literally that I am NOT an artist and cannot be. Same for when she told me I can't ever go to college, my child brain just accepted that as fact.

I took it literally when I worked in a factory and they had set goals for us and I worked myself to permanent injury, not understanding the unspoken rule of "take it slow and don't worry about hitting the goal" because the managers knew they could take advantage of me and I'd do what they told me to do and all the other employees disliked me because I tried too hard and that could make the goals higher for everyone but nobody communicated this to me

I think one of the biggest issues with autism evaluations is that they don't explain these things to people being evaluated. Taking things literally doesn't mean I don't understand sarcasm or jokes. It means I am easy to manipulate and take advantage of.