Obsessed With This Post

Obsessed with this post

thank you!

It's okay if it takes a little longer than you thought.

One more add here. Important one. Tell your loved ones that you love them. That they are enough already. They don't have to try harder to be loved. They may take a rest, time off, take care of themselves. You love them so much. Because, you see, noone told me. NO ONE. And I tried and I tried and I tried very hard and no love came. I could not do more. I was at my limit. Yes, we all have limits, surpirsing, ah? So I did what I saw as logical. I killed myself. Because I was as good as it gets and that obviously was not enough. Til this day I don't understand, why I'm alive, because I jumped before train, I really did it - but somehow train just pushed me aside. I spent two weeks in coma and then started to come back. And when I was more or less adequate, people showed up. "How could you do it, you hurt me su bad, I loved you so much, how could you do it to me?!" Shit. SHIT! So ... you could not say it before? You could not help me, when I was so down and spoke to everyone around me, how bad it is, how it hurts even to breathe? And now it's MY fault to try to escape, to hurt you oh, so bad? Fuck you, seriously. Almost 10 years are passed and I'm still pissed. Sorry, it's not your fault, you in tumblr. But say to people that you love them, that they do not have to be more, more, more, they are great already! They may not know otherwise.

"I would kill for you. I would die for you" would you take a break for me? Would you sit down and rest? For a day, a week, a year? Would you let others take care of your needs for me? Would you let yourself be held for me? By me?

Just ... Sanji. Perfect, because he is so imperfect and so vulrnebale and ... when I think about him, I touch myself.

baratie arc sanji is sooooo. he's such a snarling dog leashed to a post except that post is a lighthouse he swore his life to guarding. and then you find out he was the one who made his own leash. everything about him is so "give a wild thing food and it'll never leave". he was a wild thing zeff fed. gin was a wild thing sanji fed. some people love with their teeth bared. some people are just all teeth and therefore just all love. everything is a cage to him btw (he makes it so). the baratie is a cage. zeff's bond is a cage. his body is a cage. four walls and a ceiling over his head - like he learnt the dictionary definition of a home and misunderstood. he's always hungry. he'll make sure you never starve. the door to the cage is open and he's looking at it ravenously, pacing just behind the threshold, never eating and always starving

People aren’t the only ones with vivid imaginations

hi do y'all mind if i misuse this blog entirely for a second. idk why i'm asking i don't actually care they found a new snake it's a New Snake we didn't know about this snake before!!!!