Distance | Drabble

distance | drabble

a/n: im starting to write fics again so this is a practice drabble i wrote to test the y/n waters. ive never posted on tumblr before and this is all just for fun!! enjoy :)

— pairing: jungkook x (f) reader

— genre: friends to lovers, college au, angst

— snippet: as much as you hated the way he only ever seemed to contact you when he wanted something, the sentimental part of you was willingly to keep any piece - no matter how small - of friendship you two had left.

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“you know,” he started, glancing up at you before his gaze flickered back to the numbers on his calculator and the equations on his sheet, “you’re not very good at this.”

you tapped the eraser of your pencil against your lips, eyes squinting in an attempt to decipher the numerous symbols and digits that bombarded your computer screen. “well, you know math has never been my forté.”

he sighs, dropping his pencil onto the paper and leaning forward to push down the top of your laptop so that it hovered right above the keyboard, “very funny," he let out dryly, "but c’mon, that’s not what i’m talking about.”

you let out a groan before pushing your laptop back up to its 90 degree angle. “not to sound mean, but for the hundredth and possibly the thousandth time, i do not give a shit about your love life, jeon.” slightly offended and taken back by your bluntness, he opens his mouth to speak, but you beat him to it, “don’t you have any other friends to annoy? male friends, perhaps? i’m sure they'll know more about your situation than i do."

he rolls his eyes, leaning forward to once again push your laptop down, this time closing it completely. “but you actually know her.”

“fine. want my advice? how about just grow a pair and talk to her like a normal person. you don’t need me as your ‘middle man’.” letting the ice in your words dissipate into thin air, you tap the screen of your phone to see that it’s already 5:30pm. you have plans to attend to.

he watches as you pack away your things, patiently waiting for you to meet his gaze. as your eyes finally lock, a small, playful smile appears on his lips, “but i always need you.”

fighting the urge to roll your eyes, you let out a breath from your nose, “that’s great jeongguk. but what i need, is to leave.” you sling your backpack over your shoulders and start your exit out the building. a small part of you expects him to ask why you’re in such a hurry, but even if he was at all curious, he didn’t make it known.

before you can completely walk past him, he grabs at your wrist, pulling you back slightly. “i'm sorry for being annoying. you’re not mad at me are you?” for the nth time that night, your tired eyes meet his eager ones and you can’t help but feel bad. as much as you hated the way he only ever seemed to contact you when he wanted something, the sentimental part of you was willingly to keep any piece - no matter how small - of friendship you two had left.

swallowing your pride, you open your mouth to speak. “she gets off work at 7 and probably hasn’t eaten anything all day. she loves the spinach feta wrap from starbucks, and i’m sure she’d really appreciate one of those cake pop things too.” he flashes you a toothy grin, and before he can exclaim his gratitude you remove his hand from your wrist and readjust the straps of your weighty backpack. “i’ll see you around.”

watching you escape the confines of the quiet library, he can’t help but feel his heart twinge when he realizes that in the entire three hours you two had spent together, you did not smile at him once.

it sucks to see you again | jjk

cough cough...i am back with my monthly drabble...!

word count; 0.6k words

genre; light angst (exes reuniting), fluff ending!

summary; you knew that you would see him again, but not in this context..

note from kae; oh gosh i am awfully sick..! i think i have caught a cold, which means i am working and studying from home these few days, and this s the perfect chance to come back with a drabble since i have not written in literal months (whoops)-! there is a full sized fic i have been working on but life has been terribly busy for me this year :(

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it sucks to see jeon jungkook again. 

you had broken up with him two years ago, soft and calmly. words spat out like feathers. you and he stayed standing under the giant oak tree. 

the reason for the separation was nothing dramatic. you were sure that he would have a great future, he was intelligent, good-looking, and able to do anything he wanted. you felt mature to the point that you should let him go, go for a brighter future, go in order to chase his dreams. you bit your lip down harshly, trying to hold back any worthless and clumsy tears. trying to mimic the mature and understanding main characters in romcoms, you spoke the words you had practiced millions of times in your head. you wanted him to be better, you knew he could become better. you turned after giving your speech, containing yourself to even spare another glance. 

another glance could mean a lot, you didn’t want to give him the idea that you still want to be with him. although, you did. a lot.

…it sucks to see jeon jungkook again.

the room was filled with awkwardness. the tall and well-built man stood in front of you, professionally dressed, nice mannered. casually offering your manager a hand to shake. you used the corner of your eye to judge him up and down, not able to believe that here he was, standing in front of you, but as the ‘Mr jeon’ instead. eyes widened, you turn to whisper into your coworker’s ear: “this is the new CEO you were talking about?” when your ex has turned to your new boss, what kind of luck is that? 

he walked straight past you, not sparing anyone a glance. you let out the breath you had been holding in from the start. that’s it. he is definitely planning to fire you now. 

perhaps you overthought… because it seems like he has forgotten that you two had been exes. in the past month, almost no words had been exchanged between the two of you. 

you should feel happy that he did not fire you, or tried to talk to you. 

but why do you feel a tiny bit upset…?

it definitely sucks to see jeon jungkook again. 

that night was a department dinner party. everyone tried to offer you drinks for the success of your last project. but the man seated next to you rejected every shot that was offered to you. watching jungkook take each drink one by one, you felt a sense of guilt in your stomach. 

he never really drank before. he avoid alcohol as much as he could. but watching the grown man next to you, you felt nothing but upset, you want to ask him so many questions, how were the past two years? did he get into another relationship? did he suffer through any troubles? you are curious about everything when it comes to him.

after the dinner party, people left in large groups. you offered to call an uber for jungkook. he looked drunk, like, extremely lightheaded. standing up from your chair with your phone in your hand, you feel him tugging onto the corner of your jacket. you turn to meet eyes with his glassy pupils. the corners of his eyes looked red, as if he has just been crying. the guilt you felt earlier rushed up. he opened his mouth to let out a raspy mumble: “are you leaving me again…?” you freeze, not knowing to respond to his question and letting him pull you down back to the seat. he slowly moved towards you, lying his heavy head on your shoulder like a sad little puppy. 

silent moments passed, your hand found the top of his head, ruffling his soft strands, you spoke: “in these few years, you changed so much.” 

he hummed in agreement. 

“but i never stopped loving you, y/n.”

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and until next time,

kae.

seven.

for the 478 request (if it's still open!!) maybe a lil bit of them growing back together? like post-fic, maybe jungkook discovers a small habit that OC does that they never did before?? and he gets :(( abt it bc omg when did that happen and OC is like when u were gone bro but like its fluffy and all?? DO I MAKE SENSE?? (It's alright either way ILY anyway<3)

478: drabble

alternatively, jungkook’s habit becomes yours too <3

[ 478 masterlist ]

Jungkook thought it was only a fluke.

“Is something the matter?” he asks worriedly, eyes strained with concern. You’re too absorbed cooing at Miso on your lap that you didn’t notice your husband staring at you the whole time.

He’s completely unfocused from the movie he’s begged for the two of you to watch instead of your own pick, mouth parting as he sees you do it again.

“No?” you tilt your head, looking equally as confused.

“Are you sure?” Jungkook questions again, rearranging his position so this time he’s the one lying down on your lap and Miso’s the one on his chest, feeling her purrs reverberate all the way to his ribs. “Then why are you playing with your wedding band?”

Oh.

You’ve been doing it a lot these days, unconsciously twisting the platinum on your finger that it catches your husband off-guard every time. He thought it was only a fluke the first time, seeing your gazed zoned out that usually happens when you’re tired from work.

“Really?” you sound just as surprised, looking down on your finger before having the urge to twist it again. In hindsight, your husband’s right — you have been playing with your ring. “It must’ve become a habit when we were on break.”

You recall having the weight of the platinum being your comfort for the month, only taking it off the very last minute before shooting starts and have someone to remind you because you were just that attached to it.

In hindsight, the habit you didn’t even know you had seems to be familiar.

“I think I picked it up from you.”

“Me?” Jungkook’s eyebrows furrow, looking down on his ring finger and just from seeing the band, he gets the urge to twist it around his finger.

He didn’t even know he’s been playing with his wedding band whenever he needed comforted or just wanted to be reminded of you in general, but now that you pointed out, it is familiar.

Jungkook chuckles, making you warm with the way he leans to your touch when you scratch his scalp.

“Oh, yeah. I think you got it from me.”

the most beautiful moment in life trilogy

he’s so handsome