Lastweekscoffee - I Actually Like Tea

I don't wanna people today

I wanna meow and scream

Fuck "using my words"

I wanna

LPS Popular: Thorns and Roses update!

I'm still working on this! Sorry to anyone whos been keeping an eye on it (I doubt there's any but still).

The fic has reached it's halfway point!!!! I'm very excited to say that! I'll be working on it an no other stories until it's finished or I'm burnt out. I can't promise an upload schedule but I can say with confidence I'm aiming to finish it before the end of this month! I'm happy to answer any questions about it lol.

Been meaning to say this for a while, but here's a not so gentle reminder that you don't have to be skinny, white and able bodied to be part of the nonhuman community.

Racism and ableism is sadly rampant in this community and I want this blog to be safe for the beings that feel excluded! If you want to, you can interact with this post if you are or your blog is safe for: fat, POC and disabled nonhumans. I wanna show some support, even if it's just a follow or a reblog here and there.

I am obsessed with the tabaxi mod being a thing. I love tabaxis (is a furry)

I think Gale would love tabaxi's. Same with Karlach. I will not be accepting any ideas that they wouldn't go farel over hearing one purr

Gale would so use the cat dad voice on them tho

There's something I've been thinking about lately, and that's... if I'm non-human on some aspect. I look at the community, and there's parts I relate to. Not feeling 100% human, feeling heavily connected to animals, and at times the disphoria.

I've had this thing that whenever I picture myself without the limitations of what my body is, I always see myself as an animal. That's what I want to be, I want to be some kind of animal. Be that be Coffee, or Savv. If I didn't have to be human, I would be one of them. When I wear stuff that connects me to them its the most comfortable I've been in a very long time. I get these feelings of having cat ears, having a tail, having paws, and I dont understand it. My body has always felt so limited and that's not just because I'm Non-binary. If I could have my ideal body without needing to worry about anything, I would *be* Savv or Coffee. I was told that I should have been born an animal before and it's felt strangel... good.

The reason I'm unsure is that, I don't know if that's just a furry thing. I don't get shifts, I don't have those dreams about being an animal. At least, not very often. I can't confidently say that I am an animal. Just like I can't confidently say I am human. I know you can't choose to be non-human, it's something you just are. I don't know what I am in this department and I just feel very... confused.