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If You Could Have Endless Anything (books, Jewelry, Dvd's, Pets, Food, Etc) What Would You Pick And Why?
if you could have endless anything (books, jewelry, dvd's, pets, food, etc) what would you pick and why?
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ooohhh let me think. the logical answer would be money because i'm broke lmao, but if i could have an endless amount of anything, i would want an endless amount of red bean mochi.
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So happy for your 300 followers! For your event, can I please request Nanami. The song is Mine by The Chainsmokers. Genre, maybe keep it cute and fluffy, domestic romance?

WC: 4.1k (holy shit i have no idea how that happened)
CW: reader is called a girl once, angst to fluff, lovers to strangers to lovers, marriage proposal, a ton of sappy dialogue, light swearing
a/n: hi vee tysm!!! this somehow became not very cute and fluffy, but i hope the ending makes up for it :') special shout out to @not-enough-homestuck-upinthis @hcdwigs @valentiraa + @yeshnn for help with headcannons for teenage nanami!!!
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You had known Nanami since before your days at Jujutsu Tech, your friendship spanning all the way back to middle school when you moved in next door. In high school, the two of you dated, falling deeply in love only for your relationship to end suddenly with the death of Haibara.
One day you were dating your best friend who you knew better than you knew yourself. You knew that he was a bit of a dork who had My Chemical Romance paraphernalia hidden around his room.
You knew that he was shy, and that he placed so much importance on doing the right thing. You knew that when he was thirteen he wanted to learn to play the stylophone and electric guitar so he could start his own band. That he unironically spoke in an old fashioned manner for a few months because he wanted to be âproper.âÂ
You knew that he always brought extra pens in case you forgot yours; his favorite type of bread, and why he loved it so much. You knew that blue was his favorite color because it reminded him of the ocean, that he wanted to go to Malaysia so he can experience true peace without the chaos of the jujutsu world around him.
You knew everything about him, from the bigger aspects to the small quirks that made him him, then you didnât. After Haibaraâs death the boy you knew and loved justâŚdisappeared. He withdrew into himself, stopped talking to you, didnât show up for your date, unresponsive when you reached out to him. Then after graduation, he just left. He didnât break up with you, didnât even say goodbye. He left a note informing you that he was leaving the jujutsu world, and that was it.Â
So when you bumped into him outside the gates of Jujutsu Tech, to say you were surprised was an understatement. Honestly, you had given up hope of meeting him again a long time ago, resigning yourself to remain in this weird limbo where you had no closure but no means of getting it either.
But there he was, completely different from the man you used to know. The lankiness of his teenage day had long been outgrown, replaced instead with sheer muscle and power. His long hair had been cut neatly into a practical style that was low maintenance and kept it out of his face. His shyness had morphed into reserved stoicism.
Locking eyes with him, the two of you stared in silence for some time, neither sure where to even begin speaking. All you knew was you felt like you were looking at a stranger. Not the boy you had once loved.
I look at you and you look at me Like nothing but strangers now
Despite both of you being so different, falling back in love with Nanami Kento was so simple, like slipping into the familiar warmth of a well used hoodie, because you had never truly fallen out of love with him.Â
It had only been weeks since you had seen him again outside of the school gates, but you were already back to the way you had been a decade ago; young and in love. It was like nothing had ever happened. Like the past ten years never happened.
The two of you left work together every night and walked over to the food stall you visited every day in high school for dinner. You checked in on each other before and after missions, made sure the other was drinking enough water and taking care of themselves. It wasnât until Shoko pulled you aside and mentioned it that you realized you had never actually addressed the slight awkwardness in your relationship due to his leaving.
And maybe it was stupid, or selfish, but you didnât want to talk about it with him. You had missed him so much you just wanted to enjoy spending time with him now that he was back. Your hearts seemed to be the same as they were then, young and burning with the force of your love, so why would you do anything that could potentially jeopardize that? Was it really so bad that you didnât want to risk extinguishing the passion that seemed to still exist?
Two kids with their hearts on fire Don't let it burn us out
Eventually you realized how much you needed to have the conversation with him. You couldnât pretend that nothing had happened. For the last ten years you had lived in a weird existence in which he hadnât broken up with you, so you were technically still together, but he had abandoned you without even a proper goodbye.
Now he was back and the two of you had fallen back into your old relationship without addressing the massive elephant in the room. Up until now you had convinced yourself that you were fine with that, the only thing that mattered was that he had returned. But as the weeks went by you began to realize that you were lying to yourself.
Of course you werenât okay with what happened. You were angry. You wanted answers. How dare he just disappear one day, then waltz back into your life one random day almost a decade later?! Amping yourself up, you gather the courage to bring up the topic you had spent so much time and energy avoiding.
Which brought you to your current predicament, sitting across from him as you ate dinner together, hyping yourself up for the conversation ahead of you. Clearing your throat awkwardly, you got his attention, setting your chopsticks down in your bowl.
âListen, I know weâve both been trying to avoid this conversation, but Iâve been thinking about it lately and I realized some things.â He looks at you intently, something strange crossing his expression before disappearing. Taking his attention as agreement, you take a shaky breath then continue. You can do this. Just like you practiced in your head. Easy as pie.
âIâm not okay with this!â All prior thinking and planning goes flying out the window as the words burst from you, and once the dam broke there was no going back, the words flowing from your mouth as irreversible as a floodgate breaking.
âIâm really not okay with this. I mean, I donât even know you now! I canât keep doing this. I canât allow you to waltz back into my life and my heart when I donât even know why you returned! Or even why you left! You said you came back because of your morals. That you couldnât live with yourself if you sat by as innocent people suffered. But if thatâs the only reason you returned, and Iâm only a side perk that comes with being part of the jujutsu world, I'm not going to be part of your life at all.â
You take a moment to catch your breath, feeling like a weight has been lifted off your chest as you lay down your ultimatum. You were nearly giddy, woozy with relief. It was up to him now, and what he said next. You didnât have to worry about this any longer. It was all up to him.
âSo. Tell me. Do you need me in your life? Am I important? Or am I going to walk out of here tonight and never see you again?â
Think about what you believe in now Am I someone you cannot live without?
In the aftermath of the line you drew in the sand, a boundary you constructed to protect yourself, you find yourself holding your breath. As liberating as it felt to pass the burden onto him, your fears only intensified because it was truly up to him now.Â
As much as you talk the big talk, youâre not sure how youâre going to survive if he tells you he doesnât need you. Because even after ten years, you still donât know how to live without him. And you really donât want to learn now.
'Cause I know I don't wanna live without you, yeah
He sat perfectly still for a moment, and you waited for his reaction, your inability to see past his stoic mask just another reminder of everything the two of you had lost. Awkward silence permeates the air, coiling its oily tentacles around your throat and making it hard to breathe.Â
You canât do this. You have to get out of here. Screw standing up for yourself and protecting your heart. Youâre not brave enough to sit here and look him in the face as he tells you he doesnât need you.Â
Just as you go to push your chair back and flee, his voice cuts through your panic, its familiar warmth pulling you out of your panic. âIâm sorry.â
Bring it all back to the bar downtown When you wouldnât let me walk out on you, yeah
You almost break your neck with how fast you meet his eyes, stunned as you notice him fidgeting with the edge of his napkin. You had forgotten that he did that when he was anxious or uncomfortable. Suddenly anger bubbles in your gut, and you explode, unable to hold back any longer.
âWhat does that even mean at this point?!â Your voice is sharper than you intended, and you see him flinch slightly. âYou walked out on me! You disappeared! You didnât even say goodbye. Nanami I-â
âKento.â He interrupts you, looking at you oddly. Was heâŚhurt? You make a vague sound of confusion, too distracted by the pain and guilt in his eyes to formulate a proper response.Â
âThatâs my name. Kento. Iâve put up with you using my family name these past few weeks, but I canât tolerate it any longer. To you I am Kento. Never Nanami.âÂ
Slight vulnerability shines in his eyes, the first real emotion heâs let you see all night. But you canât bring yourself to care, too caught up in your own anger and rage. âYou know what, Nanami?â You place emphasis on his family name, not caring how petty it was.Â
âI only call people Iâm close to and know well by their first names. And unfortunately for you, I no longer consider you someone Iâm close to. Youâre a stranger to me now. I donât know why Iâve been pretending otherwise these past few weeks.â
Sighing, you lower your voice, suddenly exhausted. âYeahâŚI have no idea why Iâve been pretending youâre anything more than somebody I used to know. Please, letâs just forget these last couple weeks and go back to the way things were before, each of us leading separate lives.â
You grab your purse and take out your wallet, hoping to pay the bill and get out of there as soon as possible. You went into this night a mess of emotions, willing to let bygones be bygones as long as he told you he still cared. Only for you to realize that you werenât okay with that, and heâs hurt you too badly for your relationship to recover.
 In the wake of your rapid emotional development, youâre left feeling dull and empty, which probably accounts for why you didnât realize he was even speaking to you until he reached out across the table and grabbed your wrist.
Distantly you hear him saying your name, but youâre so out of it you donât look up until he stands and rounds the table, dropping to one knee in front of you as he gently tilts your chin up and takes your hands.
Nanami Kento, all crisp ironed lines and strict discipline, knelt on the ground before you, dirtying the knees of his pristine slacks as he grovels. People around you are staring, and while some distant part of your brain is embarrassed, the vast majority of it is occupied by the feel of his hands holding yours.
You hated yourself. You hated your traitorous hands for seeking the warmth of his, your stomach for filling with butterflies against your heart. You hated your heart and mouth for staging a mutiny against all common sense, hardly believing the words that left your lips.
âIâm sorry.â You blink down at him. âI missed all of that. Do you want to go somewhere quieter to talk?â
Unfettered relief filled his face and within seconds he was flagging down the server and paying the bill, not even allowing you to open your purse. He zipped you up into your coat, making sure he had all of your belongings and was ushering you out of the restaurant in two minutes flat, as if he was convinced that if he gave you any longer you would change your mind.
Which he wasnât entirely wrong about. You were already feeling your apprehensiveness creeping back in. Who in their right mind would consider taking someone back just because they knelt on the ground and took your hands. Apparently you, although you didnât feel like you were in your right mind at the moment (you never were when he was involved).
The two of you loitered awkwardly on the sidewalk, neither of you sure where to go before you finally mustered up your courage and spoke. âThereâs a bench in a park around here that I like to go sit on a lot. And itâs fairly secluded, although I doubt many people will be in the park at this time of night.â He just nodded, and the two of you set off for the proposed destination, you leading the way.
Which is how you found yourself perched next to him on your bench, the quiet practically screaming at you. Say something!!! You screeched telepathically at him, hoping he got the message. Please donât make me regret this. Prove to me that Iâm not an idiot for giving you this change. Please just-
âListen I-â He cleared his throat, cutting off your attempts at sending him your thoughts. âI know that what I did was unforgivable, and I will spend the rest of my life regretting the hurt I caused you by leaving.â
His shoulders drooped, and you could practically feel the remorse emanating off of him. âTrust me. If there was any way I could go back and time and punch myself in the face I would. There isnât anything I wouldnât do to change my poor decisions.â
âBut you canât.â
âI know that.â
âCan you at least tell me why you did it?â Your voice cracks slightly, and he graciously ignores it. âCan you at least tell me what was going through your mind? What led you to abandoning me without a word? You say you loved me, but if you did, why did you leave?â
âI left because I loved you.â His deep voice is full of regret, and you pause, incredulous. âKento, that makes no sense.â
âI know that.â He takes a deep breath and holds it for a second before letting it out in a great whoosh of air. âAfter Haibara died, I realized how powerless I truly was. I was right there, yet I couldnât save my best friend. Hell, I could barely save myself. The only reason I made it out alive was because reinforcements arrived.â
The desolation in his voice hurt you, so against your better judgment you reached out and took his hand, giving it a reassuring squeeze. He squeezed back, and continued, this time with tears hanging on his water line.
âAnd if I canât trust myself to keep myself safe how can I trust myself to keep you safe? And you-youâre just better than me. Youâre braver and stronger. I knew that no matter what I said you wouldnât leave the jujutsu world because you werenât a coward like me. So I convinced myself that the best option was for me to leave.â
âKento I-â You start speaking, suddenly flooded with guilt. You had had no idea he was struggling that much. But he simply squeezes your hand and gives you a look that asks you to allow him to continue, so you shut your mouth.
âI thought I wouldnât be able to survive losing you. That I wouldnât be able to live knowing that every time you left I might never see you again. And since I wasnât strong enough to protect you, I decided I needed to leave the jujutsu world. At least then there was a chance you would leave the jujutsu world to follow me. And if you didnât, you could be with someone who wasnât such a selfish coward. Someone who deserves you.â
At this point he was crying, and you were too. Your anger fades away, and in its place comes sorrow andâŚrelief. Sorrow for all the years you lost, but relief because he didnât leave because he stopped loving you. Relief because he still loved you even after all these years, he hadnât stopped loving you once.
âHey.â You brush his tears away, your own tears spilling down your cheeks. âYouâre a dumbass, you know that?â
âI know. I spent every day for the last ten years regretting the decision I made. Iâm so sorry that it took me so long to work up the courage to come back to you. But I need you to hear this.â His face grew serious, and he held your face in his warm palms as he looked at you intently.
âI will stay in your life as long as you permit me to, and spend that time repairing the damage I have inflicted. If that is only a week, then that will be the most cherished week of my life. If it is only a month, then I will use every second of it. And if it is the rest of your life, then I will spend the rest of mine loving you.â
He paused, cheeks reddening slightly. âThe latter would be my preference. As long as what you plan to do with your life has space for me, I will occupy it gladly. I do not care if that means you leave me in a year, two years, three. I just-â
For the first time since he had reappeared in your life you laughed. And laughed. And laughed some more. Clutching your stomach and wiping a tear from the corner of your eye, you looked at him, eyes shining.
âKento.â Your voice was soft, despite the traces of mirth still lingering in it. âI appreciate your confidence in me, but I donât even know what Iâm doing for the rest of tonight, let alone for the rest of my life. Why donât we just take it one day at a time, okay?â
He slumped forwards in relief and wrapped his arms around you.Â
âThank you. Thank you. That sounds much more than okay sweetheart. Sounds perfect, actually.â
You said, "Hey, whatcha doing for the rest of your life?" And I said, "I don't even know what I'm doing tonight"
Time went by, and you relearned everything about the man named Nanami Kento. You learned that he still wanted to go to Malaysia, and that he moped around for a month after his favorite bakery closed down. You learned that he had tried to take up painting as a hobby in his early twenties only to discover he was extremely bad at it and quit, and that he pretends to be reading when Gojo is around so he has an excuse to ignore him.
You noticed that he was less open with his emotions than he used to be, but that didnât stop him from expressing his affection in other ways. Be it always greeting you with your favorite pastry and a coffee in the mornings, or going out of his way to profess his feelings towards you, he made sure that you never had another reason to doubt his love for you.
It took time, and while it never fully went away, the hurt and anger faded until it was unnoticeable. When he left you had been in love with the eighteen year old version of him, and you got to experience falling in love with him all over again, this time with his twenty-seven year old self.
Fast forward two years, and the two of you are taking a nighttime walk in the park from two years ago, holding hands as you enjoy the peaceful night air when he suddenly speaks, startling you.
âLove.â You jolt looking up at him. âYes? WhatâsâŚâ
Part of you relished in the fact that you could see past his stoic facade straight to what was in his heart again, but tonight the intensity of the emotions swirling in his warm brown eyes caused you to trail off.
They werenât bad emotions, in fact, they were far from it. He was looking at you like you were his whole world, like he could spend the rest of your life gazing into your eyes and still not have enough of your face. A little flustered under his full attention, you spluttered, then became deathly still.
Maintaining eye contact the entire time, your boyfriend got down on one knee just like he did all those years ago in that restaurant when he was begging for another chance. Except this time he reached into his suit jacket and pulled out a velvet ring box. And suddenly a simple, yet elegant diamond was twinkling up at you from where it was nestled in the plush velvet.
You looked at me and I looked at you Like we'd never look away
Your hand flies up, covering your mouth as tears fill your eyes. âKen are youâŚ?â He smiles tenderly up at you, and the sweetness of the moment absolutely nearly gives you heart palpitations.
âY/N.â He looks at you like youâre the most beautiful thing heâs ever laid eyes on, and when he looks at you with so much conviction you canât help but believe him. âThe first time I met you I knew you were the one for me. I-â
âHold up.â You hold a hand out, cutting him off with a watery giggle. âThe first time you met me I was laughing so hard about a dick joke Shoko made that I shot soda out of my nose. Thatâs what sealed the deal for you?â
He chuckled dryly. âWhat can I say, I saw a beautiful girl who was unafraid of expressing her joy to the fullest extent. When I heard your laugh, it literally gave me butterflies. It was beautiful, unrestrained and full of joy, just like you are.â
Taking a deep breath, his expression sombered slightly and he continued. âI know that I hurt you when I left. I will never forgive myself for that. And I will never stop being grateful to you for giving me another chance to prove my love to you. I wonât be as bold as to ask you to be mine; I know I donât deserve thatâ
At this point you were openly crying, the moonlight glimmering off the unshed tears in his eyes as well.
âBut, if you would give me the honor of being yours, of becoming your husband, I promise you wonât regret it. I promise that you will always be supported and valued. I promise that I will stay by your side and love you through thick and thin. So, would you give me the honor of being yours? Of staying by your side and loving you for the rest of our lives?â
You fling yourself at him and wrap your arms around his neck, crying into his shoulder. âSave the vows for the wedding loverboy, what are you going to say when we get married now that youâve already made all of your promises to me? Huh?â
âWhen we get married?â His arms wrap around you as his voice trembles. âSo, is that a yes?â
You lean back the salt from your tears mixing as you plant a sweet kiss on his lips.Â
âOf course it is. Youâre mine. Thatâs something thatâs never going to change. However, Mr. Nanami Kento, would you give me the honor of being yours?â
He throws his head back and laughs. âOf course I will. Is that even a question you have to ask?â
And as he slips the ring onto your finger (it fits perfectly, of course) you know that being his is the one decision you will never regret.
And you said, "I never regretted the day that I called you mine" So I call you mine

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here me out.. gojo fic abt the song tell your girlfriend by lay banks. something like having a crush on gojo and he likes reader too but reader and gojo are with other people. idc who readers boyfriend isđŤŁ

WC: 1.7k
CW: alcohol consumption (all characters of age), swearing, cheating (see above ask for details), female pronouns (reader referred to as girlfriend), not beta read AT ALL, reader is a bit of a crybaby lol
Note: thanks for sending an ask in emi!!! also, this song is fire i was literally jamming the entire time i was writing. also, sorry if you wanted this to be more true to the vibe of the song. i kind of interpreted it my own way and rolled with it lmao
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You loved your boyfriend, right? You had only been dating four months, but you wouldnât have dated someone if you didnât have feelings for him. Sure, he could be a little aloof, and a little rude, but he had his moments when he was sweet and caring. So why did you find yourself thinking of someone else?
During the day when the sun was out and you were thinking rationally you could convince yourself that you truly cared for him, but at night under the low lighting of the bar all bets were off. When you were a few shots past tipsy and your thinking was slowed, why did another face keep coming to mind.?Â
Initially, I wouldn't do this
Hennessy pourin' and shit gettin' fluid
And you never intended to cheat. And you definitely never intended to fall for your best friend who was also dating someone else. But when you spent time with him, or when he shot a flirtatious wink from across the room he ignited a swarm of butterflies in your stomach. A swarm of butterflies that went into hibernation when you were around your boyfriend.
You knew it was wrong, that you shouldnât feel the way you did, but with the heavy beat of the bass coursing through you and cognac warming your insides your traitorous heart finally decided what it was Gojo Satoru made you feel. Desire. AndâŚlove. Oh shit, that wasnât good.
Suddenly feeling a bit ill, you waved your concerned friend off and staggered outside to get some fresh air. Taking deep gulps of fresh air, you stepped into an alley to get some privacy so you could collect your thoughts. You wrap your arms around yourself in an attempt to ward off the chill of the night seeping through the thin fabric of your clothes.
As you stand there shivering, your thoughts are interrupted by a warm jacket being wrapped around your shoulders. Spinning around, you find yourself face to face with the one person you absolutely did not want to see at the moment. Confronted by the appearance of your best friend, you canât help but start crying. Itâs stupid, you know, but as soon as you lay eyes on him the shock of your realization wears off and your emotions kick in.
âOh my god, hey, are you okay?â He panics, grabbing your shoulders and peering into your face concerned. âWhy are you crying? Whatâs wrong??â
His care only serves to make you cry harder. Why? Why did he have to be like this? Couldnât he just be a bad friend and ignore you? It would be so much easier that way. Unsure what to do, he pulls you into a hug, patting you on the back.
âHey. Itâs okay. I got you. Can you tell me whatâs wrong?â You can't take it anymore. You both are dating other people, and you are definitely finding too much comfort in his arms. Pushing him away, you avert your gaze.
âYou, okay? Youâre my problem. Can you just leave me alone please?â
His brow furrows. âWhat do you mean âme?â Did I do something? Also, Iâm not leaving you outside by yourself at this time of night. Please, canât you just talk to me? Whatever I did I-â
âI just realized Iâm in love with you, okay?!â Your voice rings out in the stillness of the alley, and you clap your hands over your mouth, horrified. âWait, I-â
Youâre cut off by him gently taking your face in his hands and slotting his lips against yours. The kiss is soft and sweet; filled with years of longing and suppressed feelings pouring from each of you. It feels like home. It feels like love. It feels right, but you know it isnât. Pushing him back, you stare at him wide-eyed, your chest rising and falling with rapid breaths.
âWhatâŚwhat was that?â
We was just friends, but then came in Cupid
The tension was buildin', we had to pursue it
âI like you too.â He blurts in lieu of answering your question. Then he pauses and corrects himself. âActually Iâm in love with you. I have been for a while. I just didnât think you felt the same.â
Unsure of what to do or say, you just start laughing, because the two of you were idiots. You were best friends who supposedly knew everything about each other. Except for the fact that you were each in love with the other, apparently. Oh my god you were in love with your best friend and he was in love with you. Your laughter became tinged with hysteria as you remembered that you had a boyfriend and he had a girlfriend.Â
Tears filled your waterline. âOh my god Toru what are we doing? I have a boyfriend!! And you have a girlfriend! We canât be doing thisâŚâ
âWhy not?â He gently cups your face in his palms and brushes your tears away with his thumbs. âBreak up with your boyfriend. Be with me. My girlfriend isnât a problem. Sheâs known about my feelings for you from the start. Sheâs in love with someone else too and weâve just been using each other as a distraction. Thereâs nothing in our way.â
Standing in that alley with his vivid blue eyes on yours, you couldnât help but believe him. What if he was right. What if the two of you really were meant to be?â
What it's been with us this whole time
Taking a deep breath, you step back, and out of his reach. If you were going to think about this rationally, you couldnât be so close to him. You push your hair back out of your eyes and tilt your head back. He watches you from where he is, knowing that you need space to sort out your emotions and thoughts. After a few minutes you turn back to him.
âAlright. The first thing Iâm going to do is break up with my boyfriend and apologize. After that, Iâm not sure. I donât want to make you any promises, because Iâm not really sure of anything. The only thing I know is that I wonât be able to live with myself if I don't break up with him, because he doesnât deserve to be hurt or deceived. Okay?â
âThatâs fine.â Satoru says simply, looking at you with so much affection it hurts. âIâve waited for you so long, a little while longer isnât going to do me any harm.â
Your eyes soften. âThanks. Now, Iâm going to head back in, okay?â He steps aside, allowing you to pass. Heading back into the party, you feel nauseous, but you head up to your boyfriend.
Because if you ever want to be with Satoru, your relationship canât start with deception.
'Cause I don't wanna live a lie, lie, lie
An hour and one extremely difficult conversation later found you sitting on a park bench with your head in your hands crying. Surprisingly, your now ex-boyfriend had been very understanding and kind about it. While he was clearly hurt and holding back tears, he had told you that he just wanted you to be happy, and that he was okay with it.
After reassuring you that he wasnât angry, he hugged you one last time, wished you well, and walked away. Unable to stop crying, you were overwhelmed by a sense of relief, but at the same time guilt. So you had told your boyfriend. What now?
Should tell my boyfriend what I been doin'
The weeks after your breakup were tough. You told Satoru you needed time to yourself, because even though you logically knew that you shouldnât feel bad, you couldnât help but feel an overwhelming sense of guilt. You felt like if you started dating him now, it would be unfair to your ex, and that you should at least wait a little while.
You also discussed the matter of his girlfriend, and decided that it was okay for him to remain with her until you were ready, as the two of them were friends and he was helping her make her crush jealous. You didnât mind him helping her, especially since you were making him wait and overcomplicating things.
You told Gojo as much, and decided that for the time being the two of you would remain friends until you were ready. You just needed a little time to figure yourself out. But you knew that you wanted to be with him. Just not right that second.
Took a break, had to focus on some me time
We can keep it low-key for the meantime
A couple months passed, and you went on with your life. Everything was normal, and you tried to push your thought of Satoru away, preferring to procrastinate on talking to him as long as possible.Â
Until one night, when you were cleaning your room and found a box of photos from your high school days with him. Going through them, you felt a sense of nostalgia, and affection. And suddenly you missed him. You missed him so bad it hurt. You needed him by your side, and you needed him as more than a friend.
Hit by this revelation, you sat there for a moment, stunned, before leaping up and grabbing your car keys. Driving well above the speed limit, you rushed to his house and banged on his door. Was it sometime after midnight? Yes. Did you really care? No.
You heard his groggy voice say something about waiting one moment, then the door swung open. And there he stood, right in front of you in all his sleepy glory. But as soon as his eyes landed on you they widened and all traces of sleep disappeared from them.
â[Y/N]! What are you doing here? Itâs-â You interrupt him, tears already pouring down your face as you beam up at him.
âI love you. Iâm ready to be your girlfriend now.â
Go tell your girlfriend that I'm your girlfriend (oh, oh)
guys i am locking in trust. i have two fics almost done. plz wait for me. also ik i havenât even finished my 300 followers even (donât look at me iâm making progress) i am quickly approaching 500 followers (iâm like 10 away) so i might do a little event for that!
as always i love all of you so much! thanks for all the love and support â¤ď¸
đđ -lee