Was Rolling Around Under My Covers Scrolling And Trying To Get Comfy But Forgot Where I Was In My Bed

was rolling around under my covers scrolling and trying to get comfy but forgot where i was in my bed and accidentally rolled off

i'm so sorry to hear that you're having a rough go of it-sending love and i hope that you find peace and happiness at the end of the tough times!

i saw that you followed me and first of all that's so sweet of you to do that!! i originally made my blog purely to keep inventory on stuff i liked so i didn't expect to be Perceived lol. so just as an fyi bc i know you're an sfw blog i do engage in nsfw and dark content and as of now i largely just reblog and screech about (mostly nsfw) fics and other fandom tidbits i'm hyperfixating on. i wouldn't want to unwittingly make you uncomfy so if you need to disengage i totally understand!

otherwise i'm happy to have more internet buds to yap about fandom with! i also like your little list summary in ur about-me so if you ever want to chat tea or leather jackets i am also down haha.

hello!! thank you so much. i'm making it one day at a time lmao, and i got some really, really good news last night so i feel like things are turning around.

ahhhh of course i followed you! you seem like such a sweet person. and i have zero problems with nsfw and dark content lol, but it's so considerate of you to let me know 🥹 i just personally don't write it bc i cannot 😭

but yay!!! new internet buddy 😊😊 thanks! i thought it might be nice if people could get to know me a bit as a human through my likes and dislikes instead of only knowing me as a writer lolol

AND I WOULD LOVE TO CHAT TEA AND LEATHER JACKETS WITH YOU

I just found out what happened. I'm sorry if I'm a little late. I wish you the best.

it's fine. i appreciate it <3 i'm slowly getting back to my feet, but it hurts a lot.

I was scrolling thru this deliciously smutty smut I found and the description of Toji's dong took me out. That aint a penis no more sir that's a fucking hazard. Not in a good way "don't worry darling, it'll fit-" NO IT WON'T???? YOU KEEP THAT SWORD AWAY FROM MY COOCHIE SIR

okay i low key thought i replied to this my bad

NO BC LIKE SIR- STAY BACK 🤺🤺🤺

Hi , sorry to hear what all has happened recently , I pray that you will be able to heal soon from all this. You are a very strong person

thanks. i literally didn't leave my bed for over 36 hours but i'm finally up. but seriously. you guys have been great with all the support. i'm going to try and get some fics out, but i won't be super active, so i'm really sorry if i miss/don't reblog your stuff <3

bakugou katsuki who isn't a stranger to death due to the nature of his job is at a loss when faced with the death of your father.

after all the deaths in the war you both were suffering, so he was able to share your pain as you comforted each other. after a civilian died on his watch for the first time he came home and allowed himself to fall into your arms as you comforted him. the first time a civilian died on your watch he cooked you a warm meal and told you that some things are out of your control, and it doesn't make you any less of a hero.

he'd like to think he knows death and grief well enough to do something. he'd like to think he knows you well enough to know what to do. but in the face of your insurmountable grief, one that shoves you to the ground and slowly chokes out your will to live, he's lost.

you don't speak for days, just isolating yourself in your room and refusing to eat. it scares him. he knows how to deal with your depressive episodes, but this goes far deeper than an episode.

so he tells you he's there for you, and worries from a distance. days pass, and finally you emerge. standing under the fluorescent lights of your kitchen you finally allow yourself to cry, the force of your tears knocking you to your knees.

he kneels before you and allows you to sob into his chest as you ask if it's always going to hurt this bad, if the grief is always going to be this overwhelming, how you're supposed to move on after losing the only person who supported you since the day you were born.

he doesn't have answers for the first two, but for the last one he tells you what he's heard others say. "for now, you cry. you let yourself grieve. then you take it one day at a time, and let me be there for you when it feels like too much."

they're simple words, but they seem to comfort you a bit. crying into the comfort of his strong embrace, you allow him to hold you up as he sheds a few tears of his own in the face of your pain. he swears, he'll be there for you through it all.