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Change The Game And The Player

Change the Game and the Player

this part 2 yayyy continuation of anon ask of Gojo angst and Fluff Sukuna

Here is the first part > Hate the player and the game (can be read as stand alone but makes sense with previous part)

Characters: Ryomen Sukuna x blackfem!reader

Genre: Angst/fluff Warnings: Suggestive (16+), mentions of cheating, drinking (characters are 20+), jealousy, self destructive behaviour, aftermath of a break up, implied suicide, pregnancy, angst with a happy ending

Wc: 1k+ Song Inspo: Comfortable by H.E.R

a/n sorry it took so long to post but I didn't know how to start it but here we are now hope you enjoy and that this you were expecting from me

Satoru’s infidelity should have been expected, you should have seen it coming. However, you didn’t and now you were reaping the consequences. To say the breakup came at a terrible time of your life would be a lie. Your finals were coming up in 2 months but instead of studying and preparing yourself for the finishing touches of your education you were drowning your sorrows through alcohol and parties. You didn’t even bother attending classes anymore and you were pretty sure you weren’t even of the school system at this point. You were extremely behind on your rent and your life seemed to be falling apart by the second. They say once you hit rock bottom the only is up, but it seems that when Satoru threw you down there, he gave you a shovel instead of a rope and instead of climbing your way back up you dug even further down.

One month, one month was all you gave yourself to mourn him and get better. However, as that month turned into 6 weeks the pain didn’t subside even a bit but instead increased and now you were here ready to it end all. When he came. An angel that had fluffy pink hair.

Ryōmen Sukuna. He was an old acquaintance of yours, you guys were co-workers at a café near the college. He was always sweet to you and during that one-year you guys worked together you guys had grown close. You even had a smidge of a crush on him in one your tempts to get over Gojo at the beginning however nothing ever replaced the heart wrenching love you felt for Satoru.

So, as you took a step closer to the end you felt Sukuna’s hand around your waist pulling you back his mouth seemingly moving yet you couldn’t hear anything. It was all being muffled by the voices in your head, the hard rain that was falling and the thumping of your heart. As you both collapsed on the wet roof. Sukuna on top of you caging you to the floor stopping you from moving anywhere, protecting you from the rain. You zoomed in again on his face you noticed how his usually fluffy pink hair hasn’t upright but wet and stuck to face, his eyes that mostly showed joy only expressed sadness, pity and worry. His mouth that casually held a smile towards you was in a small frown and words seemed to be coming out of it. Finally, your ears seemed to be unblocked and his voice was being processed.

“Y/n, Y/n what’s going? Are you okay? What were you trying to do?” and a flurry of more questions of the same type were being said yet the only thing you could reply was “I wanted it to stop hurting.” You lowly said as you weakly clutched your wet t-shirt supponsingly where your heart is placed.

Seeing that you were clearly out of it and somewhat understanding you he stopped asking questions, picked you up bridal style and took you to his apartment.

When you reached the warmth of his small home you seemed to be in a trance not fully understanding the situation you were in, just following Sukuna’s command without further argument. So as he requested you to use his shower to warm up then get dressed to come eat you blindly done so. it was Sukuna’s turn to go shower as you ate now clean and dry wearing one of his joggers and hoodies you realised what you were going to do and the situation you put yourself in.

Tears slowly started cascading down your face as Sukuna entered the co-joined kitchen and living room whilst drying his hair. As he saw the tears that left your eyes he didn’t think twice and took quick towards you hugging you once you were in his vicinity. more tears were shed as you cried into his chest and felt his warmth you thought that maybe you would be okay once again.

Sukuna was a big help, he was patient, waiting until you were ready to open up. He helped you put your life on track again. First, he was there when you made the decision to get rid of anything that belonged to Gojo, he was the shoulder you cried on through that enduring process. He was also there to help you get back to school and catch up on all the work you missed and was with you during those late nights where you were cramming everything for exams the next day. He was the one that convinced your old boss to employ you once again. Bit by bit your life was getting back on track. So instead of you digging an even deeper hole you were climbing back up with the aid of the lifeline Sukuna gave you. By the time you were walking down that platform for graduation you could say you were better not fully okay but better.

For the next 2-3 years the journey of you finding yourself, loving yourself and being okay started and progressed all with Sukuna’s helping you throughout it. He quickly became anchor and someone that held a shining lamp when life got dark. He always treated you with love and respect and you slowly started falling for him. However, your love for him was different to yours to for Gojo. With Satoru love seemed intoxicating, sickling sweet like a candy you were deprived of, suffocating, a forbidden romance. Though with Sukuna it was light, something fulfilling, a breath of fresh air. He was the love you needed though you didn’t know you wanted it.

So when the prospect of building a family with him came about you were overjoyed. The announcement of your pregnancy and engagement was very much welcomed by your friends that with Sukuna’s aid you were once again in contact with again. Your parents cried tears of joy with the news and started planning out the wedding and even baby names.

One sunny June as you and Sukuna were going baby shopping even though you were already heavily pregnant at 8 months and had all the essentials you saw a tuff of white hair in the crowd. It reminded you a bit of Satoru but you didn’t dwell on it or the past anymore, so you pushed it to the back of your mind. You only looked forward at the future with Sukuna and your baby.

However, on the other side of the crowd Satoru saw you. He saw how your eyes gleamed with joy as Sukuna spoke to you a complete contrast to when he saw you last time. The love between the two of you was obvious and something he envied. Your pregnant belly being the obvious sign that he was forgotten and all he felt was sad, heartbroken that you had moved on. You seemed happy. Something he wasn’t, he missed you and just like you were before he was heartbroken, crying in the inside mourning how he forever lost his true love.

Change The Game And The Player

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