Your Not Mine.

Your not mine.

Part one here: <3

A/N: Mitsuya x Reader? Angst

And this is when they are married and before he cheated

Wc: 490+

Warnings: Cheating, slight nsfw in part1

Mitsuya pov ig?

I know you y/n..

Why can't you look at me like how you look at him?

Am I….. not good enough?

Mistuya looked at himself in the mirror in his kitchen, he sighed and turned his head in disgust. Why….. Why did you choose me? Mitsuya doubted everything you said. Especially… I love you..

Everytime you say it Mitsuya wants to burst out crying because he knows that you're not his. He sees how you and Koko look at eachother. Not the same way as you do to him. He sees how you look at him when he passes by. He wished and wished it was him but it never came true.

He wanted to break up with you in the first place because he felt the love you told, shared and showed was lies. He wanted to, but doesn't have the guts to tell you. True or not he doesn't want to hurt you, he wants to break up with you but can't. He doesn't have the heart to since he loves you but you don't love him back.

He lied and lied to himself that you love him, he knows that you don't love him but he wanted you for himself. Mitsuya felt greedy and possessive when it came to you. He wanted you all to himself, himself only. No one else's, just you. He wanted you all to himself. He looked at your sleeping form on the couch and smiled, he went closer to you and placed his hand on your cheek softly rubbing it. He sighed and walked felt like giving up, he wanted you to love him as he loves you, but he can't.

He loves you a lot, willingly will be there by your side at your lowest, will be by your side when you need him. Yet why can't you just see me like how you see him?

He wants to cry, and keep you only you himself but he knows you will once not be by his side anymore.

I love you.

I love you.

I love you.

Don't look at him!

Love me.

Mitsuya has so much urges to kill Koko for stealing you from him, his lover. He wants to but can't because he could imagine how much pain you would be in…

As you left to work Mitsuya gave up and accepted that you love Koko more than him. You both belong together and it's sadly painfully obvious. Tears fell down his eyes to his cheeks.

(Insert him cheating here because he needs a distraction)

It hurts.

It hurts!

Let this pain stop PLS..

I'm begging...

My first love….

My last love..?

Til I met you, I never knew what love was, then I met you. This feeling seems to grow more every day sadly, you're not mine anymore.

Tags: @ambrodias

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A CHIFUYU MATSUNO X FEM!READER SMAU SERIES.

// PART ONE: THE EBOY REJECT HEADASS

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▸ SYNOPSIS: in which you are a gaming youtuber competing in a smash bros tournament with another gaming youtuber, fuyuplays, whom you’ve had sexual tension with ever since you first met, and whom you’ve decided to make it your mission to be the biggest brat he’s ever had to tame. you lose to him and being the sore loser you are, you lie about his dick size publicly on the TL. what you weren’t prepared for was the photo you received in your twitter DMs the next day and what follows.

▸ RATINGS: this work of fiction is rated M for Mature and R for Restricted. only intended for 18+ audiences.

▸ DISCLAIMERS: both baji and senju are aged up due to the nature of this series. the timestamps do not matter either.

▸ A/N: so! the enemies to lovers factor is more of a competitors to lovers thing i realized as i was putting this part together, and sadly the app i was going to use for the imessage conversations got taken down from the app store so we’re just gonna have to make do with this ugly version of messenger 😔 scoured the internet too and couldn’t find anything but if you know of an app similar to social dummy or a website that has a good mockup generator of imessage convos please let me know!! i hope you all enjoy! ty @shujiful & @suyaluvs for beta’ing muah muah

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A/n: Death, and blood<3

Part one/masterlist: Burn out Chapter 1

Paimon looked confused.. They looked around and realized it was a dream. Paimon looked at Aether tilting their head if this was a dream yet again.

"Paimon… '' Aether said in a low voice in sadness, "Aether! Pls don't leave me" paimon grabbed Aether and hugged him tight. Aether was shocked at the sudden touch but quickly pats paimon's head.

"paimon… pls promise me that you won't leave me.." Aether whispered while hugging Paimon on the verge of tears. Paimon wasn't good at comforting since the lack of friends but since they met Aether they met so many friends and they are thankful.

So thankful…..

As the two stopped hugging they heard a shout from captain beiduo that they arrived in inazuma. Both walked out of the room but paimon noticed that aether has red circles below his eyes. Paimon was worried again and spaced out.

Is it because of me?

What did I do?

What did I say?

It's my fault….

Paimon's attention was taken when she felt a hand on their head, it was Beiduo. "Come on kiddo, don't worry about it." "U saw those eye bags and I think it's best if we give Traveler some space is gifts to cheer and give them some time to thing ey?" Beidou grinned happily and paimon looked at her in awe for being so positive.

Well… so many happy memories yet why?

Why did you kill me….

Aether….

ꪗꪮꪊ ρ᥅ꪮꪑ꠸ᦓꫀᦔ! ( You promised )

Paimon followed Aether and they are now on the docks with a person waiting.. His name is Thoma from what paimon could recall. As Aether was walking around, Paimon got lost by the smell of food. As Paimon went another direction, they seemed so distracted they didn't see Aether look at them and left.

Oh Paimon's great fear…

Abandoned.

As hours went by and it's evening Paimon was left in the streets and still in the city. They kept getting chased by guards around the city when Paimon was trying to find Aether. Paimon laid on the grass and cried. Cried because they couldn't find Aether anymore. Paimon's mind filled with negative thoughts when they closed their eyes to sleep. Paimon sobbed and kept saying it's their fault that they were hungry.

Paimon's mind was full of negativity, stomach empty and growling, body shivering because it's cold at night in inazuma. Paimon wanted to go back to Aether again and be warm with him, but full of regret and blamed themselves for being selfish and wanted food.

It's now morning in Inazuma, and it felt dull for Paimon. They didn't want to wake up, they wanted Aether. Paimon didn't notice nor feel when someone carried them somewhere. Paimon felt like it's Aether, Paimon wanted to cry in tears after feeling his presence. As they opened their eyes it wasn't Aether.

It was Thoma smiling at Paimon, Paimon was confused why he was carrying them.

"Paimon! Where have you been?!'' paimon looked at the direction to see Aether. Paimon immediately fell into tears and floated to Aether and hugged him tight. Their tears stained what Aether was wearing. Aether's heart melted when paimon cried. Guilt filled him up.

Ahh…

How Pathetic

How I felt you were home.

Your not

Infact

I wish I never met you.

-paimon

Paimon was always there for Aether. Well, this is just a story isn't it? Paimon was at Aether's lowest, and knew his weaknesses. Just why….

Why didn't you want to find her anymore?

What went wrong?

As Aether was doing his daily commissions he felt tired but there was this last one. Paimon saw that Aether was drained but didn't speak or tell him to rest, afraid to get yelled at. Just like before.

Just like before?

Before…?

Flashback:

"I Swear to the archons paimon! You're so useless, why can't you just stop wasting money on shit?!" Aether snapped at paimon after spending a lot of mora on food when paimon was hungry. Paimon hates being yelled out, tears threatening to fall down on their cheek after getting yelled at by someone who was their home.

Was.

Home.

End of flashback:

Paimon's mind wanted to tell him to take a break but when they finally had the confidence to speak up Aether snapped at the commissioner. "Can't you deliver this letter yourself? You little shit." Aether snapped at the commissioner earning stares at the people around them.

"Well Traveler, let's just do the commission!" Paimon didn't like the stares of people since it was scary for them. Paimon sweats and Aether notices immediately walking fast out of the stares. Paimon followed. Paimon follows Aether fidgeting their fingers together to calm down.

Aether sighed and wished he didn't yell paimon or at anyone even. As if…

He wanted to die.

He wished he never was born. He wished he already found his sister. He wished he was strong enough to defeat the unknown God. He wished and wished. Yet, he can't change a single thing. As Aether sighed yet again he looked at paimon and smiled. Paimon's face went into confusion but they rubbed it off and pulled traveler to continue his commission.

Paimon wonders…..

What happened still?

Paimon is still confused on why or what happened to Aether.

Yet… not even that question is answered. It's a shame, a question that you have been wondering since half your life. Not answered.

It's a shame. How dreadful.

How Pathetic.

I wish I could turn back time..

Let's fast forward shall we?:)

Aether looked at Keqing with a knife in his hand, paimon passed out on the floor by the hard hit Aether did. He was mad, rage controlling his whole body as he didn't see Keqing. Instead it was dain, he blamed him for all the shit he had to do. He wished he was the one that was able to catch up to his sister. Making him grip on the knife more, not knowing it was Keqing. He wished he could turn back.

He stabbed her.. his eyes became small in shock as the knife stabbed Keqing in the stomach. He heard a gasp and he looked in the direction as he saw Ganyu's hand over her mouth. She collapsed on the floor, tears falling down her cheeks. She crawled to Keqing heartbroken to see the one she loved. Not yet even confessed her feelings, "K-Keqing?" Keqing looked at ganyu smiling.

Keqing weakly held Ganyu's hand beside, "Ganyu.. I-I love you so much.. I just didn't have the time to s-say" Ganyu's heart shattered and felt like she stopped breathing. Ganyu kissed Keqing and held her hand tightly, "Us against the world, but the world won. May we meet again next time, if we don’t lets try again the next next life.” Ganyu sadly smiled. Another set of tears falling down. Keqing's eyes slowly closed and warm body replaced with a cold one. Ganyu looked at Aether in rage pulling her cryo bow out ready to aim at Aether.

"WHY?!" "WHY THE FUCK WOULD YOU DO THAT YOU SON OF A BITCH?!" Ganyu yelled at Aether in rage, Aether just stood there not realizing he killed Keqing. His heart melted when he saw Keqing's dead body in front of him. He wanted to vanish from this world called Teyvat. He wanted and wished, yet it never even got fulfilled. He Regreted so much .. but never bothered to fix it.

What a Regret made.

Tags: @luvmisha

AYYYY ITS NOT IRS FLUFF♡♡♡(agree rn)

Head cannons I think Boten has

Pure fluff for once<3

Trust me lmao, also spoiler warning! ♡♡

Sanzu- He's a drug addict but I headcanon him that he's using drugs to get rid of the memory and nightmare he keeps getting because he killed his bestfriend

Ran- He would be harsh but soft for his brother because he's the only family left in his bloodline and cherishes him

Rindou- loves his brother but doesnt show it because hes scared His brother would use him for information and knowing his weaknesses in betrayal

Koko- he would not waste money ofc but he's scared that when he goes to the mall the clothes reminds him of inui and akane. He's scared he might get nightmares and overthink that he made the wrong decision

TAKEOMI: would be the father figure or big brother figure to Boten since he failed to be a big brother in his past and regrets it ever since.

Mochi: would stay silent and observe so Boten wouldn't be taken advantage and will always have their backs at all costs

Kakucho: Cries to himself every night because of the trauma that stuck to him at his bestfriend's death. He thought he could go over it but couldn't, he forced himself it's fine and okay but can't

Mikey: He would eat and sleep all his pain away in the memory of his old friends. He wants a new era of deliquents but can't and gave up, he stayed because he wants to create memories worth cherishing when he dies

@ambrodias

To the people in discord telling me to do an apology post for mentally hurting paimon in sneak peaks of chapter 2 and what happened in chapter one is here:

I'm so sorry but i want tears that comes from my readers, sarcastic or not.<3 tears come here! Your welcome here:) especially tears from my bestfriend's