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hi are you able to make a part two for this post? :0 if not that’s fine!! im in love with ur writing
Genre: Angst, Angst/No Comfort
Part Two of TR characters x estranged!reader
Included Characters: Ran, Kokonoi, Kazutora
⚠️TW/CW⚠️: pure angst, mentions of death, cursing, mentions/suggestions of suicide and attempted suicide, gaslighting, jealousy, mild injury, depression, self-harm in Kazutora’s part, manipulation, mentions of obsessions, trauma
A/N: Per-request, here is a part two of TR characters who are jealous with estranged!reader. Buckle up and get your tissues ready, this is gonna hurt you just as much as it hurt me 🥲 Enjoy!
Ran
“Seriously, y/n, you should go,” Rindou says softly, putting a hand on your shoulder to stop you from entering the club he and Ran owned. “No! Is Ran alright? I haven’t seen him in weeks and I’m worried sick!” you cry, trying to push past the younger Haitani, only for him to once again, gently pull you away from the club’s entrance by your shoulder. Frustrated, he grips your other shoulder, forcing you to still and face him, “y/n I know you're upset-” “I’m not!” you cut off. Rindou huffs before speaking up once again, “y/n I don’t want you to get hurt, please just go home and I can explain everything later.” “But, Rindou-” “God you’re so annoying,” a voice rings through the air, turning both yours and Rindou’s head to face the very root of the commotion between you two. Ran walks over to the two of you, gently patting Rindou on the shoulder to signal him to go back inside. Rindou’s grip tightens on your shoulder, hesitant to leave you to your demise, but he knew he couldn’t defy his brother. He lets go of you and walks back into the club. Gritting your teeth, you turn to Ran, “Ran, where have you been..,” you reach out to try to take his hand only for the dual-haired male to smack it away, “That’s none of your business.” “What?” Scoffing, he shakes his head before stepping closer to you, an unfamiliar anger radiates from him, an emotion that you’ve never seen directed at you before, “Are you fucking dumb or what? Can’t you see I don’t want you around anymore?” His words hurt, they hurt more than any stab wound or injury that could ever be inflicted on you. “Ran I…if there’s something I did wrong-” you were cut off with a slap to the face, the sudden action stinging your cheek raw. “I don’t want to see your pathetic face again. The only reason I was friends with you was because I felt sorry for you, but now I see why you didn’t have any in the first place.” That was all he said before walking off back into the brightly lit building, leaving you in the silence of the cold streets, with fresh wounds to mend all on your own.
That night you stayed awake thinking about Ran had said about being your friend out of pity and it broke your heart knowing damn well it was true
You never had any friends due to your reputation for being “clingy” and “two-faced smarty pants” so maybe that’s why Ran didn’t want to be around you anymore
When you would go to school, life was hell. Everyone would whisper rumors about what had happened between you and the older Haitani. “I heard they were fwb.” “He was probably friends with her because she’s the smartest student in the school.” “For someone so smart, she’s really dumb to associate with a Haitani!”
You barely ate or slept, obsessed with your studies and upholding the title of the “smartest student” because it was the only thing you had left.
Some days when you see Ran around in school, you feel angry at what he did to you, but would also feel jealous of the multiple friends he had around him wherever he went.
It was as if he was silently telling you, “You’ll always be nothing but know-it-all”
Sometimes Rindou would come by your house to tend to your health after seeing you lose so much weight and letting yourself go, but you’d make sure to lock your doors–and windows–so that you didn’t have to face him because of how stupid you felt after not listening to him.
If you had stayed home, if you had just listened to Rindou, would things have been different? Would you still have Ran as your only friend?
Kokonoi
“What are you doing?” I questioned Kokonoi. He grits his teeth, his eyes narrowing as he furrows his brows. Pouting, you take a seat across from him in the library, smirking at his attempts to try to ignore your presence. “For a gangster, you sure do act childish, Kokonoi,” you mock. Yet, Kokonoi remained focused on what he was reading. “What would Akane think of you now if she saw you living the life of a thug?” Slam! Slowly looking up from where his attention was focused, he finally greets your devious gaze with a murderous look. “What the hell do you want?” “It’s such a shame,” fauxed disappointment crosses your features, “you would’ve been quite the guy if you weren’t living the life of scum.” You calmly sigh as you pick up the book that your old friend had slammed on the table. Koko was livid, blood boiling and all, but he’d be damned if he lost his composure and gave you the satisfying humiliation you sought in him, “I could say the same about you. Despite being the top student at your school, you have the mind of scum yourself,” he remarks. Chuckling, you shake your head, “No wonder why Inupi hasn’t abandoned you yet.” Your face drops, dead eyes boring into Kokonoi, “You’re so pitiful, even for a money-making genius.” On the outside, it would seem as if your words bounced right off of the collected male. However, deep down, his heart was bleeding slowly as you ridiculed him and exploited his trauma for your own benefit. He refused to give in to your sadistic satisfactions. Stubborn as he may be, Koko could never ignore or refuse the pain that came with your sharp words.
You and Kokonoi had fallen out of touch after the death of your friend Akane, due to the fact that you blamed him for just rescuing Inui and not Akane.
Both of you were smart, and were complete geniuses when it came to making money. And, despite being on bad terms with each other, you both silently competed with one another as to who could earn more money when the opportunity arose.
And, sure, you highly disliked Koko for his obsessiveness with Akane, but what really topped it off was when he had dragged Inui into the life of delinquency with him.
Sometimes, you’d wonder if Koko only stayed with Inupi because he looked so much like his sister, slowly coming to the realization that he never moved on from Akane.
You would worry that he’d possibly get Inupi killed due to his stubbornness and obsession, so from then on you did everything in your power to stop his efforts of success, even if it meant holding Akane's death over his head.
Fun fact: Your just as obsessed with Inupi as Koko is
When you see Inupi around school, you try to turn him against Kokonoi and try to convince him to come back to school and quit living as a thug.
Kokonoi does the same, but tries to manipulate him into believing that he’ll help him revive the Black Dragons to the way they are again.
Kazutora
“I’ll kill him,” Kazutora mutters as he throws another dart at Mikey’s picture. Rolling your eyes, you continue to tend to your studies on the floor. “Could you keep it down, I’m trying to study.” A sigh escapes your lips as you witness yet another dart pierce the picture of the young gang leader in the photo. “What do you even have against Mikey, he knows you didn’t mean-” “How the hell would you know?!” he suddenly shouts, his shadow swallowing your small frame as he towers over you with a hateful aura. You keep calm, gently placing your things down as you stand up to challenge the duel- hair colored boy. “Because if he thought you did it on purpose, he would’ve killed you by now.” He scoffs, “So you're taking his side huh? What? You want me gone too?” he growled. “What? No! I’m just saying, you don’t have to resort to violence to solve your problems!” you shoot back. “If you just-” “NO!” his raised voice catches you off guard, completely freezing you in place. “Why the hell should I listen to you when you don’t even know what it’s like to be in my place?” he hisses, glaring daggers at your cowering figure. “You grew up with a fucking spoon on a fucking silver platter. Even now, you get anything and everything without having to fight or work for it.” Your lips trembled as tears threatened to spill from your eyes. “Kazutora…t-that’s not… ” “It is! You’re just a spoiled bitch that gets what she wants because you had friends to support you. You had parents to support you. But guess what, not everyone has the life you live, so don’t tell me how to deal with my problems when you've never been through your own. God, why does a girl like you even exist?” It was as if your whole world was shattering all at once. Why did he say that? Was it all really true? Warm streaks of tears cascaded down your face as you slowly broke down at your friend’s words. “Wow,” he scoffs, rolling his eyes, “what the fuck are you crying for? If you’re really this miserable over a few words, then why don’t you do the world a fucking favor and go die somewhere. The last thing someone wants is a crybaby goodie-two-shoes.” “Why, Kazutora?” you whimper, “why are you saying this, I didn’t mean to-” “Get out.” “W-what?” Growling, he grabs your wrist and pulls you toward the door of his house, “I said,” he throws you down on the concrete of his porch along with your things, “Get the hell out! Go away! Go kill yourself and leave me be!”
That day, you didn’t understand why Kazutora drove you away, but regardless it didn’t stop you from going into a depression.
No matter how much you tried to study to drive away your thoughts, it wouldn’t work.
You couldn’t sleep at night, feeling guilty about your upbringing and thinking how much Kazutora had suffered in his past as a kid, while you sat home with everything you needed while your parents took care of everything.
You developed the habit of often apologizing for things that weren’t your fault and your self-esteem had gone down a lot, so you were constantly putting yourself down.
You hadn’t seen Kazutora that much during school either, but he certainly saw you, as well as the way your other friends would crowd around you, asking about your day and how you were feeling and complimenting the newest clothes you were wearing. It made him more pissed off seeing how you had the life he never got to have and yet despite what you were feeling, you still had people to support you.
On rare occasions when you did see Kazutora around school, he’d insult you or flat out curse you out whenever you so much as looked at him. He hated you with a passion and the fact that you were seeking him out caused him to fester his hatred.
Eventually, he escalated to bullying you when it was clear you wouldn’t leave him alone and you’d just accept because you thought that you deserved it.
One day, Kazutora had ended up having a group of gang members beat you until sunrise and afterwards you went home and ended up cutting your wrists.
Your parents had to drive you to the hospital and when you had explained to them what happened and what you did, you never went back to school again and was homeschooled until further notice.
this is so good :(((( I honestly wasnt expecting the ending but god it's so good!!!!
CHASING THE GAMBLER
KOKONOI HAJIME X GAMBLING ADDICT
<REPOST FROM OTHER ACCOUNT>
CW: MNDI*GAMBLING*RUSSIAN ROULETTE*ADDICTION*SUICIDE*ANGST
"ROYAL FLUSH MOTHER FUCKERS!" You showed them your cards and their jaw dropped. The money at stake was too high and Kokonoi couldn't afford to lose to anyone. Not to the old fucks around the table and certainly not to you. But he did.
"Ey, suck my dick stupid ass bitches!" You cheerfully yell before pulling all of your opponents chips closer to you.
"H-how what the fuck...." Kokonoi Hajime couldn't believe he just lost to you. He was more baffled compare to the others. It's the first time he played with you and he didn't expect you to hit him with a royal flush.
"I'm a good poker player, my daddy taught me. My brother is a professional poker player too." You explained to him.
"N-no. How? You just won 29 million you-" He couldn't form a sentence making you chuckle. He underestimated you. He didn't think you had a chance of winning. Hell! He was confident no one had the chance of winning against him.
"One more game." He says panicking over his 7 million lost.
"You already lost 7 million are you ready to lose more?"
"I'm not gonna lose again."
"Oh, darlin' I bet you all of these chips you're going to lose again." He shakes his head not believing that you're challenging him.
"S-sure, let's play again." You smirked and snapped your hands three times catching one of the servers attention. He served you a bourbon and you chugged it at one go before returning your attention to Kokonoi.
"I only play one game every night but I'll make an exception if you agree to play Russian roulette with me." Kokonoi doesn't like Russian roulette but he was too absorbed and pissed at you to back out now. That's how the two of you ended up facing each other with a revolver on your hand. People gathering around curious to see if one of you will blow their own brains. What was at stake? Well, 36 million and your own life. What more could you ask for? You look like a normal human being outside but inside you're twisted. Having a loaded revolver on your temple would make a sane person tremble from fear but you? Having it on your temple makes you tremble from arousal. Being close to the other life is your pleasure. It gives you an unexplainable adrenaline and euphoria. That's the main reason why people who knows you well refuses to play games with you. They know you'll go further and further until death finally opens the door you've been knocking at since you were 13.
"She's fucking crazy." Someone from the crowd says as you pull the trigger of the revolver four times in a row pushing your luck or simply just asking for death.
"What the fuck!" Kokonoi shouted at you. You only left him with three more slots to go through. One bullet filled one slot and his chance of survival is low but if he manage to pull it off he'll win. He was about to take the gun from your hand but you pulled the trigger once more.
The crowd was petrified. Only two slots remaining. Kokonoi froze his chance 50/50. You were fearless and didn't hesitate to risk your life. After the first pull of the trigger his heart got eaten by fear but yours weren't. It only lit up your darkest desire and it made you pull the trigger four more times. You sighed disappointed that you didn't get your brains blown off and you hesitantly push the gun towards him. He was shaking from fear. If he pulls this off... He'll win. But 50/50 was his chance... You exceeded the odds of dying. Pulling the trigger five times was out of the ordinary and he was sure that you'll get yourself killed after the second pull but like earlier he was wrong. You are not normal. It seems that even though you're running towards Satan he refuses to let you enter hell. It shows how sick and twisted you are.
"WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR TAKE THE GUN!" You screamed at him after a minute passed and he hasn't taken the gun from you yet. His breathing fast and his throat dry. His eyes that are engulfed with fear fell on the gun on your hand but still. He refused to take it. You got impatient and in a swift move you were straddling him. Your eyes wide and psychotic not liking the fact that he's refusing to play the game.
"Take the gun and pull the trigger."
"I-I I...."
"Why don't I pull the trigger for you!" You came up with a good idea. You alinged your head with his and placed the gun on his temple. He tried to push you off but you didn't let him. You keep a firm hold to his body.
"Isn't this beautiful? Two strangers dying together. A beautiful end for the two of us..." He felt your fingers slowly move towards the trigger and he knew he messed up.
"YOU WIN!"
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"YOU WIN! OKAY! STOP!"
Kokonoi screamed stopping you from pulling the trigger. A dark chuckle came out of your lips.
Coward.
His chest rapidly rose and sank. Diamond shape sweat drips from his forehead, iron grip on your waist. You moved your face in front of him the gun still pointed on his temple.
"STOP! YOU WIN!" He yelled again wanting the gun to be away from him. You pulled his chin down and made him look into your bored light pink eyes. You were unimpressed and dissatisfied. And he was fearful. Fearful of a girl he barely knows.
"You fear death?"
"GET OFF!" You only laugh to his commands.
"See? I was right. I'm never wrong. I warned you but you didn't listen to me. Now.... you lost 14 million." You mocked him as you moved the gun from his temple down to his throat making his tension rise.
"I'm a Bonten executive you won't get away if you kill me." He yells desperately wants to be away from you.
"Kill you?" You chuckle.
"What's fun of killing someone who did nothing to you?" Kokonoi can't understand you. Not one bit.
"Your fear of losing money will someday kill you." You said before putting the gun on your temple pulling the trigger.
*
But once again. Death didn't want you. Yet.
The crowd gasped both in fear and amazement. 6 in a row. You escaped death.
"You could've won if you didn't chicken out." You tell him before shooting the ceiling. Kokonoi was immediately relief when the bullet was finally shot. The crowd backs away as fragments of the ceiling falls down.
"I don't like seeing fear. I love seeing fearless opponets." You pat his shoulders with your hands before getting off of him.
Kokonoi. He's... surprised? It's the first time he wasn't able to read someone. And it's the first time after years his heart beat weirdly. It's stupid. You were just a second away from killing both of you but he can't help but to feel an attraction for you. It's a strong one for him because he wasn't able to take off his eyes off of you as you walk away disappearing through the crowds of shocked people leaving all of the chips you've won. His eyes landed on them and he realized money meant nothing to you. Another reason for him to-
You're not Akane- you're far from Akane. She was.... gentle, delicate, kind, she's not someone who will play games of death. She's someone angelic and perfect and his one love. And you're the girl who... You're the girl who almost sent him to his death. The girl he lost 14 million to. That's it... That's all you are. He kept telling himself as he walks around the casino trying to find you. Hoping to see your long raven black hair and light green eyes. That's all you are his opponent. You're just a psychotic girl he needs to take revenge to. You're not someone who will make him happy. You're just a gambling addict. He forcefully punch those thoughts into his mind while grabbing the girl he thought was you.
You're just a gambling addict.
He repeats as his heart sank realizing he got the wrong person. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~
If he met you again, what would he say? What would he do? As he keeps searching for you every time he goes to the casino those thoughts run to his mind.
He tried asking for your name. Going as far as starting a man hunt but no one could ever find you. People around him says you're not worth the trouble and you'll just leave him in a dark place but he didn't care.
He felt sick to his stomach when he realized satan might've finally opened his door for you. He dropped his cards on the table not minding the money on the line.
He ran towards the bathroom and threw up. He was scared. Scared for a girl he barely knows.
"You were looking for me?"
His tired and restless eyes widens as he saw you through the mirror. Leaning on the wall with your arms and legs crossed looking beautiful as ever.
"You shouldn't be looking for someone like me."
"You didn't take your money." He tried to mask his excitement not wanting you to think of him as pathetic.
"I don't mind the money baby, I'm fucking rich as fuck. What I do mind is you starting a man hunt for my head and me not being able to play for my death." You pulled out a pocket knife and tapped it on your head 3 times.
"You misunderstood- I I want- would like to get to know you." An amused smile appeared on your face as you uncrossed your arms standing straight.
"Wash your mouth and come with me."
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ You led him to the rooftop and you sat on the egde.
"Come." You motion him to sat beside you and he did. Not remembering the fact that you're suicidal.
The night skies are pretty and you couldn't help but to admire them. Hajime watched you his heart slowly getting warmer and warmer despite of the cold night.
"Why do you live?" Your sudden question stunned him.
Why do I live?
He has no answer.
You softly smile before tossing the diamond dice on your hand he didn't noticed in the air.
3
Finally.
He was confused. He didn't know why you tossed the dice and he didn't know why you looked so happy when it showed 3 golden dots. But he didn't questioned you. As long as your happy he's content.
"I'm Ayaka." He nods taking off his jacket and draping it on your shoulder. You thanked him and handed him the dice.
"What's this for?"
"Token of our friendship."
"You're odd." You laughed and rolled your eyes.
"I am."
"Are you free around 3 pm tomorrow?" He asked you hiding his red face.
"I am. I'll be free anytime starting tonight."
"Great, let's go on a date."
"Sure."
He was surprised that you agreed. He thought you'll reject him but he was happy you didn't.
"Don't lose that dice for me will you? You'll definetely need it someday." You made him promise before asking him to bring you your favorite drink. "Pina colada."
Kokonoi was overjoyed for the first time in years. He was happy. And his happiness faded as soon as it started.
"A GIRL JUST JUMPED!" His body froze. He was climbing the stairs when he heard the frenzy about a girl's body lying limp in front of the casino.
He went out with your requested drink still in his hand. The crowd parted as the Bonten executive made his way to you.
You look so peaceful lying in front of the casino. Blood oozing out of your body.
His heart shattered for the second time.
Why do you live?
Your question echoed in his mind. He had no reason. No reason at all.
You were just alive and you were just warming his freezing heart. Now you're rapidly chilling. He slowly kneeled in front of you moving your head onto his lap.
Even after witnessing deaths of multiple traitors and even after causing death. It was a disturbing sight for him to see.
It was disturbing for him to see you happier now that you're lifeless. It was so disturbing to realized you've always been in misery, and death was the only thing that helped you achieve peace.
Kokonoi placed a kiss on your forehead before looking at the dice you gave him.
"Token of our friendship."
You could've been the reason he lives. But he'll never be yours.
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this is so good!!!!!
MIND GAMES 1
Bonten men are ruthless but so is she.
CW: Violence,Age-gap,Foul Language,Suggestive, MDNI.
MASTERLIST
-Intentions-
"Can you for the love of god step off that goddamn edge?" Taiju nervously pleaded. Despite of the sunny weather the wind is still strong and it could easily push her off the building and every second that she remained on the egde accelerates his anxiety.
Smirking she turned around to face him. He knew she's planning something and he doesn't like it. Not one bit.
"Goddamit. Stop playing around." He barks frustrated at her dangerous actions.
Taiju and her father had been great friends and he didn't hesitate to take her in when her father told him she has no one to stay with. Her father didn't want her anywhere near American soil since she has made alot of deadly powerful enemies leaving him no choice but to entrust his estranged daughter with his dear friend.
"Don't do anything stupid. I swear to god."
Taiju felt his heart stopped when she opened her arms widely, closed her eyes and started to fall back. His world started to slow down even though he's rushing to reach her. She is too fucking reckless and she never feared death and she never hesitated to look death in the eyes.
"I SAID DON'T DO ANYTHING STUPID!" He yelled as he dragged her away from the edge.
"I knew you'd come and save me." The deranged girl laughs as he lets go of her dropping her to the cold cement.
"Could've drop me more gently." She complained as she pick herself up. She has always like seeing Taiju panic for her. It makes her happy knowing there's someone who would drop everything just to save her. It's comforting and really nice.
"Don't do that again." Furious at the sudden stunt she just pulled, his iconic vein popped on his forehead as he started to pace around.
Taiju tries his best to form her into a normal human being all the while knowing it's impossible owning to the fact that her mother wasn't a normal one.
But he tries his best because he sees her as a redemption for all the things he had done to his siblings.
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The bonten members are watching all of those unfold from the CCTV placed secretly the day before. Taiju and her were far away and they could barely see her face but all of them could recognize the giant monster with her from miles away.
"That's the daughter of Yukichi Yamagata." Takeomi explains as he lit his fourth cigar of the day.
"That's fucking Taiju Shiba why the hell is she with him?" Kokonoi questions puzzled to why his former boss who promised not to meddle with any gang business after his defeat from Mikey save their target from falling and let alone be with her.
"Yukichi are friends with him. Apparently the girl mass murdered a gang which made her the number one target of the five largest crime syndicate in America. No one but him wanted to take her in." Kanji Mochizuki read the information he got from bribing Taiju's secretary.
"How can that girl mass murder a gang? She's like fucking 3 ft 1." Sanzu squinted his eyes questioning her ability as he slumps down on the chair.
"And why would she mass murder a gang?" Ran added.
"She seems like a crazy person. I mean damn, if Shiba didn't get her she'd be dead dead." Rindou pointed out her actions earlier and Kakucho nodded agreeing.
"Well, I like crazy." The mad dog spoke making everyone shake their head. If the boss wants her on their side most of them will probably put a loaded gun on their mouth and pull the trigger. They wouldn't be able to handle another nuisance like Sanzu.
"That girl is valuable." The boss spoke grabbing everyone's attention.
He leaned on the wall and everyone noticed that his eyes are darker than usual. It gave them a feeling that he had to carefully analyze the pros and cons of taking the girl, indicating that she's more than just valuable.
One of the men wanted to question their boss if he's in love with her but that's out of the questions. Mikey had his few shares of whores but never kept one. For the last ten years the men spent working with each other they learned that not one of them would keep a woman in their lives. Yes, they might keep a few companion for nights of pleasure but never keep one to spend their life with. It's a luxury they could never afford not even after having almost all the money in the world.
"Her real father had her trained in a special camp which turns children into deadly soldiers or puppet CEO’s and she’s well acquainted with someone I need to find." Mikey states before pointing at Ran and Kanji.
"She's not someone to underestimate." The two men shared a look before nodding to their boss.
"You two have a week to take the girl. I don't care if it's by force, take her no matter what or I'll be taking your heads if you returned empty handed."
Mikey left the room along with Sanzu and Kakucho leaving the two men assigned to take her mortified and the remaining puzzled to why Mikey wanted to have the her so bad.
One by one the members left the room leaving Kokonoi to look back at Taiju and the mysterious girl. A few minutes passed by and nothing happened. He was about to leave when he saw her and Taiju leaving the rooftop Kokonoi was aching to leave the room and his body was half turned towards the door too but his guts told him to stay.
"Why the fuck am I feeling like this?" He says and his question was soon answered when she stood in front of the CCTV and mischievously smiled and showed her middle finger to it.
She pulled out a paper from her pocket and held it to the CCTV.
BONTEN SUCK MY DICK
"This- little bitch." Hajime's reptile eyes widen as he realized she knew all along that she's being watched.
Mikey was right after all, she shouldn't be underestimated.
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Kanji and Ran read through all of the information in the nightclub they often go to. The loud music and girls helps Ran calm down while the liquor helps Kanji collect himself.
"This doesn't make any sense. If she's fucking thirty why does-"
"Wait. She's thirty? Mine says she's twelve." They both looked at each other totally confused.
"Fine, the age doesn't matter but why does she need to stay with Taiju when she has seven brothers all over the world?" Kanji hands Ran various pictures of men who looks nothing like her.
"Mine says she's an only child."
"What the-" Kanji was interrupted by a knock on a door and a girl no taller than 5ft 5 enters wearing a classic bunny costume.
"Here are your drinks boys."
Kanji assumed Ran ordered and Ran assumed Kanji ordered but none of it matters because they are hooked over the girl who just entered.
"Are you new here?" Ran asked as the girl approached them.
"Yes, sir. I'm a newbie."
"You look young how old are you?" Kanji questioned her. He may be a criminal but he's certainly not sleeping with an underage girl while Ran's moral could be questionable sometimes he highly objects and is disgusted by the thought of sleeping with underage girls as well.
The girl placed their drink on the table before sitting on Kanji's lap. It surprised both of them because Kanji has always been the last man in Bonten to get pretty girls.
"I've always liked older men. More experience. Rough. Looks so good in their suits." The girl placed her thumb on Kanji's chin turning his face to hers.
His eyes fell on her light brown eyes which reminded him of maple syrup he likes to drizzle on his morning biscuits.
Her fingers softly touched the bridge of his nose captivating Kanji with every movement she does while making Ran jealous.
It's a fucking blow on his huge ego. Ran always got the girls. Even before he flashes his rolex or the keys to his Cadillac. They always go to him, so it was crushing to see a girl so pretty like her go to his collegue.
Kanji placed his hand on her back while parting her legs with the other making her chuckle as she continue to softly touch his face. Kanji slept with tons of women but not once did they do the things she's doing to him.
"You smell good." He compliments her making Ran roll his eyes. Ran thinks that Mochi his "dear friend." lacks of dirty talk and is fucking traditional and basic.
The girl stood up and it made Kanji panic for moment as he thought she got tired of him but was instantly relief when she pushed him down to the sofa and went on to straddle him.
She took his hands and placed it on her ass before leaning forward and dangerously hovering her lips over his. His eyes landed on her parted wet lips and a smirked form on it as she noticed his action.
"Want... to kiss me?" She asked and he slowly nodded. Ran who's watching all of the things happened got irritated and chug the liquor she bought in.
"Damn! This is a strong fucking motherfucker!" He exclaimed after drinking it.
Kanji paid no mind to him and started kneeding the girl's ass. She softly chuckes before placing her hands on his chest and softly placing a kiss beside his lips making him want more. She's a fucking vixen and as seconds passes Kanji wanted nothing more than to be inside her. His erection made itself clear.
She licked his lips before pushing his head up exposing his neck to her. She placed soft kisses on it making the older man moan in pleasure.
"You like my kisses? Imagine if my lips were on your cock instead." His breath hitches as the thought of having the girl on top of him knelt between his legs and suck his cock, flashes through his mind. The girl then licked his neck up to his lips forcing her saliva on his mouth. She’s so fucking good and Kanji knew he had to have her.
“You’re so fucking hot.” He says making her grin. She gave his lips a peck before going to his ear and gently biting on it.
"You should fact check. I'm neither twelve or thirty."
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"B-boss... we got the girl." Ran's shaky voice echoed to the phone. Mikey was impressed that they've got the girl in less than 7 hours and was planning on raising their salaries.
"Haruchiyo ready the car we're going to her-"
"Boss! Boss! where were you I've been trying to call and search for you for the last seven hours!" Kokonoi burst in panicking. He had been trying to inform them that she knew she's being watched but no one was around. Not even Kakucho or Takeomi who's known to answer calls in a heartbeat, answered their phones.
"Not now Hajime. They've got the girl." Haruchiyo interferes pushing the panicking man aside.
"No! No you don't get it. She-"
"Not now Hajime." Mikey stopped him and proceeded to leave the room with his loyal mad dog.
Frustrated Hajime let out a grunt hating the fact that everyone has been missing and the fact that he failed to inform their boss a valuable information.
"Fuck." He rushed out of the room and tried to search for anyone when someone grabbed his neck and slammed him on the wall.
"What the-"
"Long time no see."
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Arriving at the grape farm along with several armed men Mikey and his loyal dog walked towards the barn.
"Boss, what do you plan on doing the girl?" Haruchiyo asked and Mikey only answered him with silence. The dog knew better than to push the topic so he just walked closely with his king.
Haruchiyo grew suspicious because almost always one of his colleagues greets them but he shrugged it off knowing that it's Ran and Kanji. Two of the most brutal men in Bonten.
Haruchiyo opened the barn's door and they proceed to walk in leaving their guards outside.
"Mochi! Ran!" The dog barks but no one answered.
Suddenly circus song started to blast and disco lights flickered from above making the dog pull out his gun and instintively stood in front of his boss who only looked up to the bright lights.
"Welcome!" A robotic voice echoed as lights points to the other six members of Bonten who are all hanging to the ceiling upside down like some victims from the movie SAW.
Their face are beaten up and they were tied with ropes that barely supported their weights. Blood dripped from their head falling to the hays.
Rindou’s blood fell down and it landed on the mad dogs forehead making him back away bumping to his boss.
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Two days prior to the "event" she burst in Taiju's office disturbing him and the work he needed to finish.
"What do you want?"
"Lunch?"
"Lunch is over-" "Okay, I'm gonna blow up the prime minister-"
"On second thought, let's go eat right now." She smiled and dragged him to his car even though he wanted to eat in his restaurant.
"It's not like you to ask me out on lunch." Taiju says as he took a turn entering the highway.
"I need to discuss some stupid shit I'm about to do in less than forty-eight hours." Taiju sighed. After three years of taking care of her and looking after her like she's his child he knew it's too good to be true.
"So?"
"Bonten, they're planning on kidnapping me."
"WHAT!?" He yells making her jump from her seat.
"I've done all the plans. All you need to do is bring Takeomi Akashi, Kakucho Hitto, Rindou Haitani, Kokonoi Hajime, to the farm we've bought a month ago." Taiju shook his head no.
"We're not doing tha-"
"Or, I can just march in their HQ and start a massacre again."
"You know. I fucking thought I was nuts when I was kid."
"I'm not a kid I'm fucking 19."
"Wait? Don't I still wake you up in the morning? Don't you still refuse to eat real breakfast and insist on eating cereals-"
"Okay! Chill! Goddamn who hurt you?"
Taiju and her talked about her plans inside her favorite pancake shop and though he hated to admit it, her plan was perfect.
"Admit it Tai! You're proud of me right? I mean. I'm smart just like you." Taiju smiled as he took a sip of his coffee. He is indeed proud.
When he took her in, she was already smart but she wasn't interested in studying or anything at all. She had no aspirations or goals. And even though she's capable of creating strategic plans she always resolve into her brute and he changed that.
"Yeah yeah you make me proud." She blushed and wink at him. He's been a better father than hers.
Four hours earlier.
"Newbie bring the drinks to the VIP room!" The head of the club yelled at her and she made sure to remember her name. She scanned her surroundings before pouring the sleeping pills on both of her target’s drink before heading to their room.
They were powerful men and it made them reckless thinking that they're untouchable. Entering the room she knew they were hooked by her and she used that as an advantage.
Between the two men she liked Kanji more because he's taller and looked older and the girl decide to have a little fun with him before she break his heart.
"You should fact check. I'm neither 12 or 30."
Kanji looked at her completely puzzled but soon realized what she meant.
"RAN!" He shouted and pushed her off of him sending her to the wall. His eyes then landed on the sleeping Haitani and he cursed himself for allowing his guard down.
"Wow. That's how you'll treat me?" She mocked him as she stand up. Kanji knew he couldn’t kill her so he simply walked over to her and grabbed her by the neck slamming her small body to the wall but none of his actions faze her.
"You think you're funny?"
"I-I I do. I'm act- actually a comedian!" Even though she was barely breathing she didn't fail to say some shit.
"I was beginning to like you. Was even contemplating of making you my slut-" His visions starts to blurry and his whole body began to numb. His grip on her neck loosens and he stumbled back as his head starts to pound uncontrollably.
"You shouldn't have let me kiss you." He collapsed to the ground and the last thing he saw before he fell unconscious was her drinking something from the necklace she's wearing.
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One by one the executives regain conciousness and could only remember the things that occur leading up to their defeat.
"You all failed me." They heard Mikey's voice and it sent chills down their spines.
Mikey sighed and went on to sit to one of the stacks of hays and clapped three times seemingly impressed by her. He knew she's a strong fighter but he also knew she took out the gang with her sick games. What he didn't know was how good she actually is.
"Sano Manjiro." She came out of the shadows along with Taiju and the mad dog immediately pointed the gun at her but Taiju stood in front of her shielding her with his body.
"I wouldn't do that if I were you."
"Fuck you Shiba. We have men outside-"
Taiju chuckled knowing that those men are laying on the ground either with their heads blown out or still choking with their own blood.
"You want to know Doctor Fujita's location? I'll give it to you." Mikey's eyes widen he didn't expect her to know his intention.
"Only if you help me find a person as well."
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Genshin impact
Burned out: chapter 1 : why?
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Tokyo revengers
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Mikey's dark impulses
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Why can't you love me as you love him?
Characters: Mitsuya, Reader and Koko
A/N: Swearing, abuse, blood, violent, comforting at the angst, cheating and nsfw scene of mitsuya cheating :D
There's a gun scene so pls if your uncomfortable by it don't read 4 your safety and health
( if your a minor I'll make a line and immediately scroll Thru it and if you see the line again stop there if your okay with that)
Word count: 1.1k+
You looked around the house to see that it was all true.. he cheated. Of course this wasn't the first shit he has ever done, but you just had enough with Mitsuya cheating on you treating like you were a piece of shit. You quietly packed most of your things in the shared bedroom you and mitsuya did a lot of things but who the fuck knows what if they fucked in the bed you slept in?
You felt drained, tired and want to kill him but you can't. You love him, you wanted a distraction, you couldn't just hold your tears anymore as you walked to your friend's house for the time being. You sobbed, sniffles audible and you felt used. You knocked on the door of your friend's house hoping they would answer but the door opened to someone else. A man who has a scar on his face and you assumed he had a blind eye. You sighed and said sorry, leaving the property until you heard your name being called. As you look back you saw your friend, you could recognize them by their face. Though you could see that they changed their hair color to white, you stayed at your spot not moving. Your eyes began to blur, suddenly it went black.
You fainted. It wasn't a surprised since you were weak and haven't eaten a proper meal for a week due to stress. You woke up the next day to a room that's unfamiliar. You heard footsteps behind the door, you freaked out and hid yourself under the blanket shaking. The door was slowly opened, you heard a sigh from the corner of the room. You sneezed by accident and blushed at what happened, the blanket covering you was snatched by the white haired person.
You smiled and saw Koko Hajime, "Hajime!" You cried in happiness and crawled to him, the sudden hug you did caused both you and Koko to fall on the bedroom ground. Since the sudden noise triggered some people and immediately went into the room with guns in their hand ready to shoot. You looked terrified to see them holding guns, you gripped Koko's shirt tight making him bring his hand behind your bag and rub it to attempt to calm you down. You felt scared, terrified, worried, words can't describe how you saw those guns. It felt like you remembered something traumatic..
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Flash back:
"takashi!~" you opened the house door smiling, you looked around and saw Mitsuya on the couch naked with another girl riding him. You stood there speechless, you wanted to fit him now and there. You felt tears run down your face, "Mitsuya who's this? You didn't say you were in a relationship?" The women asked Mitsuya who stopped riding them.
As soon those words left her lips you felt betrayed. You were married with mitsuya for years, you both planned to even want kids once. The box you were holding fell on the floor, like how your heart shattered in pieces. You noticed the woman was Mitsuya's body type, he just married you because he loved your "Personality". You believed him but in this moment you trust in him. The women has black hair long and straight, skinny, the right amount of breasts and ass, her beautiful face. You can't compare to her at all. It was like she was everything you wanted to have.
Mitsuya's head was thrown back and he looked at you, scoffed and thrusted his hips to women. You heard the woman moan and tears fell beside your eye.
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You closed the door and ran to the nearest park you knew. Your heart shattered by the man who you loved, who was most of your first. It pained you to see him cheat on you making your heart ache from remembering the memory. After a day you spent at your cousin's house you went back to mitsuya. You knocked on the door to be opened by Mitsuya who had dark circles around his eyes. You looked at it but didn't care for it as you shoved Mitsuya away out of the doorway. when he was about to say something, you walked past him and went upstairs. You stared at the messy bedroom in disgust, then felt an arm wrapping around your neck and pushed you to the wall. Mitsuya held a gun on your forehead pinning you to the wall, you stared at the gun gripping on Mitsuya's shirt that you're scared to be held at gunpoint. He then removed the gun and slapped you, it went by too fast. …..
You didn't even get a proper explanation
End of flashback.
You gripped on Koko's shirt making him sigh and pulled you closer, kissing your forehead and his hand moved to your cheek rubbing it carefully. "I wished she was mine" ".. I wish I was the one that married her ``''… I hate to see her cry, I will kill Mitsuya for cheating her yet again." Koko thought but came back to reality when you held his hand. He blushed and looked at the hand you were holding, he smiled shyly "Y/N.. I'm so sorry.." he whispered to you, you looked at him. You both held eye contact for a while but it broke when a person coughs. You looked at who it was and it was Sanzu, you sighed and let go of Koko looking away. "Leave right now pls" Koko said to the men at the door.
As the men walked out he sat on the bed and pulled you onto him. You fell on his lap and he puts you on his lap, his head on your shoulder and hands rubbing your waist. "I don't understand.. Why would Mitsuya do that? Have you seen yourself? You're beautiful.. he must be blind." Koko blunty said, making you blush and jump out of his embrace. You blushed, making him smile softly, "The most beautiful woman I have ever seen…." He bluntly stated making you turn around, your back facing him blushing so much.
You heard a creak and Koko hugged you from behind, making you smile and turn your head. As you turned your head you accidentally kissed Koko when he was about to kiss your cheek, you blushed but Koko just chuckled.
"Forget about him…"
"I'll show you how it is to be actually loved."
" Just be mine. "
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Your not mine.
Part one here: <3
A/N: Mitsuya x Reader? Angst
And this is when they are married and before he cheated
Wc: 490+
Warnings: Cheating, slight nsfw in part1
Mitsuya pov ig?
I know you y/n..
Why can't you look at me like how you look at him?
Am I….. not good enough?
Mistuya looked at himself in the mirror in his kitchen, he sighed and turned his head in disgust. Why….. Why did you choose me? Mitsuya doubted everything you said. Especially… I love you..
Everytime you say it Mitsuya wants to burst out crying because he knows that you're not his. He sees how you and Koko look at eachother. Not the same way as you do to him. He sees how you look at him when he passes by. He wished and wished it was him but it never came true.
He wanted to break up with you in the first place because he felt the love you told, shared and showed was lies. He wanted to, but doesn't have the guts to tell you. True or not he doesn't want to hurt you, he wants to break up with you but can't. He doesn't have the heart to since he loves you but you don't love him back.
He lied and lied to himself that you love him, he knows that you don't love him but he wanted you for himself. Mitsuya felt greedy and possessive when it came to you. He wanted you all to himself, himself only. No one else's, just you. He wanted you all to himself. He looked at your sleeping form on the couch and smiled, he went closer to you and placed his hand on your cheek softly rubbing it. He sighed and walked felt like giving up, he wanted you to love him as he loves you, but he can't.
He loves you a lot, willingly will be there by your side at your lowest, will be by your side when you need him. Yet why can't you just see me like how you see him?
He wants to cry, and keep you only you himself but he knows you will once not be by his side anymore.
I love you.
I love you.
I love you.
Don't look at him!
Love me.
Mitsuya has so much urges to kill Koko for stealing you from him, his lover. He wants to but can't because he could imagine how much pain you would be in…
As you left to work Mitsuya gave up and accepted that you love Koko more than him. You both belong together and it's sadly painfully obvious. Tears fell down his eyes to his cheeks.
(Insert him cheating here because he needs a distraction)
It hurts.
It hurts!
Let this pain stop PLS..
I'm begging...
My first love….
My last love..?
Til I met you, I never knew what love was, then I met you. This feeling seems to grow more every day sadly, you're not mine anymore.
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Leia (Wife! Akane x Painter! Kokonoi x Painting! Inui)
Angst
Word count: 1.37k
(Inspired by Luka Megurine-Leia)
His wife died. Her body was reduced to nothing but ash the unfortunate incident that nobody had predicted. He never hated flames more in his life. He despised them. More than that, he despised himself for being powerless. He tried to save her. Like a hero on the battlefield, he ran to her, not caring if his skin burned, not caring if his property is destroyed, not caring about anything. He just wanted his wife to be safe and sound.
The Gods surely hated the man. Somebody had cursed him. If they wanted they could've taken him away but they chose to make him suffer. Maybe he didn't deserve happiness. Maybe he was the worst kind of scum. He was there sitting outside the ICU, hoping that everything will go back to the way it was.
"I'm sorry, She is dead," One of the doctors had informed him. He stood there looking at the white walls with a blank face. He did not believe that she died. The doctor was lying to him. He was jealous of him. How can Akane die when he could still see her right next to him?
Kokonoi came back to his cabin. It was a place where he would paint his pieces. He was known for his talent, he was young and had a vision that artists hold to make themselves known to the world. He could feel it, his Akane was right here. She just needed a physical form. How can he give her that?
After a lot of thinking, he came to the conclusion that he would make a painting of his wife. That way, he could look at his wife, talk to her, and stay with her. Kokonoi took this sketchbook and started jotting down ideas.
"No! No! No! this is not right!" He yelled in annoyance as he ripped the painting rigorously. The painting didn't look right, it didn't feel right. It was the imposter of Akane. His Akane was as pretty as a lily, as enchanting as the stars, as captivating as the snow, and as heartwarming as the new year's dawn.
After a painful year and a half. Finally, He drew a painting. He stood there in awe. What was this feeling? This nostalgia?
It feels like love. He fell in love. The painting was ideal, the best version of his love. The burn on the side of her head was an interpretation of the fact that his love was the prettiest even with imperfections. Her hair was slightly chopped, to show her delicate neck. Her transparent skin was as white as snow.
"This is it, Here you are with me, My love," Kokonoi said as he caressed the face of the painting. He ran his nails on the neck of his love as he was reminded of the first night of their wedding. Anyone would look at him and say he was indeed too deep in love. Almost unhealthy.
Let me feel you one more time.
Kokonoi had been telling a story about an annoying customer he had come across at work. He had been seated at the dining table with his meal in front of him. This painting was placed with the utmost care on the chair that was right in front of him. An exact plate of food in front of it.
Kokonoi felt as if it was the first time they met, in the library, where he felt tingly like there were butterflies flapping their wings in his stomach. This feeling is real. He was happy, he could feel his love's presence. He smiled brightly as he continued to talk to the painting about his days at work.
The painting wasn't living. He was a fool.
Let me touch you one more time.
"Where are you, my love?" He called out as he came back home from work. He embraced the painting at the sight of it. He knew that his love embraced him. He could feel his love's warm embrace, it had always been like that. He used to cuddle with her under the sheets vulnerable as he showered her with his love.
Surely, if he can touch and feel the things he knew before, the painting was indeed living. His lover was right next to him, right?
Let me see you one more time.
"Mr. Kokonoi has lost his mind. He tells us that his wife is alive and they are the happiest. I went to the funeral and also visited her grave. She is no more." One of his friends at work said. He didn't mean to eavesdrop but when he did he was furious.
First the doctor and now his friends. What is going on? He saw his love right this morning. There is no way she is dead. Who do those people think they are?
He lost himself too deep. No one can bring him back to the shore.
"My love, Open your eyes", He asked as he looked at the painting. The painting barely did anything. Kokonoi had tears in his eyes. No! he refuses to believe that his colleagues were telling the truth. His love is right in front of him. He wasn't crazy, he wasn't mad. He was just a lovesick fool who is sinking deep in love, that's not abnormal.
"Look at me, I beg of you, "He said as he cried loudly at the painting. Why wasn't it responding to him? He looked at it closely, the cardboard canvas felt nothing like skin, no butterflies, no flowers blooming in his chest. He can't feel any more but at least he can hear his love's voice, he can see her, smell her fragrance.
"If you can't look at me, I'll give you my eyes," He said. He took his favorite palette knife that his wife had once gifted him and gouged his eyes and offered it to his love. He will do anything for his love. He knows no bounds.
Let me hear you one more time.
"What have I done?" He asked himself in despair. He can't look at her beauty. The face that he sees every morning, every night, every time.
'Koko, it's alright,' He heard the sweet voice of his wife. Yes! everything is alright. You are here with me, I am here with you. Nobody will come between us. He can listen. He can talk to her. That's all he needs to survive. A sign, it doesn't matter if he can't feel her, touch her, or see her. As long as he had a sign, that his love is here. That's all he needs.
Let me smell you one more time.
"What's wrong? My love," He spoke once again. This time couldn't hear anything. Why? everything was fine before. Why was this happening to him?
"You gave me a sign last time, where are you now?" He called again. He smelled gasoline. It was the same smell like the last time he saw her. She was calling for him. He poured gasoline on the painting and himself before lighting a match.
He reminisces the flames, those darned flames that took the life of his love, and the smell of burning wood surrounding him. He couldn't see anything. He wasn't sorrowful, he was going back to his wife. He was happy, almost beaming in joy.
'I'm coming back to you, My love," He said his last words. A perfect ending where he dies along with his love. Sadly, when he went to the afterworld he didn't meet his love because his love was a mere painting.
People do outrageous things in the name of love. Even the smartest of folks fall prey to this damaging feeling. To him, he never once regretted falling in love with Akane. At the end of his story, he had been unfaithful to Akane. He failed to realize that 'His Love' and 'Akane' were two different beings. His painting was who he wanted Akane to be; not who Akane actually was.
Drawing of Koko's love.
soooo tokyo rev season 2 👀
PLS KOKO AND INUI LOOKED SO GOOD AND TAIJUU GOD HES SO FINE
Love me love me
Say that you love me
Fool me fool me
Go on and fool me
(какие тут интересные шрифты)
Boys with same birthday 💋
