Lifeasmydiary - Clarice - Tumblr Blog
i can’t wait to meet someone and realize i was never asking for too much
i been pulling myself out of dark places alone since i was a child. i’m built for anything
i thought that i heard you laughing… i thought that i heard you sing… oh i think i saw you try…. but that was just a dream………

I also feel sad because it feels like I’ve finally lost the last little bit of connection I had with someone I miss terribly

it actually really doesn’t matter at all and everything will be okay forever




olesya
“I like how sleeping next to someone means more than sex sometimes, the body’s way of saying ‘I trust you to be by my side at my most vulnerable time,’ you have no defenses when you are asleep, you tell no lies”
— Eric Shaw
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in need of peace of mind
sucks sometimes to believe in signs and fate
yeah im good the light has left my world though
i just want myself back. this is not who i am
KILL ME before one day i start to think about liking someone again not having a hundred percent sure they like me back and want a relationship with me pls tired of this shit