Thinkging About Chaos Demon God Things

thinkging about chaos demon god things

I made a comic out of a certain section of The Book of Bill! It's one of my favorite bits. It's just so VISCERAL and disturbing, and I really wanted to try capturing that. Anyways, hope y'all like it lmao

Reblogging again cause I just remembered a segment from the book. In the pyrokinesis section it says

"'Cipher, Cipher, he's insane/ Starting fires with his brain' The kids in grade school could be so cruel. But where are they now, huh? WHERE ARE THEY NOW?"

So he was definitely bullied. But I could totally see him having been liked before any powers and stuff manifested.

me when i lie

Rant + spoiler warning for TBOB

So like, thinking back on Bill’s behavior in The Book Of Bill, I kinda realized something that I haven’t seen anyone talk about?

He does not understand the difference between “right” and “wrong”. Now, I think he sometimes can tell the different between the two, but it’s definitely not 100% of the time.

Many of the clearly abusive and cruel things he did seem like he legitimately did not understand at all how messed up it truly was, he seems to legitimately believe it was a mutual game between the 2. While he’s sadistic and a liar, it wouldn’t frankly be a strange thing to lie about, as it’s almost more incriminating than saying he wanted to mess with him.

Like, he literally essentially just says it’s a “sexy little game” (paraphrasing obv). It truly seems he has such little grasp on how things work that he doesn’t fully grasp the difference, it’s possible that maybe his perception of himself is just so warped that he literally doesn’t grasp the difference between objective rights and wrongs. I mean, he himself said he doesn’t understand the difference between fear and love.

So whilst obviously his behavior is beyond unforgivable, I do not think he’s behind redemption because conceivably, it’s likely a lot of what he did were things he didn’t understand fully. He seems like a deeply troubled, ill individual, but like if he allowed therapy to work, he realistically *could* recover.

Anyways enjoy my unhinged rant lol

changing elves from being assholes with a superiority complex and recharacterising them as just sort of weird guys that have an entirely different set of social behaviours to harken back to the days when people thought autistic people were a kind of fae for having odd behaviours. the entire reason why they dont particularly enjoy gatherings of men or dwarves or whatever is because they tend to be loud and the average elven social gathering is just a bunch of them sitting in a room in silence ignoring each other

like theyre still kind of mean but its more of them being blunt and lacking empathy rather than being condescending or purposefully malicious

I spent another hour today. I was almost late for work bc I completely lost track of time and didn't notice the clock until 15 minutes before my shift

I spent like 2 hours on the new Gravity Falls website yesterday. I have a problem.