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The Urge To Make A New Rp Blog Is Real..
The urge to make a new rp blog is real..đ«ą
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It had been three monthâs since Alice had started hanging around the diner and it sure as shit wasnât for the food or people that frequented it, no it was the cute little waitress Ellie that worked the graveyard shift that kept her coming back for more. Though they hardly spoke sans polite chitchat and customer service bullshit, Alice was addicted and had to visit at least 2 to 3 times a week, sometimes sheâd pass by and peek through the windows just to catch a glimpse of the girl.Â
That night started off like every other before it, Alice took a seat in her preferred booth, nodded at Ellie in greeting and looked over the menu even though she knew she would order the same thing she had every night.Â
Wondering what was taking the girl so long to take her order, Aliceâs eyes drifted over to the counter catching Ellieâs before wandering down to where a guy had his hands on her. She took note that their conversation didnât seem to be going the way he wanted and the girl was definitely uncomfortable before she stood and made her way over to them.
She leaned sideways against the counter next to the guy and put her hand over his. âIâm going to say this as nicely as i canâ She smirked and harshly yanked his hand back at an awkward angle. âGet your fucking hands off herâ She let him go and grabbed his hair, pushing his face down into the counter and holding him there as she looked up at Ellie. âYou okay?â Her tone softer.Â
Midnight Flyer-
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Ellie had worked at Donnaâs Diner for nearly a year now. Working mostly the graveyard shifts she didnât have many regulars, except her. Alice, the fiery woman that seemed to visit at least three times a week. She was quiet but she was always kind to El, even tipping generously. It had been three months since Alice began to visit, ordering the same meal every time, and every time the brunette found herself growing more and more excited to see her. Tonight wasnât any different, it was your typical Wednesday. At least it was, up until Ellieâs ex showed up, the guy never been good to her and now was no exception. He came in to try and manipulate her back into the relationship but she knew better. Heâd burned her too many times now for her to even think about going back. âI donât want to go with you, Ronnie. First of all Iâm at work, secondly? Do you not remember why I left you? I still have the scars to show for it.â The day she had left didnât end well for her, the drug addict went berserk. They were in his car and heâd started freaking out, because she said she didnât wanna se him anymore, and ultimately the he ran a light and the car was totaled. The pair barely made it out and she had no intentions of going back anytime soon. She made eye contact with Alice as Ronnie seemed to reach over the counter to grab Ellieâs hand. Maybe sheâd call the cops, though she seems the type to handle it herself.
romantic dreams | jeon jungkook

summary: heâs always dreamt of finding his soulmate in some romantic way, bells ringing, birds chirping, maybe even a shine of light over their head. he never imagined to find them living next door to him with absolutely no clue to the extent of the growing infatuation he has toward you until itâs a little too late. hypnotized by your entire existence he finds his dreams and delusions of love to be a little too intense for anyone to bear.
⣠genre/au: yandere jungkook x reader [she/her, female anatomy], neighbors au, smut, angst
⣠23.9k words
warnings: yandere. smut. jk is obsessed and a stalker. toxic. manipulation. gaslighting. heâs a gym rat who listens to deftones, nirvana, korn, pierce the veil, etc. he watches y/n through cameras. delusional jk. heâs intimidating and a huge asshole to everyone but y/nâlike genuinely not a good person lol but he has nipple piercings and a six pack. goth jk. calvin klein jk. sort of mind break. dom/sub/switch themes but not intense. rough, passionate sĂ«x. multiple rounds. oral [both recieving]. multiple orgasms. jk is kinda really unhinged at the end. he seems more stable than he is. everyone is so oblivious. unprotected smĂŒt but also only for one round [they go for two]. idk lol heâs just a weird guy who likes black and Nirvana or some shit. y/n is cheated on in previous relationship heâs not dangerous I think
[ teaser ]
song inspo: tempest â deftones, and i love her â kurt cobain, blvd. nights â team sleep, new magic wand â tyler, the creator [highly recommend listening so you can get what kind of character Jungkook is]
jungkookâs moodboard | y/nâs moodboard

The music was loud yet you couldnât make out a single word of it. The beat was strong but with the amount of people packed into the nightclub it seemed to blur out all other noise aside from their talk. You could barely see under the hues of green and blue lights shining down on the crowd and the room had a distinct smell of alcohol, sweat, and smoke.
On your back was a firm hand that pushed you through the dancing crowds to get you to the bar and you let them take the lead without question. To your side was a friend of yours who flashed a smile, âDonât worry, youâre going to get so drunk tonight that you forget about him.â
What sheâs really saying is if you donât want to feel then you better start sipping.
It was just 24 hours ago that you sat down in your living room listening to the guy you had been dating for months tell you that he cheated. He cried his eyes out telling you that it didnât mean anything and that he would never do it again but it was too late. You didnât shed a single tear until he was out of your house and thatâs when you let the angry tears fall, mad that you were too blind to realize what a piece of shit he was.
Now you were in a little green dress feeling like a heartbroken bitch as you ordered two more drinks and tried to pretend like youâre having a good time when youâre not.
Taehyung watched you chug back another drink with a sigh, âBut donât drink too much, youâll regret it.â
âI donât care,â you slurred, tone already a bit off and woozy. Jiyoung combed your hair out of your face, âAt least youâre still pretty, drunk or not.â
Not pretty enough if you got cheated on. You smiled as she cupped your face squeezing your cheeks, bloodshot eyes that she couldnât even see under the changing lights.
âIâm gonna go find Hobi,â Taehyung said as he looked around the packed nightclub, âItâs going to take me forever.â
You nodded your head, âGo ahead, Iâm gonna get another drink.â
âYou sure youâre okay?â Jiyoung asked and you told her yes. She left with a small smile going with Taehyung to find your friend. Your smile slowly fell as you stood at the bar by yourself looking around at dancing pairs and kissing couples.
You took a deep breath trying to calm your racing heart, hands feeling the heat that radiates off your face and blinking hoping to fight off the burn you felt from not crying.
Once you had your drink you disappeared into the large crowd hoping to find the others.
He was fed up being here. He understands why his friends like to come out and drink but frankly he doesnât care for their excuses to be able to pick up girls. Every single woman who approached him here are just so boring.
Sure, theyâre nice to look at but thatâs about it. Listening to their squeaky drunk voices and watching the way they try to dance on him is so tiring. He just wants them all to stop but they wonât and he knows it. Heâs attractive, heâs somewhat tall, heâs covered in tattoos and he looks so unapproachable that it â for some reason â always attracts women to him. If he was interested in them then maybe he would feel different but most times heâs just bothered by them.
There might be a rare chance that he takes one home but that happens once every blue moon and even then he doesnât care for their name or to stay with them the full night. He could live his life without wasting a single second flirting with some girl he met at the club.
His intention right now was to quietly sneak away from his friends while they hit on girls he was very unimpressed with and leave. It reeked of alcohol and he preferred not to get drunk and lose his senses tonight.
He was cutting through the crowd doing his best to avoid being pushed or touched but it didnât seem to matter.
Goosebumps rose on his skin as he hissed at the sudden cold liquid that spilled onto his shoes and jeans. His face hardened as he smelled the stench of liquor and he immediately looked up annoyed to find the person who spilled their drink on him.
âShit, I am so sorry,â you said in a somewhat shy voice. You looked from your empty cup to his wet pants and boots, âIâI didnât mean to bump into you, thereâs so many people hereâfuck.â
His initial instinct was to chew you out, not caring for what or who you were, but then his eyes met yours and his anger immediately melted away. He couldnât put his finger on why he was suddenly okay with a stranger spilling their Bloody Mary on his thousand dollar Gucci boots. He was too lost in your bloodshot eyes to say anythingâuntil you dropped down to the floor with a hand on his boot acting like you could just wipe it away.
âWait!â He nearly shouted as he held you by your arm and pulled you back up, âDonât. Itâs fine, the floorâs dirty.â
âNo, please, I am so fucking sorry, oh my god,â you said, drunk out of your mind to fully pay attention to what happened. You looked up to him and you seemed to take a step back in surprise. He was an extremely good looking guy and youâve just embarrassed yourself in front of him⊠yet he smiled sweetly instead of yell at you. Will you even remember this moment?
âIâll just clean them, itâs alright, donât even worry about it, okay?â
Not fully thinking clearly, you gasped as a sudden idea came to mind, âIâll go get towels! Iâll umâj-just, yâknow wait right here.â
He could hear it in your voice that you maybe drank too much. He looked around to see if a friend of yours mightâve been around watching but he found no one looking in this direction. You were practically running off and it would be a perfect chance to escape another drunk who threw themselves at him but he found himself going after you instead.
The hall toward the restrooms was poorly lit and people lined the walls waiting to go in but that didnât stop him from cutting through so he could be close enough for you to find him. You were an interesting character.
He could feel some eyes on him but he ignored them easily, choosing instead to smile softly when you stumbled out of the restroom with a handful of paper towels. He reached a hand out to get them but once again you tried getting down to clean his shoes up yourself that it made him laugh lightly. He helped you back up with a hand on your back to keep you from swaying or getting down againâwhichever comes first, âI got it.â
You stood back watching him clean his shoes and soak up some of the alcohol from his jeans. You debated if you should leave but when he looked up from his leant over position to see if you were still there, you stayed. âIâm really sorry.â
âDonât be,â he smiled a genuine smile as he threw the paper towels away in the nearest bin, âLetâs get you another drink.â
âNo, Iâm done drinking for tonight,â you told him but you left out the part about you already feeling too numb for it, âIâve already made a fool of myself.â You covered your face behind your hands and he couldnât help but feel a rush of butterflies in his stomach.
âDonât say that, it was cute,â he said confidently with a shrug of his shoulders, âCharming even⊠do you dance?â
âHuh?â You looked at him confused, âUh, yeah.â
He smiled widely as he began to walk away from you, walking backwards to the dancing crowd, âThen make up spilling your drink on me with a dance?â
You bit your lip and narrowed your eyes as you studied him. You looked around as if in search for your friends but they were busy and you were heartbroken and drunk, and agreeing with a nod of your head. You took his outstretched hand and went with him.
âWhereâd Y/n go?â
âUm,â Jiyoung looked around, âGood question, I thought she was getting another drink.â
âWell sheâs not at the bar,â Hoseok said with a sigh, âLetâs look for her so we can get out of here finally.â
Your arms were around the strangerâs neck and his were wrapped around your waist keeping you pressed against him as you danced sensually together. You played with the ends of his hair as he looked down at you with an intense gaze, âWhatâs your name?â
âY/n,â you said with a light gasp as his head dipped down to hear you better, making you whisper it into his ear. His eyes closed as he felt your face brush against his and he was turning his head slightly to bring his lips closer, âIâm Jungkook.â
You blame the alcohol and the fact that the guy smelled really good for your next actions. It didnât help that you were still very upset about being cheated on and you werenât thinking clearly, only looking to feel something else than what you felt right now. So, in your drunken state, you turned your head letting your lips brush against his testing the water out and as he held you tightly, he pressed a kiss to them.
Jungkook released a low moan into your mouth when you kissed him back in need and he found it hard to keep his hands from roaming down your body in your pretty forest green dress. Your tongue swiped along his lip ring making his hands grip the sheer fabric to make sure you didnât back away before he was done. You were curious about the cold metal and kissed him with a bit of intensity that you seemed to forget where you were or who you were with.
In need of air, you pulled back with your hands slowly slipping away from his neck trying to process the fact that you kissed a stranger without a care in the world.
âY/n! Weâve been looking for you everywhere!â
You jumped back startled as you turned around in search for the feminine voice. You looked at Jiyoung who sighed, âWeâre leaving, are you ready?â
It was hard to get a good view on Jungkook with how poor the lighting was and how dark his clothes were. He was biting his lip ring as he watched you get dragged away and before he could pull you back to him in hopes of getting your number, you were leaving like he wasnât even there.
Like you forgot about him already.
There was a quickening pace to his heart. Sweat dripped down his forehead that he wiped away with his forearm as he looked at his friend through the mirrored wall. Just behind them he had a clear view of some woman looking at them. His friend noticed her too, âSheâs had her eye on you for a while now.â
Jungkook didnât say anything as he switched with Namjoon and laid down. Namjoon made sure to spot him as he began to bench press, muscles bulging with each set he did.
âIâm serious, man, and sheâs hot,â Namjoon looked behind him to catch the girl running on the treadmill as her gaze shifted shyly at being caught. He was getting a little pissed that his friend does not care that heâs being eye fucked at the gym.
This was just like Jungkook too, he never showed any sight of interest in anything. He always had a bored expression on his face like he was waiting for something worth his while to happen. Namjoonâs learned to get over it because if Jungkook didnât like hanging out with him then they wouldnât be friends. Jungkook isnât the type to waste his breath reassuring things like that and he definitely does not waste his time thinking of someone.
If Namjoon got half as many women checking him out as Jungkook does, he would find a girlfriend in no timeâbut no, he has to stand to his side and watch his friend pay absolutely no attention to any woman who expressed even the slightest hint of interest in him. Maybe he has to applaud Jungkook for this, he seems to have standards and sticks to them because in their years long friendship heâs only met one of his girlfriendâs before. He was extremely private about his sex life too so they never shared any locker room talk and Namjoon has just learned thatâs how he is.
âShould we do one more?â Jungkook asked as he placed the dumbbell back into its holders and sat up panting. He looked behind him just slightly and caught sight of the bleached blond on the treadmill. She hasnât taken her eyes off him since she got here and itâs really starting to piss him off.
âSure,â Namjoon said, switching Jungkook, âI donât get how you seem to just ignore every woman who looks at you.â
Jungkook looked down at him as Namjoon caught a good grip on the dumbbell, âI wouldnât disrespect the person Iâm seeing by entertaining someone else.â
Namjoon nearly dropped the dumbbell on himself as he jumped up to a sitting position and looked at his friend dumbfounded, âYouâre seeing someone?â
That made the corners of Jungkookâs lips turn upward and he tried to bite back a smile, his dimples still showed. Namjoon was no longer sitting and it seemed like the end of their workout so he began to clean the equipment. Jungkook cleared his throat, âSort of.â
Wordlessly, they began to leave toward the locker room and Jungkook walked right past the blond without sparing her a single glance. He smiled, âY/n.â
âHuh?â Namjoon asked, âIs that who youâre sort of seeing?â
âMhm,â Jungkook nodded with a smile that had Namjoon surprised. He very rarely sees this much emotion from Jungkook and compared to his usual cool exterior, this was a bit unsettling. The two went straight for their lockers as they took their gym bags out and got ready to leave. Namjoon cleared his throat, âDo you have a picture? I need a visual of who this person is.â
It was just so sudden after he had these thoughts of how Jungkook showed absolutely no interest in anyone and kept his sex life extremely private. Namjoon always thought it was just because he was a womanizer and didnât feel like bragging about all the women heâs seeing. It is just surprising that all of a sudden Jungkook would show so much emotion bringing someone up.
Jungkook didnât give him an answer aside from fishing his phone out of his pocket and immediately showing him his lock screen. Namjoon looked at the picture clearly.
âWow,â Namjoon said with, âNow I see why you donât bat an eye at anyone else.â
It was a good candid photo of you, like you didnât even know it was being taken. You were sitting outside having dinner and it was a perfect snapshot of your smile. You were looking at something off camera but Namjoon did have to admit that you were very attractive.
He missed the way Jungkookâs eyes darkened the longer Namjoon looked at your picture and decided to lock his phone and put it away, âReady?â
âYeah,â Namjoon said as he grabbed his car keys while Jungkook grabbed his and his helmet, âSo why havenât I met this Y/n, yet?â
Look, he knows that the two of you arenât dating yet, heâs not that crazy, but itâll happen soon and he has a very strong reason to back it. Jungkook wasnât smiling anymore but Namjoon couldnât see it as he walked behind him, âYou know I like things kept private.â
âI mean yeah but⊠I donât know, youâve never brought her up before. When did you start seeing her?â Namjoon asked just trying to have a casual conversation with Jungkook before they split up.
âI said sort of.â
âWhat?â
âEarlier you asked me if I was seeing Y/n and I said sort of,â Jungkook said with a tightened smile, âNo need to bring anyone around yet.â
Namjoon didnât have a chance to say much after that, Jungkook got on his motorcycle and left with a little wave. This felt like news of the century, Jungkook very rarely smiles the way he smiled when he first brought you up.
Look, he knows that the two of you arenât dating yet, heâs not that crazy, but itâll happen soon and he has a very strong reason to back it.
Who were you exactly?
You took a deep breath as you unlocked your front door and walked into a pitch black apartment. The light flickered on behind you and a small cat curled around your legs the second you were inside.
âArmani!â Your friend said with a soft gasp as he bent down to pick up the feline. Your cat let Taehyung pick him up and walk him around your living room as you put your things away.
âLooks like your neighborâs home,â Taehyung pointed out as he stood near the window of your apartment swatting away hanging plants. Armani hopped out of his arms and onto his scratching post where he usually lounged in for naps or ripping at your Tillandsia. âYou think he watches you sleep?â
âShut up,â you told him with a roll of your eyes, âDo you want a drink?â
âWaterâ Taehyung asked with a cheeky grin before looking back to the window, âAnd you know Iâm joking⊠Iâm just saying though, he always has his curtains drawn and sometimes I catch him looking over here.â
âAll thatâs telling me is that I need to stop inviting you over,â you said as you grabbed a bottle of Soju and a bowl of chips. You couldnât help but look out your window.
Your neighbor was an attractive man. He had a sleeve of tattoos and a broad chest, a six pack and⊠nipple piercings. Itâs not that youâre a creep or anything but he likes to lounge around his living room and bedroom without a shirt on and his curtains open. Sometimes he would step out of the shower with only a towel around his small waist as he looked for clothes in his bedroom and you would have to immediately close your curtains so you werenât a peeping Tom.
He moved in a few weeks ago and since then youâve found yourself battling over the fact that youâll never attract a man as gorgeous as him no matter what Taehyung says. Since the beginning Taehyung has believed that your neighbor seems to have a liking toward you. If you were honest, when you first saw him there was something familiar there but as hard as you tried, you couldnât put your finger on it.
Your best friend is over at your place more often than not and heâs noticed some things. For instance, the day he moved in Taehyung was over and like the nosy neighbor you were, the two of you stared out the window and watched him unload boxes. Taehyung swears he saw a look in your neighborâs eyes when he looked at you that immediately disappeared when he saw he was there too.
Then, there was that time when you were having dinner with your friends. Taehyung pointed out seeing your neighbor and how close he was sitting outside and you just brushed it off. He lives in your neighborhood now, that meant that he most likely frequented the same restaurants as you. He notes every time your neighbor seems to glance out the window toward your place but you donât think anything of it. These apartments have poor lighting and the only way you get natural light is by having the windows open. In truth, Taehyung has watched way too many true crime documentaries and has gotten a bit paranoid.
âWhatever,â Taehyung sighed, âIâm just saying, it wouldnât hurt you to give him a little show and see if youâll get laid.â
That only seemed to annoy you a little more. Youâve been single for weeks now and yes, youâre over being upset but that doesnât mean you want to jump right out and find someone new to bone. Jiyoung has already done a good job reminding you about the guy she found you making out with weeks ago.
Itâs sad to say you canât remember him because you were drunk and maybe he forgot all about you too. Shame, he was a good kisser.
It only took you a couple days to see the man up close. You had just gotten home from work when you spotted an Amazon box outside the door of your building. Your original plan was to just walk past it but then you thought about the act of karma. You read the address hoping to at least put it inside the building but it wasnât the right one. You lived in an apartment complex with six separate buildings and this was supposed to go next door.
You thought about leaving it outside like the delivery driver did but then you thought about it being your package and if someone were to take it. In the end you decided to head next door and deliver to the personâs doorstep.
The one thing you hadnât expected was for the said person to open the door just as youâre setting the box down, and you much less expected it to be your window neighbor.
Your eyes couldnât help but trail along his figure from the black jeans he wore to the black boots, belt, and a dark gray Nirvana shirt. You didnât fail to notice the way his t-shirt was a little too short and exposed a bit of his Calvin Kleinâs and a line of his tiny waist for your viewing. Thick leather bracelets on his wrists as he crossed his arms over his chest. Even his hair was voluminous and a bit curly and you were very attracted to the sight of this stranger.
Rock music played behind him as he leaned against his doorframe.
He looked down at you with an arched brow that had you snapping out of your stare. You stood back up with the box and held it toward him, âThis was delivered to the building next door and I didnât want someone to take it.â
âOh,â he said as he looked down at the box, the corner of his lips turned up shifting his gaze back to you. You could see a black lip ring and a few silver ones aligning his ear. Up close youâre able to see all the details youâve missed from your window and he really did look familiar. He finally took the box out of your hands, fingers over yours and he broke out into a smile, âYou live next door.â
It wasnât a question, more so a statement but you nodded away. You looked around, âI do.â
âIâve seen you before,â he said, âYouâre on the third floor?â
What Jungkook really wanted to say was that he remembered your lips against his kissing him like you needed him. He didnât say that though, he can tell you might not remember him and he doesnât blame you. You seemed to be a little flustered that night and heâs sure heâll help you remember him when the timeâs right. Youâre meant for each other after all.
He realized that the second he moved inâit was all by pure chance and yet it felt like the universe was telling him you were his person. Why else would things work out this way? Once he found you looking down at him from your window, he knew it was meant to be. You made his heart race at a time where he had just felt annoyed and then you kissed him so warmly, thereâs no way you two werenât supposed to find each other.
âYeah, Iâve been living there for over a year,â you said, already taking a step back like you were ready to go.
He smiled, âI just moved in a couple weeks ago.â
You nodded, âOh, thatâs nice. I'm Y/n L/n.â
Jungkook felt his chest tighten. He knew the two of you havenât interacted since then but he had really hoped you would have recognized him up close. He understands that it was a while ago and you were both drunk but he remembers everything about you. He still tried to smile even if he felt annoyed that you couldnât remember a single thing about him, âJungkook.â
You watched the way his gaze never left yours as you tried walking away, before you could go he said, âWell thanks for bringing this up to me Y/n, maybe Iâll see you around?â
In your eyes, you both knew of each other but it was simply for being neighbors and nothing more. Thereâs been too many times where your eyes have met from 40 feet off the ground through your windows. Thereâs no way you wouldnât at least remember each otherâs silhouette.
Yet you couldnât remember the first time you two met for the life of you. As far as you knew, this is the first time youâve ever seen him this close and you canât understand why youâre getting flustered.
âHave a good night, Jungkook,â You finally nodded your head in response to his words and with a small smile you made your leave. Jungkook watched you until you disappeared into the elevator. His heart was racing, he clutched the box tightly as a smile came to his face.
A light chuckle left his lips as he went into the apartment, setting the box down on his dining table. He just canât believe his plan worked. He timed your arrivals for days and when he knew you would be getting home soon he left his most recent package in front of your building. To be Frank, he thought it was stupid to assume you would think anything about it but he had hoped maybe you would confuse it with one you ordered. He had prayed that you would see it was his and maybe get a little curious of the name but you did even better than he imagined. You delivered it to him. After an hour of pacing back and forth in his living room he finally heard his ring camera notify him that someone was at his door and thatâs when his heart started to race.
He opens the door to see you up close for the first time ever. He wasnât watching you from his window or following you to the convenience store. He was actually seeing you face to face and you looked prettier than you did the night he met you. Thatâs the time he fell in love, it was truly love at first sight and he knows that you mustâve felt it too. You were so cute and caring and clumsy, and you kissed him like you never wanted to pull away.
If only you knew the horrible pain he felt after you left him that night. All he could say is his friends definitely didnât like the side of him that was shown following that day. He tried finding you on social media but with only your first name that had been so hard. When he saw you from your window he knew right away it was you and he swears heâs never felt so relieved to know he was seeing you again. Once again, the universe was sending signs of his soulmate.
It didnât take him long to try and find a way to know more about you after moving in. He spent days studying the apartment floor plans and by the fourth day he was following someone into your building and looking at the map picture on his phone, smiling because they were identical. He learned that because your apartments faced each other that it could help him find exactly what number you had and when he found it, he went straight to the mailing room. He found your apartment number and right there taped on the metal was your full name.
He canât believe that his patience seemed to have worked. You came right to him and he got to hear your pretty voice up close again. He smiled lovingly at the memory of your first kiss and how many more are to come, nose scrunching up like a bunnyâs as he finally began to tear into his package.
In the pocket of his black jeans his phone began to ring and he took it out to answer without sparing a single glance at the caller as he pressed it between his ear and shoulder, âHello?â
âKook, hey man, what are you doing right now?â Namjoon asked through the cell phone as his Uber came to a stop at a red light.
âJust at home,â Jungkook mumbled, not fully listening to his friend as he looked at the small security camera in his hand. His eyes moved to skim the instructions while Namjoon spoke up again.
âIâm meeting up with Yoongi for some drinks and I wanted to know if you wanted to join us,â Namjoon said before with a smile.
âUh, yeah, Iâm busy right now,â Jungkook said with dazed eyes that made it obvious that he was drifting off into his own world as he made his way through his closet to find some sort of adhesive tape. He even sounded like he was in a different reality.
Namjoonâs smile grew wider, âWith your girl?â
Jungkook opened his bedroom window and reached for his potted plant to move it out of his way. It took him a while to utter out a response, âSort of?â He stuck the black camera against the side of his black window box and put the potted plants back inside it so he could see what it looked like.
âI mean you can bring her along,â Namjoon said as his Uber stopped in front of the bar and he began to get out.
âMaybe,â Jungkook muttered under his breath as he concentrated on opening the app connected to the camera and typing in whatever he needed to to be able to access the footage.
âAlright call me later if youâre up for it.â
Jungkook barely hummed a goodbye as Namjoon hung up and finally got off speaker. He wasnât paying attention anyways.
He has two options now that his friend has called him with plans tonight.
One: He can go out and get drunk with his friends, probably go to some night club and suffer through some ugly drunk woman throwing herself at him while he pretends to be interested in anything she says.
Or.
Two: He can stay home tonight, dim the lights, play Tempest by Deftones and watch video footage of your bedroom that he now had thanks to the package you delivered to him.
He just has to go with option two.
You were ashamed to admit that you think you might have a little crush on your neighbor. He just felt so familiar. Nothing about him looked inviting, he seemed aloof and a bit mysterious but he pulled it off so wellâand with that charming smile of his⊠youâve never seen a girl over at his place but youâre sure thereâs dozens waiting for a chance with him.
Taehyung is the one to blame for this technically. Since the beginning heâs gotten it through your head that your neighbor must at least be curious about you to always look at you through the windows. You know that it could seem a bit creepy to know that but were you any better when you glance over and see him shirtless through his window? Itâs starting to really get to your head and the fact that he was very attractive made it hard for you to not get a little giddy just thinking about him being interested in you in the slightest. Youâre sure thatâs not the case but it wouldnât hurt to dream.
Also, you think the world is playing a sick joke on you or why else would he be standing in an aisle over in the same convenience store as you? The Baader-Meinhof phenomenon is to blame, now that youâve seen him up close itâs like youâre seeing him everywhere in the neighborhood.
Jungkook was the first to make a move, he closed the space between you as he headed down your aisle while you pretended to be stuck choosing between different snack foods. He couldnât help but smile at the way your eyebrows scrunched together in concentration, âY/n?â
âJungkook,â you greeted him as your eyes met.
âI thought it was you,â Jungkook said with a gentle smile as he switched the hand that was holding his shopping basket while looking down at yours, âDoing some grocery shopping?â
âKind of,â you mumbled, âIâm just buying a few things until I have time to shop this week, what about you?â
âSame,â Jungkook said as he looked at you, âHave any plans? Itâs the weekend.â
âI donât know, Iâll probably just be home until plans come calling,â you said with a soft laugh that made his heart beat a little faster. Heâs never heard your laugh before and he needs to hear it again.
âWell, can I come calling tonight?â Jungkook asked confidently, âLetâs get a drink later.â
âTonight?â You asked, making your way to the checkout line with him hot on your trail.
Listen, you are attracted to this stranger but youâre not so sure thereâs more to it than just that. Sure, you think heâs attractive and were just feeling giddy over him thinking the same about you butâŠ. you donât know. You just got out of a relationship a few weeks ago and you thought some time to yourself would be nice, yet you keep seeing this guy everywhere like some sort of destiny prank and itâs getting to your head. This is your problem, you tell yourself you want to enjoy being single but then you make up all these crazy excuses so that you could find yourself the next guy.
âAlright,â you finally said, walking toward the check out line. He smiled widely now, âPerfect, Iâll drive.â
âWhat time?â You asked, tucking your hair behind your ear as the cashier began to scan your items.
âIâm not sure yet, how about I text you?â Jungkook asked getting his phone out. You didnât think much of it as you gave him your number and he immediately called you to confirm but he smiled, âNow you have mine too. Want me to drive you home?â
âI have one more stop after here but thank you, Iâll see you tonight?â you told him shyly. You left after paying and with a goodbye.
Jungkookâs smile instantly dropped when he could no longer see you through the windows of the store. He barely made out the voice of the cashier telling him his total and he threw a crumpled up bill on the counter, ignoring her outstretched hand, and took his bags, turning to leave without his change or receipt.
He bumped into someone hard as he left the store but he never once stopped and headed straight down the street in the direction you left.
In the end Jungkook walked back to his work like he hadnât been gone for nearly an hour. When he checked the camera earlier he saw you getting dressed to leaveâand like the gentleman he was, he didnât stare too long. Of course he couldnât help but watch just a little bit and see the way you seemed to caress your legs as you slid on a long fitted black skirt covering your bare hips and lacy underwear. It made his heart race when you took your shirt off and he knew that it was time he stopped watching at least for a little. You grabbed your bag off the hook, filled your catâs bowl and headed out.
Heâs been studying up on your usual departures. You donât really go anywhere new, itâs usually a cycle of work, home, the store, and to meet your friends. Considering the time he had chosen and the area in which the two of you lived, all he had to do was wait around and see if he could find you walking somewhere on the sidewalk. When he finally did spot you walking toward the convenience store around the corner he practically ran right over.
Clearly heâs made all the right decisions to get to ask you on a date tonight. He wonât watch you this evening, heâll give you some privacy to dress pretty for him like heâs sure youâll do and itâll just be a nice surprise.
xxx-xxx-xxxx: how does 8pm sound? âjungkook
you: sounds good :)
jungkook: alright, Iâll wait outside for you
When you got home, you immediately got ready with a shower. You know it wasnât a date or anything but he was attractive and you would be going out so thereâs no way you could go dressed the way you were.
You finally had your curtains closed after beating yourself up for forgetting to do that before you left to the store and immediately thought about Taehyung getting you in trouble for it.
And apparently just the thought of your friend was enough to summon him to call you.
âHello?â You answered the FaceTime call, noting that there was a third person present.
âHello baby!â Hoseok shouted over enthusiastically as he gushed at you through the screen, âIâve missed you.â
âHi Hobi, are you back?â You asked as you set the phone up against the mirror while you touched up on your appearance.
âHe just got back and we want to get drunk, so are you coming over or what?â Taehyung asked as his eyes squinted, best friend senses tingling, âWhere are you going?â
âUm⊠you know, I have plans,â you said awkwardly making him look you up and down and what you wore.
âWith who?â
âUhâŠâ you scratched the back of your neck, âA guy?â
âYouâre cheating on me, you bitch?â Hoseok jokes, making you crack a smile. Hoseok was older but he was the funny one and for years now thereâs been a running joke between you two. He huffed, âYouâre not supposed to date. Weâre supposed to get married when we turn 30.â
âFirst of all, youâre damn near 30 already,â you rolled your eyes, âAnd our agreement was if we werenât engaged by then we would get married.â
âStop changing the subject. Whoâs the guy?â Taehyung asked with a small smirk that told you he already had an idea. You just had to tell him about your run in with the neighbor the other day. You didnât say anything because he already knew.
âAlright, alright, I get it. Go enjoy your black eyeliner boyfriend and weâll get drunk on our own.â
âWho are we talking about?â
Jungkook was not ashamed to admit he had been waiting for you since he got home. He did hurry and get dressed but he had been ready early on. When you texted him telling him you were coming down he nearly jumped out of his car to greet you and he felt an insane amount of butterflies in his stomach. You were dressed simply but at the same time it was clear to him that you put in the effort all for him. Your skirt hugged your curves perfectly and your shirt gave him a good idea of what was underneathâeven if heâs practically seen you nude through the windows. You reminded him of spring and it wasnât just because of the earthy tones you wore.
âYou look lovely,â Jungkook said as he placed a hand on your lower back assisting you into the passengerâs side of his black Porsche. You blushed at his words and took in the scent of his car. It smelled of his cologne but it wasnât overbearing like most colognes, it was familiar. Itâs soft yet masculine and exactly what you pictured he would use.
When he started the car up, a familiar song began to play, Something In the Way by Nirvana played lowly so it wasnât overwhelming for your ears. You smiled, âYou must like this kind of music a lot. I always see you in band teesâ
He smiled but his eyes drifted down to his hands that clutched the steering wheel tightly so they wouldnât shake with anxiety, âI do, itâs perfect for the gym.â
Jungkook was very pleased to know you took note of his interests, it meant that you were just as infatuated with him as he was with you. He can list off a lot of things heâs learned about you throughout the week. Just from your socials he can tell where youâve vacationed, cafes you frequent at, your favorite books or movies, etc.
From watching you through your windows he knows that you read a book on the window seat in your bedroom. You like to keep your green plants in the living room and your cat tends to pull off some leaves before running off when he sees you. He knows you can barely cookâheâs seen you running to turn off the fire alarm after you tried cooking. He knows that when youâre alone in your bedroom at night you like to listen to music loud and dance in front of the mirror when you think no oneâs watching. Heâs even seen you fight your cat over him eating another one of your plants. He knows all of this thanks to his cameras. He can keep his curtains closed to not raise suspicion but that doesnât mean he canât see you.
He thinks itâs kind of cute how oblivious you are, it works in his favor even now.
You knew he worked out just by looking at him but for the sake of conversation you asked, âHow often do you work out?â
âTwice.â
âA week?â
âA day,â Jungkook looked at you for a split second, âOnce in the morning and then usually after work too.â
âFuck, thatâs a lot,â you laughed softly, âI can see why youâre so toned.â
Jungkook bit his lip playing with his lip ring, âNice to know youâve noticed, but how? Youâve never seen me without a shirt, have you?â
He knows you have, heâs very purposely walked around shirtless for your viewing specifically. You released a nervous chuckle, âI mean⊠just from what I can see.â
âMm,â he hummed as he tried and failed to bite back a smile. He just couldnât help it. Youâre in his car on the way to a date with him. Heâs been dreaming about this night after all, imagining what it would be like to wake up next to you with you in his arms. Heâs dreamt about the way you laugh at his jokes, how your shampoo smells, what you look like fresh out the shower. It feels like all he does is think about you and he knows itâs because heâs found the one heâs supposed to spend the rest of his life with. Ever since that first night at the club he hasnât been able to stop thinking about you. Was that normal?
He knows he shouldnât put cameras up to spy on you or follow you around but he just wants to know where youâre going. He doesnât want something to happen to you and he has no way of knowing. If he could just know your every step heâs sure thatâll make him feel more at ease.
When he finally parked and the two of you got out of the car you could see where he brought you. You had expected it to be some loud night club or something but it was actually a seemingly quiet lounge bar. There werenât that many people here and the ones that were seemed to come from money and the dim lights with quiet soft rock music playing in the background told you this wasnât his first time here. It was an intimate environment filled with quiet conversations and sneaky touches. You found a high round table and with Jungkookâs help, you got on the high stool and watched him pull his chair closer to yoursâso close his thigh bumped into yours on occasion.
âWhat would you like to drink?â Jungkook asked with a hand on your thigh as if to get your attention. He seemed to fit into the environment better than you did. He switched out his normal band tee for a plain black fitted tee that quite literally hugged the ridges of his muscles, even with the dark color you could make out the shape of his bar nipple piercings. The shirt was tucked into a pair of blacks jeans with a leather belt that matched his signature leather bracelets that were on his wrists. The only things different were the silver chained bracelets and chunky rings that fit well with his tatted fingers and matched the silver chains around his neck and piercings in his ears. He had an intricate silver cross with small red jewels on a necklace and his hair had a slick look that made the waves and curls look wet.
He was quite literally breathtaking and unlike the guys you usually went for.
âSurprise me,â you said and he nodded leaving you alone with a pat on your thigh. In order to not look awkward by yourself, you checked your phone, half tempted to pull out your essential oils and roll on some lavender.
Some rock song played quietly in the background as people talked around you enjoying the dark and warm atmospheric of the lounge bar.
hobi: howâs the mystery gang
you: the who?
jiyoung: donât ever call us that shit again
taehyung: look who finally came out of the trenches
you: jiyounggggggg I missed u
jiyoung: y/nnnn I love u
jiyoung: are u coming to Taeâs?
hobi: y/nâs got a date with some stalker
you: WHO TOLD U THAT
taehyung: me and i was kidding
jiyoung: no u werenât
hobi: no u werenât
you: whatever. I gotta go
jiyoung: I hope u get laid
you: why is everyone saying that
taehyung: bc u need it <3
you: scatter. all of u
Jungkook came back with a cocktail for you and when he sat down his chair inched just a little closer to yours as he said, âSoâŠY/nâŠâ
âSo⊠JungkookâŠâ you said back to him and he swore he could hear his name fall from your lips for the rest of his life. He smiled, âTell me about yourself, what do you do for a living?â
You own a shop that just opened up a year ago, what you mostly sell are house plants and sometimes you take Armani with to bring customers in with his Prince-like featuresâthatâs what a review on your business page said anyway.
âI own a plant shop, you?â You asked shifting in your seat a bit when his thigh pressed against yours. With the way you were sitting facing each other, your legs were practically trapped between his. He licked his lips, âIâll give you a hint.â
You nodded waiting and finally he pointed to the smiley face on his fingers. Your brows scrunched together in concentration and he thought it was the cutest thing in the world making him scrunch his nose like a bunny with a smile and it completely betrayed his dark exterior. You bit your lip, âTattoos?â
âMhm,â he hummed as the hand with the tattoos found its way down to your thigh again, it looked huge on you and he held you like you would get up and run away from him, âSo tell me.â
You lifted a brow waiting and he smiled, âWhat kind of flowers do you get a girl that knows so much about them?â
You released a sigh in thought. He clearly meant you and if he didnât this would be embarrassing but you said, âPersonally I think Babyâs Breath. It could mean a lot of different things from undying love to pureness and freedom. Itâs simple yet pretty.â
He nodded seriously like he was really thinking about what you said, âNot a rose?â He had to figure out exactly what you like and dislike.
âToo clichĂ©,â you joked with a little laugh and he smiled, âI mean, Babyâs Breath are common too but I still think theyâre better.â
âI thought you would think theyâre romantic,â Jungkook said, thumb now softly caressing the side of your thigh. You shook your head no, âMaybe but I like the unexpected a little more.â
âUnexpected how?â He asked looking down at his hand and your leg curiously. He needs to know absolutely everything he can about you. Every second he spends with you the more he realizes heâs found the one. Thereâs no other way to describe what heâs felt for you since he first ever laid eyes on you.
You sighed, your index finger began to absentmindedly trace the rings on his fingers while he touched your thigh with the same hand, âI donât know, Iâm just tired of the same shit in relationships, yâknow what I mean? I want something new, exciting⊠maybe a little intense? I donât know, ignore me I might just sound crazy.â
You were speaking out of your ass and you knew it. Sure, you are sick and tired of the same assholes thinking they can just do whatever they want with you but youâre not in search of nothing new right now. You donât want a relationship at this moment, you just want to have fun, maybe hook up with someone and move on.
âYou donât,â Jungkook breathed out as he leaned just a little closer, taking a small whiff of your shampoo. You were actually a little surprised by his growing proximity but youâre beginning to realize just how attracted you might be to him after just one meeting. In a low whisper he sighed, âI want the same thing.â
Your eyes widened slightly as he dropped his head down so his forehead was against your collarbone and though usually you would be immediately turned off by a man this forward, his touch felt good.
âLooks like youâve dressed up for me Jungkook, Iâm used to seeing you in some black tee,â you said in hopes of easing some of this growing sexual tension but it was no use. Jungkookâs other hand had made its way into your hair making you look at him. He smiled, âDidnât know you were paying that much attention to me. How do you know how I dress on the regular?â
Yikes.
âUh, you know⊠our windows actuallyââ he cut you off with a soft laugh.
âY/n, Iâve got a confession.â
You looked at him with furrowed brows, confusion and curiosity evident on your face. His eyes never left yours as he bit his lip nervously, âWeâve met before.â
Jungkook studied your expression to see if maybe you were remembering a little but you just stared at him blankly, âBefore I moved in next door, we met at a club.â
A club? You asked yourself trying to find something in him that you mightâve missed and when it hit you your face flushed with embarrassment. You looked at him longer, pieces of your memory slowly coming back together and he sat there patiently.
You had been drunk, probably the drunkest you had been in a while.
You were mad and sad, maybe a little numb too.
You could barely see inside that place and couldnât remember most of your conversations. You only knew that you had kissed someone because Jiyoung told you but to know it was Jungkook? Now thatâs a huge coincidence.
âWow,â you said at a loss for words. The memory was coming back to you but you felt insanely guilty for not realizing it earlier. No wonder he stared at you all the time, âWhy didnât you say anything sooner?â
Jungkook released a light laugh, âBecause I was hoping you would remember on your own, we did kiss after all.â
You covered your face with your hand in embarrassment, âFuck, Iâm so sorry, I didnât even⊠wow, I knew you looked familiar.â
He smiled warmly, âItâs alright.â
âWhat a coincidence, honestly.â
âI know,â Jungkook said, âFunny isnât it? Itâs like the universe keeps throwing us together.â
You laughed at that, âI donât really believe in destiny but it is pretty interesting that all of a sudden we keep running into each other.â
His smile dropped and the hand he had in your hair became limp, âY/n, how could you not believe in destiny? How do you think youâll find your soulmate?â
âSoulmate?â You scoffed, unaware of the way his hands slowly withdrew from you, âJungkook, donât tell me you honestly believe in that soulmate bullshit? Do you think thereâs just one person in this whole wide world destined for you only?â
âI do.â
âBut how do you know who that person is?â You asked, switching places with him and combing your fingers through his hair which did seem to ease him a bit. His eyes were stone cold as he looked into yours, âYou just know.â
âWell I donât believe that,â you cleared your throat and looked away. The night has gone great but you donât care much for this conversation. It didnât take you long to notice the way he grew quiet and stared off like he was in his own world. You mustâve said something that upset him and in fear that you were already fucking up a seemingly good night out with your anti romantic antics, you curled a hand around his jaw and made him look up at you.
Jungkook was very visibly upset and you never knew a man could look so hurt over what you just said. He looked like a child who has just had his dreams crushed despite all the tattoos and piercings he wore. You smiled softly, âWhat do I have to say to get you to kiss me?â
You were being forward and a clear flirt and if Jungkook wasnât so upset with you he would have probably melted in his seat but all he could think about is how often youâve asked that to someone. He couldnât get past what you said because it was a lie.
Soulmates did exist and he has to prove it to you that youâre his. Why else would his skin grow numb with your touch?
He gave up on telling himself he wasnât happy right now and leaned closer again. Under the dim lights and music playing in the background it was hard not to feel this way in this atmosphere so he let his lips brush against yours while still debating. He had to be gentle.
Finally, without much debate, he pressed his lips against yours with a low whimper as you kissed him back. Jungkookâs nails dug into your thigh but not enough to hurt and with your hand on his jaw the two of you looked a bit too sexually charged for the lounge bar. It didnât stop you from letting your tongue meet his as he took ownership of your mouth and nearly yanked your chair closer. Your hands landed on his chest for support but he only kissed you harder this time.
A sudden noise at your table made you jump back, biting his lip softly and it only made him groan in pleasure, chasing after your lips as you attempted to draw back. Your eyes opened watching the hostess carried your empty glasses away and you know she did that to make sure the two of you kept it PG and with a sense of embarrassment, you pulled away. Jungkook didnât catch on or care as he began to kiss along your jaw if he couldnât kiss your lips. Your mouth fell open when he nipped on your earlobe and you shyly glanced around the lounge praying nobody was watching.
âJungkook,â you patted his shoulder to get him to move back but he only kissed further down, nearly at your exposed cleavage. Feeling flustered, you yanked at his hair in hopes that would get him to listen and it did but there was no denying that lust filled gaze in his eyes as he tugged his lip piercing between his teeth.
Heâs nearly forgotten how fucking rude you were to him and his beliefs.
âHm,â he hummed, searching your face for any sign that you wanted him to kiss you again.
âI think we should watch what we do in public,â you whispered shyly.
He licked his lips, âShould we get out of here then?â
You took yourself by surprise when you nodded your head despite knowing exactly what he meant by that. You wouldnât usually do anythingânot even a kissâon the first meeting but right now you canât deny that he seems to be hungry for you and though you donât know why, you want him anyway.
It was all it took for him to grab you by the hand and help you off the high chair.
In the car you couldnât keep your hands off each other, just trying to get Jungkook to drive off already was difficult with the way the two of you made out in his tinted car. He was half tempted to direct you over his lap and just do it in the car but that was just him being impatient. He needed to feel and see all of you, so with a low displeased grunt he pulled back ignoring the line of drool that connected your lips together as you drew back. Jungkookâs mouth was swollen and covered in lip gloss that he licked off as he started his car.
Just before taking off he made sure to lean across the middle console for one last kiss.
Now that youâve kissed him youâre ashamed to admit how clear you remember the night of the club now. He really was the same guy and itâs shitty to say you only remember now that heâs told you.
Jungkook drove the familiar route to your shared apartment complex but instead of going to building five, he went to building six where his apartment was. He led you up an identical pair of stairs to an identical elevator and up an identical floor. He hurried to unlock his door looking behind him as if to make sure you were still around and as the door opened a large, skinny black dog came running over. Jungkook shushed him gently, flashing you a shy smile that youâve never seen before, âI have to take him out real quick, down the hall to the right is my room.â
You nodded in understanding as you watched him leave with the dog and you followed directions. You were just a little tipsy but not like the first night you kissed. You could still see things clearly and you were very aware that you were about to have sex with a guy on the first date. A guy you lived across from at thatâone you drunkenly kissed without knowing it. This was a new you and something youâve never done but it didnât stop you from looking around his bedroom finding it fitting.
He had a large king sized bed pushed against the black wall of band posters and Vinyls. His bedsheets were black silk and his headboard was a deep red velvet. Aside from the posters he had black and white sketches of various dark things from moths to skulls and even a few dead roses. He had a couple weights laying around and it was overall a clean and tidy room just a little darker than you expected. Even the large mirror he had over his headboard had a black wooden frame with engravings of vines and flowers on it. It was huge too and you could see the entire room from that angle. The room was dimly lit too with the light switch only turning on two lamps in the corners of the room and it gave it a warm and dark feel. To be honest⊠his bedroom was as hot as he was, just imagining the things he could do to you in these silk sheets was enough for you to clench your thighs shut.
In the background some music started playing from a different room letting you know Jungkook was back.
Mascara by Deftones played in the back as Jungkook returned to you, standing behind you in the mirror and you watched as his tattooed arm came around your waist to the front of your stomach while he pressed you into his chest. He rested his chin on your shoulder, âYouâre so fucking pretty.â
You smiled shyly as he began to leave soft kisses along your neck, his ringed fingers coming up to push your hair out of his way and you felt your breath hitch when his teeth nipped at your earlobe. Turning your head to face him, you pressed your lips against his and he met you with an open mouth kiss letting the hand on your stomach slip under your fitted forest green long sleeve top, it must be your favorite color, he realized. You had chosen to go brakes underneath and he noticed right away but like a gentleman he forced himself not to stare. Now heâs free to feel up your soft stomach and bunch up the shirt to feel your breasts in his hands.
He was quite literally feeling you up for your own viewing with the way the two of you stood in front of the window. Your breath hitched when his cold fingertips brushed along your exposed nipples, teasing you as you made out out and you felt your body slowly turning to mush in his hands. You wore this black silky skirt with velvet black flowers on and it was short but flowy so it gave his other hand easy access to the expanse of your thighs and you felt like you were being manhandled in the most gentle way.
His tattooed hand disappeared under your skirt and you felt his teasing touch along your thighs but avoiding the space between your legs as his other hand punched your nipple making you whine into his mouth. This was all a bit bizarre but you could hear your friends now cheering you on for getting laid by the hot guy next door.
You blame the fact that you havenât had sex in a while by how aroused you were and how easy it was for him to push you forward until you were crawling onto his silk sheets ready to turn on your back but you couldnât. Jungkook pushed you face down onto his bed and he crawled over you kissing your neck as he grabbed at the hem of your skirt and pulled it down. He had already pulled your shirt up to reveal your breasts and now he was yanking your underwear down too until he threw it along with the skirt on the floor. You gasped as he maneuvered your body to his liking, tits pressed against the sheets while lifting your hips so your bare butt was in the air.
Jungkook was trying to take his time but you just looked so ready for his touch too and all the little whimpers in surprise by the way he held you was too much for him to remain calm. He had so much he wanted to do to you.
His fingers trembled as he ran them along your naked backside and spine, kissing whatever he touched until finally he was kissing your lower back, hands finally finding your hips and dropping down to the space between your legs. You had to clench the silk in your hands to keep yourself from squirming in anticipation, unable to help yourself from gasping, âJungkook.â
The sound of his name falling from your lips had him greedily diving forward letting his tongue out and licking the first swipe along your folds catching you by surprise. With a low growl in frustration, he pinched your hips and dragged them back until he was able to fully press his face into your wet heat that had his eyes rolling back knowing heâs the one whoâs made you like this in such a short time.
The last Deftones song ended and a new one began but it went completely unnoticed by the two of you as he began to let his eagerness show with the way he ate you out from behind.
He wanted to be buried in your perfect cunt until he could barely breathe. If he ran out of breath, if he fucking suffocated, he would die a happy man knowing heâs found the one meant for him and that heâs able to pleasure you to the point where your thighs already began to shake. You dug your face into the bed to hide your moans and he only took that as a challenge to make you be louder to the point where you canât hide it.
âOh fuck,â you moaned softly unable to hold yourself back.You were so fucking wet. Your slick was all over his chin and his nose as he found your clit with ease. You were moaning loudly now, grinding into his face with enough force to make him dizzy. His nails were digging into your soft thighs, not once bothering to pull away for air. . Anyone nearby could listen to the feral sound he was able to rouse from his mouth despite being buried in that sweet, sweet cunt, he did not care. He was going to make you beg for him harder.
"Fuck," your head turned to the side, cheek pressed into the sheets as if you could get a look at him from the back, "Please," he heard you whisper, desperation spilling from your tone. Breathless moans and a few choice curse words followed before he felt you become restless, close to orgasm and trying to push him away before the pleasure became overwhelming. Even if this was his first time with you, he knew how bad you wanted it so he didnât move back, choosing instead to lap at your slick folds feeling your walls try and tighten around his tongue, "Yes, fuck, right there, baby. Don't stop."
The term of endearment was enough to make him moan into your pussy but he wonât stop. Not until his cock was buried tightly between your walls feeling you come undone around him like he'd been craving for since he met you. Alternating between sucking on your clit and quickly lapping his tongue against it, Jungkook could feel your body begin to tremble and it only made his hold on your hips tighten to keep you in place. Your hips began to turn into his face failing miserably and getting him off and instead of saying to stop, you said, âS-so close.â.
His tongue lapped at your folds creating a squelching sound, your hips rutting against his face. He sucked on your clit, tongue hitting the tip with each swivel as the hand on your hip was suddenly pinching. A low growl vibrated between your walls as he ate you from behind and your eyes burned with the need to keep them open, your hand hit the bed feeling yourself become restless and before you could say anything your walls were breaking. Jungkook never once slowed down, licking and sucking away your release as your legs shook and gave out yet he held your hips up to his face until he was satisfied.
Jungkook tried easing you down from your first orgasm of the night and when he finally sat back all he could see as he looked down was your pretty body facing down on his bed where you belonged. He licked his lips, hand barely grazing over his hardened member which still stayed confined in his black jeans and with a soft caress over your butt he whispered, âGive me a second, baby.â
You barely nodded, unable to move as he left the bed in search of his master bathroom. He began to rummage through his drawers praying to the universe that he had just one condom. It had been so long since he last had sex and though he would love to feel all of you during your first time, he also knew he had to be safe. He was too worked up right now to remind himself to pull out so he had to find some sort of protection. He created so much noise in his hurry and when he found one he felt like a weight had been lifted off his shoulders.
When he came back out to his bedroom you had rid yourself of your shirt from being overheated but you still laid face down trying to keep cool. He smiled warmly as he pulled at the neckline of his long sleeve till it was off his head and checked it to the ground leaving his chains on. Next to come off was his black belt that hit the floor with a heavy thud along with his black jeans and white Calvin Kleins. He tore into the package of the condom rolling it on swiftly as he slowly stroked himself to the sight of you, unable to stop his tattooed hand from running along his own abs to his nipples where the piercings had turned them sensitive. He pressed a knee to the bed, cock in hand as he lined himself behind you, not pushing in but angling your hips how he wanted them and let his dick thrust between your fold teasingly. You released a surprised whimper that had him smiling and he found himself lying over you just enough but not hard enough to crush you.
With his free hand he brushes your hair off your back and shoulder, moving it to one side so he can see your pretty face, âYou ready, baby?â It was his turn to call you that and it sounded so perfect falling from his gorgeous lips. You nodded your head shyly, hips already withering with the way his cock teased your entrance but never went in.
He smiled lovingly, âWords, love.â
âYes,â you moaned as his tip began to press into your opening, âFuck, need you inside.â
Jungkook bit his piercing as he nodded, pulling back just enough to guide his cock into your wet pussy. You both released a silent moan as he began to stretch you open with his thick dick. His tattooed arm came to your lower back for support as he stopped himself from thrusting all the way in but he couldnât take it. He needed you to feel all of him, so he pressed a little more, other hand holding up your hips to fuck you from behind. When you finally began to fuck yourself on his cock, he knew you were ready and with the same hand he had on your back, he wrapped it around your waist until he was pulling up your seemingly limp body to his chest.
"Want me to do all the work while you just lay there, huh baby?" His hand slid between your breasts to grab at your throat forcing your jaw to stay open making you moan.
You shook your head no as you arched your back off of him so you could fuck yourself on his cock but with the arm loosely around your throat it was hard to move more. His brows scrunched together in pleasure when your wetness created such a soft glide into your warm pussy that he couldnât help but sneak his other hand down your front too and touch your clit. Your head lolled to the side as he began to leave harsh love bites on your neck and through dazed eyes you found your gaze shifting back to the black mirror that hung over his headboard and when he found where your attention had gone to, he looked at himself too.
It was erotic the way the two of you fucked in his black and red room with sultry rock music playing in the background and your slutty body being pinched at by his rough hands while he impaled you with his cock. You havenât even had a chance to fully devour the sight of his body, he was so focused on eating you out and getting right to fucking you.
But you loved it. You loved having his hand around your throat. You loved the rough pace he was setting. You loved the animalistic way he'd dropped down to his knees and ate you out like your pussy was his last meal. You loved the way this stranger who wasnât much of a stranger fucked you roughly yet so gentle and loving, making you feel so good. You were close again and he was too. His free hand flew down to your pubic bone pushing you back onto his cock until he was buried to the hilt and kept himself there breathing heavily. His eyes squeezed shut feeling you shake with a loud moan that he had to cover your mouth with his other hand to block. He turned your face over by your jaw smashing his lips onto yours feeling your body tremble with release that he had to giggle.
You came so easily each time and he was nowhere near done with you even as your body became mush in his hands. Jungkook found himself struggling to breathe as your walls tightened around him feeling your release dribble down his cock to his balls and with a quiet grunt, he came in the condom hugging you to his chest as you both fell onto the bed with him on top of you.
When he was able to catch his breath better he took the condom off and collapsed down at your side, staring up at the ceiling and you finally had a chance to see him in all his naked glory. The piercings he wore on his nipples were silver barbells and you couldnât help but stare at the way his chest rose and fell with every shaky breath he released. Your eyes trailed down his body toward his dick which rested against his stomach still hard. Jungkook could feel you watching him, he took your hand in his, bringing it toward his lips and pressing a kiss to your knuckles.
Unable to help yourself you pulled yourself up, a leg thrown over his thigh and you kissed him. Jungkookâs breath hitched as he moved his mouth against yours, feeling your tongue swipe over his lip ring tugging on it softly.
You placed a palm on his chest, fingertip just millimeters away from his right nipple and you touched the bar. He brought a hand around your neck keeping you in place to make out while feeling your finger do right circles around his bud, moving the bar gently. Jungkook couldnât do anything about the way his dick hardened once more, thrilled to know you wanted to keep going.
Heâs had sex many times yet nothing has ever felt as good as what you two just did and if you want to do it again then that means you feel the same. You need him just as bad.
A low groan left his lips as you attempted to pull away and he only let you when you very lightly tugged on the metal bar, you kissed down his neck and collarbone. Jungkook licked his swollen red lips as he stared blankly at the ceiling trying not to get too eager but he really did not want to cum so quickly again. Your lips wrapped around his left nipple immediately drawing out a moan from him when your tongues licked over the cold metal. He took a hold of your free hand and couldnât help but bring it down to his hard cock.
"Fuck," he groaned when your hand tightened around his fist forcing the grip on his cock to squeeze in an upward stroke, he was fucking himself with your hand as you sucked and tugged on his nipples. He licked his dry lips, "I want to fuck you so bad."
He received no response but that didnât stop him from letting out any noise he wanted to, almost louder than the rock music outside. He licked his lips, biting back a groan as you left a sloppy open mouth kisses against his skin, tongue soothing any sting your teeth left when they nipped him. Your tongue circled around his nipple again while taking over stroking his cock as his fist flew to his mouth to hide loud moans.
Earlier Jungkook asked if you wanted him to do all that work and honestly, thatâs how you preferred it. You didnât like having to do much work during sex but Jungkook made you just want to keep going. Itâs like he was pulling you in by just being himself.
His legs shook when your hand released his dick to go massage his balls, feeling your grip pull on his flesh making him wince in pleasure. Deciding he couldnât take not doing anything, his fingers found their way into your hair by the back of your neck, and though he tried not to do it too harshly, pulled you off of him.
âGet on top,â he said with a deep raspy voice that went straight down between your legs but you shook your hand.
You wanted to feel the weight of him in your mouth but you also wanted to feel him inside of you again. You looked at him, âIâm on the pill.â
âGood,â Jungkook said as he helped you move to straddle his hips, âBecause Iâm out of condoms.â
He needs to remind himself that if heâs going to be with you he needs to buy more. That one had just been sitting in his drawer and heâs really sure how long but it wasnât expired yet. He also knew he hasnât had any sex in a few months now and he had no reason for any but now he has you. Now he has to think about you and he swears he will but you donât seem to mind the way he lines you up with his pointed cock and slowly brings your hips down.
âOh my god,â you sighed as you sank down with ease and let yourself get readjusted and comfortable with the stimulation again. Usually itâs hard for a guy to make you cum but Jungkook did so easily and heâs already on his way to bring a third out of you. A third. Youâve only brought him to one yet he doesnât seem to mind, more eager to fuck you with his cock to care.
âFucking hell," he said moaning as he fucked into you, with a concentrated face watching the way your hips gyrated. Your nails clawed at his chest and accidentally tugged at his piercing a little too harshly and you immediately went to apologize at the sudden grunt that fell from his lips but went quiet when Jungkook sat up and turned you onto your back underneath him. The second he was on top and more in control the pace picked up. You could feel him begin to leave love bites on your chest but the tipping point was when he sucked on your nipple as your body bounced off the bed with each thrust. After all the abuse you did on his piercings he was tired and horny and ready to blow his load and he needed you there too.
This time youâre very aware of how crazy youâre about to sound. You donât know Jungkook. Youâve kissed him as a stranger and now youâre sleeping with him as one but⊠but he wants more. He wants romance and you can just tell by the way he talks to you. For some reason thatâs making it a lot easier for you to give him affection back and more willing to let him be with you. You werenât thinking clearly though when you said, âCum inside.â
Jungkookâs gaze darkened as he groped your breasts looking you in the eye and never once stopping his thrusts, âReally?â
âYes.â
Jungkook crashed his mouth against yours holding you tighter and thatâs when it hit you. You scratched along his back whining as you came around him. Jungkook practically hugged your body to his as his legs nearly gave out with his release.
You were sweaty and hot gasping for breath as he pulled out with much disappointment. He looked down at your naked body feeling all sorts of things he couldnât understand but knew they were good. Just look at how fucked out you are. He wanted to go again but he knows for a fact how bad of an idea that was.
Right now it was in the heat of the moment to not use protection and a bad idea to do it again so he but his tongue and ran a gentle hand along your calf, âYou okay?â
âBathroom?â You asked ready to clean yourself and he pointed it out watching you leave. He fell back on his bed with a huge grin feeling at an all time high, unable to stay still as he shot up and found a towel to clean himself with in bed. When you came back out you didnât even hesitate to crawl into his oleen arms tiredly.
âSorry for earlier,â you said softly as you pointed at his red nipple. You had tugged a little too hard on accident and thought it brought him pain it also gave him extreme pleasure. He just smiled hugging you to his side, âI kinda liked it.â
You laughed with him, âDid they hurt?â
âMm,â Jungkook looked up in thought. He couldnât help but think about how much you two looked like a couple enjoying their company after making love, âWant me to tell you the truth or what will make me sound cooler?â
âBoth,â you said, making him chuckle.
âAlright⊠I didnât feel shit,â he shrugged nonchalantly, âBut the second one also hurt so fucking bad it almost brought this grown man to tears.â
You laughed at his honesty making yourself more comfortable against him, âWhyâd you get all these tattoos and piercings then?â
âSo a pretty girl like you could ask me why,â he said teasingly and smiled when you rolled your eyes, âAnd because I thought they would make me look badass.â
âThey do,â you laughed, daring to close your eyes and the way he let your hair was enough to have you falling asleep. You slept for a short moment, very short that had been cut short by a loud dog barking by the door. Jungkook groaned as he shouted out for Bam as you sat up looking dazed and confused.
Jungkook hurried to turn off the music and apologize to Bam for being so loud before practically running to you. He fell back into his bed quickly hoping to go back to sleep with you but it was too late. You didnât mean to fall asleep and now look at the time. In hopes of distracting you, he leant forward and kissed you.
âI have to go,â you sighed against his lips as he kissed you again. It didnât even seem like he heard you so you pushed at his face gently to get him to back up as you repeated, âI have to go.â
His eyebrows scrunched together as he used the small grip in your hair to hold you away from him, âWhy?â
âArmaniâs been alone for hours,â you said with a sigh and nothing in your voice sounded like you werenât serious. He let you sit up but he quickly followed, âWho?â
âMy cat,â you clarified as you looked around for your clothes. A scoff left his lips as he scratched his head, ruffling up his sex hair even more, âYouâre leaving me for a cat?â
His eyes shifted to the alarm clock on his nightstand, âItâs past midnight.â
That made you laugh, âJungkook, Iâm just next door, besides if I donât get home now Amarni will destroy my pillows again, trust me. Heâs crazy.â
You ran your hand along his chest, half tempted to brush a finger over his piercing to see if he would suck in a breath like he did before.
Jungkook huffed in annoyance as he got up and slipped on the closest pair of pants he could find and threw on an old t-shirt. You looked at him, but he just scruffed up his hair again, still slightly dazed from the good fuck you two just had. He yawned, âIâll walk you back then.â
You didnât argue as he followed you out of his apartment and you really did feel a bit flustered doing this but you had to. You really werenât lying about Armani, heâs a cat who likes routine and you told him you would be coming home tonight. If he notices that you might not be back heâll act like a total brat and scratch up your pillows like last time. Plus, if you left then you wouldnât have to worry about being kicked out and forced to take the walk of shame in the morning.
You stood in front of your apartment door with Jungkook right there in front of you. You leaned against your door for a second as you looked back at him, âIâm sorry.â
âHm,â he trailed off, taking a step closer to you until one arm was around your waist and a hand was on your neck, âWhen can I see you again?â It was very obvious that leaving you was the last thing he wanted to do. You bit your bottom lip with raised brows, a bit in shock that he wanted to see you again. Despite how great tonight was, Jungkooked pegged you as a womanizer. Why would he want to see you again?
âI donât know, Iâm sort of busy these next couple of days.â Once again, it was not a lie. You had plans with your friends tomorrow and youâll be busy with work.
Jungkookâs eyes narrowed and before he could stop himself, he asked, âAre you lying to me?â
Youâre leaving his bed for a fucking cat and now youâre telling him youâll be too busy to see him? What bullshit lie was that? Did you not want to see him again after tonight? Do you think heâs going to let you give up that easily?
The question was unexpected but he spoke to you in his usual gentle and deep tone that you were a little confused to answer.
âNo, Iâve got plans tomorrow and Iâll be working all day this week,â you said with narrowed eyes, âWhy would I lie to you?â
Jungkook smiled softly now as if he hadnât looked so serious seconds ago, âYouâre right, Iâm sorry I guess it didnât make sense to me at first. Iâm feeling tired.â
He acted strangely and youâre beginning to pick up on that a little bit but that only caught your interest more, like you wanted to know what his deal was. Why is a seemingly charming and good looking man single? Youâre sure he gets hit on all the time and he might enjoy it even if heâs planning to sleep with you. What was his deal?
You placed a hand on the back of his neck and without much effort, reached up to capture his lips with yours. He didnât put up a fight at all, choosing instead to focus on your tender affection, reminiscent of the night youâve just spent together. He could stay like this for the rest of the night if you let him.
You told yourself over and over again that you werenât going to get caught up on a guy again and yet here you are making out with this guy who you kissed right after a break up weeks ago all over again. Was this even what you wanted?
You gave him a wary smile, âIâll call you?â

Music played loudly in the dimly lit studio and all you heard was the sound of tattoo guns buzzing away.
Rosemary by Deftones filled the black room as Jungkook bit his lip ring in concentration, not bothering to turn at the sound of the front door opening and closing. Namjoon and Yoongi walked into the tattoo parlor that was covered from floor to ceiling in artwork and pictures Jungkook did.
Jungkook was dressed in all black with his tatted hands hidden away by black latex gloves. He had his hair tied back and out of his face so he can work better and his black chunky boots tapped against the floor to the best of the music every now and then when he hummed to himself.
âYou almost done?â Namjoon asked as he looked at what he was working on right now. His client sat in the chair with her neck tilted to the side as he did a shaded tattoo behind her ear. The girl was hot, dyed black hair, tattoos, piercings and quite literally the female version of Jungkook yet he didnât so much as smile whenever she tried to clearly hit on him.
âAlmost,â Jungkook said as he used a hand wipe to clean off excess ink. He tilted his head in thought as he looked it over, âActually, yeah I am. Take a look in the mirror.â
He wheeled his chair back as he pulled off his gloves and looked at his friends, âWhat are you guys doing here?â
He took his vape out of his pocket and hit it right there in front of them as he waited for the chick to come back and tell him what she thinks about it. Yoongi sat in the unused tattoo chair, âLetâs get some drinks.â
âAlright,â Jungkook said simply. The two looked at each other in confusion as Jungkook told the girl how much it was and tucked the cash into his pocket. They thought it would have taken more to convince him like it usually did. As he finished up with the client he had a little smile on his face and was humming along to whatever song was playing off his phone.
âThat was easy,â Namjoon pointed out.
âIâm done for the day anyway,â Jungkook shrugged.
He closed the shop and went to the back where his things were. Yoongi and Namjoon waited out front by the counter, taking in the sight of Jungkookâs tattoo parlor. It wasnât big by any means but he got a lot of business. The room looked exactly like something Jungkook would decorate and he gets a lot of clients every day. It probably helps that clients tell their friends about him and they come too, looking to get a tattoo from him. Itâs not a surprise that most of his clients are women.
Yoongi looked slightly bored waiting for Jungkook to finish and he found himself skimming all the papers on Jungkookâs counter. His brows furrowed as he picked up a small slip of paper and let his eyes widen as he read it. It was receipts from a few floral shops,
An order of 20 bouquets of Baby Breathâs flowers.
He tapped Namjoon on the shoulder until he had his attention and showed him the paper.
When Jungkook came out, he found himself asking, âWhatâs up with all these flowers?â
The smile on Jungkookâs face seemed to tighten as he took the paper out of their hands, âDonât worry about it.â
âIs it for the chick youâre seeing? Thatâs a bit extreme donât you think?â Namjoon asked with a chuckle as the three left the studio letting Jungkook lock it up. He didnât say anything for a second.
It wasnât extreme.
It was romantic?
You worked as a florist. You liked flowers, you liked Baby Breath flowers and he looked up what they meant.
Undying love.
Thatâs what he felt for you and he wanted to give you a gift youâll enjoy. Did he maybe go too far? Yeah, but you wonât be upset. You canât be.
âWait, how did I not know youâre seeing someone?â Yoongi asked.
âI didnât know for a while either,â Namjoon told him, âJungkook show him a picture.â
âAlright,â Jungkook said as he exited out of the app he was currently on to go through his camera roll. He got in the backseat of Yoongiâs car, scrolling through his pictures until he found one. A smile came to his face as he took a second to admire you.
He took this picture last night. You couldnât see much because the lights were off but after the two of you made love you had fallen asleep. It was right before you jolted awake remembering your stupid cat but he got a picture of you sleeping soundly against him. Your hair framed your face perfectly and you looked so peaceful and at home in his arms that he needed a picture to remember the first night together. It was also the first photo he took of you up close.
âShit, hang this up in a museum,â Yoongi joked because it really was a nice picture, âHow long have you been together?â
âA while.â
When they got to the bar it was already packed with sweaty bodies that made Jungkook cringe whenever someone bumped into him. They got their drinks and went to a table, âSo how did the two of you meet?â
âY/n lives next door,â Jungkook said as he tilted his phone a bit so they couldnât see the way he switched to another app. He typed in his password and went straight to the video footage. He just had to know if you were home yet.
âDamn, you just moved there too, howâd you pull someone that fast?â Yoongi laughed because they didnât know that Jungkook just started talking to you a couple days ago. To them, Jungkook and you have been dating for a few weeks now.
âWe met a little before that,â His brows knitted together as he looked at the footage. Your curtains were drawn so he couldnât see in and he canât tell if youâre home or not. He immediately went to text you.
jungkook: are you home yet? :)
Youâll be honest, you saw Jungkookâs text but you couldnât bring it in yourself to answer. You have been texting with Jungkook nonstop since that Friday night where he fucked you so good that you woke up with bruises on your hips and left scratch marks along his back that he generously decided to show you a picture of over text.
Youâre not sure what to think about him either. Friday night was fun, you got drinks and got to know him better, he treated you right and aside from that strange conversation about destiny the night went perfect. He took you back to his place where you quite literally had the best sex youâve had in a while and he didnât ghost you right after. Hell, he made you not want to leave but you did anyway.
Today youâve been texting on and off and it was all your fault. He responds so quickly but you get busy or forget to respond until he sends another like right now. The last text he sent was asking what time you got off but you had been dealing with delivery orders so you never responded. You had completely forgotten about it until you were in the elevator to your building heading home. Your friend Jiyoung was right behind you, ready to nap on your couch but you werenât paying attention to her anymore.
You were so focused on your phone that you nearly missed the sight before you as you walked down the hall to your apartment. Your expression changed to that of confusion as you stopped a few feet away from your door. You couldnât even get to it with the line of bouquets scattered across the entrance. Some lined the walls, some bunched up in front of your door, some had cards in them.
âWhat the fuck?â Jiyoung asked as she counted them, âWho did this?â
Without much debate, you bent down and took a card in your hands, flipping it open to read:
âFor my undying love.â
You couldnât do anything but blink in surprise. What did this mean?
âLetâs get them inside,â you said with a sigh as you unlocked your front door and urged your friend to help you put them in. It took a few back and forth trips for the both of you but once you scattered them all in your apartment it was very overwhelming.
âThis is crazy,â Jiyoung said even as she laughed, âYouâve got an admirer? Is that guy from the other night?â
âUm,â you bit your lip, confused and a little thrown off by this, âGive me a second.â
Jiyoung waved you off as she threw herself on your couch and moved a vase off the coffee table so she had an unobstructed view of your tv. You went straight to your bedroom already pulling up Jungkookâs contact information and dialing.
âAre you home?â
âI am,â you said as you took in your bedroom and itâs lack of flowers, âIt was you, right?â
âWhat?â Jungkook asked over the loud music. He could barely hear you and without another word he was getting up to find somewhere quieter. He ended up in the hall that led toward the restrooms where the music was a bit drowned out.
âThe flowers, was it you?â
His smile seemed to drop, âWhy? Were you hoping for someone else?â
âNo,â you told him, âI justâŠâ
âYou donât like them? I thought they were your favorite,â he said with a boyish smile, proud of himself. He watched some drunk girls stumble past him with disgust.
âThey are my favorite,â you said, âUh, thank you but how'd you find a place that had this many Babyâs Breath?â
âOh! I had to call up a few different places,â Jungkook said, âAnd obviously I couldnât call you because that would ruin the surpriseâHey! Now that youâre home, should I come over?â
âOh um, I have some friends over, remember?â You asked him shyly. You could hear him take a deep breath but youâre not sure if that meant anything or not.
Who did you have over? Was it that same guy heâs seen before? What was going on between you two anyway?
Some girl bumped into him and he turned to her with a glare, almost forgetting that he had you on the phone. She smiled at him like that would make things better but he was starting to get annoyed. It wasnât her fault but that didnât change the fact that her touching him just bothered him. He turned away to talk to you again. He forced his voice to sound light, âI remember, youâre busy.â
âSorry,â you apologized gnawing on your bottom lip, âHow about tomorrow?â
He smiled, âTomorrow? Iâm down.â
âOkay letâs meet then but I have to go now.â
Jungkook said his goodbye and stood in the dark hall in thought. He had to find a way to get a camera in your house. He canât see much just from the window and he needs to know who you invite over when heâs not around.
âExcuse me.â
He turned back to the drunk that hadnât left yet despite his efforts to ignore her presence. She smiled at him sweetly like that would make him swoon but he was mad and it wouldnât work. You were too busy for him but not your friends?
âWhat?â He asked, already trying to walk back to his friends.
âYou look familiar, have we met before?â She asked, following after him and he turned looking at her from head to toe and it made her blush.
âDefinitely not.â He was leaving again until a small hand wrapped around his bicep and with an annoyed look he looked back at her. His patience was running thin.
âWell, uh, here then,â she pushed a paper into his hands finally releasing her hold on his bicep. He looked down at the line of paper that she clearly got from the restroom with a number scribbled on it in a rush.
His eyes shifted back to hers and instead of running off shyly she held his gaze with a confident smile. The paper sat in his open palm and without tearing his gaze away from her he made a fist crumpling the paper in his hold and just like that, he threw it on the floor, âWhat makes you think I would be interested in you?â
He even had the nerve to laugh when she looked taken back. He left without another word and went back to his friends.
âWho was that on the phone?â Yoongi asked when he sat back down. He smiled that bunny smile, âY/n.â
âWhatâd she think about the flowers?â Namjoon asked curiously.
âShe loved them,â Jungkook cleared his throat, âI think.â
And youâll love the tattoo just behind his ear too.
âI canât help but think you look a little tense, Kook.â
Jungkook ignored his friend as he delivered another hit to the punching bag with a low grunt. Make Me Bad by Korn played loudly in the empty training room. He ignored Seokjin as he continued to hit the punching bag. Jin released a sigh as he sat back and watched his friend release whatever stress he felt.
âSheâs avoiding me,â Jungkook said to himself as he hit the bag hard. Jin wasnât fully listening anymore but Jungkook didnât seem to care as he went on, âSheâs lying to me.â
âSheâs fucking lying to me,â he hit the 200lb punching bag hard enough to make it move back from the bar and farther away from him.
âWho the fuck are you talking about?â Jin asked, watching Jungkook throw off his waistband and gloves. His nose was running from how hard he was working out and his heart pumped with adrenaline. He sniffled as he pushed back his sweaty curls, âY/n. She hasnât texted me back in over an hour.â
âSheâs probably busy,â Jin said, watching Jungkook lift his shirt up to wipe at his forehead.
âSheâs not,â Jungkook said with a tensed jaw, âI know exactly what sheâs doing.â
Just before he came to train with Jin he looked at his camera. You had the windows open today and you had people over. He doesnât care if you invite people over but two guys?
Two guys?
Wasnât he enough?
One of those guys was over all the fucking time and that pissed him off. How could he be sure youâre not messing around with one of them behind his back?
Jin wasnât as close to Jungkook as the other two. They were friends and hung out often but heâs not as caught up with Jungkook and his antics as the others. To him, Jungkook was just hoping to be with his girlfriend, so he sighed and said, âSo go over and see what sheâs up to.â
Jungkook didnât quite hear his friend with his loud thoughts drumming in his ears so he turned to him with dark eyes, âYou think sheâs cheating on me?â
âOnly one way to find out,â Jin said with a smirk, unaware of how far Jungkook will go to know. He watched his friendâs mind run rampant but he just sat back comfortably. Jungkook was just a concerned boyfriend after all. He didnât think deeply about his comment, he assumed maybe Jungkook would just tell him to fuck off but he really did look pissed.
When they finished their training, Jungkook rushed over to his place to wash off his work out. He practically ran next door jumping steps to go to you and when he knocked on your door, he couldnât help but look upset when another man opened it.
It took a second for Taehyung to recognize him, heâs never seen him up close before but when he caught sight of the tattoo sleeve he knew exactly who this guy was. He looked back into your apartment ready to call you over only to find you standing behind him already, âJungkook?â
Taehyung moved out of the way and let Jungkook through who immediately went right to you, âI wanted to see you, is this a bad time?â
You looked back to your friends who didnât even pretend to act like they werenât eavesdropping. You smiled, âNo, come in, weâre just talking.â
Jungkook didnât hesitate to follow you inside and you led him straight to the kitchen, âWant a drink?â
âMhm,â Jungkook responded, watching you sweetly as you opened and closed cabinets. You served him a drink and asked, âWhatâs that red mark by your eye?â
It took him a moment to process what you were asking and he brought a hand up, âOh, I was boxing and I think my friend hit me a little too hard.â
You made a pouting face teasingly, âPoor baby.â
He smiled knowing you were just teasing him but also showing interest, âKiss it better?â With a roll of your eyes you leaned up and pressed a chaste kiss near his eye. You led him back to the living room where your friends were.
âSo youâre the one who Y/nâs cheating on me with,â Hoseok joked right away and it made you roll your eyes as the others laughed. Jungkook didnât react but his gaze did seem to harden as he stared at the stranger. You scooted a little closer to Jungkook letting him wrap his arm around you as you leaned back on the couch, âPack it up Hobi, the jokeâs old.â
âItâs not a joke to me!â Hoseok said with a wink as he turned to Jungkook, âAlright whatever, as long as youâre better than the last guy.â
âOh my god!â Jiyoung squeaked, âHobi, you canât just say things like that. Are you drunk?â
He smiled, âIâm just saying.â
Jungkook tilted his head in your direction but you just sighed, âPlease ignore them.â
âOh.â
âSo, what are you two anyway? You went crazy with the flowers,â Taehyung asked curiously, joking a little at the end.
Jungkook kept his gaze down, trying his hardest to ignore your friends while also listen in to your answer. You raised your cup to your lips looking at Jungkook who met your gaze hesitantly.
Say heâs your boyfriend, Jungkook thought.
Say youâre his.
Say heâs the onâ
âWeâre just⊠yknow, having fun?â
He stopped.
His muscles tensed, tongue poking against his cheek as he looked away from you to hide his expression. His lips curled with the need to scoff but he kept it in. He wanted to ask you why you would say that but not in front of the others. It should be a private conversation between the two of you about your relationship because you clearly werenât just having fun.
He kept his gaze focused on the picture you had hanging above the fireplace mantle. Your apartment was identical to him and he looked at every corner as if in search of something. With a clear of his throat, he turned to you, âBathroom?â
âIâll show you,â you said, patting his thigh as you rose to your feet. You took his hand in yours immediately shooting electricity down his arm as he held it tightly. You pointed to the bathroom but before you got there you asked, âYou okay? Youâre being kind of quiet.â
âIâm fine, Iâm having fun,â Jungkook said with a strained voice, he never tore his gaze away from yours as you stood in front of him near the bathroom. You havenât known him for long but you do know that when Jungkook looks at you, he never looks this strained. There was clearly something on his mind.
With a defeated sigh, you gave up on asking him anything and went back to the living room. Jungkook waited against the door for a minute to see if you would come back. When you didnât he took a turn down the rest of the hall fumbling with something he shoved in the big pocket of his black cargo pants.
He looked down at the tiniest camera heâs ever seen and like he was walking into his own place, he went straight to your bedroom. He moved swiftly, finding exactly where he wanted to hide it and in no time he was back to the bathroom pretending to be busy.
You released a sigh, âLetâs call it a night.â
You enjoyed having your friends over and you had spent pretty much all evening with them but youâre getting tired already. It was late, you had a surprisingly busy day today and all your social battery is just completely out. Plus, if theyâre just going to talk or tease Jungkook then you'd rather just call it a night. You feel it in your gut that you said something that annoyed him at least a little and itâs probably when they asked what the two of you were.
You donât know what your relationship with him is, if youâre being honest. Since the beginning you told yourself you didnât want to date but it feels like thatâs what Jungkook wants. You shouldnât lead him on so you should be open about what youâre looking for but you also donât want to make him stop talking to you. You have no idea how he really thinks about you so itâs all just so confusing.
âAwe,â Jiyoung whined as she watched you begin to clean up some of the things. The guys seemed too drunk to even care that you were kicking them out as they got up without complaint. When Jungkook finished up he came out to an empty apartment.
He didnât like what he felt at the moment. You telling your friends that itâs all just fun really bothered him and it made him realize that he hasnât asked the right questions. Jungkook played with his lip ring as he watched you clean up and he found himself asking, âSo uh, how long ago was your last relationship? Your friend brought it up kind of and I guess I just never asked that sort of thing.â
âUmâŠâ your movements seemed to slow as you thought about how to answer, âTwo months ago?â
It was quiet for a moment and as hard as you tried, you couldnât read his expression. Jungkookâs gaze hardened as he tried to think of what happened two months ago, âWhen we met? Do you still talk to him?â
You rolled your eyes remembering your ex boyfriend. At the time you definitely were a lot more hurt about it now but that doesnât mean you want to talk about the guy. He cheated on you and now youâre scared itâll happen again if you start dating.
âNo, he cheated on me,â you told Jungkook as you sat down on your couch. Jungkook bit his lip ring hard in thought.
If you and the guy broke up around the time where he met you then that would mean when he met you at the club and saw your bloodshot eyes⊠it mustâve been when you broke up. You kissed him in the middle of a heartbreak too drunk to even remember. Now youâre telling your friends itâs all just some fun youâre having fun with him and he still doesnât get what that means.
You watched him stare off into space, eyes wide in thought and you patted the spot on the couch next to yours for him to sit down. You know youâre confusing and you really donât think you want to be in a relationship but Jungkook⊠itâs hard to explain. Heâs a little intense and sometimes too pushy but for some reason you really did like him.
As he sat down you couldnât help but play with the Sterling silver Vivienne Westwood chain necklace he wore. He watched your finger hook itself onto the chain and his breath hitched at the warm touch of your finger against his skin. You looked at him with wide and sparkly eyes that had his tongue playing with his lip ring as he bunched up the hem of his black Nirvana tee in his fingers to stop his hands from shaking by having you so close. Without much warning, you tugged on the chain with your index finger and like a devoted pet, he was following your call until his lips met yours. Some of his longer curls tickled your cheeks and he kissed you with such eagerness nearly toppling over you when you pulled on the chain.
His teeth pulled on your bottom lip softly as he opened his eyes, looking down at you, âI would never hurt you like the others have.â
Youâve grown used to the way Jungkook acts around you. He likes to be the one to do things for you despite you being able to do it on your own. He hates when you donât text back in an hour or two. He always seems to know when youâre not home, he offers to pick you up from work, he tries to come anytime you go out with your friends. Heâs just sort of always around. Youâre not sure if heâs like that with others but thatâs how he is with you.
You should definitely be a little burdened by it, itâs suffocating honestly but you genuinely donât think Jungkook has bad intentions with it. He doesnât talk much about himself or his friends or family but he always seems to be interested in hearing everything about you. Youâre not sure if he has many other people to talk to and you enjoy his time too much to push him away.
One thing you hate to admit and really the only downside to him is his obsession with getting you flowers. The first time the two of you went out he asked you what flowers you liked and you told him absentmindedly. You never expected him to have so many bouquets of them deliveredânor did you expect to receive one every time you saw him.
You loved flowers and were thankful for the thought behind it but youâre beginning to hate Babyâs Breath. Youâre starting to see them everywhere from work to home to any time you see Jungkook. Theyâre everywhere and itâs beginning to feel like youâre drowning in the little white flowers.
If only you had the heart to tell him that he didnât need to get you flowers every time he saw you.
âY/n,â Jungkook had a huge smile on his face, âThis is Namjoon, Thatâs Yoongi.â
He pointed to two of his friends who hung around his living room. His arm was around your waist loosely as he directed you to a seat, only to pull you onto his lap when he sat down. You smile shyly as you attempt to greet them only to have Jungkook pull your attention back on him when he places a gentle kiss on your shoulder blade, arms tight around you.
Namjoon was surprised to see this side of Jungkook and heâs only just met you. It makes him wonder if heâs always been this way with you. He very rarely sees the guy smile much less show this much affection to one person and itâs all just very new to him. Heâs seen Jungkook upset and mad plenty of times but to see him look soft and gentle was something entirely different.
âNice of Jungkook to finally let us meet you,â Yoongi said with a light chuckle as he offered you a drink. You took the cup from him with a smile as he continued, âYouâre all he talks about, itâs weird.â
âHyung,â Jungkook warned as you felt his arms tighten around you just slightly. Yoongi just smiled, âIâm just saying, itâs been nonstop weeks of listening about you talk about your girlfriend so itâs nice to finally get to meet her, right Joon?â
Your brows seemed to scrunch together in confusion as you looked to Jungkook. The two of you werenât technically dating, sure, you hang out all the time and have sex but youâve never actually considered yourselves in a relationship. You thought youâve made it clear that this was fun and maybe youâre to blame for possibly leading him on but heâs never referred to you as his girlfriend or partner.
If he has been saying that to his friends then you would like to have a talk with him about where the two of you stand before it happens again. You leaned back against Jungkookâs chest trying to look at him but before you could say something he planted a quick kiss on your lips making you forget your own words.
Jungkook knew that your pretty mind was thinking about what his friends were saying and he just wanted to tell you not to worry about any of it. Of course he tells his friends youâre his girlfriend but itâs not like heâs begging you to be. He knows that you had a rough break up with the last guy and as much as he wants to find out who he was and hurt him for hurting you⊠he also had to thank him. If it wasnât for the break up then you wouldnât have been out that night of your kiss and he wouldnât have met you. He knows that to you, a relationship isnât ideal at the moment but heâs still basically forcing you into one even if you want to say youâre not dating him.
He spends all his free time with you.
He calls you and texts you all day.
He watches over you while you sleep through his new cameras.
He makes sure nobody breaks in.
Heâs always around in case something happens and he knows youâre thankful for him even if you donât really know all the things he does for you.
You began to completely tune out the rest of their talk growing bored and you resorted to playing with his hair. It was getting longer and the curls were beginning to loosen so it was easy to run your fingers through them and hold it back like you were going to tie his hair. Maybe you were acting like a kid letting him talk to his friends while also basically begging for his attention but you were just bored. His friends seemed like nice people but you werenât really interested in their conversation. You felt bad for sort of distracting Jungkook but you didnât stop playing with his hair, even when he smiled like a bunny at the way you pulled on a strand only to release it and watch it recoil.
You brushed his hair back tucking some of it behind his ear and just like that, your hand seemed to freeze.
Right there staring back at you was a small tattoo that you failed to notice before. Your nail just barely brushed over it but it was real and itâs not old. It was healed for the most part but you can still see specs of dry skin around it meaning it had to be somewhat recent.
A tattoo of Babyâs Breath flowers scattered across the back of his ear and they were small delicate drawings tucked away. How did you not notice this before?
Was it always there?
When did he do it?
It wasnât because you said they were your favorite, right?
You understand the bouquets â despite the copious amount of them he sends you â you understand the curiosity behind plants but to get it tattooed on his own skin?
You moved your hand away and turned to face forward again as you tried to process what you just saw.
You must be imagining it. Thereâs no reason why Jungkook would get a tattoo of a flower you told him was your favorite. It just didnât make sense why he would do that.
Him getting that tattoo for you [maybe?] didnât make sense.
âWhatâs up?â He asked you as you stared off into space. His friends had been in their own conversation and Deftones played quietly in the background but like usual, his attention was only ever on you. Even when youâre not around he finds his mind consumed by the thought of you and thereâs no escapeânot that he would need to.
âNothing,â you muttered under your breath as you played with the ring on his fingers absentmindedly. You only did this when you were lost in thought and he was curious to know what it is. If he could know every single thing you think about then he would feel much more at ease.
You were being so cute right now even if you werenât talking. You were sweet and pliant, sitting on his lap letting him hold you and kiss you like his pretty little girlfriend that you were. He sincerely regrets inviting his friends over because all he would like to do is kick them out so he could be alone with you again.
âActually,â you whispered making his head perk up to listen, âCan we talk?â
âOf course,â Jungkook didnât hesitate to stand up with you against him as he looked to his friends, âWeâll be right back.â
You followed Jungkook down the hall into his familiar bedroom with the black silk bed sheets and band posters on the walls. This time around there was a new picture frame on his desk and it was one of you and him. You seemed to be asleep in the picture with your head resting on Jungkookâs naked chest near his piercings. He had a tattooed hand in your hair and you can just tell his touch was gentle. You canât remember when he would have taken that but he had the picture framed.
In the corner of his nightstand was a vase filled with Babyâs Breath and for the first time since you met him did you actually feel the suffocating nature of his affection. Just earlier you were saying how much you enjoyed him and yet right now itâs starting to hit you that this might not all be normal.
âWhatâs wrong, baby?â He asked gently as he watched you look around his bedroom, a smile on his face.
You didnât know where to begin so you started with the first thing that confused you today.
âYour friends called me your girlfriend,â you said, âAnd I⊠well alright whatever, itâs fine but weâve never talked about a relationship, you know?â
âI knowâŠâ Jungkook said, smile gone as he waited for you to keep going. He doesnât understand why you feel the need to clear it up, itâs not like heâs doing anything wrong. Itâs the truth even if you hate to admit it.
âYou know?â You asked, âSo why did your friends call me your girlfriend? And why did they say theyâve been waiting to meet me for a while noââ
Jungkook released a soft chuckle as he came up to you, brushing your hair back, âI donât know, maybe they just assumed because I talk about you a lot. I didnât know I couldnât even talk about you to my friends.â
âThatâs not the problem Jungkook,â you took a deep breath in thought, trying to gather the right words, âWhat about the flowers?â
âWhat about them?â
âI appreciate the gesture, I really do but you donât⊠you know you donât have to give me some all the time,â you said with your arms crossed over your chest self consciously, âAnd the tattoo.â
âTattoo?â
Jungkook was playing dumb and he was doing a hell of a good job at it. Heâs not sure what your deal is or why you suddenly look uncomfortable next to him but you need to stop. Everythingâs fine, youâre making yourself worked up and he doesnât get why.
âBehind your ear,â you clarified, âOf the flower? When did you get that?â
He shrugged, âA week ago, maybe? Do you like it?â
âWhat is it?â You needed to hear him say it. He stared at you blankly as he took another step toward you.
âBabyâs Breath, I didnât know they were my favorite too until you came along,â he said and before he could take another he asked, âAre you alright? You seem a little shaken up.â
âI just need a minute,â you said, missing the way his dark eyes hardened as he watched you step back from him. With a clenched jaw he nodded, âAlright, take all the time you need. Iâll just be out there.â
You didnât say anything as you went ahead and took a seat on the edge of his bed hearing the sound of the door click shut behind him. Maybe youâre just overthinking it. He can have a flower tattoo⊠no big deal.
Even if itâs the same flower heâs delivered practically a hundred bouquets of to you.
Even if he asked what your favorite flower was.
Itâs a basic flower youâre overthinking it.
Jungkook looked at his two friends who busied themselves with bottles of Soju and his large television. They didnât even bother to turn his music off either and now Ever by Team Sleep was playing at an annoyingly high volume with the tv on too.
Yoongi was laughing over something Namjoon said, he looked up just in time to find Jungkook standing only a few feet away from them, keeping still. He still smiled with the urge to laugh as he asked, âEverything good? You want another drink?â
âActually, I think itâs time you leave,â Jungkook said coldly yet his two friends barely flinched, waving him off with a hand. Itâs not like they werenât used to his quick mood changes, theyâve known him too long to not read the signs. Heâs a little intense and serious but heâs also a loving kid at heart. He doesnât know how to express anything properly, he just knows how to do it in the extreme. Heâs annoyed by something right now but give him a drink and heâll get over it.
Namjoon extended out a glass of Soju to him, âOne more.â
You took a deep breath, closing your eyes for a second as you tried to clear your head. You were overthinking shit, you donât even want this. You like him but a relationship?
Alone in his bedroom you could really picture this as yours. Itâs crazy how identical they are and it was a good distraction to keep you from going back out there and telling him you would just like to go home for the night. Standing up you walked over to the window finding it strange to view your own apartment out the window.
You took a step away turning instead to look at his desk which was unorganized and filled with tattoo sketches from when he does work at home. Now you were being nosy, you were trying to stall your departure but the picture frame of you on his desk was just staring at you. You picked it up to get a better look but the lights reflection was too bright. With squinted eyes you turned it down and popped the back off hoping to see the picture without the glass in the way.
Instantly, three matching 4x6 pictures fell out of the open frame with their backs facing up. You assumed Jungkook just continued to put new pictures over the old ones instead of switching them out.
Worried he would catch you snooping, you bent down to pick the pictures up, turning them your way.
Jungkook took a deep breath as he stared at the two of them unamused, âI said, I think itâs time you leave.â
He knows youâre upset and something tells him heâs to blame so he needs to figure out what. He canât focus on you while his friends are here trying to expose and ruin everything he has built up with you.
Why did they have to call you his girlfriend and why are you being such a bitch about it?
He fucking hated flowers yet he wanted to get something you love permanent on his skin and you want be mad?
He canât catch a break. First you canât even remember him, then you make him worried sick whenever youâre at home alone or with one of your friends. Heâs tried so hard to not be the possessive boyfriend but goddamn is he sick of watching your bedroom camera footage and seeing you laughing and hanging with Taehyung every other night.
Now you canât even be appreciative of the very kind and thoughtful gesture of putting a permanent mark of what your relationship was on his neck? All of his tattoos have a meaning and yours means the most yet you want to question why he would even get it? Youâre very lucky heâs able to play things off to save himself from embarrassment. You didnât recognize his gesture and instead questioned him, turning it from romantic to strange.
Heâs just annoyed at this point but he knows that once he gets you to relax everything will be fine. Youâre like a little kitten, if he pushes too hard you draw back so he has to ease you into this like heâs done since the beginning.
âOh,â Namjoon was stunned as his eyes trailed back to Jungkookâs room where you had closed yourself on for some reason. He wondered for a moment if the two of you were in a fight because Jungkook looked so happy earlier and now he just looks on edge. Yoongi and Namjoon shared a similar look as they slowly came to accept it despite how strange he was acting, âOkay.â
âAre you guys alright?â Yoongi couldnât help but ask as he got up to leave. Jungkook forced a smile, âYeah, Y/nâs not feeling good though.â
Namjoon seemed to relax, âReally?â
âShe did seem kind of quietâŠâ Yoongi said as his friend nodded in agreement.
You felt stuck, you couldnât tear your gaze away and you couldnât even try to move your body.
The first picture was alright, it was the same picture of you in his arms, it was normal.
The second one was⊠alarming? It was a zoomed in picture of your bedroom window with you sitting at your vanity doing your makeup to go out. You were looking at yourself and you were holding a lipgloss or something, you couldnât tell with the window frames in the way.
The third was where your blood seemed to run cold. Right there in black and white was a clear and up close picture of you sleeping in your own bed. It wasnât taken by someone next to you but more so it was an angle that looked like it was hidden.
Jungkook ran his fingers through his hair as his friends finally left and he prepared to see what was on your mind. He let himself back into his bedroom quietly, clicking the door shut and smiling warmly, âKay, itâs just us, you can come out now.â
He turned to you calmly, eyes locking on the three photos in your hands and the empty picture frame laying on his desk.
Oh.
You found his favorite pictures.
âWhat are these?â You asked, trying to keep your voice steady and calm, âAre you stalking me?â
âNot exactly,â Jungkook sighed in defeat, âItâs justâŠâ
He took a step toward you and you immediately put your hands up in defense. He practically giggled as he moved your hands away, âStop messing around, Iâll explain.â
âDonât touch me,â you said, taking a step away, âDo you have a camera in my room?â
Jungkook wasnât smiling anymore, âWhy canât I touch you? Iâll explain, just relax.â
âIâm not going to relax, Jungkook, I want you to tell me what the fuck is going on,â you told him moving closer to the front door with him circling you like a predator watching its pray waiting to attack.
âYes, I put a camera in your room but I was just worried,â he said with a laugh like he was shy to admit it, âI just kept thinking of something happening to you in your dreams andâlook, stay calm, Iâm just being honest, isnât that what you wanted?â
You were itching to leave because suddenly thereâs something deep in your gut telling you that this guy really is weird. Was he really trying to justify a literal crime? How crazy was he?
Heâs so calm too and heâs smiling and laughing like itâs all just no big deal even though youâve just learned heâs got cameras watching you in your own home.
You didnât want to know anything more at the moment. To be honest you were just freaked the fuck out and ready to just leave and get away from him. You needed to find that camera too or else you think youâll faint from wondering if this was actually happening or not. His friends werenât even here anymore to hear you two talk.
Jungkook watched as you reached for the door and before either of you knew it, he was on his feet moving to stop you. His arms wrapped around your body, trapping your arms at your sides and carrying you away from the door. You immediately went to scream but his hand came up around your mouth as he walked over to his bed, âShhh, Iâm not gonna do anything, babe, you know me. I just donât want you leaving while weâre trying to have a conversation.â
âWhat was I saying?â Jungkook asked himself as he let his hand fall from your mouth, âOh! You know, I never meant to do that but I was just never able to stop thinking about you. I wanted to be close with you even when I couldnât be and I had to think of a way to do that.â
âFrom the very first moment I saw you and we kissed, I just⊠well itâs just hard to believe weâre not meant to be together,â Jungkook said, staring off at the pictures in your hand, âI mean moving in next door was really just by chance but isnât it so crazy that fate wanted us to find each other. You still donât believe it?â
âYouâre crazy,â you muttered fighting back a tear as you pushed back at him. His hold on you loosened at your words and you took the chance to get up but he was right there in front of you with widened eyes.
âIâm not crazy,â he said with a shaky voice like he was truly becoming more unhinged by the second, âIâm in love.â
Each step you took back he took one forward and you wanted to run out the door but you couldnât. Itâs like you were completely stuck trying to figure out what to do. Itâs crazy how your best friends always joked about him being a stalker but for him to actually set up cameras specifically to watch you? That was more than what you ever imagined and you were so scared. What other pictures or videos did he have of you? What did he do with them?
Jungkook knew you were incapable of running. You love him too and he knows it, maybe you didnât in the beginning but now youâre clearly attached to him just the same and youâre so surprised youâre not running. You want to run but you canât deny that you have really grown to love him and if he has to show you how far heâll go to make you love him back he will. He dropped down to his knees in front of you taking your hands in his and gripping them tightly against his chest when you tried to yank them back.
âJungkooââ
âIâll change,â Jungkook said and you watched the way his eyes seemed to redden and shake from how hard he was trying but to cry or go crazy, âIâll change Y/n, I promise. Iâll be better. Iâllââ
âNo, itâs too late, I canât. Youâve been stalking me! Do you get that? Iâm not just going to change my mind Jungkook,â you tried to say but he wouldnât let go. He only moved closer, arms wrapping around your waist as he clung to you from the floor down on his knees for you.
âI love you, Y/n, please just give me a chance,â Jungkook said as you tried shaking him off.
âI donât love you Jungkook, I never wiââ
âI donât care!â He shouted making you jump at the sudden rise of his deep voice, hands tightening on your hips, eyes wide and red, close to tears and unblinking, âYou donât have to love me back as long as you let me love you.â
âThatâs so fucked,â you nearly cried but he wouldnât let up.
âY/n.â
You looked down at him and in truth he looked like he was close to snapping and you were scared. He had such a strong idea about romance and love and soulmates that he doesnât even care if you donât feel the same. Thatâs sad and pathetic. This wasnât the Jungkook you had started to fall for.
You never expected him to be like this, he wasnât dangerous or putting you in harms way heâs just⊠heâs just really fucking delusional and thatâs whatâs scary. You donât know what heâll do. Heâs never made you feel unsafe like he is right now.
âDonât you realize that thereâs nothing in this world I wouldnât do for you to let me love you,â Jungkook said seriously, âIâll show you it all.â
Heâs been very tame till now. Heâs tried so hard to be gentle and loving in front of you but youâre making it so hard right now to keep the act up. He never wanted to scare you but if you really do try and walk out that door and think heâs going to let you⊠youâre dead fucking wrong.
âJungkookâŠâ he clung to you, face pressed against your lower stomach not letting you move, âThis isnât normal.â
âY/n if you try to leave me,â his voice was cracking, close to breaking and his entire body trembled, âI wonât be able to live without you, pleaseâŠâ
He was insane. You know heâs crazy, you know heâs just trying to scare you into not running out that door and you hated to admit that it was working. He just seemed so unhinged right now and the way his body was trembling and voice breaking as he hugged you so tightly, you really are scared he might do something to himself. Itâs not something you want to risk by leaving, who knows what heâll do to himself.
Unsure of what to do, you dropped a shaky hand into his hair, brushing it back as he cried, âIâll change, I swear. You canât leave me, I canât live knowing you arenât with me.â
Youâve heard so many stories about people trying to leave their partners and it only ended up with them in the news with old pictures of them smiling as people talked about how much they missed them and you really couldnât do that. If he canât have you⊠how do you know that means heâll let someone else have you? Heâs never made you fear for your life⊠he seemed so normal, not like this deranged man whoâs been caught having secret cameras watching you.
With a shaky breath, you slowly letting your hands hug around his neck, âShh, itâs alrightâŠâ
Your voice trembled in fear as you slowly dropped to your knees feeling him sob against you, âWeâWeâll⊠letâs figure this out, okay? Just calm down, take a deep breath.â
âY/n, I love you,â he hiccups as you could his face trying to wipe away tears as you dropped to your knees. Now that youâve got a clearer head you can hear the stupid band heâs obsessed with still playing from the living room. His silver chain that you always played with still shimmered in the light and you hooked your fingers around it to remind him that youâre cooperating.
Youâve just now noticed that his Deftonesâ Around the Fur tee was drenched in his tears along with the front of your jeans and you very carefully wrapped your arms around him, âIâm not leaving.â
He didnât care if it was out of love or fear, he held you tightly nevertheless, not letting you go as he tried to kiss you only for you to flinch back. Scared he wouldnât like that, you forced yourself to lean into him for a kiss, tasting his dry, salty tears on your lips.
He smiled his same stupid bunny smileâlike everything was right in the world and pressed his forehead against yours, âIâve been dreaming of you and me like this for so long time, baby, donât you ever try to leave me again, okay?â
âOkay, why donât we lie down? Itâll make you feel better,â you whispered gently and his dark eyes seemed to water and lower lip quiver as he nodded his head. Letting you lead him to his own bed and when you lied down, he went between your legs, keeping you pressed against the bed trapped.
Thatâs what being with him would feel like, like youâre trapped and all heâll think about would be how he finally found the one that heâs been searching for. No bells chimed or birds sang, only Romantic Dreams by Deftones was heard playing in the background.
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listen yâall this is long đ I know it is and as of right now I have no desire to write a part two so itâs open ended. also idk how I feel about this yet but Jungkook is so hot. anyway the taglist is too long so I have to do it in parts.
so sorry to whoever took the time to read this Iâm so sorry
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[taglist is too long and I can only do 50 so I have to add the rest of yâall in a reblog]